Woz edition
▶ Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000 http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
>No bullying
>No tumblr shit
Who wants to join my club?
>>6283563
oh god
>>6283552
>>No tumblr shit
I find good stuff there sometimes
>>6283552
Are occasional crossdresser allowed in this thread?
>tfw no trip because I'm on my phone.
>>6283568
THAT PICTURE
>>6283571
yes
I realized that I am not truly mtf. I am more like 80% female / 10% male / 10% undecided.
Mtf is the closest label that fits me tho.
Why do we need to fit in a category? Cant I just identify as "I" instead of male or female.
>>6283571
As long as you're not a middle aged man, sure why not.
>>6283571
... either
/b/ or femgen.
>>6283571
if youre hot and post pics
yes
otherwise
yes
>>6283574
read the OP again senpai
>No tumblr shit
>>6283574
>I am more like 80% female / 10% male / 10% undecided.
How are you even quantifying what makes a male or female
I mean like
Shit my male percentage is probably high still because I tend to be tomboyish
I'm still a girl tho
>>6283574
You can.
>>6283574
Why even bother labeling yourself? Just do what you enjoy and are comfortable with.
>>6283574
I have to call you something
miss?
m'am?
buddy?
>>6283583
i'm not your buddy, guy
>>6283579
I dont know what tumblr is. And I dont care.
Feet
Month 5 of pretending I'm a house cat and avoiding the world....
>>6283586
Its an encryption protocol
>>6283582
I need a label in order to get Hrt and srs.
i want sleepy hugs ;__;
>>6283592
>I need a label in order to get hrt
Not really tho
>>6283571
Who's to say?
>>6283588
CAROL
Reliability of overdosing on hydroxine or my grill pills?
>>6283585
I ain't a guy, m8!
>>6283585
I'm not your guy, friend
>>6283603
aren't you underage bait
>>6283552
Next time, link prev thread :3.
I love you for this edition.
>>6283540
Just don't
>>6283588
Can I kiss them?
How do I escape the NEET circus???
>>6283571
Be careful, even if you think you're just a crossdresser at this point /mtfg/ has a proven track record of turning folks like you full-on gender dysphoric. The trans feels are infectious.
>>6283592
Alright well how about you go fuck yourself then you fucking retard.
>>6283599
Very reliable. It's completely impossible to overdose on e.
>>6283588
we postin feet now?
good morning mtfg ^^
how are u
>>6283552
>tfw Woz visited your school once unexpectedly and you weren't in the CS building at the time to meet him
I keep forgetting to take my pills in the morning and then only realise late at night when it's too late. I want to kill myself.
>>6283610
>get determined to escape NEET lyfe
>send out as many applications as you can
>once you're employed work hard at it and don't stop until you've made it
>>6283616
whoops
kinda tired of red but it goes on in one coat so its easy
>>6283616
post your legs again
>>6283609
>__<
>>6283620
Set an alarm gurl
>>6283574
>I realized that I am not truly mtf.
Same. I don't buy into trutrans stuff but I have enough self awareness to know that I can't hack it as full mtf.
>Mtf is the closest label that fits me tho.
Same. I've gone /femgen/ these days. Sort of inbetween fag and tranny.
>Why do we need to fit in a category?
Because people will treat you like a weirdo for not being easily identifiable as one or the other.
>Cant I just identify as "I" instead of male or female.
Don't see why not.
>>6283622
hey thats pretty good
>>6283571
>Are occasional crossdresser allowed in this thread?
Only if you're qt
>>6283624
T-that's a yes. Isn't it?
Post trips you want to cuddle with and do lewd thing to
I love y'all
I can't wait to see some of you in SF
nail polish on toes is for crossdressers who want to feel fem while on their welding jobs.
i have weird feet ok
>>6283635
Grace
Red
Carol
Maybe phienchen
>>6283628
really?
>>6283552
Should have used this pic for the OP image. ;) It is the Woz edition.
>>6283613
OK so I can't on e but can I on flouxotine or Spiro?
>>6283635
elanna
kit
phienchen
>>6283611
My problem has never been that i enjoy being a woman too much though, my problem is that I enjoy being a man too much, and I enjoy being a woman too much, and I've never liked the middle ground.
Why cant someone just make a switch that let's you change from hawt chick to beardy man in an instant
>>6283635
Red. He's 2qt4me ;_;
>>6283643
Awww.... I want it soo bad ;__;
>>6283641
your feet looks clean, nice and soft so yea
>>6283644
Someone will find you and prevent you from dying the dream.
>>6283641
you were blessed with nice feet
(and legs)
>>6283646
very straight list
>>6283638
Looks okay. I'd still fuck you because you are qt.
>>6283644
Dont forget to go to the toilet before.
You dont want to be found in your own shit.
>>6283653
Not if I do it when my roommate isn't home and my sister is dead asleep
But you're saying it'll work?
>>6283655
too bad my face is such shit or I would go full time
>>6283638
Quite a manly lower leg + feet if I'm going tbhon
>>6283651
50,000 of the cases with the signature were made so they aren't rare.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Apple_IIGS
>>6283635
flannel because she made me pic related :3
>>6283663
It would suck, but make sure yr roommate is like not coming home that night. Or use a noose.
>>6283665
Save up for FFS.
>>6283656
What do you mean?
Sleep is for those who aren't suicidal it seems.
Hello again MtFG!
Give me reasons wait a few years before going out in a literal blaze of glory.
>>6283665
Iktf. I tried to,then I realized I'm still manly af. I'm fucking retarded.
>>6283672
i mean you chose three straight girls.
>>6283667
I know it isn't but ebay resellers will have jacked up the price by now - early macs are already being scalped ;_____;
>>6283674
because being pumped full of cum while you cant breath is pretty hot. you should put that on your bucket list
>>6283680
Are u really a Nazi or are u just roleplaying?
>>6283680
that sounds pretty good tobehon
>>6283683
>ywn ktf
>>6283671
I'm glad her foot is raised off the ground otherwise it would just look like she was offing herself.
>>6283670
Suck how
>>6283671
qt feet + body = boner
Fancy sandals are great. I can finally walk slowly enough to keep pace with my sluggish friends!
Happy Saturday mtfg, what's going on?
Oh. Sirona, please don't commit suicide. Has something happened?
>>6283703
It would be extremely painful.
>>6283680
>because being pumped full of cum while you cant breath is pretty hot
True, but I can't find the confidence to get a bf, and I'm never going to pass either...
Not to mention I'm sick, I'll never be able to wear leggings or tight pants or hose because I have a machine plugged into me constantly, I'm covered in scars and needle marks, my skin has more blemishes than a novices clay pot and I only act feminine when I'm convinced no-ones watching. If anyone is watching I go into a forced auto-pilot and act like a complete macho asshole and after that, assuming I ever make it out of that state, I've been working on my voice for a week and I can't find a way to reduce resonance in my chest no matter what I do. My lips are constantly chapped and cracked, my nose is constantly blocked and it looks huge, my chin is massive and I can't shave it properly because I have a mole on it and if I do a close shave it bleeds like a gunshot wound. I'm not even going to get on HRT for another two months and I should have been on it years ago if at the time I wasn't scared of my parents actually tossing me out, which was a likely end if I pushed them for it.
I know I'm ranting but the thoughts are keeping me awake, and the whole "you're going to fail, you've got ten years, and you're a horrible human being outside the internet" are getting to me. Oh and "you're a coward who's too scared to go into a pharmacy and buy some basic beauty products". That too.
>>6283695
I am a bottom you I wouldn't do that much. I mostly think you are qt and I want to cuddle.
>>6283708
God dammit why are so many ways of suicide so painful
Anything not as painful?
>>6283708
You're a big girl
>>6283717
Get a killer to murder you.
Has the advantage that it does not look like suicide.
>>6283717
How much money you got? A noose ends quicker, but its more of a panic. If you got singer money or wanna take out a loan, then cpap+ nitrogen
>>6283717
I could tell you, but I'm trying not to think of them right now.
Rule one of life. Don't be weak enough to take the easy way out. At least go out in a painful and long violence spree that makes sure no one will ever forget your fucking name. End lives, destroy cities, FUCK UP NATIONS AND BURN THE FUCKING WORLD BEFORE YOU GO DOWN.
So I'm now running a D&D campaign for some longtime friends
How shall I fuck with their characters?
>>6283714
I hope we can kiss a bunch!
I love cuddles too
>>6283717
Time is the least painful option.
Could you respond to your fucking skype messages?
I jerk off in the park near my house at night. Never once in 4 years seen anyone else at night it's fucking crazy like middle of crowded suburbs :l
I'm going to try and paint a swastika this summer with dried cum so like probably 4 months of cum.
>>6283721
Hi Amy <3
>>6283733
Unfortunately we will never meet.
>>6283710
Sirona, quiet. Stop thinking. All these perceived flaws can be fixed and worked on. Most people won't even care about them.
You're not going to fail.
You have at least 10 years and that's plenty of time. Remember how much I've accomplished in 5 months?
You're not a horrible human being, but if you really feel that, you can change that. The only one who has control over that is you.
You're not a coward either. It's hard to open up and expose your feminine side to people at first. Really, it took me a long time to get used to it.
Please stop thinking these things, it's going to get better. It's going to be hard, very hard, and take a long time too, but it's all leading to a much happier spot.
When your mind is just running off like this, start thinking about where you want to be instead of where you are.
Think a happy thought, about finally being the ideal you and living happily.
It's going to be okay.
>>6283732
A classic.
whats up ladie
does this kinohat makes me pass?
i cleverly await you're reply
best regards
>>6283626
I am often on femgen too. Looks like I am not the only person with that problem.
Can y'all fun stuff to do in SF and Portland?
I already have guys who want to buy me cute fagboy clothes and take me to gay bars.
What else?
>>6283740
I stopped writing 5 months ago to force myself into the real world. Now I just have an eating disorder and live moment to moment behaving exactly as my parents house cats do. Silent, hiding, nocturnal. I'm a wreck. I like letting my mind walk out on limbs. Sometimes they break. I cry.
I hope in a few months on HRT I'll come back and you'll have a message for me because this helped even though I'm not the same anon. My situation feels hopeless. I hope someday I'll be like you giving the support :(
>>6283753
Do you want to pass as a boy or as a girl, I can never tell with you.
>>6283756
portland doesnt exist
have u ever been there?
exactly
its a fucking joke
ur losing ur mind man
ur going crazy
portland is an abstraction
this world is too absurd
for portland is kino af
but it also begins the anthesis of kino
you're in for a long ride my dude
buckle up ;)
>>6283758
whoah that post is meta
fuckin hell man...
abstract questions like that get u thinkin really
kino af
based joan
>>6283757
aww :( i hope things get better for you
>>6283683
take a wild guess
>>6283684
it is great :3
>>6283710
barely anyone here has the confidence to do anything at all, especially the ones early in transition.
when mine found me I was anorexic, addicted to pills and a suicidal timebomb, he still stuck around for some reason. It can definitely work out, no matter at which point youre in your life.
I cant comment on your medical stuff cause I dont have any form of perspective for that. the point is though that youre not going to get any positive results by just bathing in your misery (yes, I know, me saying that is ironic, please dont slap me, fashion anon)
voice training is hard, took me months to make progress, and my voice is still off. its just not an easy thing to do. the good thing is that its probably possible to get a speech therapist to make it easier for you. personality and stuff changes automatically through hormones partly, partly through time. youre not going to 180° your outside presentation within a week, thats impossible, you dont need to either.
>and you're a horrible human being outside the internet
thats not something you should worry about. EVERYONE has faults, most people have LOTS of them. Imo youre a better person than like 90% of the people that frequent this general. I know its hard to believe that this can work, especially at that point in transition. everything seems like a HUGE mountain you have to climb. what people forget is that its okay to go slow, to occasionaly slip and redo parts of the climb. some people are faster than others, some only have a small hill in front of them. the only rule is to not sstop before you cant go on unless you grow wings. and at that point, you grow wings.
>>6283757
>Now I just have an eating disorder and live moment to moment behaving exactly as my parents house cats do. Silent, hiding, nocturnal.
Thats me since I can think.
>>6283764
What????
>>6283732
make no assumptions. tell them nothing they do not know. punish them for not paying attention to their surroundings. Give them a dungeon with enough fake traps in it that they eventually walk into real one. Replace one with a doppelganger.
>>6283753
0/10, most hugboxed individual in this general
>>6283732
Short answer: don't
Long answer.
Belt of masculinity/femininity exists in one form or another in every edition.
>>6283740
I want to say you're right, because you are.
But there's a bunch of different voices in my head screaming at me for being so weak as to even consider suicide. There's a few weak ones saying quietly that I'm going to get this bad again, and there's a cacophony of uncountable voices screaming angrily to let them out, to go hunting people and kill until everything is ok again because the world isn't fair, and if I don't deserve happiness then no ones does. And when you have hundreds of voices, each on a manifestation of your many different personalities screaming at you because you're fucked up, it's hard to remember who you are. It's hard to remember that they're all the same voice and really it's just your own super-conscious mind criticizing yourself because you've internalized the criticisms of others for being different and weird.
It's hard to remember that I'm making progress and I just want to be angry and sad and miserable.
>>6283695
>How would you do lewd with me :3
Probably lewd naked cuddles and frotting. Maybe buttstuff. I'm into the idea of rough oral but I hate getting saliva on my dick too. Such is life.
>Hopefully you call me mean names!
I'm into humiliation but I'm really bad at it. Still, I would try for you ;_;
>>6283710
>I have a machine plugged into me constantly
whats wrong how are you sick?
>tfw gaming and man feet
>>6283778
what does this m e a n
>>6283782
Pics would help >.>
>>6283757
>I stopped writing 5 months ago to force myself into the real world. Now I just have an eating disorder and live moment to moment behaving exactly as my parents house cats do. Silent, hiding, nocturnal. I'm a wreck. I like letting my mind walk out on limbs. Sometimes they break. I cry.
What sort of stuff did you write? Why did you have to drop it to go into the real world? Perhaps writing could help you get through this, if it somehow got in the way of your life just find a balance.
>I hope in a few months on HRT I'll come back and you'll have a message for me because this helped even though I'm not the same anon. My situation feels hopeless. I hope someday I'll be like you giving the support :(
I hope in a few months on HRT I won't need to write a message like that for you. I hope you'll just be happy, and I'm sure you'll at least be happier by then!
>>6283773
>I want to say you're right, because you are.
Say I'm right and leave it at that.
>But there's a bunch of different voices in my head screaming at me for being so weak as to even consider suicide. There's a few weak ones saying quietly that I'm going to get this bad again, and there's a cacophony of uncountable voices screaming angrily to let them out, to go hunting people and kill until everything is ok again because the world isn't fair, and if I don't deserve happiness then no ones does. And when you have hundreds of voices, each on a manifestation of your many different personalities screaming at you because you're fucked up, it's hard to remember who you are. It's hard to remember that they're all the same voice and really it's just your own super-conscious mind criticizing yourself because you've internalized the criticisms of others for being different and weird.
All of this is unnecessary and bringing you down. If you can, just, stop. I'm serious. Do your best to distract yourself from them. Everything they have to say is a lie, it's all your mind playing a trick on you.
>>6283787
>3787i+_3fecb7ef3bdd3ec6a458a8(...).jpgi+_3fecb7ef3bdd3ec6a458a8eebabf44d1.jpg (33 KB,
a little bi t
too much
relax...
kindwishes
>>6283710
Oh. That sounds really dispiriting, and would keep me up at night, too.
I can't speak to your life expectancy, but the rest can be helped with little by little, and you'll be in a good positron soon.
There are many foundations and concealers formulated to conceal scar tissue - I'll look into what's on offer on the Irish cosmetics market. That's easy. The leggings are probably a diy project, but putting a hole in for IV hookups could be doable?
I can't really answer your pain except to say I recognize it, and hope you won't feel compelled to let it cost you more chances at joy than it already has.
>>6283790
wha
o-ok
>>6283799
uneeded message
=d oyou seek more wisdom?
please reply with convience time
thank you
>>6283802
am I having a stroke
>>6283802
please grant me your wisdom
i reply with convenience time
>>6283778
What is Kino?
me and my boo have realised while watching metalocalypse, when she posts pics here sometimes people call her Skwisgar but she doesn't care about that. my idiot childish gay girly personality and brown hair is like Toki, so we can laugh that they're like pretrans us. complete unfunctioning morons.
>>6283769
>>6283740
I...
Thanks. Grace, I've been repeating the words "it's going to be ok" and "it will get better for the past 5 minutes and it hurts so much but it feels right to say it and I really need to cry but for some reason the tears aren't coming out.
>>6283769
Sophie, You're also right. I'm just a really impatient person even if I pretend that I'm not. I'm desperate to make some progress. I'm stubborn though, so I'm not going to give up.
You're a goddamn angel sometimes, remember that.
>>6283780
I'm diabetic. I fucked my body up on sugar though.
I have an insulin pump attached to me. I don't want to go back on injections.
>>6283787
>Do your best to distract yourself from them
Hard to do this. I'll try but... well. Lonliness and the fact that I can't talk with anyone about this IRL and not be sent to a madhouse means that I have difficulty making it stop.
>>6283798
>Oh. That sounds really dispiriting, and would keep me up at night, too.
I'm a tough cookie. Usually.
I'm putting myself under a lot of stress about this and I'm not coping well.
>There are many foundations and concealers formulated to conceal scar tissue
See, usually I'm proud of my scars. But maybe I'm just compartmentalizing how much they hurt. Thanks :/
>>6283786
can i fuck your feet?
>>6283816
what
wheres my wisdom :_:
>>6283813
lol
>>6283816
You're my favorite shitposter Yume, please visit again soon. <3
wow /cd/ I bought a knife
look at that
what a waste of money
look at it with awe
and I am bored
anyone want to come over with a pizza stuff crust pizza?
>>6283717
>>6283720
I'm too deep in this. This can't be happening, I'm in control here!
>>6283753
>not getting a ladyboy hat
Come on now senpaitachi. You aren't on enough layers of irony.
>>6283787
Cyborg fiction now but only in my head. I used to externalize the lesbian pov erotica, even made a business and got myself a laptop and went across the United states from NY to cali and back last year. This year my dysphoria swelled up again like it had when I was 14 and cutting myself.
In my head I tell stories. I have vampires, a girl who got locked up in a freezer until she ate the other girl she was locked with and then the process of turning into something awful and the sickness in her. Includes a cast of Carter Goldtooth Jackson, a vampire from the industrial era he helped build NYC as a steel worker and kept the hat. He fell in love with Genieve, the evil vampire. She's only 12 years old looking but is old as fuck. And Havoc the biker cliche. They just kinda squad around NYC living in nostalgia.
I write about loud light the transsexual Indian who unites the tribes and stops a war by screaming at the other tribe threatening to cast lightning on them (his face is scarred by lightning because he tied himself to a totempoll and it got struck - and She Had a spirt vision and changes names). He gets the girl he bit as a child (a chunk of her ear) pregnant and then leads a war against the white man like some dances with Wolves stuff.
It includes a black death plague from unknown (Spanish) origin.
In the future only skinny people will be taken seriously is a story about the American Civil War in 2032. An elite CIA style commandos pick up molly our heroine (her brother is CIA) and they go on dangerous missions and shit.
And lastly the year is 20xx and everyone mains space raptor... Kandi the Cyborg and her hologram cyber DJ "boyfriend" go around being goons in a Cyberpunk work of ghost in the shell blade runner post world War 4
I have stories about a genetic virologist too, and detectives.
They're locked in my autistic brain. I never ever write them as books or stories I just tell them to myself mostly.
This thread is confusing.
If that's yume I hope I can meet you soon yume~
>>6283816
>4
>5
>6
>7
???????????????
>>6283827
official daddy didn't love me starter pack
>tfw never be Ciri
>>6283827
is that sypderco?
>be me two days ago
>sitting in university student union
>stranger sits at the table across from me and eats lunch
>on his way out he looks at me and says "you look just like my sister when she was your age"
>smile and he walks away
is this passing?
>>6283827
Mtfg, on a whole, needs a mani pedi
>>6283835
it is a spyder
you ask questions about the potential pizza tho
>>6283827
small knives like that are pretty okay when it comes to chopping up smaller fruit/vegetables like chilies and tomatoes
>>6283773
>But there's a bunch of different voices in my head screaming at me for being so weak ...
This whole paragraph is almost word for word what I have been experiencing for years but pertaining to a different issue.
I used to describe it as standing in the middle of a colosseum, being surrounded by the jeers and comments.
Do you get any relief from at least seeing yourself make positive change? I mean, i've personally been trying to just do whatever I can to at least feel like I'm becoming better and at the least it offers real life examples of me defying what I tell myself in my head.
To an extent i'd say picking out some of the comments on yourself and doing whatever you can to defy it or work against it help relieve that pressure but at the same time i'm apprehensive to say because I'm always afraid it will come back.
<3 Id give you the biggest hug if i could
>>6283840
what toppings on pizza
Remember to watch your healer training .gifs and videos aspiring spellcasters.
>>6283786
hey i got the same vit gummies
>>6283810
>I'm just a really impatient person even if I pretend that I'm not.
youre never going to find a tranny that DOESNT think things are too slow. youre pretty normal in that regard (tho I cant tell you if thats supposed to be a scary or comforting thought). half the battle is sticking around to the conclusion of the fight. its also the most taxing part for most people.
>You're a goddamn angel sometimes,
I usually cant be bothered to type long responses like that. Ive been here too long to still have the energy to do that all the time, but you can always get a direct response from me on skype if you need it.
>>6283850
why am I so shit at overwatch. send me skill. or weed.
>be in supermarket buying groceries
>casual girlmode
>little boy throws something from behind me into cart
>I hear "can I get this mommy?"
>I look behind me and then he goes "oh I thought you were my mommy" and then runs off
>I left cart in middle of isle and walked outside and cried my head off
I havent gotten my levels tested in like 8 months and i am kinda feeling the effects of t a bit again (more sexual desire, waking up w erections [rip]) but wait times at mazzoni are literally months long, i dont wanna wait months with fucked up levels though i need to do this relatively soon
Can i just get this shit done at quest? What do i ask for?
>>6283850
tfw will never be mercy
why even live
>>6283857
awwww
>>6283853
>why am I so shit at overwatch.
>Falling for the overwatch meme
Shoulda just enjoyed the porn, and weed isnt gonna help lol, when I started weeding my MMR in dota2 dropped by like a thousand points, no joke.
>>6283842
>i'd say picking out some of the comments on yourself and doing whatever you can to defy it or work against it
So...
It's weird. You're right to an extent but for me, it's less of a coliseum and more like a giant prison. All the bad voices are locked up, but there are some good voices. They're the ones that tell me not to kill myself, and not to hurt other people. I try to listen to them. But there are so many bad ones that it hurts to listen to them.
As for making progress... Sort of. Interacting with others, talking with them and just spending time being loved shuts them out for a while, but being alone for long periods of time without that affection brings them right back out.
No I'm not going to go into the science behind it.
>>6283853
>you can always get a direct response from me on skype if you need it.
Thanks. I didn't think of it actually...
I've always found it so weird when I come across trannys who name themselves "Kim" when that's my real name, and I'm a male.
Anyone ever had similar experiences?
>>6283872
xp
>>6283860
>pan
wtf r u putting bread on ur pizza for. btw post scarred thighs pls k thnx
>>6283872
>tfw progesterone drunk
OMG THIS IS A THING FOR YOU TOO?
I LOVE THAT FEELING
>>6283871
either skill to get better or weed to cope with being shit. Id probably need to do cocaine to get better at that game or something v,v
you dont like it though?
>>6283878
:o!
So I haven't started HRT and I still sorta like my cock. Like if it stops working wtf happens? No sex? I can't afford a fake vagina and even if I could I don't like men.
I'm 100% certain I'm supposed to be female just scared of going from a bad situation to a worse situation.
>>6283889
viagra?
>>6283680
>tfw have never been pumped full of cum
i-i want to know this feel
>>6283889
You lose it if you don't use it.
>>6283892
I'm Red!
I just wanted to say hi!
What yo you do when your front view is fine but your side view is absolutely disgusting?
>>6283872
good that youre doing ok
>>6283893
>i-i want to know this feel
you pass so all you have to do is go to a bar and literally any man would oblige you
>>6283893
shouldve asked me in 2013, I couldve helped you out then, now its too late ;~;
>>6283897
always face everyone youre in a room with
>>6283893
`>:)
>>6283893
It's pretty great! You should try it!
>>6283884
Its blizzard and activision, its bound to become a dlc shitfest cashcow. I also dont really wanna pay that much for overwatch considering theyre gonna make expansions and DLCs and a fucking sequel and itll be like keeping up with fucking COD.
>>6283902
That's not really possible
>>6283893
>tfw you miss that feel
>>6283901
Kayla, normally I'm a very calm and patient person.
Tonight is the exception.
Could you please stop being a complete and utter fucking bitch to everyone for no fucking reason, go out, ACTUALLY TRY to act like a girl and when you've done that, GET LAID.
I swear. It's like you have a ten foot rod permanently lodged in your ass.
>>6283893
But you're gay. Not to mention too scared to move on.
>tfw all my neighbors know I'm trans here
>tfw get stared at everytime I go outside
>can feel them judging me
WHY? fml.
>>6283884
YES LOL that's like the one thing i love about progesterone!!!!
idk if it'll happen on the 100mg pills, i'm switching to daily prog instead of 200mg cycles this coming week.
it gets to be so intense sometimes tho ;3; like this time the room was literally spinning and i felt high/fucked up and had to sleep it was too much
>>6283893
I MEAN YOU COULD KNOW THIS FEEL IF YOU WANTED TO!!!!
>>6283900
t-thank ^~^
>>6283910
D:!
>>6283908
I-I've never douched. Just enemas.
And I don't know the story.
I just have men use condoms?
>>6283897
There are basically two approaches to this problem.
1) Never ever leave your basement
or
2) Deal with it.
See where you find yourself.
>>6283922
=")
>>6283909
>tfw never knew that feel to begin with
>>6283911
bi*
but tru on the latter :s
>>6283915
I KNOOOOO JUST
FUCK
ME
UP
SENPAI
>>6283920
well its p much the same end result i think.
>>6283921
lol no
anal douching u dweeb
>>6283925
="(
>>6283906
I am not so sure, diablo 3 and sc2 didnt have the dlc problem. blizzard isnt as bad as paradox at least.
I am still mad over the mod pulling in stellaris cause its racist to want to have white leaders of your neoimperialist empire.
Luckily I never bought it.
>>6283907
become a hydra
>>6283908
>im glad u came here and started transitioning <3
but I was fulltime in 2012 already...
>>6283915
yeah it doesnt happen on 100 for me, which is why I keep taking 200mg. its such a great feeling. do you take them randomly or in some combination with food?
this also increases the effect of most drugs Ive taken. accidently knocked me out for a whole day once with this.
>>6283915
I want to know this feel too :(
>>6283927
oh nvm
why 2013 then LOL
>>6283927
`>:(
>>6283925
>anal douching
and what was the issue? was it for a man?
>>6283829
You might as well, like, tell them to yourself out loud to a tape recorder when you practice your voice or something. Get it out there.
>>6283921
you are a literally dumb
like you are actually a really stupid person
a complete and total idiot
I would not trust you to even take my fucking order
you are susans place crammed into a single faggot
Assburgers and only know how to stereotype women in an attempt to fulfill your perverted fantasy
>>6283932
cause I couldve done this then because I wasnt on hormones in early 2013 :^)
its kinda fitting in a way, since I am also older Id have to be the bf
>>6283916
I appologise for my harsh language. But I can only put up with so much in a night, and between my current mood, and Kayla's implications that all you have to do to get laid is pass, mean that I'm fed up.
>>6283921
No, you're a bitch for how you act and for implying that you couldn't get laid. Seriously, this isn't just for what you said there. It's for the constant aggression towards edie, for being a complete darama whore, and for being a plague upon the thread with your "boo hoo, I'm poor and miserable" sob stories that are almost always directly related to you not putting in the effort AS YOU'VE BEEN TOLD every time. I've been here 3 weeks and I'm sick of your shit. Cut it out.
And I know that ranting at you won't do anything about your behavior. But fuck it, it makes me feel better.
>>6283924
If you don't want tendies to be brought to your room I suggest you work on your side view.
>>6283874
I feel like it was you I was talking to on here a long time ago maybe with a different name? I was just an anonymous though.
>being alone for long periods of time without that affection brings them right back out.
yeah, I really get that and its so hard not to hide yourself away. Which I understand gets so easy to do. I personally find that when, by my own estimation i'm human trash that i'm only going to impart negativity on anyone I interact with so its best I stay on my own or at the least i'm not worthy. It takes a lot of convincing and frustration for me to confront that but its something that needs confronting.
I really wish i had some concrete advice or a way to really help.
>>6283936
this
>>6283936
>this post
>this poster
>accusing others of autism
What did you just tell the thread you bought for no reason whatsoever?
>>6283939
`>=|
>>6283940
fuck it is lame banter, but hoooly shit. Every time I see that name on here I am disgusted by that vile abomination
>>6283952
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>6283949
I have autism
I was also drunk and wanted to make poor choices
>>6283893
Come to norway, and I will show you the way of my people
>>6283925
>JUST
>FUCK
>ME
>UP
>SENPAI
i mean ok i don't think faye would mind, she wants to be cucked maybe ~_^
>>6283927
i've just been taking the leftover 200mg pills i have, i had like a week's worth left and just got my 100mg ones c:
i mean i'd rather just the breast growth anyways cause ur right it maximizes EVERYTHING and it kinda fucks me up.
wouldn't you rather just the boobies?
>>6283930
s-same
>>6283913
>tfw everyone knows I'm trans everywhere
It's okay though. No one cares about us as much as we care about yourself. I love you <3
>>6283946
No, I used to go by Agony Uncle...
I know the feeling though.
>I really wish i had some concrete advice or a way to really help.
Surprisingly I might be able to help you actually.
Food.
Seriously, if you start cooking, you will want to share your creations, and you have a reason to invite people over. I'd advise starting with flapjacks. They're easy and tasty.
>>6283950
Oh shut up and stop criticising me. I'm usually really nice. Tonight I'm being a bitch because I want to shut out the voices in my head, and telling off Kayla was therapeutic.
Ignoring the fact that my criticism was valid, I don't give a shit about her response. I'm just glad I got to yell at someone who deserved it.
>>6283963
Wat up Caddy long time no see?
>>6283963
<3 Skype me more often babe <3
>>6283927
Man screw overwatch, im total warring in warhammer. Dwarvish king is topkek, will not get off his throne. His carriers have to chase after people kek. Love how hes just reading a fucking book while waiting for em to catch up.
Yeah but Diablo 3 and SC2 sucks, I bought the latter and regret it, and the free trial of D3 helped me dodge that bullet.
Stellaris kinda fucked desu, it wasnt as epic as I thought it would be. Its aight tho, but still, fucking actiblizzard, I dont trust em. Havent made a good game that ive heard of since they merged.
Hey...
What's so wrong with Kayla?
Honestly? She's just like y'all
>>6283979
:^)
>>6283976
t b h 4chan doesn't allow me to use enough characters to describe what's wrong with her, but i will say she's improving, so. that's good at least.
>>6283939
>>6283936
I really wish I was dead. You know I have no one else to talk to and all I do is get shit on here by you sick and evil fucks.
>>6283974
Hush now. I've given you my reasoning.
>>6283976
I'm angry about a shit-ton of stuff and Kayla's actions over the past few weeks have been less than pleasant to the greater community. You're right, she's just like us, in that she goes through the same challenges, but she could stand to be quiet a bit more pleasant.
>>6283979
I'm holding you to that promise. Love you too <3
>>6283960
If I stop taking them I keep the effect (which is temporary, I dont get additional permanent growth, probably cause too thin) for about 2 weeks, it makes no difference for me I think. I would however like to take 200mg every day. but I cant afford to buy that many pills soooo I am stuck cycling
>>6283973
but my bf is playing it and I kinda wanna play with him. but he is really good and I am not so Idk how that will turn out.
>warhammer
why is it not crackable, I am so sad I am not spending 60 bucks on a game that has max like 100 hours in it and requires me to buy tons of DLCs later
I played D3 a lot, and I loved watching SC2 pro matches. still do that sometimes. but yeah, the last breathtaking game they made was wc3 for me. overwatch is okay though
>>6283976
>Honestly? She's just like y'all
are you high? get a grip
>>6283979
>In the bath right now desuu
Das nice. I sometimes post while on the toilet. Seems fitting somehow.
>>6283984
Those two things are related. You have no one to talk to and we shit on you because your personality is literal garbage.
>>6283872
I genuinely don't understand why the possibility of being intersex would be upsetting to a trans girl.
I mean, wouldn't being intersex make you feel validated in your female identity, even a little bit?
As in, "hey, it turns out I'm not a fucked-up man after all! I'm just the way I am because my chromosomes and/or genitals got a little mixed up! I was never truly male (in the physical sense) to begin with!"
I dunno. If I found out I was intersex then I'd feel really liberated for that reason.
At one point I thought I might be XXY or something, so I got a karyotype test, and I felt way more disappointed than I expected to when it came out as normal XY.
>>6283985
`>=(
>>6283678
Years ago when I was doing robotics stuff, I kicked myself for not getting an early MAC to hack into a Banana Junior 6000 Self-portable Personal Computer System.
>>6283976
Kayla's a lot better than I hear she used to be, but I came to /mtfg/ only a little before she started being sweet, so I've had a lot more good experience with her than bad.
I wish she had more confidence, didn't think of herself as a hon, 'cause she isn't one.
>>6283984
>you sick and evil fucks.
Oh shut up. Anything you say about me being evil is completely hypocritical.
And I believe I'm quoting you here. "I just wanted to pass quickly enough that I'd do it before Dollface, and I could rub it in".
Or words to that effect. That was in a thread earlier today. Don't make me dig it up.
>>6283984
I don't know you, but I love you anon
>>6283893
>tfw don't cum enough to pump ufufu full of cum and make her choke on it
sad feel
>>6283994
>At one point I thought I might be XXY or something, so I got a karyotype test, and I felt way more disappointed than I expected to when it came out as normal XY.
this happened to me as well.
>tfw no biological claim on being a girl
>>6283994
My genetics class used KS as an example of a male genetic disorder. Most people with KS are boys, it's actually more common than GD is.
idg the big deal as far as validation goes.
>>6283960
>she wants to be cucked maybe
You NEVER want to share your toys
>>6283991
Maybe if I got treated like a person then I wouldn't have a shit personality. This is all about looks. I don't pass and you all shit on me because of it. Passers say way worse shit and act worse but are treated like gods because they beat transition and are pretty. Fucking two faced cunts, I try to be nice, I try to get along and then I always end up getting attacked because of my looks.
>>6284005
>tfw no biological claim on being a girl
Who needs that when you have tumblr?
