self awareness edition
▶ Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV (embed) (embed)
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed) (embed)
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1128712
old >>6500243
>>6501066
aware you all need to die
>tfw dreamed I had $500k in my bank account
I was so happy, was gonna get done with transition.
Then it turned out my money disappeared, so I couldn't afford it after all.
>>6501066
kill yourself sheenhon
hii /mtfg/
how are u tonight
u ok?
i am a boy
i am a hon
i am a degenerate
>>6501081
nope you are a cute girl who needs pizza and headpats
>>6501081
this >>6501087
>>6501087
did you say pizza and headpats
>>6501081
no to boy and hon
tho not sure about degenerate because I don't know you
So my mum found out what crossdressing without mones looks like
Also seems weirdly inolerant of my trans sister :S
>>6501080
Good, im talking to my gf on skype <3
What about you?
>>6501095
That was the only headpat gif I have but I can textpat
/patpats
>>6501094
>>6501095
*pats*
>>6501104
omfg lol
>>6501103
You are young. I think a lot of ppl drink stuff like redbull but don't drink that stuff because its bad for you.
*headpats*
>>6501101
i ate so much pizza yesterday
i couldn't handle anymore ;~;
>>6501113
not even irl anime pizza?
>>6501116
oh gosh that looks so good
please don't tempt me
>>6501110
one day ill have real life headpats 'u'
>>6501119
I once had headpats irl c:
>>6501131
c: im glad i could help u feel better
>>6501139
YOU ARE SO FREAKING ADORABLE
*cuddles and pats head*
i want to cum inside a qt passable mtf with my hand around her throat
how do i find one?
>>6501146
dating apps?
>>6501146
Heres my butt for you to fap to
>>6501150
i meant like a normal person finds one out in the wild and not with their dick in their hand and the phone in the other.
>>6501153
please stop posting this cp
>>6501155
it's clothed, it's not porn, but she should stop anw
>>6501153
post face bbygirl
>tfw you see your shoulders as normal for once
Finally!
Now how long will this feeling last?
>>6501159
My face is ugly @_@
>>6501164
Probably until the next time you feel bad about yourself. Just try to remember this feeling and realize that your dysphoria is messing with you.
>>6501166
liplift and nose job
>>6501172
Maybe
Hve another butte.
>tfw ugly
hormones wont fix ugly so im not doing hormones
>>6501066
You are all the most annoying people on this website. You're literally worse than /b/. Also none of you pass.
>>6501184
HAVE A SAD CUM BB!!!!!!!!!!
>>6501182
you do know girls, even cis ones, can be ugly? hard to believe but it's true
>>6501184
Sure. Like my butte?
>>6501184
Pretty sure the passing ones just leave and try to forget about even being trans desu
>>6501175
Most trips do. Sorry if you don't I know that feel etc.
501160 #
I'm actually it's over the fact that I'm being attacked while I'm.in the bathroom and trying to figure out what to do about that and someone waves their pass card in front of my face. I could care less if she passes I have plenty of friends who pass I talk to on a daily basis. It was her attitude that pissed me off
>>6501188
yeah but i will big tits help
>>6501200
cool bru
>>6501205
Whatever it's shitty I don't care
Passing people get away with murder I swear.
>>6501211
I challenge you to that, get a passer to murder someone
>>6501200
Im legal
>>6501213
Well caityln Jenner passes better than me soooo.
booored af
what yall doing
>>6501188
Don't listen to anon girls don't look like men if your bone structure is permafucked like mine take hrt and save up for surgery there are no born women that look like men.
>>6501227
do you still have a job?
>>6501226
Shitposting on /pol/
>>6501226
holy shit you're qt
its nice to know someone as nice as you is qt
ill never be qt
>>6501227
oh I didnt automatically associate ugly = manly lol, probably because I like men
>>6501230
Uh yeah why wouldn't I?
>>6501232
ye you will post pic cutie :3
>>6501232
ofc youll be qt :c you probably are already
>>6501235
If you look like a girl you are lucky count your lucky stars you don't look like me.
>>6501166
take better pics you nerd
>>6501226
cissies reeeeeeeeee
>wake up
>there's puke all over the floor next to my bed
>my fingertip has 2 blisters on it cause I burnt my finger last night
>sat in the shower for like an hour trying to recover from hangover
plz god let my life end soon
>>6501237
i already have as anon but no one ever says anything
so i assume the worst
>>6501236
oh okay I was just wondering if you are still saving for ffs
because all you need is your trachea, chin and brow because from what I remember your features are otherwise fine
>>6501230
Seriously why ask this?
>>6501255
2 dollar wine. about a bottle and a half
>>6501238
please tell me what age you started hrt and what advice you'd give to someone who hasn't started anything yet
Anyone here use a waist cincher? What is a good brand?
how tf do I even clean puke
>>6501258
just wondering!
how are you doing, are you self medding again or at informed consent now?
>>6501257
Oh okay well I'm saving 800.00 a month right now that's a lot of stuff I don't imagine I could get it all done for 15k with Dr.Bart?
I GOT BANNED ON SPACE STATION 13 FOR RAPING A MIME
HOW LOW HAVE I GONE
>>6501260
4~ months ago? at 15
self medding is surprisingly easy
like
some friends gave me some money to get started and i ordered it online and it came and ive barely had any hiccups
look into qhi.co.uk or similiar websites to start self medding if your countries official method is slow or non existant
>>6501271
>15
oh right
congrats on starting at the right time, just make sure you're okay with not having kids..
im 20 it's too late for me to be cute
>>6501265
oh okay thats good!
I don't know, I've not looked into it myself
didn't Angie's cost that much?
>>6501241
Im just ugly
>>6501273
ofc its not too late
as long as youre not a 65+ year old hon youve got a decent chance
>>6501259
2.00 wine where does this magical place exsist where wine flows so freely. I spent 10.00 on cabert it was shit.
>>6501264
Sorry for being so jumpy didn't see your post before you typed that. I'm still self Med trying to relearn how to drive so I can get ic but worried cause USA doesn't offer cyproterone acretate which has been an amazing anti androgen. I might wait til I move to Florida to actually get informed consent tho.
i love you~
>>6501280
GOT IT AT WALLGREENS
>>6501273
>im 20 it's too late for me to be cute
iktf, except I started even later than that.
;~;
>>6501276
Um not sure we don't talk much since her countdown to death desu and I never asked what she got done.
>>6501279
its too late
HELP
>>6501297
what
>>6501300
HELP
>>6501299
as in, mtf sister?
>>6501299
Probably blessed by the genetic fairy wait both you and your sis are trans brutal nature brutal.
>>6501292
pls
thats definitely not too late
you look like youd do plenty well on hrt
>>6501297
*Vommits externally*
>>6501302
just google "how to remove puke from textiles" or something, youre probably not the first person ever with this problem
>>6501302
>Scrape up solids, then apply Up & Out (do not use on wool) Spot Shot Carpet Stain Remover, or Stain-X Carpet Stain Remover. Or, wipe up solids, being careful not to force the stain deeper into the pile.
>Sponge the area with a solution of 1 teaspoon mild, non-alkali detergent and 1/2 pint lukewarm water. Blot the liquid with an absorbent pad.
>Continue sponging and blotting until no more stain is removed.
>Sponge the area with a solution of 1 tablespoon ammonia and 1 cup warm water. (Do not use ammonia on wool carpets.) Blot excess liquid.
>Continue until no more stain is being removed.
>Place an absorbent pad over the damp area and weigh it down with a heavy object. When no more liquid is absorbed, remove the pad and allow carpet to thoroughly air dry.
>>6501306
;-;
becoming sterile scares me
i dont have a lot of money for sperm banking either
but thank you for the kind words
>>6501310
Club soda seems to work pretty well and it won't damage the couch.
>>6501315
even though i dont really mind it scares me as well
just get some saved and you'll be fine c:
>>6501319
cool
do you have any other siblings?
also your dad must be repressed as heck
>>6501316
yeah the carpeting might be done though
>>6501278
Same that's why I take good pics to average it out
>>6501321
We have different dads. I have a cis sister and a cis brother too.
>>6501319
Don't tell me things like this..:_:
How the fuck can you be 26 and pass with no money thats so fucking improbable must be intersex.
>>6501327
your mum might be repressed trans then
>>6501329
fulltime doesn't mean passing
What's the name of that person who came up with the types of trans people? type 1 being early transition, type 2 ftm, type 3 hons?
>>6501333
Trips of truth
>>6501335
pic of your sister?
has she done laser/electrolysis?
>>6501335
>Idk if she passes tbqh but she is like ridiculously confident anyway
That's somehow really comfy to hear.
>>6501344
Not posting pic for privacy reasons.
Idk, i don't think she has but may be wrong.
>>6501338
I don't think there's enough research to claim that. If transgenderism is genetic then it could be possibly be passed down from your parents, like other mental illnesses/birth defects.
>>6501349
oh fair enough I just wanted to see if she passed
GET YOUR GENDER AND SUPER POWER HERE
http://gender.wikia.com/wiki/Special:Random
http://powerlisting.wikia.com/wiki/Special:Random
demifluid + telekinesis here desu
>>6501352
tonnes of people here have brothers/sisters who transitioned
kiwi has a brother for example
also there was an anon who's dad empathised with the dysphoria as he apparently repressed
How do I tell If I am actually hideous or just dysphoria ?
>>6501357
>Mustelid Physiology
>Kamatari (Naruto) is a giant weasel.
Did the wiki just call me a giant weasel?
>>6501357
>Gender Transcendent
>Domain Traveling
w h at
>>6501360
I am not saying that there's no way it's genetic, I am just saying there's no way to support that as it is.
>>6501364
I think it means that you are an ultra qt who travels around spreading happiness <3
>>6501360
I remember someone posting that their dad used to crossdress all the time and tried to convince them not to start hrt.
>>6501367
well there hasnt been any studies done on it
>>6501369
awwww c:
ur qts and i hope u kno and believe that <3
>>6501375
no im not ;-;
>>6501377
>Post a pic if you want, see what others think.
No thanks 3:
>>6501379
yes u are and i hope u kno and believe that <3
>google femboys
>instant dysphoria
>>6501383
you look fine
>>6501384
>>6501385
thank you but look at this person
>>6501386
they said what he told them was "it won't work and you'll never be cute so just stop thinking about it." so he was probably a tranny too and repressing.
>>6501387
Yeah being petite would be nice but even if we had been born cis we'd probs woulda ended up with at least a similar build to what we got now.
>>6501387
they're like 12 and probably on hrt already
>>6501387
yeah and pass like her
>>6501388
Idk whether to kek or find that very sad
>>6501390
It sucked when I didn't have internet since 16 y/o and even then I didn't know English well enough to research stuff.
Wasted so much time on local hon sites (bascily just crossdressers).
https://youtu.be/SYM-RJwSGQ8
let me tell u guys i do NOT want to go to work
>>6501403
get to work missy
okay, everyone call me a newfig.
good? good.
someone please define these terms
trutrans
agp
hon
srs
twink
hrt
dysphoria
wcg
any other words i should know in order to properly badpost?
>>6501403
I can be your chair
>>6501403
what's wrong?
>>6501400
I didn't even find a hon site until I was 19.
I only figured out that passable crossdressers existed at 17-18, and then it took at least half a year for me to find out about transsexualism.
This was the song that lead me to find out about transsexualism, showed by a sort of programming/nerd "bro" (He was actually a bit hot).
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QR38unxBYhQ
It lead to obsession, with the band, but mostly bou, that lead me to search about what bou was (girl, or boy... and why he dressed like a girl... and if he wanted to be a girl)
Meanwhile, if I had written "I want to be a girl" on google, I could probably have found something.
>>6501408
I mean, google is a thing
>>6501403
damn that sucks you gotta work on a sunday
>>6501412
i mean, i am posting on /lgbt/ so obviously im a huge faggot
>>6501408
youre not trans or even gay are you?
Hi
Is this real y/n?
>>6501415
faggots can still google though, I am pretty sure
>>6501408
trutrans: Someone who is legitimately trans and not some tumblr bullshit/OR/Somebody who marginalizes nonbinary gender identities, depending on your perspective
AGP: Autogynephile, somebody who is only transitioning because of a fetish associated with being female. A myth.
Hon: A typically unattractive, typically older, obnoxious, almost always unpassing trans woman who is obnoxious and portrays many negative stereotypes about trans women, such as poor fashion sense, terrible voices, and going out of their way to flaunt the norm
SRS: Sexual Reassignment Surgery. The big one. Self-explanatory.
Twink: A feminine, scrawny gay boy. Not really relevant, that's more of a femgen thing.
HRT: Really? Hormone replacement therapy, the godsend that gets everything started
Dysphoria: dude wtf just google this wtfff you've never heard of gender dysphoria? why are you even here
WCG: Webcomic general
>>6501419
nothing is real
>>6501408
>trutrans
Textbook case of trans, love pink, only want to play with girls, try to cut off penis as a child, etc.... Other definition is simply to be trans, or that's what tumblr uses it as (aka truscum).
>agp
AutoGynePhilia
To be turned on by imagining self as a woman... Mostly discredited, but basically used to call somebody a creepy fetishist, and delegitimize their transness.
>hon
Originally it was an old unpassable trans woman, who might have just been a crossdresser. Called everyone hon, and attempted to be fake feminine, wanted to be truest of trans.
Now it pretty much just means somebody who isn't completely pasable, or in some cases, somebody who does pass but is ugly.
>srs
Sex Reassignment Surgery
Penis -> vagina, or vagina -> penis (latter not really possible).
>twink
Lean gay male.
>hrt
Hormone Replacement Therapy
>Dysphoria
Opposite of euphoria.
Great dissatisfaction, anxiety, depression... Usually talking about how you feel about your sex.
>wcg
Web comic general....
>>6501408
>trutrans
mostly used ironically because hons compare each other and mock those who aren't 'really trans' even if they are
>agp
autogynephile, basically a fetishist, based on an outdated and discredited theory that we're all degenerates
>hon
an older transitioner who doesnt pass at all, derives from the fact that they would tell each other "you pass so well hon" trying to talk like how they imagine women speak
>srs
sex reaffirnment surgery, basically the surgery that changes the genitals into the bits we want
>twink
>hrt
hormone replacement therapy
>dysphoria
its basically mourning for the gender that you aren't and it is pervasive and haunting
>>6501423
>A typically unattractive, typically older, obnoxious, almost always unpassing trans woman who is obnoxious and portrays many negative stereotypes about trans women, such as poor fashion sense, terrible voices, and going out of their way to flaunt the norm
>>6501425
>Originally it was an old unpassable trans woman, who might have just been a crossdresser. Called everyone hon, and attempted to be fake feminine, wanted to be truest of trans.
>Now it pretty much just means somebody who isn't completely pasable, or in some cases, somebody who does pass but is ugly.
>>6501427
>an older transitioner who doesnt pass at all, derives from the fact that they would tell each other "you pass so well hon" trying to talk like how they imagine women speak
like me
>>6501418
but you have a gf!
>>6501403
same, and i dont finish till 12am tonight...
>>6501422
ah but i am a super fag and am drunk at 3 am
>>6501418
thanks senpai
>>6501416
i dont like labels because i dont know what to say. i like cock, but i dont want one attached to me anymore.
>>6501423
i dont usually trashpost or even lurk as much as i used to. really new to this particular board.
>>6501425
thanks familion
>>6501427
thanks famalam
im gonna go throw up and pass out somewhere. lets hope i dont wake up
>>6501430
bitch dont feel bad im ugly too
>>6501427
Does anyine have the dl link for those comics?
>>6501438
this has most of them I think http://www.mediafire.com/download/7ywyk1tgo9mrc9x/transgirldiaries.tar
>>6501433
but uhh are you trans? are you mtf?
>>6501451
>i like cock, but i dont want one attached to me anymore.
Pretty self explanatory
>>6501451
what does that even mean? see this is why im here asking what junk means
>>6501450
im mad
>>6501457
>mtf
Male to female
I'M this gif
>>6501460
idk what that means either desu.
im not a girl, im very clearly a man, anyone can see that. but i dont want to be a man.
does mtf lie in the transition? the body hatred? the identity? i dont fricken know.
captcha 420
>>6501464
dat feminine penis tho
>>6501465
yeah i literally sat around meditating and trashposting on various boards before i came to the general. i wouldnt be here if i hadnt decided i needed help understanding all the garbage
>>6501466
I guess it depends on who you talk to, but I think the most prevalent is in identity.
If you were born male but identify as a female then you're mtf.
>>6501475
then im not mtf but id like to be.
im too big to be a girl. broad shouldered, little fat, little muscled, over 6 feet tall. not to mention how i act. i act waaaay too manly
>>6501473
o-ok
well i would recommend finding out some stuff on the wider internet! not just here
don't go to any weird communities like susans, but just studies and articles and wiki and videos and stuff is helpful!
>liking anything that is produced by the japanese
axis-lovers LEAVE
So I've been on hormones for two years now and something great has happened.
I finally shed my skin for the last time and will now be 100% female once my new skin hardens.
Thank you hormones!
Im not serious about facesitting stuff btw
:P
>>6501482
I like herr Hitler tho
>>6501482
my country fought on their side tho
>>6501490
this desu
>>6501491
np <3 come back and ask more anytime
quid and smiles are really nice
>>6501492
you guys never joined the axis tho
Look at the image then vote
http://www.strawpoll.me/10654374
http://www.strawpoll.me/10654374
http://www.strawpoll.me/10654374
Cmon post stuff
*pokes everyone with stick*
>>6501510
Quid's a filthy race mixer???
>>6501510
hey u on that thread too? my nigga XD
>>6501508
ty sweetheart <3
I just read that you have to wait like 30 mins after you take hrt so it has a maximum effect. Is that true because I've been taking the AA's and estrogen pills, then eat like a toast because I am scared it will stay in my throat.
im scared /mtfg/
chest swelled alot today and theres stuff coming out of it
its impure
whats happening
>>6501517
lactation
http://www.strawpoll.me/10654374/
http://www.strawpoll.me/10654374/
http://www.strawpoll.me/10654374/
http://www.strawpoll.me/10654374/
http://www.strawpoll.me/10654374/
what's some advice you'd give to someone just starting out..
and what should i expect in my visit to the gender counselor
>>6501517
ur luky bish
it's pure girl juice <3
>>6501517
Are you on hrt? If so lactation
Or you are having an alien baby.
How is stuff.evn coming of ur chest
>>6501526
the milk ducts develop first because thats what boobs are designed for
>>6501523
ur gender person is going to call you not trutrans if you dont show up in a sissy pink dress with red high heels and agp blue eyeshadow.
>>6501534
I mean, she said chest not breast
>>6501539
thats what i mean when i say chest :s
>>6501542
you're not on hrt?
>>6501542
Oh. Lactation then. Its breast milk.
You're on Hrt? Geez, you are going to be qtest here soon
>>6501544
no i am like ~3-4 months
i just say chest because otherwise its lewd
>>6501423
>>6501427
>>6501425
>tfw genuinely grew up with an AGP fetish
>not strongly dysphoric about my body; some days I'm totally fine with it
>Still could never enter a relationship as a man
>Still really want to become a woman
A lot of the stuff surrounding AGP is bollocks and the people who actually came up with the term are transphobic but I feel like this narrative denies I exist. I don't know if I'm trans or whatever but I still strongly want to be a woman and not just for sexual reasons. I also can't help but get turned on by such thoughts.
I'd love for someone - anyone - to tell me I'm something else but I feel like this is the only narrative which admits I experience what I do.
>>6501547
you have breasts now
>>6501523
>what's some advice you'd give to someone just starting out
>Never stop
>One year on HRT is nothing
>Hair and eyebrows are very important
>Lose weight
>>6501518
End your fake relationship with that nig. You don't really want to be with him and it's obviously not going anywhere.
>>6501549
you can be agp and trans
>>6501547
3-4 months? Im jealous :P
Smiles a CUTE <3
>>6501554
Oh and most important, don't be afraid to be a faggot. Being a faggot inside really helps your presentation.
>>6501557
I agree. It's just that everyone keep saying AGP isn't a thing at all.
i want to cuddle with red
>>6501560
but im not a faggot
>>6501357
>binding
>Water manipulation
>>6501563
I didn't mean gay. Don't be afraid to have feminine movements, voice, interests - you are trans so you have those naturally but you're probably afraid to use it thanks to society.
In other word don't repress.
>>6501561
I think the point is that it has nothing to do with trans women or their sexuality.
>>6501561
>>6501571
AGP is inherently wrong as a term, the name itself misinterprets the relationship between self and sexuality and is therefore completely useless. its not used in europe at all, its literally just fringe science that became a meme
> https://m.reddit.com/r/unitedkingdom/comments/4r1b5f/rio_olympics_to_feature_2_british_male/
Reddit is fucking retarded
>>6501567
i don't have feminine mannerisms...
ive started doing them while voice training because it helps and it felt nice though
i can only it when no one's around though
the anime downloading doesnt stop
>>6501573
Phien hi <3
>>6501549
I'm technically AGP
So are 80% or so of cis women, straight or lesbian.
>>6501523
Do other things to improve yourself other than just take meds while you wait for them to work, if you don't already do them. Having more things about your body get better as you go along can really help morale. Not to mention better end results.
Exercise, eat well, exfoliate/moisturize skin, take care of teeth, hair, make $$$.
Learn about things like hair/makeup/voice too.
>>6501577
>watching anime
>>6501582
What about the other 20%?
>>6501579
Wait, you're going to kill yourself?
>>6501584
>doing anything remotely fun unironically
I suck massive cock and am also gay. Fuck me.
tfw a waste of existence and less than garbage :D
>>6501357
omniscient demiandrogyne
>tfw you put your finger through the hole in your pajama trousers, touch your vulva and then smell your finger after
>>6501588
Yeah
>>6501590
>anime
>fun
>>6501576
>i can only it when no one's around though
but why?
>>6501598
>touch your vulva
i don't have that :(
>a homeless tranny from Texas is coming to live in my barn
Should I rape him /mtfg/?
>>6501600
>anything
>fun
>>6501600
Why I have feeling that you are lying to us?
best way to suicide, minus firearms?
>>6501606
angie swears she is going to kill herself like every 2 weeks and she is still here so she'll still be here this time too
>>6501601
because if i came out it would break my mom's heart and probably cost me my entire family.
she always said she was happy she had a boy..
>>6501608
King's landing
>>6501612
Seriously, kill yourself.
Spoiling GoT should be punishable by death.
>>6501600
when?
>>6501602
Maybe you should get one.