What's on your mind right now, /lgbt/?
subway or taco bell?
>>6322230
Everlasting loneliness.
Legbutt: Total War would be cool. Each gen would be a faction.
>>6322230
so cute
>>6322230
Wish that I would stop getting erections
Wish that the hair on my face would just go away
>>6322230
I'm really questioning whether I'm worth any affection at this point. I can't stop being bothered by all the imperfections that make me inferior to so many others out there, but I also know that insecurity is fucking silly and that shit doesn't matter. So I guess I'm in a state of self-aware dichotomy at the moment, but I feel pretty bad about myself.
>>6322230
cocks
My package better have come in the mail today.
How to get a HRT prescription.
I tried going to a psychiatrist, she didn't have a clue about what the f* was I talking about and thought I was there just to talk.
Going to try again though.
I have a bad habit of breaking people who fail to help me.
>>6322230
"Should I make sushi or lasagna?"
I'm thinking about how I've nothing to do, what I'm going to do next, and also about cooking dinner.
As a young mtf with a receded hairline who's hair has gotten pretty thin from tellogen effluvium induced by starving myself, starting hrt, and more recently starting finasteride, I'm thinking of what to with my hair being thin enough that it's kinda hard to cover my hairline now. Current ideas are: fucking around while brushing it until I get something that works, trying to cut it into a short dude cut myself to more easily hide my hairline, or going to get it cut professionally and asking them to give me the "Thom Yorke trying to hide his male pattern baldness"
depression
>>6323498
(not OP)
Lasagna
>>6322230
as a counter to the usual 4chan depression olympics:
5 days until my bf comes spend the summer with me, we're going to have lots of sex and go to the zoo and on dates and it's going to be great.
Do I want to go eat now and spend too much money, or wait a a few more hours and eat with my sister's family for free?
These are the things that keep me up at night.
>>6323983
you know you have a problem where your urges for eating are more powerful than passing up the opportunity of free stuff
>>6323995
To be fair I haven't eaten much today. I had a granola bar at around 2.
>>6323976
>going to animal prison
nice taste you got there, bud.
>>6324509
>more like animal concentration camp
lol i know though what an asshat
>>6322230
swan lake is really good
Wondering how i find an autistic shit posting BF that wants an autistic, partially disabled MtF GF
>>6322230
self hate
>>6324509
>>6324611
NO BULLY.
Zoos are important centers for the conservation of endangered species.
Also f-fun.
>>6324629
define partially disabled
>>6322230
that there are WAY too many tranny threads on /lgbt/
>like all the time
>>6322230
"YOU'RE NOT PRETTY YOU LOOK LIKE AN UGLY MAN YOU FUCKING FREAK YOU'RE NEVER GOING TO HAVE THE THINGS YOU LONG FOR IN LIFE JUST FUCKING KILL YOURSELF ALREADY YOU PATHETIC VAIN UGLY FAGGOT"
a girl i spend time with playing video games
shes on my mind a lot these days
i cant help it, shes so dreamy
also whether or not i should go to the store before it closes and get food and what i should get
>>6324728
lol, but you're serious
>>6322230
Just made the realization that I don't have any friends because I'm a shitty friend. How do you be a good friend /lgbt/?
>>6324794
Idk man all my friends cut me out because I'm too autistic to maintain a proper friendship.
>>6324711
have some basic joint problems that causes me to sometimes need a cane or chair, Gerd, and some mental illness stuff like GED, anxiety, and DPD
Also get seizures and twitches but that isnt confirmed for epilepsy
>>6322243
pretty much this
>>6322230
Currently depressed. 19 never had a relationship. I live in a shitty rural town in the midwest where the LGBT population is already slim, factor in people I think are cute and it's virtually non-existent. I'm afraid i'll never have a cute bf to do cute shit with (at least while i'm young and cute too). Feelsbadman.jpg
>>6331904
aww, why dont you move somewhere else?
>>6322230
killing self because tranny fag
>>6322230
[LOUD INTERNAL EXISTENTIAL SCREAMING]
Exactly how pretty should I look today?
>>6322230
We're interning soon and I have to get a bunch of shit in today, but since I shoot estrogen on Thursdays I'm all moody on the weekend and couldn't get shit done.
>>6322230
>Him
>>6322230
Why does the word 'cis' exist, except to justify the concept that women can be born with dicks? Dicks aren't female, and if you have a dick, you are a male, aka a man. Transwomen should not even be called women. What will be the repercussions on women when the govt extends their ruling of 'gender identity supersedes bio sex' to all women-only spaces, r sex ed, or anything else?
Why are mtfs such shitty people? Like, why do they call lesbians vagina fetishists? Why do they call women bitches for not being nicer to dudes they think are closteted mtfs?
Why do mtfs blame feminists like Janice Raymond for a supposed genocide that happened when 50,000 trans people killed themselves after the govt decided medicare wouldn't cover transition, instead of saying it's the government's fault for making thar decision?
Why do trans people bring up brain sex as if it has any real bearing on their transition? No one gets a brain scan to prove they're trans.
Why do famous and rich mtfs not get more support from mtfs in general? Why don't mtfs ask them for money, or to build mtf homeless shelters?
Why call yourself a woman if you're fine with having a dick?
etc etc
>>6333330
>Why does the word 'cis' exist
Trans people got called 'trans' first, by 'cis' people, Trans and cis are Latin prefixes that have existed as counterparts for millennia. Quit whining.
>>6333330
>Why does the word 'cis' exist
the same reason the word 'straight' exists
>>6322244
I want this to be a thing. Even just a text-modifying mod.
>>6333330
>I have never taken a basic biology course hur hur
trans means on the opposite side, cis means on the same, it doesn't even have anything to do with trannies.
you'll hear about 'cis isomers' frequently in any college biology class
>>6322770
fucccckkk i'm so happy for you
nothing brings me more joy than hearing that gas guzzling black truck pull up in my driveway
>>6331904
are you me ;_;
How thankful I am that I entirely forgot about pride celebrations in my city this week.
>>6333854
The innate problem is that on this board 99% of the programmers are mtfs so the faction would be op..
Some girl. Can't stop thinking about her despite not knowing her.
Shit sucks.. mang.
I have to work in another town, but I hit the gym every morning and I have to take the bus, I work until 9 and sleep at 10.
My day is just fuckin packed my man. Thank the lord I've weekends off...
>>6332469
Because you are on e or are attracted to one?
>>6322230
i'll never get laid
Just that I'll never know love.
All I want is a cute boy to care for.
Life is Strange gave me so many feels...
>>6343889
Tell me about yourself?
Does my gf wanna break-up because she thinks im gay or because she thinks im wannabe trans...?
There is this old friend who i haven't talked to in years, we were friends in high school, and when i saw her in college i paniced and turned into a coner and panic'd. Shes so cool, shes Asian, shes /fa/, i hate the idea of someone as lame as me hanging out with her,
even though she said "we should hang out sometime" it would be like trying to be friend with someone you idolize so hard, your sense of self evaporates. It's been over ten years and shes grown up, and i never got to hang out with her...i feel like i went up into space and now everyone is 50 years older.
>>6322770
Mine came today!
Took a pic of my ass and found out it's really Harry
>message childhood friend via fb
>they go offline without replying
>>6333930
>>6349209
Update: it came.
>>6322230
Sex.
>>6324509
I don't know about the bf having, zoo going, normie anon, but sometimes when I'm sad I like to go to the local zoo and watch the highly intelligent, obviously depressed, orangutan who is completely isolated in a small cage. It helps to remind me that I have more options than most.
>>6322230
Daydreaming about my life in the future because right now I'm lonely
Why wasn't Panty and Stocking not on Adult Swim.
Also whether I should eat or not. But that's always on my mind c:
the qt boy who sits in front of me in class and the fact that I can't get my shit together and soon he is gonna realize that I struggle with a bunch of eating desorders and emotional trauma
>;)
Last night my crush of 4 years asked me if I liked him, I told him that I did.
He told me he felt the same about me.
He's leaving the country in a couple of months so getting together now would be silly.
I feel both validation for those years feeling that way and immense regret for not acting on those feelings due to still being uncomfortable with my sexuality and scared of judgement.
I guess I've learned a lesson, if any of you guys are in a similar situation, I would say just let them know how you feel before it's too late.
>>6322230
I'm on internship in a state pretty far from friends and home so whenever I'm in the hotel I'm pretty lonely. Of course I get along well with al my new coworkers, but I'm literally a recent undergraduate working with a team of PhDs.
I have no idea how adults make friends. :l
Anyone else been in a similar situation? How did you met people?
>>6322230
from /k/
I'm a guy, and have a girl I've been aith for 5 years. I love her, but I really totally want to experiment with a cute trans, or have something gay.
I feel conflicted with still being a decent person, and really wanting this.
Didn't really know where else to ask this. That's what's been on my mind
I just need to get my life together. Same thought I've had for the past few years. NEET but it's so hard to find a job. This is the year that I've planned to finally get everything straight but we're already almost halfway done with it. I want to be financially independent from my parents. I want to have money to buy the things I want and do the things I want to do. I want the respect of my peers. But it's so hard.
I'm really thinking about just joining the military.
>>6351925
Don't join the military. That's how they get you. Join the class war.
News flash: you're already in it if you hadn't noticed, and you're losing.
>>6322230
What am I wearing to the I Love the 90s concert tomorrow??
>>6351932
>Don't join the military. That's how they get you. Join the class war.
Wouldn't joining the military help me fight the 'class war'?
How much time I've spent on lgbt despite not even being gay in the slightest.
>>6350991
Why would getting together be silly? Sounds like you're both into each other. You do know it is possible to be in a relationship without having sex? Don't rob yourself of happiness again.
>>6351951
Nah cos they'll take away any rebellious instinct you got and replace it with obidience.
If anything you'll come out like Timothy Mcveigh, not quite all there, lone wolfing it, thoroughly useless for any revolutionary cause.
>>6351868
>didnt really know where else to ask this.
Still dont apparently. Wheres the question?
>>6352003
How do I deal with these conflicted feelings of commitment being pressured by my gay/trans-curiosity?
>>6351994
To put it in to perspective, I'm in the UK and he would be in China.
Both of us sort of feel like starting a relationship now would just be asking for more heartache when he inevitably has to leave.
It's not even about sex at all, its about not even being able to see each other in person.
>>6351996
Nah, there are lots of people in the military. I want to join primarily for financial reasons. I refuse to conform, I don't want to be a thing like the especially militaristic, macho types. I want to be myself, but I want to be 'myself' with some goddamn money.
>>6322230
I just miss having that bitter emo fuckboi near me.
>>6352034
>Nah, there are lots of people in the military.
Lots of different kinds of people, I mean.
>>6322230
whether to ask a lesbian girl who is single as fuck out on date to help her out a bit or eat a sandwich
>>6351959
That's fine by me. Hope you enjoy our company.
>>6352034
My dad is a retired recruiter, and many of my friends have tried joining.
They accept just about everyone... kinda. Any medical issues you've had will complicate things. And they don't take kindly to mental issues; if you get depressed or suicidal they'll discharge you without much effort.
It's happened to friends of mine who spent their whole life wanting to go into the military. So just be warned.
>>6351959
Leave, straightfag.
>>6352156
>And they don't take kindly to mental issues; if you get depressed or suicidal they'll discharge you without much effort.
Oh shit, am I really fucked then? I have a history of depression, being suicidal, type-2 bipolar, etc.
>>6352169
Talk to a recruiter. Be sure to be upfront with your history. That's all I can tell you. If you have documentation of mental illness, that might be a barrier for you. My dad has had to work incredibly hard for some people to be recruited with less illness. If it's something chronic, that might effect your ability to physically perform or handle yourself around weapons, you likely won't get through recruiting.
You might be happier in a different career bub. The military pays for a lot but plenty of people find something else.
>>6352169
Actually, if you have no record of your depression, you'll get through okay if you never mention it. But if you've ever received medication or a diagnosis, sorry bub, probably not happening.
>>6352162
bless dis post
wondering whether should i start hooking up with guys on grindr
i love my bf but im very bored
>>6352252
break up with him first if you are going to do that
dont be that person
I'd like to find a friend who likes to get high as much as me.
>>6322230
The usual feeling of anger towards my inability to be normal and the urge to harm myself to somehow fix that part of my brain.
>>6352034
Good luck being yourself in the military dipstick.
It's all about erasing individuality.
Join a fuckin circus instead.
>>6352283
Same honestly. Particularly I want to find a friend who goes further than weed.
I want a dick in me. I also wanna make out with a girl.
>>6322230
How I'm an outcast and my Prom date hasn't gotten back to me even though Prom is tomorrow and even my internet friends are ignoring me and I'm using 4chan excessively for some semblance of human contact :(
>>6322230
Why isn't there an easy way to meet lesbians
>>6322230
Throbbing Futanari Dicks~
>>6322230
I think an appointment to the endocrinologists is just going to lead to more 2-4 month delays and I just want to kill myself and be free of all this pain and disappointment I feel as the small amount of time I have left to have a chance at passing slips out of my grasp but I don't want to leave my family behind and I don't want to put my mother through finding my body and I hate myself for not seeing through my fathers lies and taking the opportunity to transition when I was 13.
>just wait till after puberty when your T ravaged body will never have a chance at passing ever you're just confused and all this trans stuff will go away :^)
I'm wondering if I should start transitioning MTF at 24. I feel like I'll never be really happy as a guy, but also scared of not passing and hating myself more afterwards.
>>6322230
suicide
>>6349210
I'm trying to think of a funny wizard joke, but I have nothing.
How being sexually abused as a 4 year old may explain why I'm pertified of sex and can't trust anyone, and thus why I'm lonely, and that the first guy I've really trusted that I've liked doesn't reciprocate any attraction. And that I'm a general failure in life being a 28 year old virgin with a shitty job.
[spoiler]and that I wish this was a joke[/spoiler]
>>6357532
I mean I can't even do spoiler tags without fucking them up.
>>6357540
no spoilers on this board senpai
>>6354408
same
Despair because I'm barrel chested and my shoulders are too wide to ever be feminine ;n;
>be FTM
>live in a small city
>can only fuck on craigslist, everything else is too complicated and I'm stealth
>moving to England for med school
>get excited to maybe meet other new trans people for fucking
>look at craigslist
>mfw the scene is the exact same hons and old fugly crossdressers as home
>mfw no f
Why so many guys are size queens.
