Does anyone else desperately want to be a girl but refuses to transition?
I think I've grown out of wanting to transition. And now I'm just left with the desire to be a woman but no will or want to do anything about it. I actively do not want to transition. I think it's disgsusting and pathetic. To give in to the desire would shame me. I'm too stuborn. At who I'm not really sure. Maybe god, or the universe.
I'm just wrong. A wrong person. I shouldn't exist. This isn't right. At this point I'm just waiting for the universe to realise it has fucked up and to fix this. My entire head is fucked though. It's taken me many years of insufferable existential angst to even begin to comprehend what was going on in my head. Now I've just accepted that I'm insane. I don't suffer from body dysmorophia. I don't hear voices or see things that aren't there. There's nothing diagnosibly wrong with me what so ever. I'm just fucked in the head.
But at least I'm not a fucking tranny.
>>6126643
Yeah, I'd say you're pretty fucking mental, bro. Half the shit you said didn't even make any sense, man.
>>6126643
transitioning when you're not mentally stable is only going to make you worse off
being trans is a hard life
>But at least I'm not a fucking tranny
guess again
>>6126643
Just wait until your bell goes off
>>6126643
>no dysmorphia
AGP
G
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Someone should bring back the five stages of tranny grief thread.
I see myself having 2 choices
Be unhappy as a man.
Be unhappy as an ugly (I'm way, way too old to start now) "woman" who is verbally (and quite possibly physically) abused
So yea, I refuse to transition. Probably lead to me killing myself, but eh
>>6126964
How old are you?
>>6126964
next best thing is to be an ultra fem gay boy, best get started on that?
>>6126953
>blanchard
lol
>>6126964
We owe it to ourselves to deny the universe the pleasure of corrupting our minds with the filth that is gender dysphoria. Then in the next life we will be rewarded for perseverance.
>>6126977
Truly degenerate.
>>6126643
Hello Future Hon! Dysphoria never goes away, in 1-5-10 years it'll return with a vengeance.
>>6127013
>Dysphoria never goes away
Peer-reviewed studies show the opposite of what you wrote.
>>6126643
I am atucally working towards to purging transsexual feels by removing parts of brain
I am 72 years old. Take it from me repression is not impossible. It's just the new generation are weaklings.
I have a family who loves me and I'll die very soon thanks to my cancer. I spent decades loving a perfect. No one knew. Not my wife. Not my children. I never gave into it. I had a great career thanks to being a man.
And I rest easy knowing that you freaks are still regarded as such. I hope the world turns. Because the environment I grew up in. That's the cure for transgenderism. When you fight a war and realise what it TRULY means to man. To understand your role as a protector. You'll never let your inner illness win.
>>6127032
Post them.
>>6127056
Utter bullshit. My mind is my own. And I made a promise to die repressing.
>>6127059
And yet you are here.
>>6127061
Don't worry. It's Back to /pol/
>>6127050
>I am 72 years old. Take it from me repression is not impossible. It's just the new generation are weaklings.
>I am 72 years old.
>I am dying of cancer.
>I am literally spending my last moments on this Earth shitposting on 4chan.
>>6127026
You can still transition in your 30. Best not waste time, though. There are numerous success stories around -- as long as you don't expect to look like a 18yo girl, and as long as you start leading a healthy lifestyle if you aren't already.
I'm 30 and I'm looking forward to all of it ^^.
Practically anyone spam calling people hon here is from /pol/ or is a hon herself.
>>6127069
I lived a good life. Better than anyone here EVER will
>>6127073
Sure thing hon
>>6127050
this has to be a fictional cautionary tale
>>6127069
Thanks for making me laugh, humorous anon :3.
>>6127069
Better than spending your precious youth posting on 4chan
>>6127073
>There are numerous success stories around
Give me 3
>>6127077
I regret nothing. With the recent bathroom drama. It only ratified my position that repression was the right thing to do.
Thanks to my own self control. I die a rich man. Rich in wealth, friends and family. People will cry at my funeral, they will laugh and spit at yours.
>>6127082
Typical arrogant kids. Plenty of you around in my day. All of them ended dead, in jail or homeless. You'll learn.
>>6127083
Is this your first time on the trans internet? I don't have to give you anything.
>>6127088
So really you're talking out your ass
>>6127098
This. Just ignore them anon. Don't transition.
They just want more hons made so they can have company. Fuck em.
>feel bad
>go to doctor
>vitamin d low
>DHT borderline
>take 20,000u a week vit D
>3 months
>feel fine
>vit d runs out
>notice hair on legs arms, hairline receding
>hair everywhere in the bed
>maybe breasts
>between doctors
should I just .. let this happen? or should i see a doctor? I dont want to become manly but i dont want to loose my head hair
>>6127098
Do you need me to explain how to reach a popular transpassing subreddit and operate a mouse? Or the meaning of lurk moar/go back to pol for that matter.
Nvm, you're probably a hon that tells girls who pass fine that they look terrible because one of their hands has a visible vein.
>>6127109
When someone makes a stupid claim about people transitioning over the age of 30 and actually passing, I at least want evidence
Otherwise you're just another hon trying to make more hons, because misery loves company.
>>6127113
Wise words anon. I follow the same code. I've been repressing for years and I actually do fine. I have a job I enjoy. My family and friends don't think i'm a freak. I'll never give that life up.
>>6127085
gibe money so i could fund my FFS, plox
>>6127113
I'm not going to spend a couple of minutes compiling a list of passable girls who've transitioned at 30yo just so you can point out some trivial detail about them that supposedly makes them a hon.
Also using terms like stupid, misery + hon spam kinda gives you away.
It's almost as both of us understand how this works.
>>6127050
>You'll never let your inner illness win.
Isn't that exactly what you're letting happen by wanting your cancer to kill you? Kek. The way you say you're glad to be dead soon indicates it's more because you didn't get to live as a woman than because of plain old age.
I would also bet the reason you're dying years before your life expectancy is because your repression caused your cancer.
>>6127032
>Dysphoria never goes away
>"Peer reviewed studies says differently
>implying that a study trying to disprove that a psychological condition never goes away would be considered for publication.
Oh, my poor foolish anon. Either you have never published a study or you're just talking out of your agape butthole.
Actually, dysphoria lessens after transition and/or GRS, which was my point, but in some cases it still remains.
>>6127128
>trivial
Having the face of a man is not trivial
>>6127130
Knock knock young man. I'm 72. I've lived a rich and full life. What have you done? Except be a disappointment to your parents.
>>6127168
While I was repressing: absolutely nothing I wasn't forced into. Exactly my point. Now I've finished the spring semester of my first year of college, I'll be taking an EMT course this summer, and might go for med school after undergrad. But don't you think it's a bit unrealistic to compare what one person has done in 72 years to someone who has been alive for 21? Ironically, fear of being a disappointment to my parents is what lead to realizing my fear.
Your tone shows a sense of bitterness I used to carry and still see in some /pol/ posters. It's amazing how little some people change with age.
>>6126643
I thought like this for years. Then I finally woke up new years day 2015 with a smith and wesson .38 in my mouth and pulled the trigger. Round failed and I have been on hormones ever since. It can get better if you accept being a faggot tranny.
>>6127229
They're not really 72 you know...
>>6127085
for a person of your age and wisdom saying stuff like people will spit on your grave...
>>6127240
You were crying two days ago. That doesn't instill confidence in the lifestyle
>>6126643
See you in 20 years on Susan's
>But at least I'm not a fucking tranny.
Worse, you'll be an old hon.
>>6127269
I killed nazis in my youth only to realise in my retirement years they were heroes
>>6127273
Why? Because she's experiencing a life with emotional significance?
>>6127280
>72
>born in 1944
>nazi germany deafeated in 1945
>The good old days, when men were men who knew how to fight, when babies were men and got shipped off to war.
>>6127168
>tfw you probably lived a richer life as a 20-something tranny than a fictional 70-yo repressor
>>6127280
Dude, my grandfather was born two years before the war and is just about turning 80. If you're going to ruse at least make it good.
>>6127280
so you killed nazis when you were about 1 one year of age ?
>people won't take your bait seriously if you fail to understand basic math
>>6127280
And here I thought you were talking about the Vietnam war.
>>6127273
because estrogen makes me more emotional
>>6127056
>One day, your bell will ring, and you'll have no choice but to transition
>>6126643
Bro, just take 2mg pimozide daily and watch your worries melt away.
>>6127067
You'll be back. Maybe not tomorrow, maybe not for years, but you will be back when your bell goes off.
>>6127567
It has been a standard in trans communities for years, how new are you?
>>6127567
I was using the phrase ironically but it's the reason 50 year old hons exist
>>6127323
So where are these folks? Being trans sucks and life is mostly an uphill climb
>>6127579
I meant we, as in /lgbt/. On /lgbt/ this is relatively new (meaning, since last month) because we generally keep 35+ year olds out.
>>6127611
I do not care to hear that this entire work or parts of it are only my opinion. No, it isn’t. It is what the vast majority of Sisters have experienced, that is all. Take it or leave it. I have said all I wish to say and though I may update it from time to time, I will let the work stand on it’s own merits. It is not my opinion and I will prove it. If it were my opinion, I would state things such as the following:
>>6127622
I don’t think any transsexual ever lived who fucked a man in the ass. I don’t think that any transsexual ever existed that did drag shows. I don’t think any transsexual ever let work or family stop them from going full time. I think that fully half of the people that get the GRS are anything but a Sister. I think that all activists have something to hide from themselves. In my opinion, transsexuals take the easy way out by becoming lesbians, and activists. And in my opinion, transsexuals should not compete against genetic girls in sports competitions unless they are not known as a transsexual but simply as women.
>>6127611
The "So you want to be a tgirl" website is getting shared a lot to cringe at, I feel like
>>6127579
I'm ten years into transition and I never heard of it. The only person I know who transitioned over 35 also never heard of it.
Because I generally don't hang out with older trannies I guess.
>>6127567
i think its being used in a meme way to say a repressed person is going to be an old hon?
>>6127069
I can't even laugh at this glorious own because it's so genuinely sad.
>the only response they can come up with is "trust me you'll regret not injecting chemicals into your body and chopping your dick off because.. um.. er... lmao stfu hon"
you sad sad creatures
>>6126643
word
>>6131649
Shut up granddad and die already
>>6131754
>granddad
m8 I'm 19
>>6130529
In the context of the original writing that is being meme'd out of control, it's more of the newest iteration of the TruTrans meme. Saying basically that older hons are either just transvestites whose bell never rung, and shouldn't transition, or that their bell just hasn't gone off yet, and when it does they'll be a hon or off themselves.
>>6132125
hons don't believe in hondom though
>>6132158
I mean, chances are if your Trutrans, then you wouldn't have been able to have lived for 40+ years anyway. The original writer even says that most true transsexual's bells ring around puberty-20years old. They can believe it or not, doesnt really matter to the point.
>>6126643
R u me anon ? Albeit 10 years older.
>>6132200
my bell has gone off and im only 20. i hate you all so much. my mind is suffering constantly.
>>6134439
Why do you hate us?
>>6126643
No because the only benefit of being a girl is the power and I'd be ugly as fuck and therefore powerless
>>6134439
You were made to run when you hear that bell, Anon; Don't be afraid.
Just run.
>>6134538
BECAUSE IGNORANCE WAS BLISS
>>6127034
>that pic
The neurological differences that have been observed in trans people include regions that are non-plastic past the womb.
