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>>6105414
We're probably on different continents though
>>6105404
I still find girls cute and attractive. But I prefer guys.
It just really tore at my psyche the day a girl actually worshipped the repressed male I had created and it was nothing like my repressive fantasy had imagined.
>>6105429
chestbutt is close enough, right?
>>6105433
I'm a p decent swimmer, gotta use these hon feet and shoulders for something
>>6105429
cute frog pic
>>6105436
I understand completely anon. I'm sorry that we both had to go through that
Pre-HRT I was super fit, used to run and do martial arts, got lots of attention for my physique, which I sculpted myself into bc it seemed like I was supposed to. Didn't bring me any satisfaction and only made me feel hollow
>>6105410
hey an edition made just for me!
>>6105410
>AGP edition
But anon, isn't every edition AGP edition?
japan confirmed for AGP nation
longpost inc
>>6105386
Good attitude Korra, keep it up!
>>6105397
Pretty good, was less distressed walking to and from class than usual today, which is always nice. Maybe someday I'll be a healthy, social adult - aside from the trans stuff.
And you?
>>6105408
You're probably right that not enough investment is being made, but you can't force people to invest in things they don't want to invest in. I mean, technically you can, but it's a good way of driving wealth out of your country.
I didn't really know that much about lithium and helium, couldn't we just ban balloons and switch to betavoltaic cells?
>>6105414
>tfw living on a college campus so all of these tasty flowers have been sprayed
iktf x.x
>>6105417
Well desu I don't really care about the aminals so long as they're dead when I get to eat them, it just seems particularly mean to kill them in a torturous way. :/
>>6105434
Once again retarded parents ruin everything for transpeople. There really should be legislation against them.
Anyway, I'm not sure if they exist for trannies, but maybe you could go to a sex therapist and learn new/better ways of achieving orgasm? Nothing's going to work best for everybody, but maybe you'll learn something that works for you as you are now?
Are you sure your estrogen's high enough?
>>6105417
How do you feel about sushi?
>>6105436
>>6105436
I like you both.
>>6105442
women are better swimmers than men, it's pretty much the only sport a female has a good world record. i-i hope that makes you feel better somehow.
>>>/qst/13258
>tfw you sttart a quest about your everyday life
>>6105448
Oh god the hollowness ;~;
>>6105457
>Once again retarded parents ruin everything for transpeople
Idk. One of her friends implied to me that she was using that as an excuse. I guess she felt things were moving too fast, even tho I let her initiate kissing and hand holding and cuddling and waited until she would ask me to do so and we never did more than that. I guess it was her first relationship and she was just overwhelmed
>Are you sure your estrogen's high enough?
I think so. I got it tested and my doctor said it was fine. But she also said I may want to find someone who has better knowledge about medical transition bc it isn't her area of expertise. I've been rly busy finishing my last semester of college so I haven't found a proper endo yet. I mean, I've gotten p good results from HRT, but idk
I just hate everything and I'm so lonely and I just want someone to love and be loved by who I can nurture and be nurtured by
Tbh the emotional connection is what makes sex so good to me. I had casual sex for a little while and I just can't do it anymore. I only want to have sex w a girl who loves me who I love
i need some help with something, and i don't know why i am coming to you guys for help because this seems like the worst place to ask but whatever.
i have a cis boyfriend who has always insisted he is totally straight and we have been dating for about 3 months now i think. its getting serious. anyways, when i ask him why he likes me/what he likes about me, he is never able to give a specific answer and always says something along the lines of "i can't pinpoint it, i just know i really like you" and when i ask him if i'm cute, he always says yes even when i demand no hugboxing.
i don't think i pass by any stretch of the imagination, nor am i really all that cute, and this worries me. do you think he's going through some kind of gay phase? is he one day just going to wake up and stop liking me, the tranny that looks like a flamboyant gay boy?
i'm scared to death. i like him so much and we have talked about moving in together.
>>6105442
So where are you from anon, you probably have to be a good runner too :)
Ps: i had onions for diner, just 5 fucking onions fried in oil with curry and chilis and now my tummy hurts so bad :(
>>6105488
All we can tell from this is that you're insecure.
>tfw 1300 calories burned at gym today
>tfw haven't eaten yet and don't plan too
now if only i wasn't a butter faced fattie today would be a good day lol but oh well 1 step at a time to hate myself less
>>6105499
>mfw anorexic
>>6105499
Eat something, even token amounts. You're going to fuck yourself up.
>>6105499
>>tfw haven't eaten yet and don't plan too
you need energy to work out with otherwise your body will shut down its not healthy.
>tfw bored as fuck
>>6105464
Idk maybe I was a pretty good competitive swimmer but it makes your shoulders bulk up a lot and I feel anxious swimming these days because I started hrt and I'm still partially closeted.
>>6105494
I'm in Florida and I'm on the coast
Well I'm going to fry my half onion but I fut it wrong so it's going to be spears instead of rings.
>>6105486
i have all of those exact same feels anon. good to know im not the only one who wants that
>>6105499
baka desu senpai
why not just lose at a healthy rate, it's not like it'll even take that long
>>6105496
yes but what else please help me
>>6105508
Find and kill Gabe Newall.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=spiVBQisujo
>tfw this is going to be you if you don't get on HRT soon...
>>6105488
Hmm, i actually flirted with some straight guys in "boymode/andromode" (who know me as a guy) and they all kinda responded positively, so maybe it has to do with hormones and smell or just how you behave idk
>>6105515
Oh, i'm in germany :)
And i ate so many onions lately
I want to lose some weight so i eat onion soup for two meals a day and one normal meal
I just wanted to do something else today
>tfw no boyfriend to beat you up and tell you you're worthless
>>6105499
this is how you fuck yourself up
remember that if you stay anorexic you start losing your hair
>>6105476
I like the quest board so far
Im glad its a thing
>>6105521
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
>>6105502
iktf
>>6105532
>if you stay anorexic you start losing your hair
wtf?
>>6105531
._.
>>6105531
>>6105503
>You're going to fuck yourself up.
i dont care about that at all as long as i lose weight
>>6105504
i drank 2 cuos of black coffee this morning and ate way too much stuff yesterday ill be fine not eating today
>>6105518
i eat a little fresh broccoli w/ a bottle of water when i get super duper hungry
>>6105532
i drink alot of water throughout the day and when i get hungry i munch on a little broccoli
and I really dont care about self harm desu
>>6105546
I don't know what that reaction image means in this context
>>6105544
I don't know what this smiley means in this context
>>6105410
I don't like this edition
I'm getting a sugar daddy to buy me a moomin plushie. I'm emotionally drained after some guy fapped in his pants next to me
>>6105531
I have a gf for that
It's a shitty feel that makes you feel lost and unsure
Happy to see you all finally admitted you're just a bunch of fetishist men :^)
>>6105549
thats not healthy its about moderation not exhausting your body with exorbitant intakes of foods.
>>6105554
whats it like to have a sugar daddy/mommy?
it sounds nice
>>6105552
oh sorry
i meant it jokingly as a disgusted "what the hell"
>>6105521
I'm bored out of my mind, I can't find a good game I can get into, and there's nothing I want to watch on netflix. I cleaned the livingroom last night but now there's nothing left to clean and I've just got nothing to do, even smoking is boring for me right now.
>tfw no drugs
>>6105549
people who understand that they're anorexic and don't care:
korra [x]
some others [x]
>>6105554
>fapped next to me
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh that's fucking gross
>>6105561
i was depressed and ended up binge eating for a few days so its not a usual thing
>>6105540
yep. thins out your hair and eventually it just falls out
>>6105549
if this is a daily routine for you, you are going to go to the hospital
>>6105562
it can be hard and you get weird requests. They will be needy. But you have to tease them just right.
I have a few sugar daddies, but no mommies
>>6105528
Neat I've always wanted to visit Germany :)
Well I'm going to cook my dinner. Maybe I'll post pics when I'm done. Maybe not.
>>6105578
don't make it a habit
>>6105549
Korra you got to eat.
>>6105488
Im that kind of guy
you know how hard it is to articulate such a thing?
it wont be just one feature its like a whole package kind of thing
things you say, ways you move, the way you smell, how you smile, how you feel
its far easier to just go "ah you know... and trail off" if its getting serious its probably assuredly more than physical at this point so chill your bones and enjoy it
>>6105549
Jesus, Korra, please take care of yourself. That's some scary shit.
>>6105587
the reaction image
but yeh no worries
>>6105549
>mfw just thinking about 3300+ calorie deficit
>>6105590
I do the same system. But I have a lot of muscle and test to keep me alive on it.
One cheat day a month though. That recharges the tanks
>>6105488
Every single person will tell you you look cute if you ask. It's taught as a law to little kids and people around you will get mad at you if you give an honest answer trying to help (some times even the person asking will get mad). That's just how it works, so it's not a meassure of anything.
At the same time, it takes some thinking to give logical explanations to feelings. If you ask people why they like their SO most won't be able to explain it. It has a lot to do with abstract feelings like "wanting to be together", "feeling happy when interacting", "hoping they are okay in the same way you would with yourself". So it also means anything that he couldn't say.
Sit down and consider the time you spend together. Are there bad things one of you are clearly just tolerating or ignoring? Are you able to bring up problems you have and talk about them? Do you see your relationship growing or stagnating, i.e. "we're perfect the way we are now"?
Living with someone is a hassle, outside of relationships too. If it's a choice instead of a need, take some hours to just lay on bed considering the potential outcome. Not only the bad, of course, nothing will be perfect. Imagine the real probable things that could happen and consider how you would deal with them and if you're cool with doing that.
Also consider that if things go bad in a distant future, you will be able to move out. You're not getting married and you shouldn't stop something you want and will make you happy because something something might happen or not. Just make sure that future is more than two months.
>>6105579
holy shit
>>6105590
yes, this
>>6105587
In my experience, when you're lost with someone, they tend to stab you in the back and leave you to die. It's not that great.
>>6105605
> a lot of muscle
it doesn't work that way. Your body consumes fat for energy, not muscle. Muscle atrophes on its own.
>>6105614
Muscle gets consumed. The problem is that by the time you're at that level you're malnourished and your body is falling apart.
>tfw no gf
;_; desu
How can you starve yourself?
While a basic feeling, eating and enjoying food is something that makes us human!
We didn't lean that cooking can be pre-digesting for nothing! Enjoying food and it's flavors, not just eating bland uncooked veggies, is in our DNA.
I adore food and hearing people starving themselves is just awful
In b4 "that's why you're a fat 6'2" hon"; try and tell me that cooking something fabulous like creamy lemon linguine or patronizing this tiny roadside stands beautifully made greasy pupusas isn't overwhelmingly awarding.
Christ..Y'all got me heated and triggered. I really do love food. Also I used to be bulimic (back when i was a femmeboy)
>>6105614
Still gotta mass I need to lose. though. Although it explains why I think I look even more defined as of late
>>6105577
hey hey hey now I wouldn't go that far. once I get down to my target weight or close to it I'm planning on slowing down a bit and I'm still huge af like in the high 160s still
>>6105579
the exercise is usually 2 days of intense cardio and 5 days of light. I've been going really light on the food lately bc I'm way behind schedule on my diet plan
>>6105584
well it's a temp thing i dont plan on binge eating ever. EVER again. I gained FOUR (4) fucking pounds and it pisses me off really badly cuz it took alot of work to get em off in the first place
>>6105586
if it makes u happy I'll eat a little home made stir fry tonight
>>6105590
dw dw im doing an intense diet and exercise plan for a little while to get back on schdule
>>6105599
its not that bad inmostly feel full all the time cuz of all the water I drink lol does this look anorexic to you? I'm still huge af im not dying or anything
>>6105589
>>6105609
aaaa thank you for the help.
usually when one of us gets upset, we are very open about it and tell each other how we feel. also we are only going to be living together about half of every year so its not something i am doing because i don't have anywhere else or something.
i guess the only reason i feel uneasy is because i see myself as this overly sensitive, overly emotional, needy, ugly tranny and i don't really understand what anyone could like about me.
i mean he says he loves when we have sex and he buys all this kinky stuff for us and he seems like he really loves me its just i guess i don't see in myself what he sees in me.
food cravings
>tfw no bf :)
I just want someone to cuddle me
and play with my hair
and kiss my neck
and tell me he loves me so much
/mtfg/, what's the best way to find a bf ?
>>6105533
I LOVE THE QUESTS ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
>>6105636
you better use a least a little oil. Good peanut oil.
not just spice, okay?
>>6105651
a good one or just someone to cuddle with
i'm pretty sure you know the answer
>>6105628
It's my form of self harm. I used to eat so much protein To gain muscle. I need to fight just as strong to destroy it. A last aggressive use of testosterone for a purpose other than repression.
>>6105651
london
>>6105623
By that point, your body is literally eating itself to keep the brain functioning. That's also known as starvation.
>>6105630
Yeah, bodybuilders minimize body fat to help their muscles show better definition. It's often something they take pride in.
>>6105636
That's far from huge. 200 is huge, and the fact that you think you're huge is exactly my point. Seeing yourself as seriously disgustingly overweight when you're actually not is the primary symptom of anorexia. I've been there. Chill. Lose weight slowly.
> stir fry
better
>>6105659
>oil
nty
>agp edition
Relevant to my interests
>>6105650
So easy to resist when you are a man like me.
I'll probably end up a hon and starve to death because I'll be too afraid to go outside. I nearly died when I stayed inside for a week drinking nothing but water thanks to repression depression.
>>6105683
Fine.
At least make it taste good?
>>6105636
Thank you for doing that. Seeing someone else do it is mildly scary :/
>>6105689
Elanna
>>6105693
if you live in a major U.S. city grindr has plenty of chasers
if not, online dating is really going to be the fastest way to meet someone you'll like. just be safe and let someone know when you go on a date
Ordered one of these sweet lighters in gold because oryx got the idea in my head from posting that jii video, also ordered a tin of Tatiana blueberry cigarillos. Too bad its going to take a week to get here, haven't smoked in a year and a half.
>>6105728
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G8CeP15EAS8
>>6105737
yeah, thanks, it looked too cool not to buy
>>6105695
u got it b0ss
>>6105697
uhh yw?
>>6105704
yeah see. I need to lose some weight im 5'10" tryin to get to 150 by June 1st
>>6105742
EnJii usJiin it Kayla
smoking kills boob growth and development and increases the likelihood of dvt so you'll be a weak half woman half man looking deathtrap with no boobs
nvm lol
I did want this one but its $50 bucks and apparently squeals when you turn it on
>>6105728
cigs burned with just heating have the best taste, I'm always sad that cars don't tend to bring the lighter anymore.
>>6105689
>elanna's dream
>>6105756
I quit smoking for months before starting hrt and haven't smoked since. I know its bad for estrogen absorption but thats why I only got a small pack of cigarillos.
hi elanna
also this lighting is pretty dank.
>>6105768
I smoked for a whole summer when I was in school. But I never get addicted to any substances. It's weird.
>tfw no qt /pol/ bf to call me a degenerate while he runs his fingers through my hair
it hurts to live
hi sophie
also gr8 pic from sitting outside the therapists office for 20 minutes because she was late.
>>6105580
that sounds really nice and fun tho
me having a sugar mommy sounds too good to be true tho desu
>>6105410
This is my kind of edition.
>>6105614
>In my experience, when you're lost with someone, they tend to stab you in the back and leave you to die. It's not that great.
No. When I find a boy with anger issues that will beat the shit out of me he'll stay with me because he's feeling guilty, and I will know the love is sincere because he couldn't even keep up the most basic of social facades.
>>6105794
Kayla please don't..
>>6105587
what if you're the only one with a job and supporting them tho
what if they say theyll leave you if you ended up not having one
even then?
>>6105794
Its my moms car, thats why im in the passenger seat :3
Im def not cis though, lots of people have seen my body parts.
Sorry though, someone wrote a thing about me being an attention whore n stuff
On 4/29/16, at 12:12 PM, Brandon M. wrote:
I miss the old Isla, pretending to not be dysphoric Isla
Ignore the haters Isla, good ol Skaterfag Isla
On 4/29/16, at 12:16 PM, Brandon M. wrote:
I hate the new Isla, the self hating Isla
The always depressed Isla, attention whore on /mtfg/ Isla
I miss the sweetheart Isla, the never hurt a soul Isla
I gotta say, at that time I'd like to meet Isla
See she invented Isla, it wasn't any Islas
And now I look and look around and there's so many Islas
I used to love Isla, I used to love Isla
I even had the self hate, I thought I was Isla
What if Isla made a song, about Isla?
Called "I hate myself but at least I'm not a hon." man that would be so Isla
That's all it was Isla, we still love Kanye
And I love you like Isla hates Isla
>>6105787
I want to repress just so I can do this. It's probably the best I'll be able to get.
>>6105801
Yeah, but he's beating the shit out of you, and that's kinda my point.
l m A O
this dude photoshopped nic cage into this old pic of me
>>6105745
Just worrying about you seeing the calorie crash you're putting yourself through.
>>6105819
Yes, but it's a relationship I can believe in. I need something like that to make me actually believe the relationship is sincere.
>>6105790
hello bby, dat lighting <3
pictures like these remind me I should get glasses. and maybe even become pretty at some point ._.
endo didn't want to give me progesterone.
Is Inhouse pharmacy still a legit safe site?
can you get a gf if you don't pass yet
>>6105827
you're not wrong, but that's really fucked up
>>6105794
Why are you always picking fights and being unpleasant, Kayla?
>>6105851
sorrow..
>>6105827
youre my spirit animal. Ive been hoping my bf would do something like that to me for years. but despite having a really aggressive core personality and being a choleric, he has never hurt me physically.
>>6105794
At least your not Spartan
>>6105855
https://youtu.be/KXOCzB35kFY?t=52
>>6105833
hai <3
and I only have glasses cuz I have bad eyesight T_T
(btw u r pretty :c)
(like super pretty if you were local and into weird trannies i may or may not be a tiny bit into you and your amazing personality)
lmao
in all seriousness though you dont look unfortunate at all
>>6105838
It worked for me but you don't need progesterone unless you have been on hrt for a very long time
>>6105840
uhhh yeah
u can
ive had like a couple of girlfriends and they have all been shit other than a person here
Why is this the only general chock full of namefags and tripfags? I don't see this shit going on nearly as much anywhere else here.
>>6105875
it's kind of always been like this
I think they came from /soc/ or somewhere to start with, and everyone else just copied them
>>6105875
because trannies are retarded
>>6105875
It's always been like that, don't questiom the customs of the land, newfriend.
>>6105825
I'll be fine dont worry. this is all calculated. See? I'm eating healthy stir fry right now with some bottled water
>>6105869
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eUSI44zHthg
Spartans been considering just becoming a isolated hermit in some far away country. Dedicating myself to meditation and isolation.
"I can be strong...alone...on my own..."
>>6105875
nick names are fun ^__^
>>6105883
fuck, I want brocolli so bad but we're out of season
>>6105882
Oh I'm not new, I've been coming to LGBT since it was created. I just think it's hilarious that the mtfgen is the only one that developed so many namefags and tripfags. Typically I'm lurking over in femgen but you tranny freaks invade that so I come over here sometimes to laugh at how much you all talk like gay bottoms and do anime posting the likes of which is only seen in gaygen.
Keep in mind I wouldn't be so much of a dick about it if it weren't for all the shit I'm always catching from trannies.
>>6105874
>hai <3
>and I only have glasses cuz I have bad eyesight T_T
I cant recognize faces that are farther away than like 5 metres. my SO wants me to really really get glasses cause I am terribly shortsighted. but I dont really need it for life. he thinks it would look good on me tho, idk.
youre so nice <3 :3
>>6105875
because this is a circlejerk senpai. it also makes following progress of others easier.
I can't watch tv or movies anymore because when I see a female character I end up getting envious. I ran out of movies with all male casts.
>>6105892
I'm pretty much still a subby gay bottom
trannies are awful and I hate being one
>>6105893
Sophy <3 <3
>>6105906
Red, when you have sex are you playful and tease the guy and want him to take it from you rather than willingly subject your body to his desire?
>>6105582
I made bastardized schnitzel and onion spears ^.^
tfw red hates me
>>6105893
Thank you!!
and you would probably look cute in anything t b q h f a m
Do any of you ever worry that you'll develop an eating disorder?
The other day, I binge ate a huge dinner, and afterward I was thinking to myself
>Shit! I was already eating kind of unhealthy today, and now this.
>That was stupid of me to do, but it's not like I can un-eat any of that food now
>....or can I?
I didn't actually make myself throw up, but now I feel like those thoughts could have easily turned into full-on bulemia
>>6105875
We're all the same people posting in the general, having a name makes conversation easier here.
I already asked this in the Trans help thread but it's really slow, I'm ordering from qhi for the first time and I'm not sure if I send the signed forms to the orders or sales email. Also, should I worry about my shipment being seized? It's just 168 pills total.
>>6105893
youd look cute with glasses though
>>6105906
>trannies are awful and I hate being one
I can't blame you there. I'm happy to be part of the femboy masterrace.
>>6105892
I am evil for wanting to repress just so I can beat up femboys
>>6105915
depends
If I feel extra subby, I'm pretty much willing to do anything
But sometimes I can be a brat and tease
I love cock!
>>6105919
I don't!!!!! You make me happy !
tinychat rapedungeon#
come chill cuz you cucks don't link this now.
>>6105923
Nah, I just don't eat anything to begin with. Much healthier on the lining of your esophagus and teeth and all that. Also cheaper.
t. fasting the past 3 days
>>6105929
maybe I should just go back to being a faggy femmeboy, but extra femme and filled with estrogen (and cum).
I'd have to give up women.
>>6105923
I sniff food when I get hungry. Or better yet. Chew food while its in plastic packaging, that way my body thinks I've had some when really. All I've done is crushed it in its packaging with my teeth
>>6105923
naw I like eating too much desu a the extreme measures lately is a means to an end. once I get to my target weight its back to normal eating but healthier to maintain that weight
>>6105933
>I can be a brat and tease
thats not submissive behavior..
>>6105932
Nah, just stupid.
t. femboy who is always carrying a gun
>>6105908
hello <3 :3
I want to play FF9 but its so late already
>>6105919
oh trust me, thats not true irl sadly ;___; maybe soon tho!
>>6105928
I stole my dads glasses once when we were visiting >_> apparently that actually doesnt look toooo bad at least. I just thought it made me older tho.
>>6105929
Your not masterrace compared to straight cis males
>>6105923
Considering how much I eat and how inactive I am I'm probably gonna end up chubby if I don't start exercising. At least it might help me get boobs or something.
>>6105943
ur tits are nice ; ))))
>>6105943
Woah Cheater. You can say mean things and not let me beat you up.
>>6105938
>I'd have to give up women.
Why wouldn't you want to do that anyway? :DDD
>a faggy femmeboy, but extra femme and filled with estrogen (and cum)
Pretty much describing me although with a bit more of a tomboy-ish streak. Not tomboy but you get what I'm saying probably.
>>6105946
ohh what time is it in nazi land? ohnamd I read your post the other day about the leveling spot. HOW TF do you best those grand dragons on disk 1????? They always wreck my shit with that full party thundaga!
also in case I forgot to say it today luv u lots ~ *head pats*
>>6105864
I-I've never been someones spirit animal before
>>6105923
I used to have mild anorexia where I'd only eat one meal a day, and I can see if I ever get really depressed again I could probably eat even less than that so it is a worry for me.
>>6105947
>your
My not masterrace compared to straight cis males?
If you can't even tell the difference between your and you're I don't think you're in any position to be saying who is more masterrace.
Voice is raw from voice training like all day. Only caused 2 freak out though yay.
>>6105969
you should show me benis ;ddd
>>6105923
well I used to not each much and kinda starved myself because I felt really shitty and gross and fat if my stomach wasnt perfectly flat
I only stopped when I realized I needed to gain weight for hrt
that habit is still making it hard though
I love the Nep so much. Sometimes when im really down and feeling sad I can hear her call to me "Step into our dimension Anon! I love you!" And then everything is ok and my heart feels warm. Ill be there in your dimension one day Nep, I promise.
>>6105969
No im too depressed now. Just shoot me.
I'm so masc I wouldn't even be able to become a femboy even with estrogen. I'm just glad I haven't wasted my time on delusions of transition or femgen. I think I just need to forget about what I want and put more effort into repression. I can't win at anything other than pretending to be a straight male
>>6105984
i wanna do heroin and be with nep
>>6105982
Oh dog... maybe... but it's leeewwwdddddd.
>>6105923
i binge eat and i purge
ive stopped purging and ive controlled the binging to an extent but food is like an addiction to me
im not fat or anything though
>>6105977
This is why selling you out to /pol/ and Islam will be all the sweeter :^)
>>6105988
No drugs no. If I have to ear then no drugs for u
>>6105969
the word chesticles makes me shiver and not really in a good way
>>6105992
you will be rewarded ;))))
>>6105988
Vicodin and alcohol. The best way to Nep.
>>6105986
C'mon how bad can it be? Care to show us? I mean, you never know. Might be capable of getting in the realm of femboy with the right effort put in.
>>6105984
Oh shut the fuck up you fat fucking neck beard. Go to the gym or something. Go fuck someone or something.
>>6105996
One of my friends when I was a kid I had this friend who would call hers chesticles. I think it's funny. :/
>>6105966
its 3 am
technically it would be possible on cd1 by abusing the frog mechanic, but Ive never been autistic enough to do that.
on cd2, you need to have bought the reflec ring in treno and just get always reflec on your characters. the garudas are pretty weak anyway, but the dragons on the plateau are really strong. if you have anti venom and always reflec on like 2-3 characters the dragon will lighting himself to death. vivis ice 2 does lots of damage as well. and you get like 8k experience per win, 12 with level up ability. its kinda stupid to be lvl 80 before cleyra, but its definitely possible. I dont do this anymore tho.
the dragons are also the fastes way to level any team quina is in, since lvl 5 death oneshots the dragons, theyre lvl 55 or 60 or something.
also, I love headpats <3 <3 <3
>>6105973
thats okay <3
I believe in you
>>6105996
>the word chesticles makes me shiver and not really in a good way
That's because you're a tranny freak and not a boy.
>>6105997
With what? hehe
>>6105994
Funny story I'm pretty pol tier myself. Granted I gave up on political shit and have resigned myself to being a degenerate and just enjoying my life because there is no saving this world.
>>6106001
There is saving from this.
>>6106014
There is NO saving*^ I mean
>>6106002
Im not fat. Im skinny, 130 lbs. Im also not a neckbeard. I just love someone. How is that bad?
>>6106012
im really cute ;)) ill send u pics ;)))
>>6105984
I still have no idea who nep is but
>tfw you went to a con with a cute asian transgirl who went as nep
good shit senpai
>>6106019
>I just love someone. How is that bad?
LEGALIZE WAIFU MARRIAGE
>>6105959
maybe i really should go back to being a faggy twink femboy
I used to go to gaybars and reap in the cock
i like being as feminine as possible! and partying!
>>6106024
>>6105984
>>6106019
>>6106014
Sure there is. You know muscle can go away, right? And one can wear certain kinds of clothes that draw attention away from one's broad shoulders.
>>6106026
>cis
I didn't realise people actually used this word. Wow.
>>6106028
>maybe i really should go back to being a faggy twink femboy
Red please.
>i like being as feminine as possible!
You have dysphoria. You're a girl. You're a very pretty one at that. Snap out of it.
>>6106023
Neptune is pic related. They are who im posting. I love this pic of her. :3
>>6106024
I would marry her yes
>>6106032
where the fuck have you been?
>>6106032
Sorry, i meant """"normal"""" girls
>>6106036
I am only here because someone linked to this board and I clicked the link.
>>6106029
Hnng
>>6106038
Why would you tell them that? Now you're gonna get fucking hazed.
>>6106032
Most tgirls refer to them as GG's.
>>6106038
Do you take estrogen?
>>6106034
nep it up!!!!!
>>6106033
i just really miss my hyper sexual and happy days of being a femmeboys. tons of sugar daddies, free drugs, eating poppers like candy
>>6106054
Why not?
>>6105999
So I took 15mg of hydrocodon today and it was pretty underwhelming. D'you think 30mg is a reasonable step up or too much? I'm also not sure how long to wait to avoid building up too much tolerance.
>>6106056
Were you really happy like that red?
>>6106054
>I will get over it.
no you wont senpai.
you will be converted and starting to pop fem'n'ms as well sooner than you think!
I hope youre young, short and tiny.
life keeps getting worse
https://clyp.it/ovxaqzhf
>>6105937
Yea, I know that vomiting is really bad for your teeth and stuff, which is most of why I didn't do it tbqh.
I feel like I'm much more likely to develop anorexia than bulimia, but I guess that day just made me more self-conscious of when I have "eating disordered" thoughts
>>6105941
Hm. Makes sense I guess. But the line between extreme measures and eating disorder seems pretty thin to me, so be careful with that.
>>6105983
>I only stopped when I realized I needed to gain weight for hrt
Yea, lately I've been trying to get as skinny as possible, but I plan to put on some weight once I've been on hrt for a few months.
>>6106054
are you the german guy from /pol/
pls be my bf
>>6106062
>fem'n'ms
holy shit
>>6106014
Dude I don't even know what you're complaining about. Almost all of that's going to go away from hormones. I see nothing that would prevent you from femboy aesthetics. Gormones get rid of muscles pretty well.
>>6106028
I used to party and go to gay bars but now I can't tolerate alcohol at all. 2 drinks I'm drunk. 6 beers and I'm blackout-tier drunk. Oh also 2 beers gives me a hangover ;___;
>>6106021
Describe yourself :^)
>>6106059
Go to 45 ^^. Drink it with some rum too. Youll feel awesome.
>>6106049
>tgirls
Crossdressers get out
EVERYBODY ACT NORMAL WE HAVE A BOY OVER
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=14j3OZh8yhA
>>6106082
We need to see you without muscles to truly know. Or maybe just see more of you. That's the main problem. The muscles obscure your underlying bone structure, which is what we really need to see.
t-girls, transsexuals, and shemales seem to have some form of offensive people talk to others referring to them as such.
>>6106072
huh?
>>6106076
weight can be lost!
go for it bby
>>6106084
I am here everyday anon...
>>6106066
What the actual fuck. You can actually permanently create a girl voice...
WANT.
>>6106061
I liked it okay!
im not going to argue about it. I was the princess to all these men
>>6106076
>British guy
pls vocaroo accent
>>6106084
WHERES THE BOY I WANT TO TOUCH THE BOY
>>6106087
Music time?
https://soundcloud.com/tanukimusic/tanuki-babybaby-fc-ep-free
Help my bf is playing diablo 3 and i have nothing to do now ;_;
>>6106099
I was born this way, unfortunately.
>>6106033
There is nothing wrong with being a femboy and loving it.
You tranny freaks do not have a monopoly on dysphoria or hormones. You can have dysphoria because you want to be a really girly feminine boy rather than having it because you full on want to be a girl.
There are probably a lot of femboys growing too much tits right now because of people like you :/
>>6106107
can i play diablo 3 with him?
>>6106090
I'd even add tranny to that list
>>6106094
yeah, that's my goal for the summer
>>6106103
yissss tanuki is da best
https://soundcloud.com/yushan-3/dark-flight-dreamer-alices-emotion
>>6105906
How can you gratify such a hateful douche lord with a response?
>>6106078
>mixing alcohol and opiates
yeah no thanks
>>6106106
That's the spirit!
>>6106075
im a cute girly boy!
>>6106109
lol
>>6106111
https://soundcloud.com/shokkbutt/ruining-songs-forever
>>6106102
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1n187l723yv
Excuse the microphone quality.
I'm not trying to pull a Prince here
>>6106090
t-girls and transsexuals usually offend insecure non-ops.
shemale implies sexwork and basically is calling someone a whore. that is perceived as offensive by most people.
>>6106099
alright. its pretty crazy here tho.
I second
>>6106102
british english best english.
>>6106109
>You can have dysphoria because you want to be a really girly feminine boy rather than having it because you full on want to be a girl.
I dont mind, whatever you need to tell yourself to sleep at night senpai
Im a cute boy.
Maybe one day I'll be a real girl
>>6106111
i wouldn't.
tranny is kind of a term that is an abbreviation for transgender
idunno
>>6106109
please tell me how to be a femmeboy
>>6106123
https://soundcloud.com/stripe-p/aiobahn-yunomi-ft-nicamoq-stripep-remix
>>6106129
maybe it's a regional thing, but I've only just recently heard it used nicely
>>6106124
now call me a degenerate!
>>6106129
you are a real girl! you're a little angel with beautiful radiant skin
>>6106123
https://soundcloud.com/dumbshitthatjakazidmade/snoopin
>>6106054
I'm pretty sure GG = genetic girl. I don't really know where (>>6106049) is getting their information though, because the last time I saw it used with any frequency was like fifteen years ago. Possibly these days it's more used by people other than trans women, kind of like (>>6106079) is saying about "tgirls".
>>6106136
I think a lot of us started using tranny in a less negative way, kinda like black people taking back "nigger" as their own word.
>>6106138
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1983d03D6IK
>>6106136
Oooooh that one is really nice
https://soundcloud.com/nicky-flowers/wii-shop-channel-remix
>>6106094
https://clyp.it/ad5qsn4w
