So new to this board but I'll tell you a story, kind of nsfw story I guess but it's kind of integral part of the story.
>be a kid, like 9 years old or something
>discover masturbating
>start watching hot pics from gossip magazines etc. usual stuff
>one day try on mom's bras - get really horny and jack off with them on
>... fast forward 6-7 years
>fap to tranny pr0n quite a bit, mostly to straight porn still
>this goes on for few years more, at some point start experimenting ass play while taking showers
>move together with girlfriend (been together since 15)
>never told her about this stuff, and never will
>I work night time, she has a daytime job
<these resources I can't even-
>have all her dildos available, all her sexy dresses etc.
>I am familiar with painting, digitally and traditionally so I can handle my brushes and understand about color theory
>this very morning I watched a makeup video on youtube
>pic related, something like that
>seen gf do and talk about her makeups
>spend next 45 minutes doing dark smokey eyes makeup
>finish with slutty pink lipstick
>feels weird to watch myself from mirror, try on her red sexy night dress she uses mainly when we have sex
<holy shit
>ride her soft jelly dildo that's slightly larger than me till I just have to touch my leaky cock
>cum right away
I learned today that I'm probably like 10% trans. I know that true trans people will think this is silly and just completely shrug this away with just a fetish but.. I spent next hour after cumming perfecting the makeup and really loved it...
I made a deal with myself when I was 16 or something that I'm bi-curious at least, and I have fapped to twinks and trannies etc, fantasizing having sex with them but this was something completely different. After I was finished with my makeup I sat on a computer and watched some more makeup tutorials and felt really girly and really embraced that feeling for some time. Afterwards I washed it off and went to work.
So, any thoughts?
The makeup was really good desu.. better than I see some of younger girls. But before you ask, I didn't take pictures and obviously won't post my face.
kill yourself
>>6543458
why :(
>>6543406
>have all her dildos available, all her sexy dresses etc.
feel sorry for your "gf"
buy your own stuff to put in your ass instead of "borrowing" someone else's
>>6543514
:( we have proper cleaning solutions and they are very high quality materials.
>>6543406
you're just AGP
You are not transgender, you idiot. This is totally normal and probably the #3 fetish on the planet. You don't have a thing to worry about unless your GF is a fundie or grossed out by sissy play. Honestly your biggest issue is not bringing her into it earlier.
NOTHING you have described has a thing to do with trans, you are perfectly fine to be a str8 guy that likes to be the little girl, there are millions of dudes just like you
>>6543406
>10% trans
>10%
>%
are you also 90% gay since u play with ur asshole and play make up
>>6543609
Fyi agp is a crack pot theory that doesnt make any sense and a meme. Don't let these anons fool you.
Also, even though having a feminization fetish doesn't necessarily mean that you're trans, lots of transgrils start exploring their transness that way
I know i did
I'd suggest to just explore that side of yourself and see where it leads you
>>6543634
you're AGP, not trans
>>6543634
Thanks for decent reply. I probably didnt emphasize on the original post that feeling I got just sitting on a computer with full makeup on. It was like super cool rush of emotions being 0% sexual and it was little bit frightening and absolutely freeing experience, will definately try it again.
>>6543617
Yeah I get it the 10% trans was idiotic reference. How come a person in lgbt board tries to offend by calling me gay? Makes no sense to me
>>6543687
Blanchard considered AGPs to be transsexuals. And to him, "trutrans" are just hyper feminine gay men that are more comfortable in a "female" role. Biologically, that's literally all you are so get off your high horse.
>>6543687
Oh ok, well clearly you must know better than i do
Are you serious? bitch you don't know me
>>6543710
That's 4chan for you anon. We call ourselves fags all the time, it's no big deal
Also there's a LOT of trolls on here. Don't take everything seriously. You'll learn to spot them if you hang long enough
>>6543710
i'm not trying to offend you, but if that's how you feel that's your perogative, i'm just calling them as i see them.
you literally fuck yourself with dildos, wear make up and other stuff in your OP. straight cis men don't do that (at least to that extent) and ive met more gay fem men who happened to do what you did and then eventually branched out to men instead of staying with women.
ur probably not gay, but you're definitely not trans. if the fetish doesn't get in the way of ur relationship and ur happy, then dw about it.
otherwise if u want to be fem/girl for sex reasons and couldn't see every aspect of your life as a woman, then ur cis m8.
>>6543772
Thanks for reply, got the point. I feel confident enough to not care about how I play with myself., yeah I like dildos so what. Also I'm very open to myself that I'm probably bi, and I have no regrets. On later post in this thread I tried to emphasize more the feeling afterwards when I had makeup on and stuff, just sitting on computer watching some makeup tutorials. The feeling was 0% sexual and very 10/10 freeing experience
>>6543767
Yeah I have been here years, almost a decade. Not on this board tho. It slightly amuses me and seems a bit ironic how /lgbt/ people seem to be weirdly specific about their labeling of others. Not to offend anyone, of course.
>>6543732
this wasn't my post.
>>6543837
>from that post alone yes i do
can you not see how retarded the shit you type sounds anon
Anyway, to no one in particular. It always amuses me how people argue over who's **truetrans** and who's just, idk, delusional, as if there was any actual objective metric for that shit. Gender is way more complex than sex, and the science about it is not in yet, despite all the talk about gendered brains and embrional hormone exposure and blablabla, which at this point is completely inconclusional.
But whatever, you guys don't wanna talk about science or critical thought, you just wanna throw memes at each other and reinforce your imaginary mental categories all day.
I just wonder where all this need for exclusionary language comes from, sometimes. Why do even care about this shit? Probably you just wanna justify the fact that non binary people and hons gross you out, or you wanna distance yourselves from them.
Whatever, if you're lucky you'll grow up beyond that someday.
ps. I know it's not you op
>>6543406
>Artsy AGP fag using his gf sex toys and makeup.
Yep you're a transbian. Go to a therapist and start your transition before you do that shit at your 50s and have kids.
>>6543406
go to /agpg/
>>6543406
m8, crossdressing is just a fucking kink. unless you're legit uncomfortable with your sex, there's no reason to treat it as anything but a kink.
This guy has a boring, run-of-the-mill transvestite fetish but he thinks he's a special snowflake "10% trans".
Awww.
>>6543406
>try on her red sexy night dress she uses mainly when we have sex
pic of the dress? and narrate a time you had sex. when she put it on, how it came off, etc.
