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> No bullying
> No hugboxing
> No * actions *
> No tumblr shit
> No drama
> No teams
> No transbians
old thread >>6236855
Let's do our best, girls!
What's your fave booze?
Secure Tripcodes are for Jerks
just a little reminder that if you don't feel comfortable identifying as a woman you can always say you're a femboy or a feminine male <3
Hi !
>>6237762
Can I say I'm a masc man even if I'm able to pass as a woman?
>>6237771
I guess
I say I'm a feminine male because I like looking feminine and wearing feminine clothes!
>>6237760
What constitutes a jerk under a secured tripcode?
>>6237655
Amy and Red desu
Oh, hiya
MOVE OVER PIMOZIDE
urgh
the goth getup doesn't look nearly as good in natural lighting
why do I even fucking try, I look fucking disgusting
>>6237776
But don't you also pass and aim for FFS and SRS? I'm not sure where your "boy" comes in.
Would like some advice regarding beard cover
Does a 3 blade razor really give you a noticeably closer shave than a 2 blade?
>cumsluts bragging about being fucked and cummed on
how can transbians even compete?
>>6237784
please don't make me go into the reasons why I regressed.
there's a lot
>>6237789
not even your own?
>>6237790
They can't, just isn't a way to make sex with girls as exciting as being fucked and cummed in/on
>>6237789
I currently have that problem as well ;-;
>>6237764
I understand, I can only pretend to be a boy when I'm not feeling dysphoria anyways and I've been kind of off since yesterday ;-;
At any rate flight is boarding so bye for now <3
>>6237755
sorry, it gone. it was taking a while and when i refreshed and expected to see my post it wasn't there. :/
not an expert on cock tho. just surprised i don't even remember a taste to any cock itself alone. was wondering if it's cos autisms and hyperosmic esp around crotches so i have to be pretty turned on and impulsive maybe not everything registers?
>>6237749
I like vodka
Who else complete lightweight?
>>6237800
have a good flight <3
Buh byee
long day today, have fun
>>6237789
WTF dreams with togas sound awesum tho. Mental breakdown dreams are bogus, tho. :(
>>6237800
speaking of cum
anything new with your ex?
>last night, hanging out with beat friend to relax and watch YouTube videos
>lying on his bed, I reach over to the chair next to me to get my phone
>"looks like you've hit a growth spurt"
>what
>he nods at my tits
I don't know how to feel
There is some level of attraction from him and he clearly feels comfortable around me but I'm pretty sure he doesn't want to try being more intimate again
Meanwhile, no one else has even indicated noticing my tits or having to decide whether to call me sir or miss
>>6237810
bye <3
>>6237777
Everyone who uses a secure tripcode is a jerk
![DSCF7799[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/dAClEaC.jpg "DSCF7799[1].jpg")
>>6237808
>>6237782
Goths are supposed to sleep all day and have fun all night.
why haven't you become a kung fu master yet MtFg?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p7LBOzSuD8o
>>6237811
yeah lmao kind of weird that im having mental breakdowns even in my dreams ( ´_ﾉ` )
>>6237832
same
>>6237832
hi you <3
>>6237838
It's the lesb refusing to die, desu.
The cock will solve that.
>>6237836
Yeah
I'm honestly looking into night shift jobs atm just because I look better at night
Not that hotels and shit want to employ goths anyway so the entire thing's kinda fucked
I wish I could just be satisfied with what I've got
>>6237840
my friend wants to bone you !X D
>>6237838
keep at it glidin =b
Hi
>>6237800
Mfw senpai doesn't notice me...
>>6237847
oh~
tell him/her hi!
and that I like it rough!
Anyone else have looping thoughts? All my thoughts, my entire soul is consumed by this phenomenon. It boiled over, I snapped, and now all I can do is think in short phrases like 'why didnt I switch' 'I'll die alone' 'I'm supposed to be a girl.'
I can't get a break. I feel so fucking trapped at my parents house. Where the fuck is my next step these people are toxic and I'm not exactly in great shape I'm down to like 100lbs from 130. I'm off my fucking rocker.
>>6237854
If you have a friend you can stay with for a little bit, do it.
>>6237853
Oryx is being silly again. I kicked her out.
>>6237854
Have you not been eating well? You should probably check that you don't have something beyond dysphoria that needs to be treated.
>>6237838
u don't sleep on ur back do u?
>>6237854
sort of, yes
sometimes my brain just gets stuck on wah wah im a tranny yadda yadda and i go full retard
>>6237848
yes.
Alright everybody
Post uour collarbones
>>6237862
hahah, okay~
>>6237867
>>6237867
they look exactly like my man shoulders, my condolences
>tfw not a fertile pet cowgirl who worships and obeys their master 24/7 and is only used for milking and sex and occasionally gets to sleep in master's bed with him
>tfw Russia-senpai finally notices you
>>6237864
on my side, but my most vivid dreams are usually when im drunk and/or sleeping on my front -- usually which happen in tandem, both of which happened last night when i had my breakdown dream)
>>6237844
lmao pls idk how to respond to that
>>6237867
MFW 2 phat for collarbones
Has anyone tried waxing their facial hair?
Ah fuck
>Egyptian plane crashes 4 weeks before holiday
>cannot cancel because "Cairo is not Hurghada" and date too close
the fuck are Thomas Cook on?
>>6237874
w-who?
>>6237867
Apparently there was an internet thing on Chinese social media a year ago about stacking coins on your collarbone to show off how skinny you were; weird. (Picture is not me obviously.)
>>6237881
>>6237886
Oh. Literal Russia
Also why did you let the Ottoman cancer spread?
Did you at least convert to Catholicism?
Deus Vult
>>6237863
I have now, yes. It was anorexia. I had it as a kid but repressed it back and it did stop. I made it to age 24 but now more water is "under the bridge" (ignored for too long) and boiled over. I have to relearn my life like a cyborg with HER brain ripped out. I just get this sinking feeling at being male. I also have adhd and depression. I ignored my mentality and physicall sanity too long lmao I'm a mess.
I am planning to see, and I did call a few therapists this time in a real way not a "you're just lying to yourself/parents" type of way. I am on a wait list for July for HRT, but that seems far and I hate even dreaming of doing as this character. I wrote his story, it ends with him dead. My story, the chick story, doesn't exist yet and I'm having trouble escaping boy hell. At age 24 I'm strong enough to be a strong young woman I should be in charge of stuff by now, saying doing anything important. I'm overly qualified for most everyjob that on paper I'm qualified for (wall mart) but I'd rather just sulk and die.
>>6237876
The more you lust4cock
The more weak lesb becomes
Until lesb dies as sacrifice on throbbing sword of meat.
It's awesome experience, would recommend.
>>6237881
pls sympathise i don't wanna die ;(
>>6237867
>>6237886
I prefer CK2 desu. gotta have those social interactions.
Reminder that HRT has no effect on facial hair growth
>>6237904
noice
eat a little more so those tits will be bigger
>>6237876
hm. it could be the short action of alcohol and its rebound? it acts a lot like a short acting benzo which brings back any sort of unease with a vengeance. i could certainly see it affecting dreams, coming off of alcohol like you would have over the course of sleeping, since drugs with that action tend to eliminate rem and dreams but discontinuation tends to bring them back even more prominently. idk tho. :( i hope it resolves.
>>6237892
HOW WOULD I STOP THE OTTOS AS ETHIOPIA
theyve had 3 times as many soldiers as I did the whole game, better generals, better soldiers and better allies. I lost a 93 vs 140 war about 20 years ago, if that had ended in white peace we would be even now
its also next to impossible to convert to catholicism with NO CATHOLICS AROUND
also need to be coptic for the achievement.
>>6237867
I WIN AGAIN
>>6237913
i'm shy about my boy boobs
>>6237903
You have more chance of being struck by lightning
>tfw addicted to technology for every
That feel when you imagine a simple fisherman on an island growing up and all the things he could possibly learn. Then you realize you know of every major global war since the 1200s, war history, every animal, how to program, psychology, sociology, tons of ologies, health care, law enforcement tactics, etc etc. I am so filled with Wikipedia knowledge and Noam Chomsky, Emma Goldman style writing it makes me sick because despite objectively being more intelligent than all my peers, I am thoroughly disconnected from this reality. I am as worthless and used as a cellphone.
>>6237912
it does, but it doesn't stop it for sure. that's why you get lazer.
>>6237919
eat more so they become real boobs then you'll get more dick... uhhh i mean... guys...
>>6237917
build more troops, invade Venice and annex it, etc.
>>6237923
>lazer.
you mean electrolysis
>>6237924
Good! I love cock!
Eat more to eat more cock and cum :3
>>6237923
Should you get facial hair removal before or after starting HRT?
>>6237925
why would I go to venice
I need to get my forcelimit up
>>6237934
to get Christian provinces. silly. also colonize, colonize lots
>>6237937
then Id invade spanish colonies its way closer.
I need to stay coptic though and get egypt the levante and constantinople
dude weed lmao. but seriously I suck at doing drugs never again. I smoked and had a 6 pack of beer yesterday and I'm still hungover af at work. just kill me famalam.
>>6237931
I'm not sure it matters.
>>6237931
I'm getting it after just because I like my beard. It helps me hide in boy mode and I honestly don't mind it. I'm a chick, but I like my cock and beard so maybe I'm just mentally ill after all. We'll find out after my body starts transforming.
Anyone know at what point you should start checking / circling FEMALE? I've been answering online since I was 15, but in reality I've always been a boy now a man. So when do I start switching pronouns on paper?
>>6237879
Cis women wax their lip, it works
Idk if beard wax would work tho sounds super painful
>>6237918
who is this
>>6237943
what happened
so I was thinking given my mobility issues that, rather than trying to drown myself again, it'd be a better idea to just sit in the water and let hypothermia take me
is this a retarded/agonising method of suicide or have I got the right idea?
>>6237854
yes
I'm pretty sure it's a result of ADD but it's taking fucking forever for me to get somebody to talk to about my mental problems
>>6237861
cameras lie
I look worse irl than even my worst pics
>>6237962
went to a little get together at s friend's apartment and I tried smoked a bit with them and drinking. it hit me waaaaaay too hard and I'm still not sober the morning after ;~;
Faggits
>>6237968
> look worse irl than even my worst pics
That applies to 99% of humans, tho
Damn your muscle loss.
Fuck.
I'm ashamed of me.
>>6237972
yeah but I already look just-okay in my best pics.
I look fucking abominable and I doubt even surgery could change enough to make me look okay irl
>>6237971
Dayum
Thems some tiddies
>>6237975
Job interview
>>6237927
As an incredibly white person with incredibly dark hair, I'm a laser proponent. Electrolysis was an expensive nightmare without results.
>>6237976
Ok, you're being negative because you're feeling sad at your pics. Just relax. You were like awesome positive yesterday. Things don't change from one day to the next. :)
REMINDER THAT IT'S THIS EASY
>>>/ck/7696655
GIT GUD
>>6237976
I think you look ok robin, cute enough to date for me
>>6237981
Holy shit! Good luck!
Be sure to eat some nice seafood afterwards!
>>6237986
Would be interested to hear more about your experiences since you've tried both
>>6237987
it's not the pics, if I looked how I did in those irl I'd be a lot happier. my jaw is 0.3 inches wider than my forehead. it's supposed to be significantly narrower. surgery can't change that.
>>6237989
sarina is my spirit animal
>Booze drinking edition
Tfw in this shitty country the state has a monopoly on alcohol and only regular beer can be sold in stores. And the fucking state store selling all the alcohol isn't open in weekends and closes before the fucking evening when most people are fucking free.
Shits fucking downtown too and I dont wanna go through those shitty neighberhoods, smoking myself silly on blue cheese weed instead.
There's a pub right by my house but I dont wanna congregate with those bums nor pay the fucking prices they ask for, alcohol here is expensive as shit, if theres anything our government likes doing its milk us for money any way possible.
>>6237867
my shoulders are only like 15" but my collarbones are awful senpai
>>6237972
Actually, I'm told I look even better in person than on pictures. There's a je-ne-sais-quoi that gets lost in a still picture.
>>6237991
Shiggity.
Trying to be a greedy cunt and make even more cash
>>6237989
yeah i know i need to lose weight thanks anon ;_;
>>6237997
is ok i have p significant collarbones also
some people find it attractive idk
>>6237997
pretty <3
>>6237873
iktf ;_;
>>6237989
I'm going to try to lose lots of weight and look like a girl!!!
>>6238003
>>6238008
aww ty :))
>islay malt whiskey
Oh fuuuuug I love being a man
>>6238018
you already look like a girl. I showed my mom your pics and she thought you were cis, and my mom has as good trannydar as me
>>6237992
Electrolysis was almost $100 for an hour, which covered about 4-6 square centimeters. I had to grow out my hair for 2 days prior each time, and afterward was left with a solidly red/glistening area for about 1-2 weeks despite using neosporin or cortisone or witch hazel or tend skin and not touching it. 4 weeks out, everything grew back and I had to repeat the area (standard protocol due to hair follicle life cycle). Laser was more expensive up front but cheaper in the long run, took 15 minutes a session, left no noticeable marks, I could be shaven all the time, and for four weeks after I got to enjoy literally having hair fall out like pus from a pimple (gross analogy, but it would like squeeze out like that, just the hair though, no pus or anything).
>>6238024
shut up
Kayla you're a fucking angel, you know
>>6238008
i have but at this point im so used to ti just being linework that i like don't think i actually want to color it in anymore?
like it's based off of this illustration and if i filled the border in i'd have to fill the background in and etc etc
>>6238025
sound slike you didn't have a very good electrologist honestly :u
>>6237969
>tried smoking for the first or basically the first time
>gets crossfaded
no offense but no shit you had a bad time senpai
good morning, whats up everybody?
>>6238021
How do I get lips like yours?
>>6238007
it's a bad feel m-moo v_v
>>6238028
She did use ridiculous strength lidocaine and joke about how she smuggled it in from Mexico. Red flags abounded, fortunately I did watch her do sterile protocol each time.
>>6238033
depressed as fuck
I'm missing out on so much in life and I'm terrified I'll never do or have any of the things I want
>>6238028
Post full on pic of tat please
>>6238025
Laser worked fine for me. Very dark hair and my skin really is a whiter shade of pale. I'll have a last touch up to get rid of the regrowth that happened over the last year, then I'll switch to electrolysis to get my white hair removed since officially being a woman by then means electrolysis will be covered by insurance.
is 4chan blinking for anyone else?
>>6238018
>tfw your finally definitely gaining weight
>apparently my face is starting to round out a tiny bit more
>tfw soon my face could be like blue haired elf girls face
>tfw that means itll look more like my sisters face bc thats basically exactlt what she looks like
hella
>>6238036
suck lots of dick
>>6238028
Makes sense, its been that way so long it would be risky to change it.
>>6238039
yeah like
mine can do my entire face in an hour session and i havent had redness/soreness persist for more than 3 days after
to be fair tho i DID have a bunch of laser sessions first and im just doing electro to fully clear my face so i dont have to shave ever again. but yah.
>>6238047
ok
>>6237997
What's that thing over your right shoulder. That a medic or templar cross or something.
>>6238055
Oh please help me gem your lips are so lovely and mine are gross af I'll take any adivce
>>6238053
I hope you are slightly inconvenienced one day and it annoys you for moment >:)
>>6238040
whats stopping you
>>6238053
i want a cute round face!!!
>>6238041
you could always leave mtfg, bc it just makes girls dysphoria worse a lot, mine included
id never do that because the biggest source of mine is the curvy 5'3 loli who didnt go through male puberty sleeping next to me
>>6238067
oh no!!
>>6238075
oh shit yes its time for kanayaposting
>>6238070
Then try gaining some weight instead senpai
>>6238068
obsessive thoughts
being a 99th percentile hon
learning difficulties + physical disability
zero self-esteem, start crying for hours at the slightest mistake
basically brought up to feel ashamed of any kind of weakness and because I have problems I can't fix I can't move on from them
not emotionally mature enough to deal with being an adult
financial stress
gender dysphoria
Is this a different kayla or is this THE kayla from 2014 who all called us freaks and men and swore he would never go on hormones?
>>6238082
you've been gone too long
kayla has changed drastically and is now on hrt
>>6238082
Does anyone have any screens of 2014 Kayla posting this shit I wasn't around to see its glory
>>6238084
no way
what happened to the bastion of pure masculinity?
>>6238087
God I want to read the thread where she finally cracked and accepted it
late to the party?
Is there a permanent way to make your eyelashes bigger or stand out more?
So can transitioning be summed up in 3 mains steps?
1. Hair removal (laser/electro)
2. HRT
3. SRS
>>6238096
mascara or latisse?
>>6238096
Not to my knowledge but there are plenty of tricks women have been using for a long time
>>6238098
1. hrt
2. hair removal
3. voice
4. ffs (optional)
5. srs (optional)
>>6238079
I used to have like 300+ kanayas before my laptop died, kanayaposting used to be my life
rip ;_;
>>6238087
>>6238082
I won't fall like kayla.
Mainly because I'm not trans and only hang out here because of some autism related fixation
>>6238082
The one and only.
>>6238096
biotin and mascara. I wear mascara in guy mode even and its no big deal
>>6238088
>>6238090
January 1st 2015 I put a pistol to my temple and pulled the trigger and the round was a dud, ordered hrt that afternoon and started hrt when it came on the 21st and never missed a single dose since.
>>6238104
iktf
i have way fewer now than i did before my old hdd died
oh well tho i got tired of hamstack anyways
>>6238105
SAY IT WITH ME EVERYONE!
“But I don’t want to go among mad people," Alice remarked.
"Oh, you can’t help that," said the Cat: "we’re all mad here. I’m mad. You’re mad."
"How do you know I’m mad?" said Alice.
"You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn’t have come here.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238098
Generally you wouldn't wait until hair removal is done to start HRT, it works much better if you're on HRT since it won't grow back as much. There's also working on your voice, possible FFS, getting legal documents switched, etc. And of course not everyone goes for SRS. But yeah, those three are big things.
>>6238103
Why HRT before hair removal?
>>6238063
>>6238066
i honestly keep meaning to use lip balm regularly bc its supposed to be good for them but I dont so i havent used it in months so i honestly dk familia
>>6238107
>21st of jan
I'm pretty sure you started exactly 1 year before kit then
it's okay to take hrt if you're a boy too :3
>>6238110
Fucking faggot
>>6238120
Ya know senpai, that's why I wandered in these threads, see if I caught the trans.
But after seeing what it's like I am pretty confident I am not.
>>6238111
How about Electrolysis then?
i hear it's supposed to be permanent so HRT slowing regrowth won't matter
>>6238124
meh good chance if your wondering then....
>>6238120
But we are not tru trans. We merely enjoy observing trans people because we are autistic. To transition would cause damage to legitimate trannies
>>6238125
Even with electrolysis you'll have more regrow if you're not on HRT, from what I understand.
>>6238123
“If everybody minded their own business, the world would go around a great deal faster than it does.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
That book is a quote mine.
>>6238129
> To transition would cause damage to legitimate trannies
Holy shit, that's an excuse I made to myself back in high school. ;_;
>>6238109
I was austistic enough to finish it actually so I cant say the same ._.
but I did get tired of hsg and left that like four months or so before it was banned
>>6238131
I'm not confident enough to ask a doctor to start HRT while I still have facial hair...
>>6238137
>To transition would cause damage to legitimate trannies
where did this shit come from?
>>6238137
Yeah but I far too crazy to be consistant in my feelings.
>>6238141
“have I gone mad?
I'm afraid so, but let me tell you something, the best people usually are.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238140
Chris chan.
>>6238143
now I see why so many trannies are named alice
>>6238147
XD
“I'm afraid I can't explain myself, sir. Because I am not myself, you see?”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
rly if you dont come out because your stupid enough to look at a non passing person and NOT get feedback about YOUR SELF OMG then maybe you deserve to come out when ur 50
>>6238139
A doctor that will prescribe HRT will be aware that people early in transition will generally have beard shadows and stubble, you won't be unusual. If you really can't get yourself to do it then you could self-med, I guess. But you definitely don't want to wait the time it will take to get your facial hair completely dealt with to start.
>>6238150
Remove thine self from mine name at once.
>>6238075
TFW gem wants you to leave mtfg.
At least I'll always have pie.
>>6238155
“I wonder if I've been changed in the night. Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238114
Noice
>Error: You are temporarily blocked from posting for violating Global 5 - NWS on Worksafe Board.
>This block will expire in 15 minutes.
>>6238140
No idea, very low sense of self-worth on my part I think. Depression messes with your ability to reason about what's in the best interest of yourself and what harm you're doing to others that you care about.
>>6238157
what a wonderful line
It suits my prospects of the future quite perfectly.
>>6238166
“My dear, here we must run as fast as we can, just to stay in place. And if you wish to go anywhere you must run twice as fast as that.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6237989
Too bad Sarina is a awful cunt
threadly reminder that if you have this face type then transition is a mistake
this bitch is anti trans and her shoulders are bigger than mine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jhGovSN1nic
>>6238151
Suicide for me thanks. I'm only here to enjoy my youth and die
>>6237418 #
Holy shit are you really this terrible of a person? This is so fucked up. I feel embarrassed for idolizing you for a while.
>>6238129
>to transition would cause damage to legitimate trannies
wat
>>6238186
People change beep... just remember that.
>>6238170
... this sounds like a book I should actually read. It's almost like a silhouette of life itself.
>>6238175
she's gorg & super cute tho.
~the power of surg~
>>6238190
I don't want to ruin your reputation of true trans. Since I'm autistic I'll make you look bad
>>6238195
“Alice: Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?
The Cheshire Cat: That depends a good deal on where you want to get to.
Alice: I don't much care where.
The Cheshire Cat: Then it doesn't much matter which way you go.
Alice: ...So long as I get somewhere.
The Cheshire Cat: Oh, you're sure to do that, if only you walk long enough.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238193
I guess but holy shit?? Harassing someone to suicide?? Idc if shes as crazy or crazier than kayla can be. Thats just disgusting.
>>6238165
idk my biggest issue was self hate at the time i dident want to be what i though was a "freak". And I ran away from everyone and everything finaly came out in my late 20's. depression was a permanent state until the changes I just wanted an out did all the tell tail tras bs but I also got real lucky that ive aways had feminine features so I guess im a shitty person
>>6238197
you wouldn't be the first. just go for it and try to be happy
>sign up 4 transgender dating site
>Cockpics flood my inbox
>Literally worse than grindr.
Regretting it already.
I could transbian because being hetero is horrible
>>6238201
Meanwhile, I once tried to kill a stranger because I was mentally unsound.
I'm a better person now, so I can't judge people for their past.
>>6238198
>trusting kikes
>>6238209
“That's the reason they're called lessons," the Gryphon remarked: "because they lessen from day to day.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
>>6238190
how's the flight going?
>>6238198
Disney really managed to fuck this book up. I have the complete wrong impression of it.
>>6238196
That's if you like plastic dolls.
I mean her tits are way too big and she looks rather weird now.
Like how kimber James is.
But she is an awful person who causes a lot of issues.
>>6238202
But I'm still a terrible person :)
youtube comments are so anti trans and evil oh my god why are they allowed to openly advocate murder
>>6238215
There's some kinky shit in it too...
“Speak roughly to your little boy
and beat him when he sneezes!
he only does it to annoy,
because he knows it teases!”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238197
Live life for yourself. Don't sacrifice something that would make you happy for something as pointless and abstract as the "reputation of trutrans".
>>6238215
Catching a connecting flight
How's it going?
>>6238190
I know it doesn't make sense but they aren't the first person to feel that way. ;_; Back then I knew some trans people that I thought were good people and I knew that they suffered because people thought bad things about trans people and because I was depressed I thought that I was a fundamentally fucked up person that would make real trans people look bad by association with me if I transitioned or even came out as wanting to to anybody... Yes, I was being stupid. Yes, I realize that in the end I probably do more harm transitioning as late as I am than I would have if I had just gone ahead and transitioned back in high school. All I can say in my defense is that I had a really distorted world view back then.
>>6238202
You can hardly say theyre good people
>>6238197
Stop being an idiot and go for it already. Sorry, I shouldn't call you an idiot, but I can't tell my past self this so you're the closest I have to yell at for my past stupidity. ;_;
>>6238207
>being hetero is horrible
I beg to differ
>tfw covered in bruises and bitemarks in the morning
>tfw insides still twitchy
>tfw instant waterfall when thinking about last night
>>6238207
idk okcupid aint bad im in a relationship so i cant act on any of the messages. tfw you've got 150+ likes and a bunch of messages from ppl that think you hot :)
/mtfg/, is it normal to still cum white sticky stuff 1 year 5 months later?
>>6238217
you haven't told anyone to kill themselves late or dox anyone so it's an improvement
>>6238225
“Alice didn't think that proved it at all; however, she went on: 'And how do you know that you're mad?'
'To begin with,' said the Cat, 'a dog's not mad. You grant that?'
'I suppose so,' said Alice.
'Well then,' the Cat went on, 'you see, a dog growls when it's angry, and wags its tail when it's pleased. Now I growl when I'm pleased, and wag my tail when I'm angry. Therefore I'm mad.'
'I call it purring, not growling,' said Alice.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238203
Why does that make you a shitty person? I don't see how it does.
>>6238220
Eh, better. My dad told me not to go to the sketchy interview, so I guess he actually cares about my well-being.
Is it a long layover?
>>6238219
What part was that in?
I feel like disney fucked up a lot of society by simplifying the messages of great stories, so that the average person could understand it without adjusting their view of the world.
>>6238223
the point is they trying to change for the better
are you a good person aside from your online persona?
>>6238228
Some people retain that, some don't; I don't think anyone knows why. Have you had your levels checked? If you're getting all of the changes you want from HRT then it's probably fine, but it might be a sign that you don't have enough anti-androgens or estrogen, I'm not sure. Talk with your doctor I guess.
>>6238229
I never doxxed though and I am telling you to die but only in my mind :)
>>6238233
>What part was that in?
That is a really good question. I have a word pad file with a bunch of quotes, but it's been so long since I read that book that I barely remember it.
>>6238240
I have 50 in testosterone (normal 800-1000) and 90 ish in estrogen (normal 50-240), so my doctor says I'm fine. My cum isn't milky though, just clear.
>>6238203
And I definitely felt the "not wanting to be a freak" self hate as well, don't feel bad about that; I don't want to make it to sound like I was only thinking about others or something, haha, more than that I was just incredibly, irrationally scared.
>>6238181
<3 u! How are you?
>>6238186
We are neither angels or demons beep. People suck and all we try to do in life is not suck as much
>>6238196
I sort of met her 6-7 years ago and she was nice. Ummm yeah.
>>6238201
You can't harass someone to suicide beep..people who suicide do it no matter what. It was a dick move on her part, but saying that she bullied someone to suicide is bullshit.
>>6238225
The best thing about being hetero is I can bitch about being hetero with you.
>>6238220
Where are you flying to?
>>6238226
>Ok cupid
>Hey babe you're hot
>Go into explanation about how i'm trangendered
>Um yeah, I'm not gay so no
>2 months of this
>What am I doign wrong
>Post I'm transgendered in the first line of profile
>Hey babe, you're hot.
>Flirt
>More flirt
>Realize this guy doesn't know anything
>Umm. did you read my profile?
>Yeah you're hot and beautiful, yeah
>The part where it says I'm transgendered?
>Oh damn hahahaha, well, sorry I'm not gay, good luck though
>This repeats for 3 months daily
>Okcupid now:
>Hey babe, you're hot
>I have a cock faggot.
>>6238249
Oh, if it's clear then I think that's typical, I don't think many people stop producing anything at all.
>>6238249
>(normal 800-1000
>(normal 50-240)
wat unit is this supposed to be cause this seems really off
hi y'all :3
I'm a good boy
>>6238232
i got lucky, i feel guilty about it sometimes
dont get me wrong i would have loved to start hrt when i was 14 fuck I was on line trying to look for meds but I was in a fucked mental state
>>6238251
>>Hey babe, you're hot
>>I have a cock faggot.
“what you would seem to be"—or if you'd like it put more simply—"Never imagine yourself not to be otherwise than what it might appear to others that what you were or might have been was not otherwise than what you had been would have appeared to them to be otherwise.”
― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
>>6238245
lol okay angie
>>6238225
>tfw iktf
>tfw jelly
>>6238221
;_;
What matters is that you eventually got out of that mindset.
>>6238233
I'm glad. What was sketchy about it apart from how fast they replied?
Also, 45 min til takeoff, short layover
I realize this is crazy off topic
>how to minimize the smell of shoving dildos up your ass?
I live with people and don't plan on sharing this part of my life. Not trans, just a sissy who loves things up my ass.
>>6238251
>You can't harass someone to suicide
That's absolutely not true. I mean, I don't know about this case in particular, I'm not saying anything about it; but the actions of other people can absolutely drive a person to suicide.
>>6238251
>Okcupid now:
>Hey babe, you're hot
>I have a cock faggot.
i piddled i lold so hard
>>6238254
I want to fuck your mouth and call you a girl while you cry and I beat you up.
>>6238253
this was what she said
>The goal hormone levels for full MtF transition are testosterone 30 ? 100 ng/dl; E2 <200 pg/ml -- the levels in a physiological female vary greatly depending on time of cycle (which you don't have).
I forgot where I got the other numbers, some link in the OP?
>>6238251
Meh
Tired and annoyed as always
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