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>>6293026
>Tank: M26 pershing
>Crew
>Commander: /k/ordelia
>Driver: Neens
>Radio Op: me
>Loader: Red
>Gunner: Lappanna
Yall r fukt
>>6293048
>>6293054
Yeah but earlier Shermans were garbage and we'd all be screwed.
o-oh, ok. um continued from last thread...
>>6292983
>>6292991
>>6293000
;___; o-okie. t-thank you, i feel better now
>>6292993
um i mean i know what causes flare ups so i try to avoid those foods, but i don't think i have CFS. one of my good friends has it and like i'm not that bad.
it's just that i have a family history of lupus and immune issues and idk. that's partly why i kind of thought i might have klinefelter's when i was looking everything up the other day. i meet like 80% of the requirements or signs. i'm just generally fucked up fampai.
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>>6293019
If that's the same artist I gotta say they got a really interesting process. Or at least had in the one vid I saw, started with photobashing and ended by painting over 95% of everything.
>>6293034
>Why didn't Samuel
He's a turbobeta with less balls than the girls around here.
>I'm also unsure how to feel about what happened with Arya.
I hate her for it because I totally woulda stuck with a Man the husbando. Will probs result in some interesting stuffs tho so that's nice, better drive the plot forward.
>the alliance between crown and the sparrow is interesting
Huhuhu I'm pretty hype to see how much of that is just Margaery being the talented politician she is. She essentially played out the kings mom and her own parents but attached herself to the church, good shit this is why I love watching these shows.
>>6293045
>I'll get you next time!
Reee this is why I hate chasers.
>Ideal team
I could be your air support fighter pilot but I'm too tall to fit into a cockpit I think. fml
>>6293042
I hope to become the first great female jazz musician. Just gotta git gud at my chosen instrument.
>>6293060
>He's a turbobeta with less balls than the girls around here.
I guess but jesus if his wife starts talking about it he should join in
>I hate her for it because I totally woulda stuck with a Man the husbando. Will probs result in some interesting stuffs tho so that's nice, better drive the plot forward.
I just feel like it's kind of a waste of time. Neat we got to watch Arya be beaten for a bunch of episodes in order for NOTHING but her possible death to come of it
>Huhuhu I'm pretty hype to see how much of that is just Margaery being the talented politician she is. She essentially played out the kings mom and her own parents but attached herself to the church, good shit this is why I love watching these shows.
Yeah that's gonna be fun, we all know she hasn't actually converted, she just came up with a way to win.
>air support fighter pilot
Now this is my jam
>tfw no 50mm shell in my butte
>>6293069
http://www.amiami.com/top/detail/detail?gcode=GOODS-00038042
Go get it!
>>6293069
>50 mm
Uh... No. The largest dilator in my kit scares me and it's not even that big. Plus, butt? Not a place to stick things in...
>thread full of German tank fetish weaboos
damn didn't know I was in AGP general :^)
>>6293057
I mean, It's the Firefly or the Cromwell.
If it's the Cromwell I'd include Red as a front gunner.
Or I guess I might include the Tiger 2...
In which case nothing changes.
>>6293056
>pershing
>not a medium
WEAK!
YOU ARE A SLOW TANK
(good taste)
>>6293060
>I could be your air support fighter pilot
I'll make a team for you.
Puru's team
Commander: Edie
Driver:Lallalily
Gunner:Elanna
Radio:Puru
Loader1:Maddie
Loader2:Cyba
Vehicle KV-2
This good?
Who /virgin/ here?
>>6293078
I'm AGP as fuck and I regret nothing
>>6293079
>Or I guess I might include the Tiger 2...
That's what I went for yo
>>6293081
Hi yes hello i am virgin here
![X7FsVh[1].png](https://i.imgur.com/2dcTaLE.png "X7FsVh[1].png")
who else /leotard/ here :#?
>>6293087
>That's what I went for yo
And yet you posted a Tiger 1
Shame on you.
>>6293088
i don't wear women's clothing because i don't want to be a fetishist
>>6293081
Who /unvirgin/ here?
>>6293096
Also me
Gonna ask this here because you guys are the biggest group of girls on 4chan I can think of.
>I get upset whenever I see a woman doing anything.
>I mean literally anything. Even as mundane as using a computer or driving a car.
>It's not anger that's directed at them, either. It's this weird brand of anger pointed at myself.
>But it doesn't dissipate until I find a flaw with how they are doing what they are doing or with their character.
>Whats wrong with me?
>>6293111
You havent started HRT yet
>>6293111
Hi.
Welcome to the thread.
>>6293111
You might be jealous, anon.
>>6293111
>tfw jealous of girls being girls
feels bad
>>6293111
Is it truly anger or is it envy?
>>6293069
Why does everything have to be about sex with you
>>6292980
/mtfg/ often goes by to fast for me. hard to keep up. Especially if I'm having a bad CFS day.
>>6293026
I'm totally femme. I'd be the saloon girl.
>>6293039
Being a target sucks. My weird youth makes me one.
>>6293058
CFS is in a class of syndroms/diseases that all have very similar symptoms. I'd never had said I had it when 25, but now that I look back, I see all the signs of it starting as early as 14. They weren't very strong then, and didn't show up often, but often enough.
>>6293088
I like them, but to tall for most makers. They stay tucked so I like them. Also they can help with tucking too.
>>6293096
moi...
>>6293111
Git thee to a gender therapist...
>>6293124
>Why am I loader?
Because you're good at handling loads.
>>6293111
Define upset a bit more, you could be anything from extreme misogynist or a tranny, it's a fine line.
The last part about the flaw thing seems weird to me.
>>6293124
>I'll gun so hard :3
>jobs of the front gunner: Spotting tanks towards the front, removing infantry threats, mechanical repair and substitute for KO'd crewmates.
A jack of all trades that's surprisingly important.
>>6293119
Why does it not for you?
>>6293079
I don't think tanks are my jam, sorry. I'll just be your trusty me109 in the sky even if I have to sit with my knees in my mouth (or one of those sexy me262's unf)
>>6293068
>I guess but jesus if his wife starts talking about it he should join in
It was torment to watch but that's how he is, a bumbling beta oaf who's less man than his waifu ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>I just feel like it's kind of a waste of time. Neat we got to watch Arya be beaten for a bunch of episodes in order for NOTHING but her possible death to come of it
But she's a sneaky assassin now and supposedly good at fighting blind 'n shit. We'll see, maybe she learned more than what was shown.
>>6293077
>Plus, butt? Not a place to stick things in..
mfw no face
>>6293126
I can take any load :3
I like big payloads!
Hmm... If I loose my legal gender change case it will be over. If I don't pass in judge's eyes (or one of his medical experts) it will be fucking over.
Permanently Male. Till I die. I wont be able to change my name either.
This stuff is scary and really stressful /mtfg/ - how to deal with it?
who wants a hug?
>>6293124
Because kaylee is the logical choice for gunner desu
>>6293139
move out of shitty Poland
>>6293119
She's at that age...
>>6293144
How? I don't have passport yet because I don't want to have any history there.
How it's easier to change legal gender being in a foreign country?
>>6293139
You're in the EU, iirc? You can always appeal to to the European Human Rights Court. Long and expensive, but they have a track record of overturning national courts' refusal to change trans people's idea. So, it'd be a lot better if the judged gave your request the greenlight but if he doesn't, it's not quite over.
Never posted on here, I guess I'm not even really asking for advice or anything. Not even really sure where to post this, I kinda just wanted to get some shit on my chest.
>meet cute girl
>claim to be straight
>girl says all the right things
>she's fucking perfect
>I get her number and call her the next day
>we go out again and everything is amazing
>never felt this good being with someone
>girl feels the same way
>girl turns out to be guy
>not even on hormones, just that effeminate, small, skinny etc. etc.
>not even pissed at this point, seriously like this guy
>I didn't think I was gay but holy shit he's perfect
>he hates being a guy
>ends up having some serious issues, guy is clearly going through shit
>i tell him it's okay to be a dude, especially since I like him either way
>this manages to calm him down, and for the first time he seems to be happy or at least doesn't care he's a dude
>we have sex and everything is going well
>we go out a few times, this time he's wearing guys clothes
>he's clearly uncomfortable
>I tell him it's cool if he wants to change
>he does
>it only makes him more uncomfortable
>no idea what the fuck to do
>few months have passed now
>guy is still confused
>he ends up asking me what I prefer
>i try to answer in a more general way, "what ever you do, it doesn't matter, I like spending time with you"
>he gets upset
>i tell him I like him more as a guy
>seems even more confused
>seriously in love with him at this point
>close friend says I should get out because he's crazy, but I seriously care for him
>he's also been through a lot of shitty shit in his past that I want to be something good for him
>when he's not freaking out he's literally perfect
>it's been a few weeks now and he's stayed in boy mode all the time and hasn't seemed confused or upset
>actually seems happy
>kinda worried that I'm fucking him over and he'll hate me later on down the track for saying I prefer him as a guy
Sorry about the rant. Or /blog/ post.
>>6293147
I-I dunno who to choose ;~;
I don't know shit about tanks
what do butts taste like?
>>6293147
Because I don't actually care about guns or tanks
>>6293116
>>6293117
>>6293118
I don't know.
I can't put emotions into words.
>>6293128
Like there was a girl I worked with at uni who was both smart and could be considered conventionally attractive.
I tried to seem nice, but I literally hated her with every piece of my existence.
I had to be better than her at something, but naturally I wasn't. I couldn't handle it.
I got really petty at times, and for chunks of the term I would avoid class and ignore group emails and such just to avoid any contact with her.
It made me upset when I realised that her being physically sick actually gave me relief. I try not to think about it.
>>6293113
>>6293115
>>6293121
Really though?
>>6293156
Well polish trans sources says that if you loose it's over and EU can't to shit in this case. But I hope they are wrong. Good damn it I want female name. I can even fucking rent an apartment now.
>>6293167
this desu, we dont want to kill people, we want to sex them
My parents have been watching this one American soap opera, and one of the main characters is transgender. After hearing the things my parents say about her, I'm not so sure if I'll come out to them anymore...
>>6293135
>It was torment to watch but that's how he is, a bumbling beta oaf who's less man than his waifu ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Oh well. Not looking forward to his death anyway.
>But she's a sneaky assassin now and supposedly good at fighting blind 'n shit. We'll see, maybe she learned more than what was shown.
True, and all of her fighting training was from the girl that now wants to kill her, so Arya knows what to expect.
>>6293172
Does this only happen with females? And not just everyone that's better than you in general?
>>6293172
>I tried to seem nice, but I literally hated her with every piece of my existence.
>I had to be better than her at something, but naturally I wasn't. I couldn't handle it.
this is, like, stereotypical envy
>>6293174
EU probably can't do shit but since you live in EU you should be able to move to another EU country, at least if you have some money saved up
>>6293167
this, I'm kinda sick of all the tank and gun shit tbhon-est
>>6293177
What do they say?
>>6293182
But I would still be stuck with male ID and male name.
>>6293081
me
>>6293177
I mean...alien concepts are always funny to people who can't relate. It might be different when it's their own child. You know them better though.
>>6293189
You could apply for their respective trans care thingy and get them changed
I'm into this new foundation but idk what I think about the lip gloss. Thoughts?
Also
>I'm a fat hon
>ffs when
>>6293169
>I might get overwhelmed and cry tho
It'll be like that movie fury then.
>>6293111
I used to be somewhat the same way and still am I guess, just less intense. Just mad jelly and somewhat bitter but I try to use it as a fuel for self improvement.
>>6293150
>How it's easier to change legal gender being in a foreign country?
Because there are a lot more progressive countries out there. Probs some of them would treat you better even if you aren't a citizen and would provide you with correct ID card or whatever?
>>6293180
>so Arya knows what to expect.
Reincorporate fencing tricks by his late Bravosian swordmaster, maybe they work against her better than against the Hound lol. Or maybe it's spy vs spy scheming to get each other killed.
>>6293177
All hope is not lost, peoples attitudes can change quite drastically when it's someone they know and love. Hope things work out for you either way.
>>6293081
Damn right I am.
>>6293081
define /virgin/
>>6293163
You can learn. They're surprisingly diverse
>>6293167
BUT THEY'RE PRETTY!!!
(besides, there's the sentinel tank, and it suits you perfectly. It has a schlong!
>>6293193
morning, kit :3
>>6293205
SIRONA
do you play COH2?
>>6293180
>Does this only happen with females?
Pretty much.
I have no problems being inferior to men.
I'm typically inferior to most men and women, but I only ever get upset when being inferior to women.
I'm probably a turbomisogynist or something.
>>6293181
>>6293202
What does that mean then?
Can I grow out of it? I can't go through life hating 40% of the population.
>>6293205
the problem is that I don't care enough. They're just tanks to me.
>>6293201
I want to hug you. I can see you work so hard on yourself.
>>6293212
You're a girl, welcome to the club.
>>6293193
Hey kit!>>6293048
What's your tank team?
>>6293210
>COH2?
I do not, but I might consider it.
>>6293213
>They're just tanks to me.
Pic related.
>>6293058
hey! sorry I didn't respond last thread, got caught up in some stuff.
hanging out with someone sounds good! It'll help take your mind off things maybe <3
and I'm doing ok, at least a lot better than saturday. I'm starting to realize I get very upset at night and I'm wondering what might be causing it or if I'm just a crazy emotional wreck (or both)
>>6293201
complimentfishing.jpg
You look fine.
I see what you mean about the colour of the lip stuff though.
>>6293183
Yeah, like, idk is talking about guns just an American passtime? I'm not sure why guns come up so much in a trans thread :/
>>6293205
Military history is cool. Military hardware is less cool unless it flies ;~;
>>6293186
>"look how butch she is! "
>" look how big her shoulders are! "
>"look how big her hands are! "
>" wow I feel sorry for her husband when he finds out that she's a man"
They say stuff like that throughout every episode..
>>6293196
>>6293202
Thanks, well, I guess we'll have to see. They will find out eventually but I probably won't formally come out to them. It will probably just happen.
>>6293202
I cry very easily
How are you puru?
>>6293224
>unless it flies ;~;
Which plane?
I wanna know.
(if it's not the beaufighter I'm going to judge you)
>>6293139
nikky
you gotta marry me then you can live here
it's easier to change that stuff in my country
[spoiler]also you could reward me with cuddles and stuff[/spoiler]
>>6293220
>I do not, but I might consider it.
If your PC can handle it come join the fun~
>>6293225
Have you talked to them about it?
>>6293201
Yeah, the fuchsia gloss clashes with both your hair and top. A matte burgundy lipstick would work better.
is it ok if i don't always feel 100% female btw <__<
>>6293237
considering males can't really feel female, yes i think its ok
>>6293237
yes
because you are at least a bit attack helicopter
>>6293237
I think so. I woke up today and had a weird moment.
>I feel like a girl
>But I am not one
>I am transitioning
>But I don't feel like it
>>6293239
You can get many Cromwells in COH2!
>>6293237
I don't think anyone purely feels one gender all the time. Most people are just less aware of those feelings than we are...
>>6293212
>Can I grow out of it?
Transitioning is helping me but you gotta figure out what's the best way to help yourself.
>>6293228
My neck hurts so much from fixing my posture I haven't had time to feel sorry for myself so pretty good :D You doing good?
>>6293237
No you lose your trans license and have to take T injections now. But seriously at my best days I feel like maybe 3% female physically
>>6293224
no idea, I used to assume it was autism from experience in other communities, but who knows.
>>6293231
I'm really not into Roleplaying or other dreamy thinking. Why do you leading me on anon? We'll never be together ;_;
>>6293237
no you are AGP fetishist confirmed.
>>6293258
Bong here.
It's not just an American thing. Get any group of autists together and the conversation will inevitably turn to guns and planes, given enough time.
[spoiler]I always thought it was dumb af[/spoiler]
>>6293256
I just feel like shit.
I hate my face.
But I'm happy to be playing civ5
>>6293201
i really like the shade, but i don't think it goes with your current hair color as much tbdesu c:
>>6293243
>>6293245
>>6293246
>>6293255
i just like don't always feel like ... a trans woman? i guess? idk
i talked to faye and my other friends irl about this a few times now where like i don't feel like i look like a woman at all. i think because of makeup and how i style myself i look beautiful to select people, but it's just manmade beauty. i look androgynous af and i feel like i'm a prime example of a person who doesn't pass, but looks pretty. which i'm totally okay with and i identified as genderqueer for the first like....3 years of my transition. because i don't really feel like just a woman and i don't see myself that way at all. but i feel like i'm not supposed to feel that way ;___; i was just reminded of it because i saw the /androgynous general/ and i was like 'wow dat me'
>>6293256
>>6293262
;____________________;
>>6293230
Depends on the era, every major conflict has its own plane that was a cut above. Assuming ww2:
The spitfire and mustang were both pretty crazy, the fact that the mustang could reach transonic speeds (and usually crashed as a result) was pretty mind boggling for the time. Then there was the bf-109, its propeller was so big and had so much torque that jamming the throttle on the ground could flip them right over. Idk, there's more planes from the era that I like, but those are the fighters that have some romance around them. I at least sort of understand the romance around planes, pilots had balls of steel, and they're basically the modern equivalent of knights in the air. Tanks or guns don't make any sense to me though.
>>6293233
How r u this morning Charlotte?
>>6293250
>Thanks, I think?
You thought that was sarcasm or something?
>>6293261
A flight to here from plumbingland is 800€ and the visa is 4.200€.
If you let me work to make the money, I can pay that.
I can't promise it will be quick though.
>>6293263
My 1 college course of psychology leads me to suspect it's the unconscious inferiority of the beta autist in physical strength, leading them to fetishize weapons as a way to rise above the alpha chads
>>6293265
>but it's just manmade beauty
http://imgur.com/gallery/ynkv8
Don't be silly Edie
>i look androgynous af and i feel like i'm a prime example of a person who doesn't pass, but looks pretty.
That's the dysphoria speaking, you really do pass.
>i identified as genderqueer for the first like....3 years of my transition. because i don't really feel like just a woman and i don't see myself that way at all. but i feel like i'm not supposed to feel that way ;___; i was just reminded of it because i saw the /androgynous general/ and i was like 'wow dat me'
Be what you wanna be and what you feel like. Whatever makes you the happiest. You don't have to feel like a woman, especially if you don't.
The entire concept of "feeling" a gender is a bit convoluted and silly, don't you think? I mean, somehow we know we are what we are but I sure don't always wake up and say I SURE FEEL FEMALE TODAY. I just am one and I know that and that's okay.
>>6293273
I'm pretty good. I actually had a nice talk with my mom, where she apologized for the first time in my memory.
How about you?
>>6293263
>Get any group of autists together and the conversation will inevitably turn to guns and planes,
I just think they're pretty. Having been checked for autism, aspergers, and more mental health issues than I can list, I'm gonna call you on it.
I can sperg out on cooking just as much as I can on military hardware, or any other hobby I take a passing interest in. I'm fairly sure it's a nerd thing, and the nerd community has a higher proportion of autistic tendencies.
But then, we're going into the logical fallacy of "correlation does not imply causality."
>>6293273
>but those are the fighters that have some romance around them. I at least sort of understand the romance around planes, pilots had balls of steel, and they're basically the modern equivalent of knights in the air.
So you like the planes because they took balls and could do tricks?
I'll have to track down the story of the tank crew who discovered that they were in a training tank (read:no armour, the gun was next to useless and it moved 3 times as fast) halfway through the war, and then refused to use anything else because it had seen them through 8 or 9 scouting missions that would otherwise have cost them their lives. They all survived the war in that tank too.
>tfw this does not count as a hit because overwatch has a good netcode
>>6293264
>I just feel like shit.
>I hate my face.
Escapism into vidya works I guess, I feel the same way all the time.
>>6293281
>http://imgur.com/gallery/ynkv8
most look better without the make up, and the ones that do look better still look bad...
>>6293265
Well, you look and feel like a woman to me, so I have no problems with you calling yourself a transwoman if that's how you feel, and I think you know how harsh I can be about that. However, if you feel it doesn't describe you, it's ok. You don't have to conform to a narrative that isn't your life, or to words you feel constraining. Gender is how people see you, but your identity and the way you feel about it are yours, and yours only. And I know you're ready to be yourself, no matter how intimidating it may be.
>>6293288
>Escapism into vidya works I guess
>I feel the same way all the time.
then it doesn't fucking work
>>6293294
>i'll try and think of a team
Goooood. GOOOOOD.
>>6293273
>Tanks or guns don't make any sense to me though.
People like different things. I don't know why I like what I like, I just kinda do. In a thread where people talk about anything and everything when you have people with common interests it's bound to come up. It doesn't have to make sense, and some of what other people like doesn't to me even. Idk, I don't feel like it's a big deal, nothing is stopping anyone from talking about other stuff too.
>>6293292
Even if they still look bad there's at least an improvement with makeup and all that. If it's something okay for cis women why can't it be okay for edie? A lot of beauty is work and she should know this by now.
>>6293297
But I don't worry about it when I'm playing. It works as escapism.
>>6293280
that does sound pretty first year, since you're touching the most superficial aspects.
you have to consider that there are elements like
>a bast amount of knowledge that can make you feel superior in a measurable way
>a direct appeal to detail oriented observation
>an excuse for social interaction based on specific stuff
>no biological complex data that you have to ponder about
>>6293287
No, I like planes because they're easier to separate from the pain and bloodshed of war and therefore easier to attach some amount of romance to. Instead of being down on the ground, among the explosions, blood and death, they're several thousand feet above and locked in one on one combat. Then there's the fact that they fly, and at one point I wanted to be a pilot.
That tank crew, while impressive, is very hard to separate from the fact that they probably looked hundreds of men right in the eye before mowing them down.
>>6293284
Nice, sounds like a productive morning ^^
I'm gud, just about to fire off another job application, checking on the status of my order of drugsss
>>6293279
Or maybe you could fly to me for a vacation so we could have a some life together to start with.
Do you have any photos of yourself? What's your name/nickname?
>>6293305
There's nothing to be afraid of, anon.
>>6293308
Yea videogame escapism used to help me get by a lot
Now I barely play them but I kinda want to later desu
>>6293311
O__O
That... is a fair point.
I'll drop the topic.
>>6293281
>http://imgur.com/gallery/ynkv8
>Don't be silly Edie
>tfw standards of beauty come from the porn industry
>... maybe porn isn't super-healthy for society...
I was going to say that, but then I remembered that the closest thing to legitimate sex-ed that we have in America is porn.
Thanks, retarded parents that don't want to "ruin" their children.
>>6293294
How's you?
>application
that reminds me, I should probably send another one off myself
>drugggzz
how expensive is something like LSD or MDMA?
ummm who wants to join my tank squad....
asking for a friend....
>>6293305
just hope their bell rang.
>>6293319
Ill join!!!
>>6293305
>the fact that you have to ring them scares me a little
I got a massive phobia/mental block when it comes to calling people. I don't know why.
>>6293313
>Now I barely play them
After I'm bored of overwatch I'm probably going to take a break from them again. I got really bad habit of overdoing the escapism.
>watching animu
>police superintendent of my age
>special detective ten years younger than me
>assistan a year younger
>son of a CEO dealing with business in hs
i just wanted escapism, not feeling like I wasted my life...
>>6293319
me! me!
>>6293319
t-tell your friend that someone said Charlotte would like to join...
>>6293319
Well, if we're allowing inter tank crews...
I wouldn't mind....
>>6293281
idk, mAYBE. i just like... i see a woman a lot of the time because of hormones redistributing my fat, but i don't feel like one most of the time.
the only reason i even started identifying as a trans woman is because it felt more accurate than being a man, and i do feel better on HRT, but if i'm being honest i feel more like an androgyne. but that's so tumblr snowflake that i don't ever say that and that's why i never used to talk about being pansexual either ;____; CAUSE I DON'T WANNA BE A SNOWFLAKE DESU
>>6293296
idk i just don't want ppl to make fun of me and stuff for feeling the way that i do. i don't feel like a femboy or w/e or a man but i don't feel like a woman either. i'm just like....this thing in the middle that just wants to be pretty. idc about how i'm gendered really or how people perceive my gender. but society basically says that wanting to look the way i do and how i act and talk and everything is female so that's what box i was told to go into and then i just went with it desu
>>6293326
I have a strong aversion to phones, but it's a result of compounded trauma from occupational burnout. It's still bad, but I don't jump and break into cold sweat whenever I hear a phone ringing anymore.
>>6293327
>friend is my age
>over 2 years hrt
>a nurse
>i'm almost 5 months hrt
>left college 3 times
>work at a grocery store
>>6293333
Edie, don't call it snowflake. Just call it you and own it. Anyone with an issue with it can eat shit tbqh.
What do you feel the happiest as? What suits you the best? If you're androgyne then be that. Your gender doesn't matter to the people around you, what matters is that you're still edie.
>>6293324
>>6293329
>>6293330
>>6293332
OK !!! my team is;
Red
Dana
Charlotte
Sirona
Kit
THANK YOU GIRLS !
IDK which tank to pick tho .__.;;;
>>6293333
You're Edie. No one can take that away from you. And little boxes don't matter as much as they seem. You're smart enough to think and live outside of them.
http://youtu.be/XUwUp-D_VV0
>>6293315
Where's the craftsmanship? It's a tool explicitly designed for killing. You aim the barrel, pull the trigger, and someone with a family dies. Often they never saw it coming, and never had a chance.
>>6293318
Drugs are honestly pretty cheap. MDMA is like 30 dollars a gram, LSD is like 5 dollars a hit on blotter.
>>6293157
Why do you need to be gay? She looked female to you. ;) Sounds like you are really bisexual.
She needs to see a gender therapist and start transition. Sounds like she will be much happier that way.
I kinda had similar happen to me when young. A lesbian gal I was working with asked me out, only to find out I was a crossdressing boy. We became friends, and she helped me a lot. Sadly she was heavy into drugs, and with her my habits spiraled out of control.
>>6293237
Yes!!! I have some andro and masculine in me. By and large I'm mostly feminine. All of us are somewhere on the gender spectrum. Most are not at the ends. In fact there are very few who are.
>>6293265
Many girls feel fake after they put the makeup on.
I've sometimes wondered if you, and a couple other trips, did like me and went overboard and went after anything that affirmed one's femininity. I became a total slut for 8 months. Then I became a courtesan as that was a type of affirmation of my femininity. My clients treated me like a lady. Yeah, sex work can be more than just a means for making ends meet. Or maybe the ends are not bills and money. Anyways, something to think about.
>>6293333
I too am wondering if I really am androgynous, but wanting a pussy instead of a dick. Gender isn't straight forward male/female. It's muddled with many aspects that all can be somewhere between fully masculine and fully feminine, and they don't have to agree.
>>6293312
>Do you have any photos of yourself?
Good god no.
That was the hidden catch.
My face breaks cameras :P
That's not a joke either. I've genuinely had a cheap 35-70mm lens break while taking my photo when on school camp as a kid.
>maybe you could fly to me for a vacation so we could have a some life together
That sounds like a wonderful idea.
It probably won't be happening soon though, because I still need to save lots of money.
Maybe once I finish my degree and go into proper full time employment!
I'm half way through now.
>>6293341
Panzer IV H?
It's pretty good...
but take a look around and see if there's any you like.
>>6293339
i feel androgyne and/or genderqueer ;_; but if that's the case then am i allowed to be here?
>>6293347
>tfw this argument makes you want to restart sports fencing
>>6293336
I actually dont mind answering phonecalls as I can usually just say "mhm?" and let them do the talking. I hate calling because it's putting me on the spot and I have to introduce myself and explain why I'm calling and stuff, extremely uncomfortable and will go to ridiculous lengths to avoid having to call places. Like with the military I got convicted for being a deserter because I didn't call there to explain my absence (I had school documents to prove im in the middle of studies to excuse me) or sort my things out until my service had started. Well it's a bit more of a long story than that and it wasn't all about me not calling there but a lot of the trouble could have been avoided with a few phonecalls.
>tfw still haven't sorted out the military service and have just postponed it for the last 4 years
Suffering.
>>6293353
There are no rules who can and can not post here dw about it.
>>6293353
it's the progesterone talking.
i thought girls und panzer was a bretty fun animu
>>6293353
>genderqueer
better than chasers
>>6293353
You kidding? Of course you're allowed here. Why let us decide what gender you are?
>>6293347
There's a lot more that goes into it than that.
>>6293358
Could you have a friend or family member call for you?
>>6293352
that looks good desu.
most of the war will be spent pillaging local towns with pharmacies for HRT and fuel, while long cold nights will be spent cuddling together for warmth.
>>6293353
Obviously. You're part of the furniture, here, as we say in France. ;)
/mtfg/ wouldn't be quite /mtfg/ without you. You're Dollface/Edie and you belong here, no matter what label you feel most comfortable with at a given time.
>>6293362
Hiya!
Who'd your crew be?
>>6293026
>MTFG! POST YOUR TANK CREW AND TANK. GIRLS UND PANZER RULES:
>The only vehicles allowed to participate are the following :
>Vehicles whose design was completed before August 15, 1945
>Vehicles that had begun prototype trials by the aforementioned date
>Vehicles whose construction was planned using only materials available before the aforementioned date
>>6293347
>5 dollar lsd
You're doing nbomes.
>>6293368
>most of the war will be spent pillaging local towns with pharmacies for HRT and fuel, while long cold nights will be spent cuddling together for warmth.
:D
LIVING THE DREAM
>>6293372
i dont know anything about tanks so idk lols (v＾＿＾)v
>>6293368
>most of the war will be spent pillaging local towns with pharmacies for HRT and fuel, while long cold nights will be spent cuddling together for warmth.
Is it too late to sign up for this crew?
>>6293341
GIANT AMERICAN COCK
the T-30 would be good
>>6293353
i'm a cis guy (well probably not lol) and i'm allowed here
why would you not be?
>>6293377
>Is it too late to sign up for this crew?
If we roll T-30 then yes
>>6293366
I'm even less likely to get them to make the call.
I've found an email address, I'll try that.
If they ring me, I should be okay.
>>6293353
yes!!!
>>6293379
I think T-30 looks good actually. I trust Dana's choice of transport since she has a nice baiku
>>6293382
>Implying we wouldn't enjoy it.
It's not rape if it's consensual.
>>6293366
Idk, I guess enlighten me then. Where's the artistry in guns?
>>6293373
Maybe. I suspect they're weak tabs, but I havn't bought from this guy before. Guess I'll find out when they get here, nbomes are pretty easy to tell apart from acid from everything I've heard
>>6293375
That's cheaper than average for LSD, so anon may be correct that I've bought RCs. Normally I've paid more like 8-10 dollars/hit
100mg-120mg is a pretty standard dose for MDMA, so a gram can give you 8-10 doses. Assuming you're a lightweight, that's $3 per dose of MDMA.
>>6293357
Fencing seems pretty neat, hard af though ;~;
>tfw your dad comes back after 3 days at the lakehouse and talks at me about "contributing for the family"
I am so fucking done with him and this obnoxious shitty family. Everything went to shit when he remarried.
>>6293349
i mean i'm a super feminine person so all of this stuff kind of just came naturally to me, but i don't feel 100% like a woman or whatever. i just feel like something different and like not one way or the other. and that's maybe why a part of me never cared about being misgendered or about being perceived as a woman and why it was so easy for me to just dive into presenting this way? idk
>>6293359
>>6293365
>>6293366
>>6293371
>>6293375
>>6293381
>>6293394
o-ok... idk ;___; cause idk. like when i was first joining the fb trans groups i'm in it was literally like 'TRANS WOMEN ONLY' and like in mtfg it seemed very trans women or occasional men who liked us and that was it and idk. I WAS JUST WONDERING IDK ;____;
>>6293361
i think the prog makes me more honest and emotional but i've felt like this for a rly long time and that's why i presented and identified as genderqueer for so long. it's not like it changes anything, i'm not like femboy mode and being like CALL ME THEY/THEM W/E like idgaf about any of that and being gendered as a woman is ok but idk i just thought i would ask and talk about it and yknow idk... ya.
>>6293402
Are drugs really this cheap? Tfw no drugs.
>>6293407
Famfams with their expectations and demands how you need to live your life is the worst. Have a hug qt platy
>>6293402
>Idk, I guess enlighten me then. Where's the artistry in guns?
>One of Hathcock's most famous accomplishments was shooting an enemy sniper through the enemy's own rifle scope, hitting him in the eye and killing him.
>During a volunteer mission days before the end of his first deployment, he crawled over 1,500 yards of field to shoot a high-ranking NVA officer.[19] He was not informed of the details of the mission until he accepted it.[15] This effort took four days and three nights, without sleep, of constant inch-by-inch crawling.[19] Hathcock said he was almost stepped on as he lay camouflaged with grass and vegetation in a meadow shortly after sunset.[2] At one point he was nearly bitten by a bamboo viper, but had the presence of mind to avoid moving and giving up his position.[19] As the officer exited his encampment, Hathcock fired a single shot that struck the officer in the chest, killing him.
It may not be art you like, but there is a certain art to war. Why people enjoy it so much is something I don't have an answer to. I'd like to learn more about that desu.
>>6293353
yes
but only if you be my *f
>>6293357
>>tfw this argument makes you want to restart sports fencing
>Fencing seems pretty neat, hard af though ;~;
>>6293402
I did fencing in middle school. It demands much more strenght and violence than you would think. You're literally trying to hit stuff out of other people's hands as hard as you can before stabbing them as hard as you can.
Doesn't hurt too much tho
>>6293414
this is the most autistic thing I've read in months
>>6293414
I was the anon that brought it up and it was a joke about justifying murder because you defend it as artistic and personal.
Oh cool people are over, time to pray nobody notices my boobs, especially when they hug me.
>>6293412
Drugs are pretty cheap if you aren't trying to be in an altered state 24/7. I only go on two psychedelic trips a year, max, which costs me less than fifty bucks annually, and I smoke weed every night but spend about 60 or 70 bucks a month max.
>>6293402
>Assuming you're a lightweight
literally and figuratively, yes
fun drugs are cheaper than casual drugs, I guess.
>>6293407
>talks at me about "contributing for the family"
hey, my dad did the same thing a few weeks ago. It wasn't fun.
>>6293410
It's fine. You should really call a psychiatrist if you can afford it, because this is definitely the depression.
>>6293414
>Why people enjoy it so much is something I don't have an answer to
Personally I enjoy it for the technological advancements. I mean, without ww1 and ww2 arms race aviation probably wouldn't be anywhere near where it is now. It's neat to see mankind develop so rapidly even if the motivations are not something I can get behind.
>>6293429
I'd want to do just trip and see how its like.
>>6293425
Being tall sorta helps me with this as I have to lean over to hug shorter people and that avoids the chest-to-chest contact.
>>6293425
>hugging people who you dont want knowing you have boobs
>>6293410
post poogina.
>>6293437
I FORGOT THEY'RE GETTING BIG
>>6293414
I still see murder in the name of king and country. Skillful murder, but murder nonetheless. Moreover, sniping is probably the worst case example of striking someone down without them ever seeing it coming, or without ever having a chance.
>>6293417
Yeah, I know it requires peak physical fitness and really fast reflexes, just never tried though because I've never been that fit ;~;
>>6293430
Drugs in general are pretty cheap, especially if you get them off the internet. When you take out the middleman (the street level dealer) drugs are actually not that expensive, and even then the chemist is still making a massive profit.
>>6293426
It does sound neat. How does one get into it though?
>>6293440
>GETTING BIG
Is it the progestrone, please tell me it's the progestrone? Mail literally can not come fast enough
>>6293437
>hug friend at uni
>he has hidden boobs
>i've noticed
>he's noticed that i've noticed
most awkward feeling desu
also mb this is a stupid question to ask but has anyone here tried purifica mirifica?? or is it just a meme??
i dont want to be an ironing board .__.;;
>>6293437
>>6293440
>>6293425
>>6293445
;____;
>>6293412
thanks for the sentiment, I really just want to grab all my things and go drive far away and never come back though
>>6293430
it gets more and more suffocating every time it happens, one day I'm gonna fucking snap
>>6293444
A lot of sports centers have fencing clubs; some of them more official than others. It's basically showing up and registering. They'll probably have the kit to borrow for newbies (although my second club's fencing master was all but demanding we eventually buy our own stuff if we intended to be remotely serious, which makes sense but can get a bit pricey)
>>6293402
>Where's the artistry in guns?
I agree... Give me a camera and paintbrush...
>>6293425
>>6293440
LOL
last week I had a long time friend hug me, and she looked down at my chest after... Kinda funny.
Before recently I never hugged. For many years I had hard spots under each nipple, and people sometimes noticed. Hard to explain away.
>>6293415
y-you're friend?
>>6293425
GL LMAO!! <3
>>6293430
the thing is tho i just wanna be like a really beautiful person, but i don't want to be cis or strive for that really? i almost just want to transcend gender. where it doesn't matter what i am. very ruby rose where it's like i am kind of both male and female but regardless ppl would want to slam i guess lmao. and part of what gets to me sometimes is like trying to fit into a box that i never wanted to really fit into, so
>>6293448
You're not drinking enough cum, that's probably why they are so small.
>>6293448
>i dont want to be an ironing board .__.;;
Hey I feel ya, I got dented ribs so I got -½ a breast on one side.
>>6293451
>I really just want to grab all my things and go drive far away and never come back though
>tfw want to do this
>no car
>cant drive
>there's sea to every direction except russia
KILL ME
>>6293448
PM is a complete meme, at most it will give you the same effects as being on low-dose spiro.
(I wish phytos weren't a meme, because my favorite fruit is god tier for phytos)
>>6293444
>I know it requires peak physical fitness and really fast reflexes
sort of, just as much as any sport I'd say. the biggest issue is that you have to be much more violent than in some team sport since your sole objective is hitting the other person in ways that would really hurt someone else.
I was fast enough and could respond, but I didn't have it in me to put that much strenght into hitting stuff, I'm too submisive for that...
>>6293457
>GL LMAO!! <3
BAGGY SHIRT AND BAD POSTURE TIME, CANT SEE A THING
>>6293453
>last week I had a long time friend hug me, and she looked down at my chest after... Kinda funny.
God I hope that is not about to happen
>>6293445
>Is it the progestrone, please tell me it's the progestrone? Mail literally can not come fast enough
Progesterone could be fucking my tits up because I'm taking it so early so
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t348e24vDyA
>>6293460
:(
I wish there was someway I could help you
like legit if you were in the US or Canada I'd come pick you up and we could ride off into the unknown together
The worlds still quite a large place though :/
>>6293464
oh ;_;
>>6293473
sorry kittu
>>6293457
>y-you're friend?
that's close enough!
i accept you now :3
>>6293458
also im like 99.9999999% sure you are making fun of me
I survived! probably didnt get kicked out either
Why is Pizza so good girls? I just made a Digornio's pizza with my mom, and oh it was so good.
>>6293483
why were you at risk of being kicked out?
of your home or college?
>>6293466
Oh, well then in that case maybe it wouldn't be the kind of sport that I could get good at. I find it really hard to hit people or do anything like that. ;~;
Guess my sport of choice will remain skiing.
>>6293452
Yeah, I know it's different but my ex just got into kendo and had to buy his own equipment. The cost is pretty prohibitive.
>>6293485
Sodium
>>6293483
Grats sophie, what did you survive?
>>6293351
Well anon, let me now if you be ready. But I'm actively looking for a bf so you know...
>>6293489
>I find it really hard to hit people or do anything like that. ;~;
most 1 vs 1 sports are like that, it sucks...
>>6293457
iktf on gender. At this point I just know I don't fit in with either males or females, just that I'm generally much closer to females. Sadly my life isn't giving me the experiences I need to figure things out properly. Why do I have to be such an agoraphobe? ;___;
>>6293467
>God I hope that is not about to happen
It's a way to come out...
>>6293485
Pizza is the food of the gods.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9COa7nuQGPE
OMG I want to move like her!!~ Any one from here got dance lessons? Dose that even work?
>>6293497
that's just a thick lasagna
>>6293499
pffftt she dances like a hon.
>>6293505
Post something else then anon.
>>6293478
>>6293448
do NOT take herbal estrogens when on actual E. your development is limited by your receptors, if you have too much shitty E in your body the good E is less effective.
also, herbal E effects is 99% meme anyway
>>6293489
class v_v
Idk if the type exists outside of germany, its essentially a collection of sessions that arent connected directly but count as one class. everyone can attend but you need to be at least halfway through your masters to get points for it. its pretty highlevel, usually like 2-6 profs are present, a few phd havers, a few PHD candidates and about half are peasants like me (e.g. pretty close to masters students)
its pretty intense
>>6293488
out of the above class. theyre connected to all the others I have this term. if I fail one, I fail the whole term, and I cant afford that, so mightve lead to me dropping out.
even if they kicked me out they wouldve let me back in if I asked though, its just a very unfun conversation to have.
>>6293510
>"i know what u are" in their ear and just smile at them when they turn around
>will scare the shit out of them probably tbdesu
and hold a cross and garlic
>>6293499
You can practice on your own. I did that a lot before I ever practiced with others.
>>6293502
It's a pizza cake...
>>6293470
>like legit if you were in the US or Canada I'd come pick you up and we could ride off into the unknown together
That'd be like a dream come true ;; I just want to live and experience things...
>>6293467
>Progesterone could be fucking my tits up because I'm taking it so early so
Mine are smaller than yours probs so it's not like these are growing with E... just fuck me up doc!
>>6293444
>and even then the chemist is still making a massive profit
... potential career paths?
>>6293440
Does everyone get huge nips like this?
I wanna get huge nips like this
>>6293451
I understand ;~;
>>6293457
Then just be beautiful. You identified masculine at some point, and it's going to stick with you forever. It won't go away, and you can't make it go away. It's a part of you. Hang onto it if you want. I don't have a problem with queer theory in and of itself, I just have a problem with people that try to create boxes to ship themselves in, instead of just doing what they want.
>>6293467
I forgot how great meet the medic was.
>>6293506
https://youtu.be/q_RPZcSZWJo?t=29s
>>6293520
so firstly im pretty sure you're trying to troll rawr and not me (that picture is of her like 4? years ago)
and secondly rawr is super cute now so u can just shut up overall
>>6293515
lol
>>6293525
>unironically raiding
It doesn't stop being 18 and over just because it's summer
>>6293522
THIS IS MY JAM
>>6293525
>raiding
lmfao what is this 2006
ur shitposting is really bretty awful too tho so
>>6293467
LMAO STOP FAYEPOSTING
>>6293476
o-okie, ty friend ^__^
>>6293497
tfw special snowflake ;_;
>>6293521
o-okie. i will!!!
>>6293525
She is like top tier girl here. Top 3 IMHO
>>6293525
>raiding mtfg by shitposting
literally like raiding /b/ with porn kek
good morning angels
>>6293530
she no longer has a gt so yeah, she's pretty much in the top unmanliness here.
>>6293535
Hi kyle
>>6293535
Top of the mornin, gents
>>6293535
post your feet
>go to turn on my a/c conditioner
>see a bug fly around really fast and hit the wall, scream loud af and almost have a heart attack
>it's a ladybug
>again
GOD FUCKING DAMMIT
>>6293535
good morning angles.
What was kayla's results on that psycho tests we did yesterday?
>>6293525
So you are just another Loser...
>>6293545
I love you
>>6293540
post poogina
>>6293548
>internet crashes because someone did something to the router
IS EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY TECH ILLITERATE?
I'll be back when it's fixed.
>>6293554
This is true. You get a lot more shit from the cops when you're selling the drugs, not to mention making them. Plus the crime risk...
>>6293550
K
>>6293224
>is talking about guns just an American passtime?
Honestly, it absolutely is. Guns as a hobby, guns for hunting, guns for self defense, guns because its our right, guns to compensate for a small dick; there are lots of reasons people here get into them but they definitely have a massive fanbase, there are probably at least as many gun fans as there are football or basketball fans. Plenty of people here really despise them or just don't care much about them though, as well; there's a variety.
>>6293529
snowflake or not, I'm still me.
>>6293542
Vacuum it up. When it takes off because the vacuum wand is to close, it will get sucked in. That's what I do with them in my farm house.
>>6293557
I only taught them how to reboot it with the power switch. They don't have the configuration password.
>tfw I just had some pizza toast for lunch.
>>6293491
I know it isn't in my best interests to, but I hope you find someone before I'm ready.
You deserve someone nice.
>>6293563
that's still reasonable quality butt
>>6293586
I was assuming it was just some pic from facebook
So for my cosplay I have to show cleavage like pic related, but my bobs are far apart bc barrel chest. What can I do to get then all squished together like that? I have a push up bra but it doesn't help much @_@;;
>>6293593
u gon be flat chested visible tranny i tell you hwut
>>6293529
>tfw special snowflake ;_;
Wait.
If you are now snowflake, can I bully you for snowflake related stuff?
>mfw xhe hasn't got a gender
>>6293592
No it was my butt
>>6293595
>flat chested
b-but im a B cup :<
>mfw the transwomen in the lgbt society at uni discovered that i was a chaser
>>6293604
shuuuuugggg
that aint gon cut it
>>6293607
This is what you get for being a fetishit
>>6293457
im glad you brought this up because i dont know what i am either
and i used to feel pressured to identify as mtf here
>>6293607
dang i wish there had been cute trans girls to chase at my school
