Well long story short i'm really unsure about being trans. The question is, i'm really scared because as the time passes i'm getting more manly and all.
Should i get on AA blockers or something like that? I'm 18 so i don't think T did it's full job yet, i can save something or else i'm probably gonna regret when i'm like 22. I'm going to seek a Psychiatrist in three months but time is money...
Probably the T hasn't done all it's effect yet, but what I remember from 18 onwards is just getting more hair in stupid places and plain getting older.
Lay off the porn and fetishes for a month before going to see the shrinks, in all likelihood it'll make your head clearer on the issue.
Nothing wrong with porn and fetishes, but they can indeed exacerbate teh sexual/gender feels.
>>6341402
Try out those AAs, fammy.
>>6341477
I've not been consuming porn or fetishes in the past weeks. I don't feel like masturbating and all. I've masturbated during the nights but now i'm sleeping earlier as i've got into a university.
But i'll surely stay away from them to help me figure it out. The problem is when i see a cute girl in the streets and i start thinking about how it would be nice to be like her.
I have one question: Should i stay away from animes too? Besides studying, playing guitar and sleeping, watching anime is one of my hobbies, but it seems to impact it as i really want to be cute and live in peace as the anime girls and girls i see in Anime Meetings...
I tried to stay away from it once and gone to all kinds of hobbies: Cycling, Skateboarding, Gym, Running at the park. I always ended hating myself because i was sweating like a gross male and probably developing muscles i don't want in places i didn't knew it was possible.
>>6341624
I'm probably going to another therapist that can see me sooner, idk
Sorry for my lack of interpretation and autism, your picture means one should hit every oportunitie or try everything as time is limited and can't go back? I got it right?
>>6341976
>I tried to stay away from it once and gone to all kinds of hobbies: Fishing, Skateboarding, Gym, Running at the park.
Yes, you shouldn't over-indulge yourself in anime either. It is known to cause AGP, hon-ness, aids and emphysema.
I'm glad to see you've at least kept one of those outdoors hobbies.
Here's a toast to you and your finding yourself.
>>6341976
You sound like a massive trans, in my opinion.
And simply stopping with the anime will do nothing, whether it was true that it affected your or not, the ""damage"" is already done (if it even did anything). You are going to feel the same whenever you see an anime girl for whatever reason, in such case, so it's pointless.
I mean if you want to stay away from it to concentrate in other hobbies then sure but it has nothing to do with this.
>>6341624
What kind of AAs should I try?
>>6342018
If your emotional state is good: cyproterone
If not so good: spironolactone
If you want to do SCIENCE!: bicalutamide
If any concern about hair loss (and regardless if going with bicalutamide), include finasteride/dutasteride, at least at first.
>>6342048
Why do you say the SCIENCE! thing?
>>6342051
it's hardly untested, it's just that it hasn't been a common recommendation for long
i'd never go back to spiro
>>6342057
No, not untested, just way less so than the other two. But more even than with normal trans care, being on an uncommon drug means that you have to make yourself an expert on it (unless you luck into a great doctor).
>>6342008
>It is known to cause AGP, hon-ness, aids and emphysema.
Damn same side effects as living with my family
But thanks anon i don't drink :C
>>6342015
Thanks, i asked as it's one of the few things i do during a day
>>6342048
OP here, i kek'd hard at the SCIENCE! part
I have a question about your recommendations to the other anon: "If your emotional state is good"... would it be bad to take Cypro even if a person emotional state it's not THAT good? I've heard bad things about spiro.
>>6342136
>Thanks, i asked as it's one of the few things i do during a day
I'm going to say this because your case is almost the same as mine was. Maybe it will make it harder for you to make your decision but better safe than sorry.
I was exactly the same as you, in every thing you say, and more specifically about the anime part. Weebshit is my life, but watching anything just made me feel like shit because it made me remember how much I wanted to be a girl.
Fastfoward to the present and it ended up being nothing, I just wanted to be cute and look like a girl, but I don't want to be a girl. I ended up being a femguy and I feel more comfortable than ever.
Taking AAs just to be sure is not bad though. Consider them and research about any unwanted side effect.
And another recommendation: try not to think about this all day or for long periods of time, take breaks and enjoy other things or you are going to get anxiety and panic attacks making everything much harder. Take it easy.
>>6342136
Cypro is kinda hardcore?
It nukes T, provides a massive P boost, and acts as a glucocorticoid.
Patients (yes, even trans patients, if less so than cis ones - this surprised me) frequently exhibit increased depression.
>>6342184
I really appreciate your advice anon
As a femguy you found it necessary to take AA's/Estrogen or something like that? I'm working hard to be as feminine as i can, just like you said, if i'm not transitioning at least i want to be a femboy. But i don't know if i can go very far without any help like at least supressing T levels...
And thanks again, i'll try to think less about that and don't push things.
>>6342190
Oh that's really dangerous depending on the person. If i end up taking them i'll make sure to research. Thanks!
>>6342343
I went as far as even considering HRT after realizing I'm not trans. But I don't want to kill my dick, masturbating is cool.
The only thing I take is finasteride to avoid further hair loss.
And no problem dude/girl, I went through the same and it can be real shitty. Obviously there's the possibility that you are very fucking trans, so all I'll do is tell you my experience rather than push any ideas
