What does your daily routine look like?
>wake up, shower, breakfast, wait for the bus
>read for 30 minutes in the bus
>spend 5 hours at uni classes, ocasionally reading articles on my phone
>read for 30 minutes in the bus back home
>Lunch
>browse 4chan or social media for 45 minutes, maybe try to write something
>read for 1 hour, maybe try to write something
>eat something
>read for 30 minutes in the bus
>russian class for 1h30m
>read for 30 minutes in the bus back home
>dinner
>browse 4chan or social media for 45 minutes, maybe try to write something
>go to bed and read for 1 hour
>sleep 5 to 7 hours
Also tons of coffee, green tea and self loathing because of my laziness during the whole day
>wake up
>have breakfast
>read/play music for a hour
>browse internet (4chan)
>maybe read again
>go to work at 4
>come home later
>eat
>browse 4chan
>sleep
>Wake up
>Take the bus
>Do my college shit
>Come home
>Lunch
>Read
>Dinner
>Read
>Gym
>Read
>Sleep for 7 - 6 hours
Wake up at 3pn
drink 1st can of monster
watch porn
drink 2nd can
watch porn
get kfc
watch porn
bed
>read
>eat
>read
>eat
>read
>sleep
>awake at 9:42am
>spend an hour or so in bed daydreaming
>put on my bathrobe and slippers
>shower for 30 minutes
>brush teeth (thoroughly)
>perform stretches designed to aid digestion and to maintain a health body
>walk downstairs and eat cereal
>read the post-it note on the breakfast counter to see what chores mommy has asked me to do
>place the day's mail atop her note to pretend I didn't see it
>lie on the ground and stare my pet dog in the eyes until it becomes frustrated and retreats to a corner in another room
>read 10-20 pages of whatever book I'm reading
>check my inbox to see if any potential love interests have visited my goodreads profile and contacted me
>feel dissapointed and mark the book I'm currently reading as "Read"
> visit a right-wing tabloid newspaper website to see if there have been any major natural disasters or deaths
>feel disappointed and visit 4chan
>browse various boards for a few hours
>hide somewhere downstairs when mommy comes home
>leap out to surprise her
>apologize for not doing the chores when she discovers the note beneath the mail
>feed the dog and eat my own food while he eats his, mimicking his chewing rhythm until he notices and becomes self-conscious
>nap for between 20 minutes and three hours on my bed
>ask mommy to cook dinner at around 10:30pm
>lie almost upside-down, with my neck on the ground and legs on the bed to aid digestion
>read a few more pages
>become extremely energetic at around 2am and convinced myself I am destined for literary greatness
>put down the book and daydream until sleep claims me
>>7737526
>be NEEt
>go to bed at 18h00
>try to meditate in my bed for one hour
> fall asleep at 18h30
>wake up at 00h30
>get a night boner
>wank a bit in my bed until I am tired again
>fall asleep
>wake up at 3h30
>get up and full wank or try to meditate in my bed but fail
>breakfast at 04h00
>watch series and 4chan until 18h00
I have been doing this for 5 years
>>7737626
How the Fuck did he eat that big of a lunch after doing cocaine all morning
>wake up
>work
>vidya
>sleep
>>7737648
it skipped a bit but lunch was probably 6 or more hours later
>wake up
>make coffee
>jerk off
>check youtube
>4chan and listen to music
>read maybe
>eat lunch
>read/4chan
>watch anime
>read/4chan
>eat dinner
>watch TV
>4chan
>sleep
>>7737656
5pm is cocaine and 9pm is cocaine so lunch is somewhere between those. And I doubt he stopped doing it after he started.
>wake up
>browse the internet or play games for 3hours
>eat something
>study for 2-3h
>eat something
>browse the internet or play games for 5 hours
>eat something
>go to bed and read until I fall asleep
>Alarm at 7, snooze until 7:15 and get out of bed at 7:30
>Shower
>Catch the bus to get to work (in an office on campus) between 8:30 and 8:45
>Make tea at my desk, read news before actually working
>Class at 11
>Lunch at 12:30, read until class at 2
>Class at 2
>Go back to work 3:30-5 on MW, have another class from 3:30-4:45 on TTh
>Bus home, make dinner
>Meet up with gf, hang out, do assigned readings
>Maybe watch a film at around 9 if I don't have a lot of reading to do
>Have sex
>Either fall asleep right after or read more, go to sleep anywhere between 11 and 2
Fridays I just work 8-4 in the office then go home and read or write
Weekends I wake up around 9, read and write all day
Browse /lit/ intermittently throughout the day
>>7737648
>never done cocaine
bro. bro. bro.
bro.
try some cocaine and get back to me.
stimulants are commonly associated with lack of hunger, however, one with discipline knows they must eat to retain general faculties.
besides, the effect of cocaine really doesn't last very long. next time you do cocaine, see how long it takes you before you're hungry.
it's not like meth, where you won't eat for 2 days.
>>7737592
If only you did your chores you'd be the sole patrician hereand actually read instead of daydreaming
>>7737685
If you're doing a rip every half hour you're not going to have an appetite for that lunch listed. Even if he stopped 3 hours before lunch (by the Times listed) he still wouldn't be able to eat that much. I wouldn't at least.
And if you're doing it every day you're not going to shit.
>>7737626
>the edge
Lunch sounds delicious tbhfam
>>7737763
nah. you can eat huge if you're accustomed to cocaine. besides, like i said, it doesn't last long. 30 minutes is a long time for cocaine, honestly, especially considering the typical length of the high from a line is roughly 15 mins. the physical effects are not so overpowering that you could not eat. in fact, in some cases, it might increase your hunger if you're addicted to it.
>wake up around 12pm
>eat/feed cat/do chores
>go to work 3pm
>general kitchen work shit until 11pm
>get home, eat
>drink whisky and chain smoke on my porch until 5/6am while reading a book
>pass out
>repeat for two years
>>7737626
>and for the ride home, a "snow cone" (a glass of shredded ice over which is poured three or four jiggers of Chivas)
KEK
>>7737547
This actually doesn't sound lazy at all. Pretty similar to my schedule, including the green tea. You're at uni and reading, so overall working on self improvement. As long as you enjoy it I think it's just fine.
>wake up at 5.30am
>Exercise/stretch
>Oil pull
>Shower
>have breakfast
> 4 hours of reading of required material to pass exams I'm going to be taking in 3 months (started studying for them 2 weeks ago from ground zero)
>Lunch
>write a 600 word essay for school (every day)
>Read beuks
>Dinner
>Write my journal
>Brush teeth, wash face
>Go to sleep by 8.30 pm
>Wake up at 9:30am
>Facebook/Social media on phone
>Shower
>Read
>4chan
>Read
>4chan
>Read
>Dude weed lmao
>Read
>Dinner
>4chan
>More weed
>Write a bit
>Fuck chick(eh) I live with for rent
>Watch netflix
>Go to sleep at 1:00am
In the morning if my face is a little puffy I'll put on an ice pack while doing stomach crunches. I can do 1000 now. After I remove the ice pack I use a deep pore cleanser lotion. In the shower I use a water activated gel cleanser, then a honey almond body scrub, and on the face an exfoliating gel scrub. Then I apply an herb-mint facial mask which I leave on for 10 minutes while I prepare the rest of my routine. I always use an after shave lotion with little or no alcohol, because alcohol dries your face out and makes you look older. Then moisturizer, then an anti-aging eye balm followed by a final moisturizing protective lotion.
>>7737592
understated masterpiece. Absolute madman
>>7738154
nice ref
>Sex
>Sleep
>Eat
>Drink
>Dream
>>7737592
>no valves
4/10 desu, senpai
>>7738007
Nah but I can't set in the mood to write seriously. Also I don't even study, I just can pass with slightly above mediocre marks and I'm fine with it.
Do you write m8?
>wake up at 5
>run for 30 minutes
>shower
>put on suit
>write for 2 hours
>travel to work
>code
>eat lunch at a restaurant
>code
>travel home
>eat soup
>tidy if necessary
>read for 2-3 hours
>sleep
>>7737526
>wake up, shower, dress
>drop son off at school
>work
>pick son up from school
>video games / help son with homework
>dinner
>more games / netflix
>try to read but drop book on face
>sleep
>Wake up
>Shower
>Breakfast
>Go to school to study
>Dinner
>Read
>Tea
>Sleep
>>7737526
No schedule at all. I wake up more or less early, depending on if I have or have not class that day and if I feel like getting out of bed to go to class. If I do happen to go out of the house, I take the bus, go to class, take the bus home immediately after class. At home, I eat lunch alone or skip it, depending on my mood. The rest varies. I'll maybe go for a run and do some pushups. Or I'll just fap and browse 4chan all day. Or perhaps I'll pick a book and study for a while.
The only constant thing are a) sleep at some point and b) minimal interaction with people.
Future looks dark and I think suicide will happen at some point before I'm 30.
on days when I have class
>wake up at 7:50am
>have a sip of a protein shake or dry cheerios
>get to campus
>classes for 3 hours
>eat lunch
>3 hours of downtime to read, do homework, and nap
>more classes
>come home and eat dinner
>internet until 1am
>do work the rest of the night until 3-4am
>sleep for 6-7 hours
on days off
>wake up around 10am-1pm
>jerk off before rolling out of bed
>eat something tiny for lunch, often just a few sips of a protein shake
>intermittently read, browse the internet, and work on music until dinner
>eat dinner and read at the same time
>finish eating and read more until 10pm
>rush to finish homework
>sleep any time from 1-4am for 3-6 hours depending on amount of homework
I really hate being so inconsistent
>wake up
>go to work
>get home
>die internally
>go to bed
>>7737526
>wake up
>feel regret and anxiety
>browse /lit/ all day
>occasionally wander round the book stores, never buying anything
>go to bed again
>>7738354
Haha the negative one is wearing a skirt and has a disgusting cisgendered male son whereas the cool hip and modern woman wears jeans and raises a daughter god I love being liberal
Sorry to ask this here but should I be worried if I've had blood in my stool for the past two months, pretty much every time I defecate? Recently it's literally more blood than feces in the toilet bowl and if I sit there and just squeeze after defecating just blood will squirt out. Any advice?
>>7738403
quality post
>>7738452
Red blood or black blood? how does it smell? Is it thick?
>>7738452
You should go to a doctor. I don't know if you should be worried.
>wake
>fuck girlfriend
>go home and read
>get drunk while waiting for her to return from work
>fuck girlfriend
>sleep
>>7738460
It started out bright red now it's sort of like period blood texture.
>woke up
> fell out of bed
>dragged a comb across my head
>found my way downstairs and drank a cup
>found my coat and grabbed my hat
>made the bus in seconds flat
>found my way upstairs
>had a smoke
>went into a dream
Woke up, fell out of bed
Dragged a comb across my head
Found my way downstairs and drank a cup
And looking up I noticed I was late
Found my coat and grabbed my hat
Made the bus in seconds flat
Found my way upstairs and had a smoke
And somebody spoke and I went into a dream
>>7738472
If it's bright red it's likely just a rip in your anus or a hemmroid. I had bleeding for over a month and went to the doc and this is what he said. It should heal eventually. Eat more fibre, drink more water and wipe lighter.
If you can go for free in your country you should go see a doctor anyways.
JUST A SEC MORE IN MY BEEEEED
>>7737526
> wake up around 7.30
> contemplate suicide while in bed
> see off wife and kids to work and kindergarten respectively
> do chores around the house or shop
> make coffee (Turkish style, in a small copper kettle with a long handle) and breakfast; browse /lit/ with free hand
> take a long shit while reading book
> go out to pick kids from kindergarten
> have a walk together or shop or come straight home and play or read for a bit; text wife and browse /lit/ with free hand; explain why I can't explain why I'm laughing
> feed kids and wipe their asses when they take a shit, which is once or twice a day unless it's diarrhea day
> cook dinner (two or three courses every three days so I don't have to do it every day)
> welcome wife home with last drop of energy
> have dinner together
> play with kids; browse /lit/ with free hand
> send kids to play with mom; browse /lit/ with both hands
> send kids and wife to bed
> take another long shit (1h+) while reading
> read some more in bed
> give a start when kindle falls on face, realizing I have no idea what happened in the last five pages which I will have to read again the next day
> sleep
Perfect normie-to-NEET ratio achieved.
>07:00 rise
>07:01 shower and shave
>07:30 meditate
>08:00 chores
>10:00 10km walk
>12:00 break fast
>13:00 read
>19:00 dinner
>20:00 commence fast
>20:01 internet, film, television
>23:00 write
>00:00 sleep
>07:00 rise
>>7738514
NEET?
>>7738549
Yes.
>>7738564
Age?
>>7738432
>Communist
>Liberal
u wot
>>7737626
This was proven wrong several times.
>>7738583
the communist part is edited, I'm talking about the first two panels and the intention of the original author
>Set an alarm for 7:30 so I can get up and read
>Hit snooze every time until like 8:45
>oh shit I'm late
>Shower, dress, and drive like a madman to work
>Sneak in the back around 9:20
>Make coffee and small talk with co-workers, make sure to mention frequently how busy I am
>If anyone asks me to do something I make sure to take months to complete it so they won't ask me to do anything ever again
>9 - 11: Practice French
>11 - 12: Do the bare minimum of work required to not get fired
>12 - 1: Lunch with my brother
>1 - 3: Write
>3 - 4: Browse 4chan
>At 4, sneak out of work early. If anyone sees me leaving I "have a meeting off site"
>4 - 5: Feed and walk the dogs
>5 - 6: Make dinner
>6 - 9: Dinner and hanging out with girlfriend. Watch TV or a movie
>9 - 1: Read. Maybe write a little. Sometimes smoke weed and drink by myself. Fall asleep around 1am
>wake up 7:30
>browse 4chins on my phone in bed until 8
>shower, eat, etc.
>read for about 45 minutes before work
>morning prayers before I leave the house
>work until 18:00
>go to the gym or go straight home for dinner
>start reading about 21:00
>evening prayers about 22:30
>in bed by midnight
>>7737526
> wake up, feed dogs, eat/guzzle water, rinse off
> tend to garden
> practice violin, meditate, read, work on my russian, yoga
> tend to garden some more
> laze around, play video games, watch movies, etc
> have some awesome as fuck sex w/ wife
> draw the weird furry porn that feeds my bank acct
> siesta
> lunch
> check thriftbooks for new books
> work on comic/story
> take dogs out to park
> fuck off, read, practice violin, etc
> go to bed
life's bretty good.
When I've actually got any money:
8am
>wake up
>cigarette
>scrambled egg and toast breakfast with fresh bread
>pint glass of whiskey and orange juice half and half
>cigarette
>pint glass of whiskey and oj
>shower
>cigarette
>check news
>cigarette
>cigarette
10:30am
>cigarette
>guitar on full volume
>tell neighbours to stop moaning about noise
>cigarette
>cigarette
>whisey and oj
>cigarette
>listen to music extremely loud (above 115 decibels)
>whiskey
>roll around on the floor for abit
1pm:
>go out
>do whatever i need to do
>get back in
>whiskey and oj
>cigarette
>music again
>whiskey until pass out
>vomit in a bucket
>piss in a bucket because can't walk
6pm:
>wake up
>sober, headache occasionally
>shower
>ramble out loud to myself and anyone who can hear
>write
>consume everything and anything (sudden feeling of terror usually takes over, as if I've woken from a coma and need to get back up to date with the world)
>whiskey and oj until ''jolly'' or carefree
>write
>write
>cigarette
>cigarette
>cigarette
>walk around or go out to play roulette if I have money
>get back in
>whiskey and oj
>whiskey and oj
10pm:
>Sleep
>Wake up at 8am
Repeat for three or four days in a row then I have a couple of ''rest days'' before starting again
>wake up at about 11am
>sometimes read in bed, if not get ready
>lunch
>alternate between afternoon classes, and sitting in uni library reading/studying/writing
>library until early evening
>go to bar and drink until about 8pm
>go home and have dinner
>drink and smoke until maybe 1 am
>sleep
>Wake up.
>Lie in bed for an hour trying to find a reason to get up
>Get hungry and then make breakfast
>Internet for an hour or so
>Job hunting
>There are no jobs here
>Drive around aimlessly to keep my mind on the road or music that's playing
>Exercise every other day for about 45 minutes
>Eat dinner
>Want to drink, but I shouldn't and I can't afford it right now
>Try to read/watch movie/play vidya
>Loss of attention
>Work on current writing/film/music project until I grow tired of it
>Internet
>Journal if I have anything worth writing down
>Lie in bed 1-6 hours trying to sleep
>Sleep
>wake up at 5/5:30
>coffee, then more coffee
>read news online
>exercise half an hour
>wake up kid at 7:30
>get her to school
>get back to catch the 8:43 train into the city
>get to work at 9:20
>photograph rare books all day
>commiserate, advise, rant with others about photographing books
>no lunch, high productivity until 4:30
>train home, go pick up kid at 5:45
>supply nourishment somehow to myself and child
>try to get her to talk about her day or share some of mine
>watch "TV" on the computer while we chill out
>read to her for a while at 9, talk about the story
>she's asleep
>bong hits, try to turn my mind off
>sleep at 10, insomnia for an hour, then up at 5ish again
>>7738696
>whiskey and oj
Sounds like a horrible combination.
>>7737526
>>7738765
> photographing rare books
wut? Are you digitalizing books that aren't available on internet, or why do you do it?
>wake up 6.30am
>browse shit on my phone till 6.55 alarm beeps
>grab a cereal bar of sorts from my draw packed full of cereal bars
>clean teeth, get dressed, grab my last-nights prepped meal of the day etc
>bomb out the door between 7.10/7.20
>live next to tube station so get on tube 30 seconds later
>ride to work sitting comfy reading whatever meme shit I've dumped on my kindle for ~40 mins
>get to work early at ~8am, do market research, shitpost on competitors
>8.30 starts the monotonous shit of the day but rake in the dollar
>5pm obligatory team huddle jerk off session
>leave work ~5.30pm
>sometimes grab drinks to be a sociable cunt and laugh at shit jokes to pleasure the bossmen
>ride the tube back
>read meme book of the week again for 40 mins
>get back around 6.30
>make food for lunch the next day
>shitpost for a few hours / watch a film / write nonsense
>go to sleep around 11pm
>wake up around 9:00am
>if there is anything serious at work, handle it
>if not, sleep until something important enough requires me to get up
>usually noon-8pm
>sit at desk near bed
>in no particular order: do things for work, fap, play vidya, read, watch tv/movies, eat.
>8pm - make dinner or go to store
>9pm-3am - in no particular order: do things for work, fap, play vidya, read, watch tv/movies, eat.
>>7737526
>Wake up at 2:45 AM
>Piss, get dressed, fix lunch and drive to work
>Get there a bit before 4 AM.
>Take a nap in my car until 5:25 AM
>Walk 1 block to work
>Work until 2:30 PM
>Drive home
>eat dinner early
>surf internet
>take shit
>surf internet
>shower
>brush teeth
>surf internet until 9PM-1AM
>masturbate sometimes
>sleep until 2:45 AM
>>7738815
I love it.
Fresh orange juice and whiskey is great.
I usually run out at around 12pm t b h and then just drink it neat anyway.
Try it, it's refreshing. Great with breakfast.
>>7738893
I like that you call the subway 'tube' it makes me think of futurism or something
>>7737626
>10 p.m. drops acid
>11 p.m. Chartreuse, cocaine, grass
living the dream
>>7738935
It's what we call the subway in London m9
>>7738935
Livin in london cunt its the fuckin tube
>>7737571
My nigga.
>>7738922
I like fresh OJ with gin or white rum or vodka but whiskey doesn't seem 'fresh' enough for that, I just drink that neat. Whiskey sours are nice though.
>Wake up at 6
>Shower; get soapy as hell so I smell nice
>Get a nice clean shave
>Make coffee in a moka pot and have breakfast
>Drink coffee while preparing lunch
>Catch the ferry to uni; read on the way there
>study till 5 or 6
>Go home
>Hang out with gf/read/shitpost
>bed a 10
I know no one will read this but yeah
>wake up
>drink coffee
>check internet
>write for an hour
>games
>eat
>check internet
>write for an hour
>games
>jerk off
>read
>movie
>sleep
>>7739092
but yea what, faggot?
>>7739308
What games?
>wake up
>walk to campus
>read NYT as I drink my coffee in the cafeteria
>go to world lit
>eat lunch with a friend
>post-lunch cigarette
>read in the library
>go to studio class
>walk home
>reading and homework
>make myself dinner
>4chan
>sex with gf
>sleep
>>7737526
>wake up
>put on watch
>put on dress pants
>don't put on shirt
>put 1911 on draft board
>go stare out over ocean from my beach house.
you know same old same old.
>>7738224
is this a reference to the guy writing a book about a guy with a valve on his head
>wake up 9:45
>drink premade iced coffee, browse internet
>take shower at 10:05
>go to work at 11:00
>Do boring work while listening to podcasts, youtube red, or american psycho audio book (only doing it to pass time at work)
>Leave work at 4:30 pick up my dog and chill and then take shit
>go to gym at 5:30 to 6:00
>get home around 8:00 to 8:30 (gym is 20 min away)
>eat dinner
>shower
>read or write until 12:30 to 1:00, writing as of late
>1:00 to 2:45 browse internet and watch porn
>
>>7738154
god I'm such a pleb for getting this from the movie and no the book
>>7737573
Good song
>>7737571
My face is greener than the wicked witch of the west with envy~~~
Wake up, lay in bed for about 20 minutes enjoying being comfortable and sleepy
Masturbation, sometimes while looking at phone
Use bathroom, shower ever other day
Grab some breakfast
Go to work
Get home
Relax, watch TV
After a bit put some music on and write about 1,000-1,500 words on the ol novel
Watch some more tv, interspersed with masturbation
Go out to eat
Come home, watch some tv
Masturbation
Go to bed
If I wake up earlier than normal I write before work and breakfast
If it's my day off I just laze around until I decide to eat or write while trying to summon motivation to hit the gym
Every once in awhile I'll go drinking with friends but I'm on probation so not often
>wake up
>think about killing myself
>wish i was still asleep
>go to work
>despise coworkers
>go home
>despise life
>read
>kill myself
>>7741037
tell us about your criminal past, anon
>>7741037
Jesus Christ, why masturbate so fucking much?
>>7738346
you got a wife?
>>7738452
>Any advice?
Yeah, don't see a doctor.
>>7738696
Post a sample of your writing. I dig your style.
>>7738570
Where do you get the money to survive?
>>7741491
Welfare.
>wake up 6-8 depending where I'm working that day
>shower, coffee, toast, cigarette
>go to work, read for an hour or so on the bus/train
>work, maybe read for a bit at lunch if I'm not working with anyone I want to talk to
>come home, read for an hour or so on the bus/train
>have a beer, have a cigarette, hang out with gf for an hour or so
>cook dinner
>vidya/browse internet/write a bit
>fuck
>cigarette
>read for a bit in bed
>sleep 6-7 hours
>completely off-topic thread stays up
>my thread on anti-semitic literature is deleted
what gives?
>>7738500
do you feel emasculated being a stay at home dad?
>>7742357
what country?
>>7738232
What are you studying in Uni?
>wake up at 3pm
>lay in bed analyzing myself
>flashbacks intensify
>panic
>coffee time
>pick up sister from school
>shower and go to class
>fail tests
>go home
>read articles and books and listen to Philip Glass, watch lectures online
>feel dead inside
>browse /lit/
>go read on bed
>feel dead inside
>fall asleep
>>7743967
>>panic
>>coffee time
When I feel the onset of morning anxiety I actually refrain from drinking coffee, as it only makes it worse. I fucked up my dopamine receptors with caffeine and frequent sex/masturbation and now any period without either of them is hell. I can't fucking imagine being addicted to nicotine or hard drugs.
> Wake up
> Get on computer to refresh same five internet pages for half an hour
> Set my meds out
> Feel bad because I used to have a voice in my head to tell me to set my meds out but she went away or died
> Drive to the store and buy food
> Come home
> Refresh the same five internet pages over and over for a while
> Pack my laptop, meds, food, drive to school for CS classes
> Smoke a cigarette in my car before class
> Feel bad because smoking a cigarette in my car used to let me invoke the voice in my head
> Feel bad because the voice in my head isn't there to tell me to get out of the car and go to classes
> Eventually get out of car and go to classes
> Derp around on computer instead of paying attention to class, refreshing same five internet pages for entire class
> Either another class or lunch
> Usually go buy lunch even if I packed one that day
> Wander around campus trying to find a quiet place to read and generally failing for several hours
> Therapy session sometimes
> Another class
> Go home
> Refresh same five internet pages for several hours, maybe read a bit, maybe try to meditate to increase my magick power level or whatever.
> If so, write a journal entry, feel bad because I used to write all kinds of entries about the crazy shit the voice in my head got up to and my horrible, grasping, incoherent interpretations of it.
>>7743996
I get out of bed when I've dissociated enough from my memories to move my body out of bed.
>>7737615
wew lad
>>7741087
oh hey, I didnt realise that Id posted in this thread already.
grimstone & mortar-fire
>>7744718
People, being different, having no one that shares your interests, being unsure of the person you are in face of criticism, etc
>Get money
>Get paid
>Get money
>Get paid
>Bitches on my cock
>Nah I'm not about that
>Get money
>Get paid
>Get money
>Get paid
>>7744725
Have you read the Stoics? Epictetus is good at providing solace with these type of things.
>>7744760
I haven't but now I will. Thanks anon for the help. Have you experienced this yourself?
>>7741087
this, except i dont dislike my coworkers and unfortunately haven't killed myself yet.
>>7744777
I am the type of person to get overwhelmed with shame and regret seemingly out of nowhere a lot and I feel like I don't really have a place in the world, so I think so.
I used to drink a lot but that ultimately makes it worse, so now I'm opting for an austere lifestyle that involves simple living and reading the Greeks.
I like Epictetus especially for this type of thing because "coming to terms with fate" is his specialisation.
>>7737526
>Wake up at noon
>Eat breakfast
>Read for 30 minutes
>Run a mile
>Finish up any homework I have (MFA fag)
>Go to work (private guitar teacher) or school depending on the day
>Come home around 9:30pm
>hangout for a few hours
>Begin writing at 12:20
>End at 3am.
>Read until I fall asleep around 4am.
>rinse, repeat.
>>7744873
I see. I'm transferring to St John's College in the fall, so I'll be reading the Greeks much in depth. How has simple living worked out for you?
>>7744898
Doing away with anything superfluous has greatly benefited my state of mind. When you have all your affairs in order and have no obligations beyond what you actually care about you get a sense of oversight that will reduce general anxiety a lot, I find. Not being attached to physical possessions also works wonders.
>>7744933
I feel like I have to do everything I can in order to prove to myself that people are wrong. I'm very bad at dealing with the sensory world, and people mistake me for having an intellectual disability. They bully me sometimes for it. I feel like by doing what I want, I'm not attaining anything tangible I can show to people when they jump to conclusions.
>>7737526
>coffee and cereal or toast
>college
>get home
>homework and maybe a movie
>dinner
>shower
>sleep and repeat
I'm taking 21 credits. I just want it to end as quick as possible.
>>7744944
Wouldn't it be much more fruitful to work on your ability to disregard plebs, thereby freeing you to do as you please, rather than focussing your energy on trying to adhere to their arbitrary standards just to prove them wrong?
>>7744966
I know it would be more productive, but I just get so worried over it since things happen intensely. At times I feel like I have an intellectual disability due to my weaknesses, although I know it isn't true. I just don't know how to instill confidence in myself that I am a capable individual independent of the areas I'm not great with. I'm not even academically successful. I can write on a graduate level (professors feedback) but when it comes to tests I fail them usually.
>>7738500
>Not devoting your full attention to your children when playing.
Absolutely disgusting.
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