Let me start with a hearty I hate all of you for screwing with my life.
Ok, so I'm a robot, I'm what you would call a looser virgin weaboo or whatever and I usually stay in my board but some of you kept spamming so much the bp meme I fell for it.
But it didn't end with just fapping to traps and femboys, I started frequenting /femgen/ sorted my looks, bought anti androgens and estrogen from that qhi farmacy site (a "nice" anon gave me all that info on discord) but now I feel terrible at myself.
I live alone since my parents are paying for my college. it's a small place but yesterday my sister came visit and she freaked out at me.
Not only she found out I wasn't going to class, basically I was being a NEET and using the college money to buy anime crap.
She also found out I have tits and dress as a girl.
Now my mom is coming and they want me to go back home and she said I need psychiatric help.
Thanks for runing my life and making me fall for the boipucci meme.
hot
>>6392314
Don't pretend
>Not only she found out I wasn't going to class, basically I was being a NEET and using the college money to buy anime crap
isn't the real cause of
>Now my mom is coming and they want me to go back home and she said I need psychiatric help.
This
>I have tits and dress as a girl
should not have stopped you from attending college.
>>6392314
the real tragedy is that you're attending college but you can't spell 'loser'
>>6392314
Post pics
You did this to yourself, dumbass. It's your fault for not thinking this shit through and making poor decisions.
t. HRT taking femboy who hasn't fucked up his life
>>6392314
it's not our fault you have autism
>>6392517
I'm pretty sure she freaked out at my looks and not that she found out I wasn't at class (she went there first).
>>6392521
Typing from cellphone sorry anon.
>>6392527
I'm not further degrading myself, I already posted lewd pictures and did other shameful stuff for robots, never again.
>>6392546
I know I kinda fucked up but if no one pushed me into this I would never have done it. I was weak.
>>6392549
Ok.
Go to class and be a qt trans girl senpai
maybe stop depending on your parents and move the fuck on your life
HA HA
Blaming your own failures and shortcoming on femgen and titty skittles, wow you really ARE a loser
>>6392314
>Let me start with a hearty I hate all of you for screwing with my life.
You can't really blame the whole board. There are voices of reason who come here and warn anons like you what it's really like.
You should also go back to college, if you hate school, get the most practical degree you can get, 2-year or 4-year. Start directing your life now and don't anyone: Anons, Psychologist or Doctors make decisions for you. Read, education yourself and go outside to experience life.
>>6392613
I can only imagine Chris-chan look-a-like typing this
You are degenerate AGPscum, you have no one to blame but yourself
Your fetishization and appropriation of the intersex/trans female body is disgusting and shameful
YOU NEED THERAPY. GET HELP. STOP FUCKING AROUND WITH MEDICATION NOT MEANT FOR YOU, it only hurts you and demeans the plight of intersex/binary-trans people
Sort out your most likely non-binary genderqueer identity and either go back to being a boy or accept yourself as just a lifestyle trans
>>6393081
p r o j e c t i n g
>>6393069
OP most likely is on the spectrum if a chinese cartoon imageboard influenced them to such a degree
sad :'C
Does your name start with a K?
>>6393101
no OP, just a grown ass woman tired of passively misogynist betacucks with such a warped view of femininity
>>6393081
Fuck you, I'll grow tits if I want.
>>6393139
I'm not OP, hon
>>6393163
Look, you're a confused person. Boys like you gross me out with your actions, but I do feel sorry for you. You're only alienating yourself and harming the image of the trans community, it's just a lose-lose situation.
I don't think you're at full capacity to be making those kinds of decisions based of your questionable desires.
>>6393188
lol
>>6393081
>tfw AGPscum but sane enough to keep it to the bedroom
Preach on m8.
>>6392314
Sorry to hear you are down now. But i guess the combination of my son is now a sweet, tender boypussy and that you said fuck you to college was a bit too much.
You will sort it all out though.
....
Pics or it didn't happen.
Pleeeeeeease.
Well at least your mom snapped you back to the real world before you cut your genitals apart. You should be grateful, a lot of autismos ride the sissy fantasy internet bullshit train all the way off the tracks. Imagine paying some doctor in kazaksthan your entire life savings to take a hacksaw to your junk and only then realizing that trans is a meme. It happens.
>>6392613
>I'm not further degrading myself, I already posted lewd pictures and did other shameful stuff for robots, never again.
aw, come on, one last time without face for old times sake.
>>6393138
Answer me OP. I feel like you're either someone I know that starts with a K or S
>>6393247
Also I'm sorry that this Erdogan is 2499 by 2005 I was surprised and frankly slightly scared after clicking him he was very lifelike I don't even know why I saved him at that resolution.
So you're a fetishist cross dresser whose too much of a retard to get a fucking job and pass college that's PAID FOR, what are you 12? I started working full time at 18 with no financial help and I'm a trans man. No it wasn't easy and yes until I passed after years of dysphoria and people and employers not accepting it. Parents took years to come around. If you were actually trans you would accept this as a reality because it's worth living a shitty life as long as you aren't living a shittier one being in the closet and hating your body.
Ooh boohoo, no ones ever going to want to fuck you now that you gave yourself gynocamastia and made yourself infertile.
>>6393297
>>6393403
That's not true I'd 100% fuck someone who turned themselves into a girl because that's my fetish.
t. chaser chad
with that said I'm almost entirely sure OP's not for real.
>>6393403
it is very telling that OP doesn't want to talk to a psychiatrist
if they were really a girl it would be no biggie to just tell a doctor that and transition with medical supervision
>So much salt on this thread.
Salt from trutrans.
Salt from cis lesbians.
Salt from FtM.
OP, keep it up gurl.
Also if you don't really want to go to college just become a prostitute, 3h every night and you will have enough money to buy more cute clothes, maybe get breast implants (I know how you AGP femboys work) and so on.
On a more serious note, think if you really want to be a femboy or a girl, you have to tell your mom about that, being in the middle is not really healthy.
>>6393431
this is amazing
you are an artist
do not let your gift go to waste I expect great things from you
This is your fault. Stay in school and keep your fetishes under raps
>>6393445
HERE'S SUM MOR SALT :D
recommending someone get into illegal sexwork, one of the environments where trans* people are at their most vulnerable to assault, rape, and murder is fucking reprehensible
people like you are the source of OP's suffering, they even straight up said that in their first post
stap.
>>6392314
This isn't the bp's fault, it's your fault for having no self control and fucking up your life.
>>6393445
Ops clearly not a girl and was an impressionable autist who thought you could choose to be trans. Sorry but you can't. It will end in you actually getting dysphoria (the not fun or hawt part about being trans) about you changing your body in the opposite direction, Obvious cross dresser is obvious
I feel like I just reached some sort of a shitposting nirvana after spending 12 hours on 4chan and reading this thread. Every post is hilarious or brilliant in its own way and Hymn of Nations just came up on the playlist. I'm euphoric. You're all beautiful.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECc4INndxvw
>>6393476
It was a joke, as I stated OP should decide if he wants to stay as a feminine boy or become a girl, none of us can really tell if OP is trans or not. Talking to his mother and going to a therapist is the only way. None of us are professionals and can help OP sort out his gender identity
>>6393503
I guess OP is not really trans but it's pretty much certain OP has some serious AGP and as a femboy he went way too deep into it since he took HRT and anti androgens.
I think only OP can choose if he wants to be a girl or not. He was clearly not a man to begin with.
>inb4 tumblr
Pictures
>>6393559
>He was clearly not a man to begin with.
this interests me greatly as I do feel there is an age axis to the gender equation
like OP is definitely a confused little boy and hasn't naturally transitioned into an adult man yet due to their issues
I have more pity for them because they are a boymale and not a manmale who should know better if that makes sense, OP is still retaining the youthful androgyny of childhood with their experiments and pushing the boundaries of gender, it's still acceptable at their age, they're not a total hon yet
which is why there is hope for OP!
>>6393559
i think OP knows they AGP and they know a doctor will tell them and their family that, deep down
boys in this internet porn era are so bad at managing their fetishes
>>6393656
Well, things are a bit more complicated than that. For some AGP is just a fetish but others report genuinely wanting to be the other gender as a result. No biological basis as far as we know. Blanchard theorizes this is an Erotic Target Location Error where you basically feel the need to become what you're attracted to and encompasses things outside of just AGP.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Erotic_target_location_error
>>6392314
>screws up in a way that is shitty but repairable
>proceeds to act like its the end of the world a blames everything on legbutts
definitely a robot
>>6393081
>you're not a REAL tranny
What terrifies me is that there are actually people stupid enough to think this seriously.
>>6393675
iirc Blanchard was a major transphobe though right?
wasn't he the one that called straight trans girls "homosexual transsexuals"??
>>6393695
Its called a true scotsman fallacy, and its incredibly relevant in the trans community
>>6393698
why do people use that word 'phobia' when it isnt even prejudice
not understanding something doesnt mean you're bigoted
>>6393695
WELL the fucked up thing about that is that I would never call a trans man or woman a "tranny"
I think that's a useless word but hey the AGPs can have it if they want it so bad (it used to be shorthand for "transvestite" *wink*)
>>6393698
Basically his early research had a lot of holes and he kind of dislikes transsexuals as humans because he views their problems as a mental disturbance but it turns out *some* aspects of his research hit the mark insofar as there being a distinction between androphiles and the rest and some of his ideas are useful to describe a certain subset of the population.
Turns out humans are complicated and multifaceted.
>>6393710
mm no, fetishists who want to co-opt queer validation and support play that game and it is completely irrelevant to medically trans people
AGP's and snowflakes have completely destroyed the "transgender" label and umbrella anyways, ideally binary trans men and women would be treated as intersex
>>6393717
maybe but not understanding and acting as if you are an authority on the subject sure af is hella bigoted
>>6393759
i guess he had the AGP's figured out not so much the normal women
>>6393778
>medically trans people
There's no such thing, it's all just people who wish they were the other sex. "The REAL me is a boy" or whatever is just fantasy; you are what you are. However you were born, that's you. There's absolutely no difference between trannies and otherkin who believe deep down they're REALLY wolves or tigers or whatever. You can play make believe all you want, but don't expect everyone else who's had to accept the body they were born into to humor your narcissism and special snowflake syndrome.
OP Here, my sister is going to sleep here tonight, she's super angry at me.
Tomorrow I have to fix a bag with clothes and go with her back home.
I glanced through most of the thread I'm sorry I didn't really mean to be a dick to any of you I was just venting.
I'm also not sure if I'm trans or not. I'm not sure about many things though I'm happier with how I look now than ever.
Sorry as well for that anon that didn't had a chance to go to college. It's just not working for me, also people were looking me in a weird way since I started going out as a femboy.
A bit unrelated but somehow I expected my family to visit me earlier than this, it took them an entire semester of me not going to college for them to notice.
I probably don't make any sense do I?
See you all and sorry for fucking up.
>>6393852
hoo boy i am glad i do not have to deal with becoming more and more irrelevant with each passing day all the while futilely holding onto irrelevant thoughts and opinions
thank you for reminding me of this dear friend!
>>6393925
I like how instead of refuting anything he said you just pull the "lmao wrong side of history" card. This is a heavy indicator that you browse tumblr.
>>6393946
oh no!
a double agent!!
shit, i'm also on twitter FUCK a trippple agent!!!
just got pegged the fuck out fuck me fuck
>>6393995
Thanks for admitting it I guess. Saves a lot of drama and passive aggressive comments like all tumblrites do.
>>6393852
there seems to be a misunderstanding here
>>6394003
np
>>6393476
>trans*
>*
That better be fucking bait because people who write that unironically makes me want to cram my gt up their asses
>>6394065
Was it not the purposeful "cutesy" misspellings and smiley that made it obvious?
>>6392457
Fpbp
>>6394060
Are you a cis female or a crazy FtM on roid rage?
Just asking, cutie.
>>6394175
just a crazy af F
>>6394224
Keep shitposting then TERF.
>>6393885
>Anime pics
You're definitely trans
But seriously, you probably are trans if you feel better about the way you are now that you're taking mones. Well good luck to you
>>6394269
i may continue to shitpost chap but i am not a terf as i see trans women as women, totally, fully, cosmically
they are one with the goddess consciousness or w/e
agps are just creepy af
>>6394311
>identifying with loli moeblobs designed to be fuckdolls by sexually repressed japanese men
>"def trans"
>>6393885
Remember that it's your body, your mother or sister shouldn't have any power to change it.
If you're feeling better on hormones continue taking them.
I would also recommend you to go to a therapist but not for the reasons your mother wants.
You seem to be a nice person but easily manipulated, probably related to how you're treated at home. You also sounded depressed.
Take care of yourself, if you want to be a girl do it, if you just want to be feminie, do it as well.
Just remember that whatever happens, you have to do it because you choose not because someone is saying you're not truly trans or anything, try to be happy.
>>6394375
Welcome new friend
>>6393885
OP I can't believe you are for real but you've done a good enough job to make me doubt for a moment so I'll give you a genuine response: no one can tell you what you are just by reading that post. Your life's more complicated than one 4chan post. Go see a therapist and figure this shit out. Good luck and be well.
>>6392314
>a tranny is irresponsible
>a tranny needs psychiatric help
Shocking. Where you at OP? You looking for a boyfriend yet? I can help you with your transition by making you feel like a real girl.
>>6396876
So exactly what part of that completely untestable conjecture was supposed to convince me of something? The theory you cited hinges on a premise that certain markers characterize a "true" female brain and a "true" male brain, rather than those markers being mere variation found within a diverse population of individuals. The average male and female brains have some features, and some individuals' brains have features that resemble more the average brain of the other sex, but that doesn't mean they have the "wrong" brain or body; the assumption of a mismatch is an attractive theory to people who want to legitimize the concept of transsexuality, but it hinges, once again, on the completely untestable and irrational presumption of "true" male and female brains. You could just as well say that a man with very narrow shoulders is really a female deep down because his shoulders are perfectly average for a female while aberrant for a male. It's nonsense.
That's not 4chan's fault.
The meme is about how great it is to fuck boipucci, not how great it is to be boipucci.
>>6397190
Men and women have highly distinct brain structures. This is a scientific fact. The paper linked in that post points out that the brains of homosexual transsexuals fall well outside the norm of their birth sex in certain areas, even accounting for individual variation. To compare fundamentally different brain phenotypes in individuals who all display the same clinical condition to having "broad shoulders" is willful ignorance.
It sounds like you've already decided what you want to believe and won't accept any evidence to the contrary. The evidence does not point to transsexuals having the "wrong" body insomuch as pointing out that homosexual transsexuals have a distinct partially intersexed brain structure which accounts for them feeling what they do.
>>6397246
>Men and women have highly distinct brain structures. This is a scientific fact.
Oh? Would you care to provide some data that establishes this "fact"? Or is it beneath you to do anything other than pretend the truth of you beliefs is as self evident as the shape of the sun? The only pronounced distinction between male and female brains I know of is intracranial volume, but the difference is proportional to the weight difference between men and women. Not exactly tantalizing proof of distinct brain "phenotypes", now is it?
>The paper linked in that post points out that the brains of homosexual transsexuals fall well outside the norm of their birth sex in certain areas, even accounting for individual variation.
>accounting for individual variation
Actually, it does no such thing. Oh it's certainly grandiose in its claims with lines like:
>Thus, the morphology of the brain of homosexual MtFs and FtMs strongly suggests that each one has its own phenotype, and that the phenotype is different from those of heterosexual males and females.
but the actual data to support these claims are not so grandiose. Such groundbreaking discoveries are made with, get this, BAR GRAPHS, oooo. There's also some LINE GRAPHS. Via these tantalizing graphs you get a rough idea of the mean values being represented, but the distributions underlying those means are a mystery; not a single standard deviation to be found in the entire paper, so there sure as hell isn't anything to suggest that the differences observed in trannies "fall well outside the norm of their birth sex".
>>6397246
>It sounds like you've already decided what you want to believe and won't accept any evidence to the contrary.
Au contraire, I love me some evidence, and it's not so much that I've "decided" what I WANT to believe so much as I've come to the most logical conclusion to be drawn from the available data. Good data is hard to come by, especially when the topic is highly politicized. Once that happens, conclusions are a product of ideology rather than the most logical explanation of rigorously observed data, and what counts as evidence is broadened to the point of farce. Thus, researchers conduct loads of studies similar to this paper that support a particular political stance, but any serious examination of the data reveals poor methods, puny samples, and weak correlations propping up dramatic conclusions.
Just as the wishful hope of finding some prototypical male or female brain in FtM and MtF trannies respectively was never going to happen, identifying a unique tranny brain isn't going to happen either. These authors should be dismissed out of hand as soon as they were caught talking about some kind of prototypical intersexed brain. Wish you'd at least printed it out for me so I could wipe my ass with it and get some tangible use from it.
>>6393741
SSEEEASSSOONN FOOOOURRR
>>6398260
Man don't tell me you are the same shitposter that just denied brain sex.
>>6392314
You're an idiot for being influenced by an anonymous imageboard so easily.
You do need help.
>>6398300
same shit happened to me, as far as the buying whoremoans and such. it doesnt take long of fapping to traps and hovering /tsg/ threads to get into it
>>6398300
I know a lot of transgirls that always felt there was something wrong with them but only found out about all this trans stuff when they started browsing some 4chan threads
So technically, being influenced wasn't that bad since it helped their lives.
>>6394224
But grinch poster is a gay guy obsessed with shit.
>>6394334
>they fell for the "trutrans" meme
LOL
O
L
>>6398841
They also keep ban-evading.
Oh no, people are taking hormones and being trans not the way I want them to!
>>6399631
This.
What's really wrong with OP going on HRT? Does that make OP less worthy of the titty skittles than anyone else on this board?
What the hell...
>>6392314
>I wasn't going to class
Own fault, no sympathy.
Try attending the education your mother is paying for.
YOU ruined your life, dumbass.
>>6392314
Where do you live, is it a conversion therapy state? If so, kick your sister out, and seek a job to support yourself with immediately.
