>tfw you're too mentaly unstable to properly function in society
>tfw you're not mentaly unstable enough to create fantastic works of art
>>7803591
Contrary to what you may think, having a shitty life doesn't automatically make you talented. It's not like the third world kids working in sweat shops are writing the greatest works of the century or anything.
>>7803631
>>talent meme
OP just write shit. Lots of it. Look at authors you connect with and understand why they work for you. Don't be afraid to copy ideas or styles. Read Epictetus.
Man, I had an entire series of epic harbinger dreams for my psychosis that I patched into a novel via automatic writing and they're the shittiest shit shit shit that ever shat shit. At the time they felt religiously significant though. In addition to that being shit, the story of how I went psychotic is also considered shitty, apparently being "elementary school level fiction". My own life makes for a bad story. And I'm psychotic.
Really, any kind of psychotic-spectrum condition will just mean a jumbled hodgepodge of symbolism. The odds of it being good or meaningful to anyone except the psychotic are astronomically low (though improved by heavy immersion in a certain symbolic cultural context, like say fundamentalist christianity).
>tfw you realize it is your own inhibitions that are responsible for both of those feels
>tfw you stop being afraid, allow yourself to live, and create
>>7804790
if it makes you feel better anon, at least you have a good way with words.
>>7803591
>i wish i was a psycho meme
>the best friend ull ever have and ur worst fukin psychonightmare
