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>>6294428
I'm having a pb&j with pickles
Inb4 grinch baby
>>6294428
Finishing off the homemade chili. Always gotta be with rice of course.
>>6294459
post pics when its done
Why are you dumb fucks making threads twenty posts early?
>>6294468
its only 6 early
>>6294464
Its gunna be for dinner which is six hours away. But its just chili not very amazing looking to begin with. Cheap to make and a fucking alot of it. But will do.
>>6294468
Hitler should be banned permanently.
He constantly causes drama, makes everything about himself, and is just in general a spoiled annoying bratty bitch.
>>6294471
No it stops getting bumped at like 310 312 something like that.
You can tell because the post count gets italicized.
>>6294477
I didn't make the fucking thread, stupid
It's people like you who make the topic about me
eat it up, bitch
>>6294468
The old thread should have never existed.
>tfw no bf
>>6294479
310 maki
You qt pie
>>6294519
HAHA LOOK AT THAT SAD LONER VIRGIN
while I go cry in the corner.
>>6294485
I hope you get early on set osteoporosis
>>6294526
:3
If you made the thread you're still in the wrong sweetheart.
>>6294477
You sound jealous, fat and ugly
my guess is you're Army
Army pls go
>>6294539
"I don't care what the peasants think of me"-- Hitler
>>6294534
I'm turning 24 in a month
Might as well kill myself
>>6294560
*dips debora xD
>>6294541
Post bum again <3
>>6294562
21 here.
I'm either going to improve myself and get a bf or apply to become a real life Disney villain.
>>6294574
Mmm im good. Maybe in February or so but not now sweetpea.
Why don't you post yours?
If you want you can send me an email...
>>6294589
>tfw you look like an IRL Disney villain already
Girls seem to like it
>>6294428
Hey I know you, you're the guy who looks like one of those monkeys with the big long noses that posts on /fa/
Is that all you're eating?
>>6294428
Pasta with bacon, arugala, and tomatoes in a cream sauce
>>6294624
Also it is super good but gave me really bad shits
Would still recommend though
>>6294595
You don't have any interest in me anyway
>>6294639
He a qt
Would poz his neg hole
>>6294652
How do you know that?
I have only had one relationship due to repression ,depression and other issues. I am 26 any reason i should not give up and die if I'm still alone at 30?
>tfw no gap toothed bf
jdimsa ;_;
>>6294676
Because some day science will invent a cure for homosexuality and you will settle down with a waifu. I'm your son from the future
>>6294675
Because you're only interested in twinks younger than you
>>6294745
Not really tbqh...
I like everything tbqh. I think everyone is hot in their own way tbqh.
>>6294589
Does that include star wars ?
I kinda want to "be" kylo Ren. But more handsome than the original.
The power of the dark side.(aka gay stuff)
>>6294589
>tfw have killed a man Disney villain style
>>6294783
You're a straight bored guy maki
You don't want anything here
>>6294828
You're probably right tbqh...
Lgbt in generals perfect for a full time shitposter. Shitty mods with reality mixed with memes and tripfags but there's really no other reason to be here.
Its just a huge time sink.
>>6294884
But you're so cute tho :3
>>6294519
>tfw your ex could literally do a million and one things
>cooking, house work, yard work, car work, anything
>will never be able to find someone who can do all of that again because most young (gay) people here these days are lazy and just wanna smoke weed all day when they're not being wagecucked by starbuck's
>>6294894
You're the one that wants me to go : 3
Now you're changing your tune?
I do want a bf tho.
>>6294686
You convinced me to be celibate. Enjoy being erased.
>>6294916
No you don't
>>6294975
And why do you say that anon?
>>6294981
Because you're just wasting time silly
>>6294986
I just hate being straight tbqh. I hate straight society. Id rather fuck femmy men than be a part of it tbqh.
>>6295018
you're gay desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai desu senpai
>>6295006
asian
>>6295006
Spic
>>6295018
No you don't
You're just ahead of the curve understanding that gay men will generally give you more attention than women will
>>6295006
White, brown, black , but I'm not the kinda guy to deny a cool man. I mean, UCP covered ass is always great.
>>6295006
They're all good to me friendo
>>6295034
I guess.
I do follow whatever gives me the most attention. Im extremely good socially so irl girls love me. There's no real internet community to shitpost with girls though or else id be there. Mtfg gave me lots of attention so I stayed there. They still bring me up everyday tbqh. After a while if you start telling yourself youre special you're different people will believe you.
I guess I am kind of a genius in some ways. Just extremely self absorbed.
I probably should leave though its mostly a bad habit.
I mean I've done everything to accomplish here.
>>6295006
Spic, since I'm the latter. White's ok too but they can't be too much of it. Anything else isn't attractive to me.
>>6295081
>i'm the latter
Just meant I'm one.
>>6295089
to be expected of a spic, can't even talk good english
>>6295061
You'd be so perfect if you were gay
But you're not
Good luck to you and anyone you're involved with maki
You're a great guy
>>6295103
Faggot
>>6295101
>Says this while not properly capitalizing or using periods at the end of sentences, not to mention using a comma after an introductory sentence instead of a colon
Sit down, motherfucker.
>>6295124
>can't even talk good english
Did you actually take anything in that post seriously?
>>6295128
>Not following on with the banter
You had to ruin it.
>>6295129
It would have gone too far tbqh famalam, others in the thread would have thought it was serious and joined in and it would have turned in to a clusterfuck of autism
>>6295018
This is how I used to think before I realized I was bisexual. That and endless "wouldnt it be great if my best friends were girls, then we could date!" lol
>>6295145
Just slip them an x-change breeder
>>6295153
nice blog where do I subscribe?
>>6295153
greentext it
>>6295117
Yeah
But not you
>>6295148
i see that we have similar porn tastes
>in the same bed as straight crush after a party
>have a fairly deep conversation
>the situation was perfect, we were both kind of intoxicated and under the covers
>he passes out
JUST
>>6295224
gg.com
>>6295224
tragic dude
>>6295224
he's straight, that's never a good situation
if anything did happen, he could cry rape and not only is your friendship over but your life as you know it may be also
I fancy my straight best friend.
Send help
>>6295283
Ill drag you down with me
>>6294428
>Archive is up
>Swede posts up
>Swede fucks arabs off grindr
lol
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/search/username/swede/tripcode/%218%2FKiYSXkWA/page/19/
>>6295312
oh my lord I remember that. Swede has taken more cocks than. i will admit I don't blame him this guy is hot.
>>6295312
>Swede has taken mudslime dick
ewwww
>>6295312
So what? He got fucked by him literally over a year ago.
>>6295312
Gold.
Hey gg
Where do i find a tall, handsome qt asian bf/namorado/husband with skin lighter than mine?
>>6295321
I wonder if swede kept photos of that guy? I bet he thinks about him when rug fucks him.
>>6295006
WHITE.
Never seen a cute Black guy, no a fan of Latino anything really, Asian guys don't stand out and the rest? Meh.
>>6295283
Boy, I've been there.
Buckle up son, I'm about to drop a story on your ass (no sexual pun intended)
>meet friend freshman year in highschool
>didn't really get to know him till sophomore year
>turns out we have similar interests, and begin hangning out
>end of sophomore year and beginning of that summer I begin to have feelings for him
>junior year we become a little closer, turns out to be quite the bro
>summer of senior year of high school I notice hes hanging out with my best friend and I get mad jealous, like feelings Ive never felt before and didn't know how to comprehend
>this would turn out to make more sense in the future as I didn't know I had a crush on him at the time, I didn't know I was really gay until three years later
>begin to feel bitter towards him as I feel threatened he's taking my best friend away
>turns out that early into our senior year he confides to me with some really heavy shit
>as it would have it, we have the same insecurities and fears on a lot of things
>suddenly we become best friends, always trying to hang out, signing up for the same classes so we could be together
>really start falling for him then
>two years of this as we go to college I really begin to understand that I have a crush on him
>in a series of unrelated events I get diagnosed with depression and try to kill myself
>friend tries to help me through this really tough period
>but he feels the need to distance himself from me because of said issues
>tells me this and says he's sorry and wishes we could back to what we were in high school
>feel the need to finally confess that I have a crush on him
>says "I really wish you didn't" and continues to distance himself from me
>now our relationship consists of only being with other friends and not having deep one on one conversations because he's uncomfortable to be alone around me
TL;DR
DON'T FUCKING TELL YOUR STRAIGHT FRIEND THAT YOU LOVE HIM IF YOU TRULY VALUE YOUR FRIENDSHIP OR ELSE YOU WILL LOSE IT
>>6295283
I can't send help when I don't know how to help myself when on the same position.
>>6295282
He's mostly straight. He said he's not attracted to penises but not necessarily opposed to being with men. I talked to our group about how I think how socialization impacts sexuality and he thought that was pretty interesting but I don't think that means anything.
>>6294428
I'm meeting my ex-boyfriend for Thai in 15 minutes.
It's gonna be super awkward.
>>6295379
ha, I have a story too.
>best friends since I was seven
>realize I like him at one point
>I'm also extremely depressed during this period, for a variety of unrelated reasons, but also the unrequited feelings
>constantly drinking, plan to kill myself, only didnt because I was too drunk to manage it
>get really drunk with him one new years and we fuck
>sex isnt particularly good, hes not into it, despite being receptive at first
>guess hes sexually confused
>my depression continues to spiral, and I blurt out while near black out drunk one day that i liked him
>says he doesnt like me, awkward, etc
>Friendship continues except now with awkward sexual/quasi romantic undertones
>We have sex again at one point, similar results: hes extremely conflicted about it and stops mid way through
>Eventually stop flirting, stop fixating on him, and move on. Still good friends somehow, didnt really hurt the friendship.
Kind of resent him for his sexual confusion tho.
>>6295433
nigga he pozed your bp and lost his boner then just said he was confused, the second time he was just upgrading you to a stronger strain
What is your ethnicity?
>>6295443
asian
>>6295445
Mutt. I'm so many things... I can't even begin.
>>6295379
>>6295390
>>6295433
Glad I don't find my friends attractive. Sounds like some kind of horrid joke.
>>6295443
super white
>mom asked me if i liked men today
>sidestepped and changed the subject instead of giving an answer
this is getting too close. moving out in aug can't come soon enough
>>6295443
I am literally the whitest guy ITT
>>6295418
I'm gonna do ecstasy with my ex in a few days
Chicken cooked in wine and mashed potatoes
>>6295443
literal pic related
>>6295458
whoops wrong name
>>6295448
>Sounds like some kind of horrid joke.
Yes, it is. You already have a low chance with them in the first place since it's not very likely they are anything but straight, and you can't tell them anything because you are more than likely going to ruin the friendship.
bought to buy an aneros lads
anyone have experience with these things?
>>6295467
fucking hell, that should say 'bout to buy
>>6295448
>Glad I don't find my friends attractive. Sounds like some kind of horrid joke.
It is. Life is a fucking cruel mistress.
>>6295433
I never got sexual with my friend. He would always hug me though. Like in high school I'd be walking down the hall and he'd come up behind me and hug me. It made me so confused for a while.
>>6295467
Looks fun
>>6295466
kys
>>6295448
it is a horrid joke, trust me.
>>6295479
Yeah, my friend would hug me too (before and during this general period) and things like that. I would never suggest a gay guy ever cuddle or hug a straight guy, or vise versa. At least when people are young and lonely and vulnerable. It might feel good in the moment but its a mirage.
>>6295443
2d anime white master race
I'm sure I'm gay only but never have kissed or had a relationship or sex with a qtboi
I'm afraid of not liking it and realizing I'm straight and having to feed the vaginal jew and stuff
>>6295452
give me some background has there always been suspicion?
is it homophobic family?
>>6295488
ayyy
>>6295006
White
>>6295443
afro-caribbean
>>6295488
you like getting kissed by a guy who sucks arab cock?
It happened guise.
Mummy caught me fapping, with butt plug included.
The embarrassmet is too much to bear. Reccommended suicide methods?
>>6295493
I sometimes feel like I was his guinea pig for experimenting. Like he didn't know he what he was while we became best friends and did things with me like the hugging. Then he figured it out and began to distance himself from me.
I sometimes feel bitter because of that even though I have no idea if that is true or not.
Im a bitter person.
>>6295006
white to date, nigger for a good hard fuck. Never chink. Never muslim. Spics are inbetween whites and niggers.
>>6295321
>>6295312
>>6295499
she asked me if i "swung both ways" so i'm like 90% sure it's just handing me the rope to hang myself with.
>>6295504
>is it homophobic family?
i don't really think so, both are pretty moderate. she's always asked what kind of girls i like, today she asked what i would do if a girl or guy asked me out and was just like "i don't want to be surprised when you come back"
>>6295006
anything except nigger
>>6295516
lel
at least it wasn't daddy
>hey son wanna go watch the game at hooters?
>oh
who /onlycomesherewhenthey'redrunk/ right now?
>>6295535
LMFAO
>>6295526
Just start with I like strong manly girls, with dicks. Mom I like men and you already know it.
>>6295535
it's funny you throw jokes when you kiss guys who literally suck arab dick. cuck.
>>6295330
I believe /pol/ has a meme for this. It's too rich given the set up.
>>6295539
idk what that says but im also drunk
>>6295224
At least give his butt a squeeze. He owes you that much.
Where were you when Army got BTFO by the guy on the right?
I was outside walking instigating trouble. Now im on the toilet doing the same thing.
>>6295554
"only comes here when they're drunk"
>>6295562
I was keking at Hitlers ugly body and face
>>6295566
I'm always here
as sad as that is
>>6295312
What did swede mean by "had to do some things I wish I didn't have in order to eat"? Whore himself?
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/search/username/swede/tripcode/%218%2FKiYSXkWA/page/1/
>>6295578
you are in some heavy denial and will always be a cuck :^)
>>6295586
he whored himself for coke didnt he
I wanna have sex with men but can't seem to get attracted to them. What do?
>>6295609
close your eyes and think of the queen
>>6295516
Not gonna lie, the thought of catching someone in the act like that is incredibly arousing to me.
>>6295610
Seriously though
Why do I want sex with men but find none of them attractive it doesn't make sense
>>6295596
it was for meth, not coke
>>6295649
Maybe you just want something taboo. Gay sex, by all means, is still largely taboo in any culture.
>>6295649
who the fuck cares, faggot
just find you a t-girl and call it a day
Who high on the tussin here?
>>6295659
how's it feel to have just finished junior year of highschool?
>>6295659
im high on deschloroketamine lol
>>6295653
also swede only prostituted ("escorted") himself for street speed (amphetamine) and meth
>>6295654
Nah. The taboo of it might actually be why I'm so weary to grow attracted to a guy. I really like what the male genetalia does. And like, being the submissive bottom or whatever. I don't like wearing the pants in my relationship. And most girls my age don't vibe with that, and I'm not into the milf thing even though I could probably score one.
>>6295657
Not the same.
>>6295689
how do you know?
>>6295767
ur bf out fucking for drugs tonight?
>>6295568
Army pls go
Nobody likes you
>>6295689
This.
Can confirm swede prostituted himself for amphetamines on multiple occasions. Also throwback to when swede did so many amphetamines he couldn't breathe though his nose kek
>>6295767
hey cuckby if swede didn't make those escort accounts then why did they get deleted again?
https://sex-tjejer.com/escorts/48095/escort-halmstad-cutething
>>6295800
pictures don't disappear unless taken down you idiot. oh my lord.
>>6295586
Was looking at my old posts. Man I was being a real shit posting faggot. I was on makis level kek.
>>6295793
literally retarded
The official bullying list for June 16
The person we all bully to the people we don't bully at all.
Army
Booger
Senpai
Girl with pnumonic autism
Octopie
Rugby
Irishanon
5652
Hitler
Smokes
If you're not on this list you're irrelevant.
>>6295812
it becomes outdated because he logged in on the 9th to delete pictures after it got posted in gg for the 30th time haha.
>>6295811
smokes in maki fyi
>>6295831
*is
dont alchol kids
>>6295831
What
>>6295836
why would someone make a profile twice to mock swede but then remove them twice. swede said a friend made the first time and got them to delete it so what happened the second time? swede made them himself you dumby.
>>6295837
Lol no
What trip do you have a crush on?
I have a crush on Octopie.
Are (You) a "modern male"? :^)
>>6295871
huge crush on hitler
she's so cute
not normally a chaser but her dick is so kawaii
>>6295863
you keep bringing that up like it matters. the profiles get outdated because he stopped coming on. he last went on to remove pictures which wouldn't make sense for someone else other then swede to do. the queerdiary the imagefap and xhamster accounts are all swedes and so is the escort ones. you are just super stupid and want to believe he never whored himself for money yet he sucks arab cock and flirts with guys online even cam whored in /soc/ before for a lot of guys for fun.
>>6295881
Wut
>>6295881
>hahaha im just drunk xD
>>6295882
>>6295890
quit it you little bitches.
post your bp's and make up
>>6295890
but loads of people do not actually whore themselves for money irl. swede dose.
>>6295892
I've plenty sobered up now
fuck off, maki
>>6295899
You said youre a girl with a kawaii penis.
That doesn't go unnoticed by me.
>>6295871
Oh wow geez didn't think that would happen here. I have a huge crush on muffins.
>>6295872
I do smoke weed a little to much. But I am probably quiting soon for work.
>>6295890
>dating a std ridden literal prostitute
kek should we take bets how long it'll take for rugby to get pozzed
>tfw destroyed my ex bf through subtly manipulation
I don't know if being spiteful because he left is a good thing. But he got dusted.
>>6295871
i have a crush on myself
>>6295562
Probably out socializing with people, drinking, and enjoying the weekend.
What did I miss with Army? Was he really blown out?
http://www.myvidster.com/video/66618807/Self_sucking_on_the_couch
whoaaa
why isn't there more studio porn like this
the sean cody "completely smooth guys stick their floppy noodles into each other" meme should die
>>6296074
Great jorb.
>>6296074
my mum stuck a bunch of birth control pills in her exes sugar.
fucked him up pretty bad. was hilarious seeing how emotional he got
I have some things to unload /gg/
Today i got together with some friends i havent hung out with in a while and we all drank beer and grilled and jumped in the pool. It was so great. Like truly wonderful.
And then i went to hang out with this guy i started seeing who ive been really really excited about. We started an intense makeout sesh that led to us going upstairs and we got naked and his dick was nice and we made out some more and then he kinda went soft. I went down on him to try and get it up but it never really worked and so we just jacked off, which was still hot, but kinda a total bummer. This is a dude i see lifelong potential with but not being able to fuck me is a big issue. And yeah i know he was on 4 hours of sleep and had spent the whole day driving so he was super tired but idk. I guess ill give him the benefit of the doubt this time and hopefully he'll be able to perform in the future. Im just kinda deflated.
Also ive known for a while i needed to stop drinking but i just hadnt truly accepted it until recently. And this past week ive finally accepted that i was powerless over alcohol. Today was the first day in a long time i didnt drink liquor and i didnt get drunk, though i did have a couple beers, and it was nice. I decided to begin living sober effective immediately. Time to be the best person i can be.
are lesbians who enjoy pegging, true lesbians?
>>6296438
Boners are just weird, man. I remember having a feel issues when it came to sex with the last ex because I was just self conscious. We did a lot of talking, and through trial and error he learned my buttons and I learned his. Next thing we knew, we became better partners. Sex got retarded in the best possible way.
There's a lot of variables; him being tired, drinking. It happens, just try again but under better circumstances. Sounds like he has a lot of potential, just keep a positive approach to your boning and always be verbal. People are amazingly receptive when it comes to sex and talking about it.
GOOD LUCK.
>>6296445
Penis envy. We got stuck with the appendage that just plain made for poking and prodding.
Is it true lesbians ruin everything?
What did he mean by this?
What did he mean by this?
>>6296473
That really does make me feel better about it.
Side note: This is what gaygen used to be like back when it started and that's why i started coming here. People had problems and we supported them and people had good things to share and we celebrated them. I wish we could start moving back to that.
What did she mean by this?
>>6296544
i wish i had the experience to offer help like that rather than just soak it all up. I;m new to accepting my homosex interests
>>6296544
Honestly, when things get pretty bad here and a lot of negativity gets thrown around, I blame the site we're on. That and the obvious anonymity. Sure, some folks have names or trips and even a few have pictures floating around. It's not ALL bad here.
I was able to relate to your conundrum just because I've dealt with it myself. Pleasing others is hard because it's another human being with quirks and little differences. I had to physically show an ex during lewd times the way I touch myself just because it was entirely different from his own. All you have to do is talk to this guy, I bet he'd be willing to slow things down at times just to get a much more satisfying orgasm.
If it helps, I can't count the number of times sex went from lust to talking about why a boner wasn't working to cuddling... and then sex. All because we took the time for it.
>Gay bottom friends revealed their coalburners.
I completely cut off contact with them.
If you're a coalburner, go fuck yourself. I can forgive you if you've done it once in your life but the moment you start praising nigger cock like it's the second coming of jesus we're done.
>>6297011
I've never heard that term before now, is it american?
>>6296544
Yeah, I like discussing all the issues with people, its nice. Been a lot of people getting helped lately.
Dunno about your boner issue, but the other guy covered it pretty well, just chat about it. To be honest it probably was the combination of drink and tiredness.
>tfw finally man up and tell best friend you love him
>turns out he's loved you for years and years
>could have been together for years
>both feel like complete idiots
>both been stressing over this shit for years
fug
>>6297115
>tell best friend "I love you"
>"I know, anon, we're practically brothers"
Yay?
>>6297011
That's a bit extreme. Sure, I find Black penis very unappealing but that's going a bit far.
>>6297022
I don't know but I only know it through lurking here.
>>6297061
>the other guy
I do try and contribute to the threads pretty much daily. I used to even be a namefag back in the times in Wiz. Now it's a stroke of luck if a decent conversation can last.
>>6297170
>"I know, anon, we're practically brothers"
Hahahaha. That sucks, anon. Bad luck.
>watching TV series that pretty kills off every side character
>cute guy is side character
>end up really liking him
>he's got a good back story
>they kill him
Shouldn't have gotten attached
What /tv/ series do you guys watch?
>>6297175
ACTUALLY, I've said this before to the same guy and I do consider him like a brother. He's one of the first friends I came to when I broke up with my first boyfriend. He even helped me through a small bout of depression and anxiety attacks I had for a bit. He really is more like a brother than anything. Would want it any other way.
>>6297182
Call me whatever works, but "helpfulanon" is a nice one, thanks.
>>6297181
Oh, the cliche ones like The Walking Dead, Game of Thrones.
>tfw behind two seasons for GoT and 3 behind for TWD
I also watch It's Always Sunny, Louie occasionally, Man Seeking Woman... pretty much FX's lineup.
I don't have cable or whatever anymore so tv doesn't really exist in my house. Netflix and free sites work for me.
I am excited to see how the new Star Trek works out next year.
>>6295872
what the fuck?
>tfw meme accurately describes my life
hitler's a whore
>>6297222
C U C K
How do I get a boyfriend? i have no knowledge of dating at all.
>>6297181
Nothing current really, just star trek. Been meaning to get into GoT since it came out... So fuck knows when.
My friend said there's a new star trek this year, so looking forward to that, won't hype myself up too much though.
>tfw bf has been getting more and morre aggressive and dominant in bed
>tfw he's actually starting to hurt me but i know he doesnt mean to
>just want a relaxed, balanced relationship, dont get off on being sub
How do i ask him to stop though. I've tried just asking him to go easy or telling him he's hurting me but i dont think he really listens. Tried being more dominant back and he just held my arms down
The thing is i know he must just be letting off steam but sometimes i dont want to be pushed around and dominated
>>6297311
There's only wizardhood waiting for you now. We will be welcoming you on the other side with cake and pathos.
>>6297363
noooooooo
I'm moving to Asia in a few months, surely the language barrier will hide my social autism?
>>6297322
Be aggressive back. Kick him off, withhold sex, just don't let him win because he won't learn his Lesson.
>>6297504
Well i mean obviously i've tried pushing him off, the problem comes from the fact he's about 80lbs heavier than me and goes to the gym several times a week...
I don't know i dont want to be an asshole to him, this is my first bf and i dont want to be mean and fuck it up
>>6297181
I'm up to season 6 on The Mentalist and can't decide if I should drop it since the main story point of the entire show is done and just go back to rewatching Stargate or keep going and see where it gets me
>>6297517
Your first bf doesn't excuse him being an overbearing and tone deaf Dom.
If he can't learn that simple lesson or realize you don't like it, then he doesn't deserve to be your bf
I'm so fucking insecure right now. I kind of want to be open to flirting and talking to people but its so fucking hard to begin. Going from virtually no social interaction to lots is making me really anxious but I don't want to stop and lose momentum. I'm just getting a little out of breath here. Talking to someone at the moment and had to just step out and get some air. I like this one too how do i not fuck this up
>>6297557
He's a total qt normally, we still cuddle after and he still spontaneously takes us for dates, we do everything together and stuff. I dont want to ruin it, lately i just kind of try my best to be one step ahead and do the things he likes so that he doesnt have to be rough, but i'd still rather we had sex as equals
>>6297587
>i'd still rather we had sex as equals
You can't have sex as equals, since you aren't equal. He's 80lbs heavier than you. Either you need to bulk up or he needs to lose weight.
Hey has mexiclean posted here in the last few weeks or if you can remember ?
>>6297718
No, he relapsed into his crystal meth addiction and stopped posting.
>>6297565
You'll get better with time and more interaction. I'd think everyone acts nervous and different to their usual self around new people and its especially more so when you meet someone you have a fancy for.
Just keep at it man, you're only just coming out of your shell.
No way of not fucking it up though, even the smallest thing will sometimes ruin it, you never know until you've tried though.
So yesterday was a fun day... And now I officially have a bf.
We watched some anime together, he played digimon cyber sleuth while I napped, and we had a nice dinner of pho.
I might let myself not be cynical for once
>>6297787
Hey KR, what's your plans for today
>>6297860
congrats anon!
>>6297897
Not an anon that's army
You congratulated army
>>6297860
Sounds like a cool dude, look past his flaws and stick with him for a bit, you need to settle down with someone!
>>6297893
Eh, not much I don't think, might be off to a friends again tonight. Were buying another bike to fix up together, except I think we will use this one for parts mainly and sell it on as a project, we are getting it cheap so we will wind up making money on it potentially.
I also got another book from the charity shop, the wonderfully titled "The Fuck-Up" which is about a down and out writer in New York who has to whore himself out to get by in a seedy underworld, sounds lovely.
I should be on Skype tomorrow after 5!
>>6297966
Damn dude, do they last long, what causes them? That's rough for him :c
Well stick with him still though, he sounds like a good catch, likes the stuff you like. Even if he's out of your league who gives a fuck, he probably wants a decent relationship.
>>6297787
Well I held it together, got a couple numbers today but the moment i stepped out felt dizzy and poked into the lake. I dont think the anxiety has hit that hard before and the idea of doing it again scares the shit out of me.
>>6297995
Shit man, I didn't realise your anxiety was that bad. Is there nothing you can do about it, any medication or anything?
>>6297995
Puked*
>>6297986
15 seconds to 20 minutes.
And apparently they scare off good guys so that makes him more open to dating people who actually don't care about that.
>>6298002
The medication really dulled my mind i'd take literally any alternative, the doctor I see just says repeat controlled exposure and it will diminish. So I just have to do this over and over until it eventually stops hitting as hard. Like headbutting a wall, either your head gets tougher or the wall gets softer I suppose :/
>>6297956
Sounds good have fun haha
I was meant to get a book called the sell out about a guy selling watermelons and artisanal marijuana in LA
>>6297565
>>6297995
>i'm so fucking insecure right now
>i want to flirt and slut around but it's so fucking hard
>I'm so anxious and have social anxiety
>I have to step out and get some air
>I felt dizzy and puked into a ake
You don't seem to realize it's own consciousness, the inner being in you that's connecting to GOD, telling you to not do what you're doing because it's leading you down the wrong path. Perhaps it's because you're seeking a gay relationship or gay sex that will end up in your getting HIV/STDS or be in for great disappointment when you realize gays are all cheating sluts. Either way it's trying to guide you and help you make BETTER decisions. Obey it...stop going against it. Jesus loves you.
I had the same kind of feelings when I would meet guys. I was nervous and when it came to actually getting "sexual" I just couldn't do it...Oral/Anal disgusted me so much in real life..and I just could never relax or feel good about doing it so I obeyed how my body/mind was reacting to it and never did it. It's a good thing I obeyed that inner voice in me...many of those guys I met are now living with HIV or got stds from their multiple sex partners. Trust me...the reaction you're having is because God is trying to warn you. It's not because you have social anxiety or you have something mentally wrong with you.. It's because what you're doing is going to lead you down a very dark road if you stop listening to that voice.
>>6298041
It wasn't the drugs that made you vomit! It was your inner voice, higher self of sorts... imagining a future with you dying of HIV with a heartful of regret for not obeying God.
Do whatever pleases God and you'll be happy and fulfilled.
>>6297587
I dont know if youre still poking around this thread, BUT the only way any relationship will work is if there's open communication. You need to sit him down and have a conversation about it. If he's not open to that then yall have a problem. If he cares about you he won't want to hurt you and he'll want to make sex better for you. Just talk to him.
>>6298114
:) Thanks anon, laughter really is the best medicine.
>>6298126
Laugh all you but what I say is the truth.
Your own inner REAL self that is connected to God is so disgusted by your gay thoughts that it's trying to sabotage you.
No one is really /lgbt/, there is only DECEPTION that you and everyone else on here has bought into. Once the deception is gone you will realize who you are. A son of God.
>absolutely in love with best friend
>we live together (rent the same apartment)
>we've known each other since babies
>he's like a brother to me
>he's an attractive, alpha male man whore who pretty much fucks every woman he can simply because he's that fucking attractive
>I came out pretty early on that I was gay, and he was pretty much the only one supportive of me as a kid
>this caused me to get bullied a lot, which in turn made him get in a lot of trouble from beating the shit out of everyone who bullied me
>only made me love him even more to the point where I have trouble with other relationships because I only ever wanted him
>i'll be playing vidya on the TV in our living room and he'll come up and lay down ontop of me
>pretty much normal close bro touching, but can't help get aroused because of it
>he'll never look at me as anything other than a brother
>i know this and yet it still causes me to fuck up every relationship I've ever been in
You'll never know true suffering.
>>6298180
I would prefer to never escalate that... Broships are the best relationships.
>>6298198
Kill yourself
You will never have a relationship or a broship.
Nobody likes you smelly beaner.
>>6298029
Jesus man, that must be pretty scary :/
Good on you if you can look past it and accept him with that, honestly.
>>6298041
Damn dude. Don't know what to suggest other than what your doctor already told you. Wish I could help, I don't mind if you vomit halfway through chatting with me haha.
My uncle had really bad anxiety too for years, he was on medication for it and hated the stuff, eventually he stopped taking it and got a job where he integrates with the staff a lot. Thanks to the job he's perfectly functional in social situations, so its safe to say the exposure route can be effective for treating it!
>>6298109
Haha what on earth, watermelons and weed, what a weirs book... Didn't get it in the end then?
In still supposed to be bashing through Lord of the Rings, its my current bedtime read.
>>6298180
I know the feel mate, basically in the same boat. He nibbles my ear and stuff like that too, is this really normal, it does me in.
>>6298198
Broships without romantic entanglement are great
With is like blue balls with the occasional rugby punter using your balls to make the conversion
>>6298210
Hitler on point
>>6298216
It won awards and stuff, I like booms that are more thematic then story, like it's the sell out, its like supposed to be a bitter portrayal of being black working class in la
Still trying to finish infinite jest
>>6298236
Actually sounds like a rather good read, I'll have to keep an eye out for it, I might nab it in eBay.
Dunno if you're into any books relating to the horror of war but the absolute top notch book for it is Chickenhawk by Robert Mason. He was a Huey pilot, it follows his progression through training to placement and the front line battles. Eventually it gets deep into the psychological effects, detailing his decent into and coping with PTSD.
Seriously amazing book.
>>6298210
bitch...
Do people who've had threesome while they were not in a relationship (ie they were not part of a couple) want to have one eventually with their partner and someone else? Would it be a deal breaker if the partner doesn't want to?
>>6298263
>fake Hitler
Lel why would I have to pretend? I've had a little bit to drink and quite frankly I think you are human garbage. I cannot stand knowing that I live on the same fucking planet as you. Do us all a favor please and just blow your fucking brains out please...please. You are literally the worst person here you don't provide anything and nobody likes you. Please just give the knife a big long squeeze.
>>6298286
I just woke up
I'm not that much of an alcoholic
Haven't eaten breakfast yet
>>6298275
It could be, but you and your partner would have to talk about that and see what they want out of their sex life.
Like 70% of threesome stories I've heard were by people who hated it and just wanted to say "we did it." Like a bucket list thing.
Most of the remainders act like biscum and are usually just demanding for open relationships.
>>6298298
Shut up Hitler. Let the real man talk.
>>6298301
You are never going to have a threesome. Please just leave our great community.
>>6298312
I wouldn't ever want a threesome. I get anxious having sex with one person, 2 sounds like a heart attack waiting to happen.
>>6298312
Maki, I know you're obsessed with me, but pretending to be me will never make you me.
>>6298320
Your garbage ass would last two minutes than you would cum on the floor than you're sitting in a corner checking gaygen.
>>6298327
Not maki.
Besides nobody wants to be you. I want to attack army.
