I’m about to tell you something that it’s eating my soul, my sexy, disturbing, perverted, sad and tragic story.
I’m a 23 year old white fit male. So here it goes.
When I was about 12 years old, my brother and I, who is 1 year younger than me stayed for the weekend with my cousin, who is 2 years old younger.
My aunt gave us permission to stay up late at night, so we played Xbox and ate cereal and tonz of cola and eventually we got tired and went upstairs to my cousin’s room almost at dawn.
My aunt is a brunette woman almost black and so is her son. Since it was the first time we stayed we didn´t knew how we would share the bunk bed. For whatever reason my cousin decided to share it with me so innocently enough we went to bed and slept. In the early morning I woke up just to realize that my cousin had his hairless leg over me, kinda “hugging me”. I stood still while I processed this and began to have my very first consciously boner. I pretended to be asleep and with slow and periodic movement I began to caress the leg of my cousin. This was something I had never done, I had had my close encounters with the feet of my teenage caretaker but nothing like this.
My heart was beating so fast and I was enjoying every centimeter of his skin while I tried to control my breathing so it wouldn’t gave away that I was very awake. I tried to reach for his ass but his little blue shorts were so tight that didn’t let my hand to enter.
He moved and returned his leg back to his straight body. I waited for a couple of minutes and moved his hand and put it on my boner and began to thrust but he moved a little so I got up and went to the bathroom and finished there. Now that I think back at that moment, me at 12 releasing myself for the first time thinking on my cousin, it makes me realize that nobody starts right into it, but innocently and then one thing leads to another.
I returned to bed but this time I layed down backwards, with his feets by my face and the same way I pretended to be asleep and put my face on his feet. My goodness they smelled amazing. After a while like this I couldn’t resist and began to lick them soflty, but I got to a point that I was just sucking on his toes so badly, then he moved his leg back up but this time not on me. I lost my breathe when I realize that, cuz of his position I could see, from the gap of his shorts, inside of his boxers; I saw the soft skin of his testicles, I know it sounds weird and I would have never imagine that the most beautiful skin I would have ever seen would come from the testicles of my cousin haha but I was marveled by it. Went to the bathroom to masturbate again.
Later he woke up and we had a normal day I pretended like nothing happened but I was changed forever.
To be honest with you all, this happened a lot of times from then on. He stayed up at my house and sometimes shared bed with me and some times he did not. I began to realize I had to be super good with him so he would choose me instead of my brother to share beds with me. From then on I didn't looked at him the same way, when we went to the pool I used every excuse I could come up with to make him to sit on my shoulders and play against other ñs the same way but I only wanted and excuse to touch his legs again. I felt sick every time I got away with it but kept doing it. One time, and this one was one of the lasts one I got to touch his buttocks. Maaan they were so fucking soft and I got to slip a finger into the crack and touched his asshole. Slowly retrieve my finger and smell it. It smell like glory to me... but still smell awful. One other time I sat at the end of the bed and had both of his feet and put out my junk and started to "fuck" rot of his feet but stopped after a few seconds because he moved. I finished in the bathroom and cried.
I swear I got away with a lot. I couldn't see him without hoping that night he would choose me. One time he stayed at my house the whole day and we were on the roof. I can't explain how he was positioned but the thing is he had both of his legs spread wide and a litte bented and his little shorts that he used so often were so high revealing those delicious brown thighs of him. he was saying something to me but I didn't pay attention cuz I was looking at hus legs almost dripping saliva. Shit I remember all of it and my heart starts beating really fast. Every time I pretended I was asleep I got further and further, more intense each time. One time at his house I did the same and in the morning I used an old tactic of mine, I put my arm around him and slowly and in periodic movements I moved my hand to his belly. And moved my hand upr as if an accident during sleep and then back down to move his shirt and gave me acces to his skin. This was soo familiar because I had been there, on the same spot so many times but had never could reach down because of the elastic of the short. You can't just slide your hand and magicly enter the boxers and short. I had to press one finger on to his belly and slide it under the elastic of the short and boxers and I was in. I was almost without breath, I was so excited because I had been chewing the idea of touching his member... maybe even lick it. So I moved my hand the same periodic way and revealed his penis with a movement that I thought if he was awake would have thought it was an accident but now thinking back it was fucking obvious. I was so hard and my member is about 14 cm, pretty normal or some would say even small, but when I touched his it was really small, like not even like my little finger, it was small.
I started to move it up and down and realize that he was uncircumcised and his foreskin didn’t go all the way down, I don’t think he was hard however I stopped out of fear, and after a few minutes I went to the bathroom and licked my fingers, masturbated and cried again.
And the last time was about 8 years ago, we were in bed and I waited about an hour to star moving, and I did slow movements so my face would ended up at his crotch height and started to move slowly and ended up with my face right in there and with my hands tried to pull his shorts down, obviously it took me like another hour to get there and didn’t get to pull them down but with my face there y opened it and felt his little member harden a little bit and it was there, the only thing that separated us was his shorts but I was not confident enough to reveal that I was awake even though it was obvious. It was killing me and I was super hard. When I decided I would pull his shorts harder my alarm started to sound and I moved back and faked like I was just waking up, turned off the alarm and went back to sleep but just besides him and not close to his crotch. Past another hour started to touch him like I always did pretending I was asleep but suddenly took my hand kinda softly kinda hard and put it between his legs and near his penis and left it there. I got excited with the possibilities but right then and there took my hand again and throw it away far from him, like he had changed his mind. This left me in shock and never again ever tried anything again. I was too embarrassed knowing he probably was aware of everything.
Years have passed and now we rarely see each other at reunions, he started to use drugs and drinking a lot, almost got himself to jail and he just fucked hhat Iis life and now I wonder if what I did fucked him up, cuz I know girls who experienced the same things but they didn’t like it but left a scar on them and it hurts me to know that something that was kinda innocent to me could have ruined his life.
What do you guys think? If you are wondering I didn’t turned up gay or pedophile, I left all that that night.
i feel like you're just a troll who gets off on stories about kids experimenting.... aka you're a pedophile
Look I understand that, unfortunately there is nothing I can do to prove it. And yes of course I got of to it, I said like a thousand times haha but I really want to know if someone else has done something like that because I haven't stumble across anything like, this was real and the other stories are mostly crap cuz things never get were you want magicly. This took me years of suffering/enjoyment aand left me scars emotionally and I didn't even got that far with him. Eventually ended up fucking and getting fucked by 3 shemales and I am ashamed of it
whoa, this is a fucking novel.
>>6402653
I aint reading all that shit nigga
>>6401344
>he started to use drugs and drinking a lo
Of course he did. He was awake the whole time. He lay there as an older kid molested him time and time again and he was probably afraid to say something. Now he's fucked up, taking drugs and drinking to suppress those memories.
Hope you're happy anon.
>>6403716
How can u be so sure he was awake whole time. Maybe he started drinking and doing drugs for fun like most people desu
>>6403802
the thing is that I never forced him to share beds with me, he did it a couple of times out of his own choice and what about the time he moved my hand to his penis, I didn't force him that time and I think he liked it that last time. About the rest I don't know. Tell me what you think.
Should I confess and go to jail? He and I when we see each other talk normally but not frequently. Should I embarred us by telling everything?
>>6403802
Come on. If ANYTHING you wrote is true, how could he stay asleep as you jerked him off or played with his feet?
>>6401309
>When I was about 12 years old
Stopped there. We have threads like these every day, you aren't special.
>>6404019
Like I said, it DID happened but I have no way of proving it, I wrote because I want someone to give me his input on this, like a reason or something because I analize myself and think back to when I was about 6years old and I went to play with my neighbour and he had a sister much older and I fell in love with her, she was a brunette with really curly hair and I wanted to stay with her and every time I went I spend most of the time near her trying to talk to her, the most vivid dream I have is that she was in her bedroom with the door opened and she was on her tummy reading with her legs up and I sneak upon her and lie down in fron of her legs and when she realized I was there she let her legs go down and hit me kinda harda, but I didn't move so she repeated it and so on until she screamed at me telling me to leave and I did, but I thibk that she is reason that I like brunettes with curly hair and strong legs. I want an explanation, why I came out ok and my cousin is suffering so much, is it my fault? What I did I didn't do it out of evilness, you know what I mean? I felt good and kept doing it but if he is so damaged by me, why he did what he did at the end? I would like to release myself from the guilt that haunts me seeing him like he is now. If he liked at the end then whatever shit he is doing to himself is his own fault but if not then I am guilty
>>6404108
I know it sounds to you like a every day thibg but to me it isn't. Honestly to God and you, I am not a pedophile nor I read anything like it. I used to masturbated thinking back to it but as I got older I realize what that was and stopped all together and started to watch porn. That's when I was introduced to shemales, because I don't like men with beards nor the fit body of a man. I like females a lot but that experience opened me up to the P... and eventually met a shemale while she was buying something and we hooked up and I fucked her, ironicallly she had a small penis, not as small as my cousin. That was my 2 time sucking a D... weird life of mine I can assure you
>>6401309
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>>6401323
Nice and erotic, but this sort of thng belongs on /hm/. They have threads for stories like this.
