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>>6288850
>what did she mean by this
I accidentally spilled gay on my labcoat
>tfw you just played with your boobs until orgasam
...damn it Mtfg
>>6288958
anything
idk, I'm just getting stressed out about literally nothing, and it probably has something to do with my sleep cycles being absolute shit. I also have no external validation to help it subside because I'm too tired to think clearly
>>6288963
mine is still white :33
probably because historians seldom end up dirty ._.
>>6288970
>be 5.5 years on hrt
>no bobs
tfw
>>6288970
Oh hey, you can do that too?
>>6288976
You needed a lab coat for a history degree? Why?
They're supposed to be used to keep you from spilling chemicals on yourself, at least in chem. Not sure why physicists wear them sometimes.
>>6288954
When I was in a really bad place and thought about suicide multiple times a day I was thinking about finding a cool building like that and jumping from it.
>>6288970
>tfw boobs are just more sore than anything
>>6288972
https://sleepfoundation.org/ask-the-expert/sleep-hygiene
Beep beeeeep.
Dropping links.
>it's another "anon is daydreaming about winning the lottery" episode
>>6288977
iktf.. almost
>>6288954
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOW4QiOD-oc
>dont do it
i am a man
>>6288963
I thought that was a Lucian Freud painting for a second.
>>6288996
Every single day. I don't even need that much, just enough for surgery.
>>6288972
do just sleep at alternating times or do you not sleep enough overall/too much?
>>6288977
Happy Birthday bbgirl
>>6288988
>You needed a lab coat for a history degree?
no... I just wanted one. I wrote most of my BA thesis on interesting amounts of painkillers though so TECHNICALLY I had some chemicals.
in reality I had just seen Steinsgate and decided I wanted to wear a labcoat while working. bf said I was being stupid. but I had a lot of fun with that
>>6288999
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yH_CfkNUC_g
suicide seems so beatiful. im gonna do it.
>>6289005
Same here. Even just winning a few thousand would be a godsend
>>6288988
Comp Sci here. Worked in a deep learning "lab" for a while, everyone wore lab coats. It's just thematic I guess. Make the nerds feel smart so they work better.
Asking again, best places for cutting? Inner thigh and upper arm seem good so far. Also are there some everyday non-metal tools for it? Do credit cards or similar work?
>>6288996
Sometimes I pass a nice car in my city and think "for the cost of one of these I could unfuck my entire life".
>>6289018
Are you talking cutting like normal cutting or cutting to commit suicide?
>>6289018
keep it interesting and try to cut a stranger's arm instead of your own
>>6289018
Carotid arteries. Look straight up and feel your neck. Those big pulsing things are what you want. Cut real hard and fast with a big sharp knife.
If you don't want to do that then don't cut you stupid fucking bitch.
So, um are we still doing the rate my mental illness?
If not, tell whats up so I can join in on the fun!
>>6289018
If you want to die slice the vein down the road, not across the street.
>>6289008
Heyyy! thanks soapie :3
>>6289004
Lab coats are so uncomfortable though..
>>6289000
That's an interesting painting.
>>6289008
OK that makes a bit more sense. Cute though, although apparently wearing lab coats makes you perform better on pretty much all tasks. Psychology is weird sometimes.
>>6289016
Makes sense. Ironically enough, most of the chemistry grad students didn't wear lab coats, even though that's pretty much the place where you should be wearing them for your own safety. My supervisor never wore one, even when we had to cannulate a whole bottle of DIBAL-H (strong reducing agent, bursts into flame in contact with air) he was just wearing short sleeved shirts.
Fucking chemists
>>6289033
wow, thats pretty normie
>>6288990
I know exactly what sleep deprivation does to you, and what habits to keep to help you sleep better
>don't nap
>don't use stimulants (anymore)
ok, so I don't exercise
>no large meals.... ever, really
>keep my window open all day for sunlight to get in
and I generally get the most depressed right before bed because I'm exhausted and my meds have worn off
>don't do anything in bed except sleep and masturbate
>blackout shades, so it always feels like night when I have them closed
The problem is that I don't have a consistent sleep schedule. /mtfg/ making me feel less alone in general has really encouraged me to stay up late and be happy with people that I feel understand me, and there have been a few occasions in the past month where I've stayed up past 5 AM.
>>6289008
Used to sleep too much, realized it was making me depressed, and now I just don't go to bed on regular intervals.
>>6289024
Iktf :/
It's sad how money can literally solve all your problems
>>6289042
>You guys
Oh you
>>6289042
Tranny edgelord masterrace
>>6289026
>>6289032
>>6289036
Normal, not killing bleeding is a horrible way to commit sudoku anyhow.
>>6289028
>implying i'd be that much of a bully
>>6289042
This tranny needs a new way of self harm starving wont do anymore.
>>6289033
Test where? I wanna see how well it matches with what I'm actually diagnosed with.
>>6289033
>>6289040
I'm so ashamed, meine Fuhrer.
(;_;)
>>6288988
>They're supposed to be used to keep you from spilling chemicals on yourself
I've been in labs with shit that spills where there was literally not a single labcoat in sight, from the elderly palaeontology chair to the lowly undergrad lab slave.
>>6289042
cut my life into pieces
this is my last resort
>>6289033
So apparently I'm a paranoid, overdependent bitch.
No surprises there.
What's a personal software project that looks good/impressive on a resume? I don't want to include anything from my project from work because it's all garbage and I legally can't disclose any of it
>>6289018
unless you can find something non-metal that is jagged or really sharp, metal stuff is probably your only choice. I used a flathead screwdriver that had a really sharp tip
>>6289043
>The problem is that I don't have a consistent sleep schedule. /mtfg/ making me feel less alone in general has really encouraged me to stay up late and be happy with people that I feel understand me, and there have been a few occasions in the past month where I've stayed up past 5 AM.
Eh, yeah, I get it. I ignore it as well and sleep for an entire day every few weeks.
It's really bad for your general health though, so I'm trying to follow some of the advice...
>>6289055
na, its better if youre sane, so you can prevent a second stalingrad when I have an episode during our expansion
>>6289038
I am not sure I performed better, but I definitely had a lot more fun.
I am super impressionable though like
>see anime about mecha
>want to be mecha pilot
>see anime about physicists
>want to be physicist
>see anime about knights
>want to be knight
I am childish ._.
>>6289037
yw <3 <3
>>6289043
oh...
when I first came to mtfg I had fluctuating sleeping patterns. somewhere between sleeping for 16 hours and not sleeping at all. it didnt normalize for a very long time. I am not sure if it made me feel better in retrospect, but its a good first step to improve your general mood imo
is it normal to want to hold someone so hard that your squeezing would crush them
I want to hold my little girl and never let go
>>6289072
You get fat also.
Before transitioning, my hobby was singing and public speaking. But now I can't do either because my voice is shit and I sound like a man.
Fucking hell
>>6289078
>You get fat also.
I know...
fuck.
>>6289074
>Those results
I am standing in the shadows of greatness
>>6289059
It's a matter of what chemicals you're working with and safety culture. The undergraduate bio labs were hilariously paranoid (wear a labcoat! That's 0.01M HCl! It's an acid!), and some of the shit that was going on in the research labs was kinda scary (handling pyrophoric chemicals and strong bases with no lab coat). As a general rule, chemists just don't seem to give a fuck, after a certain point you get desensitised to the danger of what you're handling every day.
>>6289078
i wanna get THICC
>>6289082
Keep practicing anon!! You can do it
>>6289083
Dat thicc irish slut, tho
>>6289033
Fuck.
>>6289093
>thicc
I don' wanna be fat...
>>6289101
i need tips to become a good sissy
>>6289072
It gives you heart problems, slows your metabolism, reduces your logical functionality, and messes with your brain chemistry a bit.
>>6289074
>its a good first step to improve your general mood imo
agreed. When you can't stand existing, it's probably better to fix that before anything else.
>>6289033
I'm not surprised at all desu
ended up crying on shift because of a table of people who had to wait ages for their food due to incompetent kitchen staff not paying attention to tickets. took an hour and a half to get main courses. they were very angry, in a quiet way, not with me though, but it was very frustrating because i could give them free drinks, apologise, but i couldn't fix it. since all other service was terrible and the food they got wasn't particularly good, it still made me feel bad. they ended up leaving me a tip which made it even worse. i didn't think i had actually cried but another staff member mentioned my mascara had run. fuck, basically
fuck this job. even when people have a shit time and are pissed off, they're still nice to me. what the fuck progressive tranny loving shithole have we let society become
>>6289111
i thought narcissism would be highest on yours but i guess not
>>6289065
Ah jagged seems like a good way to do it i'll look around for something like that. Straight up cutting seems too easy. Thank you friend
>>6289108
>It gives you heart problems, slows your metabolism, reduces your logical functionality, and messes with your brain chemistry a bit.
Welp...
Fuck.
Double fuck.
I really want to stay awake and be nice but...
>personality disorder tests
>all the trannies are either batshit insane or totally normal
So this is how we separate the trutrans from the mentall ill.
>>6289111
>Faye even lies to anonymous tests on-line
I'm not surprised either
>>6289049
burning is way better imo, more convenient, more precision, and easier to hide
>>6289101
;~~~~~~~~;
>>6289076
to death? I dunno if that's normal.
Is it normal to want to hold and squeeze everyone?
>>6289115
You're mixing up doing things because you think you're the shot, and doing things because mommy and daddy locked you in a room in a neighborhood without kids that you couldn't leave because it was surrounded by barb wire and gates that only opened to cars, and then basically ignored you.
>>6289113
>they ended up leaving me a tip which made it even worse.
well, it wasn't your fault and you apparently showed them your feeling of guilt for failing them. they tipped because you were a good and loyal servant.
>>6289018
>Do credit cards or similar work?
are you taking the piss?
also don't fucking cut you mong
It seems these threads are dominated by neckbeards, webs or edgelords.
>>6289126
i can see where youre coming from
>>6289117
take care of yourself ;~;
>>6289137
Webs? Http?
>>6289119
shouldnt it be the other way around? the trutransers are mental cases, the rest are trenders?
>>6289110
>tfw nobody to watch anime and get excited about with
sadface
>>6289108
yes. Its really hard though, I guess I always needed to be forced, by schedules, meds or people to have a kind of normal pattern
. but youre talking to someone that usually stays up until 4 am even if she has to get up for uni. the thing that really changed something is not sleeping more than 9 hours at a time I think
>>6289137
webs?
>>6289101
>You're actually a nice catch, Birdie.
no alimentes a los chasers, espantan a la gente tímida, vuelven esto un hilo de socialización y cero ayuda, están por atención de gente vulnerable, y postean unicamente sobre ellos mismos cuando no es un hilo para conseguir novios. son lo peor.
Well then, I was not expecting this
I have pokemons and a friend code now
4527-9283-3370
If... Anyone wants
>>6289136
I think I saw someone doing with it but seems weird. Basically a sharpened corner of a credit cards.
>>6288954
If I do it I get to see the other side of things....
>>6289139
...
This is going to seem really childish but.
I don't want to.
I want to socialise and laugh at the silliness that comes about from this thread. I want to continue picking up tips and tricks and most of all, I don't want to be left alone with myself because I'll start being stupid and feel dysphoric and then suicidal.
Shockingly, distracting myself by interacting with others is helpful...
>>6289101
he already tried to be that catch with someone here and they just used him to feel better about themselves
>>6289033
Didn't post for some reason. Let's see if it works this time.
I hope I'm not too late to participate
>>6289160
Trip on Birdy boy!
How the fuck do you autists score that high on everything? I'm surprised I didn't get high on narciccistic, pretty sure the test rounds down on shit.
>>6289149
>MFW soy una histerica de mierda que coquetea con cualquiera para llamar la atencion.
Te juro que no me puedo controlar
>>6289169
It has a bunch of "Have you ever" questions, so really, it was based on me from 5 years ago, when I was probably a serious threat to society.
>>6289170
A R G E N T I N A
R R
G G
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A R G E N T I N A
>>6289152
2895-7638-9470 - Satsuki
>>6289136
>also don't fucking cut you mong
Problems, need to punish myself somehow and be less drastic than hanging myself.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zFd4WBnOBv4
>>6289159
I don't even think I act that borderline tho ._.
Like, that's the last one I expected
>>6289169
Settle down Carlos
>>6289148
I routinely stayed up until 2-3 AM in high school to help ease my depression and dysphoria, even though I had to wake up at 6 AM the next morning. It became so bad that I actually developed a sleep cycle that only allowed me 6 hours of sleep a night tops. Uni let me get away with staying up late because I would schedule classes no later than 10 AM, but I haven't changed my sleeping patterns much. It's too hard and the social benefits of staying up late are greater than the benefits of being well rested, in my eyes.
>>6289150
That'll happen, but it has to get worse before it gets better.
>>6289157
Read what I said above. I feel the exact same way.
>>6289183
Actually I wanted to make it look like an empty square, but I don't know how to alt+255 on linux.
>>6289179
Oh I'm new to this
I guess the full one is
4527-9283-3370 reck
Am I in trouble?
>>6289129
my job is to make sure people have a good time, and when i can't do that because of combination of kitchen staff incompetence, overbooking, understaffing and terrible management, i can't help but cry. its less about servitude, more about creating a memorable fun experience. i like building up a group of regulars that always want me as their waitress, they're friendly, you end up with a good rapport. considering all the petty bitching, backstabbing and general laziness that goes on in unskilled jobs, it feels good to just do things well and be genuinely happy and friendly.
i don't belong in britain lol
>>6289169
>functioning in society
>>6289187
yeah, I have/had the same problems, I dont know how to solve them though :<
>>6289184
really? I mean I wouldnt have diagnosed you as bpd or anything, but from what youve shared about youre immediate past, I thought it was the one that fit best imo
>>6289197
>did you spot this particular post chain earlier?
I was the anon that got into it after someone started, just having fun. if you had ver reacted I would had laughed and apologized but the topic just got dropped.
is everyone going to bully me today?
>>6289194
are you?
>>6289164
what a shame
>>6289203
no, I like you
>>6289033
What does sex have to do with how mental you are? I put my sex down as female before I did pic related and answered the questions in a similar fashion, yet I got higher levels in just about every category.
Pic related are the results from a male input. Just about everything is lower. The stuff I got a "moderate" score in as a female are now considered "low", and the stuff I got a "high" score in is now considered "moderate. Very interesting...
>>6289205
you like me? i thought no one did
>>6289200
Well... how did it friggin start???
It seems so... contrived!
>>6289203
No...
Actually I wanted to apologise.
While I meant a lot of what I said, and I won't take it back, I could have said it in a much kinder way. And I regret implying that you weren't a person. That was excessive and I apologise sincerely.
Does anyone have that link to the DIY orchi? Someone about injecting some substance into your balls..
>>6289212
apology accepted, but please don't tear into me, I cried all night long after
>>6289213
The person who was injecting alcohol was disappointed with lasting results in the end. Probably not worth the risk.
>>6289211
yeah you're alright, take the bullying as a compliment desu
>>6289216
>please don't tear into me
I'll try.
I was really mean because I was in a rough place and I took it out on you. It was unfair, and while my points were valid, I regret that it upset you.
>>6289221
>i'm sorry a called you a cunt, you cunt
>>6289219
The one I'm taking about isn't alcohol. I think it's some white substance
>>6289221
>I was really mean because I was in a rough place and I took it out on you
and birdy, the only difference is he didn't do shit and kayla has history. plus you just came here a week ago and you're already shitting on people you don't know and siding with whoever's most popular
Going to see x-men tonight
Some one kill me
>>6289151
You're one of the few people here that are happy and stable; you just have drug problems, which weren't on the test iirc. I really don't know why you're surprised.
Btw, do you know any psy trance DJs I could look into?
>>6289198
I'm hoping transition will fix some stuff, and antidepressants have definitely made the lows less painful. I do think I should be crying right now though, and it's frustrating because I can't.
>>6289228
you going dressed as an ex-man?
>>6289184
>tfw
It wasn't unexpected desu, I've done it as a meme before and got VH Borderline every time. It's just, idk.
>>6289208
Some of them are more likely to be diagnosed on a man than a woman, part of the problem is, iirc, that it's also a bit chicken and egg, young women tend to be overdiagnosed as Borderline.
>>6289235
lol
>>6289223
No. More along the lines of "I'm sorry I was an asshole about criticising you, but please don't cast that criticism aside."
>>6289224
I'll put it to rest. Could you try to be nicer to some of the others as well?
>>6289227
>birdy
Is continuing to lie and manipulate people. I'll forgive him when he stops with the shitty behavior and he's only kept it up.
>plus you just came here a week ago and you're already shitting on people you don't know and siding with whoever's most popular
Three weeks, I'm siding with myself and no-one else, and if you think that I'm doing that, take a look at Shakira. I'm one of the few people who was nice to her.
I make my own decisions. I'll thank you to remember that.
>>6289194
only if I am
>>6289235
enjoy your ban
>>6289231
Kayla pls
I can't even do boy mode anymore
Rip me
>>6289198
Maybe a little bit, I mean I don't feel that I'm borderline but then again I'm not exactly a good judge of my own behavior. I've been told the fear of abandonment, empty feelings and dangerous behavior fits, I also do tend to do that thing where I alternate between idealizing someone and demonizing them (I don't do that nearly as much anymore though)
Still feel like I'm relatively normal though these days.
>>6289230
I'm surprised by the borderline more than anything, I know that I'm relatively stable. Drug problems sort of fit with borderline anyways though so meh.
Also, depends on the kind of psytrance you're looking for. Faster fullon or slower progressive?
>>6289240
wow... seriously? what a bitch
>>6289242
>tfw only soda I drink is diet dr pepper
>>6289243
You told me to go kill myself for no reason and yet I am the bitch?
>>6289245
>tfw the only comedian I listen is steven wright
>>6289224
well yeah, I'd rather you didn't get bullied either, but think about it like this, people who don't matter are taking time out of their day and dedicating it to you to feel better about themselves.
that's all bullying boils down to, on this board especially. I personally like the idea that certain people hating me at least puts a smile on their face.
>>6289238
>I make my own decisions
which is why you went from liking me and joking around with me every chance you got, to parroting the same exact things said by the "nice girl" clique.
I understand though, it's the safer option :^)
>>6289242
the test is gonna exaggerate a lot of stuff because it's just asking a bunch of kind of open ended questions and accepting only either a yes or no, sounds like you have some borderline tendencies but if you feel relatively normal I can't imagine you have bpd
>>6289235
Fuck off rawr. You are so ugly it's unreal.
>tfw you only want and picture sex with Edie, but you get a little hot any time a robot from r9k says he's fuck you
>>6289259
I would like to think my haters are jelly but I don't think they are.
>>6289230
y0, here's my finished trip report. I fleshed it out a little bit more and now it's 10 pages long.
http://pastebin.com/12BbQTF3
what are the cool animu recs atm?
>>6289259
I will flay you with sandpaper strips and a spray bottle of lemon juice
>>6289259
>parroting the same exact things said by the "nice girl" clique.
My criticism of you is that I've caught you lying and that you've been shoveling shit on others.
Once you stop with that, I'll forgive you.
At no point have I parroted anything said by the other trips that have beef with you. I've only ever talked about these two points.
>>6289266
thats kinda lewd m9
>>6289259
im anon and i dont like you scumbag
>>6289274
How was the estrogen trip? What were the effects?
>>6289240
>tfw you're not surprised that kayla is clearly a jan
>>6289242
I mean, you said you were subject to psychosis on certain drugs, right?
Looking for stuff around 130-150 BPM. I don't feel like I need to be numbed as much anymore, for some reason.
>>6289268
>125 μg
I remember taking double that when my friend started me out. Probably wasn't a great idea.
I'll give this a read, probably ask some questions as I go.
How do you get an orchi? Can you just go get it or do you need to doctor's letter?
Wouldn't it be nice if we could go a day without birdy drama?
>>6289273
Kiznaiver seems pretty neato so far
>>6289276
you seem to have a pretty personal vendetta here senpai. why do you bring it up for no reason if he just posts normally? theres literally no reason to start drama. I dont care if my friends dont like each other and I dont usually take part in these things cause birdy is a man and doesnt need me to mommy him, but your behaviour confuses me.
>>6289242
desu I think its partly the druggie past that leaves marks on people. I am glad youre doing comparatively well now though <3
im hungry :( everyone help me stay strong against this enemy
>>6289197
Now they know Gold
So what are you going to do now?
Are you going to do the right thing and marry me? I might be carrying your child you know?
(;_;)
>Pay no mind to anon, anon is shit stirrer by excellence, though : )
>>6289290
Why did rawr dox you?
>>6289267
You're independent aren't you? That's more than some people here have, and people will be jealous and angry over every little thing.
>>6289274
>>6289276
In what lie have you caught me in? I'm not the type to own up to shit I haven't done so I guess your unfounded and obviously influenced hate for me will never be resolved.
>>6289288
It all started with you, I want to settle and end it but some people are too fixed on how you painted me.
>>6289284
Kayla is too retarted to be a janitor
>>6289286
Someone answer me please :(
This gen feels like summer already
>>6289303
>You're independent aren't you?
almost, 2 more days and I get the keys to my own tri level apartment
>>6289286
Needs the same approval process as SRS. Two psych letters or something similar. Some doctors are a bit more flexible and there's always urologists around doing informed consent if you ask the right people.
>>6289289
>why do you bring it up for no reason
See:>>6289227
And it's not that I hate him. Just that I can't trust him when I've caught him lying and trying to turn people against each other. I'd forgive him but he's kept it up.
Frankly I just want to drop it completely and wait for things to settle, but if anons keep bringing it up...
>>6289291
>Now they know Gold
Oh hush you big baby. I stick by my friends.
>anon is shit stirrer by excellence, though : )
Truth.
>>6289294
>now I wish I had gone for 69mg like Anne suggested and been less of a scaredycat
What? nothing?
>>6289303
>In what lie have you caught me in?
"it was all cleared up and everyone has forgiven each other."
Somehow I don't think Grace has forgiven you.
The fact that you repeatedly try to call her a liar when you've said that, is pretty hypocritical. Add that to the shitflinging.... well, you get the picture.
>tfw you feel like you've gotten significantly manlier over the past month
How do I know without having to take a picture and post it?
>>6289319
>Frankly I just want to drop it completely and wait for things to settle, but if anons keep bringing it up...
top kek
>>6289288
you caused all this when you lead him on with lies and friendzoned him and you had the nerve to use this general to shit on him when he was understandably upset..
>>6289320
maybe its all in your head
don't worry
>>6289288
>Kiznaiver seems pretty neato so far
did you find out waht was the anime with the top PUA technique of sending a gunpla to your girl?
>>6289320
I get manlier everyday and ffs just made me super manly
>>6289303
>It all started with you, I want to settle and end it but some people are too fixed on how you painted me
You painted yourself pretty bad too buddy.
Im sure i could offer some closure to you, maybe resolve some of our feelings, but at this point it doesnt matter. Im not interested in being friends and us making peace wont stop the shitposting.
Id just like if we could move on and people could at least stop bringing me into it.
Also, if you do want resolution, stop pinning all blame on me and I'd be willing to talk to you about what happened. You acted like a cunt and still are. I dont appreciate the nice girls clique shot you JUST took.
I did however mishandle our breakup but we're both gonna have to step down if you wanna get into that.
>>6289329
stop memeing, ffs always makes people pass better
>>6289245
I had a glass earlier today. Dr. Pepper best soda. Diet Dr. Pepper second best soda.
>>6289284
Yeah, but that's a long time ago that I did enough stimulants to feel psychotic. I'm a lot more stable now
I'll give a selection of artists of different styles and I'm sure you'll find at least one that fits your liking
Astral Projection - (Goa)
https://soundcloud.com/astral-projection/astral-projection-open-society
Goa Gil - (Darkpsy)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rEYvBojn144
Ace Ventura (Progressive Psytrance)
https://soundcloud.com/schatsi/ace-ventura-frequencies-vol-4-mix
Ovnimoon (Fullon Psytrance)
https://soundcloud.com/john00fleming/9-global-trance-grooves-10
Javier Bussola (Psytrance)
https://soundcloud.com/javier-bussola/javier-bussola-batxii-19-sept-2015
My favorite psy artist is John 00 Fleming, absolutely incredible DJ, seen him live twice and both are so far my favourite sets. He does a monthly radio show called Global Trance Grooves, lots of good guests mixes on there
https://soundcloud.com/john00fleming/tracks
>>6289289
Yeah you're probably right. Technically I'm still kind of a druggie so I mean, the glove fits
>>6289262
Yeah, that's about how I interpret the results desu
>>6289324
so?
this isn't the chaser general. if you want to shit on someone and you're mtf this is the place by excelence to do so.
>>6289324
See this is wht Im sick of this. You dont know shit, the story has evolved into a whole different situation after the last what... 3 months? Christ
People just wanna hate on whoever they dont like and take up the banner of previous causes they dont fully understand.
>>6289337
I dunno, for me diet dr pepper is better than the normal one, same goes for diet Arnold Palmer.
>>6289342
>only hons kill themselves
kek
>>6289346
Why are you calling a bald man that doxxed you she?
>>6289342
>minion
triggered
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJFjVyO8N3Y
>>6289308
To get an orchi from scratch, you must first invent the universe.
>>6289344
it doesnt get picked up by the receptors and is just peed out.
the worst thing that can happen is that you get an upset stomach if you eat too many pills.
Look at how much I earned last night.
You jelly?
>>6289346
Yesh u do :3 u have to eat plenty to get big and strong
>>6289345
In Europe Diet Coke tastes better than regular Coke, but people say that I'm crazy for thinking that...
>>6289354
>it doesnt get picked up by the receptors and is just peed out.
...
So, in theory, there is a maximum point depending on your bodyweight amongst other factors that determines the optimal amount e pills to take.
Cool.
>>6289329
After 2 weeks on spiro, girls are actively flirting with me for my cock (;_;)
Life is dukkha.
>>6289356
>big and strong
Yes, because we want these things...
Frankly, I'm too tired for drama today. Everyone needs to take their shit and put it in skype or discord, where it can be legitimately resolved.
>>6289268
I remember constantly feeling like I was falling backwards during the trip whenever I sat down. Likely uncoincidentally, it happens to be one of my greatest phobias. I've never understood why I was so afraid of falling on my back, but it's so bad that I had to quit diving when forced to do a back dive tuck. I was so afraid that I wouldn't be able to kick out right that I just froze up.
>>6289301
it was a "controlled" environment, where my "friend" happened to fuck with me and send me in a psychotic spiral.
>>6289304
I legitimately think she's trolling for attention, and incredibly successful at it.
>>6289315
>crossed the road twice
it's weird that you were disoriented by it.
>>6289288
>kiznaiver being cool
Am I allowed to say I told you so?
>>6289337
I'm gonna give Ace Ventura a shot first. I've listened to a lot of John 00 Fleming recently.
>>6289336
I never meme
Check the pictriev :(
>>6289340
I can't make it to NYC tomorrow
>>6289342
>Tfw I can't kill myself
>>6289359
Horror
>>6289351
why are you STILL posting pics of her here from years ago? like its every single day
just like you were before i quit
just like you were months before that
like i think it says way more about you than it does anyone else ngl
>inb4 some snarky reply to mask your horrible self-loathing
>>6289356
but thats the opposite of what i want :n
>>6289366
You pass as a girl so stop being a fucking jerk saying you don't pass, its insulting to everyone.
>>6289367
Small and cute then :? Idk, I first put that but it sounded weird :S
>>6289355
Yes,
>>6289355
I don't know, how does that traduce to money?
>>6289366
Fuuuck.
>nobody will kill you tomorrow
who else in a ponytail 99.9% of the day?
>>6289371
But I don't
Pictriev just hugboxes
>>6289381
how long do you have to wait for the apointment?
>>6289316
well that's good, desu you shouldn't worry too much about what people say about you on here, you're nice enough.
>>6289319
That isn't a lie, fights happened over nothing and everyone has made up to each other.
That particular group of people will never find resolution because they cling to the idea that I'm an evil manipulative chaser.
>>6289331
I've been willing to talk about this from the beginning but you've always refused because you seemed perfectly happy with the way people were treating me. I never said all the blame was on you either, I've admitted several times to saying what I said that night simply to get a rise out of you for already being mad in the first place because I'm a sarcastic asshole and I don't take arguments seriously.
>I dont appreciate the nice girls clique shot you JUST took
I don't appreciate being painted as a violent rapist by your friends over twisted words I said out of being hurt
>You acted like a cunt and still are
of course I am, because I still suffer for the night you dragged everything into the thread to make me look like the bad guy.
I just want to settle this between you and I, because I'm tired of this drama every other day.
>>6289389
well I may be a bitch here sometimes but irl I am the meekest person on earth
>>6289381
Sorry
I have gigs to play with my friends next month
>>6289355
How much is that in dollarydos?
>>6289394
same senpai
>tfw chasers get more attention than people asking for advice in their transition
>>6289395
I still think my card is classic
>>6289398
Sup Vicky
>>6289398
wow rare trip!
>>6289404
My face looks pretty fat in that pic and the angle Is bad.
Also stealth/hon, ironic?
>>6289412
>whatever's safest for you to believe
I'm basing it in fact.
Either tell the whole truth or it's a lie. A white lie, but still a lie.
>>6289414
of course ! <3
did I miss one of your (you)s for me?
>>6289398
hey watashi
>>6289315
>I was moving my flashlight in a circle around a bush and watching the movement of the leaves’ shadows.
just remembering how amazing pool balls looked, this must have been spectacular
>>6289389
and
>>6289331
both need to take this somewhere else. I'm tired of seeing it literally every fucking day.
>>6289412
saying that it's resolved when it's clearly not is just going to make people bitchier, idiot
>>6289398
there she is!!!!
>>6289414
no podría estar más en contra de que le dejes de dar bola a los pibes, nada más me jode que el hilo en este momento sea enteramente sobre un trip que no tiene por qué estar acá.
es como tener un grupo de autoayuda en un boliche.
>>6289393
Is this one of those magic eye posyers that when you stare into it shows things in 3d? Because it isn't working.
>>6289362
Enjoy ^^ I used to really like prog psy until it got a bit played out, but Ace Ventura is a solid bet.
I also didn't mention any Psybreaks or Tech Funk artists, but Psybreaks are fresh af, it's kind of a niche genre though sadly
https://soundcloud.com/pit-aka-martopeter/martopeter-winter-mix-2016
>>6289389
Look, I am not endorsing you, saying you are a good guy, or even that I dont dislike you now.
I will say though, you found me at a very misforunate time. I did not do what I did because of any malice. You are the first person I'd ever felt for and then suddenly had it disappear after confessing about it. It is still a strange feeling for me that i dont understand, and has happened a few times since.
I did not know this was a weird new hormone fueled emotional issue that I have at the time.
I simply lost my feelings for you without a real reason and then struggled to figure out what the fuck just happened.
I should not have ran to the thread to make our breakup public, and I should have handled making it public differently and more maturely.
I really dont hold bad feelings over what had happened, especially not now that I understand what happened a bit better.
Yeah, I thought maybe you were dangerous because of those threats but I went way too hard.
I am sorry for what happened. New emotions and things happening at like 3 months HRT do not make for a stable person. I am still not ready to confidently commit to people yet out of fear of it happening again. It even happened last weekend.
Now, what happened in the following days and months is a whole other can of worms I might get into later.
>Mexicans move in next door.
I can hear the accordion and trumpets already.
They waste no time.
Can someone hand me a cerveza?
why are pringles so much nicer than regular potato chips (crisps for any limey cunts awake right now)
why is salt and vinegar the best flavor ever
why are british chip shop chips so shitty compared to american fries
>>6289429
tell them to make america great again :^)
>>6289431
hyperbolic paraboloid chip is god chip.
All hail Salt and Vinegar Pringle.
>>6289431
>all of those
fight me m9
>>6289394
>reasons i want to give you a big sisterly hug and go shopping/go to parts stores with you in tow..
I'd even hold your hand so you'd tag along close and feel safe <3
>>6289437
When they are a week long, they really arent. Its become a much bigger thing because of the thread. I hope at least now people will talk about it less. I moved on about it a long time ago, so should the thread.
Find new reasons to dislike him.
>>6289429
Whas wron with batos locos, esa?
>>6289454
>unblock me on discord, people are tired of seeing this
You would have stopped feeding it a long time ago if you were worried about that.
>>6289454
speak for yourself i'm not at all tired of seeing this,
keep it going. I literally just sat down
>>6289459
I-I can't remember who you are or if i know who you are
H-hi
>>6289437
I know right?
Sometimes I get a little lonely, seeing people on here getting together, and then something like that comes along and I am overcome with relief that I don't need to deal with that sort of shit.
>>6289425
I always though you were upperclass, sass. how can you webdesign and not do smartphone rich people stuff?
>>6289449
t-tener el hocico hinchado de razón es algo bueno? n-no suena muy atractivo...
siempre me gustó que acá tenemos expresiones para quejarnos de que alguien se haga rogar mientras que en venezuela hay expresiones para cuando alguien no se hace la dificl aunquesea un par de veces. hacia que extremo está tu país? nunca me acuerdo de dónde sos...
>>6289454
Link to discord?
>>6289459
Not bad
Just living life, playing in a band at times, looking to get ffs revisions and have srs scheduled for December next year
Still with my BF in TN
>>6289437
ngl this is all i can think of in response to this 'drama'
>>6289444
i knooooo im gonna eat fish tacos :n
>>6289459
uhhhhh. hard to say. i quit mtfg for like 6 months and just started posting again last week? im gonna quit my job soon to go back to camming? im probably gonna finally break up with my gf???
how are u
hows ur transition going
reminder birdy can do literally nothing but shittalk other trips and simultaneously claim innocence
credibility : 0
>>6289454
Betabitchfuckboi
.crying on the internet about internet tranny gf's
Either pop E or gtfo, seriously...
Shitting up the threads by preying on new insecure girls & then perpetuating drama
>>6288954
>Tfw 2 weeks HRT
>Tfw no mood swings, nothing
>>6289445
>hyperbolic paraboloid
Are you a math-architect wizard?
>>6289431
>why are pringles so much nicer than regular potato chips
Sunflower oil instead of rapeseed oil, the potatoes are pre-masticated making them easier to digest, and the oil fully permeates the crisp because of it.
>why is salt and vinegar the best flavor ever
Higher salt concentration and the acrid taste of vinegar appeals to either your masochistic or competitive side.
>why are british chip shop chips so shitty compared to american fries
The brits (unlike the irish) don't fry their chips, instead they deep fry them. The sheer amount of oil that gets into the chips makes them soggy and soft. There's not crisp outer layer, and while the inside is fluffy, they're too moist to enjoy. If they deep fried them, then crisped them on a pan, they'd be the perfect chip.
>>6289454
>the fact is that those people will hate me regardless because I don't technically belong here
Let's focus on you making peace with Grace, and stopping with the name calling. I'll put it to rest after that.
>>6289463
Eh. Nice enough. Seems light and durable. Hard to aim though. I'd prefer something larger. Personally I like the AMT hardballer, or the Browning Hi-Power FN competition model.
>>6289473
hey
>>6289428
>person dealing with the product of hormones is the bad one in a thread for people dealing with the products of hormones
pretty hilarious tbdesu
