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Old Thread >>6427330
post below this one will remain ugly and fat
>>6428400
coo
>>6428400
hey
>>6428400
>remain
sucks cuz I'm neither :D
If you're a cute grill post your picture.
If not, don't bother.
>>6428403
delugional
>tfw u remember all the weird stuff that happened with you and friends and drugs pretransition
God that was a weird time
>>6428393
pls
>tfw a tranny ;_;
repost for my own sick method of coping with depression
Who knows a trans that killed themselves recently? My best friend, 6 days ago. It hsouldve been me
>>6428387
(Elanna)
I never assumed you were, like, a professional DJ if that's something that even exists.
Any cool anecdotes? We don't have anything close to a techno scene here outside of rich people parties, so it's something that can only live in my imagination.
>>6428389
(Grey)
I LOVE HIM TOO!
I sort of lost some of the love I had for the show in the last year though. I don't know if it's the adhd medication, working in real things that interest him or the lack of D&D but it doesn't get as crazy as it used to. Seriously considering suscribing to Seeso just for their D&D. I miss talkative Spencer.
The whole thing with Jane makes me want to go and present a more traditional point of view, it feels like being represented by someone who is dealing with too much unrelated stuff and wants easy ways out. I fear CFH would be like that if she were american or less related to the arts.
>>6428408
want to get pregnant?
I would gladly help you with that
what happened with dollface that made her all mad this time?
>tfw this is the only way you'll ever pass
Should I just kill myself or pretend being a man/hon is totally fine?
I got a new top.
It's quite feminine and loose, but should be good with leggings
unsee
.cc/nogiruse/
>>6428420
it was more a matter of long time exposure over single events
>>6428423
???
Honest question, if I mostly just want to be fucked as a girl does that make me agp?
alright, I'm going to bed
>>6428412
>I don't know if it's the adhd medication
it's the adhd medication
>tfw u will never pass
Fug
>>6428435
show butt
>>6428435
You pass Maddie,
You're super pretty
>>6428407
same
>>6428411
im sorry.. :'(
2the anon that asked about kissing: we have to have fresh breath before i consider it but im not a huge fan desu. im more of a cuddle/make you food/do everything to make you happy person
>>6428428
if thats why ur transitioning then yeah i guess kinda but honestly who cares, yolo
>>6428428
if that's the absolute only thing, then you're a fetishist and that's cool as long as you're sincere with yourself.
are you sure that it isn't just the aspect you have more present right now?
>>6428430
>it's the adhd medication
general opinion or on Harmon?
I think having serious working stuff also takes out his interest in doing improv stuff, his best stuff for me was in his unemployed periods.
>>6428441
What the...really?? Anon says im fat and ugly
>>6428444
:^)
>>6428444
be my girlfriend already
>>6428446
I can't even with u
>>6428412
Idk, I never really played at parties that were dedicated techno or house shows. I played a few house parties, a frat party or two and honestly don't think it was the kind of scene for me. No cool anecdotes but drunk university students are retarded.
I remember one party some ridiculously overweight and drunk guy was standing by the DJ booth and drinking beer straight from his pitcher and then started puking into the pitcher, and it overflowed and got a few drops of pukey beer on my records. Also, I discovered that frathouse bros will dance to some pretty gay stuff if you're sneaky about it.
>>6428412
i know what you mean, it does feel a bit more...sober now. i feel like the whole blackout drunk tour and then divorce thing may be a factor, idk. and yeah i felt like DnD was getting stale, but i miss it now. spencer doesnt really do anything anymore.
im looking forward to whenever they release their thing on seeso. I went to the taping of their first one as an audience member, it was fun.
and yeah totally. jane is not the best representative... i mean i try not to judge people for their looks but... jane a hon.
>>6428453
I'm sorry but also I do look like shit. Anyway I'll leave
>>6428452
I think I would be way to worried about my records to risk them like that...
That anime has the greatest "getting mad at the oblivious protag" scene
>>6428455
You're doing it again you whore.
>>6428443
>are you sure that it isn't just the aspect you have more present right now?
A few years ago I had nearly zero sex drive and wanted to be a stereotypical house wife with soft dresses and all. I suppose a part of me still wants that. Maybe my sex drive is just in over drive?
In all honesty, what reason would a guy have to date some gross "girl" with a penis?
>>6428463
either bisexual or they like you enough to overlook certain things they might not care for
>>6428441
No one here actually passes. It's all just angles and lighting bullshit.
I am 100% seriously. Even I don't pass. The other day I was hanging out with this girl i know and her friend and her friend has no idea I was even trying to present as female. I was wearing jeans and a cute blouse and like, she told me she didn't know I was trans. I was flattered at first, but no, she thought I was just a man.
The ones who do pass: Ufufu, maybe elanna, edie most of the time
The ones who won't pass: everyone fucking else
Trust me I've been here for years and know what to look for in tranny selfies/photos. And it's always lighting tricks and angles. Just ask Faye, I don't pass for shit.
Being a tranny is a miserable and sad and pointless fucking existence. I'd wager to say only 10% who transition after 18/19 actually turn out passable. There is literally no way in hell that any of us are ever going to pass completely. Just accept that fact and stop living under the delusion that anyone will ever see you truly as women.
>>6428463
sword fighting
>>6428463
to make you the living embodiment of his fetish
Internet relationships are shitty desu
make me feel even more lonely because the persons so far away
>>6428422
but why would a boy wear a top like that>
>>6428463
can I suck your semen out of your meat straw?
>>6428468
didnt you just say you were going to fuck off forever
>>6428454
I forgive her because she had her own issues that prevented her from transitioning. I don't know, things were different even 10 years ago.
I envy you a lot, I'm not american so I can't even consider going to a live show. Shadowrun had it's issues, I feel the main problem is that without someone serving as a bad example (Erin) they don't get motivated to try to advance the plot. Jeff was really into D&D and tried to activate it, but by shadowrun he didn't care at all.
>>6428473
It's okay to wear feminine things if you're a boy...
>>6428463
They find you attractive
>>6428471
Yeah, that's the hard part about LDRs and why I dont enter them anymore until we can actually meet irl
>>6428468
Are you guys serious? Even rachel doesn't pass? What the fuck is the point. What the fuck is the point?
>>6428456
Idk I've never lost any records at parties, had a few close calls and a few really treasured ones that almost got trashed or had beer spilled on the outer sleeves, but idk, that's the life of dance music vinyl desu. The memories were worth it.
Also never seen the anime that was taken from, I just stole the picture from a trip that used to post here lol
>>6428463
Personality
Genuine physical attraction
Why is it so hard to believe that a guy couldn't overlook your penis?
>>6428468
rachel deathwatch 2016
>>6428480
What if I'm ugly though?
>>6428483
>you fell for the tranny meme
Really though, this life is hell.
It feels like I physically cannot tuck enough to make a difference. I hate being hung.
>>6428489
I've never met a guy who is ok with a girl with a dick except fetishists
>>6428495
show meat bat
>>6428495
Chop and lop your cock off.
>>6428495
I have a pretty small unerect dick and I can't hung it all the way to cover my balls. bigger is better.
>>6428491
Work on that or find a guy that likes your particular brand of ugly
I'm feeling generous.
if you reply to this post you'll wake up as a cutie tomorrow with the additional bonus of a bf/gf of your choice
who /hugboxed/ here
>>6428468
This is why I don't identify as a woman. It's so confusing and I hate being feminine and feeling feminine when I was born male. It makes me feel hopeless, but at least there's nice times when girls ask me for tampons
>>6428502
Reply
>>6428504
rapist
>>6428502
No I won't.
There is no magic.
The occult doesn't work.
God is dead.
We are alone and we will die alone.
>>6428463
well my bf went out with me cuz he wanted someone that wasn't average ( i guess im above average )
he's indifferent to my dick tho
>>6428502
pls, don't lie to me
>>6428468
whats a non angled pic?
is passing just when people dont know? what if they do and they respect ur identity and act appropriately?
>>6428479
I disagree
>>6428505
>not carrying tampons
that kind of stuff is why you can't go stealth, you need to be more prepared.
>>6428512
how often did he creampie you?
>>6428502
I'd be a fool for not replying
>>6428509
go on
>>6428463
liking you as a person is a pretty good reason to be with someone, also
>>6428489
is right
>>6428495
do this
>>6428515
video tends to be more sincere since you get all the angles.
>>6428468
harsh but i somewhat agree with this
>>6428477
yeah i have nothing against her. seems like a good human, just maybe not the best person to be THE harmon trans rep.
i do feel lucky to be able to go. i used to live on the opposite side of the country, so it feels crazy now to be like, oh yeah i can just go to harmontown if i want. i always forget its an option.
>>6428512
What did he mean by average? appearance/personality?
>>6428515
>what if they do and they respect ur identity and act appropriately?
that's not passing
>>6428502
plese come true i want to die so bad
>>6428489
I just remembered, did you check the Ping Pong The Animation sound track? I think you'll love a few tracks.
>>6428512
>someone that wasn't average
Well a 'chick' with a dick certainly scores points for not being average.
>>6428531
didnt you just fucking announce your leave last thread
god youre a huge attention whore
no one cares about your irrelevant opinions just fuck off or stay and collect dust lmfao
>>6428525
I guess I'm cynical and believe people mostly care about looks
>>6428468
I don't think passing is as unreacheable as you make it out to be
if sheen had the mannerisms, I doubt anyone would misgender her
>>6428515
>>6428468
Please no.
>>6428468
>The ones who do pass: Ufufu, maybe elanna, edie most of the time
>The ones who won't pass: everyone fucking else
Please let this be a lie
If I can't pass, I'll off myself
>>6428538
she's sad and sadposting. are you new to the thread? do you think this is rare?
>>6428544
pretty brutal
least youre an almost cute twink
>>6428502
Hiii
>>6428531
>>6428544
someone post the "I don't pass" pic that maddie's always posting
>>6428550
shes done it a fuckload of times
"you guys are unpassable im leaving"
>comes back a fucking hour later to say the same thing
>also leaving
>again
>for real, guys
>im deleting everyone here from skype
>still fucking posts
>>6428497
I dated one for close to 4 years, he didn't care if I had a dick because there was chemistry
It legitimately happens
>>6428534
Oh shi-
It's still in my list of to watch stuff, but I'm listening to it now. Also relevant to the discussion, one of my EPs that a drunk fratboy spilled beer on but it survived (:D)
http://www.juno.co.uk/products/affie-yusef-ebony-acid-dash-ep/323315-01/
>>6428544
5head
jew nose
long horseface
disproportionate lips (tiny upper lip, huge lower lip)
giraffe neck
man shoulders
dumbo ears
hair a mess
overall 6/10 try better next time
>>6428558
wow that kinda gives me hope, sorry I'm super cynical on everything
>>6428551
is that korra??
>>6428570
>Rachel passes
no
do i pass
I want to try to be Rachel's friend but I think she would probably hate me since I'm pretty sure I would actually be most comfortable as one of those genderqueer meme genders.
>>6428577
not at all
>>6428468
See there's cis woman passing, there's socially passing to the point that everyone calls you a girl, and there's passing to the point that a girls voice would make no one ever question you.
Very few trans women I've met cis woman pass without surgery and luck. All but one could socially pass, and the one couldn't was a bit tall and early on hrt with short hair and no voice or clothes.
everyone should aim at socially passing, and find happiness there, and if you want, try pushing towards the surgeries and voice you need to be cis.
I am very sad and lonely. I heard this was the place to come to.
>>6428570
Here fucko tear me to shreds
>>6428583
how does it feel to be cucked by your girlfriend again?
>>6428577
From the pics I've seen I think you probably pass
>want to be a qt girl
>take pills
>never going to be a qt girl
>never going to look like a girl
>never going to be treated like a girl
This was not what I had in mind.
>>6428468
I pass pretty well. like 5 days unshowered and greesy fucked hair in big ass fuck baggy patient scrubs and the nurses still got confused that I was trans
>>6428538
worse than sheen
>>6428583
what's the difference between cis woman passing and no one ever question you passing?
>>6428562
Good people exist. Just need some time, luck, and hope.
>>6428585
average college guy with long hair /10, barely anything feminine
Red pass and should just be a girl, no more boy
i dont pass at all
>>6428583
thats the goal for me
>>6428585
You actually look like a real girl I dated in high school. She had less eyebrow, basically the only difference.
>>6428585
Close, but sorry no. Jaw and chin need work
recent
>>6428605
pass despite jawbone
this place makes me sad but why do i come back here?
>tfw u pass as an ugly girl
>>6428605
Is this your boy mode? or ...
>>6428605
>tfw ywn boopboop beepbeeps boop box
>>6428609
I come here so I know I'll never be a girl and should just hide my bitch tits until I kill myself.
i'm actually going to kill myself. this is fucking pointless. i took 4 years of hormones for fucking nothing.
>>6428605
are you doing the shoulders thing? if so it's a lying pic since that doesn't work in the 3d world.
>>6428605
You pass. And a cutie
>>6428617
I think you and Amy Victoria should hook up.
>>6428610
it's just your canthal tilt tbhon
>>6428605
from a far you would pass but not up close
man jaw
pig nose
huge hands
7/10 you'll probably get there
>>6428463
>you have an interesting personality
>he is attracted to feminine people with penises
why are trannies so weird about this shit?
>>6428610
>ugly
>>6428617
because you don't pass with extra work? you at least have a stable life more or less, don't kys until you've at least published a book. you owe that to whoever payed your college.
>>6428617
See you, space cowgirl.
>>6428605
I badly want to take you from behind.
>>6428617
See you on the other side loser
>>6428618
all male born have shoulders,
and yes, passing in a pic is not passing irl
>>6428624
but pig nose is among the feminin ones, even if ugly to look at.
>>6428586
The last girl I dated for two months? I'm glad she's going to get better, she wasn't happy, and I'm glad I got to see she didn't love me, because it makes it easier to move on and find someone who can be my true equal.
>>6428570
Do I at least look somewhat feminine anon
>>6428638
maybe for an alien
what are you girls listening to at the moment?
>>6428634
some are better than others, that's why I was asking if she was hiding them.
>>6428638
you look to weird in that one, post a more sincere one or you'll freak him out.
>>6428636
glad to see you a bit more mature, even if it happens to be a facade and you're pushing yourself to say that it's still the right path.
>>6428617
whats ur skype
>>6428638
>>6428611
this is my work uniform which is a pair of womens khakis and an oversized male delivery drivers t shirt
>>6428614
:(
>>6428618
not really. im not very wide idont think
>>6428620
ty so much
>>6428624
>pig nose
thats my moms nose you take that back you bully
>huge hands
theyre the same size as my ex gfs whose the same height as me
>>6428617
are you on your meds?
>>6428638
Yes you do look somewhat feminine. The question is do you pass? From what I can tell, without all that hair in your face, probably no, sorry.
>tfw there was a girl in the mental ward that was pregnant that reminded you of your dead ex girlfriend
who else /sad/ here
>>6428638
no not really
>>6428602
>real girl
I think you should know something anon...
>>6428646
iirc, she started lithium like 2 weeks ago
>>6428636
>and find someone who can be my true equal.
alfonso?
>>6428595
You look weird, like something outside the norm, someone might catch it and wonder, you're not as pretty, especially in a swim suit, or naked pressed against someone.
>>6428623
Yup, I got freaky big sad eyes. At least that saying about eyes being windows to the soul is accurate in this case.
>>6428627
Objectively, yes
>>6428631
oh! asl
>>6428653
I'm not denying she was a pig, but she had a pussy. Either the best SRS job ever or she was just ugly.
>>6428650
I hope you add me back on Skype!
>>6428657
I think you're actually cute desu
>>6428665
I deleted everyone from everything (but steam)
>>6428643
she blocked me and everyone else from skype
>tfw you think rachel might actually kill herself
how long on hrt until conetits go away
>>6428617
pls dont.talk to us.
>>6428676
I'm 2 and a half years and I still got em so you better start praying.
>>6428660
Not anywhere near you unfortunately. Just know that you're super fucking cute.
I think I will just do it. I have a handful of clonazepam that will knock me out of the planet. If I put a plastic bag over my head it's almost guaranteed that I won't wake up ever again.
Wish me luck. See you from the other side.
>>6428676
how long do you see yourself living?
>>6428676
show tits
>>6428680
n-noo
>>6428676
about five to seven years like a teenage cis girl
>>6428672
Bitch better hurry up.
>>6428683
that's not how it works, your body will move out once you lose conciousness and it's gonna be terribly painful all the way whether you do it or not.
>>6428687
;_; thats so long to look like a retarded mutant/pubescent girl with a dadbod
>>6428676
I've heard taking progesterone can help round them out
>>6428666
You're entitled to that opinion, even if I think you're wrong.
>>6428693
im starting as soon as my adc stuff arrives
>>6428692
post body
>>6428697
>being new
>>6428617
You are a kaniving kike and you are not going to kill yourself. You seek attenion more than anything else to help you fufill your shitty life. You think having a nice job and living in a nice area brings you happiness but it doesn't. You find every little thing wrong with you job, house, or whatever you want to bitch about it. The truth is you are cute and I wish you would fucking see Stop bitching and stop bring others down. I bet you are going to relapse in a few weeks and start smoking again.
No one has ever killed themselves on /mtfg/ though or at least announced they were going to kill themselves you fucking attention whore. Oh, but I bet your are going to accuse me of being Kayla, or whoever you think is out to get you. Now either get out like you promised or shut up about it and try to be a good person.
>>6428468
Kek this is why I don't ID as female anymore. Its a pointless waste of energy and for every victory there will always be something to tear you down again.
Even if you are one of the precious few to pass in 100% of situations, it causes internal problems that go unseen by others. I will always be painfully aware of the fact that I will never be a real woman.
Its easier just to say fuck it and be a feminine male and hope that you don't get fagbashed one day. At least then you aren't living in a state of delusion.
>>6428697
>>6428685
>>6428694
nah you generally look fine desu
I'm kinda jelly
Just another day in /mtfgay it seems.
this thread is way too depressing to go to bed now. can we do something nice?
>>6428683
Yeah, as much as you think you are serious about this, you're not going to get it right. I guarantee you the amount of pills you have is not enough to kill you. Just put you in a coma until someone comes and finds you. And a bag over your head isn't gong to kill you either, just deprive your brain of oxygen long enough for you to wake up a retard. If you really wanted to do it there are more certain ways. Don't do something you obviously don't want to.
>>6428708
lets pillowfight
>>6428704
You couldn't have picked a better looking trip to be jealous off? I admit most of them are batshit crazy but still.
>>6428700
*conniving
Christ, and I thought millennials were bad. You kids take it to a whole new level.
>>6428642
I honestly don't know if anything about that relationship was real, it's like a father continually promising to take you for ice cream, and then one day you wake up and never see him again.
>>6428708
Let's drink the koolaid together.
>>6428700
I'm sorry anon but you are truly a moron
>kaniving
>conniving
>>6428714
it wasnt
edie was using you to sell her brand here so she didnt have to
>>6428715
Haven't you already drank it?
>>6428676
Bexe's rounded out around 9 months, I hardly have curves past my nipples at 15 months, so it varies a lot
>>6428711
there's lot of trips I'm jealous of
will exchange headpat for headpat
>>6428708
Whaddya wanna do?
>>6428724
will exchange headpat for blowjob
>>6428638
You're adorable, Red. Please be my femboi waifu.
t. another femboi
>>6428714
I'll buy you ice cream Faye.
>>6428709
Except it's almost certain that nobody will find me until the oxygen deprive has killed me. I know there's more certain methods, but I'm too much of a pussy to jump from a tall building. This is way easier and less painful. It shouldn't be worse than the feelium way.
>>6428704
Pls. The only way that I look remotely acceptable is if I cake on shitloads of makeup and take a photo from one of my good angles
>>6428544
Genderqueer indeed.
>>6428733
eh, I'm just going off what I've seen
>>6428730
Just grab my hand and lean into it.
We'll fall together.
>>6428727
Thank you
I just want affection so bad rn
So the trannies that accept reality go and off themselves and the ones that don't are constantly bitter and depressed sacks.
What's the point?
http://i.4cdn.org/gif/1466369363786.webm
Lesbians used to be so hot to me. Now they just make me depressed. What would teenage boy think of me now? I dont care because I'll kick his ass if I ever get the chance.
>>6428733
you look just like this guy I went to school with, at least you don't come off as ugly as him though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Ei4PF5r4a0
>>6428742
You dont even know what elanna looks like you fuck
You're all massive faggots and most of you pass fine as ugly girls.
You'll never know the pain of a true hon. Passers out rrreeeeee.
Man this thread is just such a depressing place, why are any of you here? Why adhere yourself to the expectations of this? Just go live your life, don't judge yourself based of a anonymous forum known for toxicity.
Anyways, anyone know any good psychologists to get a HRT recommendation off of in the seattle area?
>>6428737
You promise me I will never be alone again? Even if it's me the one who keeps pushing people away from me?
>>6428739
rip battlefront
hmm idk dude
https://imgur.com/r/MtF/q31s0NC
>>6428746
yeah I do, why are you being mean?
>>6428741
That's some shoddy tongue work yo
Anyone know who to go to in columbus ohio in order to get mones?
>>6428730
Yes, it will be worse, because you wont get it right. Trust me. Trying to overdose on pills is about the stupidest way to attempt suicide. Especially because you aren't thinking right now about the dosage, you aren't thinking about the actually amount of active ingredient it would take to end your life. It's a lot more than you think. Eating a handful of medium strength benzos and putting a bag over your head is a cry for attention. Plain and simple. Stop and think it over tonight. If you really want to try it again tomorrow, find a better way.
>>6428726
no
will exchange blowjob for 80 bucks and a headpat
larrys here.
out.
>>6428756
Leave $500 in a paper bag under the lemon tree on the corner of 5th and main.
You will not be contacted again.
>>6428752
I wish one of this guys friends would say something. Unfortunately he waited too long.
>>6428750
>Battlefront 3 will never be made
That alone makes me want to commit sodoku.
>>6428736
Ie. the photos I post ie. Ones that I deem flattering enough to post. :/
>>6428742
I get that a lot from people I went to school with
>>6428764
Well if you're ugly then I guess I'm fucked
>>6428754
Oh Lilly. Been a lesbian for 6 months and already thinks she knows everything there is to know about eating pussy
That's why I like you though Lilly, you've got moxie
>>6428763
Oh anon, don't you forget about STAR WARS™ as presented by Disney BATTLEFIELD: BATTLEFRONT as presented by EA Games. :^)
>>6428741
This both turns me on and depresses me. :(
>>6428738
Np pham. I would totally cuddle you and curl up on the couch with a movie rn.
>>6428764
>you
>ugly
lel ok
>>6428764
>I get that a lot from people I went to school with
kek
you remind me of him but desu I think you pass as an average looking girl, at least in your photos
>>6428763
but anon
battlefront 3 was already made :^)
>>6428767
Until you chase a girl up the wall, clawing.... With you're tongue. You're a newfag lezzie..
T-1min until baking after 2.5 years & becoming a girl without
>>6428758
Ok be on the corner in 15 minutes
>80 bucks
It'll be 50 bucks whore
http://www.strawpoll.me/10542492
>>6428767
>6 months
Ayy I was diving muff long before you ever swallowed your first pill sis
Seriously tho
DAT position
DAT slobbing down with 0 teasing
DAT 0 finger work
DAT 0 grabbing and scratching
Shameful dispray / 10
>>6428525
I'm straight ask me anything
>>6428775
I'm not a lesbian though I'm a guy. I've probably had more experience with vagina than anyone in this thread
>>6428776
nah i have qt dick sucking lips it's 90 now
>>6428771
I'd give you headpats and rub your hair!
>>6428775
>vagina
barf
where my trutrans at?
>>6428757
I have been thinking about doing it for at least a month, it's not like I don't know what clonazepam does.
Also you talk like someone would find me before the lack of oxygen kills me, which is not true. I live with some other dude from my college and he barely enters my room. It could pass more than a day and he will be clueless about my suicide.
This is the best way to go considering my resources and time available for doing it (my mom comes to visit me on Thursday and she enters my room every 2 seconds)
I don't know what I'm even doing here. I'm clearly trying to call some attention, but I don't know why I keep doing it considering I already gave up on living. I have been a lost cause for almost 5 years now, I don't know why I'm so clingy to stay alive. It sucks, I wish I were full suicidal so this would be easier, but instead I'm stuck in this "almost as bad to kill myself but not there yet" state of mind which sucks.
Life is such a worthless thing to do once you have already passed the point of no return.
>>6428783
post lips we'll see about that
>>6428787
sup
>>6428781
what would I have to ask you though
>>6428772
I'm ugly inside and out fampie
>>6428773
It's funny you say that though because apparently I do actually have one of those faces, strangers say I look familiar all the time and it's weird :/
Idk, in photos I have tons of makeup on these days. I'm generally an ugly girl.
>>6428768
>>6428774
THAT'S NOT FUNNY
>>6428779
we go to hell but satan makes us into cis girls and sends us into the beyond because we have suffered enough
