Pimozide Edition
>"what is repression general?"
A general dedicated to those who wish to repress their Transexuality, Homosexuality and any non-heteronormative traits they want hidden.
To a safe life. To a NORMAL life.
Today's tip of the day: being a freak just isn't worth it
>>6140021
Masc and strong repressed mtf. Guaranteed hon material.
Kill me
>>6140021
Get this hugbox off this board.
>>6140021
How would one go about getting lmao2mg pimozide?
>>6140125
Pretty sure the hugbox is the retards who say gay is ok and transition is possible for everyone
>>6140148
No pimezide is for trannies to be cured.
Homosexuality can be cured through forcible masturbation to women. Eventually like any fetish. It will make you aroused naturally.
>>6140021
Another day and you're STILL here, still obsessively repressionposting.
What is it that's taking so much out of you lately, anon?
All I had to do was accept that I'm bi-curious but never act on it, not that hard. Even when I thought I was 100% straight I was gonna repress my sexuality just so I could avoid then pitfalls of relationships and sex.
People act like sexual repression is the worst thing ever, but that's only because most people are weak willed idiots and crack under the pressure.
Wouldn't recommend ever getting married though, even I'm not that confident in my repression abilities.
I like this general,
let's led a meaningfull and good life.
Tell me, why can't you into intransition, anons?
>>6140271
Because it's ridiculous and I would only ever become a female if it was offered to me by a magic genie. Not hormones and a life of humiliation
>>6140206
OP's a trans girl who has convinced herself that transition is impossible for her (because precognition), and that her father will be happier when she commits suicide than if she comes out. That she is some grand and noble heroine going to her death to spare her loved ones the most wretched fate anyone has ever known: being associated with a trans person.
Married guy. Forced to repress homosexual feelings and tendencies. I hate my life.
>>6140989
What made you decide to get married?
Did you discover you were gay before or after?
I'm gay
turns out I have incredibly low testosterone levels
I've been prescribed testosterone supplements
Will they make me normal? I here a lot of tyrannies have their sexuality changed by their hormones supplements. Will these help me become straight and like women?
>>6141189
Maybe. T didn't change my sexuality at all, just doubled the volume. But your mileage may vary.
>>6141189
I doubt that man, you just need to accept yourself and grow out of your inferiority complex about yourself.
You're you and you do not have to make being gay a massive part of who you are as a person.
>>6140021
>>6141189
low testosterone can result in bone issues and other stuff, everyone needs sexual hormones.
it won't change your sexuality and I chose to believe that your doctor was only thinking about your health.
>>6141255
Why does his sexuality have to define him? Can't he let his actions/accomplishments do that, not something he can't choose?
>>6141004
I knew I was gay before getting married. I got married to please my parents. I'm Catholic so I really don't have much of a say in the matter.
>>6141362
What gay desires do you have?
>>6141377
I desire to be with men sexually. I miss the caress of rough working hands, i need to feel the roughness of facial hair, I want to be submissive. I love the idea of cleaning house, cooking dinner, and having my clothes ripped off of me afterwards, I want to be force Fed cock and made to swallow my mans cum. I want to be pounded into the mattress while having my hair pulled. I really miss holding hands during sex too. Oh gawd I better stop.
Hi repression general! I figured I would stop by since I've been repressing being a mtf for quite some time but I've finally gave in. You all should just say fuck it and do the same.
>>6140961
That just about covers it.
>>6141601
Yeah but you have cocaine and stuff.
>>6140127
You won't get any responses because pimozide is a meme
I just want to be the son my father wants
>>6140961
Why do you gender me female when you can safely assume I look nothing like a female
>>6140021
I want to be a girl so bad
>>6144862
Because you being a self-hating drama queen with body image issues refusing to address any of that does not give me any particular reason to misgender you.
You've made your gender identity clear, and have not once in your long and ill-conceived "re-repression" made a positive statement affirming that your gender identity is different from what you claimed when you joined us. Which is pretty understandable. You're not a boy. You're just a trans girl trying to find a way to avoid the challenges of transition.
>>6141601
>most don't make it
See if you still believe this in 3 years
>>6148768
I just can't face it. And the most deep set rage hate and anger is all I have to cover it up. I make up ridiculous stories pretending I'm this horrible bigot. Just so I can feel better.
I will admit it. I'm not a boy.
I'm... honestly i don't know, curious, bisexual, hetroflexible, not sure. Fooled around in school with a friend but..
Mostly straight, just sometimes doing it with a guy is a mighty tasty idea. Too spineless to actually do it though.
>>6140021
lol
>>6140021
Iktf so bad
I must become a monster in order to protect myself and not appear a monster to society
>>6148912
I'm on the same boat bro and honestly the more I read the more confused I get. It doesn't help that I have major shit piled up inside my head so dealing with this rationally has been a bitch and to top it all off, the lgbt/gay community is filled with literal insufferable faggots who would rather see you become one of them than just help or hear you out without an agenda.
I never fooled around or anything and nothing in my life has ever compared to the rush I got from seeing a woman naked or having sex, but sometimes doubt takes a hold of me and I get anxious thinking that I've been gay all my life and have just been repressing it, due to sometimes having a passing attraction to guys.
I do find that going to the gym or being productive in general ( since I barely get out ) usually makes me feel better about myself and the doubts disappear, even if I really am a bi or something along those lines. Also laying off of porn ( I have a major addiction ) helps.
Pimozide? Is this a miracle drug that will cure my dysphoria and make me lust for women?
Never surrender
>>6161111
It will cure your dysphoria for sure, but I'm not sure if it will make you lust for women.
>>6140021
Post comfy feels
>be outside
>see tranny or gay
>"I'm glad I'm not them"
>>6173855
Same. My repression is fed when people treat and respect me like a normal human being. Which is everyday.
Never have to worry about my looks. Or being clocked or passing. It's bliss.
sure is sad in here
>>6173855
feels good. i let off some steam by purposely calling mtfs "sir" and "man" or "bro" a lot, or if i'm feeling particularly stressed just beating them
>>6173881
This. The best part is. They know hat we are repressed on this board.
But irl they can't do shit and fear us like normal cis men. And then I get to mock them here.
The amount of trannies I have made cry. It's hilarious.
Repression can be super fun and happy most of the time.
>>6173876
Lol don't you have some estrogenic crying to do
>>6173876
what are you doing up it's 6am
>>6173892
make me cry big boy
Trannies never realise the things they give up.
I get to enjoy having lots of friends and family who see me as a normal decent human being. I get to walk the streets and not be laughed at. I can go where I please. I don't need a safe space. Coz the whole world is my safe space
>>6173904
You do it yourself. You trannies are so hopped up on estrogen. It only be a matter of time before you start bawling in the thread again.
>>6173892
>estrogenic crying
>like it's a bad thing
Whatever. Estrogen is the best. Must suck to still be in the place where your hormones won't even let you cry no matter how desperately you want to. When you finally have your breakdown, you will just look like a giant man-baby, instead of a cute thing that people want to protect. Have fun with that.
>>6174134
>implying I would ever pass even if I was on hrt
Nice delusion
All this post did was make me angry. Good job tranny. I literally can't feel sadness.
Yeah we will see. When I drag a knife across my throat one day. I don't need anyone or anything.
>>6174184
y'all are monsters lmao
>>6174196
True. But it is better to be feared than loved
>>6174252
Machiavelli was a cunt and not applicable in an liberal democracy
>>6174184
You could still be a soft, feminine boy.
>>6174365
Aka a faggot.
>>6174411
I don't know some straight men like a cute femmeboy on the DL
>>6174411
aka someone people instinctively want to take care of and protect, someone who can cry and be held and have it be okay.
>>6174491
Don't know what fantasy you live in where gays are treated well
Grant me revenge
One day you'll all get to be the cute girls you want to be, or find mr. Right, I believe you guys can find happiness!!
>tfw I'll never be straight
>>6178655
I wonder if giving false hope to those who won't make it is worth it to encourage those who will.
>>6140139
>this nigga gets it
i want to destroy plebbit from the inside for pushing this meme to gullible fucktards
>>6141189
im sure if they up your T levels you're just going to get more horny and desire to fuck dudes a lot more than you currently do
>be me
>live in a shitty country
>AGP
>started to take spiro only
>not very effective in feminizing but it stopped my from getting muscles and I started to have better skin/hair
>started to grew my hair
>still look like a guy, but a feminine one
>one day when I was getting back home three hooligans tried to run me over with their car and then get of the car and run after me and kept calling me faggot
>barely made it home
>after that I cut my hair and stopped taking spiro
>now I'm in ottermode
>every time I look into mirror I hate what I look
How possible is repression, really? Is it possible for some and not others? Do you just make yourself more miserable by repressing than you would be being honest with yourself?
>>6140021
I'm not completely repressed. I sort of test the water.
>>shave legs, nobody cares
>>shave stomach and back, nobody cares
>>shave armpits, nobody cares
>>shave chest, WHAT THE FUCK!?
>>stop shaving chest
>>buy soft fluffy pajamas, nobody cares
>>buy cheap thin socks that resemble nylon even though they are marketed to men, people raise eyebrows
>>I keep my socks
>>talk about piercing ears, WHAT THE FUCK!?
>>don't pierce ears
>>talk about getting manpri's, WHAT THE FUCK!?
>>start buying long tight shorts, nobody cares
It's a brave new world.
>>6180683
>shave armpits
You don't shave it in the first place?
>>6180487
buy a gun
>>6180762
So things can only escalate
>>6180768
cá Žuck attitude
>>6140021
I'd like to hope that some people on here do actually realize that transitioning for some of us makes us miserable. I started early and pass and enjoy who I've become on occasion, but ever since transitioning it's made me even more depressed and I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels this way. Transfags need to stop acting like this shit doesn't exist cause there should be another way for those that truly don't want to transition but have to to quite the dysphoria.
>>6180919
yup, passing doesn't fix all your problems.
Higly unlikely I'll make it, but at least I know how to dress and take care of myself better
>>6140021
Here you go, OP. You can listen to this song, and let it feed your dysphoria.
>i see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
>i have to turn my head until my darkness goes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4irXQhgMqg
>>6181551
>maybe then i'll fade away and not have to face the facts
>it's not easy facing up when your whole world is black
Daily reminder:
The study of pimozide is dumb, the sample is one person from 1996 who wasn't even confirmed a trans, described as "doubtful gender dysphoria" and they didn't follow the patient for very long.
In the good ol' days of psychiatry patients where drugged out of their mind with neuroleptics, so much they could hardly think or do anything.
What's pimozide? A neuroleptic. From wikipedia "On a weight basis it is even more potent than haloperidol"
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pimozide
If you've ever seen someone on haloperidol, you'll know it's really bad. You won't be sleeping like a cat, you'll be more like a zombie all day.
Its as if you lobotomised a transgender and said: "Look! He no longer wants to transition!"
>>6181629
I'll take ten
FtM but don't want to transition into a man so I don't lose the respect and love of all the people in my life. :') I'll settle for being an androgynous woman
so if i'm diagnosed with dysphoria it's either transition, suicide or losing your mind after 30 years of struggle and becoming turbohon
thanks genes
>>6141442
please continue
death to the human brain
>>6180487
No need to stop the spiro, senpai. Also, why didn't you take estrogen too? You couldn't afford it?
>>6180578
Some people repress their whole lives. But whether you can or you can't last that long repressing, it's not a way you would want to live. Skip to middle age or older adult of this essay. Or read the whole thing for a greater appreciation of the life stages.
http://avitale.com/developmentalreview.htm
It's quite sad reading this about people who repressed so long.
>>6141442
Even though you're not trans, I'm going to second >>6181917.
>>6183343
Oh Jesus Christ no. This describes me to a tee
>>6183434
Yeah, it's eye-opening. Where did you start reading? What stage are you at now? Did you plan on repressing your whole life?
>>6183693
Just left adolescence. It was the part about "sheer force of will" and then at 50 he's crying on the office floor in the feral position
I'm going to start hrt immediately
>>6183765
Glad I could spare you some more years maybe decades of repression and misery.
I wish you good luck.
>>6141189
Lol no you retard, your brain is forever wired to like cock
>>6183777
I'll need it
>>6183793
Which posts were yours, if you don't mind?
>>6183803
Those were my first Itt
>>6183822
How long have you been repressing and how long have you been on /lgbt/?
>>6183835
6 months on lgbt on and off. Slowly grew to be the new homeboard from /pol/ about 2 months ago
Knew I was trans since 5, repressed. Forgot about it. Suffered inexplicable depression at 18 And thoughts resurfaced around 20
Now 21
>>6183856
>Slowly grew to be the new homeboard from /pol/ about 2 months ago
fuck.. me too lol
>>6183882
Well it does fit the paradoxical "edgelord" tactic that most repressers use according to the case study
>>6183882
What about you? How long have you been repressing? Which posts were yours?
>>6183894
eh, I wasn't like one of those unironically posting gas the degenerate faggots types..
>>6183960
idk if i'm actually repressing, at least i would like to start actively doing it. i'm mostly agp and disgusting. i've been aware of it for like 3 years at this point although i've had it for a lot longer and just didn't realize it.
but whatever maybe i was/am repressing because i've already started taking hormones, alhtough i hate myself for it. i want it all to go away. i'm not sure if i posted itt yet
>>6140045
I hear that these are the best in bed, due to understanding how girls want to be fucked.
>>6184203
>iktf all too well
1/2
>>6185160
>>6181800
sometimes I think failed ftm and mtf should hang out so they can support each other in some weird way
>>6183343
>John, a 50 year-old genetic male, medical research scientist, married (23 years), father of three children aged 20, 17 and 7, phoned me after experiencing a panic attack severe enough to require emergency attention from paramedics at the airport on his way to give a presentation at a conference. John gave me only his first name and informed me that I was the first to be told what he was about to tell me. He said he was "gender dysphoric" and that he was "desperate." Feelings that were once "controllable through sheer force of will," had increased to where he now was having protracted periods where he would close his office door, lie on the floor and weep quietly while curled up in the fetal position, holding his genitals in pain. Other than intrusive and repeated fantasies of being female, he had refused to allow himself any overt form of female gender expression. He reported feeling that if he was to cross-dress and be caught, he would dishonor his wife and family. Having attained international recognition for his work, he was also concerned about his professional reputation. The only other form of temporary relief came through masturbating, often up to five times a day.
my future looks bright
JUST GIVE ME ONE TESTIMONIAL FROM SOMEONE WHO SUCCESSFULLY REPRESSED OR BEAT DYSPHORIA
JUST ONE
I BEG YOU
>>6185237
>he had refused to allow himself any overt form of female gender expression
looks like dude is wound up too tight
there are various levels a guy can be fem without going full tranny
>>6185256
Siddhártha Guatama Buddha
>>6185289
Pls halp, reality sucks.
>it was just an illusion
>>6185256
just keep an eye out for those that get off the tranny train and go back to being andro males
>>6185256
Dysphoria is just a feeling. Maybe you mean gender dysphoria?
>>6185312
as much as you might dislike reality never take mushrooms
>>6174184
well, what do you look like? also height. ive seen some super masc dudes do pretty well. the whole process is unpredictable honestly. you'll never know unless you try, and even then its better to try than to die alone and full of regret. hope you feel better either way.
>>6183343
>why didn't you take estrogen too? You couldn't afford it?
A. it's harder to get it
B. taking it would grew tits, which I'm not ready for.
C. I live in a shit country, were having a long hair got me in troubles, what would happen if I had tits too?
>>6185829
that's a shame. if you're brown you could always force your way into the EU somewhere. if it's singapore or something...thailand?
>>6186083
montenegro? dude just hitch on a sandnigger train straight into germany. get your neetbux and free hormones
>>6141442
>tfw sex with your wife is so boring
This thread is more depressing than /r9k/
>>6168784
this gif
i wanted to see what /mtfg/ was firing but couldn't screenshot it fast enough.
147 frames
only 3 contain the text
"Truth"
how did whoever make that expect us to read it?
>>6186394
>>6140021
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5tKSeSF8-w
>tfw repressing wih friends
>>6185590
>super masculine
>do well as mtf
>>6192377
I know. It's one of those hugboxers with their hugbox anecdotes designed to trick newfags.
Bully anons who say "you will never pass" are actually kind in reality.
I'm gay but I want Zarya from Overwatch to choke me.
Can I be helped?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0X-VCFkn9Eo
NEVER SURRENDER! YOU'VE GOT THE HEART OF A HERO!
I forgive you all for choosing the wrong path, I hope you all can forgive yourselves when you all eventually break down some time between now and when you're old.
in the mean time, have headpats
*pat pat pat*
>>6140021
>repressing an extremely rare neurological anomaly
>normal
Face it, you're not "average" no matter how you try to mitigate your dysphoria. All you're doing is lying to yourself and society because you're too cowardly to handle the social rejection and oppression.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VJBBUqr1wM
>>6192666
There's one thing you trannies never consider.
The fact that you are WRONG. And that the oppression and social rejection is nothing but the natural response of healthy humans.
Schizos don't get encouraged. Trannies shouldn't either.
There is no such thing as mtf, only male to estrogen filled male, mutilated fake vaginas and sad desperate imitations of cis women.
>>6192668
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDglMK9sgIQ
Two can play at that game. Accept the body you were made with. The Physical overrides the mental.
>>6192707
no, schizos get treatment
guess what the treatment is for gender dysphoria
you're literally the equivalent of a schizo off their meds
>>6192717
I've seen this argument 1000 times. And I won't be swayed. Gender dysphoria is real. But transition is not a cure.
The cure is to remove the dysphoria and allow them to be comfortable in their birth sex as it is. Their only sex.
Me. Unlike other trannies. Actually have morals and principles. And look at things without emotion.
I have mental strength so I can last for decades more until a even better version of pimozide comes out.
But I'll still start taking with all the side effects when I'm 50 anyway.
Until you figure out how to remove Y chromosomes, and become biological females, and have your own reproductive organs. There is no transition. Just glorified crossdressing and a lifetime drug dependency on hormones
>>6192743
I never said it was a cure, I said it is a treatment
you think you will succeed with repression where greater men have failed?
the clock is ticking, the fact you spend so much time thinking about repression indicates the cracks have already formed.
all were saying is to avoid the pain before it truly becomes too late and you ensure hondom and never have a slither of happyness
>>6192760
Pfft. By the time it becomes a problem for me it will be the late 2040s. 2040s. Think about that. 30 years of medical advances. Won't be surprised if the tranny cure is made and the entire transgender movement is reduced to a footnote in medical history. With SRS and HRT being remembered like the lobotomy was.
The pathetic hons of today had no chance for a cure. I do. And I live a enjoyable male life.
Pimozide exists today. So even if no progress is made. I can take that at 50. Let my little diseased brain melt and cure the dysphoria with simple brute force
The days and nights I spend with my friends and family are nothing I would regret. I am proud of the male life I have built despite a mental illness trying to ruin my life. And I've grown extremely good at it now. My dysphoria was far worse when I was a untrained and weak child
And I look to the future not with dread. But with hope.
>>6192791
I give you a year, two at most before you crack
good luck repressionanon
>>6192743
>I have mental strength
and ranting and raving on /lgbt/ absolutely isn't a sign of this unravelling, no sirree.
>>6192791
how did you train yourself then? and why are you on /lgbt/? this is where trannies gather and fetishists fester
>>6192791
>Pimozide
are you even sure it's working? it's probably just acting like a placebo because you want it to work but its actually doing nothing except making you reaffirm to yourself that it works
kek
I used to repress hard too but now I pass a a girl in public when I am in guy clothes
>>6192707
Look, if you deal with dysphoria you're already not society's definition of "normal." You can only pretend to be your definition of "normal" in order to hide who you are from everyone... while you go online and rant like a crazed conspiracy theorist at anyone who will listen.
>Schizos don't get encouraged. Trannies shouldn't either.
>There is no such thing as mtf, only male to estrogen filled male, mutilated fake vaginas and sad desperate imitations of cis women.
Lol
The treatment for schizophrenia is therapy and antipsychotic medication. The treatment for gender dysphoria is therapy (talking and hormone), social transition and surgery if needed. But obviously you're more knowledgeable than doctors who've studied this for decades due to your college degree in edgy proclaimations.
>>6192837
No I don't feel I need it right now. If I ever crack I'll take it.
>>6192813
I've lasted 3 years. And got less and less dysphoria as time went on. Mental fortitude is such an alien concept to trannies.
>>6192823
Actually. I browse /pol/ and other boards including this one.
I enjoy browsing here. Because it's an insight into how bad my life could be if I was weak willed. And reminder of degeneracy. Like a warning.
>>6192830
I trained myself though knowledge and being redpilled by /pol/
To see the realities and horrors of transition first hand. But I realised I don't have to be forced to choose between transition and death.
A man chooses. A slave obeys. I shape my own destiny.
>>6192858
>I trained myself though knowledge and being redpilled by /pol/
H-holy shit
>>6192854
Considering the medical profession is infested with kikes and leftist rhetoric. I do know better.
Remember. There was once a time when lobotomies were recommended by medical professionals.
>>6192849
You weren't a good repressor to begin with. All you had was rage.
You didn't have discipline or resolve. I do.
>>6192867
>I do know better.
So why don't you do your own research and publish real, citable scientific/medical papers instead of coming here to blast your manic political rhetoric at everybody?
I mean, if you know better and all.
>>6192867
>You weren't a good repressor to begin with. All you had was rage.
>You didn't have discipline or resolve. I do.
kek
go ahead and make your life worse, I was the same, I didn't listen till I had a gun in my mouth and a round in the chamber. Good thing it jammed, I ordered hrt that same day.
>>6192860
Personally. I consider anyone who has estrogen running through them to be too far gone to even argue with. Due to the sheer mental delusion taking hold.
When you take a step back and look outside the hugboxes and the real world. Transgenders are not normal. They are aberrations that shouldent be encouraged.
>>6192878
I have no interest in that. And irl I keep myself away from the transgender community.
I enjoy my Cis life too much to taint it with your kinds prescence
>>6192883
I've never felt an urge or compulsion to self harm or end my life since I began my training. I consider it a waste.
I'm a rare breed. I'm Atypical. Few men possess such will like I do. It's a trait that's helped me become so successful in terms of career, physical fitness and social life.
>>6192886
It's only logical. Why would anyone trust a heroin addict in a debate of whether it's bad for him?
>>6192895
and yet here you are on 4chan
>>6181629
>Its as if you lobotomised a transgender and said: "Look! He no longer wants to transition!"
Lobotomy?... hmmm... If it can kill the tranny then why not? The brain is an organ I can live without. It is the cause of most misery anyways.
>>6192908
I don't see how that's a bad thing. It's no less different than browsing any other website.
Especially since I do it on my smartphone.
>>6192895
>Few men possess such will like I do. It's a trait that's helped me become so successful in terms of career, physical fitness and social life.
HAHA see you in 30 years hon
>>6192901
Not trusting a heroin addict is much different from not trusting doctors who treat and research the nature of addiction and chemical dependence "because lobotomies."
>>6181899
>so if i'm diagnosed with dysphoria it's either transition, suicide or losing your mind after 30 years of struggle and becoming turbohon
Hung out with crazy hippies before who basicly said that you choose this life, right down to every detail. Well, I royally fucked up at the character creation screen in that case.
>>6192920
Yes in the year 2046. I'm so worried. There be even better cures by then.
In the meantime I can leave the house without being afraid. Shame you can't do the same.
>>6192915
>The brain is an organ I can live without.
Seems to me you already are living without it.
>>6192934
I can :D
I pass and have zero problems leaving the home, working and having a great time with close friends. And I do it all with a body and identity I'm comfortable with that doesn't constantly make me dream of suicide.
But hey that's me. Have a nice life, Mrs. Dudemanbro!
>>6192947
Are you Kayla?
Because I've observed a lot of you in /mtfg/
I really pity your existence.
>suicide
I don't have those thoughts at all. Mental illness can be fought. People are just too lazy.
>>6140961
Gendering someone as female when they identify more comfortably as a male? Nice hypocrisy. Trannies are SO quick to label other people as trannies, say that transitioning is inevitable. It's clearly just so they can convince themselves they didn't make a mistake.
>>6192974
Ikr. Cultish behaviour. Like a roving band of schizos
I sexualy identify as Adolf Hitler and I have 5 genders: 14/88, Gas, Oven, Führer, and kike killer. I get sexually turned on by killing Jews, and I have to supress that. hopefully the LGBTOCSOAVRBSPWBABDUDOR will address this in the future so my sexuality is no longer suppressed
>>6192956
Nope, not Kayla. She's come a long way from bombastic, suicidal, self-loathing closet case though. I'm honestly happy for her. She sounded then precisely like you do now as well, prattling on about how strong you are to prove your masculinity to a bunch of randoms as if people care.
>I don't have those thoughts at all. Mental illness can be fought. People are just too lazy.
Why don't you go into the medical field to prove these personal findings to others instead of anonymously claiming their absolute veracity in opposition to existing standards? Don't you think a less shady and vitriolic expression of your opinions in a more respected medium might sway more people to your way of thinking?
Dr. Paul McHugh tried it and it didn't work out for him because he was refuted fairly quickly. But maybe you can give it a go. I'm sure you're totally special and way more intelligent than any anti-trans doctor out there because lobotomies.
>>6193033
At the end of the day. I'm not interested in involving the transgender community irl. It's not relevant to my career in any way.
You can stay here at arms length. On the Internet.
also
The constant breakdowns, suicidal thoughts and panic attacks kayla and all the other trips go though because someone called them sir when they went and bought milk is laughable and does not paint your little "cure" in any good light
The greatest height you can ever hope for is porn. Think about that for a while.
>>6193065
>At the end of the day. I'm not interested in involving the transgender community irl.
Sure, you just spend all of your free time here on this board yelling at randoms hoping they're trans people who transitioned... because you don't care.
>You can stay here at arms length. On the Internet.
We're already in your real life. I don't know if you know this, but you need a physical body to type the words that show up on the internet.
>The constant breakdowns, suicidal thoughts and panic attacks kayla and all the other trips go though because someone called them sir when they went and bought milk is laughable and does not paint your little "cure" in any good light
First off, this is 4chan. Most people here aren't well-adjusted and social to begin with, obviously including yourself. Secondly, There isn't a "cure" for gender dysphoria, regardless of whatever anonymous snake-oil life coach racket you have going on ITT. Physical and social transition are treatment to mitigate gender dysphoria and increase a trans person's quality of life through a more comfortable social identity and body. Transition is a lengthy, emotionally harrowing process, and things can be difficult in the interim between where you're comfortable and passing and where you're not.
>The greatest height you can ever hope for is porn.
Or being an actress, or model, or movie director, or athelete, or author, or programmer, or wait staff, or chef, or pilot, or White House appointee... I could go on.
>Think about that for a while.
I have. Apparently you haven't.
>>6193131
Oh no. You practically don't exist in my real life. I wont dirty my hands by associating with you in public.
>that damage control
sure. Pretend that it's just the 4chan trannies who are insane.
Trannies will never be accepted. You think this is some progress that will save you. There won't be. The pendulum swings back.
I guarantee you. They will all be dead and I'll still be here.
>>6193148
Damn, man.
Mad respect.
>>6193162
That's the thing. If I had chickened out and transitioned into a tranny freak when I was younger. There no way I would have the job I have now. And the money with it.
I would be scraping a miserable existence trying to pay for a drug addiction and chasing a fruitless dream.
I could afford to self med and buy myself a mutilated penis. But I refuse. I choose a different path.
Can't put a price on Principles.
>>6193148
>Oh no. You practically don't exist in my real life. I wont dirty my hands by associating with you in public.
You do realize that people exist whether you physically interact with them or not. You don't actually live in the matrix, anon.
>Pretend that it's just the 4chan trannies who are insane.
There are just as many sane trans people here that don't stand out to you because they don't fit your narrative. If you judge all of the millions of trans people around the world by the attention whores that dominate 4chan, or the ones the media happens to label as "trans leaders" like Caitlyn Jenner, you're not going to get a very objective view. Nor do I believe you really want an objective view.
>Trannies will never be accepted. You think this is some progress that will save you. There won't be. The pendulum swings back.
>I guarantee you. They will all be dead and I'll still be here.
Oooh spooky. Look, if the only thing that you have in your corner to prove that trans people are inherently "wrong" is that society reacts violently and fearfully to new things it doesn't understand... you really don't have a leg to stand on.
>>6193183
>tips repression
>>6193200
kek
>>6193264
>>6193268
Nope. Just accurate
>>6193287
>>6193033
yeah, remember when I called myself a "trained warrior of steel?"
lol
>>6193733
Yeah but the difference between you and me is I mean it
>>6193763
let me know how that works out
by the time you will be breaking down and drinking heavy I will be picking out a wedding dress
>>6193819
I don't drink. I have no vices to cling too.
This is what I meant when I said I have discipline and you don't. I don't need anything to escape reality. I face reality.
>>6193831
and what will you do when you can't cope?
>>6193858
so what will you do when you still can't pass?
>>6193918
well in full mans clothes strangers are calling me miss and mam so I am getting there
>>6193033
>Dr. Paul McHugh
>McHug
>Wouldn't hug a transexual
his family must be so ashamed of him.
>>6193858
I always cope
>>6193978
that's like saying that your log cabin never burns because you left a few matches in the floor and nothing happened.
no once really copes with everything forever, if there were some kind of training to do this soldiers wouldn't get PTSD or high level students wouldn't fry their brains.
>>6193934
so you going to go on forever? and hide in "full mans" clothes? and cry on mtfg about how don't pass.
>>6193997
this
>>6193978
hahahaha wait till reality hits
>>6194007
no, once I move out in 3 weeks I am done with college and have a job lined up. Then I will get electrolysis every weekend and save up like crazy for my brow shave and nose job. Come December I will be living in Portland as a full time girl.
>>6193997
Yawn
>>6194035
I'll still be standing.
>>6194035
>hahahaha wait till reality hits
how ironic
>>6194104
I'm pretty sure the person dealing with stuff is more aware of reality than the person with theoretical knowldege.
>>6192858
Not really sure what about this posted fucked with my head more the image, or what you said. I fucking hate being trans and wish I had any kind of willpower to get rid of it.
>>6194035
>moving out, getting a job...
some of us are not newfags, and aware those kayla memes. but at least you're keeping them freshly updated, kek
>>6194035
Ah yes the never ending 3 weeks meme
>>6174134
>Must suck to still be in the place where your hormones won't even let you cry no matter how desperately you want to.
Fucking low blow
I would be scared of being treated like a girl, not even in a sexual way just in general. imaging a family member or friend interacting with me as if i was a girl makes me cringe so fucking hard and I dont know why
>>6194709
>low blow
Yes. Being emotionally invincible is such a hardship
>>6140021
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3A-lJQlrmk
Dysphoria: Why didn't you just... Kill me?
Repression: You don't fear death... You welcome it. Your punishment must be more severe.
Dysphoria: Torture?
Repression: Yes. But not of your body... Of your soul.
Dysphoria: Where am I?
Repression: Home, where I learned the truth about despair, as will you. There's a reason why this prison is the worst hell on earth... Hope. Every dysphoria man who has ventured here over the centuries has looked up to the light and imagined climbing to womenhood. So easy... So simple... And like shipwrecked men turning to sea water from uncontrollable thirst, many have died trying. I learned here that there can be no true despair without hope. So, as I terrorize femininity , I will feed its people hope to poison their souls. I will let them believe they can transition so that you can watch them clamoring over each other to "not be a hon." You can watch me torture an entire identity and when you have truly understood the depth of your failure, we will fulfill Y Chromosome's destiny...We will destroy Femininity and then, when it is done and Femininity is ashes, then you have my permission to die
>>6140021
PIMOZIDE IS JUST AN OLD ANTIPSYCHOTIC THAT WILL GIVE YOU A MOVEMENT DISORDER. NOTHING IS SPECIAL ABOUT IT
holy shit.
>>6194870
Cool story friend. Just try not to kill anybody or yourself when you have that violent breakdown.
>>6195366
Trannies don't know the power of self control
>>6194870
holy shit
>>6194735
Iktfb
based Kurgan
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bOKsOveYD0
>>6173910
>Coz the whole world is my safe space
Except the space inside your skull...
Anyone think this guy is a repressed tranny? He did flip out at the right age...
>>6195862
Actually. Even there it's safe. I can happily look in the mirror and say "that man in the mirror. He fights for his normality. He doesn't give in to mental illness"
Through years of constant self affirmation and positive reinforcement of my male image. I don't feel dysphoria when looking at myself anymore.
It takes real strength to override a mental illness like that. Rather than giving in and taking estrogen like some weakling.
She is dead Anon. I killed her.
>>6195981
That actually sounds nice, like I could have done that. Like something to be able to feel proud of.
It feels like I'm in too deep now though...
>>6196003
It takes will and sheer belief. But the kind can be molded to be anything. At a certain point it no longer becomes an act. It becomes you.
It's never too late until you let the estrogen inside you.
>>6196031
Then it is too late
>>6196047
A pity. But we can out assume you held out as best you could. Not everyone can
And some of us have no choice but to
Ah you think dysphoria is your ally? You merely adopted the dysphoria. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn't see Repression until I was already a man, by then it was nothing to me but euphoric!
>>6194735
This freaks me out too. Like, I want to, but it's embarrassing as hell. Girl shit is scary desu.
>>6196371
I have a built reflex that causes me to feel shame if I'm affectionate or femininity in any way
Cutting my hair today bros
>>6198233
Congrats bruh
I haven't managed that yet
>>6198189
Same. I think I'm broken. Even on hormones I still feel too ashamed.
>>6183777
Me again. I changed my mind. Repressing again
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucM9qEk1pIc
>>6199361
Hahaha
This is repression general. We don't take hrt and we certainly don't pass nor want to. We have one mode.
Manmode
>>6199582
I think he meant to go out so you get reminded that you would be a disgusting hon?
>>6199597
We already know that though. That's why we're repressing.
>>6199597
engaging in female behaviour feeds the disease.
And the point of repression is to reserve ones reputation as Cishet. We don't need to confirm what we already know.
>>6199603
This. Unpassability is the cement in which he anchor ourselves.
The more masc you are. The stronger you can make your repression. And also provides closure and eliminates that "why didn't I transition earlier" regret.
Thankfully for me. I was a caveman child. So I've lost nothing by repressing and had everything to gain.
>when you've made your closet comfy as fuck and laugh at people who didn't do the same.
>>6199670
>the batcave
>>6199606
you can be cishet and feminine too
just know it's ok to be a guy and feel this way
(wear your hair longer, go andro, etc)
>>6199597
the thought is to go ahead and try it, and you'll most likely fail because being fem irl is a lot of work and passing is so rare
>>6199603
getting clocked is a terrible feeling and why most quit or detrans
no need to repress when you are mature enough to realize that being trans isn't viable and not a solution
when you're secure in your cis identity you'll be able to go further in life and not be anchored by doubt and worry
>>6199789
You tranny freaks will make a general about everything.
I think I might repress my mental illness. I'm 5'1", wide fucking hips, dainty hands, feet, soft voice, with a round baby face. There is no way in hell I'll ever pass.
I looked good as a bimbo whore, but I was so much more suicidal. I don't think I could repress it if I tried.
>>6199822
>giving up life on easy mode
>>6199809
Attack mtfg pls
>>6199290
There's no moment where I feel more powerful when I'm training. Feeling the body at its breaking point.
One more rep. One more mile, forcing the pain on the body. To limp home to victory. To be rewarded with endorphins.
That is the true feeling of being a man
>>6183777
Wow, I only just realized I got 3 lucky 7s in the same post I typed luck.
never let them corrupt you
>>6201378
/pol/ is always right
>>6201385
Repression can be sustained indefinatly. Only the weak ones fail. And there the only ones who you hear about.
You never hear about the ones who succeed? Because they blend in as successful elderly males
>>6201441
>Repression can be sustained indefinatly.
every hon ever believed this
>>6201465
I have 1000 contingencies in place, believe me. I hate your kind with such fury. I shall taste death before ever succumbing to you.
I make it a point of determination to die a MAN
>>6201465
Yeah. We're so scared of the 2040s
"Oh no got dysphoria again. Better take my nyquil cold flu and dysphoria, all gone!"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=prZXNhIG5js
repression doesn't work
transition doesn't work after you try to repress
death works, death stops it
>>6201635
>I'm fat and lazy so everyone else is
You never had the strength to begin with
>>6201635
Thanks for the keks
>>6201641
I was working at a timberyard, for 7 years.
lifting telegraph poles. onto my shoulder.
I was eating stupid amounts out of depression and effectively dirty bulking.
once, I was helping my brother take some stuff to the tip and I casually lifted a washing machine onto my shoulder and everyone there stopped what they were doing and watched me throw it into the compactor and then a guy told me that he wouldn't want to come across me in a dark alley.
I got big, I got bald... and then I got sick, and it all came crashing down and now I spend my time trying to aim for something I'll never be and I only ever made it worse for myself.
death is
>>6201635
Try losing some weight buckaroo
>>6201724
>childhood was a decade ago
>>6201868
>>6201876
>>6201876
Yeah, good luck when the dht hits you, "bro"
>>6203926
It's even more than that
You haven't reached the ruddy caveman point of development yet
>>6205406
Oh but I have Anon
