What's happening to me /lit/?
I feel like I'm appreciating the aesthetics of life to the point where I've been getting pleasure from just day to day sounds like the kettle boiling or the creak of a door
Even just looking at objects and my surroundings feels like being in an art gallery
I feel something along the lines of huxley's mescaline experience
Is this a good thing?
yes, you're becoming proust.
now stop making casual references to huxley you fucking pleb
>>7577685
You're having a manic episode. It's only some time before you spiral into major depression and then all your precious aesthetics of life will make you nauseated.
I know how you feel OP. For me, this experince of what i felt was like an "aesthetic orgasm" would build up over several months, before reaching a drop point. Life would seem wonderful and beautiful and then drop to dry and bleek. I dont know why. Its like a wave woth peaks and valley. Currently caught in a valley and it doesnt feel so great.
>>7577685
Meditation/10 would run away.
>>7577685
How many days nofap?
The death throes of autism
>>7577685
dude you're all over the place today, saw your stuff on couple of boards. kek
>>7577772
>couple of boards
I only posted on /mu/ a couple of hours ago but they had nothing
Spooky
>>7577788
Autists are totally numb to beauty and spiritual feeling
