What if he doesn't like my body?
What if I don't know how to please him?
What if I get STD?
>>6568846
>dry spell
>find a guy to hook up with
>a little on the desperate side
>in the heat of the moment agree to let him bareback me
>wtf was I thinking?
>shoot me now
>get tested, clean
>wait 6 months
>get tested again
>got results this morning, clean
>gun-shy to have sex again
Nah those feelings went away when I just accepted that
they won't like my body
I wouldn't know how to please
and I'd probably end up with an std
instead of being afraid of it.
What a lot of people dont realise about sex is, once someone has made the decision to sleep with you happily and freely, it doesn't matter what your boy is like, or if you can't please them, because out of all the people in the world, they chose you, not someone else.
Can't help you with the STD thing, just glove up and pray for the best, but the other stuff, there is no reason to be self conscious once someone says they want to do the no pants dance with you.
>ex was sexually abusive
>went through identity / gender crisis towards the end of the relationship
>kinda figured out what I want now
>too scared to get into it with anyone bc muh emotional scars
>thirsty af and just wanna fuck but can't
>haven't found any qt boys around in the first place, let alone ones that are also open-minded about gender & patient / willing to work with me on the sex issues
I swear I'm easy, I just gotta trust you first or I'll geek out.
hhhh life is hard.
Will watching porn help me in knowing how to behave properly during the sex?
>>6569143
Don't guys like their sexual partner to behave like the girls in porn?
Yes, as a motherfucker. I'm 24 bi mtf and turbovirgin. How do I even meet people and not get killed/laughed at?
>>6569521
I'm mtf too
>>6568966
We usually see people clothed tho, there could be things under the clothes that could make people up and leave.
>>6569119
Regular porn? No. Amateur porn? Maybe, if you look for the good stuff where they aren't trying to emulate regular porn.
>>6568846
lmao what an insecure little beta bitch you are. you're never going to get laid anyway with that attitude. only a desperate loser wants to fuck a desperate loser.
>>6569534
>>6569606
where do i find another desperate loser, senpai?
>>6568846
I've never even kissed anyone and I'm 28. I'm not out, and it's gone on for so long, and now I'm just completely worried about how to kiss someone.
How can I possibly go to a club and make out with a guy when I have the sexual smarts of a 12-year old boy? I feel pathetic.
Im not afraid but the thought of me having a vagina and not a penis makes me too sick to even kiss anyone.
