why am I making this edition
▶ Informed consent providers:https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump:http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources:http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php ▶ Transition timelines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training:http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info:https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶IRC:https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg ▶Zeemaps:https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
well i guess ive calmed down by now but
i havent been able to sleep though...
>>6175626
P E N I S
E
N
I
S
!!!!
what is the best city to be a tranny
>tfw no precum soaked penis to suck
Previously on mtfg, >>6174609
any boys on hrt here?
>>6175636
detroit
>>6175640
Most people here are boys on hrt
How my intersex body looks? I keep loosing weight cust being fat sucks.
NSFW completly naked body
unsee
.cc/ribetuzo/
>>6175640
I am a man on hrt, I'm well past the age I can be called boy.
>>6175619
This is why I'm glad I repressed and turned into a bigot who hunts your kind. Seriously. Sandy hook was a good thing.
Less arrogant kids in the world
Being cis stealth is the best revenge against trannies. Seriously I hope you all die from when the pendulum swings right.
Fucking little shits
>>6175644
>unsee
>.cc/ribetuzo/
Fairly hot.
You mostly look female because hips and boobs.
>>6175644
MEASUREMENTS?
>>6175644
Looks great, I'm jelly af of that hip-shoulder ratio
>>6175532
>do all transgirls play girls in vidya?
I almost always do if I'm given the option to, though sometimes I do feel like roleplaying some dood characters too.
>>6175644
looks like a girl body
I'm jealous
>>6175648
>tfw get Asian men as well
Time to eat that bullet :)
To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether ’tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, ’tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish’d. To die, to sleep;
To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there’s the rub;
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause: there’s the respect
That makes calamity of so long life;
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
The oppressor’s wrong, the proud man’s contumely,
The pangs of despised love, the law’s delay,
The insolence of office and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his quietus make
With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscover’d country from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all;
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o’er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprises of great pith and moment
With this regard their currents turn awry,
And lose the name of action.–Soft you now!
The fair Ophelia! Nymph, in thy orisons
Be all my sins remember’d.
>>6175648
Okay, to clarify:
1) I feel awful and out of place identifying as a woman until I get srs and Ffs. The dysphoria and awful feelings would be alleviated somewhat, but I'm still working with the fact that I'm 6'2 and have a big rib cage I want to feel little and small, but I can't.
2) I enjoyed my time as a femboy when I was 16-19. I could be with lots of men and enjoy myself and not be too worried about fitting in with women. I want to be treated like a woman, but also go back to that time
3) I'm inspired by trans masculine people who still retain or develop feminity. I think it's beautiful when they put on makeup and look gorgeous while still calling themselves men/boys
And that's why I'm choosing to be this way. Im going to nap now
>>6175648
Just fuck my shit up senpai
>>6175656
Waist 30 inches
Underbust 33 inches
Hips 39 inches
>>6175657
Goddamnit, one of these days I'll figure out why my trip drops
>>6175638
u been to see ur friend yet?
>>6175662
i want to die
>>6175670
No she worked a night shift last night and is still asleep ;_;
>>6175665
>rationalizing your fears
>pushing justifications
>needing the internet hugbox to tell you you're right
>>6175667
I don't want to be a bitch and feel free to ignore me, but could you meassure shoulders too?
>>6175662
can someone let me stay with them there im pretty sure i can get disability so ill help pay for stuff later
>>6175662
I'll never take skittles. Being a cis male is my power over passing trannies. I get to cut them down and call them degenerate men in dresses. Remind them they will never be real women. Get to beat them (transphobic community ftw) and they'll never be able to harm me back. Because to them. I'm a bigoted cis male and they'll never know otherwise. Which makes it all the fucking sweeter.
You think for a fucking minute. I'll give that up so I can be mocked by arrogant children for being a hon. You're insane. The rush and happiness I feel when trannies cry is so so so much better.
"I don't wish for a better world for anyone. I want my pain to be inflicted on others"
>>6175632
Sorry Isla! I disappeared for a bit! Want to fill me in from the top? I honestly don't know if I can help, but I'll try!
>>6175648
This is dumb and doesn't work
>>6175648
using all pre trans photos since i broke my smartphone conveniently a couple of months back.
>all those jakes
i guess i can see it
>brad pitt???
don't see that so much
>tfw only 1 husbando christian bale.
anyway put it this way, i'm in that kinda grey zone where i'll only pass with ffs. without it i'll be hon tier.
>>6175677
damn capitalism
why don't you do some more meme funposting to pass the time?
>>6175644
huh.
I have a similar hip size but idt I'm intersex because muh dick is huge.
Though I am a grower and not a shower.
>>6175684
ok but like i go outside in makeup and dresses and pee in the ladies room so...hf i guess
>>6175678
just leave red alone anon. you being jealous doesn't trump anyone else's feelings about themselves
hiya!
>>6175677
ily <3
>>6175686
nah im sad posting
nothing happened
i just wanna die
>>6175684
You only hate them because they have the thing that you want the most. In the end they're the ones with the power over you.
>>6175699
Well... if you're sure. I'll be here if you need me!
>>6175681
17 inches last time i checked I don't have mesure tape with me
>>6175684
I wish I could be as hateful as you. Instead I'm just permanently sad.
>>6175684
>and they'll never be able to harm me back
one of them could be carring a gun, it's bound to happen if you keep at it.
>>6175663
OC or Shakespeare, or one of his contemporaries? Regardless, I liked what I read, thanks anon :3
>>6175665
If something hurts you you don't have to do it, no matter what anon says. It might be better if you force yourself to present as female, but there's no guarantee of that and nobody has the right to tell you that you should do something that hurts. Enjoy your nap Red, love you <3
>>6175672
Why, I still have yet to realize what you're so sad about lately :c I wish I could help you, I don't like it when I see my friends feeling bad.
>>6175683
I'm poor as fuck anon I can't even support myself, but I'd definitely let basically anybody stay with me if I had a place. Try asking Gem I guess, although with her money troubles right now she might not accept.
>>6175684
Hurting other people won't make your pain go away, repression is a seriously bad thing in the long-term. Dirty little pleasures like hurting innocent people who don't want to hurt you are poor substitutes for being who you really are.
>>6175684
you sound very autistic.
jelly that I get to be a girl and you don't?
>>6175667
>Underbust 33 inches
YOU HEAR THAT ANGIE???
WE'VE GOT A REAL INTERSEX OVER A HERE AND EVEN SHE'S HALF AN INCH BIGGER THAN YOU, YOU DUMB BDD FUCK
>>6175708
Polandball is that you?
>>6175667
what about height?
>>6175714
>tfw 36"
kill me :D
>>6175646
>Dysphoria's not a straight-line thing, there are different standards of passing in everybody's own mind.
Of course but your own standards don't really change whether others perceive you as male, female or hon.
>Whether you pass to other people or not is secondary to whether you pass to yourself or not.
I wish I was delusional enough to be happy with being called sir in girlmode but all the power to people who can get hugboxed to that state.
>Gender dysphoria is your own thoughts about you, not anybody else's, and the treatment is supposed to stop your own bad thoughts.
Sure but you can't say that it doesn't have a huge social aspect to it. Biologically we'll all be male forever and the only thing we can change is how we ourselves and others perceive our gender.
>If Red still has bad thoughts or feels more comfortable/safer as a feminine male, just let her be until she feels happy with herself. Pushing her aggressively like this isn't nice, even if a push against BDD and stuff is necessary sometimes.
Like I said, whatever she does with her body and feels comfortable or uncomfortable with is her business, I'm just asking her to be a little more considerate on this public forum towards the people who will never be able to achieve what he already has transition-wise. It's like a person with a sore ankle complaining how hard it is to move to people who are paralyzed waist-down.
>>6175718
hit the gym lardo
>>6175722
And by she i mean he, fucking hell i've been here too long and everyone is a girl to me. Sorry about that.
>>6175648
>But my Id says I'm white!!!!
>Jealous at all the girls that look like westerners
100 internets for Ken-chu get!!!!!!!
>>6175712
Hamlet, Act 3 Scene 1; the "to be or not to be" soliloquy.
I'm glad someone read it, came across it today and it feels oh so relevant
>>6175700
Yeah I'll remember that when me and my buddies have one being kicked in the face under our boots. Haha
Fucking hate you all. I'll never stop hating you. Never :D
>>6175695
Idc
>>6175708
Did you take E? That would explain why you've lost the rage.
I plan on taking T shots in my old age.
>>6175710
Gunless country :D stay mad tranny. No cheating for you
>>6175712
Nope. Not gonna fall for it. I'll never be satisfied until I can reach through the Internet and kill arrogant tranny anons
>>6175713
Of course. But that's a fact that can only be seen here. On an image board. In real life all you'll see is my fist in your face. I've done it many times. Even grindr catfished several mtfs and traumatised them with abuse.
>>6175727
>everyone is a girl to me
How horrible.
>>6175737
if i fly to you will you murder me?
>>6175737
Somebody is starting to sound like a total pussy.
>>6175744
I know. This is your brain on hon, don't end up like me kids.
>>6175746
Only if you pass. Hons are so pathetic it soothes my pain. It's passers who I seek out to hurt the most. Although an arrogant hon can attract my wrath of they get to happy.
>>6175737
In the end, my existence will have been meaningless. However, I'll have still lived as a girl and you won't have attained the one thing that you won't have.
Your existence will have been less than meaningless, your existence will have been a net loss for the fact that you've done nothing but inflict pain. I don't hate you, I pity you.
>>6175737
>In real life all you'll see is my fist in your face
surely you realize how much of a fedora tipper you sound like right?
>>6175708
the key is to invert your self-hatred onto someone else
>>6175757
>>6175757
edgy
>>6175727
Lol i have this problem. I look at my manager whose like a freaking greek god and im just like..fuck youd be a cute girl.
>>6175638
>ttfw precum soaked penis to suck
TFW you open yourself up to people and drop the hard ass front that keeps you safe only to realize it was probably better not letting yourself get hurt.
>>6175756
What exactly is stopping you from "passing"?
>>6175717
5'11 : 165 lbs (i have huge apettite)
>>6175762
*teleports behind you*
nothing personel, gal
How does my profile look? How much FFS do you think I'll need, FFS-anon?
>>6175776
the fact that i don't look like your pic related
>>6175775
You look great though love your tattoos.
>>6175626
>https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
broken link?
>>6175776
Uuggghh
>>6175781
Probably Korean levels of surgery.
>>6175751
Kek. I'll never stop.
>>6175757
That's why I love T. It's make me remorseless for what I do. Utterly sadistic and loving it. And my life as a man has reaped me many benefits. Money, respect and power. I can work and not be mocked by my peers. Unlike many of you.
>>6175762
It doesent matter if you believe it or not. I know how deeply wonderful it is to see a tranny cry irl. Those tears sustain me. I HATE YOU SO MUCH
>>6175776
The early transitioner meme. Besides my hatred of you all is too powerful and too rewarding to let go off.
>>6175775
Burn that hat
>>6175788
there's two links there.
>>6175665
>I feel awful and out of place identifying as a woman until I get srs and Ffs. The dysphoria and awful feelings would be alleviated somewhat, but I'm still working with the fact that I'm 6'2 and have a big rib cage I want to feel little and small, but I can't.
I feel this, minus the srs I guess. Don't think my hip is wide enough to even hold a srs vag in it to be honest
>>6175722
>I wish I was delusional enough to be happy with being called sir in girlmode but all the power to people who can get hugboxed to that state.
Try to delude yourself to be happy with yourself and never leave your room. It's sorta working for me
>>6175737
You have pretty sad power fantasies anon. Try finding a new hobby or something
>>6175638
Only feel that feel if it's a gt
I'm a real intersex and my boss measurements are 39" hips, 27" waist, 32" underbust and shoulders 16" across. And I had T shots from 17 until I was 23. Big deal lol.
>>6175785
So too tall?
Too broad?
Too mannish?
Too ugly?
why is it so edgy in here rn
>>6175775
Were you hurt, or are you anticipating it?
>>6175791
Oh Anon! you've filled my heart with hope.
>>6175805
because i want to die
>>6175727
Pronoun fuckery is weird.
I pretty much have binary pronouns down pat no matter what anyone wants me to use because my brain can accept no matter what stage someone is in they're just an woman/man that looks kind of masculine/feminine right now.
But when I talk about someone in the past, thinking about them pre-hrt I will be really inconsistent because I'm imagining them as the other gender, even if I've never met them or seen them that way. Or if I'm referring to the primary or secondary sex characteristics of their birth gender I'll use the pronoun associated with the part instead.
Then you have the non-binary people who don't want to be binary hwo can't get without 20 miles of HRT whether they want to or not... if they're genderqueer-looking enough I can use singular "they" automatically but fuck me if you think my brain can just accept new pronouns in a language I've been using for two decades.
>>6175813
We get it.
>>6175791
Notice different lighting
>>6175778
heh... not bad kid... to bad you fell right into my trap *unleashes the power of the rune of binding under your feet*
fufufu... not punching anyone in the face now, are you?
>>6175794
see you keep doing it. a symptom of autism is usually have a hard time being subtle and keeping secrets, so I find it really hard to believe that you've hurt anyone and gotten away with it outside of your imagination.
>>6175805
Because you all have a debt to pay. And your all living on happiness that doesent belong to you. And I'll take it from as many of you as I can
>>6175805
Dollface kept the peace, now the edginess surrounds us :(
>>6175802
i wasn't the anon you were originally replying to lol, i just jumped in when i saw that pic of the asian.
>So too tall?
yes
>Too broad?
a bit, shoulder and rib wise
>Too mannish?
kinda
>Too ugly?
no lol i'm a beaut
http://www.strawpoll.me/10185915
>>6175794
And for all the things that you've attained, you're still a slave to the envy that you have for the people that you crush under your boots. It's sad, really, you can inflict as much pain on people as you want but it will never match the pain you're in.
>>6175693
That's the plan :3
>>6175698
Morning how's it going Charlotte
>>6175813
>>6175823
oh....ok
>>6175825
this is my fault?!
>>6175722
Of course it hurts when people misgender you, but it's because they're hurting your self-image, their opinions by themselves don't matter for shit. Your own standards are important so that YOU stop hating yourself. If you don't meet your own standards, even if you're a model and nobody on earth can tell you're a tranny without looking at your medical record, you'll still feel like gross trash.
Gender is a performance to an extent, but it's also a key part of a person's identity. Having other people see you as female is affirming, but unless you can accept yourself as a woman first, your own negative opinion will overrule others' positive opinions. Criticizing somebody for thinking badly of themselves instead of encouraging them to think positively of themselves isn't the way to help anyone.
When you're in pain you say ow, and when you're emotionally hurt you complain and seek comfort - it's part of being a human. If you stub your toe you don't think "gee, aren't I lucky that I'm not getting shot at in Afghanistan?" - you cuss like a sailor because it hurts. Red's standards of passing, or what will make Red accept him/herself don't affect you and yours, you should feel bad for red that she doesn't have what she needs to be happy, just like you don't have what you need to be happy.
>>6175723
I hope you get to see your friend soon then, sorry about whatever's keeping you from seeing them :c
Unless they're dead or something, in which case I think they'd be happy you're apart.
>>6175726
me irl
>>6175731
I wish it were easier to make out the olde/middle English though, kinda bothersome when the phrases' meanings aren't obvious. There are people who still think Juliet was asking where Romeo was instead of why he was Romeo.
>>6175737
*hugs you*
It'll be okay anon, we're not your enemies. <3
>>6175791
>harbor hope that l can one day get jaw surgery
>someone says it has a really high rate of negative side effects
>look it up
>it's true
FUG :DDDD
i got a new hat and shoes
>>6175818
>>6175828
I think you are going to like this one.
>>6175829
I'm writing in Kayla because I haven't bullied her yet today.
>>6175823
how autistic are you
>>6175820
wut about my profile?
Alright. I'm done responding to edge or repression posts. They're clearly detracting from the thread, and make me invested in someone else's usually fictitious, occasionally dramatized misery.
>>6175837
Lose the hat
will the occasional ciggarette/opiate/amphetamine be realy dangerous (more than normally) once im on hrt?
>>6175837
post feet (in new shoes)
>>6175791
How much is that going to cost though? like 50k? More than that? Pic is future me
>>6175846
i abused the fuck out of opiates
they arent bda
only good
>>6175662
hows seattle for trannies desu?
>>6175837
You're cute
>>6175849
pls relax foot anon
>>6175849
Oh, right! Coupon for LTS I should really use.
>>6175833
You are my fucking enemies. Anyone who has uttered the word hon is my enemy.
I will die angry and as a man to spite you all.
>>6175853
i dont really abuse them that much, but the past few years i cant imagine not having a few days off with oxycodone every month or so
>>6175848
i tried on a sunhat in forever 21 but i didn't really like how they looked on me ;~;
>>6175845
i neeeed it...i can't wear shades after rhinoplasty
>>6175849
pic
>>6175858
>>6175859
>>6175860
ty <3
stop being edgy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>6175867
hon, calm down
>>6175830
morning <3
I feel gross. I dunno how I feel about working 8 hours a day, 5 days a week.
>>6175851
I don't think the cost is that much of an issue as is finding the crazed Korean surgeon willing to go that far.
>>6175867
See you in three months anon. You don't have to apologize in three months, it's okay, I understand.
>>6175872
Lose my number
Tfw people want me to lose hrt
>>6175868
i need them...
its been too long
>>6175867
you should really trip, because I have no Idea who you are or why you're angry. :(
I want to hug you so you won't feel so bad anymore, so here's an internet hug for you
>>6175831
Idk ignore dem
>>6175831
No one's fault but everyone's. These are lonely kids looking for a way to get noticed. They'll find new ways to express themselves when their attention-seeking behaviours yield no results.
>>6175837
can you post a pic like this smiling?
>>6175879
kill yourself yume
>>6175848
nerve damage which can lead to facial numbness, uncontrollable crying/tearing, etc
>>6175871
Right, I'm going to go walk the dog, and purchase sweets, and maybe alcohol!
Back in a while!
>>6175871
Cute shoes, they look comfy AF.
>>6175833
>you'll still feel like gross trash.
At least you can live a normal life as your preferred gender. Isn't that essentially the goal for most people? Even if they have issues with their self image I can't imagine anyone being pushed to suicide by getting gendered properly whereas the opposite very much has that effect.
>you should feel bad for red that she doesn't have what she needs to be happy, just like you don't have what you need to be happy
Doesn't mean I don't have compassion, I do wish everyone to be able to find happiness in their lives. I'm just saying he/she's extremely inconsiderate ignoring the struggles others are going through. Like do you honestly expect a paralyzed person to feel too much compassion to someone with a sprained ankle that's making a huge deal about it in their presence, do you not see how shitty that person is being for not taking the company they're in into consideration?
>>6175883
No. Give the autism a rest and destroy that hat.
>>6175886
>_< i'll post a selfie after i get my hair colored later and then i'll be done attention whoring for awhile
>>6175880
same tbqh, but now ive gotta be carefull. ill be getting random drug testing by parents since my last fuckup with valium... idk why i even took valium it was the first time and i was interested. i got cut out from conciousness completly, went to school, made and idiot of myself, and then made and idiot of myself infront of both my parents.
Dont take drugs you know you wont like, kids, take the nice ones
>>6175875
I've been here for 3 years. The first year I was curious and open to the idea. Then I become discouraged. And then I become angry and hateful.
You made me.
>>6175829
equalized it :)
>>6175894
>man
lol hon in denial, have you forgotten your feminine side stefania? you should visit us at susans place more often!
>>6175900
>just a Valium did that
You're what, 12?
>>6175900
opioids are fucking great honestly.
i love them
>>6175887
I'm not yume :/
>>6175908
Yummy post
>>6175891
>facial numbness, uncontrollable crying/tearing
that sounds like my state right now.
>>6175908
Kill yourself Angie
>>6175908
delet this
yummy post btw
>>6175899
>No more Maddie pics
so sad, you're like the only girl who's body I can Identify with.
Everybody's else's body are like beanpoles
Welp. you do you. :)
>>6175915
kill yourself
>>6175898
id rather be considered autistic than destroy one of my Hat, stop being mean to it im not even looking for drama
And this is the final trip!
Hooray for success!
>>6175916
Shush you. Bean polls are people too.
GOLD, AWAY!
>>6175875
>I don't think the cost is that much of an issue as is finding the crazed Korean surgeon willing to go that far.
If it really is about the same price as other ffs I guess I'll consider some back-alley korean organ robbery as my ace in the hole then, gotta start saving.
>>6175920
>stop being mean to it
Top lel
>>6175875
I've been here for 3 years. The first year I was curious and open to the idea. Then I become discouraged. And then I become angry and hateful.
You made me
>>6175905
That insult only works on those who invested time and emotion into transition. It won't work on me. I'm a man and I don't look female in anyway or try to present to.
So go ahead. I'll have another glass of water while I laugh at your pathetic attempts to hurt me back.
You see. The world sees through you. I can't see through me. My lie is more secure than yours EVER will be. And that's why I win.
>>6175837
wait... r u hannah?
>>6175843
>im getting on a plane later this week.
Good! I hope you have fun with your friend, and I hope you find another friend irl or find some way to make due with internet friends. Take care Isla, hope you're not sad soon!
>>6175856
I know one who might be going there, so it's second choice for trannies, maybe? I think I'll just go to portland desu since I at least know there's some cool girls living there I might get to know.
>>6175867
Or, you know, you could let us care about you, take your skittles, and live a more emotionally vibrant and fulfilling life than one dedicated to hating people who want you to be who you really are.
>>6175879
It's a bully poll, don't pay attention! Not worth your time v.v
>>6175895
When you can't accept yourself it's similar to BDD, you just assume everybody nice to you is lying/hugboxing, and it hurts you. It doesn't make sense looking at it from the other end, but very little about any individual person makes perfect sense to another.
The compassion isn't about her actual physical appearance as it is, the compassion is for the suffering she's feeling. Her looks aren't the focus, the suffering is, and that's what you should pity them for.
>>6175874
Welcome to adulting ;_;
>>6175900
>>6175907
>>6175880
Cocaine has been my friend for a while now
>first time growing pot
>plant grows nicely, good height for the place it's in and just minor plague problems
>flowers everywhere, it's much nicer than those weird macro pics you see in every growing site
>lack of sunlight and dark makes it an hermaphrodite
>more and more male flowers
>try to pluck them out, more come
>end up with a tiny crop, barely any punch and tons of seeds
I wanted weed, not a fucking metaphor of my life.
>>6175883
I'm sorry. That can, and does happen. Hopefully, the risk yields rewards sooner rather than later.
>>6175882
Stop trying To make me your friend. I'll NEVER be your friend. I despise each and everyone of you and the more transphobia in the world today. The better. I'll be right there cheering them on and joining in.
Can i share my body, too, kind of
This is what i wore to the party last night
sans boots, and the kitty ears my date gave me
I've gained a lot of weight lately but i think i'm ok with it
>>6175885
>These are lonely kids looking for a way to get noticed.
I mean
>>6175933
>I wanted weed, not a fucking metaphor of my life.
tfw
>>6175933
Guess your transness permeates every aspect of your life.
>>6175929
it sounds scary ;~;
>>6175939
>autism.webm
Can you stop sexually assaulting Myna please?
>>6175939
If it's any consolation your'e skinny by American standards.
But that just means you're not-fat.
>>6175939
you are not chunky OMG
>>6175853
>abused opiates
no wonder youre crazy and a waste of a cute face
stop that shit nigga
>>6175940
>snorting benzos
>>6175930
I haven't had a single drop of estrogen put in me. I am pure and untainted by your stupid hrt.
I'll be taking T-shots in old age so I can continue to be as hateful and angry as I am today.
You see. That's the Key to curing transgenderism. None of those fucking hons at Susan's thought to use T shots in old age. I'm quite the genius for figuring it out.
>>6175938
why scary
I buy from harmless white people
>>6175820
Who did you get your FFS with?
I'm eyeing Dr. Cardenas, well because he's close. Did you do crazy research or are you one of those lucky individuals whose insurance/government covers it?
>>6175933
>I wanted weed, not a fucking metaphor of my life.
I giggled :3
>>6175937
Will you be my friend though? o.o
>>6175938
>i need to be sad its important cant epxlain why
If you *can't* explain why, sounds like you might be a tad crazy :/ If you *won't* then I'l respect that. Wish I lived by you, I'd love to be your friend irl.
>>6175939
I will probably never be as feminine as you, and that sucks ;~; Still happy for you though, and you're definitely not chunky x3
>>6175958
You're also adorable ;3
>>6175952
thats what i thought too untill i snorted xanax once, but that was only .5 mg and got a slight drunken feeling.
>>6175954
>"male menopause" happens around the same time as mid-life crisis
>T levels drop, urge to transition culminates into finally going through with it
>Prevent the drop and prevent the transition
I can see the logic behind your crazy talk.
>>6175928
>Or, you know, you could let us care about you, take your skittles, and live a more emotionally vibrant and fulfilling life than one dedicated to hating people who want you to be who you really are
Bullshit. You just want more victims to hide with while the bully anons and I tear you a new one. The world ain't a hugbox. And I intend to be the one on he winning side.
In this world there are only two options.
You can either be pissed off or pissed on. I choose to be pissed off.
>>6175939
you are adorable!
I think it's funny when soundcloud bots like my music without listening to my songs.
>>6175962
I won't*
Explaining it makes people want to hugbox me more.
>>6175928
So a paralyzed person should just be happy they can never have ankle pains? That's the overall sentiment I'm getting from this whole ordeal and I can't say that I agree with it at all. At no point did I say I don't feel for his/her struggle. Like I've said many times before I'm just hoping passing people to be considerate about how much they complain here about their looks, just please have some sympathy to this direction too even if you don't care too much for non-passing trannies.
>>6175958
>Coke is scary
>recovering opiate addict
um
>>6175963
Yes, that's because the drip has to go somewhere.
Also, your taste in drugs scares me mephedrone anon, cathinones are no good I tell you ;_;
>>6175974
any fucking drug is scary to me.
>>6175920
Can I be your hat?
>>6175979
>recovering opiate addict
um
>>6175960
Something you will never have either. I'm not worried.
>>6175962
No I won't.
>>6175964
Of course you can. It's because I am the chosen one. I am the one man who will win the repression game. And I'll die laughing knowing that I beat the system. I beat your precious little hon prophecy. And then. More will follow by my example. And instead of hons. You'll have a group of angry men who will stop at nothing to torment you and hurt you. Following my mantra of pre emptive revenge
>>6175976
theyre good, better than amohetamines. Amph is neurotoxic while cathinones pose little threat to the human body, nd no neurotoxicity.
but youre wrong about the drip, theres mucous membrane in the nose too, as is inside the mouth under your tongue, and inside the stomach. Its a meme that benzos arent active intranasally.
>>6175958
its weird you say that when I here people saying they take xanax and oxy and mephadone in this thread
>>6175974
>not knowing that prolonged cocaine use fucks up the serotonin receptors in your brain
this is as bad as whatever opiates produce, anon.
>>6175982
I'm calling the police.
oh this is SOOOO good.
I don't know what's going on ;~;
>>6175999
Even really non-dangerous stuff like weed and LSD?
>>6175992
The side effects of cathinones isn't what scares me, the addictiveness and tendency to blind you to their negatives is really what worries me. That and they completely altered my personality, I've taken amphetamines and had few issues going on and off them, I was not the same person after my time spent taking cathinones.
Just the words of a former addict, I don't like to see people make the same mistakes, it was not a good time of my life.
>>6175938
I've had one friend die from opana, another from oxycodone, and another from a crack and oxy speedball. I had a seizure in college after doing some lines and getting a shotgun off a dirty blunt. It's all fucking dangerous. Drugs are fun, but it's very easy to cross the line with opiates and coke, especially if you have money. Be careful.
>>6176007
Are you 6ft and 200 pounds of hon or are you a different one?
>>6176007
>tfw u have a gay gf
>>6175994
actually, opiates dont destroy the brain, as much as they destroy your psychological happiness meter. You dont want to do things because opiates give you an easier happyness. They dont destroy your brain like amohetamines or cocaine (well cocaine is neurotoxic towards dopamine and norepinephrine rather than serotonin, its mdma and other amph that are toxic towards serotonin neurons)
>>6176007
What do you mean? Is the 9-5 causing you distress?
>>6176010
its my least favorite drug anyway, i didnt find them addictive. Redosing doesnt work at all and the high is 40-50 minutes, maybe prolonged by one redose to 2 hours. benzofurans are much beter in this regard
>>6175961
I'm from poland noone here covers anything and we have shit currency so I have to work my ass for 1200€ per month.
I went to bart I am unsatisy to say the least.
>>6175794
she was like 21 when she started HRT, i'm probably wrong and she was older than that
that hits the spot. Abusing you has been really therapeutic. See you fucks later
>>6176014
you're looking for a different hon
>>6176016
>tfw u r gay
>>6176010
;_;
>>6175966
Of course the world isn't a hugbox, but none of us are looking to be victims or turn other people into victims, I genuinely think you will be a happier and more complete person if you go through with transition instead of repressing. I can't imagine the strain it's still putting on you to be so angry all the time. It's hard for straight cis men to handle that shit, a girl like you shouldn't have to endure something like that.
The world's really not as bad as all that though, with all the billions of people in the world there's no way it could be that simple. I think you would be happier being yourself and being among friends like you or even cis friends instead of constantly repressing and spitting hate and anger at people who genuinely don't have any desire to hurt you.
>>6175972
I respect you, but I also don't want you to be sad even if it's important. Try to feel better if you can, okay? Please.
>>6175973
No, I'm saying that the illness isn't the focus, nor is the manliness or paralysis or anything else like that. The thing that's worthy of pity, sympathy, compassion, and us being together and comforting each other is the psychological distress we have from whatever source, whether it's not accepting ourselves or other people not accepting us.
Hmm, it's like sympathizing with an ftm. You don't tell him to be happy with his vagina and he doesn't tell you to be happy with your penis, instead you feel closer because you both suffer from gender dysphoria. Admittedly it's a bigger difference between ftms and mtfs than between mtfs of different self-acceptances, but you get my point I hope. Whether you'd be happy as them or not isn't the point, the point is that you're both unhappy and should try to make each other feel better.
>>6175982
Won't be as feminine because I'll probably end up what most people would call a hon. My chest/shoulders are just too wide, hair's thinning, face is ugly imo, and I'd just feel sad trying to copy you.
>>6176024
why is that? What do you think the worst case scenario for that would be?
>>6176016
Iktf
Good afternoon ladies. Back from school and about to go to general doctor. How do I ask for an orchi without looking insane?
>>6176026
Thank you for your reply!
Can't sleep
Wat do
>>6176039
Don't you need letters and such from crazy doctors?
>>6176039
>Can you cut my balls off
>thanks doc
>>6176048
nope, shrink said my plan only needs consent
>>6176046
u first
>>6176035
idk im just afraid of being under the influence.
scary concept to me.
>>6176033
hahhaha lmao
alright ill try i guess
wish me luck on my question to not feel sick
>>6176043
ahhh!
please thats like
an extreme compliment coming from you
like seriously
>>6175960
>never saw vagina IRL
>mine will be first
>>6176054
Throw yourself in front of a bus my man.
>>6176016
Should I watch sakura Trick it looks cute
Please take this masculine energy out of here
>>6176058
are you upset I will be free of my testicles before you?
>>6176053
Been here for a while ya dingus
Dear God,
Please give me an ultra resistant breast cancer,
Hugs and kisses, XxXMasculineManhonXxX
>>6176030
Come back abusing us any time, anon!
>>6176055
Don't you drink a lot?
Just afraid of what you would say or do?
>>6176054
O.o... What do you have?
>>6176054
I'd suggest pop an extra sad pill and tell him you're a tranny this far into hrt and you want it.
>>6176025
I daresay you're fortunate then, I don't know if this is down to analogs just not being as good as mephedrone or down to individual brain chemistry, but I was able to compulsively redose on mephedrone for days and still maintain a pretty euphoric high. Combine that with depression, early transition anxiety and an addictive personality and it was a disaster.
I don't want to think of what those kinds of usage patterns did to my brain, but I felt pretty much retarded for months after quitting.
>>6175960
Blueboard fucktard
>>6176032
Please shut the fuck up you ugly little freak. Go whine about how you don't have hrt or something
>>6176065
>thinking any doctor is going to approve you for surgery
You're in for a shock bro
>>6176070
>I'd suggest pop an extra sad pill and tell him you're a tranny this far into hrt and you want it.
Yeah that was my plan, just wanted to know if there was a better way of phrasing it.
>>6176056
H-hhow will you compare and stay dysphoric?
>>6176063
i...i don't know >.<
i only post anime to fit in
>>6175985
Please be my friend <3
>>6176030
You too, be my friend! We can do each other's makeup, and nails and shit, or if you're a guy, we can find some other stuff to do!
>>6176039
Say that you're trans, that you're on hormones and that you'd rather not have your testicles because you have no intention of having kids, they make you dysphoric, and they cost you money in anti-androgens.
>>6176043
Sorry for being negative, I shouldn't give up before I've started I guess ^-^
>>6176046
Excuse me, but Kayla's my friend and it's not okay to talk to her like that :/
>>6176047
Drink warm milk, get headpats, stuff like that.
>>6176055
Good luck Isla! Thanks for trying, you're the best <3
>>6176056
Just like most cis girls~
>>6176064
Masculine energy is hot though >///>
>Mum told me she went to visit her friend from work today
>Says friend introduced her gay son
>Son was recently gang raped and tested positive for HIV
>>6176075
Who could be behind this post
>>6176080
>milk
Gud idea
