Seppuku edition. Shameful dispray.
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>tfw you sent a message to your crush
>'seen' over 6 hours ago
Old bread >>6203051
Ayy
>been practicing makeup quite a bit
>feel like it actually makes me look more manly and honish
Should I even bother? How much does makeup really help you?
Faggot here, I just saw the video by that Milo kid who's calling everyone transphobic.
What did you people think of it???
I lol'ed at how this kid has the most feminine mannerisms and behaviours, and always wears make up and dresses but claims to be a boy.
It's almost always the tumblrcore transtrenders making you look bad , find a way to end their lives for you own sakes.
>friendly guy at work
>everyone likes him, really nice and cool
>he leaves the state to go study
>keeps in contact with most people
>he comes out as gay
>everyone seems really cool and supportive about it
>he comes back and visits, we all go out for meals and stuff every now and then
>everything cool
>he leaves again to go back to studying
>soon as he's gone every one starts making gay jokes about him or finding a way to bring up him being gay into conversation
>even my boss who thought was super cool about it
>lots of discussion if he is a top or a bottom, cruel stuff like that
ugh i am never ever ever coming out. i'm now truely paranoid that people can be really accepting on the surface but laugh at you behind their back. honestly that sounds worse then me to straight up honest hostility
;~;
>>6203705
Milo is complete bullshit tumblr incarnate
Whooo willl be my frienddd i am lonely train ;( ??
we can be disney princesses together :D
>>6203734
I'll be accepting GF applications so long as you're in Australia.
A friendship is fine too I guess...
Everyone post your trip ships RIGHT NOW
>>6203690
i really try to be the best version of myself that i can be, buuut i need chin/brow/nose first. and maybe jaw. or a jaw implant, idk.
>>6203695
QHI seriously doesn't do shots?
>>6203697
>>6203712
mornin~
>>6203704
OH, NVM I GOT IT LMAO. ya, we're good, girl. dw bout it. :)
>>6203718
b-bABY THO
WHAT IF I WANT TO BE A PINUP GIRL AGAIN??
>>6203724
WOAH WTF
THAT'S INJECTABLE ESTROGEN'S PRICE WITH INSURANCE, ORRR?
>>6203740
flannelxflannel (the fabric)
>>6203747
hiiiiiiiiii qt !! i hope you are well !
>>6203739
I don't think I do....
How can I feel like a girl?
I keep having to go in masculine mode around my mom and grandparents.
I want to make myself feel like a girl
I want to be force femmed!
>>6203742
Kk, cool.....
>>6203740
MeXanonchan
KEK
>>6203735
Yes I believe you look at an adult woman in her early to mid twenties
>>6203751
>I want to be force femmed!
uhhh this requires you to not already be a girl i think...
>how to feel like girl
start telling yourself you're a girl.
How often did you shave your face before HRT?
Did you have trouble with 5 o'clock shadow?
>>6203743
not really it just kind of happens
sometimes I joke about e.g. a red 'a' being 'wrong' but it doesn't make me feel anything ocd ish
it's just associations really
like when you think of fire, you think of 'hot' (probably idk)
when I think of 'j' I think of 'brown'
and the music one is kind of like if on a cool day you imagine yourself as a piece of toast in a toaster and you start to feel warmer
I just kind of see it in my mind's eye
>>6203744
I don't really see why you'd be jelly desu
the inspo to do art isn't really that strong lol. What am I going to draw, colourful numbers? That'd get old fast
>>6203742
that's without.
>>6203742
I think one of my friends used to get shots from qhi. I'll have to ask her. Also good moooorning
>>6203744
Not yet but sometime in the future definitely. And you can judge all you want, he'll always have a special place in my heart.
>>6203740
ediexfaye
maddiexcyba
kitxerin
>>6203749
I'm ok, hope you are too!
>>6203753
Shibari is love. Shibari is life.
god I'm so hyped for pokemon for some reason
even if you can't do dress up ;_;
>>6203740
gemXme
I'm testing a trip because I already post way to much in these things.
Plus I crave attention.
>>6203767
>You can heal me.
>I want to bleed for you!
Oh my... me likey.
I didn't know I could be into this...
Holy shit, I really am a yandere...
This is mildly embarrassing.
>>6203765
Hi~
>>6203740
ediexfaye
maddiexcyba
>>6203753
o-oh, a-alright... i-it's o-ok... d-don't worry, p-pan - c-chan... ;-;
>>6203755
<3
>>6203765
jfc
i'm sorry amy. :( that really sucks.
>>6203766
ye you should check! idk. i had heard they did shots but i've never used them so idek.
>>6203768
M E T O O LOLOL
>>6203740
flannel x yuri
>>6203742
>QHI seriously doesn't do shots?
Nope, at least not listed. Guess I could inquire what they have unlisted but I won't get my hopes up. It's either estradiol, estradiol valerate or premarin(yuck) pills. Currently on valerate to reduce risk of overdosing due to shit pill habits.
>>6203753
>yasssss
WEW. R-ropes are cool
>>6203705
>What did you people think of it???
Like the definition of a transtrender who does it for the attention. Looks like she's making rounds with it too which goes to show how many people don't follow the 'dont give attention to the attention whores' philosophy.
>>6203760
I still have trouble with shaving, even more so than before. Skin is more sensitive now so I can't shave as 'hard' as before and it leaves out a bit of a shade sometimes. Can't wait to get some makeup to cover that shit eurgh
>>6203763
>I don't really see why you'd be jelly desu
I'd love to be able to visualize colors in my mind, I feel that it'd help a lot with color theory and palettes... Rn I just have to work with what I already have laid out, no point of reference in mind.
>>6203766
>Not yet but sometime in the future definitely
Hope you're doing it in the summer desu, winter sucks as much as people love to romanticize it
>And you can judge all you want
Well that won't be necessary, I'm not a judgemental person ^^
>>6203770
I crave attention too, here's a (you) on the house
>>6203770
iktf bb
gib (You)s
my sister didn't call the looney bin, I will tomorrow
it's where I belong
>>6203770
Hi Cash. Thank you for joining attention whoring general, I'll be your guide.
>>6203772
I want you to hurt me and make me cry!
>>6203775
>I feel that it'd help a lot with color theory and palettes
oh yeah lol the other thing is that I'm hopelessly colourblind
I don't think you want that lol
>>6203773
hi red, I feel like shit, I've got 2 hours of sleep and can't fall back asleep because I'm in so much pain, I'm likely already fired because I missed a day and a half in the first 3 days of starting this job, and I really just want to die a little bit today.
>>6203779
Thank you. I've finally taken the final step to becoming a full blown attention whore.
Is there anything I should know before I completely sell my soul?
>>6203781
Uh...
No. I gotta have breakfast. If I don't get my food/coffee/pills I'm going to be moody.
Besides, the best kind of pain is just at that level of bearable that it doesn't make you cry, but it feels sensational. There's a skill to drawing a knife across flesh so that your sacrifice bleeds but doesn't feel anything but the most extreme of pleasure. A skill that I don't yet have. But I will one day.
>>6203682
i said I'd post my face earlier. How's this?
The hair and glasses help a lot i think. Excuse the potato quality.
>>6203778
which loony bin if I might ask?
if it's belmont, say hi to the girl with the bottle of coke
she's nice
and spoiler alert: if you see the guy who's always yelling into his phone - there's no one on the other end apparently
funny place, funny people, but no judgement
Oh
Oh yes
Oh yes
>>6203775
>I'm not a judgemental person ^^
^ ^
Maybe if we do go over we'll all go out for a drink.
>>6203784
Not really you just have to jump in there and find your style. There are a lot of ways to do it. What works for me is posting really misleading femme pictures and constantly calling myself a gigantic man. But play around. See what works for you.
I believe in you
>>6203774
I should be talking to her later so I'll report back.
>>6203787
Your hairline is pretty great. Wouldn't clock based on this picture at all. But it depends on voice/mannerisms/body etc. Try take one in naturla light because like you said it's bad quality and it's impossible to judge with it.
>>6203740
RedxDogs.
>>6203782
I have some color vision deficiency or I just get lost in the colors really easily. Like I can score almost perfect scores in color vision accuracy tests but if someone asks me to pick an individual color I can fuck that up easily, somehow the color just shifts in my mind and all depends on what color I imagine next to it if that makes any sense?
>>6203770
Hi, have a free (You) on the house! Post butt
>>6203787
Looks like a girl to me, can't comment on the style too much.
>>6203794
>Maybe if we do go over we'll all go out for a drink.
Maaaybe if I'm still around here. I'm pretty damn awkward irl though so maybe it's not the best idea, I've literally never been out for a drink before :B
>>6203793
Where's the foam?
>>6203783
I'm so sorry babe. I really hope you feel better
Is there anyway you can feel better
>tfw it'll be at least a year before your disabilities application is even looked at
>if it doesn't get aproved I have to take it to court
>if the court doesn't aprove I have to take it to a higher court
>if I don't get it right away when it's looked at in a year it could take 6 months to get it filed in courts
god damn I just want to get on NEETbucks, I can't even function at work anymore
>>6203784
protip: posting pics often nets more (you)'s
but be careful, you could wind up on tier lists or something. Make sure you only post pics with flattering angles and lighting, thats the key :^)
>inb4 hair, etc, cant grow it rn for reasons, 2 months e
>>6203797
Foam is Inc
This is just the beginning
>>6203788
whatever one that bulk bills
I'm a poor, orphaned result of an abusive marriage.
my brothers and sisters are also nuts but they can manage with life
I hope that they sedate me and that I slowly waste away and my family doesn't come to visit
>>6203728
Do you want to top his bottom?
>>6203801
Winding up on a tier list is both appealing but also terrifying. I'm sure if I had my camera angled from space it would be a very flattering photo of me.
In this angled photo you look pretty andro. I can imagine you blossoming into a very tomboyish girl. Which I personally find appealing and am aiming for myself.
I own lots of flannel and converse sneakers.
>>6203729
Both Milos are two sides of the same bullshit coin.
>>6203798
the only thing that would make me feel better is money to cover rent for the next 12 months.
>>6203801
>posting pics often nets more (you)'s
Guess I'm just too average or dont have interesting enough pics then. Usually get like 1-2 replies when I post with a pic and usually they're not related to the pic lol.
>>6203803
>basic said she thinks they do so there u go!!
You mean the injections? If yes that's dank
>>6203806
Are you one of those early transitioners with great genes too? At some point there will be enough of you and I'll be completely numb and out of reee's
I haven't tried gay sex yet, but I was nearly raped by a guy 8 years ago.
Since then, I was wondering what it's like to have a sex other than normal woman.
I want someone to give me the experience.
Since I haven't fully experienced in these stuff, I am very discrete.
(I watched a lot of porns thou.)
I wanted to try bottom and top both.
I have tried bottom with dildos but not with a real thing.
You've got to be 100% disease free like myself.
I wish you somehow convince me you are DDF.
Again, I am very discrete because I'm married.
I prefer foreigner because we will have less local relations.
I can exchange my pic with yours
>>6203811
Hell naw I'm late as. I started at 28 and I'm 29 now (7 month's on sugar pills)
So you're among friends here... if you're in a similar boat as I am.
>>6203801
go write your papers sam...
or i'll whack you on the head
>>6203810
You should sign up for Autismbux. I am positive that you will get it easily.
Goooood moooooorning
>>6203815
Sadly I am in that boat
>>6203818
I'm applying for SSDI after I get an official diagnosis for my BPD that will likely be seen as bipolar by a psychologist.
>>6203791
Okay is nice
>>6203794
How's this? It's 8:30 at night, best lighting i could find.
My voice is pretty deep. I'm always worried about being heard practicing, how/where did you hide it?
>>6203797
Thank you. The style is 'i stopped going outside'.
>>6203823
I'm kind of lucky, I live with my fiancée and she's constantly bugging me to practice. I still don't though
>TFW NO FFS
I WANT IT
GIB TO ME
>>6203822
Oh hun it already sounds like you know how to self diagnose and then farm a shrink for the certificates. Good luck you're bound to get any diagnosis you pay for :^)
How are you and how was your day /mtfg/?
^^
>>6203828
I've got some FFS for you, come meet me in the back alley.
>>6203825
Yeah, horse dick is much more interesting.
>>6203828
I want it too!
Then I'll feel like a girl
>>6203823
>The style is 'i stopped going outside'.
Beats my 'I never went outside' style :D
>>6203815
>I started at 28 and I'm 29 now
I started quite a bit sooner than you but aside from possible hairline withdrawing I wasn't spared from much, so I guess we're in somewhat the same boat? Or maybe you have godtier passer genes
>>6203821
>Also I'll ask my friend about injections and qhi later
Ah thank you. I'm going to head to sleep soon so hopefully I'll catch the possible results of this inquiry.
>>6203823
Pretty big forehead, but you can cover that.
Jawline is pretty feminine.
Hair and hairline look good.
Nose is small enough.
Clear skin.
You said you're pre HRT in the previous thread right?
Your looks are pretty promising.
>>6203832
Had to work 12 hours. Now I'm sitting here drinking Milo and listening to podcasts about Werewolves.
So bretty good day.
>>6203828
>tfw ffs didn't work for me
>>6203836
I can't take that!
if all I want to do is dress up should I just get pokemon x or y instead of the gen III remakes???
I could get y lol
I feel like there's a chromosome joke in there somewhere
>>6203841
Milo a best
even though i havent had any in ages
>>6203827
>I don't want dogs to fuck me
you tell em red
cishet men are welcome here, don't bully them
>>6203841
>milo
pls be in brisbane
>tfw eating a pot noodle and a bag of mccoy's salt and vinegar crisps for lunch
>britlife
>>6203839
>Passing genes
I dunno. I think T did a pretty good number on me. The best mones has done for me is make me look a hell of a lot younger but besides that I'm trying to work my ass off and afford FFS so I won't feel so terrible about looking at my face.
>>6203828
Save money. Or get in massive debt like I plan to. Who would you see anyway? I like the looks of Dr Bart.
>>6203825
I'm gonna work temp jobs every few days to bring in enough to cover rent/medicine and I'm going to get on foodstamps so I can help out around the house with that. I can handle doing temp jobs because there's none of the anxiety that comes with worrying about my attendance or job security. I Still have anxiety out the ass but generally if I only have to deal with it once every 3 days I can manage.
>>6203828
>tfw no money for FFS
with my 2020 japan trip savings account that I'll start in a year or so, I'll use the leftovers for FFS funds. that is assuming there will be leftovers.
>>6203852
>I'm trying to work my ass off and afford FFS so I won't feel so terrible about looking at my face.
Good luck! I'm still just trying to plan my future to the point where I can start working my ass off :D
>>6203853
I want to make you happy Amy!
>>6203834
u-um...
>>6203838
>>6203843
>>6203853
;_______________________________;
i just want to be perfect
>>6203852
honestly if i worked really hard for 4-5 months i could have money for FFS, but... i'm already saving for my move to portland, so .___.
i have a few surgeons in mind, but i'm not sure. i know literally every well-known/famous trans woman in the world at this point and i know which doctors they all went to for everything tho, so....
i know what i need and what it'll cost me and the ranges and locations etc, just haven't committed.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bI9RE4GkHzg
desu
Does it still count as guy mode if I wear all girl clothes? Where's the line?
Almost lost my access to HRT. First thought was to kill myself in some way bloody as a final fuck you, so it's strangely appropriate to see this thread.
>>6203863
uhhh, girl mode is when you start having others address you by female name, pronouns.
>>6203866
>Outside is lame, inside is where all the cool cats chill.
Damn right!
>>6203861
This is a good thing to go sleep to.
Gnite yall, try to keep the drama down a bit :B
bit of a weird question but is it normal that I can't orgasm after 2 months hrt?
I tried the other day and noticed it just wouldn't happen
>>6203863
.. Lol
>>6203872
yes, most girls don't even lose their orgasm after srs, let alone just hrt.
>>6203863
Er... what sort of girl clothes? I always wear girl clothes but they're so androgynous it's kinda pointless because they're almost indistinguishable from guy clothes. In my mind anything that draws attention to my breasts or makes them more visible is when I cross the line (because I'm usually trying to hide them)
Of course wearing dresses and stuff automatically puts you over the edge.
I think I have passing genes
>>6203872
you need a dick nestled up your bum
>>6203865
people notice you lots tho? idu.
i don't want to be adequate tho, i want to be exceptional. like jaw dropping, demands attention in a room, exceptional, uniquely gorgeous, desu.
because i'm vain like that. like i pass and look ok but i don't want to just pass .________.
>>6203872
Your body is rewiring. I didn't start getting female orgasms until 3-5 months
>>6203872
pretty normal yes
girls get turned on differently so like just imagine a boy biting your neck and putting his penis inside of you
>>6203806
thanks! hopefully that happens lol, my self perception is too fucked to judge fairly at all.
I own lots of those too, not even lez tbdesu
>>6203811
imo it usually helps to ask questions with pic idk, ask for input, etc
>>6203817
fine MOM, bye everyone
>>6203821
cool we're like tranny twins, whats your e birthday?
>feb 29
>>6203885
anon!!!!!!!
lewd.
>>6203880
I wish I did
>>6203881
Oh? Another Sydney girl! I'm not alone...
Honestly Milo and ice cream is Godly. My only problem is I'm trying to avoid sugar at the moment... but now I'm tempted as all hell.
>>6203888
so the ufuflu is as strong as ever?
>>6203867
I went full time at the start of my junior year of high school, without mones until halfway through the year. I wore women's clothing and had everyone address me as Amy. I didn't dictate their pronouns but I would occasionally just interrupt them by just saying "she". most people filled in the blanks because Amy is a pretty feminine name, but I only ever had to get pissed off at a friend once for not using the right name and pronouns, after I yelled at him he shut the fuck up real quick. (Nobody fucks with the DM in DnD, nobody.)
>>6203883
I just want to be attractive enough to attract someone I find attractive instead of constantly crushing on people who are way out of my league or not interested in me at all. I wanna be able to take a selfie without taking 5 minutes to try and get it so I don't look like I have manface.
>>6203897
>so I Dont have a manface
I need to make an app called honbegone for dual camera phones that auto picks the most feminine angle
>>6203896
>idk what ur talking about
you know, dicks flying at your face
>>6203897
>I just want to be attractive enough to attract someone I find attractive instead of constantly crushing on people who are way out of my league or not interested in me at all.
Buy a tank. Everyone loves tanks.
(I really love tanks)
(tanks <3)
>>6203896
the girls in the fish tank/network especially... liiiike
a lot of them have overdone it on the FFS, but the ones that haven't.... giiiiirl
like i'm a 7 on a good day? maybe? but imagine me with FFS. TENS ACROSS THE BOARD HENNY
>>6203897
you've def had lots of people find you attractive tho, and had partners.
i think generally the whole like.... liking people who don't like you thing tho is a human affliction.
>>6203859
Ffs was ok for me but could've been a lot better. Oh well, there's always revisions
I finished my shower, first time while wearing the chastity device, it was interesting how the experience is changed when you can't feel the water against your sissy stick
Used the hair removal cream on my hands and forearms, they look great, skin is very light and in general look more gentle and feminine
That is a problem too, the change is too noticeable, people will notice.
The best I can do is cover my hands with the long sleeves of my shirt
Was in the bathroom for a long time while others needed to use the toilet, they might be suspicious
>>6203899
Valq!
Lewd me
>>6203887
Nice. March 3rd
>>6203883
Same tho. If I can't be beautiful there's no point. .
>>6203879
Same. Usually skinny jeans, boots and a jumper. Though sometimes I'll wear pretty obvious girl tops if I'm not in work.
>>6203872
Not that weird. I can't when I masturbate anymore. Can't even get hard on my own.
>>6203874
Uhhhhhhhhhh what's so funny?!
>>6203867
I do that with friends. And sometimes customers gender me female. So idk. I guess it's weak boymode then
>>6203901
no i have no idea about anything like that pls stop insinuating outlandish things
>>6203904
girl i kno thats why i made it so i dont see posts from it on my fb feed lmfao
too triggering tbqh lolllll
id like ffs tho myself :/ fix my forehead and jaw and chin.
>>6203907
Uhmm,
I was so snuggled into bed I had to have juice and muffins brought to me this morning.
That's my kinda lewds.
Extreme snuggles
>>6203908
>tfw
>>6203910
l m a o giiirl
let's run away and be escorts and get surge and be crazy t b h
i want brow/nose/chin i m m e d i a t e l y
>>6203911
i want to cook breakfast for you~
>>6203883
>>6203904
IKTF SO MUCH
>tfw your only goal in life is to be conventionally attractive
my other goal is bearing children but thats probably even less likely
>>6203908
>not knowing half-passing on easymode isn't girlmode.
2month genetic lottery queen
>>6203915
ummm but im scared of dudes ;___; help!!!
>>6203916
I-i'm down! What would you cook?
>>6203910
>no i have no idea about anything like that pls stop insinuating outlandish things
okay I will not mention anymore about bouncy rigid members flopping around infront of you, glistening at the tip begging to be drained of its essence
need to sleep but I'm stuck watching these
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1vNd8Ro-t0
send help
>>6203917
Hiya Phien-chan!
>bearing children
It's being worked on. The current problem is mutating a stem-cell into an egg cell, but I suspect that if you could transplant a generic XX chromasome in place of the XY (yes, this is the hardest part of genetics, it's stupidly difficult to cut out only certain chromasomes) and then accelerated the growth of the cells, it should be possible to create female egg cells from male genetics!
Sorry for nerding out.
>>6203921
granola and yogurt with egg whites~
>>6203930
>mfw I've seen most of these
Or compilations of people doing acrobatic stuff from very high places. Oh my God I clench so hard.
Soup ?
>>6203906
Maybe a little pointless without a "before" pic
>>6203938
kayla loves you
>>6203917
i love how we're like considered some of the filthiest passers in this gen and we're all like "I NEED IT, GIVE ME FFS" L M A O
I'D FEEL BAD IF DYSPHORIA WASN'T A BITCH. at least you're getting your work done phien!!!!
>>6203920
i can teach u bb. we can do 2 girl specials. 500$+ a pop for each of us. then we can be qts. ;_;
>>6203938
Taaaaaaaaanks.
Tanks
I need one.
>>6203944
she is trying to get you to notice her
>>6203942
and I'm a dirty early transitioner and I need ffs BAD lol
>>6203883
I'm a bit the same, really. Part of why I like dressing outrageously. I cheat, though, "secret" ingredients in my perfume formulas that make me impossible to ignore. I'll probably never be as beautiful as I wish I would be, fighting against age is a losing battle, but as long as there aren't 11s around, I'm beautiful enough to be noticed and memorable.
Why does my chin look worse when lying down?
>>6203942
Who is this girl you keep posting?
>>6203934
Omnomnom... Bbut, I need fat for my ass.
I thought you were a vegetarian?
>>6203951
I don't feel I need FFS. Plastic surgery, yes. FFS? I neither need nor want to look more feminine.
>>6203956
i am~
but i want to make nice things for you~
i'll cook bacon for you!
Am I a whore for wanting to sleep around?
But, like not sex..
Just falling asleep leaning against whomever is close to me for warms.
..work boys are weird around it
>>6203960
y-yes
>>6203883
tfw thats exactly how i feel too except i dont even pass without makeup and have as much of a presence as akarin
tfw youve only been asked out on a date once and it was by a creepy older guy almost a year ago
tfw you went on it because he was giving you attention and making you feel actually special
>>6203960
I don't think so. I consider myself a cuddle and kissing whore I try to snatch it up whenever I can.
It's the best feeling tbvh.
>>6203960
fall asleep next to me~
>>6203958
OMNOMNIM
Cheesy covered hash-browns too?
...
Omfg, I'd love to just never have to work, let my massive upper torso man muscles finally shrink, and be a tiny qt, like you :/
>>6203951
;__;
>>6203952
iktf
HONESTLY, though i don't find myself all that attractive, when i go out i look better than most of the women i see, and i get hit on/checked out a lot.
this is entirely because i abuse every single ~attractive~ female societal trigger on earth and cis women don't bother to try nearly as hard as i do tho.
if i naturally looked qt, annnddd i did that? imagine.
>>6203955
vanessa frankenstein, my ginger inspo
when i was first thinking of going full redhead i found her and i've been lowkey obsessed ever since.
>>6203960
i don't think so, no
>>6203964
gem :( lemme teach you bomb makeup tricks so you look slammin. you're already cis and qt.
>>6203962
Hopefully he took rawr with him.
SRS will never happen for me, FFS definitely will never happen
all I do is try to afford electrolysis twice a month
I can't lose weight I'm that pathetic, there isn't any reason to stay alive but I can't even kill myself because I'm a coward
just like how I decided to repress instead of trying almost 10 years ago because I was a coward then too
>>6203960
Seriously? Looking for comforting human warmth pas nothing to do with sex, let alone with being a whore. It's perfectly normal and innocent.
>>6203959
>I just want another gladius
Yeah but...
>tfw wrapping your legs around the long 88 of a Tiger 1 as it fires
>tfw falling asleep inside the safe armour of an IS2
>tfw feeling the wind whipping through your hair as a BT-7 carries you quickly to safety like a knight in shining armor
Every girl needs a tank.
>>6203931
harro :3
yeah it would be great if that worked within 10 years I kinda want ovaries and uterus though, like being knocked up the natural way ;-;
>>6203942
desu Ive never posted in passgen, I tend to get really mixed results. Idk why, or if thats accurate. I know what you mean though. when I was in thailand, one of suporns staff (they also do ffs) said I should never get ffs cause my face was already pretty good. I guess I am going against their advice ;~;
>>6203964
>tfw Ive never been asked out irl either
I am not sure why.
>>6203971
Why did rawr dox you?
>>6203976
but I can wrap my legs around gf already
>tfw never be a qt nazi girl
>>6203981
Both are ugly as sin. I'm never nice to ugly people because they deserve no sympathy.
>>6203986
Edgy xD
>>6203986
I'm never nice to cunts.
... Stab you in the fucking neck with a soldering iron.
Sheen needs to live in the mountains for a few years and rawr is a qt
>>6203977
>yeah it would be great if that worked within 10 years I kinda want ovaries and uterus though, like being knocked up the natural way ;-;
Ah, but that's what's being looked into. After all what's the point of researching all this if you can't do these things. We can already make test-tube babies, why stop there?
>>6203980
>but I can wrap my legs around gf already
>looking adorable with your helmeted head sticking out of the commanders hatch in a panzer IV
>Hiding inside a TOG II having a tea party
> Cuddling in the safety of an T-90
H-Huh? What was that? I was kinda distracted...
who /hooded eyes/ here?
>>6203971
>tfw teaching you to be a whore
who could have seen this coming?
>>6203977
you're gorg, coming from someone who is judgmental af about the way people look lol.
but at the same time i think you'll look even better and top tier with FFS. good both ways, but one makes you happier, so may as welllll
>>6203992
I WILL
>>6203983
never say never.
Ill make ALL of us qt nazigirls!
>>6203992
awww <3
like 2-3 have approached acquaintences of me and poked around, like 'is she single?`how old is she? what does she like?'
and stuff like that. does that count?
>>6203997
even if that was possible now, I think my bf wouldnt allow it.
>>6203998
What are hooded eyes?
>>6203882
That's a lovely concept. Not thrusting or fucking, just cuddling someone with a nice warm dick in your butt. Is it weird that that sort of intimacy turns me on a thousand times more than the idea of sex?
>>6203891
It's a great town, i studied product design in newtown/enmore.
Being thin or fit is nice, but i like being fat a lot more. Thicc, even.
>>6203942
Tfw I'll never be a filthy passer
Feels bad mane
>>6203906
> sissy stick
>>6203990
I only have a good grasp on eyeliner and mascara desu
and i like never even try to use foundation or anything bc idk what to do and i can never get that or eye shadow to look right
>>6203990
I'm jealous.
Tbh, spooning me would be like big spooning a man..
Even though you are taller
>>6203999
Lol, I'm not even 1.5 years and I plan on ffs. I know my face is dogshit... But you're just a nameless faceless edgy anon.
Sooo? What's your point.
Hell, nikky didn't pass until 2 years, now she's cis.
>>6204007
didn't edie give you all a class?
>>6204001
might as well senpai
maybe they're just intimidated by cute natsoc girl
>>6204000
i could have seen this coming tbqh.
i may have been transitioning longer than other people here but that doesnt mean i have any more life experience than others ;~;
anyways being an escort sounds cool sign me up
>>6204004
>Thicc Sydney trans girl
HIGH T... or er, low T.
You single? :p
I'm actually trying to gain some weight I'm just trying to do it without too much sugar. I'm 72 kilos at the moment and 5'10.
>>6204001
But Phienchen how can I become a nazi girl I'm only 1/4 Aryan?
Hey i just woke up from this dream where an old poodle with grey eyes was following me around and I realized it was really a dog we had with my ex boyfriend. The dog looked at me and said "No" and then I woke up.
What could this mean?
>>6204009
Nikky is an ugly half-bald polack. He never looked good and never will.
>>6203998
do you mean epithelial folds?
>>6204002
It's like an extra fold of skin or something that makes your eyes look a lot smaller... ;_;
>>6204010
I had to go to work
>>6204015
Gingers are whiter than Aryan's... Hyper pure mutants
>>6204013
Why did rawr dox you? Answer my question please.
>>6204010
gem had to work, and she missed it :(
i feel like maddie benefited from it the most, along with my friend ashley, but the other girls weren't as interested either, so.
>>6204013
okok
i feel like faye is going to be so mad when she wakes up lmaoo <_<
>>6204016
no
>>6204017
Now you're hating to hate. Bahahha.
K, anon, ok.
I'm done here
>>6204013
i can show you how to escort too~
>>6204023
oh
well she is moving there soon
and then Faye and her will get married and edie will carry faye over the threshold
but in the meantime you can learn how to makeup off her
>>6204021
FFS?
>>6204019
yessssss kind of i think. i'm not sure cause google says its mostly for people of asian decent but i have no asian blood so IDK
my eyes are almond shape tho ;_;
>>6204028
LOL
ill move out west w/ u after i finish electro and we can escort and it'll be great
u should give me a makeup class too btw im shit
>>6204032
k but i dont know u tho so
>>6204039
Why did rawr dox you?
>>6204039
I escorted up till 8 months ago
>>6204000
>you're gorg, coming from someone who is judgmental af about the way people look lol.
awww <3
yeah I hope it will solve the problems I have. I think the only thing I really NEED is trachea shave, the rest is for vanity reasons I guess.
I still have to discuss with my parents and my sister everything I want to change over and over cause 'there are women with low set eyebrows' and stuff like that. also, my sister is afraid that I wont be able to breath anymore after a nosejob. I love my family, but sometimes they overdo this.
>>6204011
if I was natsoc irl Id get killed on the street ;~;
>>6204015
its not the aryan in your DNA that counts, its the aryan in your soul.
>>6204024
but they dont have a soul ;_;
>>6204039
ok but when tf are we hanging out irl tho
>>6204044
is your family close to/really important to you?
LMAO ACTUALLY
i can see the dudes we go out with gravitating towards edie bc she's fun and outgoing and knows how to flirt w/ guys while im retarded and dumb
lol lol lol
>>6204042
ok but i still dont know u so rofl
>>6204047
idkkkkkkk im busy 4ever bc of work and shit ugh
>>6204044
Wait what races are counted as Aryan
Are Anglos aryan?
I had a dream I worked as a maid for a girl my own age that owned a mansion.
But even though I passed in the dream she forced me to dress as a boy when her transphobic grandmother visited and it made me cry.
Why am I even a tranny in my dream ;-;?
>>6204028
But no is so negative! :(
I also dreamt I had this cute blue pastel classic vespa.
Also good morning!
Also, how does one get into "high class" escorting? Is it how you market yourself or is it something that just happens, like you meet a john with money and then BAM you're Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman in a steel gray sports car?
>>6204044
>if I was natsoc irl Id get killed on the street ;~;
but isn't it better with lunatic Muslim migrants, err I mean, Tanned germans enriching the street?
>>6204048
oh...well...I'm Red!!!
>>6204026
yay
I always wanted a makeover from a cute girl tbhfam
Ive only had my sister do it before, when we still lived together
>>6204034
thats what ive been looking forward too since i first heard the meetup was happening honestly
Ive always kinda looked up to her fashion and her makeup skills and how she presents herself and stuff, since i started going to mtfg in the first place
>>6204052
You mean peaceful refugees who need our help and are totally not just using the war as an excuse to get welfare
>>6204048
you'll like red, she has a thing for knots as well
>>6204058
Shut the fuck up rawr.
>>6204047
kind of, they care a lot, but they dont understand this at all. theyve always been supportive though.
Like, my dad (hes also a psych) STILL asks me sometimes if I am sure that I want to be a girl. I HAVE A VAYJAY I AM NOT GOING TO DETRANSITION. Idk. theyd also prefer if I was lezzers. its weird. but theyre good parents.
my sister and I have always been really close. before I transitioned, my parents feared that my sister and I would end up dating. we joked wed go to france together just to annoy them.
>>6204049
depends who you ask.
anglos SHOULD be a natural ally nowadays at least though.
>>6204052
n-no...
>>6204054
I like the way you think.
lmao
>make use of the vagina you have been given
soon, fampai sooooon
>>6204048
>i can see the dudes we go out with gravitating towards edie bc she's fun and outgoing and knows how to flirt w/ guys while im retarded and dumb
you just need me to teach you how to flirt desu!!!!
we can practice and everything it'll be q.
also ikkkkkKKK but likee i can'ttttt move to portland before i see you? you're so close now. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO MAKE PLANS A YEAR AGO. but we're both lame and tame
>>6204051
i like vespas :c
hi class escorting is hard to get into unless you're very well educated, drop dead gorgeous, and very socially intelligent. most "escorts" are just prostitutes.
>>6204057
>Ive always kinda looked up to her fashion and her makeup skills and how she presents herself and stuff, since i started going to mtfg in the first place
;_________________________________;
>>6204044
thats a shame
also btw i just realized my great grandpa was probably literally hitler youth considering he grew up in germany around the right time and he looked unquestionably aryan
>>6203904
I've had sexual partners but I haven't been in a real relationship yet, and boy do I sure love it when I have casual sex with someone, develop a massive crush on them, and they're not interested at all. I especially love the part where I start getting paranoid they regretted everything and they hate me and wish I were dead.
BPD is fun.
I love how some people manage to make things that I wouldn't normally be offended by, highly offensive.
Mother: You need to go down to the Itrio office and apply for benefits
Me: Ok
Mother: You'll have to tell them that you're no longer in college. Even if you're only putting it off for a year, you have to tell them this.
Me:Yeah. That seems smart
Mother: It's the only way that you're going to be able to get a job with the way you are
Me: I'M A FRIGGING NEET, I GET IT.
Mother: NEET?
Me: Not in employment, education or training.
Mother: Exactly. That's what you have to tell them
I literally shouted at her, and she didn't realise that she had offended me.
Looking back on it, I probably took it too hard, but literally anyone else saying it, and it wouldn't have bothered me at all.
>>6204065
>that whole thing
first laugh I've had today
>>6204063
Well my grandfather was put to work in a factory by the nazis when they occupied his country
So I got nazi collaboration in my blood :D
>>6204074
laughing is therapeutic, glad i could make you smile sheen :)
>>6204053
hey what up im ufu "og tripfriend" fu
>>6204061
anon pls
>>6204066
i kno ; ; i never go out anyways and i know u dont either LMAO
eye mean i could come visit u after the move??? i love portland it'd be great to see it again
but desu we should see each other now too. lol. maybe i can take like a long weekend sometime soon and come visit my senpai in philly and we can hang???!?!
finally got confirmation on job starting dates c:
wont have to stress about affording hrt now
>>6204065
>>6204075
>he
omg I'm sorry red
you are indeed a manly man and I didn't mean to misgender <3
>>6204079
what? is that knot true anymore?
>reading bits of my old diary to a friend I just came out to and laughing about how cliche tranny everything in there is
this is not how I envisioned spending my evening
>>6204066
tfw edies your real senpai so youve always been manually typing that out instead of f a m this entire time theres been a filter
>>6204082
lol red you're confusing the poor guy
>>6204088
Mm-merp :(
Sending shit like this to my friend who used to crush on me when I was a dude
https://unsee
.cc/dupetogi/
>>6204083
>Valq in a bikini
Pic is literally the image that crept into my mind
>>6204079
let's be friends!
I'm the "og femboy former tranny"!
>>6204092
What is an example of something cliche tranny?
>I found old drawings in the sides of my exercise books that show me as a female knight
>>6204082
>sheenpretendstonotknowredtoremainanonymous.jpg
>>6204098
>when the words come out that's not my voice I hear
>this isn't my body
>this isn't my life
>when do I get to be me?
>constant suicide talk
>>6204088
>I'm not a man!!!
>I'm a feminine male!
>a femboy!!
>a failed tranny!
o-oh
I'm confused now
>>6204014
I'm pre everything at the mo, i have no idea what t i am.
Thicc is my goal. I'm single, and flattered. I posted my face earlier.
I'll say hi next time I'm in the thread i guess, nice meeting you.
>>6204093
>>6204094
i want to fell your body valq~
>>6204100
no, sheen looks like a girl!
this guy was a dude!
