What style, or person inspires your look, MtFG?
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>No bullying
>No hugboxing
>No tumblr shit
>No *actions*
>No drama
Previous >>6343966
Let's do our best, girls!
>>6344882
nudist are my style inspo
Everyone post the trip you want to kiss RIGHT NOW
>>6344882
>What style, or person inspires your look, MtFG?
>>6344853
Ok, makes sense.
I know performing a "face routine" on your entire body would probably just be a waste, but still, I want my skin to be nice everywhere and not just on my face, so I thought I'd ask.
So then I guess my body-skin should be fine so long as I moisturize and use lots of sunscreen, right?
>What style, or person inspires your look, MtFG?
>>6344893
Charlotte
>>6344893
Phien desu
>>6344882
you do, edie
:3
>>6344893
!!htAf34/aGL
cringe https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W79BLVp5p0Y
don't have a waifu if you're trans
>>6344895
Kill yourself
>>6344903
If only transitioning got rid of GID
>Fuck that, being a guy is shit
This desu, fucking hated being told I was lucky to be a guy as kid
>>6344893
faye
>>6344897
IHU SLUGGU LMAOOOO
>>6344902
:x
>>6344907
u first sweetheart
My Estradiol prescription just got increased, i just started noticing actual changes which is kinda exciting.
>>6344895
I love Kristen Stewart. Got a pic?
>>6344882
>tfw just started using 4chanX
>tfw idk wht im doing
>>6344912
getting bumped up from 4mg to 6mg was so so awesome for me. I feel like a haze was lifted
still no bob growth tho
its kinda comfy having 'GID' on my medical documents desu
teasing the endo who kept insisting that i was 100% mentally well and that GID wasn't a mental disorder as such and me going 'ya but it is tho' and him getting all 'it is listed as such but it isn't a mental disorder' and me saying 'but it is tho'.
>>6344913
i was being ironic, but here ya go
>>6344915
she is so pretty
I've never actually listened to st vincent tho
>>6344909
>If only transitioning got rid of GID
I do wonder how much of remaining GID feelings after transition are due to self-hatred cuz society is shit. Most of mine probably are desu.
>>6344923
self hatred lingers because those neural pathways are really strong from a lifetime of self hatred.
>>6344893
!flannel6gY
>>6344918
I just hit 2 months, i got bumped to 4mg from 2mg. But i've felt the boob growth before i got bumped up.
>>6344921
Alright but let's see the face.
>>6344817
LMAO! You're horrible Faye! I mean you're awesome beautiful and sensitive and supet smart, but girls don't do it for me besides kissing.
I guess the only way I could be with a girl would be while making out while we both were sucking a man's cock or being spitroasted by a girl and a guy.
Also you're Edie's gf/ex so you're basically haram till the end of time.
Unless you want to sissify me
(Pic related)
>>6344860
Don't get me wrong , she seems funny and smart and I bet she's like a good friend to have.
But she's mostly misinformed and uses half truths to sell her ideas.
Sort of being friends with a Trump believer :p.
They're awesome, but I'll call them out on their bullshit. :p
>>6344923
Possibly
I feel a lot of shame over being trans
Somewhat either from society or just generally hating being trans
and partially from the trans community not helping either
>>6344923
I kinda wonder whether a ghost in the shell type surrogate humanoid body would actually be satisfying
i want to be a pretty cis girl but im not :(
>>6344928
lucky you. that sounds like a decent time to go from 2 to 4. learn from my mistake and make the bump from 4 to 6 sooner than 2 years desu lol
>>6344929
my face is fucking manly so im fucked
>>6344932
no-one sane wants to be trans though, its just its the self acceptance and transition is the most effective way to living a fulfilling, productive life. everyone would want to be cis as their gender identity first, or cis was whatever but without dysphoria second. trans is a fucking curse and social stigma makes it worse. i mean how fucked up is it in a hateful society that you can do most of the hatred and disgust yourself?
>>6344941
kayla i wish i looked like you
>>6344948
W-will you raise me right, anon-kun?
>>6344942
I could probably steal her hairstyle. that's about the extent of it tho lol
>>6344947
I doubt it highly
>>6344926
That would seem to be the case yeah.
>>6344932
>tfw
Goes in cycles, sometimes I feel like I'm ok with it and then other times I hate it. While I do think it's helpful for there to be some sort of trans community, the fact that so many of them are so dysfunctional really reinforces some negative feelings about being trans.
Idk it does feel like most of the negative feelings that I have about being trans are just because of internalising the shit you hear every day.
>>6344935
Probably not very, it wouldn't really fix any of the issues of being trans (ie. Reproduction, being in the right body)
>>6344938
Really is it not normal to get increased this quickly?
>>6344953
in serious like if. we could trade bodies id do it ASAP
>tfw I'll never have Elanna as a gf
>tfw I'll never give her headpats and snuggle with her
>tfw I'll never comfort her when she's feeling down
>tfw I'll never tell her all my shitty jokes and watch as she smiles because it's dumb
>tfw find perfect girl and she's unobtainable
Why am I living still
>>6344952
I wish I could do that. My hair is jet black, crazy thick and only a little wavy ;~;
>>6344963
>tfw i will never fuck elanna's feet
I know your feels anon
>>6344954
mmhm
goes in cycles for me I guess, I'm never really ok without but I can at least accept it and hope to live as a girl
other times I wish I was dead
I've never really liked the community mostly because it seems to be tumblr tier atm and that doesn't really help with acceptance
About internalisation though, 4chan does have a habit of making fun of hons, admittedly I do laugh at that but I can't help but fear I'll end up like what I'm laughing at
i just started taking finasteride to prevent hair loss (feels bad man) and i'm afraid gynecomastia is one of the side effects. it's my worst nightmare.
i'm experiencing slight breast tenderness but nothing major. what were the symptoms you experienced when you started growing your tits? they say pain, but how bad is it? it's kind of hard to tell since i work out my chest a lot and i've been feeling out for possible lumps and examining my nipples for possible puffiness but thankfully nothing yet.
>>6344963
I know most of these feels anon.
>tfw straight girl crush
NOT EVEN ONCE
>>6344954
>That would seem to be the case yeah
I didn't mean to make that sound so hopeless btw. there's therapeutic techniques to teach yourself how to not use those pathways. I think that's what dbt is iirc
>>6344956
well my doc started me at 4 and then never touched the dose for 2 years. soo idk, maybe it's common and my doc was just weird
>>6344964
ya mines curly as hell. I think if I was willing to put effort into shaping it I could do the fro like she has
>>6344957
no you wouldn't, I have a man body too
>>6344963
>Wanting Elanna as a girlfriend instead of as a friend.
Am I nuts here? This transbian lust has to stop.
Imean it's awesome to be desired and shit, but it's not as awesome as forever friends!
>>6344978
how much fin do you take? Gyno is a very rare side effect most of us would want that here.
>>6344990
stop it kayla you're making me really jealous and dysphoric
>>6344931
don't worry, after I don't wash for two days it basically will smell just like a cis man when I shove it into your mouth, the blindfold and my grunts will take care of the rest
>>6344993
I'm a guy
>>6344941
You look nothing like Kristen Stewart. Lose my number.
>>6344997
...jesus
>>6344990
I use to feel bad for you but I hate you now. Just go and live your life and stop being a bitch to everyone here.
>>6344978
I started feeling tit tenderness, about a week ago.
It's not too bad so far. It only kinda hurts when they're pressed against something too hard. I do find myself going out of my way to not press them though.
i want headpats and snuggles
>>6344982
>tfw lusting over a girl that lives on the other side of the planet to me
>>6344882
>see an article or something about Karlie Kloss once
>the author kept on raving about how impossibly tall she is
>think "Wow, I bet she's almost as tall as me! Maybe I can use her as my super-tall fashion inspo!"
>look her up
>turns out she's a half foot shorter than me
:c
>>6344990
fuck off
>>6345003
Can you explain the Kayla hate to me? I am pretty new and cant understand it.
>>6345002
>Just go and live your life
would if I could but no way I could leave my room dressed like that and not catch a beating
i want kayla to hold me
>>6345009
Reply to the wrong person?
>>6344976
I take it you're still early transition? I will at least say that the worst of it goes away once you start living as a girl. As for tumblr, I agree entirely, can't into any of those communities, the only like minded communities I've found have been on image boards. Those carry their own issues though. While the hon shaming is just part of the culture it does sort of point to a deeper problem. It places deep shame on being visibly gender variant. It's p symptomatic of hating either being trans or other trans people, given being perceived as cis is the only acceptable option. Idk.
>>6344984
It's supposed to help yeah, and I may eventually need to look into it. It does kinda feel hopeless atm tho, even if it's not supposed to be
>>6344995
i'm taking 1.25mg 3 times a week. i was on 1.25mg every day for a few days but i just felt really off and upon some research i found out it still inhibits dht effectively the day after.
i know any time you're messing around with levels your body has to get adjusted to it, but i want to be on the look out you know. imagine a good looking fit guy (albeit minuscule hair loss) with tits. nah
i know it's rare, but it could happen to anybody y'know/
>>6345011
k well if I tell you that you look like a girl you will just not believe me and if I call you a hon to shut the fuck up you will throw a tantrum. Are you going to spend the rest of your life in limbo. Time to get out of the closet its making you into a miserable person.
>>6344882
Stav Strashko is the style I want to achieve one day..
>tfw 18 year old hon
>>6344978
gynecomastia is growing bobs. I don't see the problem.
in all seriousness, you should probably see your doctor. If you feel a small lump under the nipple, stop taking finastride.
Tfw your gaff becomes loose under your dress and everyone trying to take a peak.
#justtransthings
>>6345034
sounds like you just made a gaffe
>>6345034
stop posting transphobes
erin kicked jon out of game grumps because he wouldn't accept her transition
>>6344979
>>6344993
It's nothing something you have control over.
>be straight
>talk to kit
>be gay
>>6345034
what the fuck is a gaff?
>>6344978
if you start feeling hard knots under your nipples, you'd better stop asap, those open up to discs, that form half spheres, that will give you pretty breasts
>tfw ur not an anime
>tfw got so embarrassed trying to buy grill clothes in person that I ran away from the store
I just want to die
>>6345038
I'd move there. I always liked Canada And I'm a boy.
>>6345021
Up to 1.25 per day and your fine. However since you have chest pain go see a doctor in the small chance that you are growing tissue. You'll also get pain in your balls eventually if this is the case. Post fin syndrome is just coincidental fear mongering btw.
>>6345048
Who knows
>>6345053
me too
>>6345016
yeah I'm young and early transition
I don't really care about being percieved as cis, that's what I want to achieve, it's not like a can tell society to see a man as a woman always without knowing they are trans, not going to happen.
desu I can't really find a silver light in being trans
I'd probably be pretty transphobic if I wasn't desu
Bernie got fuckin eviscerated, couldn't even win SF
#hillyes
>>6345053
That's why i buy them online.
>>6344935
kinda depends on how advanced the synthetic body is
like does it have the full range of human senses? cus sensory deprivation is literally maddening
can you really tell the difference between the synthetic body and a natural one in everyday life?
>>6344948
I don't super like most anime tbqh, prefer french animation, or anime that diverges from the traditional style, like my partner and I recently watched this anime short "kick-heart" that was pretty cute
>>6344954
I mean if ur assuming the level of sci-fi tech needed for a full functional synthetic body substitute then some reproductive capability isn't rlly out of the realm of possibility
tbqh once our understanding is sufficient I can imagine it easier to control the development of children with a synthetic womb rather than an altered natural one
>>6344978
what does? u getting monitored by a doc?
>>6345009
she goes through cylces of lashing out and burning bridges and blaming everyone else for her issues
also she's kinda a spoiled bigot who thinks she deserves whatever she wants without working for it more than anyone else even if they work for it
I don't hate her desu, just wish she'd get her shit together and stop taking her problems out on others
>>6345027
I guess it's time to be mtfg's sissy slut.
Is it normal if some days I am extremely depressed and dysphoric, but other days I don't really care and am fine being male?
It's because of this that I am too scared to transition
someone make me pretty
>>6344997
>No gt hygene for 2 days
Promise me smegma!
>>6345067
Please recommend some French animation?
>>6345027
just follow your heart bro and you'll do okay
>>6344978
You'll feel a hard-ish tender lump under your nipple(s) quite a bit before you start gaining breast tissue so look out for that.
>>6345069
could be dysphoria or you are genderfluid.
>>6345069
Yes, that's normal. Dysphoria comes in waves.
>>6344990
damn you are a butter face.
I personally am like human trash. I don't pass, horrible body and horrible fashion sense. I have been working out every day too. Well I mean I have been working out everyday so I can get a runner's high since I am a druggie and all. I am literally chasing a high.
>>6345064
wtf
Like seriously why back Hillary.
Whelp off to the head shrink. Maybe I will walk away with an srs letter and a script for xanax.
be back later fags.
oh for all of you
http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph566601c493795
So dr z talked to me about rounding out my jawline and he said he probably can't do that
I'm pretty sad, f a m
>>6345069
I honestly think it's pretty common. It happened to me, but eventually the days I was "okay" became few and far between. Those days became more like forgetting about dysphoria than they were about being okay with being male.
>>6345054
Canada is a big place. What do you know about Alberta? It's a colder version of Texas
:(
>>6345059
Idk, I know that there's always going to be a desire to be perceived as cis, and I'd be lying to say that it doesn't matter to me a lot. I do suspect it would matter less of society didn't treat unpassing trans girls like shit though. I guess what I find fucked up is that the community is just as awful towards nonpassing trans women, sometimes moreso.
I get that though, I was quite the transphobe and homophobe before transition so I know feelings like that aren't easy to shake. Probably a large chunk of why I avoided association with other trans girls for so long desu
>>6345067
Quite possibly, although given the state of cloning I'd imagine we have a long ways to go before synthetic wombs though. Would be neat tho, may honestly be the answer to the trans reproductive issue.
>>6345090
because Trump is a natavist retard and Bernie doesn't have a chance. Hillary is friendly to big city business interests and i really want to see the first woman president
>>6345064
Please fucking die. Hillary is just the puppet of the corporate powers that are fucking you and the world in the ass right now you idiot. Watch and see what I mean. I'm sure I will be here just to see you bitching about her if she wins.
>>6345101
>voting for someone based on their gender
Are you retarded?
>>6345096
This is me all year, and I'm even tripfagging with a female name.
Someone Make it stop
>>6345101
>I really want to see the first woman president
Well Obama was the first black president and that didn't work out well. Just saying
howdy folks
>>6345101
>i really want to see the first woman president
this is why we cant have nice things
>>6345101
I lost all respect for you. why do you like liars? did you even try to look into her history? it's ignorant retards like you ruining this planet.
>>6345115
howdy
Generally this.
*colors may vary
>>6345118
:I :I :I :I :I :I
pass me the gun.
i just cooked an $11 steak AMA
>>6345109
There there. It'll be better eventually.
>>6345105
>People will vote for Hillary "Awesome" Clinton because of her gender
Awesome meme Trumpet!
>>6345127
Can I come over
>>6345067
I guess it would come with its own suite of dysphoria-like problems, because you would probably feel human in a very inhuman body. Minds aren't designed to function like that.
>>6345069
My main answer to dysphoria growing up was to keep myself so busy that I didn't have to think about wanting to be a girl.
I was transphobic because of hon culture, and didn't want to admit to myself that only trannies want to be girls.
>>6345127
did you burn it?
>>6345067
oh forgot my name
like it even mattress
>>6344978
>>6345067
meant "what dose?"
>>6345075
that gif was from this cute weird one hair high
then there're classics like gandahar or the masters of time
>>6345099
oh sure it's basically sci-fi but so is rlly functional synthetic bodies so if ur gonna assume one it's silly to discount the other
realistically there's the whole issue of how u get in the synthetic body and if it's rlly "you" or a copy
>>6345117
noooo trumps gonna make america great again, kick out the muslims and build da wall!
*note that he's already started to backtrack stating anything he says now is just talk because he's not president yet so he might not actually ban muslims and the wall may be a "virtual wall" instead of a real physical one
>>6345118
the only thing people got out of the four reasons i gave is the woman thing.
her policies line up with my ideals and i'd rather a continuation of the obama administration than letting a retard with no experience run the country
>>6345119
could not care less. i like her policies compared to Trump's "rah rah build a wall that will solve everything" bullshit
>>6345101
;_;
I am at least you are voting in your own interest, but damn. I mean I personally didn't like Bernie from the get go, but i voted for Trump mostly for gun rights.
>>6345125
Don't use a gun to an hero, your death will be used be anti gun people to justify taking away gun rights. Go kill someone with gluten or something.
>>6345113
k so your a tool and a wage slave. I'll enjoy your complaining.
I'm going to eat an entire fucking rotisserie chicken
What's mtfg having for lunch?
>>6345127
how done was it
have you ever done sous vide?
>>6345127
Red meat is bad for girls desu
>tfw not had a serious breakdown or evening of rumination since my exam
>tfw moving into a house with a nice poly couple who want to do kinky things to me
>tfw catboy friend may also be moving in
>tfw got to actually enjoy the gig I went to yesterday instead of just thinking about how I look
maybe the key for me coping until FFS is to just hide tits and live as a guy and reduce other sources of stress in my life as much as possible
>>6345101
>Bernie doesn't have a chance.
Against Trump?
Weren't polls showing that his chances against Trump were as good as or better than Clinton's?
>Hillary is friendly to big c̶i̶t̶y̶ business interests
I agree.
>>6345099
Even if society was ok with unpassing transgirls, I'd still not want to be one, because I don't want people to call me sir before I'd have to correct them by saying "I identify as a woman"
>>6345127
What's it like to be a trump?
>>6345102
Word
>>6345122
>I can imagine liking Alberta
Anon...
>>6345135
I wouldn't use a gun. This stuff just depresses me.
>>6345146
Yes Elanna?
>>6345138
nothing you fat fuck
fuck, i have to be in west hollywood in an hour. Must get ready to beat traffic.
>>6344882
I feel like I'm definitely like Forever XXI/Urban Outfitters inspired normie/hipster but I ain't even mad
>>6345131
sure anon
>>6345132
nope if anything its rare AF
>>6345139
idk what that is but its cooked p nice. rare af
>>6345140
i know. im a bad girl.
>>6345146
its nice to be super rich. in all seriousness i bought it for after my exam but im starving and my exam was postponed.... ;_;
i cannot normally afford to live like this
>>6344882
>what person inspires your look
obligatory
>>6345138
im jealous. i had a pile of bacon covered in maple syrup. i'd love chicken right now
>>6345152
but i'm not fat, im curvy
hey friends what's up?
i finally moved up to 4mg yesterday a month late, and i also finished my haruna cosplay, so it's been a nice week!
have you all been doing ok?
>>6345159
not a fan of bacon,but sausage and maple syrup is god tier, especially with some corn bread
>>6344919
kek ikr, those are always funny/dumb conversations
it's all just mental health stigma preventing people from admitting it, idgi
>>6345135
that's fair. hillary is definitely not the best candidate for someone who is pro-gun lobby
>>6345137
>your a tool and a wage slave
is this what you tell yourself to feel better about being a failure? is this your way of coping with living in the margins of society?
it's okay, i understand that its frustrating to be an outcast. i sincerely hope that whatever is preventing you from becoming a fully participating member in society can eventually be fixed - whether it's your mental health, discrimination, upbringing or some other external factor. I hope you can eventually find peace.
>>6345032
>>6345050
>>6345055
>>6345083
i would not call it pain at this moment. tenderness at most which seems to be decreasing since lowering the intake. i don't feel as off anymore, but at the first sign of real gyno i'll most certainly stop. i wanted to be on the look out for the earliest of symptoms. thanks.
>>6345133
1.25ml mon, wed, friday. i'm not being closely monitored by a doctor but i did get my levels checked prior to being prescribed with the stipulation of making an appointment if i experience suspect real symptoms.
>>6345068
i don't want to be the fruit loop in the world of cheerios.
>>6345138
I ate some rice crackers with an avocado
>>6345144
Idk, I'm assuming that a society that vaguely understood trans people would understand that long hair + women's clothes + general female presentation likely means you identify that way. I get that though.
>>6345151
Idk, I think I'm trying to emphasize that Alberta is not like Canada. It's more like a little patch of the US in Canada.
>>6345155
Awe ;~;
How did you season it? Better be rare or medium rare :3
>>6345172
healthy, no wonder you're so skinny
>>6345160
lol i ate a yogurt and an orange today.
Some how I still can't lose weight despite trying to get high by running everyday. I was dead tired yesterday too. I didn't even have enough to to work on my coding project.
>>6345170
yeah this may shock a lot of people here, but honestly if Hillary was more pro-gun I would vote for her.
>>6345155
>rare af
yesss
sous vide is like... you cook the steak in a plastic bag in water that's just warm enough to get it cooked to the doneness that you want, and you let it sit in there for a few hours, than you take it out and sear it. I've never cooked anything like that tho but I really want to try some day ;-; the machines to control the water temp are too expensive
>>6345138
I had subway
I'm a fat pizza shit, can't wait to get on adderall tobh
>>6345173
I wouldn't mind it. I'd have you.
>>6345173
>rare meat
>>6345170
this is the most weirdly condescending post i've seen on here in a while
>>6345173
it was super rare, and i put meat rub and african spices on it. it was really good !!
>>6345179
oh right !! mine was really rare, like i just put it on for 2 mins each side and that's it (down to the second). also it was p thick steak. next time i'll try take a pic if i can find my sisters camera
>>6345189
your poor-ness is showing
>>6345155
>"cooked"
I don't know why I'm making fun of you for this. I have no idea how to cook anything.
Like, making eggs is a big achievement for me.
>>6345138
Nothing cuz I'm fat :(
>>6345188
Idk I appreciate the sentiment but ain't no girl worth moving here for, esp. not me
>>6345189
>overcooking your beef
Smh
>>6345197
Elanna. Yes you are.
>>6345178
>Implying NRA isn't the biggest and most influential lobbyist in the US, and gun laws have an actual chance in hell of being modifed.
>>6345197
>>6345194
nothing wrong with meat that is cooked enough to not give you worms
>>6345203
so, rare?
>>6345203
>worrying if steak has worms
this is so dumb, if the steak was cut right, then there will be nothing on the inside you retard. that's why it's safe to eat steak rare.
>>6345203
If your beef gives you worms, then you're eating shit beef. Actual quality beef is safe to consume raw, and I've done it on a few occasions. Steak tartare is delicious.
>>6345201
Nooo, I'm not:(
>>6345192
Jelly af desu
>>6345210
Yes you are. You are definitely worth it.
>>6345205
yeah, make your friends fat instead so you look prettier than them
I know your tricks.
>>6345203
Just look at this picture, the height of poverty right there. Fuck off.
>>6345215
Steak should be moist regardless and rare meat shouldn't be cold.
>>6345194
>tfw poor
;_;
>>6345208
pretty much this. Although I do dumb shit like get near rare hamburgers.
how do I look /mtfg/?
I am not going to wear make up today because I am lazy and have to drive to weho so I don't have time due shit posting here.
10/man I know.
>>6345133
>already flipflopping
He needs to not lose the delusional "not-so-conservative" types who wouldn't vote for him with his supreme court picks
>>6345173
yeah but still
I don't wanna be known as trans either way
I wanna be cis
>>6345217
yeah, and I bet most people have more than an eight burner Viking range
>>6345127
desu I think it's mostly marketing that has trumped up steak as the end-all be-all of beef
I'll take a brisket or marrow bone given the choice
>>6345132
like how so other than some general idea that your body is synthetic? if u assume neural connections for a full range of sense and control then they could probably make the body "feel right", with sufficient tech u could probably be put in a synthetic body without even noticing
I could see that developing as the result of discrimination from society tho
>>6345138
didn't have breakfast so might just have an egg on toast, or maybe some leftover fried chicken
>>6345153
my partner used to love forever XXI
when we both have money we should totally go thrifting together
>>6345171
>with the stipulation of making an appointment if i experience suspect real symptoms
well isn't that kinda what's happening?
maybe it's time to get checked again
>>6345172
I LOVE avocado tho it's not so great for my diet
>>6345185
imho subway is pretty shit and keeps going purely by pretending to be healthy
like if I'm gonna get a shitty fast-food sandwich I might as well get something like quiznos(if most of them hadn't shut down around here)
>>6345203
but there is something wrong with getting meat so shitty that you expect it to have worms
>>6345214
:3 shh it's supposed to be secret
I really like to bake especially but I'll eat the whole batch of cookies in one week and it's like 20 thousand calories. I used to bring them in to work to try to make friends but nobody ever said "thank you" to me or anything ;-;
How much does everyone here weigh? I'm 109lb
>>6345215
Fair enough. Here's some food porn anyways.
>>6345212
Idk maybe we'll have to agree to disagree
>>6345227
About 110lbs
>>6345197
>Nothing cuz I'm fat :(
Kidding me, you look perfectly normal weight. maybe you just hide it. But with how cute you are you could pull off a chubby look anyways.
>>6345228
Maybe we can disagree but I still like you a lot.
>>6345220
mexican/10
jk, you're cute cmon dude, you dont have to ask these dumb bitches
>>6345221
it's not really that he's flip-flopping in my view but that he probably never meant what he says
whatever bad stuff you wanna say about him he knows how to play people and will say whatever he has to in order to get what he wants, helped by the fact that many of his supporters think any criticism is just a conspiracy even if it's literally just quotes of what the guy has said
>tfw manly sternum
>>6345227
oh gosh you're so light. how tall if you don't mind me asking?
I'm 122, so fat ;-;
>>6345223
thats like a $4,000 stove top
>>6345220
You look kinda awkward, but everyone does with a forced smile.
>>6345227
weight alone doesn't say anything. At least tell us your body height too.
I am 5.9 feet and 143lbs
>>6345243
This is what Keith does.
>waaahh I'm so poor I can barely eat
>lol look at my mansion and pool fucking plebs can't even afford a car
>>6345227
5'10" 155lbs
>>6345222
Idk, I guess I've gotten to a point now where I don't care if people know it so long as they aren't going to be a shit about it. Stealth is too much trouble for me.
>>6345231
Idk I'm not actually fat, jus trying to lose weight and git fit. Bumped up my weights yesterday desu
>>6345235
Thanks for feeling that way about me, I sure as shit can't ;~;
>>6345240
Here is some baked beans with maple syrup and molasses I made a while back. It was like candy beans.
>>6345227
198 :(
>>6345248
god I'm same height and 13 pounds heavier ;-;
>>6345224
Quiznos is amazing
D'angelos is pretty hit or miss
to be honest, my fav sandwich is from market street eats in the old port, they have AMAZING wraps and so many options and they're always super nice there <3 only problem is they close at 3PM :/
>>6345237
ehh I should put on make up.
here is a picture of me with some make up on at a bar in old town Pasadena on Friday when i was drunk as fuck.
>>6345244
idk I can only smile when I am happy. I never learned to fake it.
well I seriously need to get the fuck out of here now.
talk to you faggots maybe later if I don't pass out after my run for the high.
>>6345251
whoops
>>6345258
That looks hideous
>>6345250
I can't help but to feel this way. You're fantastic. I wish you could feel the same way
>tfw not there right now hugging you.
>>6345253
That's not too much more.
Guess i might be lucky, i don't do anything and i just kinda eat whatever.
>>6345250
I do care desu
I hate being found out
>>6345259
then you never had good beans before
>>6345258
I want that
>tfw ma'amd twice today
this is just some big joke im not in on isnt it
>>6345258
thats some cowboy lookin shit right there im jealous of
>>6345265
I paired it with a ham roast I had cooked in the crock pot for 18 hours in 2 liters of apple cider
>>6345264
You should kill yourself
>>6345227
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
Get ready for the landwhale to beach :^)
260 B)
I hate myself but I'm working on losing weight again. Unfortunately I've been super stressed and I'm a binge eater and eat when I'm stressed/upset
But like I said earlier, hopefully Adderall helps with that
>>6345272
I think you're bigger than Sheen. Wtf are you playing at?
>>6345170
Capital TOOL, and a puppet kek. I bet you feel real warm within your perceived safety. I'm proud of you and your "membership". Keep believing lies while the powers you support fuck the world into submission and then you complain about it. Keep being controlled by societies expectations. You know the pressure of being a "failure" that you fear. Fear being a common thing for you, fear of being different and remember only judge worth through money and margins. That's how you live as a productive member. so cuddly.
>>6345261
desu I have been losing weight fast without doing much of anything except running a couple days a week and eating whatever. so idk it's not too bad
>>6345227
165 lb
>>6345258
i hate beans ;-;
>>6345269
the best thing I make is my mild turkey chili
>>6345170
>>6345260
>tfw
I could use a good hug right about now
>>6345215
>not eating your steaks medium-rare
>mfw
>>6345279
>i hate beans ;-;
I bet beans hate you too.
>>6345280
Is that what caused the mild autism?
>>6345270
*Droool
Seriously. Lunch at kayla's, when?
>>6345284
Good.
>>6345227
160 lbs but I'm 5 foot 11
>>6345286
no, probably being starved of oxygen at birth while my twin was dying is what caused it
>>6345282
Here have one
we can all use one, sometimes
>>6345280
I wish my phone camera wasn't so awful. I haven't been good at taking pics of my food lately
>>6345258
That looks really good
>>6345282
I would give it to you. Among other things. (snuggles are the greatest thing ever)
>>6345288
never, no one wants to hang with me because I am prone to outbursts (but never in person, i'm pretty mellow irl, ask melly)
>>6345227
5 7", 130 but I'm trying to get down to 125. I have to lose some muscle mass first.
>>6345224
It could be both a result and a cause of descrimination. Blade Runner shows this pretty well.
btw, if you do watch blade runner, take the time to get the final cut.
>>6345226
please bake for me for like a month once my E kicks in
I need to gain weight eventually
>>6345227
120 lbs at 5'11"
>>6345231
it's not easy to be chubby-cute when you're taller
>>6345250
>Stealth is too much trouble for me.
I just don't wanna correct anyone.
And you know I look up to you like a big sister, right?
>>6345295
Your twin knew you'd be a horrible worthless piece of shit so they offed themselves and gave you a mutant skull and mild autism.
Is everyone here US?
>>6345273
binge eating, lack of motivation to lose weight when I was repressing, emotional eating, and to be honest I kind of have a thing for being big >.>
I do have to lose weight though if I want SRS so I'm starting to shift my diet and get into weight loss mode. I need to get to 200 at least and then go from there.
>>6345305
how the fuck are you so skinny at 5'11"
Same height, how can I get that skinny?
>>6345308
No! It's WE!
>>6345309
Get it together
>I kind of have a thing for being big
and stop this shit it's disgusting
Does anyone else find it weird I can look like I do and be so autistic and stuff and yet I still get thoroughly lewded on a regular basis apart from during exam season? I'm glad but idgi.
>>6345310
She's like 15
>>6345170
>>6345310
Anorexia + an addiction to concerta/ritalin during puberty + a resting metabolism of 2200 kcal.
I wanna be 130-140. That's my ideal. I just need it to all go to my hips/butt/boobs instead of my belly.
>>6345224
well for the first 3 days i had low energy, more tenderness than i do now and decrease in sexual interest. all 3 of these symptoms are improving at the moment i feel, but it remains to be seen. it's sort of in the grey area now and i just wanted to be cognisant about it.
as a side note, check out this thread.
http://www.hairlosstalk.com/interact/showthread.php/90671-Incredible-recovery-from-NW5-the-power-of-super-aggressive-regimens!
gotta go now, thanks for the help
i want some nice kayla hugs
>>6345317
oh and to be clear, not just sex, but romantic affection too
