>Think I'm gay for a extremely long time.
>Watch extremely degrading straight porn, punching, slapping, all of that sort of stuff
>It turns me on
>Never watch anything like that for gay stuff, just watch regular gay porn.
Am I fucked? I can only get off to women if they are being treated like shit but for men I'm fine with whatever.
>I define sexuality by porn tastes
You are fucked but not for the reasons you think. My professional diagnosis is you're a transgirl since you're extremely stupid and you posted one of those Wapanese cartoon girls.
>What in the actual fuck is wrong with me?
>you are gay
>you solve your own question
Same op. I'm gay but I really get off to straight bdsm porn. No idea why
>>6524346
You just like extremly dominant guys, I can jack off to straight porn as well, I'm just focusing on the dick.
I'm gay but I never understood the aversion so many gays have towards vaginas. I can watch gay and straight porn if the actors are hot enough and there is chemistry between the actors.
I don't self insert as either gender I just like watching hot people fuck.
Same shit. Also, what I noticed is I never get off to how hot some guy is, I always get off to the thought of myself getting fucked.
Even when I'm using only my imagination, it's always me getting fucked that turns me on, I often don't even form a picture of the guy fucking me, all of the focus is on my pleasure. Look at a 'hot' guy has never turned me on and I never had a crush on guys like I did on girls, so this whole entering the gay world is very confusing.
I think I may be narcissist.
porn =/= real life
let me give you a really quick explanation to complicated issue: you need escalation in tone with straight porn to get excited, you don't need that with gay porn because it already excites you