Micheal Chiklis edition.
Have you gone dickless for MIcheal Chiklis yet?
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>>6134184
quak
>>6134190
you buy me it
>>6134184
>>6134193
agp
>tfw not getting facefucked right now
>>6134193
O-OH GOSH, saved!
<3 <3 <3
>>6134208
>tfw still sitting here
>>6134132
I don't know how you enjoy bullying him, he legitimately just gets off to it.
>>6134133
it's hardly banter, he's just trolling. Banter is friendly, this is provocative.
I agree that drama sucks, but this sucks too.
>>6134151
>but boring makes for dead threads
then explain why the thread is still alive when he's not online?
>>6134169
>$2K
that's not much, desu
>>6134171
ekkkk
>>6134190
>tha thread store
good one
>>6134193
>>6134210
100% accurate desu
Does anyone do thigh injections?
I thought I did it right, but it's hurt like a bitch for two days >.>
>>6134225
I did with lupron. do you do it subcutanously (however thats written)? If yes, I assume its like fluid with little crystals in it?
is self medding anti-psychotics possible? it looks like i don't have a lot of online pharmacy options as a canadian
are some of you peoples going under hormone induced mood shifts constantly?
>>6134232
i don't think that's a good idea
>>6134232
anti-psychotics are shit.
when the boy at the coffee shop flirts with you and gives you the eyes
>>6134231
Yah it goes like a inch or so into the muscle, It's a clear liquid, I just like plunged it in like a lawn dart, and my muscle still hurts, wonder if I fucked it up >.>
>>6134239
beats suicide right?
>>6134244
What is afflicting you that you can't get seen by a psychiatrist to get them prescribed?
>>6134127
Ishygddt
>>6134130
Yep.
>tfw never passing
>>6134134
But I can measure my flaws and compare them to averages.
>>6134135
I dropped out in February lol.
>>6134140
What bdd?
>>6134241
>ywn ktf
>>6134238
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eS_korRhTDk
i get T rage. because repression is too addictive. this video is literally my childhood when i decided to repress.
>>6134232
they only aide in repression
>>6134243
>lawn dart
oh shit I forgot about those
btw, what are the effective differences between the kinds of hormones? I'm not sure if I should go oral or injection
>>6134246
>>6134248
Faye, you are a very trolly pregnant lady.
>>6134241
that's cute :3 don't you have a gf tho?
>>6134254
right. i want to repress the urge to detransition
holy shit why do all these retards have to come and erp in #mtfg every fucking day they are pretending to be cats or talking about glomping on each other whatever the fuck that means. not to mention they spam pics of themselves and talk about their collars and tail plugs and shit holy fuck I wish I could control my autism but this shit is so annoying
>>6134208
(You)
>>6134268
>glomping
>>6134238
Nah. I'm just sad 24/7 lol
>>6134254
Oral has tons of high peaks and low valleys in hormone levels
patches are consistent the entire time
Injections have a bit of a peek depending where you inject and how (I inject inter muscular in the thigh) it has a bit of a valley
Generally the more consistent your levels the better
>>6134243
I dunno I injected mine angled under the skin, maybe like half a cm deep or something. but Idk if it was that way because my stuff was different. youre the expert. I can only tell you that it worked for me that way. only had to take a shot once every three months tho and usually did on fridays when I didnt do anything on the weekend. I got a bruise for 2 days every time tho
>>6134247
not that person but same boat: getting a shrink would take 6-12 months where I live. I am running out of antidepressants soon tho, would also need seroquel.
>>6134246
>the one with the longest hair is the short haired one in the picture
t-triggered ;_;
>>6134268
what is #mtfg? irc?
>>6134277
>getting a shrink would take 6-12 months
then you shouldn't wait! start working on getting one now
>>6134238
My T is so strong im angry or sad all the time.
>>6134268
>>6134184
I'd go dickless for that guy.
>>6134277
Oh yah, that kinda makes dosage levels a little more variable and it makes you burn the medication in a week instead of two, I'm plunging the shot into my muscle.
I was doing it in the arm because the data showed it was almost as good, but recently changed to the leg because of the doctors recommendation
>>6134294
ohhh
yeah I can see why thats really painful.
be careful ;~;
>>6134285
either Ill find a solution on my own, or Ill kill myself before I get an appointment anyway.
so probably no point in working on getting one.
>>6134277
Hmm. Here I'd head to a clinic, get a referral, and have the clinic refill my prescription in the interim. Is that not an option?
The Seroquel could be tough, but most doctors I've dealt with try to align themselves with harm reduction.
>>6134303
>:(
that's not a good answer
>>6134306
around here even the urgent mental care clinic requires a referral and a month or two wait before intake, longer until actual help
>>6134313
And clinics won't prescribe you a dose to last until then? That's pretty irresponsible.
>MFW no (you) when browsing mtfg
>>6134318
(You) should've asked, kitty.
>>6134246
This is so agp
I love it
>>6134268
Who do I gotta ban lol
>>6134317
of a new psychiatric drug? definitely not
>>6134306
>>6134313
yeah to actually get antidepressants on time Id have to attempt suicide I think. or at least go there with a knife to my throat or something.
also my parents shouldnt know. this makes this rly hard as well. I dont wanna burden them too much.
>>6134317
maybe they would, but I am selfmedding ads and never had a script (well, not for THOSE at least). I also take a high dosage (cause lower does nothing).
>>6134318
I am generous today and the pic is defo worth it.
(you)
>>6134310
>>6134309
s-sorry
Ive been getting a little better over the last few days tho, maybe Ill be fixed by the time I run out.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10128700
>>6134296
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8PiW2WFoKLo
"Transition.
Now, that's a bit of a problem.
See, rumor has it...
...that Femgen
have already turned you down.
And if those femboys and boy-lovers
have found that kind of nerve, then...
- And, of course, Spartan...
...has his reputation to consider.
Choose your next words carefully,
Spartan.
Testosterone and Y Chromosomes
Girl. You're a Girl!
This is Denial! This is Repression!
I am Spartan!"
>>6134332
>Die nazi
I tried before, but this stuff is hard af. poison is as heavily regulated as guns are in central europe
>>6134334
you're really creative spartan
>>6134334
damn quick reply
>>6134338
dont make me take the hormones. i dont wanna
>>6134251
ugh, brings back memories of freshman year of high school
>>6134266
why do you want to detransition?
>>6134275
ah, I might wanna avoid oral, but having high highs at the cost of low lows sounds kinda nice.
In all seriousness, I may actually wanna give patch/injection a shot.
>>6134246
>>6134324
>I love it
>>6134328
>also my parents shouldnt know. this makes this rly hard as well.
iktf
family knows i'm struggling a little, and so do friend, but no one can know just how much or why
>>6134342
but girls are good at art and literature and stuff. they'll help you hone your craft
seriously though, if you're really honestly confused don't do anything you don't want to. therapy is very good for someone in your place.
NONONONONO
http://www.lovebscott.com/news/caitlyn-jenner-to-pose-nude-with-her-olympic-gold-medal-for-sports-illustrated
>>6134352
Gross. Who wantr to see old people nude
>>6134347
my SO knows some things, but we live together, crippling depression is hard to hide that way.
at least I still make it to uni most of the time
>>6134352
jfc
>>6134352
w h y
>>6134355
im telling him on you
>>6134352
NONONONONONONO
Who the fuck wants this?!?!
>>6134345
the grass is always greener maybe. i have girl problems, trans problems, and gender identity problems still. despite that i'm not convinced a detrans would make me happier, so maybe i should try removing feelings first
>>6134355
it is hard to hide. i've been freaking out a little because some family might move to my city and it would be hard to continue suicidal hermit life if it happens
is caitlyn jenner the hero we need
>>6134349
im not confused. my repression just convinces me i am. literally fighting this since i was 5
>>6134352
She's just expressing her new age trans feminism by loving her body
I don't want anyone thinking were any different then other modern day consumer culture feminists that ascribe to sexually exploiting their bodies in the name of personal liberity, in order to bend to a system that says your only path to fame as a woman is to exploit your body
>>6134345
>>I love it
S-sorry was that an overshare?
>>6134364
the patriarchy
>>6134335
I know! Killing yourself is really anti natural. The body wants to live no matter what. I've played with the idea of killing myself before but never could do it. I overdosed on purpose rivotril+alcohol once, but I blacked out in the bathroom hit my head on the sink and woke up wuth a chipped tooth in a puddle of vomit. I guess I'm just a coward now about death, since all we get is one life. And there are sone things I like and things I'm curious about. Still.
You can chat with me and I'll teach you the true story of the nazis as secret afropenis cucks. ;P
>>6134352
Fap4AGPhons
>>6134369
Is the joker the hero gotham need?
>>6134354
>>6134352
lol no thank you
>>6134365
Maybe check for major depressive disorder. You were obviously unhappy enough to transition, so make sure you can isolate the cause before you make a move. It's not like it's going to get harder to detransition as time goes on.
Maybe try going off HRT for a week or two, see how you feel. Hormones are a pretty good indicator of whether transitioning is right or not, iirc.
>>6134378
>overshare
undershare, really
>>6134378
(most of) my grades just came in.
lookin good so far, I should be able to keep those credits when I transfer
>>6134385
Joker Is hero gothman deserve
>>6134225
I don't do thigh injections but I do do butt injections.
Was this your first time self-injecting?
fwiw, the first time I self-injected, it was sore for the rest of the night and part of the next morning, but by the third time, i would just get a mild tingle for a few minutes post-injection.
So I dunno, maybe you just need to get used to doing it.
I'm not an expert though, so take this with a grain of salt.
>>6134387
>undershare, really
What did she mean by this?
>>6134389
H-hi anon
>>6134387
no hormones for a couple weeks isn't going to help anything. i don't like the way i'm treated, or the way friends and lovers see me
>tfw you wake up and were about to change out of your wet diaper but then the maintenance people at your apartment come to change the lightbulbs at your apartment so you have to sit around in your wet diaper while they change your lightbulbs
fml, anyone else know this feel?
>>6134408
Why are you wearing a diaper??
>>6134408
You still wet the bed? Pathetic
>>6134408
no...
>>6134404
>doesn't think before posting
eeeehhhhehehehhh...
>>6134406
well, let's put it in perspective. Did you like the way you were treated and seen before you transitioned?
>>6134408
i hate when that happens
>>6134404
te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te
>>6134415
just like now, there were aspects i liked and aspects i disliked
>>6134417
Elanna broke anon
cybaxmaddie
>>6134420
People in general treat me better when they perceive me to be female than they do when they perceive me to be male.
>>6134417
Why is this so adorable
>>6134424
10 days desu
>>6134424
>tfw no trip gf
>>6134421
that's too bad. i bailed on meeting mine this week. i told them i was doing better but needed to focus on me right now
>>6134415
I think just fine, b-baka
>>6134417
I'm confused by the adorableness that I'm seeing here. :S
i want to transition on mars.
>>6134432
So you won't be a dissapointment to your family on earth?
Also, mars makes your testosterone go up. It is known
Has anyone here ever tried to kill themselves by overdosing on drugs? Which drugs did you use?
>>6134423
do you have the image?
>>6134438
if you want, i can try a couple bottles of tylenol 3 and let you know tomorrow if it failed
>>6134438
please dont hurt yourself tink
>>6134438
spiro and estrogen
hasn't worked yet
>>6134437
no. because i can barely tolerate being around people as a repressed male.
as a tranny ill never go outside again and slowly grow insane from isolation.
how much water do you drink every day /mtfg/?
>2-3 liters
>>6134450
thats a lot
>>6134450
A shot
>>6134208
You mentioned the GDL last thread. Do you live in NJ too? Not asking for lewd purposes.
>>6134420
It seems like you're a bit stuck. I'll give you my philosophy, and see if it helps. You're welcome to reject it if you disagree, and take it all with a grain of salt; I didn't have a great childhood.
The reason I've decided to say fuck you to my parents and some of my transphobic friends and start transitioning is because I'm tired of living to make other people happy. I feel dead inside when I do, because I'm denying myself comfort in my own body. I'm fully aware that I told myself and everyone else that I was comfortable being a guy just to prevent myself from getting hurt by the people around me.
I don't believe that's healthy for anyone to put up with, and maybe you need to find new friends. I obviously don't know enough to make the call for you, but as an outsider looking in, that's what I see.
>>6134431
N-no, I-I don't think.
>>6134433
University of Pittsburgh
>>6134438
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Gl0bZqs6tw
i would hyper ventilate and flex as hard as possible to draw blood away from my brain. i acheived a sensation where i am a drooling mindless spasming mess where i literally forget my own name, who i am, where i am and it was the happiest moments of my life.
>>6134460
That sounds like an extreme case of autism
>>6134450
2 liters ery day
>>6134225
I'm pretty sure it's supposed to hurt when you stick in your thigh. That's why most people stick it in their butt despite the inconvenience.
>>6134451
im thirsty
>>6134462
The choking game (also known as the fainting game and a wide variety of local slang names) refers to intentionally cutting off oxygen to the brain with the goal of inducing temporary syncope and euphoria. There are two distinct methods used to achieve oxygen deprivation: strangulation and self-induced hypocapnia.
its absolute heaven.
>>6134450
64 ounces EXACTLY
>>6134471
injections are good. Don't hurt unless you're a push over.
give it a try
>>6134459
You're my new hero!
>>6134459
W-what do you mean you don't t-think
>>6134457
No, I live in Alberta Canada ;~;
>>6134469
Most sensible people use drugs yo
>>6134469
Can we play that together? Can you slap me about a bit too?
>>6134443
Nah, I'm just about done. I'll give it another 2 or 3 months but if things stay the same then I'm ending it.
>>6134451
I just follow what the big man in the white coat says to do.
#trapsfortrump
>>6134480
Why exactly aren't you self-medding?
>>6134477
W-what? Why? How? I'm not a role model!
>>6134478
I... ekkk...
>>6134469
It can make you brain damaged
>>6134469
Inb4 angry moms blaming transgenders for teen suicide via the choking game.
>>6134484
No.
>>6134478
>No, I live in Alberta Canada ;~;
th-thats not how you spell western germany...
>>6134484
if trump isn't president in january i'm going to kill myself, i literally have fucking night terrors about it
>>6134478
>>6134479
>>6134490
>>6134491
i wanna die tho :D
>>6134490
Yume must be an expert at that game
>>6134495
M A G A
>>6134495
Fucking pathetic.
>>6134496
Then come here we'll get a bunch of drugs and see how you feel after
>>6134498
Kek
>>6134432
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrtMl7X_Y5w
follow your dreans
>yelled at by dad for oversleeping and not picking up my sister from school
>not my fault she failed drivers test twice
>wants to get me tested for "ADD"
>mfw it's really because I hate myself and sleep for 12 hours to escape my pain
>>6134480
i hope things get better for you then
>>6134495
>hilary
*shudders* I'm with you anon
>>6134506
WHY
>>6134515
Tell me with a straight face that Cruz, or Kasich would be better. I really don't think you can.
I'm prob voting third party tho this year
>>6134515
>Make America even shitter is what will happen .
doesnt matter as long as the president provides entertainment. I am not american.
>>6134498
Step 1: Have mommy/daddy issues and be trans, to make sure that you no longer have empathy for other human beings. It helps if they have absurdly high expectations of you, that you'll always fail to meet.
Step 2: Stop worrying about how the people who care about you feel. Their opinions don't matter anyway, and listening to them just makes you feel like shit!
Step 3: With none of those stupid feelings to hold you down, and as long as someone is offering to pay for everything, make bold decisions with reckless abandon!
Step 4: Live your life happily and pity those who don't.
also, pic relevant to the process
>>6134523
I can't cause they're all shit.
>>6134352
goddammit
fuck this ho
>>6134489
>mfw
>>6134494
I know, I wish it were though ;~;
>ywn be in a west German tank crew with sophie.
>>6134524
Kek
So anon never showed after finding out my ip.
I'll take the hons out one at a time by being the best endo
>>6134487
I ordered it.
I just don't know if it will ever arrive because I live in a shit hole.
Realistically, I should just get my driving license, go to a psychologist an get a prescription, but I'm too tired. Death sounds a lot easier desu. I don't mind the thought.
>>6134524
Kek Aight
bernie!!!!! 2016!!!!!! feel the dang bern!!!!
Honest question, isn't Trump tranny friendly? Didn't hon jenner make a big hoopla about being invited to piss in his tower?
>>6134542
could you take a cab to the psychologist? or the bus? or is your country that much of a shithole
>>6134543
Just kero my shit up
hi ~ <3
>>6134552
I could. But it would require multiple sessions, it would be expensive and I have a job.
Actually, I have no idea why, but uber is rejecting my credit card. So idk
How does it make you feel knowing that I'll be a new endo put the field who will be denying you hons your precious hrt
>>6134546
Not really. Trump just doesn't give a shit. Jenner only made a big deal because Trump basically said he doesn't give a shit while her previously preferred candidate, Cruz, was attacking us.
Trump owns Miss Universe or whatever that is called. He prohibited trans people from participating. When a Canadian transwoman entering the pageant sued and the public went in uproar, he caved. He then later in an interview said that if he had known she was using such-and-such lawyer, he'd have taken it all the way to court.
When asked about trans people in bathrooms, he said he didn't like NC's law (probably because it has hurt business, nothing more), but said they have the right to pass such laws and wouldn't stop states from doing so.
So Trump's position on trans rights is most likely "no" unless it's bad for business, in which case he just looks the other way.
>>6134563
that sucks i hope your meds arrive in the mail
when were they supposed to arrive by?
>>6134544
he doesn't have a chance in hell. we have to choose between someone who should be in jail and fucking donald trump
>>6134546
he is
>>6134559
whats up korra
>>6134564
So?
>>6134546
Trump is everything to everybody.
Tip: this is how liars, cheats and frauds operate. They tell you what you want to hear.
>see counselor for the first time since coming out to family
>she notices and comments that I look happier
ahh, feels good to be out
>>6134559
hayyy
Should i become a girl?
>>6134559
(you) bby <3
>>6134546
more than the other republicans at least
>>6134536
I want this ;~;
>>6134572
but hes entertaining...
>>6134546
Hillary's stance on trans issues I don't think has ever really been solidly put out there. When she was Secretary of State she did enable us to change gender markers on passports. But that's about all I know about here.
Bernie is more supportive but he's pretty much lost the game at this point.
>>6134572
And that. I'd say the only safe thing you can assume about Trump is what's best for him and what's good for business, he's probably going to side with.
>>6134578
Honestly, I think any dem. candidate is going to do whatever is deemed progressive so as much as I like Sanders, I'll be fine settling for Hillary. I just wish Obama would have had made a push to force insurers to cover HRT and SRS instead of suggesting it or whatever he did.
>>6134564
But doctor, I'll suck your baby cock!
>>6134546
Last I heard, Trump was pretty socially liberal.
and I mean, the idea of keeping chaotic people (mexicans from poverty, islamics in distress) out of the country is good on paper. I just wish he wouldn't be so selective. Japan had a pretty big economic boom when they closed the country, so eh, it's worked 100% of the time it's been executed thus far.
It's just, he seems like an idiot that panders to idiots, and I don't really want to vote for an idiot.
>>6134536
>mfw
I need to think more. That would be good.
>>6134578
>Shillary
>having solid opinions
LMAO
>>6134568
nm just got off work and I'm waiting for my friend to come get me when he gets off work in a few mins. u?
>>6134569
C:
>>6134574
h0i Marcy! <3
>>6134576
oh my gawd Sophie u spoil me so much i luv it (and u <3)
>>6134584
It's always assumed dems will do whatever is progressive, but they're either shills or they are afraid. A progressive thing to do was to support gender-neutral marriage, but neither Hillary nor Obama supported it until a majority of the population did. I wouldn't bet on Hillary actually -doing- anything to help us out, but rather just maintain things exactly as they are.
>>6134586
Youre so mentally ill youre taking girl hormones to neuter yourself and youre going to say Donald Trump , a successful man with many buisnesses is an idiot.
Yeah you should follow your own post and think more hon.
>>6134586
lel, Hillary's as solid as this glass of water.
>>6134564
doesnt feel like anything.
>>6134591
So you're going to an anime expo, right?
Do... do you like Gurren Lagann?
>>6134584
Stupid sexy cool Obama, we could never stay mad at you <3
>>6134574
oh yippee for you -_-
fuck off
>>6134567
The deadline is in two weeks. But I would say that there's a high chance I'll never get it.
>>6134600
You look great hun! Dont T rage so hard.
people who are friends with nazis are inferior and bad people
>>6134594
>tips glass
whaddayaknow, she never had an opinion in the first place
>>6134593
Oh no, my feelings.
>tfw will probably never be accepted to the college I want to go to
I want to die.
>>6134554
Kero kero kero!!
>>6134605
Jokes on you. I'm not on hrt and repressed. It me who gets to laugh at you.
>>6134375
This, here, is one of the things that hurts the most to swallow. That until systems of gendered oppression are eliminated, a woman's body defaults to being exploited. That any mode of dress or style of hair or pose of limbs can, and will, be a political act of gender performativity with far-reaching consequences owing to the history and culture of gender they derive from and feed into.
I just want to sleep so badly...
>>6134613
i was accepted to the college i wanted to go to and i went there and i hated it
>>6134613
>tfw I will kill myself if I go to university and don't transition
>tfw I will kill myself if I go to university and transition
>>6134612
I need to get lunch before playing vidya with friends later.
baiii
>>6134613
>mfw I'm an idiot with good test scores
>>6134596
yes and yes ! im a total weeb nerd desu i just go to parties and bars w friends from time to time
>>6134602
well my fingers are crossed for you
>>6134613
which one?
>>6134606
(you)
>>6134612
yeah ;___;
time machine when?
teleportation when?
elanna when?
guys i really need to go get my eyebrows done. the only thing is i tried doing them myself and i kind of fucked one of them up. i need an excuse for how they got fucked up so i can go get a professional to do them.
if that doesn't work, how long does it take for them to grow back completely?
>>6134628
Kamina: great character or greatest character?
>>6134613
Same desu, then again maybe it's a good thing so nobody has to look at my ugly mug
>>6134625
My test scores are garbage lol
>>6134633
reed
>>6134622
I went to a small university in a small city on a mountain, I can get to class from my house in five minutes and all the classes are tiny, it was a good decision. Takes my sister over an hour to get to class from my parents house to her uni, trying to go to college in a big city is complete misery.
>>6134637
best actually Simon is good too!
>>6134644
Moap! <3 hi hi n.n
if a college takes the expense to send you one of these huge fancy booklets to encourage you to apply, does it mean that your characteristics are appealing to the admissions committee
How to be not lonely when you live in a country where nobody else lives in
>>6134650
Hi Korra, how are you?
>>6134666
>tfw
the Dawn of War III trailer made me really excited about committing repressional suicide
"In the face of death. I will show no remorse"
uishfisklahfs so nervous
why couldn't they just tell me in the damn email
>>6134667
Probably not, I think they do that to pretty much everyone. Is that a Blue Yeti?
>>6134648
I just love Kamina's confidence! And his glasses are pretty cool too
>>6134667
Every place that accepted me sent me one, so its probably a good sign.
tfw a trip has your dream job and youre a lowly peasant who cant pass their classes
>>6134681
stats? hooks?
>>6134593
>succesful businessman Trump
YFW Trump is a male Paris Hilton.
>>6134586
>Japan business boom due to closing borders to foreigners
>30 + years of stagflation in Japan
Charlotte Sensei you need to take econ 101!
>>6134583
>businessmen like Donald Trump
The only people who like Trump are the impoverished white middle/lower class of America.
>>6134576
Secret german nazi waiting for America to fail so they can fittnally have schadenfreude on the country that humilliated them in WWII
>>6134683
Huh?
there is no better feel than when you snap back to reality and read through a /pol/ thread on trannies. And that all I have is a mental illness. One that is honourable to repress and that I'm a good person for ordering pimozide. I can't wait for the pain to stop.
>>6134687
Hilton-Kardashian 2016
>>6134667
>Not knowing how marketing departments work.
So young and innocent! :3
>>6134682
>tfw lots of trips are doing good and making it through college and transitioned before/during it when you're going to be stuck working minimum wage probably because you fucked it up
>>6134698
I fucked it up too working a minimum wage job since leaving school. Although I'm trying to get my shit together now, will be going to uni next year at 23 years old. Feels embarrassing.
>>6134698
I failed college and left and was unemployed for 3 years and homeless briefly, transitioned, got good job, and am maybe getting back into college, and life right now is looking really good.
If shit goes downhill it can still go back up again
>>6134699
I'm Canadian, so we don't got no sats, but I have a 79% average, and on my application i'm a white male, so I don't get affirmative action and shit.
>>6134699
Enjoy being a hon and never being accepted by society ever. You waste thousands of dollars and effort to become what you are. I take one little pill each day. And i save myself from heartache, exile and rejection from my community.
You should kill YOURSELF
>>6134707
I'll be free. I don't care if it kills me. I'll be free.
>>6134698
I feel like this. I had kids at 21 and 23, started transiting while in college at 23. Couldn't handle the idea of transitioning in the middle of college kids, raising family and working full time. 4 years later I wish I could go back to school but I owe so much money from just dropping out :(
I want to be a nurse, not a peasant stocking soda.
oH mY gODD!
http://img-9gag-fun.9cache.com/photo/a3BDbOm_460sv.mp4
>>6134706
I cant afford to go back to college and probably will never be able to even though I spent 3 years at uni
meanwhile adris going to college, yume and amy could get grants to go there if they wanted to and reds fucking going to get a masters or something
>>6134709
well thats awful fellow ally how are you getting back in
>>6134644
>big city
This is what I'm currently planning on doing, and if it turns out I hate it, I'm just gonna transfer again. Nbd. It's not like I ever make great friends anyway.
morning faggits
i luv u
>you will never pass
>people will never tell you how extremely masc you are because it's true
;___;
>>6134675
Same
>>6134716
that sounds like a toigh position to be in :(
sometimes I forget that everyone here isnt a fucking highschooler with their whole life ahead of them
>>6134715
you really believe the pimozide thing? it wasnt even a legit trial but rather an informal study in the 90s. it only had a sample size of one patient who had a mental disability and was not even trans but rather a fetishist who barely had gender dysphoria if at all. they were more crazy than anything and it didnt even work lol. theres be no other studies on it and nobody seriously believes that pimozide is a viable treatment. if anything it'll fuck you up worse. good luck though
>>6134719
Jesus christ yume and Amy are literally killing you. Grow a fucking spine and tell them to get a job. You are paying for two disgusting leaches to take advantage of you on a minimum wage job, you see nothing wrong with that?
>>6134728
>tfw cant go buy makeup or women's clothes because you dont pass
>tfw cant pass with no makeup or women's clothes
;__;
>>6134724
I love grey
its better than colors
>>6134728
Iktf
I caught my reflection in a mirror in a bookstore earlier. people dont say anything cause that would be politically incorrect, but that doesnt mean they dont know.
>>6134675
That's the only good way to go desu, also the trailer was pretty nice.
>>6134743
Dropping trip to agree with you. Gem, this isn't fair to you. You will regret supporting them.
>>6134719
appealing my financial aid suspension. my gpa was 1.98, minimum of 2.0, so I was only just barely under, and that was because I just stopped going to classes. I should know in a couple days if my appeal is accepted, if not i'll have to pay full price for one class to get my gpa above 2.0 again
once i do that i should be able to bring it back up to 3.0 and keep it there easy
>>6134741
Sexual reassignment surgery is effective in relieving these mental health symptoms short term but fails to provide relief long term. Since sexual reassignment surgery fails to show it can be effective long term, it is falling out of practice in the US. The US hospital that pioneered sexual reassignment surgery, Johns Hopkins, no longer will perform SRS and has outright condemned the practice.
One drug that has been shown to be effective in treating GID/GIS/GD, is pimozide.
>>6134687
>need to take econ 101
yes, yes I do.
>>6134756
also dropping my trip to agree as well
>>6134698
You're not stuck, gem. Persistence. A one in a million miracle isn't entirely unlikely if you try twelve million times.
And a good friend can help you buck some really bad odds. I'm rooting for you!
>>6134744
i k t f
>tfw makeup wouldn't help my man face
>tfw only hugbox computers gender me female
>>6134749
No you don't know this feel you passer scum.
>>6134719
But everything depends on my ability to get that financial aid again. I can afford one class if I have to, but anything more I can't. Without financial aid to pay for rent and classes, I'm fucked for life and seppuku probably
>>6134758
"That's because its an EGO SYNTONIC mental illness, meaning that they can only recognize their ideal self-image as they interpret society through their own malfunctioning lens; they can rarely recognize that they have GID, nor can they usually recognize what gender norms really are."
/pol/ fills me with more hope for my life through repression than you freaks ever did with you fantasy dream of transition.
>dropped out of college because pre transition I was too depressed to even get out of bed. My days consisted of bed>kitchen>back to bed with food.
>Notice I didn't mention showers
A whole year showering once a month
>>6134765
Only my online friends gender me female out of politeness. I don't think anyone else even takes me seriously
>>6134743
amy just got a job and yume would probably either kill herself or leave me if I made her get one, and I accepted that Id be taking care of her since she moved in with me in december.
I love her and its worth it, Im just insanely jealous of her in a lot of ways because Im not as cute and no one would do the same for me.
>>6134756
me too
