poor girls edition
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▶Let's see if whoever makes the next thread remembers to take this bit out
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have you gotten raped by taxes yet, /mtfg/?
>>6120113
>have you gotten raped by taxes yet, /mtfg/?
I got basically all of it back yet so I'll call it molestation.
>link wrong article on reddit when trying to make a point
>10 replies calling me dumb cunt
>downvoted into oblivion
>quit reddit for a few days
Shiieeeeet
>>6120119
once i accidentally linked pics of a cute fat girl instead of an article relevant to the joke i was making and i had no idea why i was being downvoted
>>6120119
>going on reddit
you brought it upon yourself
>>6120123
ROFL
just a reminder if you ever do sex work or have a sugar daddy and the sd/client offers you drugs: say no!!!
thats how i stayed safe today!
>>6120131
>you
>saying no
>>6120133
Are you Thalmor scum or something?
>even 100% passing girls continue to hate themselves
>Welp time to go back to repressing forever maybe I'll manage to find happiness and not kill myself. I wish you all the best of luck.
>>6120131
Shame. If someone offers you drugs say thank you cause drugs are fucking expensive. Unless its shit drugs
>>6120137
>continue to hate themselves
yeah but like, a lot less
>>6120118
they're just compliment fishing attention whores
>>6120138
but....i'm not that dumb...
I have experience doing sex work and drugs + sex work = being kidnapped and trafficked
>>6120143
Take em later and depends plus that doesn't sound so bad
>>6120139
>>6120136
>dragon
one time i uhh
killed a super mighty dragon (mod)
with a spell that made it rain swords
>>6120146
w-why not
>>6120145
usually they expect you to do it right then and there...I get scared of the things 30-40 year old guys can do...
being a trafficking victim it isn't really that great.
>reading prunus girl
>tfw you will never be a cute trap at highschool
>tfw you will never give highschool boys confusion boners
fuck fuck fuck. why did i only apply to one college
i hope i didnt cuck myself.... i hope being a non-white tranny with a background in the humanities will be good enough maybe?? god im so ansty if i dont get accepted i wont have a life........
maybe one time I'll tell y'all a story about my SD/escort clients.
I have a few
>>6120150
oh please you're probably masturbating to the idea right now
>>6120152
>non-white tranny with a background in the humanities
you will get into to pretty much anything you apply for
you live in america right?
>>6120154
i don't masturbate babe
>>6120155
yeah i live here, but i'm an international student
i'm really nontraditional tho (dropped out of high school) so im hoping my homeschool curriculum will pull me through
i only have a 3.67 gpa in college though... scary scary scary
>>6120152
>non-white
why are you even worried? they let in the multicultural applicants no matter their scores or situation way before they get around to seeing if anyone else (whites) meet the entrance criteria
>>6120150
Kek if they wanted to kidnap and traffic you, you not doing drugs wouldn't stop them. Just ask to take it. Yeahh but what a life
>>6120155
and my SATs are 780 CR - 550 M - 650 W so i'm pretty much fucked haha..... ive already fucked myself over by applying for financial aid...
>>6120161
im indian
>>6120165
maybe you should have let me fix your kindergarten-ass essay, red :^)
>>6120165
Kek idk easy thoughtless painful life. Exactly you're in no real danger. What have you even been offered?
Gooooooooood morning
>>6120169
that does sound kinda appealing
I hate my life as it is.
Maybe I could ask someone to do it.
I'm not really a thinker.
>>6120165
>just a faggy boy
>Who would even want me as a sex slave
If you can cook and clean, you can post on here when you're not otherwise occupied.
>>6120171
goof morning
>>6120174
i can do those.
I like helping out!!
>>6120171
morning~!!
hope you slept nicely!!
everyone tells me that im a shoo-in for getting in, but im scared because my academics are literally so bad aaaaah ;_;
>>6120178
But seriously, I've always wanted a faggy little houseboy to cook, clean, greet me at the door naked, and take care of.
>tfw too ocd to ever have a boyfriend.
>>6120181
>tfw no cute boy/girl will want you to do this for them because you suck at cooking and are a neet twink
>>6120184
>tfw you'd send your twink to cooking classes, and spank them if they didn't pay attention.
>>6120171
Morning
>>6120172
It wouldnt be so bad but then again I'm just fucked in the head. You're to fun though it would be ashame to in slave you
>>6120181
That sounds pretty great
>>6120185
>hnnng
>>6120181
Hi!
Would you mind taking me in!
I promise to provide the best service possible!
>>6120185
Ahhhh I'll try to pay attention, but I might slip off
oh shit the depression's coming back
tomorrow I'll be a sobbing wreck
I had a good day anyway
>>6120190
Slipping up is fine every now and then. And I'd be open to taking you in, so long as you didn't glomp onto me. Still trying to undo the damage from being raised that "if you even touch a qt you'll probability get AIDS from it and die".
>>6120191
nm
what are your plans for the day
I hope your bday was okay
>>6120193
what about me i dont have aids
tfw virgin
what if i slip up a lot too
>>6120191
Up way to late
>>6120193
I promise to only provide my service and my affections only when you want it! I might slip up, but I'll feel bad and get for punishment
>>6120195
That's the problem, I can see all the blood tests in the world that clearly say "HIV -", but when push comes to shove, I get my shirt off, we start making out, and then it hits my like a bag of cement that its "dirty" and I need to go jump in the shower.
>>6120197
You're a little sweetheart. If you're in my neck of the woods I'd take you out shopping for something cute and a coffee.
>>6120197
>beg for punishment
Lmao
>>6120201
I live in Texas but I'll be in the Pacific NW in July and August
I love cute coffee dates
>>6120203
I'm PNW already. Just outside of portland, because living in portland is a nightmare unless you hate your car.
Mind if I drop you an email?
>>6120165
look on the bright side
at least you didnt fuck up so badly you were academically disqualified :)
>>6120207
Red44443@gmail, babydoll
>>6120206
s:
the next will be better for sure
>>6120113
What's the average dose for estradiol and spironolactone? 4mg E and 200mg spiro?
>>6120210
I'm sure it will. I'll be full time by then regardless of passing I hope it'll make me happier
>>6120209
Sent.
ive kept my transness SUCH a closely guarded secret my whole life that i am now completely unable to open up to anyone about anything and therefore resort to crying out for help through an anonymous message board, a diary, and various artistic outlets
hello
>>6120215
You think you're the first person?
>>6120210
When will it be fixed?
>>6120225
Your computer. I need that picture.
>>6120226
id smile if i wasnt a frog
lmao
>>6120226
Oh
hopefully by Wednesday
I hope I can find it for you.
how are you /mtfg/
what are you guys using for full-body hair removal? im a fucking gorilla and idk what im supposed to do
>>6120232
drifting off into the abyss
>>6120232
About to gym. How are you?
this is beginning to feel like the long winded blues of the never
this is beginning to feel like it's curling up slowly and finding a throat to choke
>>6120238
I'm okay. wildly bad and good things have been happening
Wow slow thread tonight huh
>>6120243
SAME time
>>6120247
drama trips are all sleeping right about now
>>6120248
whatd u call me
>>6120252
whatd u call me ??
>>6120253
A cool looking amphibian
>>6120255
fuuckk fjlksjklas
>>6120248
Ill be your drama tonight
Hey, is Eveless here? She's a Skype friend of mine I haven't talked to in forever, I'm worried about her. I miss her. We used to talk a ton and then it got less and less and now idk if she signs on anymore or if she's even alive I'm worried...
Cyba is Cute
She's finally asleep so I can suicide post whew
i love maddie
>>6120265
w e w
>>6120269
>>6120247
Claire I think that your butt looks really big in those jeans
fight me
>>6120149
You still here?
>>6120276
pookie, your trip is dumb, pookie, is that like pokie? cause you like poking people? i bet you poke people in the ear with your pinky finger. practically a finger raper. shame on you.
>>6120274
I've never posted a pic of my butte but ok, I'll fight you
But when I fight people I usually just roll over and submit
>>6120279
I UNDERSTOOD THE JOKE AFTER I POSTED MY RESPONSE NO
>>6120278
damn I'm crying now...
Good morning girls, "boys", and other people who hang out on mtfg.
Question: how do you care for your nails?
I've been trying to manage by filling them two(ish) times a week. Think I might need to give them more specialized love, though.
Also, about to go be bored at work for a while. How are you all doing?
tfw hank hill butte
>>6120282
I'm posting from the doilet
>>6120283
i keep them a bit long and a little sharp but never too much of either.
>>6120287
How is that going?
>>6120279
>But when I fight people I usually just roll over and submit
>>6120282
>damn I'm crying now...
welllll, that attempt to start a fight failed miserably hahahaha lets just be friends i'm sorry >,<
>>6120283
I don't do anything, i just clip them once every other week or so.
>>6120281
hahaha, :P
if i was a cute girl like pookie, people would like me.
anyone else her feel like they'll be a boy in neverland forever, never changing.
>>6120297
yep. having trouble actually getting my hrt directly contributes to the feeling :I
>>6120297
Yeah
wahahahaha my rooting out of negativity has worked
>>6120306
I've went, like a month without hrt before, just cause i was being lazy and it was totally fine, dw about it, its not tooo bad. you'll be back on track moving in the direction you want before you know it!!
>>6120308
shut up grace, you already a girl in my book :D <3
>>6120296
I'm not cute though.
I'd probably like you
>>6120312
you know me. i should stop thinking about you, sorry.
>>6120309
>in your book
As much as I appreciate the sentiment Pan you don't think I'd pass for a girl to anyone else would you?
>>6120297
>tfw
>>6120314
I love you actually
>i should stop thinking about you, sorry.
I should too.
>>6120317
lmao what
>>6120271
trip on kayla
>>6120318
Yep
You did save my life, after all.
>>6120268
except for the whole creepy trip database thing
>>6120322
i don't believe that you're not just mocking me, but thanks for the face value of the sentiment.
>>6120315
not to most people, some people you would, but not to most people right now.
this manga is basically /mftg/
>>6120327
Blerg
What did you think of me getting bangs and a bobcat?
>>6120328
Nyaa... so mean nya...
what the fuck. Fucking dreams.
Can you be trans even if you don't really HATE your penis ?
I wish I was a girl every day but I just had some fun time with the little guy and I don't think I can get myself to have it cut off.
Your neighborhood manly man is here
>>6120331
i was scared and my family was scared and my gf broke up with me in part because of it (if you're actually memeing, i'm sure this is pretty funny to you), but we were never physically hurt and you really don't deserve that. i wish i could help you stop.
in any case, i don't think feeling guilt over hurting someone is the same as loving them. i remember how you felt about me the day you left, and it feels weird that you'd think otherwise over time, especially considering what your gf says about me now.
>>6120333
yes
>>6120333
Well. Do you feel comfortable with losing it? I know I do.
Have you watched SRS videos and went "I wish that was me"
>>6120334
I am manlier. we should go be lumberjacks together one of these days
also, dank memes
>>6120340
lol
>>6120342
BDD is a meme
>tfw dad may die before I have to come out
I'm glad you won't live to see the monster I'll become father
>>6120344
Years on /b/ desensitised me to gore. Been watching srs medical videos since I was like 15 with morbid jealousy
>>6120329
>>6120331
its so cuuute, her best friend is a guy who she teases relentlessly
Girls have you ever looked at your back? ;_; Don't look.
>>6120351
Ive pics of my own surgery somewhere. they offered a video as well but I wasnt interested.
>>6120353
yes
its horrific
>>6120337
No it's not funny to me.
I do deserve it, if I didn't I wouldn't feel like this. Thank you though.
I don't remember how I felt that day honestly, I'm sorry for what I said though. But I believe people can change their opinions and feelings eventually.
What does my gf say about you.
I'm not sure if it is love, the only thing that ever calms me though is imagining you holding me and telling me you forgive me and that I didn't do anything wrong.
I'm sorry Hips
You don't need to hear this.
>>6120352
cute
http://www.strawpoll.me/10108598
blah
>tfw wondering what's the point of living if life is so painful
I should sleep
>>6120358
i honestly don't know how to feel about this.
i'm sorry for negotiating earlier, after the investigation was dropped - every single person in my life was telling me to do it, that you were trying to catch the smallest hint of an admission to something illegal and crucify me with it, and that a signed statement would give me the slightest bit of leverage. id reasoned myself over the months into thinking that the only possible reasons you could have for what you did were greed or sadism, even though you could just as easily have been just confused.
enough people have lied to me successfully about their emotions to my face that im not sure if i can believe it wasn't a ploy, and this too isn't a ploy of some kind: the next set-up, the next try to get some new material on me that you can twist into something that can hurt me, some way to deter me from hating you and causing problems for you in the future.
but if you're telling me the truth, i still don't know what to say. there's no way for me to know, and i think it's something that scares me more than most things.
>What does my gf say about you.
i've only heard it second-hand from my roommate, who ran a skype channel you used to be in. i'm not very clear on the details. i shouldn't have mentioned it, sorry.
>>6120370
Have a pancake
>>6120370
Hey Korra, are you okay?
>>6120371
iktf
I want to sleep forever
>>6120370
please dont blah ;-;
https://youtu.be/J3gWi9bBkHQ
>talking to close friends about work and money and everything
>talking about how I spend too much money on shit
>literally come to the realization that I don't need to spend a lot on ferivilous shit
>"you know, Edie....when people don't spend their money....they still have it..... You don't need to buy all of that stuff..."
>mfw
Wow... Revolutionary.
Although in all fairness the only reason I came to this conclusion is because I'm moving, and I want to save money for that as well as for all the things I want to give to Faye, so it's not like this genius came from an uninspired place.
>>6120358
and
i dont know how i really feel about you, but i don't think you're a bad person at heart.
either way, it's not like it changes anything about how we interact. isn't it funny how the practicality of the matter never really changes?
>>6120358
>>6120372
>catch the smallest hint of an admission to something illegal and crucify me with it
this statement is not to imply that anything illegal had occurred. sorry that i have to specify that.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10108658
Hey /mtfg/
>>6120355
They take a video of your surgery ?
Holy shit, i think i'll get mine
if i ever get it done ...
>>6120378
http://youtubeonrepeat.com/watch/?v=6GJO_RpBnEg
are we posting music now
>>6120383
Trip on ...
>>6120373
thanks anon
>>6120375
not really im fighting off depression cuz I wanna be happy today and not sad/moody I think all that bullying is starting to mess with me subconsciously bc I had terrible nightmares last night
>>6120377
luv u <3
>>6120382
I didn't bank because I don't want to be a father
sometimes i feel like i wish i could see you again. i doubt you'd feel safe around me, though; it's not like you ever felt anything for me. your expressing any feelings to me about this all feels so detached from the reality of the situation. it's pretty scary, i guess.
>>6120379
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4lSPG7ee8-o
>>6120387
>terrible nightmares from being bullied
its like you dont even hate yourself and lie awake at night wanting to die because of it
>>6120387
Maybe it's time for a break from mtfg then? Even if it's not directed at you being around so much bullying at hate will still have an effect on you after a while. I'm sorry to hear it's gotten to this point though, I hope you can cheer up because you don't deserve this.
>>6120382
>yes
>1 votes (10%)
>tfw not trutrans
>>6120391
That is literally me at everyone in this general at all times.
>>6120329
>bangs and a bobcat?
idk, lol. honestly
>>6120333
:/ .... ya i guess
>>6120332
is being trans an identity crisis?
>>6120331
>cut myself for what I've done.
please don't self harm :( you're a good person, nobody deserves to be in that kind of pain
>>6120334
bdd is a meme ;P
>>6120340
>watched SRS videos and went "I wish that was me"
who does this? is this a thing, i have like painfully bad gt dysphoria but never seen srs videos in my life, i'm going to suporn in like a month and a half, i don't wanna know what happens while i'm under desu. i just need this tumor removed.
>>6120342
>I'm trying not to be that pi
thazz goood :) you should love yourself.
>>6120344
>manlier. we should go be lumberjacks
lmao, please, you're like an elvish princess
>>6120347
i used to think how if family died it would be easier to transition, honestly telling family before they pass is better now that i'm past all that stuff, one person i knew pre trans died before i could tell them, i feel p bad about it sometimes.
>>6120351
>Been watching srs medical videos
>,<
>>6120353
>have you ever looked at your back?
has any trans girl not looked at a part of her body? i feel like trans girls obsess about every part of body
>>6120355
>offered a video
omg, suporn does that? he like video tapes the thing, holy shit.
>>6120358
>I do deserve it
you don't deserve to be in pain, no matter what.
>>6120365
>http://www.strawpoll.me/10108598
dafuq, jump the fuck out. life is too valuable
>>6120370
whats wrong ? :(
>>6120371
spend less time on mtfg, go to bed earlier please.
>>6120373
>pancake
'pan' cake? :o my favorite :D
>>6120376
>sleep forever
this is a sign of depression i think, you should seeek help, and get out more and socialize and exercise and eat healthier :D
>>6120392
that's like the exact opposite of the truth
>>6120393
im thinking about doing that and just spending my free time reading novels. that's when I really feel happiest and ttly lose myself in the world the author has created
who in control of their agp rather than controlled by their agp here?
>>6120372
It's okay about the investigation, I'm just glad I never signed it and you never sued me over it most of all.
I really was confused, I think if you look back to the time we spent together you can see that. Just a kid with no life experience really.
I know you can't trust me, but I have no idea what I could gain out of telling this to you.
>some way to deter me from hating you and causing problems for you in the future.
Of course I do want that, I think that's understandable :( but that isn't the reason I'm talking to you.
I wish I could convince you somehow. If you want to see my scars I'll show them. You could ask Frog because I've talked to her about this before too. But I guess there really isn't a way for you to know for sure huh.
Yeah sonic hates my gf l0l
that's alright though.
>>6120381
I don't think you're a bad person either.
And I guess not, at least you know what's happening with everything though, I have no idea what's going to happen to me or not. You can still really mess my life up in a big way if you decide to and that's scary of course.
>>6120390
Right now I wouldn't mind seeing you again, but if It ever became I reality I don't know if I'd be able to handle it. I think I'd just break down.
I felt things for you, I was just very very hurt and didn't know how to think of you.
>>6120396
too late srry pan
>>6120400
i caught it :b
>>6120383
I dont think they do of the whole part, but at least some parts.
>>6120387
<3
>>6120396
>omg, suporn does that? he like video tapes the thing, holy shit.
at least, parts of it. I dont know how much. at the time I still had intesne crotch pain and looking at this stuff made it worse v_v. I noped out pretty fast
>lmao, please, you're like an elvish princess
I wish. Ive uni later today. I am so not looking forward to being stared at. can I please die v___v
I'll probably go to a big trans event this week
The problem is it's totally PC, like they write Trans with an * and it's "Refugees welcome"
And food is free but it's all vegetarian
But there are lot's of useful presentations and workshops
Should i go ?
does any anon or trip know how to completely cut yourself off from mtfg for a while, theres no point in posting here anymore
would giving up my trip work?
>>6120406
yeah maybe you'll get groped by a refugee there
>>6120405
pls its bc you're so lovely soph <3 *head pats* I'm not gonna infect you with my sadness! They see that inner light and can't help but glance bb ~
>>6120408
I did just go for a few days /weeks and just did something else
It's not that hard, being anon is boring though
>>6120405
>stared at.
cause you're stunning
>>6120414
I dont want to come back though, thats specifically why I asked because Im terrible at sticking with something
>>6120406
>and it's "Refugees welcome"
what the fuck
>And food is free but it's all vegetarian
wat
>But there are lot's of useful presentations and workshops
this makes it worth it maybe, if you can look behind the rage and cringe youre going to experience surrounded by those people
>>6120408
block it in your browser
>>6120413
I am pretty resistant to other peoples general sadness. I get worried easily, but I dont dwell on things people tell me about their lives, so, you can always tell me anything without worrying it will make me sad or kill myself.
Ilu, but if theres no immediate danger to yourself, I can probably live with that!
>>6120415
you know, Id post nomakeup pictures one of these days, or shoulder pictures, if I didnt know better, just to show you that I am defo not wrong ;~;
>>6120344
Let's fight then
>>6120417
getting banned helps its really easy to do on vg. Just avatarfag in the lolg thread and you'll be banned within 15 posts or less.
>>6120402
the scars could be from anything, i guess. i can think of ways that i could be hurt by responding to what you're saying, but not ways that you could benefit.
i don't know how id feel about seeing you. honestly, a lot of how i thought about you sprung from what i felt for you, and i've spent the intervening months purging as much as i can. i still have intrusive thoughts, very rarely. i think the last one was months ago. you'd almost be a different person.
do you actually want to see me? do you think it would accomplish anything?
>>6120418
nah imma keep it bottled up inside today and cry about it later n.n I wanna help you feel better about going to school !
so now that jon snow is alive again
that pretty much confirms he is azor ahai
>>6120418
Yeah it's strange and probably full of hons and Tumblrinas but there's stuff about how to deal with healthcare and the MDK and about voice training
Also something for Trans youth so i'll probably meet people my age ...
Also i decided to get a second therapist so i get my documents easier/cheaper
Also the other therapist is less gatekeepy than my current therapist
>>6120424
I'll post them anyways : )
I don't know if I could or not, my parents wouldn't let me and my gf especially wouldn't
also I'm like 5 hours away lol
I'm the same person! Look different though of course.
I have no idea what would happen or what it'd accomplish
Hips can I ask something of you
if you actually want to help me could you tell me whether you're going to sue me or take action against me or not. It's not like you lose anything from telling me whether you are or not.
the taste of black coffee is really growing on me
>tfw quietly reading the drama from the side lines
>>6120439
you should get your eye color permanently changed to blue
>>6120442
i reckon blue contacts are easier and get the same effect
>>6120441
except for telling sheen she should be in a looney bin
>tfw guy from class asks for my number claiming he wants to be friends
>turns out he doesn't actually want to be friends
>>6120427
you dont need to tho, if itd help you.
as for the uni stuff, I think only benzos would help me. at least the topic is interesting. but I only slept like 5,5 hours and am generally really depressed today v_v Idek why
>>6120433
what about not taking your phone to work? I never take mine to uni for example. but I dont have friends that would message me, and I am not smart enough to get internet on it either.
>>6120439
>tfw bf is still asleep and I cant make cappuccino without waking him up
I want some ;~~;
>>6120420
I dont want to go to jail... also wizz would be mad if I beat you up
>>6120445
b-but then you wouldnt be male to korra
if you didnt put in your contacts then you would just be another skinny black girl with nice skin and straightened hair!
>>6120438
>IMG_4484.jpg
i have this really bad feeling in the pit of my stomach and i dont know what to say.
>if you actually want to help me could you tell me whether you're going to sue me or take action against me or not. It's not like you lose anything from telling me whether you are or not.
if that's what you wanted to hear this whole time then no, i'm not. you could have asked me that from the start. i hope that that makes you feel better.
I like people and wish I could make people happy and bad stuff go away
>>6120457
Lots of people want that but you can't make everyone happy
>>6120457
You just gotta stay strong and do your best to help
>>6120455
That's not the point of me talking to you :(
I want to make sure you're okay too
I thought it'd make me feel better, but it really doesn't. I don't know why.
Don't feel bad about my self harm though, you know I did that before I met you anyways.
I'm sorry if it hurt to see
>>6120439
It's the correct way to enjoy coffee. If you wanted milk/cream or sugar, there are way better delivery systems.
>>6120441
Happenings happen faster than I can read them. Is this the true power of mtfg?
>>6120452
I want to tho! Happy smiling soph a best! I'd so share my coffee with u if I could ^-^ and to tell the truth my mood is vastly improving now that I've had some coffee.
I think my lack of a sex drive is what's been making me so drastically moody lately. once I get my estrogen I think I'll be back to my usual chipper self. I ordered from qhi so once I send them the release forms to that email (fax didn't work for some reason >.<) they should release the hold on my order and ship them.
>>6120454
>skinny
oh my poor sweet child. i weight ALOT and I'm far from skinny lol. plus I'm more brown than black XD. is it even possible to do what you're suggesting? either way I got a chuckle from your post
>>6120446
That's not what I meant by that. It was more like she needs to be admitted if she's plotting her suicide every day so she can be monitored.
>>6120450
:c
>>6120463
I would like to think so.
>>6120464
well you will eventually be skinny
its not like you will be fat forever
>>6120463
Helloooo akaka! Always a pleasure to chat w/ u!
>>6120449
Kill yourself
>>6120466
;~;
>>6120470
I also failed at life, isn't that hard 2bh
>>6120438
and -
if you think it would be worth the bus trip, i'm not going to turn you away. it fascinates me a little to think of what i would say to you or how i would react to you or vice versa. in a way, i miss talking with you because i really did like you more than anyone else for a long while.
i'd take a trip to where you are, but i'd rather not potentially get stabbed by everyone in mtfg the moment i get off the bus.
>>6120462
i guess. does talking to me in itself hurt? i think i've gotten good enough at paranoia and fear to avoid feeling too much, even if some things get through.
>>6120467
tru tru but even then I'll want to retain the same physique that Korra has, which is athletic and a bit muscular
>>6120461
I am sorry Grace, I am going to have to steal this qt picture ;~~;
>>6120464
yay!
I hope the delivery people stop being lazy and hurry to get you your stuff ;~~;
I am back from the gym and I now hurt
on a completely unrelated side note, after exercising legs and butte for an hour do not attempt to drive because you may accidentally almost not be able to brake from lack of leg energy
>>6120482
>>6120470
its okay kate is the best
>>6120478
I don't know. It's not something I should make a decision about tonight anyway I think.
it's interesting to me too. but I don't know if it'd be for the best.
You don't want to come to where I am :b I get called a faggot just walking down the street, ruff town
>does talking to me in itself hurt?
I don't think so, of course it brings up memories but I'm not as manic as I was earlier when you posted my name. Talking to you helps because it reminds me that you're an actual person with feelings too yakno?
Don't push away your feelings too much, they're important. Just don't let them take complete control.
>>6120475
It'll all be ok.
Do you ever see a cringy transgirl in the wild and feel your confidence in yourself crumble?
>>6120494
everytime I see my reflection
>>6120471
Same, every time. I'm glad you're getting your qhi mones. Hopefully estrogen does your mood and sex drive a lot of good.
Why have you been getting used to black coffee, anyhow?
Gonna have to place another order myself, soon.
>>6120493
ily edie
>>6120494
all the time in this liberal city
i hope they cant clock me back ;-;
>>6120490
im really sorry that that happened.
i haven't been extremely stable lately, a little anxious and sad, but i think i'm a little more even-minded now.
do you want to speak with me further?
>I get called a faggot just walking down the street, ruff town
>"Hey, you two gonna be sucking each other's dicks tonight?"
>>6120494
Why would that crumble your confidence unless you're both honning like your daddy.
>>6120495
I haven't gone to the gym in 3 years before this week shhhh
>>6120494
I have a 50 yr old jenner type as a frequent customer and she gives me confidence because I pass better than she does after 4 months :)
>>6120507
It's okay, I know things weren't the best with you then
>"Hey, you two gonna be sucking each other's dicks tonight?"
I still think of that omg...
SOOO creepy idgi
As for talking further, idk I don't mind talking in the thread sometimes, but I don't feel comfortable talking in a 1 on 1 setting like skype just yet, I'm sorry.
>>6120494
I usually just want to hug them.
>>6120482
its not the delivery ppl so much as it's qhi's policy that all first time customers sign release forms and send it to them for legal reasons. I guess since its overseas (UK based) it didn't work when I tried faxing so I'm gonna try scanning the signed forms and emailing the pic to the email they left.
dw bout me bb! I've been thru some pretty bad stuff in my life and this doesn't even rank in the top 10. I'll keep my irl friends around because they say really nice things to get me out of depression when I'm down ("Jesus Christ stop being such a whiny fgt Korra" lmao) and it has a 100% success rate cuz i end upnlaughing the whole time were hanging out !
>>6120483
Congrats! Push thru the pain to get that butte you want girl!
>>6120485
thanks to you I wanna play that game so bad now <3 every time I see Catholic-chan I'm gonna think of u
>>6120499
aww its good to know at least a few ppl like me here. some days it feels like I'm the most hated thing since Hitler @_@;;!
Well not having a sex drive is a plus and most of my friends are thirsty af so it's nice to be able to look at shit objectively without that mucking up my judgment. Its just the fucking depression spikes that annoy me cuz like my REAL personality is the polar opposite of emo. Jesus Christ I'm gonna die of a happiness overload when my estrogen gets here and I can start going to the gym again.
I'm getting used to black coffee bc I'm on a special diet where I only drink water all day and eat only at dinner time to lose alot of weight quickly. The black coffee only has like 5 calories so I can use it to wake me up in the mornings for work and not have to worry about it messing my diet ^-^
>>6120494
Honestly as awful as this is to say I usually feel myself become more confident because of what it puts into perspective. We all start somewhere, and it's pretty easy to forget where that was exactly. I usually just act more receptive to them in response, and if they want to talk to me or whatever then that's that. Otherwise it's awkward to have another tranny be likes, "WOW I AM TRANS TOO!! BFFS?"
>>6120501
ily2 pooks!!! <3333
>>6120513
>tfw haven't gone to the gym in 4 years and don't even plan to go in the near future
tfw no mommy gf who calls me her good little girl and holds me and headpats me
>>6120495
excuse me but
http://youtube.com/watch?v=o5XUtaFeIeI
>>6120529
same
>>6120517
it's fine!
see you around.
>>6120452
You couldn't fight your way out of a wet paper bag, nerd
>>6120526
>tfw i haven't been in a week (not counting Saturday) and it's driving me crazy
I'm an exercise nut
>>6120529
>>6120531
good girl
>ywn look like anything but a man with tits
>tfw you are grodie as fuck
>>6120494
I am the cringy transgirl.
>>6120526
honestly you probably don't need to do it, I'm just being pressured into it by friends
I have to admit I was pretty skeptical about this iPad thing, but it's quickly becoming my favorite electronic I own. Would receive as gift again. Now the only question is whether or not to buy FF6 on it....
>>6120547
BUY IT OMG
that sounds really fun on an ipad
>>6120529
I need that in my life so bad
>>6120547
Yes do it. FF6 is one of the better ones. Also I had no idea you played video games. You never struck me as the type.
SO CUUUUUUTE
>tfw no boy will ever offer you his coat
>>6120522
rl friends are good :3
I havent really had any in years but its probably for the better in my case
>>6120536
thats cause its unfair to make paper wet. its just disgusting ;~;
>>6120522
I get that. The trolls really pick on you a lot, and it seems so fucking uncalled for. Must make it feel uncomfortable to share any bad feels or insecurity here, since there's at least one Anon willing to and invested in using them to hurt you. Having great friends like you do must be a fantastic relief.
I'm in awe of your diet. What a tremendous force of will you have to stick to it. I'm still stuck on slow progress because my stomach wins too many of our fights when I dip below 1000 kcals.
I didn't realize you stopped going to the gym, though. Strain becoming too much given your diet?
I haven't eaten in over 50 hours
What should I make to eat now.
plz nothing fancy...
>>6120555
>tfw no boy to make me feel better while im apologizing for being so much of a boy for now
>tfw ive actually apologized for not being a girl yet with everyone ive met up with this year
>>6120563
lobster ravioli
>>6120563
Lead?
>>6120563
tacos
