Faye with a headband edition
▶ Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Discord: https://discord.gg/0qFz5Shp1aVSTsTz
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
>>6462691
>>6464061
>im not on hrt.... right now >~<
>what if i dont want to be a girl???
Of course you don't.
Now hush and take your titty skittles like a good girl.
xth for tfw when no bf
>>6464113
jokes on you i have an appointment in 3 days to get hrt
and im actually a non-binary special snowflake so ha
>>6464103
wait, do you seriously have autism?
>>6464123
>non-binary special snowflake
back to tumblr
>>6464116
then go get one foo
>>6464101
Islam is barbaric.
>>6464099
I'm trash no doubt
>>6464122
pls no bully chara
i love my girlfriend she is a wonderful person and also a qt
>>6464131
>le tumblr meme
i dont want to be a boy or a girl
its not hard to understand
>>6464135
Chara that's r a c i s t
>>6464135
Daily reminder that
http://www.strawpoll.me/10599159
>>6464133
I can't ;_:
>tfw u were born a boy but u wish u were born a girl
>>6464135
Chara is right
death to islam
>>6464140
yes, yes it is
go to tumblr
this thread is for people who want to be women
>>6464154
>>6464151
well what's wrong with you?
>>6464159
oh im not saying im supposed to be here
its fun here though
>>6464154
>tfw theres a parallel universe were you were born a girl and you took it for granted
Morning yall ^^
>>6464135
tru dat
>>6464154
w-well be close enough to cis some day surely ;_;
>>6464135
but its a religion of peace
>>6464135
Correct.
>>6464166
Gem, y don't u avatar with Peridot anymore?
>>6464135
remove mudslimes
b u i l d t h e w a l l
>>6464166
>the universe you had to be born in was this one and your life is shit
>>6464135
>>6464164
I need to work on personality and appearance
>>6464174
BUT CHARA, THAT'S IDEALIST
>>6464177
peridot is too much of a little for me anymore
>>6464184
what's wrong with your personality and appearance?
>>6464154
>tfw you know your life would have been 100% better in every way had you just been born with a vagina
>>6464123
>jokes on you i have an appointment in 3 days to get hrt
good on you
>and im actually a non-binary special snowflake so ha
That cuts deep, anon.
>tfw someone who's cuter and has way better passing potential than me insists on calling themself a femboy or non-binary or some other such bullshit
>>6464174
>I would not bully you, you could beat me up.
>implying i am not a 5'11" 125lb waif
>>6464187
baka desu
what about madoka?
>>6464180
what if Trump makes anime real and you can finally become the little girl?
>>6464194
im sorry anon
i always just see myself in between
im not a girl, and i dont think it would be good for me to pretend to be one
>>6464199
>implying i am not a 5'4 109 10 year old.
>tfw gross af
>>6464205
I don't want to become the little girl
>>6464207
wait I thought you were 12 :^)
>>6464212
Don't even start with me :3
>>6464199
dont forget looking 50 in a cheap pencil skirt
>>6464221
(You)
Plssss
>>6464220
Are you a virgin?
>>6464211
birdy
you are talking to us
we know you wanted to be a girl when you were younger
>>6464221
pls
>>6464221
please fix me forum bs
>>6464200
same thing
its not me
every character I post i post bc of a certain mood im in
>>6464221
please
>>6464187
Do you have autism like Rachel?
>>6464226
Depends what you consider a virgin.
>>6464221
I've replied to every one of these and I'M STILL WAITING.
>>6464188
ugly desu
>>6464235
That's a lie and you know it.
>>6464220
What are ya gonna do to stop me!? (^:
>>6464233
obviously
i dont know how anyone can see me say anything and not immediately figure out im an autist
>>6464235
s a m e
>>6464234
Has anyone ever put their cock into your asshole?
Why isn't there a step-by-step guide with pretty pictures for voice training?
All the cute-sounding trips just laugh at me when I ask :(
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>>6464206
I'm curious though: did your therapist actually approve you for hrt for being non-binary, or did you have to lie and say you were "binary trans" ?
>im not a girl
iktf ;~;
>>6464211
we're gonna force you though....
>>6464232
Who do you avatar with now?
>>6464239
You're a lie and you know it.
>>6464244
desu you seem much less autistic than most people here
>>6464252
And that's the reason why I'm not letting my posts work on you.
>be boy
>on low dose E and normal dose spiro for a year
>experiment with switching to Cypro
>dont want to risk depression so increase E first
>been a few months on full dose E and Cypro
>weird feelings lately
>really struggling with identity stuff, sometimes have thoughts about how i can see a girl in the mirror or how i -feel- like a girl
>mfw HRT is making me trans
Probably just a side effect, i'm going to reduce my E but still weird
>>6464247
did somebody leave a window open? i think i just heard the wind.
>>6464135
>implying the eastern churches aren't
>havent checked here in a couple months
>birdy "im a guy" chaser still posts here
jesus dude you really need tog get it together
>>6464233
>Do you have autism like Rachel?
why is anon is so mean to me. is it all one anon? is it one cunt who keeps de-tripping?
y'all make me feel like shit i hate it
>>6464248
no i started self medding
then i ran out, and initially i didnt order new stuff because i was low on funds and i thought i didnt need it
when i started feeling like total garbage a few days after i stopped, i realized i needed to be on it
when i go in, im just going to brute force it
the fact that i was already on hrt already should be enough
if they dont give it to me ill just self med again because i have money now
>>6464247
talk through your nose whilst raising the pitch of your voice
then slowly bring the talking through your nose down to your mouth
>>6464250
many things
>>6464258
STOOOPPP
>>6464248
not them but I got approved for hrt and I'm probably some nb meme gender
>>6464247
>Why isn't there a step-by-step guide with pretty pictures for voice training?
Because nobody bothered to make one. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>DON'T IGNORE THIS POST
Ok, consider yourself un-ignored. :^)
>>6464257
why the fuck are you on hrt if you're not trans?
>>6464256
Sorry but you dont have that kind of power. After you post such a thing its free use for everyone.
>>6464267
never the same and boring eh?
>>6464261
It's just the one who keeps detripping. Fuck you Rachel.
>>6464244
There's something about your sense of humor and the way you say certain things that makes you suspect for sure.
>>6464279
Go ahead, I'll enjoy it~ :3
>>6464279
>There is step by steps guides
pls direct me to them
>>6464273
hrt makes you slightly more feminine and prevents growth of masculine traits
now answer your own question
>>6464273
Because I like it and I like looking and feeling more feminine. It's not uncommon
>>6464279
>Only when i was raped.
Well I hope it felt good.
>>6464236
can i see?
>>6464277
of course
I NEVER use the same image twice :)
>>6464274
Actually my posts are embued with memetic energy straight from Kek himself.
OMG LOL
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xf5PV0K4KUw
>>6464295
Do you have any rare pics for me?
>>6464305
>>6464307
Chara pls!
>>6464306
im autistic too rachael
>>6464260
she hangs out here to live vicariously through us
>>6464311
That's pretty good
>my babys meme2
Yume?
>>6464306
I'm not any of those people you fucking idiot.
>>6464309
Boys are allowed to take hrt too
>>6464323
yeah :)
>>6464227
p sure I would disappoint some people if I became the little girl
especially myself because I'm not a woman
>>6464249
>little girls forcing me to do anything
lel ok
>>6464260
*gets it tog gether*
How do I go about self medding in Ontario? No website that I can find ships to Canada.
>>6464316
im not sure if i'm autistic tho. i was diagnosed with what is now called ASD in 2004/05 but like, that was a long time ago and i was only 13.
do i seem autistic to you from what you can tell over the internet?
>>6464306
hope you got some anti-aging moisturizer grandma face
>>6464341
i dont know, im autistic
>>6464166
99.9% are cis but not you
>>6464331
wew she's got some nice memes there
>>6464346
>i dont know, im autistic
>>6464335
You're right, foreign online sellers won't ship to Canada because customs will destroy your shipments.
>>6464147
none of those are right tho it was 8 strawpolls, i think you counted a quote as a strawpoll for 9
>you will never be an autist
feels good woman
>>6464356
b-but Chara, pls!
>>6464362
>tfw not sure if im autistic or not
meh probably not
FEELS GOOD WOMAN
>tfw empty (You)s
feels bad...
>>6464356
everyone always calls us sociopaths but we are just taken too seriously imo
>>6464335
I think qhi does? but the other person is right about customs destroying if they find it.
>>6464370
>>6464368
>tfw not autistic but act like it anyway
>>6464370
here r u happy now? this is completely worthless because i've said essentially nothing to you anwyay
>>6464352
>>6464380
>tfw it's all an act
>tfw actually a chaser agp hon
>tfw actually kiwi
>tfw actually buns
>>6464347
Hah! Jokes on you; only 99.7% are cis!
alright, i guess i have to go away from another year before ppl stop bullying me again
how do you trade mental illnesses im willing to take aspergers for you taking my panic attacks
>>6464346
>i dont know, im autistic
>>6464386
>tfw your whole personality is a meme
>tfw you are hidden behind so many layers of irony that you don't even know what your real personality is
>>6464349
this one too
>>6464395
see ya I guess hope everything works out.
>>6464335
Good thing I'm unable to sleep rn
There are two ways
You either need a lot of luck with customs, but running out of it isn't good.
The other option relies on being willing to lie to a GP at a drop-in clinic; you're unable to see your normal GP and for some reason need to renew or something. This also requires luck, mainly to start.
Alternately, finding a person in Detroit or Buffalo who you can pick it up from.
>>6464398
i'll trade you my bipolar for your panic attacks
>>6464395
What?
>>6464398
I WILL TRADE SOCIAL SKILLS FOR SOMEONE TO TAKE MY ANXIETY OFF MY HANDS
>>6464400
>tfw you were never born
>tfw your whole life is one big tragic meme
>tfw in the end it didnt even matter
>>6464390
>>6464401
Damn, she should get a job as a meme dealer and rule over the meme cartels
>>6464407
how bad is the depressive part i can deal with manic i think my anxiety will balance it out
>>6464372
How often does customs find/destroy shipments? Do I get in trouble if they do, or does it just end there.
I need to go about this discretely.
>>6464372
Does that apply to US customs as well?
I've never had customs destroy my meds, but I've only ever ordered them twice, so I'm not sure.
>>6464415
>i can deal with manic
lol u think you can handle the delusions and hallucinations and not sleeping for five days? the depressive part is the reprieve
>>6464412
>tfw without memes you'd just be a dead slag of flesh and bones
>tfw memes are literally the thing keeping you alive
>tfw on meme support
>tell qt crush to record a bit of the pwr bttm/pity sex show i wish i could go to
>"20$"
>20$?! wtf for what!?!!?
>"for a pizza."
>a pizza??
>"yes."
>we could just get a pizza or s/t why do u need the 20$
>"because thennn i'll have the 20$ to spend on whatevverrr i waanntt. even though it'll most likely be spent on pizza."
>omfg. i'm not giving you 20$
>"40$"
>YOU DID NOT
>"100$"
>STOP
>"75$ for u"
>O M G
>IHU
>"you do not"
>;_;
>a few hours passes
>he literally records like half the show on his phone and sends it to me even tho he's with friends
>"you owe me!!!"
>ok i will
>"come over here and i'll buy u lots of food and take u to cool shows"
>ok deal
>"i bet u won't"
>omg no i will
>"YOU WON'T"
>YES I WILL OMG
>"Y O U W O N ' T !!"
>I'M FUCKING COMING OK
>"okie ya cool."
>mfw
he is so fucking cute lmao. i love play-arguing with him. also i need to see them live asap.
Almost a year ago today I was being beaten by my mother and called a faggot, until her hands bled
A year ago today my girlfriend refused to go to pride with me
A year ago I was still in the closet, even if the door was open and everyone knew
Today my mom said she was jealous of my legs, and then starting screaming and called me a slut
Today my gf held my hand as her girlfriend in the middle of pride
Today I'm out and no longer care, I am trans
>>6464422
<3 Congrats faye
>>6464422
>>6464421
literally what the fuck is this post
your writing passes better than you
>>6464421
Move to Austin, it's my favorite city not on the west coast, live a life of shows and partying with unlimited rich college boys
>>6464432
Yup
>>6464424
I love the meme where Canada is tranny country. These customs are literally the difference between me transitioning now at 20 and transitioning at 24-25.
>>6464422
how can you be a slut if you havent even slept with any men yet
>>6464421
Actually wow they're here Wednesday, and I have tickets now :3
Thanks for the idea ^_^
>>6464442
canada is decent for trannies if you can get through the medical system but pretty shit if you can't
>>6464442
I'm in a similar situation. I might risk like a bottle of Spiro from qhi because that's cheap.
Makes me wonder though, what would happen if I just took Spiro for a year or two and didn't start Estradiol?
That's a lot more viable for me as far as money goes.
>>6464426
>>6464430
Aww , I'm like borderline crying idk why
>>6464437
Uhm it was a powerful feel, I like to see it in text, and it's just something different to what you see, unique, body positive idk,
>>6464445
My outfit showed too much skin and she's insane, nothing phases me with her, so she winds up looking for a fight.
>>6464442
It's more to do with our super strict "drug" importation laws than anything to do with transgenders to be fair.
>>6464452
you could have some health issues but supposedly they can be mitigated with proper diet and exercise
>>6464432
she is cute if you like loli girls
>>6464457
>My outfit showed too much skin and she's insane, nothing phases me with her, so she winds up looking for a fight.
:(
I feel bad because I will never have a fight over dressing too slutty with my mum because she is dead
>>6464384
Face of autism.
>>6464458
>I haven't really seen anyone imply that canada is especially trans friendly before.
Some major urban centres in Canada have a visible LGBT community/neighbourhood. Also SRS is covered here.
I have the hair of a 70s beauty queen.
>>6464463
That sounds rough, but I bet your mom would haves love to see you be happy as who you are <3
>>6464468
>Remember anon you must be nice.
No I don't. What gave you that silly idea?
>>6464472
Be nice, and you can have a hug.
>>6464471
yeah I know she would but still
>>6464474
I don't want a hug from you.
>>6464477
Yes you do, don't lie
>you're at the age where you can begin to really connect with your family overseas
>trans feelings behind to read their ugly head
They'll never let me near my nephews again.
I just watched The Danish Girl and now I can't stop crying. Fuck that ending. Someone hold me.
>>6464484
It wasn't good
>>6464479
No I really don't.
>>6464482
Can you blame them?
>>6464477
Why not me!
>>6464484
is this movie good I heard it misrepresented trans a bit or something
>>6464484
crying after watching a tranny movie and wanting someone to hold you? tranny princess much?
>>6464489
But you really do!
>>6464489
But they're the only family on my father's side I have left.
>even if you come out of your transition passing completely, you missed out on growing up as a girl
yay for tweezing my eyebrows and epilating my body
>>6464433
he's not in austin tho :x
>>6464437
i like talking about the happy things in my life cause it's nice. i was just talkin to him about his night and it was qt and nice too. why are you so bitter about literally everything tho
>>6464484
Does it help that it was fake? She died much later on her third? Srs surgery alone trying to implant ovaries before the drugs that stop organ rejection were invented, she got to live as a woman though for some time
>>6464487
whatever you say angie
>>6464466
She scored 38 on the AQ test, indicating STRONG likelihood of autism.
>crying
>feeling feelings
>being attracted to men
>having tattoos
>having srs
baka desu senpai
>>6464221
Pls
>>6464498
>tfw
I mean sometimes you get those feels that are like yay im becoming a woman
But then i realize
I should be excited instead of relieved
And many years younger
And cis
And
>>6464502
>ywn have ovaries
>>6464498
I didn't need these feels
>>6464498
I grew up as me though...
>>6464498
>miss growing up
>miss young adulthood
>dont even end up passing well to make up for it
i cant...
>tfw you've always been able to move your Adam's apple down on command
>you find you have to move it up to get a girlier voice
God damn it.
>>6464491
If it did misrepresent trans people, I couldn't guess why. A lot of the pivotal "trans moments" in the movie were low-key and would probably go over a lot of people's heads.
>>6464523
thats kind of a good point
though not ideal, my childhood and how i grew up lead me to be the person i am today
and i kinda like me, even if it's not all how i wanted it to be
>>6464527
>tfw chara will never remember holding a knife to your throat when we were kids
why was i born to the only anti transgender person in my area
>>6464528
But some of us actually end up looking like women.
>>6464537
Don't feed the repressors. The only one living a lie is them.
>>6464528
>just sad
as if I needed a reminder
remember yume? i do
>>6464529
I think I remember reading something like it made it seem like trans people all have DID
>>6464528
>I feel sad for you
There's no point in saying this other than bringing someone down, if you legitimately feel bad for someone you don't bring it up to make it even worse.
>>6464540
hi yume
>>6464499
Good Job, Best Girl
>>6464540
Who can forget yume?
>>6464528
I didn't choose to be like this.
>>6464237
33 to 36 here...
Thing is some may be purely due to ptsd.
>>6464341
You never get over it. Look up Dr Amy Yasko.
http://www.dramyyasko.com/our-unique-approach/
I'm on their simplified protocol for ME/CFS. It seams to have helped. It is theroized that when you get it is the difference between autism and ME/CFS. Those that get it very young have autism, those that get it later have ME/CFS. It looks like it may be a breakdown in the methylation cycle in the cells.
>>6464422
Cool!!!
>>6464505
She still might not be. PTSD can influence personality in some similar ways as autism does.
>>6464546
elanna + yume
>>6464546
lmao holy shit
>>6464545
ty c:
my eyebrows look so much better now and my body is so smooth
good thing about bushy caterpillars is tweezing the bottoms and shaping the top corners a little only will make them go a bit higher up the forehead and have a very nice curve which is always nice
>>6464541
Ah, that I can understand. I wouldn't agree with it though.
>>6464528
that's probably why none of us will live to 30
autism kills, kids
>>6464540
i wish i could forget
>>6464546
I'm dead m8
>>6464528
I didn't ask for this
>>6464553
now go rub your legs all over the best sheets you have
>>6464540
of course
shes going to come back tomorrow and fuck the everloving daylights out of me :)
>>6464531
>why even live
>>6464562
her gt is p big......
Am I a girl?
>>6464566
dunno maybe
>>6464498
>the first time you hold hands with the guy you're in love with
>the first time you go out together and meet his friends
>the first time you meet new people who treat you like a woman without thinking
>the first time you get your hair done, or do your makeup, and how that evolves and you find what suits you and what you like
>the first time you hear yourself speak and you're happy with the way you sound
>the first time you look in the mirror and actually see a woman
>the first time you're seen as a capable or attractive woman
>the first time you forget that you're trans
>the first time no one around you know that you're trans
>the first time everything feels ok for the very first time in your life
i mean i could go on but your childhood literally means nothing most of the time and it's 20% of your life at the absolute most.
live the other 80% the way you want to and grow as a woman like the rest of the cis female population.
growing doesn't stop at the age of consent.
>>6464566
if youre asking then yes
>>6464566
Yes.
>>6464566
You're a Big Girl.
>yume will never fuck the everloving daylights out of you
I want to choke a trap and rape him to death
im not a girl.....
it pisses me off that even the ugliest possible cis woman will always be better than me
How long did it take you to get your girl voice down?
>>6464576
you should do it to me, but im 2 gross to keep your knife stiff
>>6464577
would you kill an innocent child with your bare hands if it meant you get to be a beautiful cis girl afterwards?
>>6464579
two months of daily practice and even more months of irregular training and I still don't think I pass
>>6464565
ye
>>6464575
>tfw youve gone almost a month without sex
>tfw that will change soon
>>6464574
uuuu
>>6464576
you know how to make a girl blush
>>6464571
>tfw you only know one of these feels
Two if you genderflip the romance stuff
>>6464579
Three years of talking in falsetto plus two years of on-and-off training but daily use for all five
I wouldn't recommend anyone spend that long in falsetto ever, but I probably would've spent some amount of time on it if I didn't already have all that practice
>>6464576
>tfw dont even count as a trap after a year of mones
>>6464582
Uh, fuck yeah.
>>6464582
no, guess i'm not trutrans
>>6464584
Record it dammit, think about how good the video would be.
>>6464591
What does falsetto sound like? How can I know? What do I listen for?