YFW Viper's dubstep is 80 times better than his rap edition
official viper song for this thread: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ldMJm9RhMg
▶ Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
Let's do our best, girls!
Rules:
no chasers
no bullying
no dissing Viper
everyone be nice to each other
previous low effort Viper thread: >>6436333
>>6438015
blue board!
jelly though
What do you think of my pseudovagina
>>6438035
Not as good as mine
https://www.reddit.com/r/GoneWildTrans/comments/4orc7c/showing_you_my_still_quite_new_neovagina_5_months/
>>6438057
Ewwwwwwwwwwwwww
Moose Knuckle
Lets try to be nice to eachother this thread <3
>>6438035
>>6438077
screw you, I'm always nice, you bitch!
>>6438076
U entertain me bb <3
>>6438057
That is horrible. It looks like a hand grenade went off between their legs.
>>6437990
>>6438009
jesus christ
please don't take them again. like if you need anything or anyone to talk to this about at any time please let me know. i know you have ur bf and this place and everything but still. PLEASEE don't take more, that much excess prolactin in your system as it is can lead to cancer. please be careful!!!
>>6438006
i don't think we can just be friends though.
you really think you could handle that? it's taking literally everything in me now as it is to just detach from this situation right now.
why is it so important to you???
>>6438018
;3; i try. i like to post positive stuff but idk. i've been going through so much and changing so much and i guess i'm accepting that just being honest and sharing both bad and good feels maybe is better.
>>6438055
as i've said, she's dating other people and doing her own thing, and i am as well. i have no issues with what she's doing. it's her life. focus on your own.
>>6438087
are you working tonight?
>>6438064
Nahhh nothing that crazy. It's just a cashier thing. I wish I was an office receptionist, but hey, I'm not really qualified for much lol
At least it's not fast food, though.
>>6438087
I think she might just be really attached to you, it'll take her a while to move on probably.
>>6438057
Noooooooooooooooooooooooooo
>6438062
quid you are too close to a lens. Take another one much farther away.
>>6438093
Didn't you have an interview for recepctionist in the future tho?
>>6438057
Jesus fucking Christ.
>>6438101
No, I wish. The ones I applied to were filled already, but I'm sure I would have gotten the interview if they hadn't been.
>>6438093
you look like chara are you sisters?
>>6438086
Yeah, they're huge around here, and they look delicious. I've been tracking them, making sure I locate each of their hiding spots, so when the time is right......
I will strike. And have delicious wild turkey dinner..Wanna help?
>>6438104
that's the spirit!
do you have any other options in consideration while this one is processed just in case?
>>6438057
>Chettawut
Wehw...
https://clyp.it/mixdz255
: (
>>6438087
>Gone two weeks.
>I've changed so much. This time it's going to be different.
>>6438110
https://youtu.be/SAxpAs1Iaec
im getting my hair weaved like this next week. i think it might turn out ok looking. . .
>>6438110
until you post a clip of you crying I'll never believe your sad feels
>>6438093
I'm developing several different crushes at once.
>>6438087
"Its her life. focus on your own," She says in the public forum known as 4chan
>>6438110
>>6438110
:( worst feel
>>6438110
>tfw i have worse voice
>>6438093
Welcome back horseface!
>>6438062
Your looks have a bright future.
>>6438099
ok how's this?
>>6438087
I feel like we can be friends, because the first thing I though was how beautiful and perfect you and the man who gave you the Eevee would be, I even remember how much it meant to you, and how you couldn't evolve it or change it.
I feel like we can be, because we were never intimate in that way.
I feel like we can be because you Didn't immediately detach.
I want to be because, I look up to you, you inspire me, and I love you and want to try in some way to be there for you, I want to be a friend that you can count to
Be there for you, just because of who you are.
>>6438087
I'll take earnest posts about the bad anytime over Stepford smiling..
>>6438136
not bad gib it time
>>6438110
Iktf ;~;
also, How are BOTH of your voices this attractive?
can I like, hire you as a narrator for my life?
>>6438087
thank you <3
my bf doesnt know about this, if hed find out Id be in incredibly deep shit.
I am not really that worried about cancer, but rather like, liver and kidneys and stuff, Ive surgery scheduled in less than 2 months
>>6438133
Thanks dogface.
>>6438127
Can you post a cute face pic beep? Your face makes me happy.
>>6438136
super qt <3 hey bb want a gf? ;D
>>6438136
Hanson
>>6438145
>Ive surgery scheduled in less than 2 months
Surgery?
>>6438147
https://youtu.be/RR77LZoJ3uY
>>6438065
>>6438081
>>6438085
>>6438096
>>6438103
>>6438109
>>6438121
Everyone in the thread loved it =(
> Looks great! Happy for you!
> Beautiful! Glad you're happy with the results :)
> thanks for sharing. It looks great! Congrats!
> Looks really good! Congrats on your new pussy!
> You look amazing. Who did you go to?
>>6438110
Wow I'll admit I expected something really different. I'm actually amazed at this voice you sound like a man and I'm not just saying that to be mean.
>>6438087
I'm also not dating anyone >.>;
I need my own emotional time to process everything, I won't be ready for a while probably
>>6438148
No I don't really think that's a good idea right now.
>>6438157
>>6438136
Are you really 2 years on mones?
>>6438157
>Congrats on your new pussy!
>looks like a caved in meathole
gg no re
>>6438163
Np. Sorry for asking.
>>6438157
Yeah, well, 4chan is full of people who like to make people unhappy, for some reason. Lots of bitter old fags here.
>tfw I think the antianxiety drug is working
>tfw I think it is also dulling my creativity and ambition.
>>6438100
There are days when I feel english is a second language for me. I had to relearn so much of it, and nothing seams to stick unless I use it.
>>6438174
The regardless/irregardless thing has caused so many flamewars I just couldn't help noticing it...
>>6438110
>tfw
>>6438150
m-mebbe.........
>>6438153
pls
I will never pass as well as hanson did
>>6438156
yep
>>6438167
no, i am cumulative 1 year
my boobs started exploding and i freaked cause i wasn't ready at all to come out to my dad, it was really stupid
still not out to him but couldn't stand being off anymore, that pic is 2 months back on after one year of testosterone poisoning :(
if i looked like this after 2 years of hrt i probably would've given up
nah jk but i would be saving for ffs rn instead of sometime in the future
>>6438157
If that is REALLY you, you fucked up getting SRS while being morbidly obese. You are now stuck with a fat gross whale vagina.
>>6438115
:D
>>6438119
I do get sad though, right now I'm not though, I'm just shitposting.
>>6438124
oh hey it me
>>6438132
;~;
>>6438145
My guy voice is poo though, I sound like I'm 16 lol. You actually aren't the first person to say that though, thanks.
>>6438158
I know that I sound like a guy, particularly given I was intentionally using my guy voice lol
>>6438178
Honestly don't give a fuck if it looks awful. It's better than having what I have now
ok im done making gifs
time to go do something productive
>>6438157
The outside looks well, but it looks like inside the vag there's hair?
Does this fall off or what?
What doc did you go to?
>>6438157
People don't realize how different real vaginas can look. Yours doesn't really look that out of place, at least it won't further down the line when it's healed more. Ignore them.
>>6438188
>My guy voice is poo though,
no its not, talk to me <3
>>6438155
FFS
>>6438184
were both single and lesbians soo. . . . ;D
>>6438194
>implying that making gifs is not productive
>>6438194
shit is tah u kiwi? =>
>>6438001
best viper
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wLgELHYScQU
>>6438091
tomorrrrrowww.
>>6438095
i suppose. i just get really mixed signals and idk how to really deal with it :/
>>6438113
it's not cause of me not being here. it's been happening ever since i met faye, really. like the relationship didn't work out, but it taught me a lot, and i started realizing how much i hate many of things i've lived by and said and how much i don't want to be that person anymore.
>>6438123
you don't have to comment on everything you don't like because of your personal grudges regardless of whether or not this place is public.
>>6438137
honestly i am sorry for even mentioning that, i didn't think it'd be a big deal when i was trying to evolve it :/ how'd you even know what he looked like? i never shared that with you i don't think...
and idk. maybe??? this just isn't how i usually do things. i've found that being friends with ex's just never works.
>>6438142
>tfw stepford
;_;
>>6438145
are you gonna get a checkup soon?? like GIRL that's some serious fucking shit
>>6438184
Hanson the band, you look like the lead singer.
>>6438194
They have been enjoyable
>>6438197
Sorry ;___;
>look a hundred times better as a man than as a tranny
>still want to be a tranny
please kill me
>>6438184
You're making up excuses you have been on them for 2 years. You said you passed but now people have seen you recent picture you changed your story. Lying to the internet is one thing but I seriously hope you haven't convinced yourself of this charade. There's no happy ending to self delusion.
>>6438199
one more
>>6438200
yeh hi oryx :>
>>6438205
tqtq
>>6438185
I'm not necessarily talking about you, but, at the same time, there are a lot of different vaginas out there. I've personally seen some like anon's neovag.
It's not my favourite look for a vagina (or anyone's, probably), but hey.
The bitter people I'm talking about are the people who just randomly insult people for no real reason. It is confusing.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoXztgdVcXU
OMG
NEW WORLD NEWS
>>6438206
sorry, the picture wasnt for you bbygirl ;~~;
I was trying to confuse elanna v;v
Id never talk to you that way!!
>>6438203
I cant my bf would notice. I guess if I am still sick next week Ill have to, but my GP already wants me institutionalized, and I dont want to, so I cant imagine that going too well
>>6438188
Is it even possible to have a guy voice after 6 years?
>>6438213
Cute
wait why is edie back now
>>6438221
In my experience, no.
Source: I've tried. I sound like a girl trying to sound like a guy. It's amusing.
>>6438198
omg rly????? whoa
>>6438204
did you read my post or just repeat your last post =_=
again pls
i will never pass as well as hanson did
>>6438211
Wat
literally none of this is true
archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/search
go prove it
better, ask anyone who knows me
i've never said I passed consistently after around 18 years of age when i masculinized a little more and I definitely haven't been on hrt for 2 years lmfao
>>6438221
I've been told I have ftm-voice when I try.
>>6438227
sounds like its time to gay it up ;D
>>6438035
Here's my face and upper body
>>6438106
Everyones got their thing i guess.
That sounds fun, sure.
>>6438145
what do you think about this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mA2kWFPFIM4
>>6438213
you look cute. gg
I have a man voice to.
>>6438234
I thought you had a gf
I have a lot of trouble keeping track of trip couples though
>>6438136
nice shirt
>>6438235
Much better pic
>>6438208
>have Chad jaw/chin
>still tranny
iktf senpaitachi. ffs can't come soon enough.
>>6438223
Because we prayed long enough.
>>6438240
I cant watch this, already read about it on pol
I want the day of the rope now, Why are leftists always pedos? It makes me so mad
also
>tfw thats my state
just nuke us already
>>6438136
much better I will work on this one. In the mean time have old one for shit and giggles.
>>6438250
Thanks
Does anyone else lift here?
>>6438244
(shhhh dont tell quid im cheating on her lol)
>>6438203
It's ok. You're not travelling an easy road but there are real smiles ahead.
>>6438238
Cool, get up to Sconnie then.
I'll show you how to skin a deer too!
:D
Seriously, few things are as empowering as knowing how to quickly disembowel everything around you.
Its why cats are so damn smug.
If that's not your thing, I know some more fun things that aren't quite so violent.
>punched my computer
>no sound comes out of it anymore
Seriously kill me
>>6438057
The comments on this post are whats really upsetting. One person even hinted at how that was gross and unnecessary and they had to backpedal so hard their bike chain probably fell off.
>>6438258
I'm tired but don't wanna sleep, what do?
>just nuke us already
b-but then we'd be nuking you too :O
helllooooooooo
>>6438262
Jesus you're ripped. I was once in competitive weight lifting, placed 3rd in States. Fucked my back up
>>6438220
:(((((
i'm really sorry this is all happening bb i really am.please take care of yourself tho if things don't improve!!!!!!!!!
>>6438223
i came to post as anon about this guy i've been in love with/kind of dating off and on for the past 7 years and people guessed who i was immediately and now here i ammmm
>>6438230
i haven't been, but idk. i guess idk how to separate everything from this place. siiiggghhHHHUFHAUIH
>>6438260
i definitely don't, trust me.
>>6438265
i'm hopin' so ^_^ how have you been btwwww?
>>6438203
I didn't mean it was beautiful physically, or I even knew what he looked like, your emotions and story were just beautiful, and I could tell you loved him just from what I've seen in the past the Pokemon was just a cute example. Don't feel bad for it, it didn't phase me then that you loved him, It was beautiful then and it's beautiful now.
But like, do you think I'm just an ex? Do you feel like I'm just every other guy, or that I see and want things the same way? I'm not lustful or jealous or trying to make you into something you don't want to be, I'm just me, a person who loves you.
I'm actually more free now not having that want for you desperately be my future, that fear you'd leave me, I know we're going to replace each other now in that context, but I'm still interested in knowing you more, and seeing you change.
I'm tired of losing the best parts of my life, I want you there in it and to try to be in it for you.
>>6438274
>b-but then we'd be nuking you too :O
Ill die a martyr ;~;
>I'm tired but don't wanna sleep, what do?
go to sleep ;~;
you need it, youre young v_v
>>6438279
I will, d/w :3
>>6438243
Me too.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
That was a scream. In case you couldn't tell.
Let me try again.
AAAAAAAAAAAh.
>>6438197
>talk to me <3
ok <3
https://clyp.it/lqair0rj
>>6438221
With considerable effort yes, it makes my throat hurt if I do it for long though.
Girlvoice (kinda meh) for comparison
https://clyp.it/lj2sbf0s
>>6438268
Control your anger
>>6438278
I started after being on hrt for 7 years, been lifting for 3 now. I wish I would have started in my 20s.
>>6438282
Let her answer, I'm probably wrong, I just wanted to double check
I didn't mean to cause any frustration, sorry
everyone pls post your favorite song rn
i've been listening to this for the past 3 days
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xMZbxqYJAN4
>>6438291
You could probably kick my ass :p
>>6438292
(no no the joke is im her gf ^^)
>>6438281
hi. what should i eat for dinner tonight?
i've had pizza the last 5 nights, or something like that. some nights i havent eaten anything i think.
>>6438294
When did you breakup with ur bf?
>>6438289
I dont follow
>>6438286
so nice <3
>>6438279
Its like a curse for successful trips I guess
>>6438284
>Ill die a martyr ;~;
b-but we'd also kill all other German trips ;~~;
>go to sleep ;~;
not yet, I have to get up in the morning and do stuff so im trying to make best of night
>you need it, youre young v_v
I am not that young :P besides I'd probs have nightmares ;~;
>>6438294
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNw8A5pwbVI
I'm a pleb.
>>6438296
Oh!
Well now it's just adorable~
>>6438279
Still. The only problem I have right now is that you're being really, really insensitive to someone still in love with you.
>>6438281
I don't hunt for fun. Honestly, I haven't hunted ever since I moved into the city. i still remember how to butcher things, though. Food service jobs.
:|
What do you do when you aren't sad, though?
I like to go for walks in the woods and eat strange plants, while taking pictures of the animals and flowers I see. If I think I can get away with it, I go off trail and climb trees.
I also like to bike really fast down hills, and then piss and moan as I climb up them.
I like making pies, and all sorts of other food.
>>6438306
i haven't
we're just having complications rn
>>6438311
i've thought about wings maybe since a lot of wing places round here seem to have specials on wednesday
that or just ramen
i'm gonna have tacos tomorrow night and a friend will come over
also: have you ever taken ambien?
>>6438294
dis desu
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7n4sngNndQE
>>6438294
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yarteviG3QM
>implying I won't steal your lunch money
>>6438295
I'm 5'9 and 190 lbs
>>6438294
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x_xJqkzngBI
>>6438180
I ran across it in literature, so that is why I use the ir form. Most of my knowledge of english is from reading. I read lots to keep it fresh in the mind. If I don't, I forget it. Sucks having a damaged brain. I retain the concepts, but the words that go with them vanish.
>>6438203
>and how much i don't want to be that person anymore.
*hugs*I kinda know the feel. I'm trying to find myself. I can't go back to who I was, but who am I now? I spent so many years suppressing a side of me and projecting a created face to protect myself. Now that I've stopped that shit, I have no clue who I am, and I'm not getting the social interaction I need to figure out myself while I stay here on the farm.
I feel stuck...
>>6438311
Smoke weed and chill
ughh on Friday Im going on holiday and have to wear like the most boyish clothes imaginable and not even allowed to wear panties ;-; also I'll be using my phone so every reply will take like 20 hrs
>>6438211
oh yeah i just thought of actual easy proof
how tf did my boobs go from cis-tier and hurts to run without a bra, to barely there, if i wasn't off hrt for a while?
>>6438330
>implying truanos even have lunchmoney
>>6438340
QUID
HELLO
>>6438331
5'8 170
>>6438279
Doing better, I guess. Out of HRT. Late for laser. Still stuck in the boondocks at my parents' because the electronics in my car are waterlogged. And also living paycheck to paycheck because of all the overdue money that I'm still waiting for. I hate that. I never had to have a budget since I was 18... So, a bit stressed. But not too depressed. Finally managed to drive to a Sephora to grab my birthday present. Wanted to grab some Dior Fix It, but it was out of stock. So I just picked up a few things that were on sale. Not much to enjoy sales shopping in that town, though. I'll drive to a proper city tomorrow.
>>6438294
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMkLKhFXjDI
>>6438337
sympathy pls ;-;
>>6438311
p cool song desu
i like the drums a lot
>>6438312
yeesh ricky i thought you had better taste
>>6438327
lewd
>>6438332
lmao i love that song pls oryx
>>6438285
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-
Next time on Dragonball Z!
>>6438337
How is it a holiday if you hate the shit you're having to do for it?
>>6438355
To egypt? Was it you that said you were going there?
>>6438308
Ty I'm still convinced my guy voice sounds like an awkward teenager though. Not that it matters, I don't ever use it apart from shitposting here, and occasionally for joking with friends that I'm out to.
>>6438227
Don't even bother insulting my intelligence dude. Do you even know how many pull this same trick like a coping mechanism, you're a classic case.
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/6026795/#6027251
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/3378072/#3380921
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/6098435/#6098873
Don't bother replying I wont respond and don't desire looking up your crap all day.
>>6438342
indian food?
i've never actually had it
>>6438317
I take pictures of bugs. Or read comics. Most of the times I'm not sad its because I'm escaping into a story.
>>6438320
Do you cook at all? Maybe look up a fun recipe online and try it out! Or be like me and forget to eat then drink a glass of water to make up for it.
I have not taken ambien ever, no.
>>6438335
I hate weed. Its gross, i dont wanna.
>>6438356
Jon theodore. King
https://youtu.be/lMXRc1UDR3w
>>6438356
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bb3oqArH0G4
>>6438337
why don't you just wear a burka?
>>6438370
Find someone to snuggle with then
>>6438355
are you still going to egypt? ;~;
you could take an army and crusade around the ME and reclaim the Holy Land and some colonies for the Fem-Reich
>>6438365
I unironically like it a lot. I like your girlvoice more though, I wish mine was more ike yours, it has a form of soul mine lacks I think ._.
>>6438294
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivP1qYG_tLw
You nasty crossdresser.
>>6438294
https://youtu.be/SPlQpGeTbIE
I can't stop loving this song.
>>6438356
>yeesh ricky i thought you had better taste
Can't help it. I have a soft spot for generic mainstream pop.
>>6438373
hey Oryx
>>6438383
so yoooooou keep postin that pic . hows klife?
>>6438286
There isn't much difference except pitch.
>>6438354
Yay! <3
You seriously made my night. Half the people I talk to know jack shit about Indian cuisine and it makes me so sad.
That fucking mango lassi makes my tastebuds so happy!
>>6438359
VAGETA WHAT DOES THE SCOUTER SAY ABOUT HER ESTROGEN LEVELS?!
>>6438355
My sympathy for you is located here. ->>6438362
>>6438118
I want a weave sooooooo bad. Fuck my hair, it's short and shit.
Thought you were still boymode though
>>6438372
Islam = easymode passing
>tfw hon eyes
>>6438378
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_r7eNvrTQJM
>>6438294
recently https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aHaln2drAdc
>>6438280
i don't think i was one of the best parts of your life though. i don't see how i could improve your life at all frankly. that's what i'm confused by. :/
>>6438284
okie ty <3
>>6438309
what makes a successful trip tho?
>>6438314
she's saying she loves me, not that she's in love with me, and that she's happy for me. again, i don't understand the issue.
i've been in love with this man for what feels like my entire life. but obviously it hasn't been constant, or ever present.
it's just feels. i haven't slept with anyone since i met faye, i never cheated on her, i'm not dating anyone now or anything. i'm just talking.
>>6438333
<3 it'll all work out bb
>>6438351
what's your next move?
>>6438333
Well, got to admit a large part of my English comes from literature too. Which explains my somewhat florid language... It's a bit the same in French. I make people reach for a dictionary. Or Google these days...
I wish I could help you find a new shape to fill. I really need to think of a means to lure you away from that accursed farm. You're not going to play Mariana for the rest of your life...
>>6438294
https://youtu.be/YiI8TYXGpJ8 rn.
The entire album is amazing tho.
>>6438370
yeah i cook
idk if i wanna put much effort into it, i've not been eating much lately and i dont want to cook a bunch of food that'll go to waste. i've lost 5lbs in the 11 days my not gf has been gone yikes!
oh kk i'm gonna get some from my friend for the weekend i think
>>6438386
Pretty good. Might as well post under my old trip.
>>6438352
Hi slugu, is good song.
Post celebrity lookalikes.
>>6438415
Kek
>>6438415
Me, according to anon who is probably just a trip who I annoyed one time.
Don't forget to listen to my new Soundcloud, I'm DJ Shakira now!
https://soundcloud.com/user-954054996
>>6438415
>>6438415
That's incredibly mean but also hysterically funny.
>>6438390
Short hair can be good
>>6438398
Going back home and beginning to assemble a file to give to a lawyer for my ID change, I guess. Drafting a dress pattern for ufufu. Dieting. And catching up on late medical issues. Probably getting plastic surgery in September or October. Too much to do when all I want is to rest. At times even just living feels too tiresome.
>>6438412
>>6438415
>>6438367
Oh, you must try it sometime. The spices are godly, and do wonders for your complexion.
So long as you don't eat like Amerifat amounts of it.
>>6438370
Bugs are cool. I want to take pictures of them, but my camera won't zoom in and focus on them for some reason. I got a good picture of a butterfly once, though. Here.
What's gross about weed? It's relaxing to smoke while you're out under the sun, breathing the fresh air, nothing to hear but the sound of rustling leaves and birds.... Then you inhale the smoke, and release the tension, your spirit flying and blending with every living, breathing thing around you. You become the trees, the flowers, the birds and squirrels, you forget the pain of dysphoria, of work, of lonliness....
>>6438375
Ohdeargodwhy. What the fuck, why are you going THERE?! Did you want to go there?
>>6438378
Awe, thanks. Idk like I used to do a lot of public speaking and acting stuff so I tend to emote a lot when I speak. I legitimately wish I had your pitch though, mine is pretty deep.
>>6438387
I'm too lazy to record a new one, but you can compare side by side if you really think all I'm doing is playing with my pitch.
https://clyp.it/t0gsjgo4
I remember hurting a girl the other day because I was afraid of "hugboxing her".
And the more time I spend here, the more I realize why.
I think I need to spend less time here and more time in real life.
I'm not leaving, I just think it's probably for the best if I try to make an effort to spend more time chatting with friends than posting on image boards.
>>6438398
I guess you just don't see it or something.
>>6438415
>>6438415
>>6438388
88, nice :^)
>>6438443
Travel agents pushed it and then wouldn't cancel it :/
>>6438415
>>6438449
WTF is wrong with u
ur a fucking wanker
>>6437998
squats desu
sorry about the slow replies i'm playing v i d e o g a m e s
>>6438415
i get this one a lot
>>6438443
i think there are a few places here in NOLA that are supposed to have good indian food. i'll have to get a friend of mine to come with me and try it one day.
i still need to find a good thai food place but every time i do i just decide to get pho instead
>>6438397
I can't stop loving it ;_;
Don't stop
can't stop the feet
Won't stop
won't stop the beat
and go
>>6438444
I think that pitch comes at a price tho ;~;
dont feel like I can go deeper tho, its pretty hard
>>6438449
haha kek
>>6438434
I literally have an inch of hair. It's so short that my mum isn't even sure that a weave can be added to it
>>6438282
Here you go. I assume you are early (below 2 years) into HRT. Jut wait. There are no major problem with your skull.
>>6438366
Uhhh but that all matches what I said?
So in order:
yep, I was starting to pass a lot before I quit hrt, the catcalling and men hitting on me in bars sucked because i was so scared they would realize and attack me or something
This one I'm not surprised you misunderstood because that was kind of the point. I didn't want to admit to mtfg what I had done, and I simply said I started HRT two years earlier, which was technically completely true. In reality, I had only gotten on hrt about a week before that. Edie or Sonic or pet-chan or tons of others can confirm my stupidity.
I just didn't want to own up to quitting hrt because back when I left mtfg there were a bunch more anons like you that would just hate on me relentlessly and I didn't want people to start saying I was just a chaser faking being trans or a fetishist again :(
And anyway, I passed somewhat consistently before 18, yes. That's literally what I just said so I'm not sure why you posted that lol. People looking right at me and having a conversation with my mother would say "You have a pretty daughter" and be colossally embarrassed when she corrected them
>>6438388
omg yay! I love mango lassi
and idlis, and papadum and sev and biriyani and stuff, indian food is maybe my favorite food next to Thai and Vietnamese
>>6438445
There's something to be said for honesty, but also for delicacy
Some time with other friends still sounds good though
>>6438472
Can I see?
>>6438460
Hahahahaha
>>6438374
Easier said than done. I'm like, so mean. And unlivable. I don't think anyone could deal with me.
>>6438411
Weight loss is always welcome but try to eat properly!
You mean for when you visit? Whats that stuff like?
>>6438443
I dont particularly care for the way it makes me feel. I'm like, a really fpcused person or something? Weed makes me slow and even more apathetic. I think if i were to do a drug it would be ritalin or cocaine. Something that helps me focus and do things faster.
That said, right now i wouldn't mind something to numb me. I think I might ask my roommate for some xanax tonight.
>>6438456
That is so fucking shitty.
Could you, like....
Run away the day before you leave?
I dunno, I wish you the best, and hope you make it back okay if you really have no way out of it.
>>6438464
Yeeeeeeeesssssss, gotta get
D A T A S S.
I like biking for that reason myself. My area is really hilly, so lots of butt-pulverizing grinding up those slopes.
i'm playin pokemon right now, trying to make my character look like a qt 3.14 because I can't make myself one.
:(
>>6438466
Please do. One of my favorites is basically anything with paneer, but especially paneer tikka masala. But, that's expected. Wow, someone from Wisconsin loving a dish with cheese in it? Stop the fucking presses.
>>6438470
Is your voice falsetto? That makes it a lot harder to drop pitch ;~;
>>6438482
I am Michael Cera incarnate!!!
>>6438502
:/ i cant do anything ive sunk literally almost all of the remanants of inheritance on it
>>6438477
I can't remember who said this and exactly what they said, but this was the wisdom of a doctor who often diagnosed people with terminal illnesses. I'll paraphrase:
Brutal honesty is easy. All you have to do is ignore their pain.
It's delicate honesty that's incredibly difficult and takes years to master. It's not pretending the bad thing doesn't exist, while also not neglecting the emotional damage you may be inflicting by breaking this news.
>>6438486
i'm not trying to lose weight, i dont want to. i just havent had an appetite lately and when i do get one it doesn't last long
>You mean for when you visit?
oh no i just meant for this weekend so that i could sleep good. i dont sleep much at all during the week
idk what its like, i've never had any before, but i hear some ppl get loopy and do som crazy stuff on it
>>6438314
You can't be in love with someone who isn't in love with you back
>>6438398
It might be hard sometimes to see it as real, we sometimes have a hard time parsing things like that, but maybe try and think about how I'm acting right now towards you, or how obviously afraid I was of you, or how much I changed. Your strengths are my weaknesses, and even though all the things that have changed, I did them, I was looking at you while I did
You made me realize I wanted to have a voice because of how happy yours was and how it matched who you were
You made me realize I wanted to be a woman, despite how scared I am of it
You made me realize that I can be happy, and outgoing, and people have been treating me so much better since then. And I learned it just by watching you laugh and talk to someone who wanted to talk to you about your clothes for a second.
There were two separate feelings, me falling in love with you more from watching you and interacting with you, and me learning how to be the person I wanted to be for people.
I can divorce those two things.
But again, I don't want to be just selfish, just about me, and how i'm taking from you, I'm sure there are ways that I can be there for you too.
>>6438502
yeah i love biking too and i'm not entirely sure if i should be doing it rn
also what do you think of the new sun/moon versions? trainer customization was confirmed for those iirc
one thing i really disliked about oras is that basically everyone ever looked like clones of each other.
>>6438504
n-no, its not that bad isnt it? ;~~; pretty sure I can go >100-200 Hz higher if I actually go falsetto
I meant more like, pretty sure part of my voice is based on my vellum palatinum being too short, which probably makes raising pitch easier, but speaking with a lot of resonance/intonation harder, also reduces loudness massively ;~;
>>6438504
>I am Michael Cera incarnate!!!
If only.
My mom's asking if I ever wanted to go back to being a guy and she's wondering how far I'm taking this. I can feel the judgment..I wish I wasnt ostricizing her from her family for this.
I'm dat boi
>>6438415
>>6438517
Sophie, can you give voice tips pls? I still don't get how to get fem voice ;-;
>>6438476
Yesyesohmygodyes!
I like you quid. I wish I had a friend like you to come and eat at all the delicious restaurants with. Have you ever had Nepalise food? theres a restaurant in my city that is just amazing, even the water is delicious!
>>6438486
You can focus with weed, though, seriously.
And honestly, the kind of focus you have right now sounds really destructive, especially if you want xanax. Maybe it's just that you've smoked with some really shitty people, or by yourself.
Both of which can be really bad.
>>6438514
>You made me realize I wanted to have a voice because of how happy yours was and how it matched who you were
Was wondering, how good are those voice therapy lessons helping you?
>>6438479
I have the exact same amount of hair
>inb4 let it grow
I haven't cut it for years
>>6438504
You can't be Micheal Cera, because he doesn't make me hard. Your statement is incorrect by definition.
>>6438502
>Wow, someone from Wisconsin loving a dish with cheese in it? Stop the fucking presses.
hahaha
to be honest tho im not much of a cheese person. i can only really stomach it on pizza. and fuck do i love pizza.
>>6438473
ty
a year in cumulatively but i only started again after a year off two months ago and lost a lot of progress
and holy shit you mean just from hrt?? i thought this was ffs but i can't see anything shaved down
that looks optimistic af but if i could look like that and finally get good at eyeliner i would be so so sooo happy
gaining weight would help right?
>>6438521
>tfw youre post OP and your family STILL asks you if you wouldnt rather be a boy, or at least start dating girls
>>6438526
my throat is physically different tho, things that work on other people dont work on me and the other way around usually :c Ive no idea what to suggest desu, my voice isnt that good either
>>6438541
What's being post op like?
>>6438541
>or at least start dating girls
How does this even make sense, what difference would it make.
>>6438507
whhhhhhyyyyyy would you agree to that?
Oh well, no point in worrying about that now, I suppose. Your best bet is to wear a burka.
And hope that's good. I dunno. I hope you make it back okay.
>>6438516
Why no biking?
I dunno, I guess I'll have to wait on that, as I'm way too broke to even consider a new game.
Or even food, tbqh.
But it might be nice, assuming you don't have to get to the end of the game just to be able to wear anything halfway decent.
>>6438541
Oh :/ thanks anyway tho c:
You're post OP? Does having a vagina feel better than having a penis
>>6438508
Yeah, that's exactly it
I have a way to go with that skill, but it's a good one to work at
>>6438535
You look like an autistic pigman
>"It's just a phase son"
>>6438548
:/ ill end up having to wear all boy clothes
and posting here about feeling depressed desu
>>6438398
I hope it does.
>>6438404
I'll escape somehow. I just hope I can do it under my own steam.
>>6438411
I make dishes that I can freeze meal sized portions of. Then I can have a variety of different meals from the freezer.
>>6438436
>At times even just living feels too tiresome.
Oh, I know that way to well. ME/CFS is sapping most of my energy to do things. I'm not going to make the trans meeting tonight. I just didn't have the energy after running cattle top market yesterday.
>>6438443
You likely need a macro lens if you have a DSLR. Of course this one was taken with a 300mm+1.4x TC. BTW, that is a huge dragonfly. It's around 5" across.
>>6438539
Well, what's your type of food, then? They probably have it in some sort of curry.
>>6438543
I guess they think grills cant hurt me? idk
theyve probably figured out by now that non-facade-me is a hardcore pushover, so that in a relationship with a boy I am being dominated and end up having no say. what they dont get is is that thats exactly what I crave.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>6438549
>You're post OP?
yes, I thought that was well known? I think I was the first trip that got srs and posted about it here after.
>Does having a vagina feel better than having a penis
yes, infinitely. pretty hard to describe though, you forget what having a dick feels like pretty fast as well
>>6438542
pr nice, no genital dysphoria anymore and sex is really nice, still doesnt fix manface and anxiety tho
>>6438517
No, it's just way higher than I can actually hit and for some people it would probably be in falsetto range, although I think your situation is a bit unique. I recall you talking about your throat before and how it makes things difficult in regards to voice, so that's probably it.
>>6438518
>being a dysphoric tranny
>being a has-been hollywood actor noted for playing awkward teenagers
I think I'll take the second one pls
>>6438535
W-whoa
lewd logic is nice logic
>>6438561
I came on here fairly late ^^
>you forget what having a dick feels like pretty fast as well
Goddddd that sounds amazing c: I can't wait until im post op
>>6438563
2 weeks - depression central desu
>>6438510
Well be care. My roommates were high af on xanax and pot tje other night and they almost tried to drive. Luckily they couldn't figure out how to unlock the front door.
>>6438530
No i really just dont enjoy being high.
And yea, I'm super destructive right now. But thats because I'm inadequate. If i had some of the proper drugs right now i could probably focus on dota more and play better and then maybe i could win.
