please help me. Ive done everything I can but its getting so bad that i dont know what to do. I hate looking at myself but even if I do anything about it I hate myself because I feel like im trying to do the impossible and the unnatural. So how do I just rid myself of all of this? I dont want to be some sort of silicone freak degenerate. I know that its possible.
Death is the only way out besides hormones.
you literally can't. i'm sorry. it's not like most of us wanted to be freaks or degenerates.
despite whatever impression you might have, we didn't just wake up one morning and decide to be trannies. it's usually not a choice at all, it's just how we've always been and the more we repress it the more fucked up we become.
>>6223987
>impossible and the unnatural
actually it's totally possible to be a tranny and we've been around for literally all of recorded history, so i would say it's p natural. as far as body modifications go, i guess technically those aren't natural, but that's true of any medication you could take, not just hrt.
>>6223987
Stop watching porn for a year.
>>6223987
>I dont want to be some sort of silicone freak degenerate
then don't get implants
simple
I don't have any silicone in me and I'm certainly no freak... a normal life is possible with transition - not easy, perhaps, but possible.
everything that occurs, occurs naturally
but i know what you mean and i feel your pain
>>6223987
>>6224060
>mfw repression level 100
just repress and pick up a couple drug habits
