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last time on dragonball GT >>>>6123996
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i'm not suicidal i just want to be dead
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>>6125117
>i have a lot of endurance.
how get?? im skinny but i have the stamina of a 200 pound person
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first for if I get dubs I go back to being a femmeboy
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>tfw accidentally touched my dick after chopping jalapenos
aaaaaa it burns
>>6125136
same
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>>6125136
I'm suicidal when I don't have something to distract me, like /mtfg/ or friends.
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>>6125129
Best way to deal with those is to live as if you were already dead. Not even joking.
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>>6125070
>////////<
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i want to softly massage a qt gt with my tongue desu
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>>6125140
if singles you have to date me for forever
>>6125145
me too
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>Remember this one time going out in girlmode
>Mom catches sight of me heading out
>Gives me makeup tips and does my hair
>And I didn't get gendered male once that day
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I may have underestimated just how much I look like a lesbian when I wear a flannel

I just can't live without them though
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>>6125153
I'm legitimately jealous.
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>>6125119
>suicide data can in no way bring better armor
brain trauma plays a role in the damage of war just as we are beginning to recognize its significance in sports
more understanding of post-war trauma and ptsd could help us know what to focus on for physical protection
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>>6125128
aww me too red youre so frickin adorable
>>6125130
being skinny isnt really being in shape..its like a muscle though and youll get better if youre trying to. its hard work but try to use a reward system..like for the first few weeks eat something sweet afterwards..dont think of it as negating all your work, all you should be trying to do is getting your body to be ok with working hard and youll probably enjoy it a lot more if you can remember that its all supposed to be fun.
>>6125153
good feel. i used the female bathroom in a crowded restaurant today and nothing happened. good feels all around
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>>6125162
Me too, why is life so unfair ;_;
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first for red is top qt
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>>6125152
awwe, okay. As long as you're sweet. Are you okay with me being poly?

I want my dysphoria to be less so I'll be a boy, like this pic!!!
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>>6125169
I know right? I'm visiting my parents right now, and they wont even call me she or Joan. I'm pretty sure that I'm always going to be Cody to them...
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>>6125153
>tfw unsupportive parents
It's suffering, but it's adorable to hear that you have something like that
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>>6125168
> its all supposed to be fun.
raelly????????????
mind honestly blown, exercising is usually agony for me lol
is this the secret to life?
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>>6125176
you look like a giant faggot
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i-is it safe to come out?
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>>6125168

I did that too... only one time though. It was intimidating, even though the one I used was empty. And then someone walked in while I was in the stall... Nobody even took a second glance, though.
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>>6125148
Nice ace ring
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>>6125143
The fun thing about capsaicin is that while it causes an intense burning sensation, the actual damage doesn't compare. Mustard essential oil, on the other hand, can ruin skin altogether even though it feels nowhere near as bad as handling Capsicums.
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>>6125153
>isn't friends with many people
>isn't friends with _anyone_ who can do my makeup/hair
>jealous af
>(
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>>6125176
You look better as a girl
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>>6125136
I don't want to be dead, I just wish that younger me made some different choices so that I could be more happily not-dead.
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I apologize for completely freaking out in the last thread but I am extremely upset and angry, and tonight it just all came to a peak.

Don't worry, I will leave you alone and won't come back in a very long time, if ever.

Bye
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>>6125184
No! Go and fix the barrier between our world and the spirit world.
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>>6125181
yes!! i have so much fun when im out biking. trust me any exercise is going to stink a little for the first couple times..but you have to learn to enjoy it..push your limits..do more than you thought you could do. its a character building experience.
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>mfw I remember that I switched my injections from every 7-8 days to every 5 days

Is this why I'm having such bad mood swings and being even more of a crazy cunt?
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>>6125178
>Having parents that know you're tans

I'll be lucky if I don't get disowned when they find out I'm on hrt ;_;
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>>6125168
beep come to texas soon
I will show you a good time!!!
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>>6125184
http://youtu.be/NwwY9y6O3hw
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>>6125178

Are they doing it to be a douche or out of ignorance/habit?
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>>6125163
>brain trauma plays a role in the damage of war just as we are beginning to recognize its significance in sports
what does this have to do with suicide data? soldiers aren't shooting themselves in the head through their helmets

we already know what to focus on for physical protection. you dont understand the context behind deciding what is adequate for military to wear for protection. both now and for literally 1000s of years

mobility, versatility and simplicity are all huge factors that keep us from deploying people in bullet proof exoskeletons everywhere. it'd weigh too much, would get in the way of a soldiers job when hes NOT fighting, and overheat you.
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>>6125202
I'm gonna go with yes
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>>6125202
I inject every 5 days.
10mg/1ml?

Also I'm starting my progestrone cycle again tommorow. I'm going to feel so sad/want everything to hump me.
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>>6125153
>tfw mom doesn't live with me and has dodged meeting up with me 4 times now
I'm happy you have a family that supports you, it's really good for you.
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>>6125204
aw hehe you slut you. nice bunny ears. we can go out drinking in cute costumes..or ill wear your fursuit even
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>>6125176
i-i'm sweet
>Are you okay with me being poly?
i am
i should be because i think i'm poly too
but my feelings might make me a hypocrite
but probably
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nth for turning into a functional normie adult
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>>6125203
I can't really hide it. I have boobs, my hips are wide, and they sway when I walk.

>>6125209
I'm not really sure. Either way it really hurts.
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>>6125213
>want everything to hump me
as opposed to now, right?
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>>6125210
There's a reason why PTSD was first called shell shock, though...
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daily reminder to cast your vote
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>>6125220
Iktf
Tonight is my first night at the new job
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>>6125210
Google TBI, dummy.
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>>6125220
good luck with that elanna :) youre here forever
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>>6125197
Byeee! Come hang out with us cool kids at femgen!
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>>6125220
(n + k)th for turning into a lesbian stereotype
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>>6125153
Time to kill myself
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>>6125181
could be asthma senpai
that's what it was for me
thrombotic spasms causing horrible horrible chest pain when I exert myself
flutiform inhaler (w/ a muscle relaxant) has made a difference for sure
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>>6125197
ill miss you hannah!

>>6125198
okay :(
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>>6125211

Lmao

>>6125213

Yeah! I started on 10mg every 10 days (it takes that long for the estrogen to metabolize) and then moved it to once a week, and recently I moved it up to every 5 days.... And I'm way happier, but I also feel crazy???
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>>6125238
Just bring best girl with you and you'll be fine.
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>>6125234
>those shoes with that outfit
I don't even know anything about fashions but that pic is triggering me AGAIN
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>mfw lost the genetic lottery
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>>6125210
>what does this have to do with suicide data? soldiers aren't shooting themselves in the head through their helmets
are you just trolling or do you honestly not understand how brain trauma relates to helmets?
>we already know what to focus on for physical protection
how can you if you don't know the specifics of the damage you're trying to prevent against?

rlly tho the helmet stuff is just one small part of why it's stupid to bury information rather than try to learn from it
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>>6125197
bye hannah i love you very much
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>>6125221
Well I guess there's some good to that, I pretty recently started hrt but I need to hide it through the summer because I'm staying with them for those months :/
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Cornflakes.
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>>6125204
I wish I could pull off short shorts lol
your shibari/bondage pics a thread or two back were really good btw
better than mine lol
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>>6125178
Oh, there's another Joan on /mtfg/? Cool, nice to meet you. Sorry that your parents are having trouble adjusting their thinking like that, I think it's just plain hard for a lot of parents to fully wrap their heads around transition and what it implies.
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>>6125220
Join usssss
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>>6125221

I totally understand and it sucks. Hopefully it will get better. It took my parents awhile. To this day 4 years later when I call my mom, my dad's usually on the other end of the couch and my mom will say something like, "oh well he...", "Christopher said... I mean Chris"- we go by middlenames in our family. It's just out of habit and don't let it get to me. Hopefully that's your case and they'll get the hang soon! GL stay strong yo.
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>>6125218
that picture was femboy red!!!
Oh my god you can't drink in my fursuit.
You can smoke if the pipe is long enough!
>>6125219
okay~ date me, anon! I'll hold your hand and kiss you softly and gently!!
>>6125222
you don't even know anon

being a femboy is superior! I looked cute!!
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>>6125129
isnt sam hyde ftm
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>>6125253
Special K.
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I'm bored. What do I do to be less bored? I need human contact to feel better, usually.
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>>6125248
>implying
god can you imagine if we took a pic together
I'd look like a fucking wrestler lol
it's a good job I'm high so this stuff isn't bothering me rn
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>>6125230
I can be a functional adult on 4chan right?

>>6125234
Flannel a best.

>>6125228
Good luck!!

>>6125256
O-ok ;~;
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>>6125220
nooooo stay weird with me :(
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>>6125263
Cookie crisp
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>>6125247
I know
we've had this discussion
I'd crop it out but it'd look retarded
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>>6125267
I'm not looking forward to it
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>>6125224
>>6125229
the fuck does any of this have to do with suicide and how it could be prevented by armor???????

armor isnt supposed to be fucking plot armor that protects you from everything, it just protects you from what the way war works requires

people killing themselves over shell shock has nothing to do with the guys fucking helmet or his vest, it has to do killing shit and being in danger of being killed fucks with people permanently
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>>6125248
>I'm so manly you guys *trollface*
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Who /high rn/ here?

>>6125260
Red what do you prefer, smoking, vaping or edibles? I love the hallucinogenic high I get from edibles.
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>>6125270
Frosted Mini-Wheats
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>>6125261

I've had his dick in my mouth and ass, so. I'm gonna say no.
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i'm just looking through these pictures before HRT and I'm just being jealous of how happier I was
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>>6125280
didnt you put your sissy stick in his mouth too
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>>6125148
*gently squeezes maddie's hand*
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>>6125267
You can 100%be a functional adult and still be on 4Chan 24/7

I'm doing it right now and living the dream tbqh
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>>6125280
>tfw you realize Sam Hyde dressed up as a tranny for one of his videos
I swear to god that's so cool Edie....

did he make any goofs or gaffs?
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>>6125278

I smoked a joint.
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my hair makes me look like a scene faggot
very frequently
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i have to write a 10 page essay by midnight again do you guys think i can do it do you believe in me

this time im really scared because it was actually due at 2 pm today
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>>6125252
Sounds rough anon. At least you didn't need a bra the same weekend you started like I did. That sucked, and it hurt like hell to grow that fast.

>>6125255
I have a clone?!

Yeah, I get that it's hard, but they don't even seem to be trying.

>>6125259
For most of the year, we're 4 states apart, and they don't matter. It's just this one week that sucks.
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So my parents are okay with me being trans, but they want me to pay for everything, when they know I have a hard time getting a job. What do?
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>>6125267
flannel a very best
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>>6125282
yeah but like femgen says, without HRT ageing totally fucks us AMABs, regardless of how one identifies it's a good idea to be on hormones if you want to stay fem long-term
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>>6125250
>what does this have to do with suicide data? soldiers aren't shooting themselves in the head through their helmets
are you just trolling or do you honestly not understand how brain trauma relates to helmets?

no, i do, and i think you don't, because helmets perform their needed job or they wouldn't be ISSUED

you can't protect against EVERYTHING

>how can you if you don't know the specifics of the damage you're trying to prevent against?

youre fucking kidding right? we know this from bodies, people injured in live battles, fucking years of militaries having experience with the things that cause the damage you're so caught up on

armor is not the solution to less suicide/deaths overall in war

thinking that something as unrelated to armor manufacture and design objective consideration as suicide could improve armor is dumb


there's a certain CEILING when it comes to armor where you have to compromise all its features, if you try to completely amp up the protection you sacrifice everything else essential to actually using it
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>>6125298
> At least you didn't need a bra the same weekend you started like I did. That sucked, and it hurt like hell to grow that fast.
How
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>>6125274
>people killing themselves over brain trauma has nothing to do with the guys fucking brain protection device
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>>6125294
DO IT
I'd totes give you some uppers for it too.
I did that last night (and with footnotes too)
>>6125293
you're my qt scene puppy girl
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>>6125301
Get a job. Your parents aren't responsible for you.
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>>6125268
I'll still be weird. Functionally weird! :D

>>6125273
You'll do fine, I'm sure of it.

>>6125287
That sounds like the dream, hopefully one day I can do both :D
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>>6125305
I'm going to stay on hrt,
I just gotta wear a binder maybe or something.
I'm going to try to be as feminine as possible
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>>6125298
> At least you didn't need a bra the same weekend you started like I did.

I really should get a sports bra at this point if I where a light colored shirt they're p noticeable at this point *~* but I don't know how to buy that stuff and I get anxious buying girl stuff.
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>>6125311
im def not cute in this image
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>>6125280
d-did he put you in a headlock? I need to know
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>>6125301

If you're an adult and you don't have a medical condition preventing you from working imho you should get a job. It's not super expensive and it's not super cheap either. Without insurance doc visits can be $50-100 and up to $500 for blood work, and then $30 per month for mones.

If you're an adult and for whatever reason can't work consider college, and take out loans though you're likely living at home with your parents, and student aid is going to give you nothing.
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>>6125312
I would if everyone in my immediate area wasn't transphobic. I show up to apply and my nails are painted and they make me leave.
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Are clerics trutrans?
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>>6125326
I don't like to throw this around, but I'm still in High School. That's another kind of issue.
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>>6125328

Work from home. You're half way there you have a computer with internet it seems. Do at home call or chat support.
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>>6125318
binders make boobs sag which looks bad
sports bra is your friend
and baggy femboy sweaters to wear with leggings, etc.
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>>6125328
Then don't show up with painted nails...
Get a job, use it to start HRT while staying in the closet, then use the money from the job to move to a more tolerant place.
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>>6125307
Jesus Christ you moron, nobody is calling for Fallout power armor.

There was a discussion about the use of suicide statistics. Which led to a possible link between brain injury from IEDs to some portion of suicides. which could lead to a helmet that's better designed to prevent TBI. Which is not the same thing as fucking Iron Man armor for every single grunt. So that's just one possible benefit from knowing suicide stats.

Fuck off back to /k/
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>>6125322
pretty cute desu
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>>6125333

Oh gotcha. Well that definitely complicates things.
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>>6125307
>helmets perform their needed job or they wouldn't be ISSUED
>you can't protect against EVERYTHING
ok I'm pretty sure you're trolling now, by that logic we should stop all technological development

>we know this from bodies, people injured in live battles, fucking years of militaries having experience with the things that cause the damage you're so caught up on
except that you're arguing that the information that makes you uncomfortable should be hidden

>armor is not the solution to less suicide/deaths overall in war
and you say we should abandon ever finding a solution in favor of hiding our shameful lack of one
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>>6125309
>brain protection device
>people killing themselves over brain trauma
killing themselves over trauma that no helmet could fucking protect you against

everything has limits dude helmets and vests are supposed to keep you alive to do your job NOT ensure you don't suffer permanent damage

youre going into fucking war for fucks sake, if you get tossed around by explosions and hit by rubble you're receiving truama that only a fucking suit that rendered you immobile would protect you
and thatd be SOLELY against being flung around

helmets do their job
people don't die from the things helmets are designed to and DO protect from
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>>6125308
It was just a training bra. I started HRT on a Friday, and my chest was jiggling enough under my shirt that one of my female friends told me to get in her car, and that I needed a bra.

According to my endocrinologist, I had abnormally high estrogen for a guy prior to HRT. There was a bit of fear that I might have had some dormant internal parts.

>>6125321
Do you have any female friends that might be willing to help you pick one out? That stuff is super confusing at first.
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>>6125331
am i trutrans?
https://unsee.cc
/tineduza/
>>6125341
i look horrid when i dont have my hair straightened
this is bad
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if anyone didn't at least install central locking in their car today then you are less manly than me and can't refer to yourselves as boys, men, guys, dudes or make fun of your manly features.
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>>6125283

Yeah

>>6125288

We used to date. He was nice, kinda funny. Mostly awkward.

>>6125323

No. I dominated him and fucked his face, and he used to text me stuff like pic related. He's not what you'd imagine. Sorry for cracked phone screen, it's an HTC from like 4 years ago before I got an iPhone.
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somehow I ended up at bdubs with my friends idk how life works
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>>6125339
what fucking moron is going to survive any of that shit anyways? you fucking idiot
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>>6125334
What kind of jobs let me work from home? I'm generally uninformed on that.

>>6125338
I did that once too. They still weren't hiring because they can get skimpy white cunts with huge racks to work as wait staff, or personable people to work as cashiers.
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>>6125331
... maybe? Probably?

Are mystics?
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>>6125348
Yeah, but we have trouble meeting up because she still lives in my hometown, we're planning on hanging out and getting stuff the first week I go back ^.^
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>>6125331
Only if your neutral good, the most pure of goods
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>>6125349
lovechild of ellen page and red / 10
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I wish I could just be invisible, I feel like all of my fears of being what I want to be and doing what I want to do comes from being staid of what people will think when they see me.
>>6125294
You can do it
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>>6125356
MRAPs. Now shoo, pest.
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>>6125364
I need to get it straightened super super super badly
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isla i love you
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>>6125370
why are you fucking always sideways?
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>>6125349
i like it, it's floofy, i wanna play with it
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>>6125349
You're fucking beautiful, like holy shit if I weren't taken.....

>>6125361
That sounds nice.

As for sports bras though, they really don't have cup sizes, and it's just about it fitting around the chest really.
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>>6125314
Melanie but I hate people and commitment. It's a match made in hell
>>6125373
Fuck off she's mine
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>>6125358

Look at Apple for starters. They're always hiring but not sure about the lack of experience. Just google at home jobs and you'll find a ton but if you're not 18 that may be a problem. Mostly only grocery stores, fast food places and mom and pop shops are going to be willing to hire a minor. So if you're under 18 that may hurt you.

If you have a Moe's nearby try there maybe? That's where I got my first job at 16 and they're pretty progressive.
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>>6125347
>no helmet could fucking protect you against
easy to say when you hide the shameful data

but again the helmet shit is just a small part of why it's stupid to hide data instead of learning from it

>helmets do their job
you could use that "logic" to argue for the most primitive helmet possible too because you're defining "do their job" by them operating as they currently do
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>>6125368
Very alpha of you sir
>not surprised trannies know about military bullshit
top kek
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>>6125280
are you memeing me or something
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>>6125353
wasnt that before he started lifting though

now that he lifts he is an alpha male and dominant
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>>6125349
L-lewd

>>6125360
I-I'm not sure.
I just keep hearing about how trutrans healsluts are ;~;

>>6125362
That sounds like me :D
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>>6125378
What's a Moe's? I live just beneath the Mason-Dixon Line. Dunno if that's a north thing or a down south thing. Things here are very mashed up.
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>>6125380
>What the fuck did you say about me, you little faggot?
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>>6125374
samsung camera maybe idk
its weird :/
>>6125373
???
who
>>6125375
it sucksss so muchhhh ;_;
it gets tangly and frizzy
>>6125376
am I?
idk i dont think i can do relationships they are scary as fuck
but thanks- thtas a bad pic tho :/
>>6125377
i cant do relationships they are scary T_T
>>6125387
so am i trutrans?
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>>6125387
N-no sorry I've seen your posts, your chaotic neutral at best.. S-soz
Or maybe lawful good, pure sluts for gods
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>>6125377
fuck you dude ill beat your bitch ass
>>6125392
im your mommy
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>>6125349
shoegaze/manchester baggy /10
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>>6125376
Yeah it's pretty nice, she helped me get makeup last time we hung out and it was p fun.

And I'm still pretty sm0l on the chest (I doubt a proper bra would even fit me) so I just need something to hide the the little bulge they're making now.
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>ywn marry a qt boy
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>>6125395
yume?
>>6125396
that pic is so fucking cringey lmao
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>>6125353
is this actually real or am I retarded? Do you have more texts?
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any cool girls here to talk to rn? I'm a bit bored
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>>6125388

Moe's Southwest Grill. It's a quick-casual restaurant. In my experience working at two locations and eating at many others is all the employees are liberal potheads so no one is going to care you're trans. I would be surprised if there wasn't at least one within 20 miles of you.
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>>6125401
iktf.
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>>6125387
most of the trans wow players I knew were healsluts, so I can buy into that

does that mean I'm not trutrans for wanting to do damage too? ;~;
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>>6125392
Yeah, ur trutrans

>>6125394
There's no way that I'm lawful good ;~;
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>>6125405
nope.
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>>6125406
I googled it. The closest one is, about, 30-45 minutes away. Which brings up another issue. I can't drive, and I'm LOOOONG overdue for my learner's, but my parents won't take me to the fuckin' DMV, so I can't get it. I need a local job which literally ruins everything.
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>>6125402
i said im your mommy not spongebob fucking barrelchest
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>too afraid to call disability lawyer for anxiety and panic attacks because anxiety and panic attacks

i hate life
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>>6125392
It's ok <3
>>6125395
Come at me nerdo
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>>6125411
oh shush
you are probably going to end up being the prettiest and most cis looking girl to come from here
you will get a boyfriend not long after healing and forget completely about ever being a dumb man
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>>6125419
well
idk who you are
???
;_;
>>6125425
is it lizzy?
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>>6125419
Literally kek'd for a full minute
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>>6125380
I'll reveal my power level if makes autists stop sperging. Otherwise I'm just an ordinary little anime girl :^)
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>>6125401
ikft ;_;
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>>6125392
If that's a bad pic, I'd be drooling in person. Jeez.

>>6125397
>Makeup
I can barely even put on lipstick and mascara.

Yeah, go with a sports bra. Mine basically work like binders.
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>>6125418

Gotcha. Yeah, I hate to say it but you're definitely going to have to work on your situation before you can get to where you want to be. Focus on trying to find something even if it's mowing lawns -- I know, that's not glamorous. In the meantime try to persuade your parents to help. Sometimes they just need time. Plus they may be misinformed and think it's a lot of money. If your parents have health insurance and they work for a national company chances are the mones and checkups are covered just not HRT.
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>>6125430
i did it for you because i love you baby
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My cuts started bleeding again when I bathed
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>>6125382
>>6125404

Lol no, I'm being serious, I googled "Sam Hyde tranny" and found the screenshots I provided forever ago on r9k. He tried to hire me as an escort, and I told him I wasn't interested but that we could date, and ...yeah.
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>>6125428
Obviously
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>>6125427
>you are probably going to end up being the prettiest and most cis looking girl to come from here
no
ufufu is way prettier and cis looking.
and i think you misunderstood me.
i literally don't want to ever get married. my parents went through a bad divorce when i was young and i don't want to end up like that.
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>>6125405
if only
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Is it true ABV doesn't have to be decarbed to be used in edibles?
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>>6125434
well my hair just isnt quite that goofy
>>6125415
yay <3
>>6125441
no i mean is it okay
>>6125439
mine ddo that sometimes
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>>6125447
Correct, but the darker it is the less strong it'll be
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>>6125418
Sorry drunk meant SRS not HRT wouldn't be covered
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>>6125423
>tfw u should apply to be officially considered disabled for ur health issues but the whole fuckmess just upsets u too much
shitsux, good luck

do u have a therapist or any support network?

also
>i hate life
tfw
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What's your cup size /mtfg/?

Lowly A cup here.

>>6125449
Your skin and face are fucking perfect though.
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>>6125439
if it was a warm bath it probably raised your blood pressure a little

I have a couple of veins close to the skin surface on my forehead and as a teen sometimes if I got too hot I'd start randomly bleeding from the forehead without any injury, just sitting in class, like some kind of dark religious omen. kek.
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>>6125440
cant believe you let sam hyde get away

the guy's got a show on adult swim now, you could have been married to a freakin thousandaire
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>>6125405

You could talk to me instead
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How does it feel you'll look as good as this trans girl?
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>>6125434
Well it was the first time I got any makeup for me, I still hardly know how to apply it. But it's still fun and makes me feel good :)
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>>6125443
heya quiddy n.n

What's up?
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>>6125456

36 C
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>>6125440
holy shit lmao
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>>6125456
32DD

>>6125461
feels pretty bad i guess. she's pretty.
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>>6125460
Marcy <3 I thought you'd gone to sleep!
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>>6125470
you're pretty too
stop being bdd
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>>6125470
>32DD
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>>6125456
>What's your cup size /mtfg/?

non-existent X_X
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>>6125456
36 B
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>>6125475
not really. especially when compared to some people from here.
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I can't sleep and I want to kill myself
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>>6125473

Nah, not quite yet. How was your day?
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>>6125456
If I measured right I finally qualify for an A cup now. Progress!
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>>6125456
atm, 34 AA
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>>6125450
cool. I know cameras aren't necessarily good for accurate colour, but how dark would you say this is? it's fairly thoroughly vaped Lemon Haze, about 8-12 draws per trench. not sure where to find estimates for THC content. ketchup bottle is for colour reference.
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>>6125456
yeah i got lucky on the skin
i dont like my face though
im b cup barely
>>6125461
i dont wanna look like that
>>6125485
same sometimes
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>>6125435
Time to tell a story :^)

I already mow my own lawn for no pay, because my parents are cheap assholes. My neighborhood has a lot of old people, with money, so they hire someone else to mow theirs, or they do it themselves. My parents can't and won't be persuaded. They're not doing anything about my happiness because they don't want me to be bullied in school about it. I understand, and appreciate, the sentiment in that, but it solves nothing. All it does is it makes them ignore the problem at hand, the fact that I have no possible way to make some green to pay for my lifestyle. I don't like to think I'm being irrational or a whiny teen, but it really fucking pisses me off. All I want right now is clothes. That's what's important. I'll see counseling when I live on my own. They think that because of this, when I ask them for cash and support through that cash, that I'm just gonna miraculously get hormones and whoopdeday. But no, I'm just gonna splurge and buy dresses and underwear. The reason I don't bring up these thoughts is because, as it stands, they're stressed out with work, and already do not like talking about this topic, so I feel like the bad guy for bringing it up to them. I just kinda have to be passive and accept my cruel fate, but I'm getting sick of just letting shit happen. I need to do something, but I just don't know what. Sorry for rant.
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>>6125456
36 A or B

pre hormones though
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>>6125462
Yeah, I get ya. I dunno though, most make up that I've tried feels gross. Especially foundation.

>>6125464
>>6125470
>tfw no megamilk
Feels bad senpai.

How long have you been on HRT? Or are they

>>6125477
rip

>>6125480
Your size is my minimum goal.

>>6125488
>>6125489
At least I'm not the only one! ^_^
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>>6125485
Please don't kill yourself :c Why can't you sleep/why do you want to die, anon?
>>6125488
Congrats!
>>6125490
LMAO Robin u madwoman ;3
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>>6125490

Looks less toasted than how I would usually do it. I would always turn my vape up really high. The AVB was always really subtle.
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>>6125496
>mfw pre-hrt
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>>6125449
<3
>>6125456
34c
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>>6125486
icredibly shitty ive been in an upnand down mood since like Friday but mostly down
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>>6125481
you've been prettier than me since before you sorted out your hair, not that that's saying much
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>>6125496
>Or are they

I'm stupid.

Or are they implants.*

>>6125500
You'll get there eventually.
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>>6125496
How many months are you?
>>6125497
Thank you~
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>>6125331
Druids and wizards are the tru-est, what with the shape-shifting and self-polymorphing. But a cleric might get by with the Trickery and Luck domains in a pinch.
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>>6125498
yeah I'm a weakling so even this makes me cough and wheeze like a bitch and I'm only drawing for like, 8 secs max.
and that's vaping; smoking is a no-go for me
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>>6125492
I feel like it's important to explain to them that they're causing you psychological anguish by denying you the kinds of clothes you need. Also, are you at least on hormones yet, or are they denying you that too? If you're not old enough to get a job yet, mowing lawns might work, but hormones are expensive... Try doing online surveys for money maybe? Wish I could help more :c
>>6125505
I'm sorry korra :c I hope the rest of your night is good, and that something good happens so that your mood gets balanced more towards the good side ^.^
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>>6125496
>most make up that I've tried feels gross.

I guess it's just not for everyone
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>>6125494
btw by A or B I mean pretty much every bra I have is B but I have one that's A and it fits fine
and also I have no idea if 36 is accurate. In straya I'm a 14B, but it's a totally different measurement system obviously

also I'm not a fatty if someone was assuming that from the fact that I'm in a B pre-hormones. It was gynecomastia or something idk
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>>6125508
I'm exactly a month away from my appointment! :3 so hyped
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>>6125515
well im out with friends at Buffalo wild wings rn so maybe

I might say fuck it and get drunk even tho my liver has been hurting
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>>6125515
No hormones. I have no way to get them.As I just said, can't mow lawns. Online surveys are shady. I just dunno what to do anymore.
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>>6125254
Are standards here really that low to be complimenting that pic?
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>>6125498
turn ur vape up too high and you'll start to release more carcinogens and stuff
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>>6125511
I started HRT in January of last year ;_;

My T wasn't going down fast enough apparently. I'm on a higher dose of Spiro now though.

>>6125517
Yeah, that's what my friends tell me. Lipstick and Mascara seems to be my limit.

>>6125521
Congrats! I hope that it all goes fine.
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>>6125496

I'm at 4 years now. But keep in mind there's a misconception about breast size. I just have volume not depth. For reference this was me close to 3 years ago when I was briefly a cam whore. I was a B then and they haven't grown much.
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>babyfaced but beard shadow now
>some kind of genderfluid freak
WAKE ME UP INSIDE
>CANT FUCKING WAKE UP
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>>6125350
But the tomboy mechanic is a cute archetype, so in my mind you aren't manly for that at all, just a girl that knows how to get shit done.
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http://www.strawpoll.me/10116262

https://unsee
.cc/zomipude/
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>>6125437
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>>6125529
Pretty breasts.
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>>6125530
>tfw 6 months HRT and already in the uncanny-looking-man-with-breasts zone
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>>6125497
Because I'm a hon and will always be one no matter how many surgeries I get
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I feel so tense and like I'm on the verge of snapping at someone or something because of my new hrt regimen ;_;
Pls help calm me down
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hi chelsea i know ur reading these
>>6125532
hi avery
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>>6125529
Depth?

Yours are really nice looking by the way.
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>>6125532
you look nice i think.
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>>6125350
Yay!

>>6125532
out of curiosity, is there ever a scenario where someone can pass if their voice is bad?

>>6125541
Are you going to be ok?
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>>6125541
hey can you pass on a message to cyba for me
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>>6125542
y u gotta deanonymize me

also come back we miss you https://discord.gg/0jCp5pochww4UBCv
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>>6125541
grab a pillow and cuddle it

cry uncontrollably
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>>6125512
>wizards are the tru-est
R-really? :D
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>>6125529
Is it possible to get the nipple growth without growing tissue?
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>>6125524

I hope you have a better night. Don't go wild with the drinking, I find it rarely helps...

I am going to bed now!
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>>6125541
Think of something soothing. Don't know. Love, lavender oil, Burt Bacharach, whatever works for you.
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>>6125541
you can snap at me if you want
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>>6125531
but I'll never be kaylee ;~;
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>>6125555
night night!
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chelsea im memeing
you arent agp
>>6125550
idk if i wanna
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>>6125543

lol well I've gotten old and fat since then.

Yeah trans women tend to have shallow breasts due to the size of their ribcage/chest. So it's pretty common for cis women to have breasts that just project straight out. In trans women it tends to go laterally instead of projecting. So transwomen tend to get wider breasts.

>>6125554

Nipple piercings. I took them out two years later but now they're much larger and permanently erect.
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>>6125548
>is there ever a scenario where someone can pass if their voice is bad?
on the internet? i can't think of many other situations. very, very few women have "man" voices, so it's a strong cue.
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post choons
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1hnkLU9V5M
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>>6125529
whoa, face-on pic now? looks like we may have similar jaws
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>>6125524
Be very careful with your health, but your emotional health is important too! If you're not a constant alcoholic you should be okay, just remember that there has to be a designated driver and everything.
Have fun either way!
>>6125525
If you attend school, then ask the counselor/nurse there what they can do to help you, you might be able to get a referral to a planned parenthood or something that can help you. Alternatively you can try to get your parents to let you see a gender therapist either by convincing them through argument or coercing them through changing who you are. It's manipulative and gross, but if you let dysphoria and depression severely affect your behavior (or fake that) then your parents might be more likely to put you in therapy, which is good because you might get put on hormones faster.
If you get a good gender therapist, they might even be able to convince your parents of the importance of supporting you over avoiding "bullying."

tl;dr do what you have to to convince, coerce, and manipulate your way into getting what you need, because it's that important.
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>Read up some about trans escorts and forums talking about escorting
>So much hate, people agreeing with murdering trans people
>The few who talk about wanting to do it, or have done it
>All they want is suck dick and get fucked in the ass
It's disgusting.
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>>6125560

>Not wanting to be River instead
pleb choice
unless you don't want to be kinda crazy I guess
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