>tfw not mma gf who bullied and abused me.
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>>6414378
Thread OP reminds me of this one Japanese porn wrestler I've seen a couple webms of
I don't know her name but damn
I kinda want to be roughly dominated
>>6414392
by a porn wrestler?
>>6414354
NOOOOOOOOOOOO
I WANT TO BELIEVE
>>6414357
Yeah, it's either repress and move on or die. That's likely the end result for me so I chose repress.
Spent a month voluntarily in inpatient psych to help with suicidal tendencies due to that combined with all sorts of crazy bs life circumstances all at once.
>>6414392
By a mayannnuh?
>>6414401
is that a tranny? or just some autistic weeb who happens to be cute?
>>6414401
Kayla broke my repression desu
Got me looking into transitioning when I thought she was a trap
But no sorry she's an attention whore cis girl
>>6414401
>NOOOOOOOOOOOO
>I WANT TO BELIEVE
/pol/ wants her to be a tran because they're secretly in love with /lgbt/
remember, go outside else you are not TruTransTM
>>6414401
>veterans for trump
i doubt it
>>6414416
just get srs, again, lol
>>6414419
its probably her dads shirt from iraq or afghanistan
>>6414410
how did it feel to go out and have them all know that you're not a man.
How many pills do you take a day, /mtfg/? I'm up to 9. 5 if you don't count multiple pills of the same medication.
Also
>tfw someone compliments or likes my guy voice
Stop that
>>6414430
3, 2 if you don't count duplicates
>>6414430
4 pills.
>>6414430
I take 11 but it's only my tranny pills.
The local pharmacy doesn't stock large sizes.
>>6414430
trade voices with me pls.
>tfw bf is amazing but the allure of death's too strong
>>6414406
That's at least a plus
>>6414405
D'oh
>>6414419
Uhh... well I am one so...
>>6414409
Hey bby... u wnt sum fuk kekekek
>>6414408
At least me, as just one of the many /pol/itiks, not representative of the whole, do want her to be Trans because I am LGBaconT and was previously a BaconTomato but have repressed it to be a Bacon only
>>6414419
Also her a vet, doubtful, but we do support Daddy
>>6414447
its technically only 2 if you don't duplicates.
Not sure how thats messed up.
>>6414430
>Spironolactone
100mg x2
>Estradiol
2mg x2
>Gabapentin
400mg x8
>Trazodone
100mg x1
>Lithium
300mg x3
total of 16 pills a day
>>6414408
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLjMZ1WwfYk&list=PL0YyTa_cHxk8m5-LCfHLJXIf6_0xB-VFf
>>6414444
Why woudl you want that?
Also nice quads
>>6414447
Yeah I'm having a weird moment about how many pills I take a day in order to be a functional and healthy human being
It's weird knowing if it werent for modern medical science I'd probably be dead
But it also makes me wonder what if I had just gotten my shit together
Would I have lived a normal life
Am I just feeding my own mental illness or something
>literally thinking what if i had manned up
wew i should probably go to bed soon
>>6414453
holy moly
What's up late night crowd
>>6414453
no thanks
>>6414448
I doubt SHE'S a vet
>>6414457
Just got home from work like an hour ago aND ea ting whit's. Wbu bby? QQ kek
People compliment me on my guy voice all the time, they say it's relaxing to listen to me talk.
>>6414456
cause my voice is awful.
>>6414457
Privet.
>>6414452
Oh trannies in general are messed up. Taking a handful of pills every day just drives the point home.
>>6414467
4 is barely a handful even with small hands.
>>6414462
Maybe you sound like Tony Bomboni.
>>6414445
trip on phien
>>6414468
prove it
>>6414471
Don't get your panties in a twist I was talking in general.
>>6414430
Morning
Spiro 100mg
Progynova 2mg
Finasteride 1mg
Evening
Spiro 100mg
Progynova 1mg
Efexor XR 150mg
+ Susten 100mg for 10 days of the month (progesterone)
>>6414478
https://clyp.it/5ia1peeq
>>6414479
I'm not, you're analogy is just wrong.
Is it comfy time yet /mtfg/?
>>6414486
I hope so, I'm a big fan of comfy
Hey bitches what's up? My social anxiety is pretty bad haha.
I want to make a baby
>>6414482
Idk if I'd call it soothing but like it sounds like a radio voice or something, idk.
i have a tip
make a separate notification tone that you like the sound of more when you're gf/bf calls you
>>6414486
Yes please, i eat to much and my stomach hurts.
>>6414482
Better than my guy voice.
i really wish i had someone to hold :/
>>6414499
i'll hold you, faggot <3
Who else /dying alone/?
>>6414509
Probably me
tfw u have diarrhea ;_;
Why do we have to go through physical changes like this, how is this life?
>>6414509
me
>>6414514
IBS gives it to me every few weeks. :(
>>6414416
post diaper butt
There's some people in my life who need to hear this phrase every once in a while
>>6414509
Me!
I have no trouble finding guys online but like real life is a different ball game and I'm worried I will never get a bf that isn't long distance.
I'm going to end up having to date another tranny or something if I can even find on that is okay with basically being a man in bed.
guys, i'm really really really bad at talking to boys
>>6414500
Don't mind me, it was a long night at work. Iced custard makes it all better tho, plus my two weens <3
>>6414525
I mean is it a joke or is it being a dick and then brushing it off as a joke?
>>6414531
lol god.
that last line.
>>6414531
you're doing good
>>6414531
you forget to mention the part where you suck his D :3
Who else feels like crying a lot?
https://youtu.be/eIfhJRjmp-s
>>6414509
Hi.
>>6414531
Tell him you have autism and you have a fear of intimacy.
>>6414526
Ey I mean I'll fuck you with a strap on and shit because my dick don't work anymore lmao senpai XD end my fucking life please.
GOD DAMN THIS FUCKING FLY
LEAVE ME ALONE
>>6414531
>i think societal mores dictate that you make this decision for me
are you literally autistic?
>>6414484
Whatever you say Twisted Panties.
>>6414542
I don't wanna end your life.
I'm sure it'll be okay as long as you aren't a disgusting hon.
>>6414531
you're doing great, next ask him how much money will hsi family offer for your marriage. If they don't at least match what yours offers there's no point.
>>6414546
Tell it to get a job : 0
>>6414547
does it matter? only women are put off by autism, men dont care
>>6414547
No, she's got a sense of humor.
>>6414551
We have you forgot me.
>>6414559
The Russian is hot.that language is so sexual to me. Even without it being sexual.
>>6414556
but it's not a joke? this is a true statement?
>>6414551
beep why are you so qt?
>>6414557
That's not even remotely accurate
>>6414565
I wish i kept my accent.
I didn't realize how many people like it.
>>6414554
>is this you??
no? I'm me
>>6414531
you seem really intimidating to date. like you'd always be trying to outwit the other person
>>6414571
Just learn your accent again!
>>6414378
Jesus Christ MMA is so fucking savage...
>tfw no MMA gf to overpower and sexually abuse me
>>6414571
я люблю тeбя.
Only thing I remember that is good.
Miss that blonde gypsie girl
>>6414378
At the start of every fucking match.
>Keep your arms up at all times.
>>6414576
You ever watched woman's wrestling?
kek wills it
I asked this question last thread but didn't get an answer
How slim could I get my waist to be, I'm overweight so I'm curious. I can get it down to about 33 inches if I pull the measuring tape kinda tight, is this how small it'd if I lost the weight?
>>6414524
have none on phone. here is a shiba cookie tho
>>6414573
I get the feeling that anything you'd try to talk to her about she'd just shit on it and try to make you feel bad even if she liked it herself.
>>6414578
To each their own.
I also love German but everyone who's not German or into the language says it sounds angry.
They fail to see its subtleties and tenderness when spoken softly.
>>6414583
I mean you totally could, and it would sound suuuuuper cute :3
>tfw talking to boys
>>6414590
>They fail to see its subtleties and tenderness when spoken softly.
This. How do more people not see it? It's such a comfy and cute language.
>>6414593
ASK TO SEE HIS DICK
>>6414584
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
>>6414591
I'll try.
>>6414592
It's ok im a pretty forgettable person.
>>6414583
>Vy mozhete ubit menya.
No I won't. You're too entertaining.
>>6414590
German sounds like a trash compactor having a diarrhea. It's only good for barking orders and marching songs.
Speaking of...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZDJUTYDiq8
>>6414600
lol I don't think I'll be able to get it down that much
>>6414585
Too many factors with too little data.
Need more info.
Not enough minerals.
Building... construction complete.
>>6414598
straight girl here, this always works I guarantee.
>>6414603
cпacибo
>>6414603
>German sounds like a trash compactor having a diarrhea. It's only good for barking orders and marching songs.
False: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gNB3p8OnnkU
>>6414607
hmm
what info do you need?
I hate my fucking hair so much. Why cant I have the thick, long hair genetics that you all seem to fucking have but I get the scraggly look that makes it look like im balding if its ever parted in certain ways.
FUCK. I SWEAR TO GOD IM GOING TO CUT IT ALL OFF.
>tfw you'll never listen to phein absentmindedly singing a song
is faye right? am i just a broken person and unable to connect with anyone? i feel so unfulfilled. am i even welcome here?? like i'll go if you all want me to?
>>6414604
this desu
Gib deine Hand, du schön und zart Gebild!
Bin Freund, und komme nicht, zu strafen.
Sei gutes Muts! ich bin nicht wild,
Sollst sanft in meinen Armen schlafen!
>>6414614
It's not all it's cracked up to be, my hair tangles into a bird's nest in a light breeze.
>>6414617
I don't really know you, but you seem alright.
>>6414614
Don't do that. You'll never have long hair that way.
>>6414617
anyone with a penis is welcome here
>>6414603
It's only harsh when spoken as such.
Ive actually been to Germany and spoken at length in German conversational with locals.
Fuck even when Paul Joseph Watson was in Germany covering Bilderberg and got stopped and searched by 15 Polizei the officer giving COMMANDS sounded so tender and sweet.
And that officer was a man.
Sounding tender.
Giving commands.
Auf Deutsch
>>6414614
my hair is like that
>>6414617
You've had bad moments beepy but you're trying to be better it seems. You just let your emotions get the worst of you when you're feeling down.
You'll find someone fo sho.
>>6414622
i bet half that hair is dead
>tfw
all my problems are my own fault.
>>6414570
it's 100 percent accurate
which do you think there are more of:
>men willing to date shy/awkward women
>women willing to date shy/awkward men
>>6414629
we're all half dead tho
>>6414626
Does hrt make your hair grow in a more girl way?
>>6414629
all hair is dead
>>6414610
It's the least I can do. Here's some more girl boxing just for you.
>>6414611
It just doesn't sound right. German is strong in a few areas and pop is not them.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSaa3vC_n2k
>>6414625
Pussified German police does not count.
>>6414634
>half
>>6414570
autist girls are either cute pixie dream girls in their own world or disgusting, men are usually all disgusting when in autismo mode.
https://clyp.it/0bkufqda
>>6414639
FLANNEL ITS RAINING
>>6414629
It's not.
>>6414630
The circle of NEET
>>6414636
Smoother clearer skin, softer healthier hair, healthier nails, less dry knuckles.
>>6414636
nope
if you have body hair its already too late :)
>>6414647
are you trying to become your gf's overwatch waifu?
I wish I had someone with your dedication.
>>6414647
I wish I had a girl voice
>>6414642
http://www.strawpoll.me/10523759
http://www.strawpoll.me/10523759
http://www.strawpoll.me/10523759
>>6414640
oki
I'm 5'11"
Weight = 200lbs
BMI = ~27-28
sex = male
underbust = 36
waist = 35
hips = 41
trans pride los angeles was today.
i might have gone had i known, even though i know i wouldnt like it
>>6414657
same
>>6414638
I'm sorry, last time I encountered Polizei it was them telling me to go around and stay 10 meters back while they clubbed some US soldier with a repeater baton for mouthing off to them while drunkenly pissing in public
>>6414652
body hair isn't an issue. it takes a really long time but after a couple of years if you pluck it it will grow in a female pattern. facial hair is the issue.
>>6414657
then practice it.
>>6414649
this is the equivalent of ass threads on /sp/ where the girl turns out and has a 3/10 face
>>6414649
I want to run my fingers through it <3
>>6414662
Excellent start. All that's left is to apply the same measures to the darkies and we're golden.
>>6414648
I'm raining
>>6414666
Does seem like it.
I don't even get the appeal of this hair bay blade shit.
>>6414669
skype with puru?
>>6414666
She looks fine to me??
>>6414647
I want to hate fuck you so much Faye.
>>6414675
wot
>>6414667
It must feel nice.
>>6414647
did you have sissy training today?
>>6414658
No youre BPD
>>6414680
You actually sound really good.
>>6414682
these are so stupid, these dumb cunts must spend like $200 on hair shit every month
maybe im just mad bc my hair is too curly to grow out like this
>>6414666
Wow you're jelly. It's not like you can't have the same hair.
>>6414680
Your voice is fine sheen. LOSE WEIGHT AND YOULL BE SO MUCH FUCKING HAPPIER GOD DAMNIT I TOLD YOU THIS A YEAR AGO.
>>6414684
if you want to get technical with it, i'm HPD
>>6414685
are they making jokes about being a faggot because you're in boymode or about not being a real girl in girlmode?
You were pretty shitty with Faye in a relationship she's working her ass off to make work and means a lot for her. Some day she'll forgive you but if you learned your lesson you should just move on as a better person.
is cuddling with other girls gay
>>6414688
>le jelly butthurt mad XD
>>6414680
voice is actually not that bad.
>>6414685
I'll be your friend robot
>>6414688
STOP I DONT GET THE APPEAL OF THIS I HATE IT
>>6414688
I can barely handle my hair and it barely reaches my shoudlers. These webms will give me nightmares.
>>6414659
Flex your abdomen and poke something like a sharpie that is capped or other non-stabby object around your waist and hips and provide depth before hitting muscle wall resistance/bone resistance.
Without that I'd say you likely could get down to B/W/H of 33/31/35 but that's basing it on a guess of 24% BF because BMI is garbage and useless down to 18-20% body fat (BF)
>>6414694
Only if you touch dicks.
>>6414694
Just a little, but almost every straight girl is at least that gay.
>>6414647
JUST DUMP EDIE ALREADY AND LET ME BECOME YOUR LOVE SLAVE GODDAMMIT!
>>6414680
>tfw even sheens voice is 10x better than yours will ever be
sheen im gonna stop bullying you
can you slowly bully me to suicide instead
>>6414694
no it's not gay, me and this cis girl i met in college used to do it. she always held my hand everywhere and was the same height as me and always asked to sleep in my bed with me at night.
>>6414702
Get in line BITCH
>>6414688
why the fuck is her hair cut straight
>>6414668
Ja Ja wann Schuzstaffel?
>>6414690
I would, since I studied Cognitive Neuroscience : ^ ]
Tell me which Neurotransmitters are off, read me your levels, are you lax on acetylcholine in your cAMP pathways or more dopamine resistant from recessive gene dysplasia
>>6414710
y'all are dumb, i've obviously got first dibs in this situation that is never going to happen in the first place you fucking weirdos.
>>6414697
I am sure you look great with short hair.
>>6414698
It can't be that hard can it?
>>6414682
Hnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggghgftftf TV fhuhnnhh
>>6414716
I'll fight you.
>>6414715
>implying any psychiatrist/psychologist actually gives a physical test to determine if one has a personality disorder
why do you think i'm borderline and that my psychologist, trauma therapist, and psychiatrist are all wrong?
>>6414682
how tf does she keep her hair up with one pin
>>6414699
I poked a ruler into my underbust region and it averaged around 2-3 cm deep, in my waist region it averaged around 3-4 cm deep
>>6414721
i'll win, i played pro baseball u little queer
>>6414713
At least they would look better that way. Instead of looking like a bunch of forest rangers.
>>6414727
nah you seem cool
I deserve it
>>6414692
they havent seen my girlmode but im pretty andro in a baggy t shirt. you shouldnt to work to make a relationship the way she does. its not my place to comment but from the way it sounds faye is treated..she can do better desu. but i only hear one end of it i guess. i dont think i learned any lessons. i was being bullied by people posing as my friends. i just played on their level.
>>6414697
oh..
>>6414706
Dat pic
Memories...
Memories...
Memories...
Memories...
>>6414716
Because all psychiatrists/med professionals doubt each other lol
>>6414727
>I JUST HATE THESE FUCKING HAIR GIFS WHY DOES SHE DO THE SAME THING EVERYTIME
It's sexy.
http://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1466098111936.webm
>>6414730
Baseball isnt even that kind of physical activity you fucking NERD.
I'll body check your ass with ease
>>6414728
twist your hair upon itself into a bun. stick single pin through bottom toward top of bun. pull pin like a lever from the bottom to the top, then stick the pin down farther into the hair
>>6414725
were you the unit cumslut in the army?
>>6414716
You have the unfair advantage of actually being able to make it happen. Completely unfair I say.
>>6414734
go big or go home
>>6414740
my hair can't do that
lmao
>>6414733
but i like being bullied
>>6414734
oh..
>>6414737
YOUR LITERALLY MURDERING ME RIGHT NOW
>>6414735
>tfw you keep fucking up because you keep panicking because you keep fucking up
>tfw your girlfriend is pissed at you bc of this but you cant stop no matter how hard you try because you're a mess of a human being
>>6414729
I'd guess every 1%BF lost you'd shed 6mm-1cm measurement across the board on your torso then.
>>6414746
ill bully you
cyka blyat
>>6414740
What do you believe about your HPD would be considered a disorder and how it negatively afflicts your entire life that you believe it constitutes a disorder. You seem to live a normal life Ms. Rachel what is it that makes your personality quirks a disorder
>>6414743
i have a uniform. i can't exactly 'go big' but i wear make up every single day and accessories most days
>>6414747
trip on, Edie
>>6414734
I've seen your boymode, you fail it. Get a new job and present female.
Also, the lesson is that friends want an ear for their issues, not you getting in the way and making asumptions about what they want.
>>6414753
Yeah thats what I thought
>pic related
>>6414582
>>6414748
So my under bust and waist should get down to around 33 and 31 respectively? Can't go any smaller?
>>6414751
well, i'm a heroin addict. been /clean/ for a year now, so obviously the HPD symptoms have decreased since i've been receiving treatment.
>>6414749
:3
>>6414761
So you're no longer HPD. Why claim it?
>>6414725
It does indeed... though ignoring the whole tracer thing I'm pretty sure you're all set
>>6414759
hmm circumference wise, I got the measuring tape and wrapped it as tight as possible around that region, if that is kinda what you're getting at
chest was like 33 inches and waist was like 30
>>6414763
If you don't have dysphoria after transitioning you're no longer trans and you're cured
>>6414753
wrong
[game over]
continue?
>>6414763
because I'm borderline
>>6414761
Also... Im sorry : C
I feel like you acted above me and people in these threads constantly claim bullshit. I probably should should stop for the night and not shit on others. FUCK. Have a nice night.
>>6414754
okay what job am i qualified for?
>not you getting in the way and making asumptions about what they want.
what on earth do you mean by this? do you not read my explanations?
>>6414770
HAVE A BORDERLINE NICE NIGHT
>>6414772
It's not about your reassons, it's what you made them feel.
How would I know what job you're qualified for? Cashier? Astrophysic?
Is it ok to masturbate?
>>6414778
>Astrophysic
I think you're overestimating mtfg.
>>6414760
It's possible, basic thing is skin has a certain minimum thickness, let's say healthy skin, just skin, is about 1-2mm thick.
You'll want at least, as a male, 2-3mm adipose tissue underneath that, and female 5-10mm. That will increase the overall circumference.
Don't worry too much about the measurements for now.
If you're getting bro-fit, just do cardiovascular and lift, get gains then cut, make gains last for roughly 6 months then cut very slowly.
If you're going for fem fit, focus on just getting healthy, hydrated, and as you transition you'll gain some weight, you can work on losing some later, it's better to allow for some extra fat content for your body to have your hormones re-allocate where it places fat that gives you a more feminine shape.
Work muscle groups to focus on emphasizing female form, you won't be doing a ton of bench and back.
>>6414779
only if you jerk off to me ;)
>>6414777
you too you cute zeon scum
