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>>6494854
>tfw best friends were girls
>tfw start school
>tfw girls ignore me
>tfw try to be a boy
>tfw fail
>But I've seen transwomen do that. While wearing a mini...
oh god, ew. and yeah there was this trans woman at my university who didn't know how to be a girl. like, at all.
>>6494877
>tfw dont know how to be a girl
>>6494873
no it's my secret stash
>>6494879
Spend time with some. Best way to learn and it's never too late to start.
>>6494881
i want to have chara as a daughter
8th for grace a cutest
i hate myself
>>6494881
this is a blue board
>>6494888
i shoulda put 'h8 myself'
>>6494881
Well, there are a few pics of mine in the SRS general OP links...
>>6494889
Hey... I'm high as shit. I don't know what I'm doing, I'm just super fucking horny!
>>6494888
I like these anime girls with big eyebrows
>>6494874
>tfw as I grow up and slowly become more comfortable with myself I start to want to do more feminine things
>tfw slowly grow withdrawn from people as I realize I'd rather hide inside and be me than go out and pretend to be a guy
>tfw one of my better friends was a girl who I would talk to about emotional stuff
>tfw wanted to do that with my guy friends but they always just avoided any "deep" topics or resorted to drugs to handle their emotions
>tfw would spend more time with my mom than my dad and watch her tv shows and try on her high heels
>>6494881
2n5another.tumblr.com
>>6494892
That's gross...
>>6494891
sad b8, i r8 -8/8
>>6494887
Anon who are youuu
>>6494881
Do I need to spray you with the hose again?
>>6494904
just a nobody who thinks you are cute
>>6494895
>tfw realized I was trans at 15
>tfw tried to act more feminine
>tfw just got berated and called faggot
>tfw stop trying to act more fem and put off the idea of transition
>>6494906
Do you talk to me outside the thread at all? 'Cause maybe you should
>>6494901
omfg what is that made out of
i don't even wanna get pizza anymore
i should get painkillers and just let myself starve
i'm such a disgusting ugly fuck
>>6494903
You don't need to talk. Just listen, watch and absorb.
>tfw I had one of these in burgundy with pewter colored metal bits.
>>6494860
>>6494864
My therapist thinks dysphoria can cause c-ptsd. I've come to that conclusion too.
>>6494875
iktf
>>6494884
Yep. That's part of why my isolation on this farm hurts so much.
>>6494899
>>6494913
i might
i might not
>>6494914
>i don't even wanna get pizza anymore
bitch you are going to get pizza or I am going to force it into you
>>6494881
>2/11
w-wew lass this is my birthday
>>6494867
>>6494912
>realize I'm trans at 15
>refuse to believe it and feel really scared about starting transition and regretting it
>had no idea I could try mones out for a few months and go back, or start blockers
>decide i need to see a therapist and become CERTIFIED TRUTRANS
>therapist tells me i have ocd and i believe him because i was feeling better about things and that kinda made sense at the time
>repress for a couple years
>>6494918
Who are youuuu
>>6494916
Now, Jaguars are more my thing. Porsche... Well, I like the tractors more than the cars.
>>6494920
yeah that's you in the pic
>>6494917
saved for future jobs, ty ty
>>6494919
i don't deserve a cheat day
i don't even deserve an eat day
i'm nowhere near my goal yet
i should just kms
Ahhhhh!!! I hate myself so much. Someone put my self-loathing existence out of It's misery.
>>6494924
i already told you!
now let me anon post in peace
>>6494924
>tfw I knew about transition and blockers and the likes since I was 12
>tfw didn't do shit because repression and scared of coming out
>tfw you thought to yourself you'll just start transition when you move out
>tfw didn't realize I could get this manly or depressed
got my recommendation pushed through to the next person for SRS get hype :D soon the waiting can begin
>>6494923
>cosmic latte
i remember reading the story behind that one, its v neat
wew who turned the ac on
>>6494890
K
https://clyp.it/4diu3txx
Don't stuff a bunch of shit u don't need into ur suitcase btw
>>6494934
Its not too late, just take the damn pills.
>>6494931
thats it!
*straddles your lap*
*pins both your arms down above your head with one hand*
*flips out a slice*
>>6494938
>those giant ass nipples
iktf ;;
>>6494938
wear a fucking bra, homo
>>6494941
Now this is more my palette. Oxblood, Basque red...
>>6494945
but bras are for girls :_;
>>6494945
I don't wear a bra and I'm more than a little gay...
>>6494942
I am
I'm just in regrets of being stupid enough to not start earlier
>>6494912
>>6494924
>realise I'm trans at 12ish
>repress for 17 years for several stupid reasons including being afraid my family would all disown me
>could have transitioned at 18
>>6494933
Did you ask me if I'm awake earlier?
>>6494934
>tfw used to dream about being a prom queen in highschool
>tfw instead i was just a repressed tranny the entire time that hated myself
>tfw fed myself so many lies and weird things I would never tell another person for advice
>tfw it was all gonna go away if I just did this
>or that
>so many different ideas about how to man up
>but all i had to do was the one thing i was trying so hard not to to be happy
also tfw a guy you played video games with when you were 16 hits on you on fb lmao
this is how u flirt tho lemme tell u
>>6494938
Melly told me a story once that she was high on weed and drove you around to a doctor's appointment then took you to a gay bar and after she was drunk she twisted your nipples.
Is that true?
>>6494958
can neither confirm nor deny
KAYLA
>>6494954
Transitioning early wasn't exactly easy until quite recently. I started at 15, but it was doomed to fail... So, no regrets. Do with what you have now.
>>6494965
but I have nothing
>>6494958
iktf
I used to dream so much about being a girl in high school living a happy life, nothing special or anything just going about my daily life
I honestly did try and act like a guy but that just made me more and more depressed and I was terrible at it anyway
fuck repression
>>6494951
>(You)
>>6494952
Nigga tell me somethin' I don't know *smacks lips*
>>6494959
>I am not tall enough to ride ride
>>6494961
yes
>>6494968
You have a life ahead of you. That's something. Not the best thing there is, I know. But we all make do...
>>6494971
I remember day dreaming about running from home and taking birth control pills but had no idea where I'd go and I was too much of a pussy
>>6494973
idu why these guys even deal with my crazy ass anymore lmao
>>6494972
Um... sometimes... I squeeze my boobs in public when I think nobody is looking because they're super sore from progesterone....
>>6494959
6 foot is too short for you, height queen?
>>6494971
I would always go like this
>Okay it's time to man up and be an alpha male this feminine life just wasn't meant for me clearly
>Okay fine maybe I can just be a cute boy or a trap or something..
>N-no I'm not trans there's no way I just have brainproblems that's all it's gotta be the ocd or something...
>OKAY LETS MAN UP AGAIN BECAUSE TAHT WORKED SO WELL LAST TIME
I made a terrible man and my last gf laughed at me when I showed her my pre-trans pics.
>>6494945
When should one wear a bra?
I'm like an A cup so I feel it's unessary.
>>6494974
is she really a gun nut?
How does she act irl?
>>6494986
you should wear a bra when u got visible diddies or when it hurts going down stairs
>>6494979
Are you going to Scarborough fair...
>>6494979
your personality seems pretty goat desu
>>6494986
When it's obscene not to basically.
I was walking around today without one and my nipples were sticking out so much I felt like I needed to tape them down or something
>>6494972
I look like a queer in this thing
>>6494958
>tfw realized I might be trans at 16
>tfw convinced myself if I took on masculine hobbies it'd go away
>tfw it didn't
>tfw I was certain at 18
>tfw didn't do anything because I didn't know how to transition
>tfw I was convinced all trnas people were hons anyway
>tfw repressed by telling myself getting a gf would cure me
>tfw got a gf at 20
>tfw realized that didn't cure me and made my dysphoria peak instead
>tfw tried to get on hormones the legit way
>tfw wanted to wait for my parent's approval to start
>tfw they never would
>tfw waiting til 21 fucked my shit up
>>6494998
b8 harder faggot
>>6494938
>conetits
time 4 progesterone
>>6494998
stop fayeposting or I will rape you
>>6494984
;~;
I used to go so often through stages
>yeah I'm defs trans
an hour later
>n-no I can't be, I'm not a freak
an hour later
>yea I'm trans
and so on ;_;
finally eventually accepted it at like 15, so many years of questioning, trans feels just got stronger and stronger
>>6494984
u were a cute boy tho.... except maybe the acne
>>6494912
>want to be girl at the age of 6
>talk to friends about it they all think i'm weird
>whatever childhood is pretty much do whatever so idc
>realize i hate puberty at 13
>want to be a girl but think it's really weird and tell nobody
>try to kms
>dad comes home just as i put my weight on the noose
>stops my sudoku
>nothing comes of it no therapy or anything
>insert 6 years of escaping into video games here
>realize i'm trans thanks to nane opening my eyes to the whole thing
>wait 2 years like an idiot before ordering meds
>start transition at 21
>>6494984
Did she break up with you after laughing? If my bf came out and said he was trans it would be instant drop then off to the shower to wash the disgusting transbian cooties off my skin.
Reminder if you dont get rid of all pre trans pics youre not trutans and should stop transitioning.
>>6494982
no i would date someone who is like 5'10" or taller. any shorter than that and naw.
>>6494991
lmao
>>6494992
no i'm pretty awful idk. now i have to let him touch my butt tho
>>6494928
LOL I always wanted a Maserati tractor for the farm. The other was a Unimog with front and rear 3pt hitches and PTOs.
>>6494928
I seam to be a natural at driving mid and rear engine sports cars. I've liked their shapes too. Citrons are another I liked. I don't have much experience with them.
>>6494938
Mine will stick out like that too.
>>6494965
>Transitioning early wasn't exactly easy until quite recently
So true. no doc would talk to me because I was under 18. Found a doc with the help of a lover, but that was in France.
>>6494979
So you want doughnuts, pizza, and and iced coffee.
>>6494998
Looks like a woman to me...
>>6495008
I thought of suicide and was depressed so often but nobody gave a shit when I opened up and told them about it, they just said "oh well things will get better"
so I too escaped into video games
>>6495001
is it okay if its blue?
blue is for boys
>>6495013
aren't you like 5'5"?
why do you care so much about height?
>>6495013
idk id date you, seem fun
>>6495011
I already know I'm not trans
would a trans person wait to 29 to transition?
would a trans person have no developments/results from hrt?
the answer is no
I'm just some kind of autistic that has latched onto the idea of being trans
>>6495019
Would you date me, anon?
>>6494999
>tfw when I was a kid I thought gays would go to hell so i repressed liking guys
>tfw I thought trans people were just gays with a mental illness or fetish for being girls and would look like really creepy crossdressers so I never considered that I wanted to be a girl too
>>6495005
Do you want me to send you more pics so you can see how bad it was?
>>6495004
Yeah I just like
Once I woke up to what being trans was and connected the dots
I couldn't fucking make it go away
and it only got worse
I had that period where I repressed and thought it was gone but like
I had no idea who I was anymore or what I wanted to be
When I wanted to transition to Grace the first time things felt right and like that's who I was
But as my boy self I was just lost
Fuck
>>6495010
No like
The girl I was dating just recently
I didnt talk about her here
She didnt break up with me over seeing my pre-trans pics
I actually ended things 'cause I dont wanna date anyone right now
>>6495011
I'm AGP
And a chaser
And Kiwi
And Buns
>>6495011
really?
>>6495021
no sheen wait i was just shitposting
>>6495023
post pic and ill tell you
>>6495024
no i dont want to see more
it would probably trigger me desu
>>6495027
I'm a fucking idiot hon
it doesn't matter
i just want to be happy
>>6495024
yea I kept thinking to myself I don't wanna be trans but the thoughts got worse and worse
once I accepted it I kinda got delusional about myself and felt limited dysphoria because I fell for the hormones are magic meme
but then I fell into super depression because I realized how masc I was and snapped out of the delusion
>>6495013
>no i would date someone who is like 5'10" or taller
post your full list of requirements so we can judge you :D
>>6494867
earthday looks like my shit from this morning
Just came by to remind you all you're going to hell.
>>6495033
nothing like baking or decorating cookies to assert your masculinity
>>6495014
i'm a fatty so yes def
i want an iced coffee legit like rn. but then i wouldn't ever sleep so i'm gonna wait till i wake up ~___~
>>6495016
i'm the worst
>>6495018
i'm almost 5'7". idk i don't care THAT much. i just have preferences. like i prefer brunettes and hairy guys with nice jawlines etc
but all my bfs have been blondes or redheads and they were all pretty different looking. preferences aren't requirements but they steer my choices.
>>6495019
fun is a good word to describe me but idkkk. after the fun part i'm kinda like "wow ur getting serious, bye"
>>6495003
okay kiwi
>>6495013
haha wait so what happened to that guy that you're in love with now? the one you've been in love with since you were 17?
>>6495026
jesus is this really kayla before?
>>6495042
so just dont get serious, you can stay in the fun part with the right person
>>6495026
nice ears there goofy
>>6495042
>i'm almost 5'7"
lucky, I wish I was that short because I want to date someone my height but most guys I know tend to be a lot shorter than me so it feels awkward
>>6495035
What stopping you?
>>6495050
thanks, I rather like my ears
>>6495031
Pft... I don't post pics of myself...
But if you meet me and get me wasted enough, you'll probably get me to take a pic or two...
Last time I got wasted, I let my best friend dry hump me and get all touchy with me. I think he grabbed my tits at one point... But he definitely did a lot of hair pulling and punching...
It's not like I'll just let you get me drunk so you can take advantage of me! You'll have to fight for it!
>>6495032
Trigger you?
>>6495036
I was just so terrified I was going to snap out of being a girl somehow
That I'd start hormones and realize it's all a big mistake and have to go back
I didn't want to have to go through that
I didn't want to make a decision I'd regret and ruin my life
I just
Had no alternative idea of what I could be besides trans
The OCD thing made sense until I really thought about it
I obsessed my way into being a girl yeah sure bud
Maybe I was obsessing about it BECAUSE I FUCKING AM A GIRL
It took me so long to realize how stupid I was being
It's just
So frustrating thinking back about how hard I blew it
>>6495049
I tried... but my gf's penis isn't around...
>>6495057
You seem like kinda slut tho, you say you fight for it, but you prob want it, idk if id date you sorry
>>6495054
i'm not skinny enough
i can't change the situation i'm in
i have no income
i'm stuck in one place
i have no friends
>>6495059
did she lose it?
>>6495059
>>6495011
>tfw no pre trans pic's anyway
Meh
does anyone want to play >league with me at 3:30 in the morning
>>6495058
I think the main thing that kept me questioning and obsessing about it for a while was the fact that I started having these thoughts at like 12
most people I know have them at like 6 or something which made me feel like oh shit maybe I'm just a retard who's going through a phase.
I did a fuck ton of weird things to prove I was trans though, I was a retard I swear
>>6495038
i honestly don't really have any requirements necessarily other than like ... the guy has to be taller, has to have a nice voice, and can't be clingy. ideally i'd want a guy like pic related. facial aesthetics in a partner are really important to me, idk why. body stuff i could give af about. i like super angular and chiseled features. also hairy brunettes are everything good in the world. that's just the superficial stuff tho, idk. the other stuff is more important.
>>6495045
he's a long work in progress ~__~ kinda like the prize at the end of the maze i have to run through known as life.
when it comes to dating i'm just kinda wasting time till i get my opportunity to be with that guy who i actually want to be with for the rest of my life.
>>6495048
i've only met one person like that .___. sigh. IT'S OK THO W/E sorry for being depressing. let's have fun bb.
>>6495052
how tall are you? guys have told me i'm tall lots of times. having long legs is nice tho.
>>6495011
Go get your sideways grimace sewed up nice and tight freak
>>6495061
It sounds like the natural thing for you to do is to get a job, that will give you an income and give you some power to change your situation. It could also give you friends.
>>6495060
>MFW he thinks I'm a slut for just anyone...
I only get lewd with people I like... but it's more fun to be lewd and slutty on the internet.
>>6495063
Nah, I'm just not with her right now.
>>6495065
I'm still high... so I'm laughing when I actually think this is a shit joke.
>>6495058
would make me dysphoric and think about my own issues
>>6495073
I'm almost 6 foot so really tall for a girl, also the one of the main causes for my insanity and self-image problems
>>6495073
>tfw no drag makeup
>>6495056
they look like they should be on a gargoyle or something
>>6495080
Is that a Kardashian without makeup on? lol
>>6495073
plenty more people to meet, im sure youll find someone ^^ in the meantime you can just date them til the serious stage and break up with them
>>6495072
Mm, I didn't really start actively thinking about this and having dysphoria as I know it today until I was 15. When I discovered it was possible for a boy to actually become a girl. I just lost it then and instantly knew I wanted to be a girl. Perhaps for a while I had accepted my lot in life because I didn't realize I had any control over it. Once I knew though, the feels hit me hard and any hope for me being a guy was lost.
I thought I was late onset and that made me really worried about how real this was for me. It's kind of comforting thinking back about how much things click from when I was younger now, but at the time I couldn't see it, I was just stuck in the moment and couldn't really figure it out.
Does anyone wanto be my gf?
I am really cute guy who enjoys food, movies, books, exercise, cuddling, and puppies
Pls respond
>>6495081
or an elf
>>6495088
post pic and ill tell you
>>6495088
>Puppies
>Food
Why are those listed separately?
>>6495041
I should stop hrt
shave my head
lose the weight
start lifting
and give my family their brother back
I don't deserve happyness
>>6495087
haha yeah
I knew about trans people and transition at like 8 maybe, remember watching a show with my mother and thought to myself "lol I'll never like these people", well look at me now ;~;
>>6495088
Do you shoot guns?
Are you an airshitter?
Do you know the different between a t-3 grade aluminum and a t-6 grade aluminum?
Post pics, mofo...
>>6495089
gargoyle suits your other features and overall personality much better
>>6495097
>I hate girls
>I'll never like guys
>I don't want to be a girl that's not me
>Yay look I have peachfuzz I'm becoming a man
>couple years later
>OH GOD IM A MAN KILL ME
>>6495099
>Are you an airshitter?
I just bought a new airsoft gun ~
>>6495070
y-you okay birdy boy?
>>6495105
Grace, I want to help you.
I want to solve this airshit problem of yours.
>>6495079
everyone wants to be taller tho. try not to let it bother you :c
>>6495083
it me almost 2 years ago desuu. i'm glad the laser helped me wit some of that stuff. i still need electro tho.
>>6495084
ye ye that's what i'm doinnn. plus idk, dating is rly fun. like goin on trips and flirting all the time and cuddling and spending lots of time getting to know someonee. it's just cool idk.
>>6495107
she's feeling dysphoric
The feels in this thread destroy me.
I'm at a loss with myself.
>>6495103
oh then can I be a cute gargoyle?
>>6495105
that almost describes me, except the part about facial hair, I never liked that even once
though when I did start puberty I was like, yay I'm gonna be taller, then I came to hate it ;__;
>>6495109
ye ik what you mean, i love flirting and just having fun, but actual commitment isnt what i want, im only 18, fuck long term serious shit
>>6495109
>implying that isnt exactly what you look like without Makeup and photoshop.
>>6495109
I really do try
but because my self-image is so fucked up I can't help but imagine myself as a giant
really fucks me up
>>6495099
I once bought an air gun when I was a student. Because the flat I rented had a that long corridor that was perfect for that. Not sure how I got away with leaving lead encrusted in the stucco, though... I guess the owner didn't inspect the walls closely.
>>6495108
A (Tanaka) Smith and Wesson M36 Lady Smith ~
I'm gonna go play on Sunday too !
And go to a Milsim in October!
>>6495114
There were 2 years where I was still under the delusion I was a guy and thus was kinda pleased with puberty because well I thought I was a guy so I should be becoming one right?
Oh how wrong I was.
So, so wrong.
About so many things.
>>6495112
Are you okay?
I FUCKED UP BADLY /MTFG/
i DYED MY HAIR USING CHEAP 99 CENT STORE DYE AND NOW HALF OF MY HAIR FELL OUT
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT I AM DONE
I SHOULD AN HERO.
>>6495107
no I'm xtra lonely tonight and want to play videogames with someone ;~;
>they said if you don't use it you will lose it
>27 years and its still here
>>6495133
I doubt its that bad, but if it really did, you can wig it up
>>6495133
yes
also thats what you get for being a dumb mexican jew
>>6495130
It's ok Grace
we all made mistakes but we can overcome them
*hugs*
>>6495111
Leave birdie alone!
>>6495133
Wigs are always an option, remember to have a professional at a salon do it next tim.
>>6495133
oh fuck
this is why I wont dye my hair
>tfw bed time...
>>6495133
Use wigs...
>>6495133
It could be an excuse to wear a cute wig for a while.
>>6495118
>tfw 25
j-just make sure u find someone who treats u right when u get older ;3;
>>6495124
do you ever have days where you feel better about it? i know that happens with me and my arms.
>>6495133
r u being serious lol
>>6495143
just get it done at a salon
>>6495133
Dude... never skimp on your hair.
Always use quality hair products.
Good luck having to shave most of your hair off because it's fucked up.
>>6495149
yeah I do
but they are fleeting unfortunately, really wish I could be confident about it
>>6495149
hopefully, i dont really even feel like dating til i get SRS like next year, seems like too much of a hassle since i dont wanna do like anything sexual until then, looking down and seeing a dick kills the mood for me
>>6495140
Mhm, I'm working on overcoming a lot of them this year
I've done a lot of progressing and developing and I'm just so much better off rn
There's a long way to go tho but one step at a time
(Still making mistakes but fuck it nobody's perfect)
>>6495091
Too shy to post a picture here
>>6495093
well mostly because humans and dogs have co-evolved together so now we're conditioned to not want to harm them or eat them
>>6495099
I don't like guns
Don't know what an airshitter is
Don't know the difference between those types of aluminum and I'm not sure why I would want to?
>>6495152
why would I fuck this hair up?
>>6495153
melly would actually look cute with a pixy cut imo
There was so much dye coming from my head when I took a shower. I am crying in tears. Not even the conditioner helped.
I seriously killed what made me passible. I should just jump off a bridge.
I left it in for 20min ....
why .....
>>6495161
>expecting people to want to date you without knowing what you look like
cmon..
>>6495160
you'll be alright though, you're already pretty cute and you've made lots of progress already
>>6495161
>I don't like guns
>Don't know what an airshitter is
Remember girls if you operate harder than your bf he's not a man, drop him
>>6495165
>I left it in for 20min
im so sorry for you
>>6495162
so you can go blonde
>>6495169
I can't operate I don't have a gun let alone and AR-15 ;~;
>>6495171
>I found kaylas okcupid
time to delete
>>6495168
I'm not really talking about my appearance desu but I'm much happier with that now too
I was really just talking about myself
My mind
My personality
Who I am now
How I think and feel
It's so much better now
I have many, many issues to iron out
I'd like to not think I'm dying every time I feel a little pain somewhere
I'd like to be able to work again
I'd like to be off spiro :T
There's a lot I need to do
But i'll get there eventually
I've made enough progress this year that desu I could take the rest of the year off to do nothing and still feel happy with myself
>>6495169
>tfw commiefornia passed new gun laws that means ar-15s are no more here.
this is what my hair used to look like next to a m48
I should just take 8mm in the face
so fucked up
red hair die is all over my skin and will not come off.
>>6495167
I mean I could send pictures to someone if they were interested and sent me pictures too. I'm not just going to post my pictures all over 4chan though I'm not an idiot
>>6495169
Reminder that most guys don't think girls who are into guns are sexy. I mean unless maybe you live in flyover land. Pretty gross t b h
>>6495179
that's good, so much great progess
you can do it
>>6495181
get the same haircut as emmy made in japan
you'll be fine
>>6495187
I don't live to be sexy for guys, bae. If all guys want me to then fuck it I'll be a lesbian.
>>6495188
>>6495180
<3
>>6495155
have you tried talkin to a professional about this kind of stuff? c: talkin to therapists about things that you feel insecure about can really help desu
>>6495156
it is def a hassle but idk, if you can be stealthy af just go that route lmao! cause dating as a trans person is hard no matter what genitalia you have.
>>6495165
>>6495181
it sounds like you're overreacting because some hair came out in the shower, not like clumps of it or half of it that was on your hair. calm down, it's not that big of a deal. the dye will wash off and out of your hair. spend more than 1$ next time lmao
>>6495169
i love that "liar you can't afford an acog" part gets me everytime
>>6495135
You should play better vidya tho.
>>6495187
>Reminder that most guys don't think girls who are into guns are sexy
They got bad taste and you shouldn't want them desu
>>6495042
nah es good
get a free meal desu
the man you are posting today is really hot, and its actually making me a lil horny desu
>>6495194
yea true, I just think more people would be open to it if i had the surgery done, and I'd def be more comfortable dating someone with it done. so unless i find like the perf guy in college, im just gonna wait.
>>6495198
/k/ memes are some of my favorite desu
YASS i;m unbanned from 4chan! nobody in real life understood my pain time to shitpost a bunchh
http://www.strawpoll.me/10645025
http://www.strawpoll.me/10645025
http://www.strawpoll.me/10645025
http://www.strawpoll.me/10645025
http://www.strawpoll.me/10645025
>>6495130
>Are you okay?
No, I think I need to make some changes in my life.
Roughly two years ago I went through an intense phase where I was convinced I was a woman. Tonight I met someone who put things back into perspective for me. I just don't know what to think anymore. They wrote this song.
https://jradelberg.bandcamp.com/track/duffy-the-cat
Sometimes I wonder how long I can live my life as a lie.
>>6495194
no but I probs should see a therapist, I'm already pretty crazy
>>6495203
Are you mtf coming out of repression?
don't buy this shit girls
>>6495201
My fucking sides
mtfg...
I think I'm smoking to much weed now...
I've been keeping myself high for the past 5 hours... like... maintaining it...
And I do a lot of silly shit when I'm high.
And I feel like I need to stay high because things feel so much easier that way.
>>6495161
Wow... I already think you're a faggot...
Good luck on your search for a gf but it's not going to be me if you don't even want to learn shit about metals...
>>6495165
Melly... I'm so sorry.
>>6495187
>>6495187
>Reminder that most guys don't think girls who are into guns are sexy.
Complete bullshit. Guys love it when girls shoot guns, especially if they don't suck at it. I don't even pass and I get people trying to talk to me all the time at the range asking if I wanted to shoot there guns or some shit...
>>6495209
>not L'Oreal
>>6495202
haters
doesn't matter cause i'm doing it anyway :)
>>6495215
L'Oreal is the shit...
The conditioner packets they provide are top quality.
>>6495209
song of fire and ice isn't that bad
>>6495210
>>6495201
Grace do you even own the AR-15? aka Adolf's Revenge 15 million
it fires the same bullets of those on hiroshima and nagasaki and can fire up to 4000 mags a second
no American should ever need it for selfdefense
>>6495222
>>6495209
dumb cunt
>>6495209
why would you expect beauty products from the 99¢ store to work well?
>>6495211
>Guys love it when girls shoot guns
I mean I guess that's true for some guys.. But they're usually the kinds of guys who don't shave their necks and post on /pol/ and watch chinese cartoons for fun. Do you really want a boyfriend like that? Suit yourself..
>>6495209
LOL!
ausgirls who you vote for???
>>6495237
I can't vote
>>6495208
Considering where I am and the song I posted it should be quite obvious. But I have the feeling I'll stay repressed. I'm worried about myself.
4chan always got my back. I've said so many things on this site that I've never told anyone in the flesh.
>tfw i finally have a friend i can chat about Los Angeles public rail transit with
>>6495237
didn't have to vote desu
got my enrolment in after the cutoff
smug as fuck
>>6495235
You don't go to shooting ranges often then.
I get hit on by the opposite more often, fit guys with tight shirts who own some fancy DDM4.
I turn that down anyways because I'm into girly people, femboys, mtfs, cis girls, shit like that.
But I still get hit on sometimes because people are either gay as fuck for girly guys, or I'm failing boymode.
>>6495241
Will you all live underground when the nukes fall?
Also guys fucking LOVE it when you like the stuff they like, guns included. Masculine interests? You suddenly are the girl they've always dreamed of.
>>6495228
>tfw dont own an airsoft LAW
I'm upset
I might get an M79 tho
i just wanna launch foam balls at people
>>6495225
>tfw will never own an MG42 aka Hitler's Buzzsaw
I need it for home defense. Against black people. And Muslims.
>>6495240
>But I have the feeling I'll stay repressed. I'm worried about myself.
Don't do that anon. Listen to what I was saying earlier. Do not repress. You know you're a girl. You know it deep down. Stop fighting it.
>>6495235
>not wanting an operator boyfriend with certified REAL MAN BEARD and a thing for anime
I'm about to pass out, so I'm gonna pass out.
Peace, mtfg...
I'm going to sleep without any clothes.
>>6495243
Let me guess you live in... Texas? Somewhere around there?
headpat me :3
>>6495250
You don't even look like a girl though...
>>6495253
Pft... not even close. Bay Area in Cali.
You sound like some thing I'd find in SF.
>>6495250
>MG42
you mean Mega Genocide 42
this was developed by Hitler's scientists to create another holocaust, it fires Zyklon B laced bullets at a rate of 6 million rounds a second
you should not purchase this gun unless you are an anti-semite
>>6495233
Yes I did.
I just wanted some red hair and to wear some sjw glasses so I could go to Seattle incognito as a 'feminist' so people would not discriminate againist me for being a gun loving Trumpfag.
I even was growing out my arm pit hair and planning dying them purple. I also bought some cheap 99 cent glasses to get that sjw glasses look going.
I was planning on doing red lipstick and working on a triggered face.
>>6495241
Portland has a better light rail system.
trimet > sound transit > muni > MTA > that shit they have in phoenix
holy fuck I get around a lot.
>>6495251
i was so right, a slut
>>6495241
I wish my city had a better rail system, trains are cool
>>6495263
you sound like an idiot, but like
bleaching your hair isn't something one really does at home
idk
where is your logic?
and it doesn't look like much hair came out at all
try cutting it though
What are good things to eat to lose weight?
>>6495260
You sound like something I'd find posting in transgender and weapon forums on a chinese cartoon discussion board..
>>6495265
Yall are making me want to stay up...
How is sleeping naked being slutty?
Well, I guess mentioning it on purpose would be a slutty thing to do...
I don't sleep naked when I'm not high?
>>6495258
no >:D
>>6495275
HEY! You're exactly correct. I do sound like that!
Hit me up if you ever want to shoot guns.
>>6495270
the whole thing was a stupid ass troll.
+
>>6495135
>>6495283
>>6495283
you were trolled or you're trolling us?
>>6495273
cake
ice cream
potato chips
trust me
>>6495135
become a girl
>>6495267
trains are great
Marin-Sonoma up in Northern California is actually opening a new rail transit line later this year.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sonoma-Marin_Area_Rail_Transit
>>6495250
>You know you're a girl. You know it deep down.
You're right and you fucking know it.
I'm in a new place meeting new people for an indefinite amount of time. This is the perfect chance to be myself.
>>6495293
>trains
your autism is showing
>>6495278
doesnt matter, you mentioned it on purpose, a slut, gnight tho
Would I ever pass? What can I do to be more androgynous?
>>6495286
So my gun loving sister can we agree that california is done?
>TFW OWNING THIS ITEM WILL BE A FELONY IN SIX MONTHS.
>>6495289
I trolling myself really.
that stuff didn't work at all. My hair was too dark for it show any color and it took two washes to get all of it out. I was legitimately going to try to temporary dye my hair for shits and giggles, but it didn't turn out very good. My mother would kill me if I dyed my hair though, but my cousin has been pushing me to get an ombre.
>>6495293
must not make jew ....
I know why you like trains so much. It is because they ushered your kind of it to free summer camps and free is the best price for a kike! Too bad my kike relatives were already being kicked out of mejico during to mejican revolution to get sent on a free summer camp with the other six trillion jews.
>>6495301
1. yes
2. Eyebrows
