>>6349573
OP, Do you have insurance?

Same here. I've been considering self medding, just to see how HRT would make me look and feel, but am a bit worried about the permanent effects, getting the dosage right and the possible complications. I'm just afraid to commit to a transition, especially if it begins to look like I'll have no chance to ever pass.

>>6349573
No one is trans. It's a mental illness. Talk to a therapist.

yeah im in a weird place with this

i've already "transitioned" inasmuch as i've adopted the clothing, mannerisms, and voice range of the opposite sex (6 years of conscious effort now, being 18 myself), but i don't have much physical dysphoria and don't care much about pronouns or whatever, so i hesitate to call myself fully trans or undergo surgery

>>6349903
Any physical dysphoria=trans
None=not

>>6349954
enough to have a binder and hate periods

>>6349573
Same i've been thinking about this alot lately. I'm stuck somewhere in between, like i wanna look like a girl, so im considering to start HRT but i dont know how to get hormones since im not in america. I dont have much body dysphoria, I only starve myself so much so i can be super thin. When it comes to my genitalia im ok with it unless someone wants to see it and i dont wanna use it like at all. Its super confusing especially bc im 19 and i feel like if i dont start hrt and if i decide in the future that transition is what i want im gonna regret it.

>>6350403
Then you're probably trans. Do whatever you need to feel comfortable :)

>>6349573
We were talking about that here:
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