Did you or your bf make you something good?
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>>6204373
So guys, my ex and I had a bad break up. He walked away from not me but our close circle of mutual friends in probably the worst way for everyone.
So none of us have spoken to him in roughly 4 months after everything happened. But one of our mutual friends got a call from my exs father two days ago stating that my ex had fracutred some bones throughout his body during basic training.
Even though none of us have talked to him, I sent him a letter while he's trapped in medical hold wishing him well and telling him to stay positive even though his career may have ended before it started. Especially since those medical hold companies are filled with the most bitter and negative people who fall into spiraling depression.
I wonder if I did the right thing here, even if he doesn't respond since he cut ties. No one else has spoken or wrote to him, but I imagine he'd welcome it if he's trapped there for the next several weeks to months.
He didn't make anything but he is giving me a present later if you catch my drift...you know straight man diahreea doo doo wee wee poopy woopy poot n toot.
>>6207776
I would likely be the cook in the relationship
>>6207776
Still a bit early for dinner here, and with that in mind I have no idea what I want to do for dinner.
>tfw dog dicks
>tfw no bf
>tfw can't perfect my craft without guinea pig bf to feed random foods
BLABBY BLAH BLAH
>>6207796
I can't stop laughing.
>>6207796
You're a stale meme.
>>6207793
Honestly, that was a nice thing.
Even if he doesn't respond, you did something good and he probably needed it.
Just don't expect or want anything
>>6207776
Homosexual """""people""""" should not be allowed food.
You are not worth it and I can't wait for the day society leads you freaks to suicide.
Have a nice day! : ^ )
>>6207825
jokes on you
I don't eat food
>>6207825
Want half, anon?
>>6207835
that looks disgusting
no wonder you're so fat and greasy
>>6207835
You should give it to Hitler instead. He desperately needs it.
>>6207776
>Implying mentally ill freaks such as homosexuals, bisexuals and transsexuals deserve food or water
on the 28th I'm going to a party that my instagram crush will be at and he is gay :^) now let's hope he is into me enough to fuck
>tfw he is like one of 4 out gay people where you live
>>6207856
>attention whoring
>picture of my shoulders in a muscle tank
also my skin sack slings to my skeleton very tightly, tyvm
>>6207831
You're not skinny enough to pretend to be anorexic.
>>6207796
lmao I see your straight man poo baby Grinch shitposts all the fucking time
>>6207864
>purposefully exposed nipple.
>not attention whoring
Kill yourself you retarded liar.
>>6207866
>Slut.
he's hot
>>6207846
This
>>6207846
sssHhhh!!! don't break the circlejerk that their abhorrent perverted lives are worth living!!!!
>>6207879
>exposed nipple.
omg i can't believe i didn't notice that
how embarrassing!
>>6207893
>wanting fags to not kill themselves sooner
Enjoying your hugbox tumblr?
>>6207835
That looks like you made tamales and took a wet shit all over them. At least put an effort if you're going to post pictures
>>6207842
Red chilis, tortillas, and chicken.
It's nice.
>>6207902
>what is sarcasm
>>6207896
Am I the only one who wants suck on those?
... Jk, I know that's the comment you want, fucking retard, name/tripfags are such stupid cancer.
>>6207910
who tf sucks on nipples
who is attracted to nipples
literally what
>>6207907
>it's nice
Maybe if you have low/no standards
>>6207909
Your "sarcasm" could lead to one of these perverts putting off suicide just long enough to rape or molest more children, spreading their disease of the mind. I understand joking, but there are serious consequences when dealing with these degenerates.
>>6207920
Food standards? What's that?
If it's good, it's good.
>>6207919
Kill yourself, you're not funny.
>>6207925
Post a picture of your greasy fat spic face to reinforce our disgust of your slop.
>>6207947
But it's good...
>>6207947
>>6207931
who's joking, bitch
>>6207924
You're probably just trolling or being ironic anyway so why should I bother with you
>>6207961
Lol awwww.
I should never get drunk on Gaygen again.
>>6207955
Wow, being a beaner really does make you stupid.
Just because you smother your food in salt and spicy shit doesn't make it good. You're probably covering up the taste of rotton meat and tamales with bugs in them.
>>6207970
Drunk or sober you're unbearable
>>6207975
Fags don't deserve meals.
>>6207978
No, I'm fun, interesting, and easy to make fun of.
Isn't that all we ask for in here?
>the femboi crew joining up to bully people again together.
You guys are the true cancer.
>>6207984
You're only one of those things, and it's not fun or interesting.
>>6207988
who tf is the femboy crew
>>6207991
You fuckhead.
You guys always join up to bully people. That's why this threads so dead because you faggots bully everyone that doesn't fit in or you deem to be good enough to post here.
hows it feel being lumped in with trannies and women just because you like cock? genuinely curious
>>6207975
>Just because you smother your food in salt and spicy shit doesn't make it good
Why are white people so afraid of flavor?
why are roasties so disgusting
>>6207998
I am my own crew?
And I'm def not a femboy, girl
And I am definitely not the only one who dislikes army
>>6207986
I'm not the faggot here and I'm not the one here who is trying to rationalise the fact they are a faeces eating degenerate subhuman through irony.
>>6207998
I dunno man.
Those two are hotties.
I've been eating a lot of oranges lately, I wonder if my cum will taste like oranges.
Sometimes I want to defend Army but then I remember he called me ratface.
>>6208018
>I'm not the faggot HERE and I'm not the one HERE...
Your word flow is poor.
Also you didn't understand anything I've said. Enjoy your mouth full of shit faggot.
>>6207987
its 2016 now, it's totally acceptable
>>6208042
Nice try, but you're literally deflecting the fact you're being ironic to rationalise you're the one who loves eating shit out of a man's anus.
You're a faggot freak and fucking disgusting.
>>6208023
>But name/tripfags are especially deserving of ridicule.
this
I get as much shit as anyone else
>>6208073
Not enough desu.
>>6208072
You're fucking sick. Stop projecting faggot.
Are you proud you suck shit out of a grown man's probably hairy asshole? You like the little shit crumbs caught in his ass fur? You degenerates need to fuck off and die.
>usually precum ALOT before cumming
>like shooting some streams of precum
>he thinks I'm cumming as I'm only precumming
>mfw his face when the actual cumshot comes
>>6208000
post boobs
>>6208087
that sounds pretty hot fampai
>>6208000
feels good because we can do it how much as we want without being called whores
how do i get big ass?
>>6208087
I get it, you're a degenerate subhuman but stop trying to rationalise this as something you actually think is OK through irony.
I do however, agree with what you are saying unironically. LOL. You're failing so hard you little faggot freak!
>>6208117
Are you asking how to have sex with people with big asses? Or how to have a large ass yourself?
Either way, the answer is eat a bunch.
>>6208129
You look like you've been gaining weight.
>>6208136
I know two chubby fags, and for some reason they're much hotter than many fit fags I know.
Maybe eating a bunch unironically isn't that bad.
>>6208130
I can sustain myself purely off of cum
>Excessive precum is a symptom of prostate cancer.
really
rip me, I precum buckets
to a point where people have commented on it
Who's the ugliest person on gaygen?
>>6208138
I did actually
I lost some when I was sick those few weeks
still working on gaining more tho
>>6208148
(You)
>>6208125
>stop trying to rationalise this as something you actually think is OK through irony
I'm not being ironic retard. Stop deflecting my argument by saying it's just "ironic". I legit think you're a fucking sicko who needs help, or should just take the plunge and kill yourself.
>>6208148
There was some eurotrash that had a witch face, but was also weirdly feminine, but in a hon way, who posted here a while ago. He was dating a fat chubaca or something?
>>6208155
I'm not a faggot though you sick fuck.
>>6208174
You mean Swede?
>>6208148
Probably me...
>>6208178
>faggots trying to troll people by saying their not faggots
Lol, like I'm supposed to trust the words that leave a mouth that eats shit and sucks dick. Or I suppose I shouldn't trust the fingers typing to me that swirl the shit around in some fags ass.
>>6208185
>Swede
>>6208097
you're supposed to be gay and not ask me for boob pics
which leads mean to another question I want to ask you faggots.... So what's your opinions of breasts? are you like allies vs axis against breasts or like mc donalds fries or jack in the box against boobs? (if you get the analogy)
>>6208174
>weirdly feminine
>hon
>dating a fatzo
What is Circe?
>>6208192
>he/she/it still is pulling the NO U card
>>6208196
Are you a cis woman or just trans?
I ate like two eggplant parms, some bread, and uh, some coleslaw. Was bretty gud senpai.
>>6208204
>lying on the internet
what the fuck is this thread?
people arguing when LGBTs should commit suicide, jesus...
>>6208196
Tits are great but only if they're not filled with disgusting sweets, cheetos and other disgusting fats which you roasties eat to keep your pms emotions in check
>>6208000
Awful. What's even worse is being lumped in with a bunch of cock-crazed faggots just because I happen to want a male companion.
Put me out of my misery, Anonina.
>>6208035
I don't recall this but I do throw that word around a lot.
I don't need defending though.
>>6208196
breasts are great
show 'em
>>6208200
Nah, it was Swede.
>>6208222
Well, you called Mexicans ratfaces.
>>6208241
>yeah im a tranny
>>6208196
Who are you?
To answer your question, boobs are gross, but so are women. So, eh.
>>6208241
I'd rather have sex with an ftm.
>>6208241
Depends on what you look like and how you are.
>tell myself I wasnt going to bully anymore
>see internet shitstorms and get extremely excited for aggressive psychological warfare
>promised myself id never get involved in another shitstorn
>the urge to shitpost violently rises
I didn't join in this time im proud of myself.
>>6208256
Why are you intent on fucking a gay male? A twink with boobs is just a tranny...
>>6208256
What's worse than being lumped in with a bunch of cock-crazed faggot, however, is to constantly fight the desire to be a cock-crazed faggot.
I just have to remind myself that such behavior isn't conducive to my goals and values as a person. Fucking sucks.
>>6208252
umm hello this is a blue board you can't post women tits here
>>6208093
>Precum that is mistaken as actual semen
That almost sounds like hyperspermia.
>>6208282
kek, if you are just gay then go be a faggot, big fucking deal, the world is your oyster (with a dick)
>>6208296
I agree... I feel immasculated by ftms with good facial hair...
Would you eat the feces of your fave male celeb? I would
>Have a beard
>"boy I sure could go for a lil otter right about now"
>Shave it off
>My face is so barren. I wanna hide it inside a bigger guy to keep me warm
>As it regrows I hunger fit smaller guys until it reaches its apex before I go full of daddy and devour some poor kid
>>6208299
That's a bad mentality to have. I have goals in my life more important than cock. Advertising myself as a slut wouldn't help me get anywhere.
>>6208321
iktf
>>6208283
You could find a faggot who would fuck you. But some might be cold to you. But it depends how you are.
>>6208329
hey now you're talking to a tranny
the most mentally ill part of the lgbt group
Any closet fags have any tips on how to deal with straight pals who keep talking about girls around you? fucking christ, I can't pretend to be attracted to girls to save my life. I have a new friend at college who keeps taking about how hot every fucking chick on campus is, and I never say anything, I just smile. He'd made jokes about it before but today he just straight up asked me if I liked cock. Fuuuck. He's now acting weird around me and I feel bad.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seKdyEIk8bk
What are you listening to?
>>6208339
im way more grounded then most trannies
>>6208338
i'm pretty masc still
>>6208329
>I have goals in my life more important than cock.
oh how sweet, someone who thinks the closet is a safe space and not a fucking prison. So are you a bottom then, if not so what if you like guys? One thing about being a tranny showed me being gay is as vanilla as baskin robbins
>>6208360
my thoughts about >tfnobf
>>6208360
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Os3OLXT02hg
>>6208360
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8IiMtqgS0X8
>>6208354
Honest question, why do you care that much to hide it? I get it that you wouldn't want to just come out with it easily, but if you are asked about it directly, you may as well speak the truth instead of putting yourself through more trouble than it's worth trying to pretend you're someone you're not.
>>6208354
Dude just tell him like you don't give a fuck. When someone is prodding me I usually just say, "I don't go that way" or the classic "I'm gay" maneuver.
I'm a bit of an odd case because I'll talk about girls anyway, but I just don't get down the way hets do. So I let em know real casually.
>>6208360
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-uEc8_dcYUc
Yeah, ok, I'm a huge faggot. I just couldn't think of anything to listen to tonight, and I just stumbled upon this.
>>6208366
ripperoni
>>6208364
I'm not really closeted, but I'm not exactly out. If I met a partner worth having, I'd definitely state my interest. However, I don't see the use in advertising the fact that I like cock to every person I know just so I can feel "out of the closet".
>Crossdressing femboi that doesn't want to be a tranny
>Want a hot aryan bf
>Just acts like a normal dude, no flamboyancy or anything like that
How fucked am I? And how common are gay dudes that aren't super flamboyant obnoxious faglords?
>>6208360
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jueETxvq7qo
can you dig it?
>>6208375
I just don't want him to think of me differently, that's all. I'm scared it will create a tension/awkwardness between us.
I know it's pathetic but it's why I haven't come out to anyone yet, other than my sister. I absolutely hate the idea of people seeing me as the 'gay' guy, the guy who likes cock, who takes it up the ass. It terrifies me.
>>6208402
Ah, I see. I can understand. I can't help you with tips, though, because I've never tried to hide it myself, so I don't know what works best. Good luck.
>>6208397
If you're attractive you'll do fine. And it's unusual how many gay guys are totally straight acting. Of all the guys I've done stuff with, only one had a slight gay voice, and the rest sounded totally normal. Unfortunately, I'm the one cursed with gay voice...
>>6208368
I like it anon. Quite gay.
>>6208397
>hot aryan bf
hi
too bad you're fem
>>6208417
vocaroo qt lisp, flamelord
>>6208417
>cursed
It's a blessing, to be honest. Lisps are cute! As a kid, I used to have one, but my parents knocked it out of me with some intensive speech therapy.
>>6208428
It's not gay, iamthemorning makes some really good prog, the singer has a great voice
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pCwGfTIrNzg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oEs6v64vgys
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zPhtxIGvZwg
>>6208417
>I'm the one cursed with gay voice...
iktf
although only guys I've been with have had similar levels of gay voice
>>6208417
I refuse to use the term "straight acting" but most people don't clock me as a faggot unless I tell them.
>>6208433
It's probably only cute if you also still sound like a man. My voice never fully changed, so I sound 12.
>>6208437
I hate it. It's an automatic identifier, like this anon said >>6208402, when people hear me, they know I like to suck dick immediately.
>>6208447
Well, pretty much all the guys I've been with were bi (unfortunately I seem to only attract bis). So it's a tainted sample.
>>6208469
Well, "unapparently gay" might be a better way of putting it.
>>6208444
It's just pretty chill. I didn't mean the music was actually gay. But it was pretty standard and what I'd expect someone from gaygen to be into I guess.
>>6208417
Well... Honestly I don't even know what I mean when I say acting straight. I kinda just want a guy that I can hang out with my straight friends and it doesn't have to be super awkward, y'know? My friends know I'm gay and everything but honestly I don't want their view of me to change. I guess I just want a guy that just treats me like a friend in social gatherings, that's all. And to not have the gay voice, god I fucking hate it. Not yours though, I'm sure you sound super nice ;^)
>>6208430
>Not wanting to cream in an effeminate Polish boy's hole, enriching him with the seed of the German volk
o-okay Hans I don't even care ;-;
>>6208486
I listen to a variety of things, my main go to genre is prog of all kinds, but I like trip-hop/hip-hop, a bit of electronic, and a lot of other random things such as drone, field recordings, folk, etc. This was a collage I made for /mu/ awhile back
>>6208484
A bit more accurate, sure.
I'm just a regular guy, which I guess is not what people think homosexuals are. Unfortunately.
>>6208484
>My voice never fully changed, so I sound 12.
r we the same person
also yea I mainly attract bis as well
>>6208493
>Residents
>Amon Tobin
>Brian Eno
>Slowdive
pls be a bottom
>>6208493
I listen to almost entirely rap. I have been bumping a lot of underground Evil Rap. Been getting into some Phonk artists as well. I been getting into Devilish Trio and that sort of thing.
>>6208522
Have you not seen his dragon dildo collection?
>>6208484
>when people hear me, they know I like to suck dick immediately
That's a bit hot, t b h.
>>6208522
I prefer to call myself vers, though yeah I probably do lean more towards bottom, but I'd like to try topping. Also if you like Residents you should really check out their recent documentary, it's good.
>>6208523
I'm not too huge into rap, might have listened to some here and there, but it's not a genre I've really explored in much depth.
>>6208522
Also I got to see Slowdive live like 2 years ago at Pitchfork music festival. It was pretty cool.
>tfw no masc4masc bf to get sickning with
>>6208548
im masc4masc bby
hmu
>>6208564
You should embrace it, fuckboi. It's practically a biological signal that you were made and destined to take cock like a thirsty slut.
>>6208620
It would only work out if I were hot.
hi gg
>>6208493
cool taste
this makes me want to update my chart
>>6208493
>hosianna mantra
>electro-shock blues
>joe's garage
>tago mago
>souvlaki
>remain in light
>hot rats
>rumours
>rock bottom
>ambient 1
epsi confirmed based /mu/tant, would chill with/10.
>>6208727
I used to browse /mu/ a long time ago, but I don't visit it as much, though I've checked it out a few times lately. I got most of my prog interests from progarchives.com, I think some /mu/ favorite lists got me into some other genres.
>tfw week long ban on my favorite site for trying to get laid.
Why do people hate gays so much? They even called me retarded. Im making another account to fight the system. Its normal to want to procreate as much as possible with everyone yet they go and bring me down saying it's not a dating site. Im not tying to date im trying to fug.
>>6208747
sharethreads and genre lists are really all i go to /mu/ for anyway.
>>6208786
How old are you?
>Try grindr for the first time
>Get rejected three times.
>Don't have the motivation to try anymore.
>Too shy to talk to anyone who messages me
what do
Nothing, I'm going to bed hungry
>>6208846
What age do you think I am?
>>6208786
which place
>>6208917
<20
>>6208947
That reminds me of a comment someone said back in November like "you're mid twenties I thought you were like 18 now I respect you even less than I did before"
Made me laugh.
This place is dead anyway and I need a place to try out new jokes and see which ones go through before I use them in real life. Especially at night. The only thing I know how to do is too get people's attention and make them laugh or feel other things.
>>6208929
A videogame site. Not telling which one.
>>6208980
You're mid-twenties?
>>6208980
Just saying, but this site is pretty good for getting laid when it comes to vidya. First bf came from /vp/ years back and /v/ is gayer than all of /lgbt/ combined. You could get some fug around here if you tried.
>>6208980
hehe i know exactly what forum you go on
*unzips tracer links*
*browses meme machine.jss*
Hehe OPEspEkelE
BIG BENNY
I don't want to, but I don't think I can help it.
I'm gonna have to play some dance dance and go to sleep all sweaty -_-
>>6208980
>MakiChan !!g/zTmlV/Dk1
WHY DID YOU GET KICKED OUT OF NAVY BOOT CAMP LMAOOOOOO
>>6208998
Autism is a hell of a drug.
>>6209025
You love me and you know it.
>>6209010
Yeah I used to chase on 8ch all the time. They kept calling me ruggers so I thought they were calling me rugby but i guess there's a shitposter named ruggers there.
>>6209049
Excessive vomiting seven times a day for two weeks and hiding my medical records. So fraudulent exit. One week before graduation. I shouldn't have told anybody.
>>6209071
>screencapping your own posts
Fucking tasteless.
1 Corinthians 7:8-9
Now to the unmarried and the widows I say: It is good for them to stay unmarried, as I do. But if they cannot control themselves, they should marry, for it is better to marry than to burn with passion.
Why haven't you gotten married yet. Don't you know it's better to be married than to burn with lustful perversions?
>>6209071
fuk u tomato is worst girl
>>6209438
I actually read the entire NT while in boot camp. How are you going to completely leave this part out with your shitpost?
1 Corinthians 6:9
"Or do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor men who practice homosexuality,"
>>6209452
Nico a worst girl. Maki best.
im shy and have some social anxiety, but I want to gobble up all the various dicks available to me on grinder. how overcome?
>>6209498
drugs
What does "Spunn" mean?
I keep seeing it brought up on AIDS infested profiles.
>tfw his profile says "looking for other spun pig bottoms to terrorize tops with"
>tfw he's looking at your profile
>>6209490
You're not the real Maki.
>>6209538
i feel like most could help. i'm pretty sure even tylenol can help.
How do I find a gay guy that's not interested in just sex
I just want a boyfriend to date and cuddle
>>6209537
If I say tbqh about a hundred times will you believe me than tbvh?
>tfw yes bf
> old men who flirt with younger guys
kill yourselves you disgusting fucks
>>6209490
Sucks to be a homo and go to hell because of it.
Maybe you should deny yourself and change?
I'M IN LOVE WITH HIM
HELP ME
>>6209745
SUCC
U
C
C
>tfw date happened
Pretty fun night, /gg/.
>>6209782
Tell me about it anon.
>>6209745
When I fall for people I just focus on their negatives and stop responding to them.
>>6209737
I guess im Christian but theres tons of contradicting views about homosexuality and being Christian. That was said by Paul so I guess you could argue that its not right. In the same book they argue for women never being preachers or whatever. I think what sucks is that even though I was raised Atheist when im in a bad situation I go toward that type of spiritual path even though its mostly bs but anything to get rid of bad emotions I guess.
The brain is silly.
it's so weird when a dream that seemed impossible comes true
6 months ago I would watch this guy at the library every day and constantly think about doing all sorts of cute things with him, knowing none of it could happen because he had never even acknowledged my existence
fast forward to now and he's clinging to me like a limpet, and desu I'm not too happy about it
>>6209834
why are you not happy about it?!
>>6209820
Sure.
>guy comes over
>we talk for about two hours, catching up because we haven't hung in a while
>get hungry so we go out to a popular area
>go to sit-down place and have a pretty nice dinner, chit-chatting, flirting, etc.
>after dinner decide to people watch because it's busy even for a Monday
>talk for about another hour
>come back to my place and Netflix & cuddle
Lewd shit happened and then a small bit ago he left. Date successful.
>>6209856
and here I am pooping
>>6209868
>Grinch's bf
>>6209872
it's gay poo though
>>6209885
Needless to say, I showed them the glory of
>tfw dog dick
>>6209820
There really isn't any contradictions in the bible, it's just that there's a lot of people making so much confusion by taking certain things and twisting them around and telling others that's the truth and that's what Jesus/Paul meant. It's so easy to take one line out of the bible without digesting the verses around it. Sort of like when LGBT people claim they are "eunuchs" even though they regularly have sex and masturbate. Bitch pls shutup.
Once you realize everyone is a bullshitter and most of everything is a lie in this world, you'll realize the concept of a all-knowing and loving God makes so much sense. You have to have that realization or it will just seem like religious bullshit to you. Once you truly hate the world God comes into your life magically. That's what's been happening to me.
The more I deny myself of lives pleasures, pray, and seek and fast...the more I see this world for what it is..an evil lost place of cartoon people who care more about themselves and how they can use others for their own advantage. It's sad twisted world. The bible seems so amazingly accurate the more I read it and digest it.
>>6209907
Im not saying the bible is contradictory. I meant following bible and being gay is contradictory. Allowing women to preach is contradictory. I meant the people who follow it are blatantly contradictory sometimes. I mean we are all sinners but there's some things its like cmon if you're going to follow than stop doing that.
Yeah god never came to me during self hatred but desperation for survival or intense fear from things. Life can really get much much worse than what it is now. You see or hear people suffering and think haha that can't happen to me but it can happen to you. Its not enough to live in fear but Christianity works on that fear.
It is a sad twisted world. I have a hard time accepting reality and how it operates. If you live a life of servitude you're going to be happier following the latest trends and just being a follower you'll be happy but I've chosen the left hand path of never being like anybody else. I don't know happyness is a pleb goal more than anything imo.
One of my favorite verses.
Luke 14:26
“If anyone comes to me and does not hate his own father and mother and wife and children and brothers and sisters, yes, and even his own life, he cannot be my disciple.
>>6209904
Teehee you get it boyo. Hot tbqh.
Eggs...lots of eggs and one cup of milk.
>>6210038
Tell me more.
>>6210044
They're scrabble eggs and the milk is two percent.
>>6209959
>meant following bible and being gay is contradictory.
I agree but for me even though I would consider myself gay I don't practice homosexuality. I'm not having sex or looking at or masturbating to gay porn anymore.
I deny myself. The more I do this my mind becomes so clear! Gay imagery doesn't invade my mind as much anymore and it's easy for me to turn off a gay thought when it does come to mind. The more I read the bible the more self-control I have over myself which has helped me realize being gay is ultimately a choice we made, despite many saying otherwise. I wouldn't be surprised if in a few months I have no interest in men anymore at all. I believe it can happen. I believe God can turn me into a "Eunuch" of sorts to serve his kingdom. It's also possible he can turn me straight. It's happened before with others.
>god never came to me during self hatred but desperation for survival or intense fear from things
That's when I always notice him as well, when I'm in dire situations. I imagine this is because God only gives us what we really need in that moment we need it. "Give us today our daily bread." Jesus and his disciples were all poor and basically homeless hitchhikers. Jesus even told those who are wealthy to sell/give away their things and to follow him...but of course most people are too caught up in this world and their own comfort/security to truly follow him. It's the same with most of the Christian preachers I see today who ride around in limousines, fly around on private jets, and have multi-million dollar mansions they live in. They claim to be so "blessed" by God when the bible clearly tells us otherwise. These pastors all end up in hell I imagine. It's so easy to be fooled by them and believe in their twisted wealth & abundance doctrine.
>>6210047
Maybe you should tell me more in a few hours...normally im all about straight man poo but your poo is special...i want to get a whiff n sniff of that tooty pooty from your booty.
>>6210062
Why is my poo special?
>>6210078
The same reason straight man poo is special.they are just so much more masc and their poo reflects and excudes true masculinity.
>>6210062
>>6210087
pls go away poo monster
>>6210087
Ahh...so my machismo radiates through my poo? I'm just a regular guy...around gaygen I just seem super masculine.
>>6210087
>>6210062
im in tears
>>6210049
im in tears for an entirely different reason with you.
So fucking delusional. The only reason (outside of simply lying) you would think of men less is self hatred, and a drop in libido that comes from no sexual activity. Your still gay, you always will be, and your made up sky God is always only going to damage you emotionally. Sooner you realize that and find actual love, the sooner you will be happy. Instead of posting crazy shit on the internet late at night.
>>6210049
Honestly it seems like you're a gay male that is struggling with acceptance of their sexuality. I know theres a bunch of self hatred within homosexuality but you're not a monster just because you're gay. I mean maybe in the bible they do not like that type of behavior but honestly I don't think gay sex is degenerate between two consenting adults. You really should just accept yourself in that way. I love you not in a gay way if that means anything to you. I always kind of viewed the gay guys that do anything to be straight as a really sad lifestyle but I understand the self hatred. Told all your life tart your shit youre less than a straight man or whatever.
I don't know though I just think that you should accept some things about yourself.
>>6210112
>So fucking delusional. The only reason (outside of simply lying) you would think of men less is self hatred, and a drop in libido that comes from no sexual activity. Your still gay, you always will be, and your made up sky God is always only going to damage you emotionally. Sooner you realize that and find actual love, the sooner you will be happy. Instead of posting crazy shit on the internet late at night.
I've discovered "being gay" has everything to do with allowing yourself to think about homosexual thoughts. Before I discovered or was told I was gay I would entertain gay thoughts in my head. Thoughts about other guys penises, etc. during masturbation. Those thoughts just escalated the more and more I thought about them, and than when I discovered gay porn, they increased 10 fold, to the point where I couldn't help but feel I was gay because all I thought about 24/7 was having sex with other guys. I allowed the "gay deception" to come over me and take grasp by entertaining those thoughts and actively looking at gay porn.
I've been reading the bible now for a month while praying/fasting and those gay thoughts no longer linger in my mind. My mind is so clear. I can go walk through a mall now without lustful thoughts about different men I see. I no longer feel gay or perverse. Those sins I feel have been lifted from me! I feel like I'm truly changing.
Admittedly in the past I tried reading the bible, but continued to masturbate and look at gay porn so I didn't feel any change at all, but once I stopped masturbating and looking at gay porn, my thoughts changed drastically to the point where I'm questioning if I'm even gay anymore.
I'm not making this up. This is truly what I'm experiencing right now.
>>6210159
Orientation is fixed, behaviour isnt. The one is not the other. You can control your behaviour--and you will be miserable, not straight. All these ex gay types always end up congregating around gay bars and with other gays. Look at you right now. No longer gay! Staying up late into the night talking to a bunch of fags. Because you want to be with us; you want to be one of us. You just wrap it up in a palatable self rationalization that doesnt contradict your silly religious assertions.
>>6210150
I only want to serve the Lord now. Have no need for sexual gratification to be honest.
>>6210187
The bible says we all need to deny ourselves.
Even if one is born gay, the bible says it's an abomination to practice it. So deny yourself.
That's what I'm doing.
I'm controlling my behavior but I don't feel miserable at all. Something is obviously amiss in your logic. Shouldn't I be full of self-hate or misery or want to kill myself or something?
I just feel relieved and joyful. That's the honest truth. I'm sitting here typing smiling and smirking trying to understand your assertions but they contradict how I truly feel.
>>6210211
>I'm controlling my behavior but I don't feel miserable at all.
Wink wink.
>>6210159
So basically you believe your thoughts are what make you and since youre in control of your thoughts than you can choose your sexuality?
That makes sense but I feel like sexuality is one of the strongest urges that a human can have and you can repress it all you want but when a cute boy is nice to you at the grocery store and you can't stop thinking if he likes you or not or if its in your head. Than you go there more often wondering if he is there at the register or if he is even gay than your thoughts of homosexuality is going to come back.
>>6210196
I feel you. I've made many pledges to never have sex again because I hate humanity. I support you the entire way tbqh. Im in denial about my need for human interaction. I never left the house and hung out with friends until 16. From 16 to 21 I was social but I acted the same way I do on here irl so I retreated back to asocial life but humans aren't wired to be that social but I fucking hate humans. But I don't hate them in many ways I don't know. They are just there to interact with for me. But maybe I hate them because I cant interact with them I want to? I don't know it really doesnt matter tbqh.
>>6210233
>you believe your thoughts are what make you and since you're in control of your thoughts than you can choose your sexuality?
Well, even when I was really young I was always treated differently by other boys my age. They and I both knew something was different about me. I had no desire to be a "man" or play rough sports or do regular activities boys my age would do. I often felt overwhelmed by energies in a room. Being in a room full of different personalities/energy made me feel like I would pass out. When I got older and developed male friends I noticed I clinged on to them more and would even cry over getting into stupid fights with them. So even before I knew what gay was I knew something was different about me.
I don't at all think I was born gay. Why would God create gays which he obviously detests of in the bible? That seems counter-intuitive. Gays are all about the flesh which God tells us to deny. I believe I was born a shy empathetic cowardly lion of sorts who was most likely put on earth to learn discernment and about the evil forces at work. That seems more realistic than someone claiming they were born gay, at least to me.
The idea of being gay and m4m lustful thoughts didn't take over til' I started watching gay porn. That evil act opened me up to so many gay fantasies and weird fetishes I couldn't even fathom to think about. Before gay porn I thought innocent thoughts about what a penis tastes like or what it felt like in my butt, or what so & so looked like nude, but they were never that perverse. Only after gay porn did I start thinking I was gay because those perversions I allowed to enter my eyes turned me on so much and made feel all sorts of things when I masturbated to them. I would get chills throughout my body, and other sorts of sensations when enjoying gay porn. Some say these sort of feelings could be indicator of becoming possessed.
>>6210313
Anyway about 2 months ago I lost all interest in gay porn. It just became so boring so I slowly stopped looking at. I started just masturbating with no visual stimulation, just laying in bed and using my mind. I started having orgasms just thinking about nothing, not even focusing on the male physique or anything and I started questioning what If I'm not gay?
Than I felt led to read the bible and pray. Long story short gay imagery/sex makes me feel disgusted now. I can't believe I ever was so into it...all those disgusting things I use to look at and get off to. Spill my precious seed to.. Ack!
It's so interesting how things can change drastically. Just over 2 months ago I was like any of you guys..wanting a boyfriend, constantly masturbating furiously to gay porn..but now I'm totally not feeling gay at all. My thoughts aren't even getting perverse anymore which is the biggest transformation I've seen in me. I feel more confident and not at the whim of my sexual urges anymore.
Homosexuals should NOT be allowed food. : ^)
>>6210344
this pizza is pretty good, though.
>>6210313
>>6210335
That sounds pretty interesting tbqh. Ive never really thought perversion. I like never watch porn but my thoughts are more on the violent and self destructive side but maybe ill learn from you on how to control your thoughts and mind management and actually study the bible more. Ive read the NT in boot camp and I really enjoyed it maybe I should take Pauls and Jesuses lessons more to heart.
I really enjoyed talking to you tbqh...im probably just going to makipost at night like I used too. The day is when the crews come out and act annoying.
Maybe we can talk again tomorrow? Im going to practice astral projection and tulpa mance and pray and go to bed. Goodnight sweetpea.
>>6210356
Fucking kek
Post more tranny pizza that's a throwback.
>>6207801
*cuck
>>6208786
>gay
>procreate
yo what do you do after you catch a cute guy on the street checking you out? I always want to go talk to them, but since I've walked past them already I never do.
>bisexual
>pansexual
>polysexual
STOP MAKING ALL THESE NEW TERMS UP FAGGOTS!!!
These literally all mean the same shit, this is just overcomplicating everything.
I'll just say I'm bi to guys to keep it simple, but how am I supposed to tell myself what I actually best fit as when this new shit keeps coming up? REEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>6210675
If you've not yet walked past them just beam them a big smile, that's how I've found it works at least.
>>6210711
Eh, I think too much diversity is an issue too. In the end people will wind up excluding themselves from larger groups, specifically dating groups, and will probably have trouble integrating.
I don't really define myself as anything, not even the masc/fem stuff either really as I've got traits of both types.
So when are we all gonna stop pretending we're gay, guys?
>>6210913
That's just you baby.
ugh
why do i bother
>>6210921
Haha good one man but seriously
Is it wrong that I fantasise about being raped?
>>6210930
Fantasize that they gently kiss your forehead after and then its not rape really so its not wrong
>>6210925
Nope, it really is just you.
I, myself, am rather fond of cocks.
>>6210930
Wrong I guess but a lot of guys seems to have a rape fetish. I don't think you'd actually enjoy it though, unless you were *heavily* into it. Some dude on here got raped a few times, sounded pretty fucked up. Bleeding profusely and what not.
>TFW better looking than 99% of people
>still can't talk to people
Why is life so cruel fampai?
>>6210991
better than 9%
9% honey.
>>6210922
Grammar is such a deal breaker...
met a cute boy last night. Went back to his and spooned all night.
winning
>>6210991
kill you'reselve you disgusting subhuman
>>6210991
>better looking than 99% of people
pfffffttt
>>6210991
that mannequin realness
>>6210991
The king of pop is back!
