uhhh let's all be happy now edition
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1st for tfw no pookie gf
janitorsan, please delete the diaper edition, not this one.
thanks
>Tfw dead inside because never had life
only ever online
>TFW NEET at 24
>TFW will be hon forever
fml
>>6184956
psilocybin?
I miss happy.
>tfw you're so horny for my owner but I have to wait a couple days to be with him
first for there's no such thing as asian passing privilege.
>>6184966
w-what?
>Best guess for this image: 17β estradiol
>>6184956
Wow way to jack sheens thunder you biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch
we're gonna use that diapers edition eventually whether you guys like it or not
diapers rule flannels drool
I feel sad for sheen!
Much better
>>6184966
huh. so it is.
very astute of you to notice
>>6184974
yeah no i was def wrong; just feel like ive used the same wikipedia-lifted chemical diagram for something
>>6184963
>iktf desu
How do I become a popular trip?
I'm pretty old so I don't know if I could do it. I also don't like posting pictures.
>>6184982
no no other-poster was right, it's estradiol
for some reason i thought estradiol looked more insane
>>6184985
>>6184963
threadly reminder that if you make things people like you can be a hon and everyone will like you.
>tfw you can't pick which game to play while trying to wait to hear what you did
My choices are:
Doom
Enter the gungeon
Stellaris
And maybe
Total war l: warhammer
>>6184988
start dating another trip or a chaser
>>6184988
you have to be pretty like me
>>6184963
Hey I can relate. You're 2 years ahead of me age-wise but other than that we got the same stuff, I'll be a hon by the time I could somehow start living my life. FML indeed
>>6184989
psilocybin is nice though
>>6184993
no more of this
>>6184993
i did that and didn't get popular, it definitely needs to be combined with a lot of trip or namefag posting, possibly pictures
>>6184995
what if Iron Maiden's Eddie was trans?
>>6184988
be pretty
>>6184992
doom or bust
I think y'all use "hon" too much.
When I think "hon", I think this picture, honestly, anyone who transitions before 26 is probably not a hon.
>>6184970
>tfw no owner
>>6184992
I don't have any of these but I really want to play Gungeon, just kinda broke rn
>>6185000
>>6185004
This is basically what I look like on a daily basis
>>6184998
i agree a lot. v necessary human right.
i'm really biased towards negative thinking tho so even it isn't working for me atm. really want cannabidiol or some serenic and return to normal life and consumables from there
>>6185000
what if I post pics of pretty girls and insist they are me? would that work?
>>6185009
>I date former trip
who is it
>>6185007
that aint u
>>6184988
The formula is to say hello, ask a question, respond to everyone who responds to you, always add a picture, avatar fagging is best, but always rotate who you avatar is, once you get establish, form groups, and use them to talk about everyone
>>6185004
>When I think "hon", I think this picture
That could be anyone past 18 without godtier genes or FFS though ;;
>>6185008
i may be totally wrong but it sounds like you might be in a sad mood maddie
my shoulder is so fucking degenerate and shit looking holy moly
>>6185011
unfortunatley no.
i tried that.
hey /mtfg/, quick survey time:
1. Age you started on HRT
2. Years + months on HRT
3. Years + months into HRT you started presenting female full time
4. Years + months into HRT you started passing (if applicable)
>>6185015
She looks like Clark Kent, I'd say she had great genes for a male.
>>6184988
be a qt
>>6184965
>clients, fuckbuddies, dying of AIDS
woah anon, i'm sorry about all that.... sex work is definitely hard, and it confuses things :/
i have a reaaaaaaaaaallllllllyyyyyy awful time with dissociation though because of all the abuse i went through.
when something happens that hurts me it's like something clicks and i just...stop being me. and me goes really far away. it sucks.
>>6184988
why would you want that?
tfw you love your girlfriend sooooo much
: )
>>6185004
more like "i need "hon" because". but yeah it's more for the bitter cases who demand heavy emotional maintenance and humouring--and uh esp when they demand sex
>>6185018
what's wrong with your shoulder isla
>>6185002
I'm trans-eddie
>>6185019
1) 19
2) 15 months
3) 7 months
4) 9 months I guess?
But I'm not mtf though.
>first night in a month I don't have any weed
>cry in bed, wake up and cry again
eh, it seems to suck to be sober at night.
>>6184992
you should play the eating rat poison game
the way you play it is by eating as much rat poison as possible
if you die, you win!
>>6185018
youre so depressing omg
Anyone interested in a suicide pact? the only thing that scares me about killing myself is dying alone. So if someone would die with me or even be there while I kill myself that'd help a lot.
My plan involves lots of various types of drugs and anti-nausea medication.
I'm from Ohio btw, anyone down? You can get a free trip out of it at least. Like get fucked up and watch some pathetic retard kill themselves. Sounds cool eh?
>>6185012
Not saying.
>>6185014
I see. I'll give it a shot.
>>6185000
Not posting pics. I'm cute too. Everyone is missing out.
>>6185022
Because I have no friends.
>>6185028
We could call people with anorexia trans-eddies.
>>6185034
at least post your butt that's the least you can do
>>6185019
>1. Age you started on HRT
24
>2. Years + months on HRT
1 year
>3. Years + months into HRT you started presenting female full time
never
>4. Years + months into HRT you started passing (if applicable)
never
>>6185015
it could but
>tumblr tier haircut
>terrible outfit choice for broad shoulders
really aren't doing that hon any good either
>>6185019
18
6 months
n/a
n/a
>>6185034
is it birdy
>>6185038
id rather see your tits or pussy
>>6185019
1. i didn't start being consistent on HRT till i was 23.
2. 14 months
3. i've been full time for 5 years.
4. i started passing all the time after i trained my voice...which i didn't do for the first 2-3 years lol
>>6185034
well...why not make some friends irl?
you could make friends here too, but idk, that seems less fulfilling. like i love the people here but it's not a substitution.
>>6185019
>1. Age you started on HRT
blockers at 16, estrogen at 18
>2. Years + months on HRT
1 month of estrogen so far
>3. Years + months into HRT you started presenting female full time
uhhh
negative 2 years?
>4. Years + months into HRT you started passing (if applicable)
idk I haven't been gendered male since I transitioned
I guess I pass as an ugly girl
or at the very least everyone knows what I'm going for and is too polite about it to say anything
>>6185019
>1. Age you started on HRT
21
>2. Years + months on HRT
11
>3. Years + months into HRT you started presenting female full time
i dont because no genes/makeup/clothes/voice/ffs
>4. Years + months into HRT you started passing (if applicable)
i dont because no genes/makeup/clothes/voice/ffs
>>6185033
get out of ohio
>>6185043
i have a dick
sry
also i dont wanna post :v
>>6185019
1. 18
2. 1 year, 2 months
3. N/A
4. N/A
>>6185033
where in Ohio?
>>6185049
can you post a pic sometime of you in your full puppy jammies
>>6185046
11 months into HRT that is, not 11 years
>>6185049
faggot
>>6185035
I used to be a spooky skeleton but now I'm fat
I just look like that because I have very hollow cheeks
>>6185038
ouch. hope that gets better
>>6185053
come on, we all know you're 32 y/o.
>>6185051
powell
we can do it in the woods behind my house. low key as fuck.
>>6185057
Might as well be
>>6185038
your shoulders are fun
>>6185036
No butt to post.
>>6185038
I guess I'm a liar then.
>>6185042
I'll go ahead and say I wont address any guesses about who I'm dating.
>>6185044
I'm a shut-in
>>6185019
17
7y9m
3m
5m
>>6185010
>i'm really biased towards negative thinking tho so even it isn't working for me atm
mind mindset and setting, if you're biased towards negative thinking you'll just get negativity from it, be more careful ~
>>6185019
>27
>8.5 months on E
>lol
>yesterday in two separate passing glances
>>6185050
>4. N/A
more like "every day"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JlWlnBWVQLE
>>6185055
post pic
>>6185057
don't be mean to puru!
I don't want to have to slap a bitch
What's your favorite friend simulator outside of 4chan?
>Red Letter Media
>Best Friends Play
>whatever digibro does
>>6185063
ha so it is birdy
>>6185031
I wanted to kill myself a long time ago, now I figure it's best that I stay alive, as I'm honestly working on becoming a figure for good again.
>>6185062
>fine
>>6185064
I was only counting consistent passing
I didn't even realize you were in here, somehow
>>6185019
>1. Age you started on HRT
17
>2. Years + months on HRT
15 y
>3. Years + months into HRT you started presenting female full time
i dress in a way that isn't very gendered so idk
>4. Years + months into HRT you started passing (if applicable)
sparsely by a few months. where i wasn't called he by strangers ever anymore like a year or so? really long time ago for me to remember v well tho tho
>>6185019
>1. Age you started on HRT
19
>2. Years + months on HRT
5 years 9 months
>3. Years + months into HRT you started presenting female full time
2 months
>4. Years + months into HRT you started passing (if applicable)
8 months sometimes, 1 year consistently
>>6185071
fuck off faggot
>>6184991
I write cyber punk fiction, or I used to. I used to write first person erotica too. Now I just lay on the floor, smoke pot, drink booze, and basically force myself to not shoot dope, buy more drugs online, hack into bank accounts and facebook accounts like I did when i was 13 (stakes higher, security tighter a decade out), etc.
Now I have a dream of making my own anime, but I can't draw and I'm very disorganized. I don't know where to find help. I'm a professional with very little to show for it because I don't want any of my old writing attached to my new personality, especially online if I ever decide to not kill myself and go to war with the pharma companies in the US as a journalist (encryption is something I've always kept close).
Idk wtf to do anymore.
If anyone is a draw fag I might be able to pay you. I get a ton of people always trying to solicit me on reddit with their bullshit "art" but I need some fucking weebs that can draw kawaii desuni animoo~<3 rave girls... not some desperate clowns seeking money whores of leddit.
Seriously if anyone knows anyone that can draw legit anime even as just a character reference sheet I can market to others to help me organize a legit show production lemme know.
>TFW being age 24 and actually having some merit of worth with my writing
>mfw I'm not TOTALLY WORTHLESS but only MOSTLY totally worthless </3
>>6185070
videos of cute cis girls eating interesting foods
>>6185067
I'm stealth to half the people who know me and not out to the other half so I doubly can't
they're not THAT bad I guess
>>6185064
>>27
>>8.5 months on E
>>lol
>>yesterday in two separate passing glances
wait, what
You can do that?
I'm 26 and I have already skipped all the steps to acceptance, is it possible to pass when your bones are already solidified?
>>6185052
here
just 4 u anony
>>6185054
yeah ik
sry
>>6185056
yeah i have really fucked shoulders
>>6185062
>Fine
UHHUH
YEAH LOL
>>6185063
reeeeaaa
>tfw have a bf and crushing hard on an ex
>>6185070
RLM are my best friends desu
Sleepycast is also pretty good
>>6185077
how about you fight me in real life bucko
>>6185079
>cute
>>6185074
you consistently pass all the time, even in the frumpiest boy clothes
everyone at my workplace sees you as girl
>>6185019
1. 24
2. 7 years
3. i'm not entirely sure i do that
4. ~8 months
>>6185085
awwwee :(
sorry ;;
>>6185088
kill yourself you pube bearded piece of shit teenager
>>6185063
oh i think i know who you are. why did you decide to start tripping now? you've been anon for awhile, right?
>>6185085
they're an ex for a reason desu
>>6185084
>just 4 u anony
isla i cant handle it it's too cute
>>6185077
leave and die chaser
>>6185094
fat in that pic
>>6185095
wait do you think i'm birdy
>>6185019
>1. Age you started on HRT
n/a :(
>2. Years + months on HRT
0
>3. Years + months into HRT you started presenting female full time
n/a
>4. Years + months into HRT you started passing (if applicable)
n/a
>>6185019
21
2 years 8 months
1 year
i don't pass.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QD_L4FLFj2Y
>>6185064
>mind mindset and setting
yeah i try to by staying at home within the familiar, it always used to work. now doesn't :/ i actually used to pour the negative feelings out on paper and they'd be out of me, privately, and i would be healthier for months after. i really don't know what's happened.
>>6185096
Haven't really been here in quite a while.
I just want to have casual online friends.
>>6185099
go pretend to have ovaries hon
>>6185019
First time 16y7m, 3y4m, -1y5, -2y7
Second time 48, 2.1, ?, ?
>>6185022
I did high end. I was made an offer I couldn't refuse. So I negotiated, and ended up with my first client. He even helped me get on hormones. Before I got that gig I was going out and fucking older men and women just for the company. I had my drug problems in that period too. I was majorly fucked up from abuse.
>>6185091
>would be a depressing image we could laugh at without being hurt
Well I'll be probs like 32 by the time I can afford FFS or anything like that so I'll have to hon it up 'til then. We can all laugh at that
>>6185078
Animu is just not something that makes money, check the payrates of professionals in Japan. Even directors make less than the top 50k youtubers.
I rejected my dreams of animu and decided to work on novels. I had a good time with the first 30 pages of something but I'm not paying the price of not making a clear structure and synopsis before starting. I also tried some fantasy stuff since I had an interesting setting but it's just not my thing.
I used to know a namefag from /co/ who got an incredibly good penciler in the UK aiming for 2000AD, his trick was practically living in 4chan+ or whatever it was called and constantly helping artists to come up with plots around their designs.
But motivation is a really hard thing to get. Probably the most important thing.
everything I have ever done and everything I ever will do is wrong
>>6185119
hey there's someone else who went fulltime pre mones!
wait, second time? huh?
>>6185114
....wait..........
you're a girl, right?
>>6185119
do you still do sex work, or have you moved on from it now? i'm sorry that you went through abuse as well :/
>>6185123
basically me desu
>>6185113
try being in the outdoors, like along a forested bike path, especially during the day with the sun shining... life in a box isn't great for mental health and psilocybin will exacerbate the pros and cons of your environment and your mindset
maybe bring a notebook and a pen when you go for the walk ~
>>6185083
it's not about the bones, or something... i don't really understand what happened or why
>>6185110
iktf
>>6185110
you can still work on things and even present
I do and part timer now
>>6185116
>>6185085
I had a weird ex day myself, one ex messaged me and said she was acting poorly because she was jealous of this girl I had been seeing, and another like has been messaging me constantly out of nowhere after telling me she always pictured us having children together
>>6185125
Yeah?
my tummy hurts
[screee]
>haven't seen parents in years
>they think I'm currently working on an oil field in texas as the manly men they knew
>in reality I'm a full-time girl sucking cock in SF while scraping every bit of money to get SRS
ayyy
>>6185131
but is really possible to pass so late? my only career choice right now is teaching HS, which pays more than enough for me to work those 4 hours a week and smoke weed the rest of the day like a complete looser. It's an automatic legal change of gender here just by asking for it, so I could move to another city and be stealth. But I really don't wanna be a walking joke when I could just be a closeted one...
>>6185119
I'm so sad that I did escort work, I felt so used, but at least none of the men hurt me...
I'm a dumb useless whore and I'm not sure why I'm even graduating...
Haha, late night bad thoughts, right? I miss kaylee so badly.
>>6185142
You probably caught a nasty case of pregnant while you were disentangling yourself from all those dicks
>>6185138
you're not the girl who used to date elanna, right?
>>6185147
no, i'm still anon
>>6185146
what
the heck
>>6185149
L M A O
HI
>>6185113
Listen to Neil Gaiman reading his short story How To Talk To Girls At Parties, in the begining he explains his creative process for that short story and it really makes writing feel easier and more natural
http://neilgaiman.com/Cool_Stuff/Short_Stories/How_To_Talk_To_Girls_At_Parties
>>6185150
Iunno I just tried to think of the meanest thing I could say in that situation
>>6185147
Refer to >>6185063
>I'll go ahead and say I wont address any guesses about who I'm dating.
Either way I'm sure we haven't really talked in the past other than maybe one or two short exchanges.
>>6185078
still here?
>tfw finally reaching the end of the thread and realizing you'll have to wait minutes and minutes before you have something else to talk about
>>6185159
are you a drawfag? I might want to steal you from her if that's the case.
>>6185156
that was rude...
;-;
i don't get tangled in lots of dicks.
>>6185151
Hi! It's nice that someone remembers me without knowing me by other names on skype/irc/steam.
>>6185164
but you DO get pregnant.
>>6185144
i really don't know anon... i've been gendered female like... four times ever, it's just that recently i lucked out on having two of those events happening in the same day
it's hard to find an accurate middle ground between hugboxing friends and anon people who call you a faggot under their breath on the street
I love her so much....
>>6185124
Stuffed into conversion therapy at 20. Fucked me up worse than I already was. Bad thing is the relationships I had going before that, i was healing from my past. Genuine love does wonders.
>>6185125
No, it ended with the conversion therapy. I feel like my life ended then, and I'm only finally getting it restarted. In less than a year I likely would have ended the clientness of the one remaining client I had then. We likely would have remained close friends after that. I'd married my gf, and it would have been bad for him to be seen to be going out with a married "woman". Yes, they all knew about each other and even met.
>>6185133
Yeah, I did. I don't remember my dose, but it zapped my T. Spiro was just starting to be used in that same period.
>>6185152
Neil is a hoot. I've talked to him a few times at science fiction conventions. We have some common friends.
>>6185171
>it's not like you are doing something that hurts people and destroys their health like drug dealing.
or cam girls who take gifts from lonely men
>>6185078
>tfw drawfag
>tfw /ic/ convinced me that animu is shit tier for making money with art
>now i wish i wouldn't have listened because fine/concept/illustration fields are ridiculously hard to get into
>as a result im not proficient at anything and just a shitty hobbyist
kekkandlel, maybe i'll practice animus kronprinz style by tracing over (anime)screencaps until i make 20k a month on patreon
>>6185167
im pregnant
with food
>>6185172
i feel similarly.
im just not good enough for her though
>>6185166
my mom and grandma are going on vacation for a few days near where you live if you see them make sure to say hi
>>6185168
Yeah, I know. I'm not gonna post pics and ask if I could ever pass or that stuff. I just wanted to know a bit about your experience. Were you working before starting or did you search for a job after that? Do you go fulltime and don't care about people or do you go in malemode until it stops working? Do you see yourself failing malemode any time soon (if you use it)? Do you live in a very hugboxy city where people will stand you even if they hate you or you're potentially dealing with harassment and crap?
Anything else you might want to share I'd love to read it.
i may pass out and seepy
sorry if i do
>>6185177
get dat fanbase
>>6185179
Will do. How will I know who they are though? I don't even know who you are.
>>6185172
you just like her because she makes you pass better
>>6185171
Yeah, but I should be productive instead of sucking dick for money...
>>6185157
oh, well alright.
so! how are you, new trip? you probably need a new name that isn't populartrip t b h.
>>6185166
you were pretty nice, so. happy to hear you're still around.
>>6185174
wtf your life sounds insane. how old are you now?
>>6185184
That is a lie.
I don't care about passing.
She makes me feel happy
>>6185162
none of my exes are trans, this small microcosim has 0 influence on my real life.
>>6185182
What's better for that than drawing popular culture characters in anime style with chromatic aberration up the wazoo? Probably nothing. At least sakimi can do anatomy and that shit is hard as fuck by comparison
>>6185177
I too am a shitty hobbyist, but I've never really done animu style. Do you do digital stuff or traditional?
>>6185187
How does this name sound?
>>6185187
I've been around almost since the beginning, but no one person knows all the shit I've been linked to. The transient life of an anon.
>>6185152
neat ty. i'm a shitty reader and a writer and idk if that will ever change. i'm always p stream of consciousness and prone to making none of the sense i intend to. it's more that it helps me identify shit inside i can't normally access and planting words physically onto paper just feels grounding in some way. i rarely go back and read what i write--or well sometimes i do, but i still suck. i appreciate the link tho and will try to read it. thanks! :)
>tfw work in 1 hour
>>6185177
if you mildly pass you could get tons of horny teens dreaming of traps and futa, is a more distant way of camwhoring.
but seriously, there's nothing that makes traditional arts not aplicable to animu. I've seen guys in /ic/ fixing generic shit while staying in the inteded "style" and a lot of big name mangakas studied fine arts.
Just keep doing it. Make youtube videos, train your voice while making fans and make a patreon.
>>6185189
except for edie
>>6185180
i'm boymode 100% of the time, although my gf and several other friends inform me that my boymode is terrible and failing, and summer weather will only make it more impossible... both of my recent jobs, post starting HRT, were "i'm a guy and i can do this thing for you" and they hired me and that was that and nobody really seemed to talk about it
i live in toronto which is relatively hugboxy on average but has a surprising amount of anti-hugboxy people who call you "faggot" on the street, sometimes without even the manners of saying such a thing under their breath...
the best advice i can give is to take your estrogen sublingually instead of orally (if it's straight estradiol b-17), and min-max your fat intake day to day so you burn male fat and deposit female fat
>>6185197
hi kit
>>6185191
familiar but good i guesss. what's the significance? i must know the tale
>>6185194
pls regale me with stories of old my transient transanon frienddd~*~*~
>>6185196
download the audio version, that way you have him rambling about his creative process.
editing is more important than writing (as long as you have stuff to edit, of course)
>>6185190
yea i also want to get back into it and learn anatomy
lacking the motivation
>>6185200
bexebexebexebexebexebexebexebexebexe !!
I love her!!!
When I see her, we're going to kiss so much!!!!
>>6185191
>I've never really done animu style
Me neither desu, I think I've ended up with some sort of stylized tumbr meme style which I'm not too happy with
>Do you do digital stuff or traditional?
Digital mostly. I do sketch sometimes in traditional but digital is nice because you got infinite canvas for free, free paints, free brushes, no mess, doesn't require space or drying and you can share stuff easily. Also undo is pretty handy.
>>6185198
I haven't studied fine arts though. I haven't really studied much of anything, just a bit of this and a bit of that sorta aware of everything I should know but not really. Lackluster anatomy, lackluster color theory, lackluster thumbnailing, lackluster values. I'd honestly just need a ton of practice but I'm a depressed unproductive pleb.
Btw does patreon allow me to camwhore or do something similar? I dont really have the necessary face/body for camming but out of curiosity could someone cam and whore with arts at the same time through patreon?
>>6185203
I think I started Bridgman's anatomy like 3 years ago and I'm at like page 27 lel
>>6185175
please explain how watching entertainment is bad for your health
>>6185199
she might eventually
>>6185185
we all have our starting steps unless we were lucky enough to be born into a rich family. There is nothing wrong with doing a job for money, and if it isn't for you, move on.
>>6185178
are you dating hips?
>>6185183
my mom is short with blonde hair and my grandma is tall and overweight with brown hair. I will tell them to look for the girl trying to look like a boy.
>>6185211
no.
i was dating chelsea but i broke up with her.
"are you dating hips"
where the heck did u get that idea?
im not interested in dating anyone atm honestly, but my sexual attraction doesn't go that uhh, dark i guess.
>>6185207
kit! hello kit :3
how are things?
>>6185210
>I haven't studied fine arts though.
I brought that up because the spirit of /ic/ is that correct techniques fit to every style, and you don't get more technical than fine arts.
I'm sorry, I used to be a /co/mrade and I have an impulse to defend /ic/ whenever they bash them. It's like our sempai board.
In patreon you put tiers tied to promises, and people pay monthly or for each product you make. For example if you reach $200 you'll do X video, if you reach $400 you'll buy better sound equipment. Usually tied to improving the quality of the thing they like. Some artists make it per ilustration, usually when they do huge overly complex projects, and they set the bar really low. Most youtubers make it monthly and turn it into a sallary, others make it per video so they don't feel as if they steal when they produce less but it's easy to suddenly churn out shit.
>>6185210
If it helps at all, it doesn't look too bad. You can get a ton of training by visiting drawfag threads in /co/, just avoid red noses.
i want to stop upsetting people
how can i do this?
>>6185201
No significance, and I've never used it before. It is just a filler word/expression in Spanish.
>>6185210
I wish I had a more standard style. i just scribble in small moleskines and that is about it. I've not messed around with other media since I dropped out of art school.
Could never get the hang of digital.
>>6185215
>trying
Don't be a shitlord anon. I am so convincing that sometimes new queer friends wonder how I identify.
Also spooky, because I still don't know who you are but you seem to know something about me.
>>6185222
Why would you name yourself with something bone related?
Also, es lindo que haya otro hispano hablante. Shakira no fue la mejor adición a nuestro rooster.
>>6185225
you make me happy isla
>>6185225
A lot of people exist to be upset. Just worry about the ones who give a damn not to be.
>tfw I have to maintain my fingernails for farm work.
>>6185187
51...
Being a very feminine acting precocious kid who was bullied and ostracized by the kids at school sent me down some odd paths. Because I spent a bunch of my play time painting and doing photography, I was doing them at a professional level by the time I was 13-14. I grand slammed a photo contest at 15 by taking all three areas I entered, and I took best in show. They limited contestants to three areas every year, and when you won three areas, you couldn't enter again.
The firefly and raven are pics I did while on vacation.
>>6185211
>please explain how watching entertainment is bad for your health
sedentary...
>born into
Getting noticed by an art parton helps.
From 12 up to 16 I had two art patrons who split paying for my staying in NYC. One paid for travel expenses, supplies, food and some spending loot, and the other provided living quarters, studio space, and spending loot. At 16 and after I paid for my own way. I was making enough.
>tfw getting insane cock lust out of nowhere
>>6185231
>>6185235
Siempre es bueno encontrar mas gente con quien platicar en mi lengua materna.
I was actually going for o sea not osea, but I contracted it to make it look cleaner.
>>6185236
I know it is kind of boring, but I didn't want to use anything that would link to real life or other online stuff, and I'm horrible at coming up with names..
>>6185233
yeah but i keep upsetting so many people...
i hurt person after person
i just want to stop being such a piece of shit
>>6185234
i hurt nice people that are nice to me and friends but
agh im such a shit to some of them
i said to anon i wouldn't sadpost but i need to
i have to just
vent
how am i supposed to not fuck everything up?
>>6185236
well i said just now my sexuality didnt go that dark as in i dont like people of darker skin color as far as sexual attraction goes ;;-;
but i upset people normally very frequently
ahhh
>>6185241
D=
ahh thats no good!
>>6185238
I feel sorry that I'm only now reading your posts, your life sounds pretty interesting.
I know it's a basic question, but how did you end up in 4chan when you already had a pretty active life (for better or worse)?
>>6185241
Hi, me too, let's talk about cocks
>tfw no cutie Grace to cuddle rn.
>>6185244
bajo el riesgo de trumposting, de qué país sos?
Viste el video de la piba de 17 que postié más temprano para Sass?
>>6185238
have you ever had a trip before? you kind of remind me of someone.
>>6185241
f i g h t i t
>>6185244
i get that, ye.
>>6185246
i totally thought you meant dark as in morbid, and i kek'd. that is a lil racist, bby.
you could try...not...being...r...a..c..is...t.. lmao
but otherwise idk. you can't just stop being problematic in the blink of an eye.
you just have to consider what the things you say might do to affect the people around you.
>>6185211
>she might eventually
its over already and you are defending her because you are a cuck
>>6185238
saying entertainment hurts people is like saying being a chef hurts people because they could over eat.
also being a young artist sounds really interesting
>>6185246
You're human, it's pretty much your job as such to fuck up. Some fuck up more than others. If you fuck everything up like you claim then the people who stick around might just see that you're worth more than you ever could.
You can be a pain in the ass all you want, doesnt change who you are or why the people who like you do so.
>>6185241
I want kaylee's big cock
>>6185262
she was making a joke, faye, calm your tits.
>>6185260
hey
just cause i like to distance myself from my negative feelings every once in awhile so i can talk about things in a reasonable manner doesn't mean i'm gonna let you be shitty to my girlfriend. stop being fucking rude.
>>6185229
I wanna stay anon because I'm shy but I just think you're cool.
>>6185259
how is hips morbid
she's pretty cheerful most of the time
>>6185251
>tfw could cuddle grace if i wanted but too shy to
>>6185221
>I brought that up because the spirit of /ic/ is that correct techniques fit to every style
Oh I know, I mostly left because aside from conanma, acidenema and kjk most of the others were just projecting shit with their critique, not that the aforementioned trio spent much time critiquing. There were quite a few other great artists there but those three I remember the best and seemed to frequent over a long period of time. Didn't feel like I was learning much of anything there that I couldn't learn on my own if I really wanted to, I could see what was wrong with my works but just didn't know how to fix it so I rarely ended up posting there.
About patreon I was more wondering if they allow 3dpd sexual content to be a reward or something. Like if I get 500 bux a month I'll do a camshow for patrons that give more than 50 bux a month or whatever.
>>6185224
Red noses are nice though. It's like the easiest way to add depth to a lazily colored face but I'm well aware of the hateboner everyone has for them
>>6185228
>i just scribble in small moleskines and that is about it
I filled up a cheap sketchbook or two but it was always sorta depressing to burn through pages and not really get much out of it. Maybe if I had invested in some better tools and did it like this guy
http://mitografia tumblr com/
>>6185270
Ok fine. But I'm available most of next week so tell your mom to hmu if she wants to hit a brewpub.
>>6185259
well like
i mean i cant control my sexuality
that isn't racist ?
i mean i wont have sex with someone of a certain color because im not attracted towards some...
ugh
yeah like someone asked if i was dating hips and
the skin shade doesn't attract me...
ugh
>>6185265
i gues
ugh
idk if people could do it though
c r y e
sorry
>>6185260
uhm, I just cant take the concept of being a "cuck" seriously, especially since its a meme born out or r/redpill
>>6185219
i'm good !! just waiting for work :3
how are youuuuuuuuuuu??
>>6185271
>opens my gf's mail without her consent
>posts it online
>spreads allegations that I have hiv
>doxs me
>cheerful
Okay dokie.
>>6185278
Here you go Faye. Can I cuddle with you platonically until Edie comes around?
>>6185254
Mexico, pero no he vivido ahi desde hace ya 15 años.
>>6185259
I might change it down the road, but I think I kind of like it. It is nice and short.
4 letter trip masterrace
>>6185274
I get a lot of satisfaction from flipping through full pages. It gives me a really tangible sense of accomplishment.
>http://mitografia tumblr com/
Those are way fancier than anything I ever do. I mostly use microns and similar pens. Mine really are just scribbles.
>>6185271
i mean i guess the whole rape/sexual assault/I'M SUING EVERYONE/weird other shit that's happened involving her in the threads.
i thought she meant that kind of dark.
>>6185277
racial preference can be racist lol
implying that someone can't be attractive to you in general because they're darker skinned is ...not just a preference.
>>6185280
no it's not!! but, well, idk. why not go get a cock if you're lusting for it?
>>6185274
I think patreon has rules against camwhoring, but you can always set as a goal something like
>special livestream for top donnors
and show your tits there if you want. It's not gonna make you grow in the community, probably just gonna get hate from artists that can't show their bodies for money but have more talent and trannies that feel that you are giving a bad image in the line of "we are useless if we're not sex objects"
I know red noses are a cheat code to improve your dimensions, but /co/ inmediately ties them to tumblr and they rage like the T fueled teens they are.
>moleskins
aren't they ridiculously expensive just for practice?
>better tools
the tools don't make the artist, but expanding your range of tools will improve them all in the process.
>>6185283
You forgot the part where hips raped pookie and posted pre 18yo pics of her online. hips is a psychopath.
>>6185277
Hips has really serious self esteem issues. You could probably have handled it better somehow.
>>6185277
Ohhh people do it, and theres also times when if it gets a bit much they pull away a bit, doesnt mean they arent there. I know thats how I do things.
>>6185277
your tastes aren't your sexuality, they reflect other aspects of your life. if you interacted with a wider variety of people you wouldn't have those views.
>>6185286
aaahh but I'm too insecure to find someone to have sex with. I guess there's grindr but i dont want some old ass hairy gay guy
maybe i can ruin my 7 years of friendship with one of my best friends while drinking this weekend. He's gay and kinda cute, and he's leaving for Uganda in like 5 days for the summer so i wont have to live with the consequences aaaahh what am I saying
>>6185279
waiting until it's too late to not sleep, then sleeping, then going to work at my shit job where i'm better than literally everyone else but nobody cares, then not seeing my gf the day after tomorrow because i got scheduled the day after tomorrow halfway through the week
and also great because i have the best gf ever and i see her in .............. 76 hours........ kill me
you're probably making more money than i am so it balances out ~
ganbatte at work kittu
>>6185280
Worst feel. When it gets bad enough it quite literally feels like an ache ;_;
>>6185300
>Not believing something that is well documented
guess that shows how new you are.
>>6185284
can you just lay your head on my chest while I let my mind wander, it's probably my favorite way to desress
>bullying hips
She's a nice, sensitive girl. Idk what your problems are with her, because she's never been anything but nice to me.
>>6185296
this is my new motto
>>6185286
Blanket statement of, "i just dont date blacks" may be racist, but in that case its just as discriminatory as "i only date older/younger/skinny/fat/rich/religious/men/women" saying there could never be an exception is discrimination, but people have their likes and dislikes.
hey everyone!
i have great news!
i earned all a's this semester!
no longer am i on academic probation.
i have redeemed myself
>>6185302
I'm pretty new to this general, I'm not new enough to believe anons (or trips) too much.
It's also that all that sounds so awful that I really don't want to imagine it happening.
>>6185300
Not really. I'm a citizen and my parents are permanent residents so I think it will be fine. Still would rather him not win, but I don't really care for HIllary either. Tough spot considering it will be the first time I get to vote for president.
>>6185303
I have to get srs first
>>6185309
Congratz! !ztargnoC that shit is difficult to pull out of.
>>6185306
lmao
>>6185308
"i would never date the blacks because they're too dark and that's not attractive" is racist lmao
>>6185309
!! congrats bb!!!! we're all proud of u
>>6185310
trust me, it gets worse
>>6185313
nopussea
>>6185303
I am but I'm still closet to everyone but 2 people, its not that he's gay I just have a weird attraction to him even though we've been friends for so long
maddie could dox me so hard rn.
It feels good.
Vulnerable, but a good vulnerable.
I think this is trust.
>>6185286
I am not sexually aroused by people who have darker colored skin.
I literally cannot change it.
if i could i would
hips is a nice person and id love to be super gr8 friends with her
or just super close
>>6185290
I mean i didn't say it directly to her, i just said it in a post mentioning hips
i think shes great and i like her but like, i cant do that.
>>6185288
if anything it was consensual, but statutory rape at most since they wanted to be together at the time.
She has emotions adn feels values for other people.
I'm willing to defend the heck out of her now that I know her, she isn't a psychopath.
>>6185294
My sexual preference isn't my sexuality?
like, its not as much as only that its also i have had bad sexual experiences of people with darker skin so it makes me not want ot do it again due to some form of weirdness ;_;
ahhhhghhhghg
>>6185292
i fucked everything up
im making worse and worse mistakes
and im just digging my own grave
i hate myself
>>6185306
this.
exactly this to me too..
she said something rude to me at one point but it wasnt that bad, she has been always nice otherwise.
>>6185308
How can that be racist, like I guess I am racist if I don't want to have sex with a black male / female,
gah
i hate my life.
>>6185310
underage with of age person
they wanted to be with each other
they did stuff together
at one point a distasteful image could have potentially been posted.
