>What is repression general?
General dedicated to those who want to repress their desires and appear normal and Cis to the world in public and private life
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cosponsering this, is it gay to want to have sex with most boys but not all of them .... ?
repression doesn't work.
You are literally wearing away at your brain.
At some point you're gonna snap and the worst part is, it'll probably happen when you're 50 and already have a family.
Did you already forget the last time this was attempted?
>>6109072
yeah but hes rich.
>>6104345
No not at all
>>6110598
And money can't buy youth.
thats it repress, become even manlier and further away from where you want to be
it will only make it easier to kill yourself when the time comes
>>6111028
>thinking it goes away by having a gf
>>6111028
make sure to get her pregnant like a good hon
>>6111037
why wouldn't it? i had sex a few times and that was nice. it only gets worse when i'm lonely which is mostly always and it just makes it harder to ever hope for a gf
>>6111059
god no, children are disgusting
>>6111054
I really love Akagi. The writing is great. But I just can't for the love of me get over that autistic art style.
>>6111062
you somehow assume that the majority of the transgirls are just beta guys who couldn't get laid or it's just that you are a special case? because I have really no problem getting a girl and that won't make me enjoy using my dick any more.
>>6111074
its not like it would be her choice
>>6109072
>At some point you're gonna snap and the worst part is, it'll probably happen when you're 50 and already have a family.
Thankfully i'm agp and bi, if i live to 50 and have a family, i would have lived a good life.
No one needs to learn that i'm bi and agp, especially my family.
pol-sama, let's be degenerates together
i am sure hitler-kun wouldn't mind considering he had syphilis and north african heritage~
>>6111083
there are things like condoms, birth control, and abortions you know
>>6111076
no, i don't. some people are actually trans, and for example believe they are women or like you said hate using their dicks. but there are also beta guys who can't get laid like myself, who end up so lonely that their mind develops a mental illness trying to cannibalize itself in order to try to get the gf it so strongly desires, which ironically makes it even more difficult to reach that goal
>>6111087
>i'm agp
you know, blanchard said that all trannies are AGP and he even still said they should transition.
>>6111119
that doesn't mean there couldn't be agps who aren't trannies
>>6111130
but the thing is, agp doesn't exist
>>6111074
>shemale calling anything disgusting
This board really is the best place to look for feel better about youself
>>6111008
Invalid argument. I don't pass now. So I won't pass after hrt. I'll be as much of a hon now as I will in 50 years. There is no sacrifice or loss.
>>6111112
I think the only case of autism "causing" trans-ness is Chris-Chan.
I thought the same way as you. But getting a gf and having sex doesn't cure it. You'll try to live vicariously through her, and all that might even help scratch the itch for a while.
for a while..
>>6111139
solid meme, truly.
>>6111142
i freely admit i'm disgusting, that doesn't mean i can't correctly identify other disgusting things
>>6111154
well i wouldn't say i'm autistic, probably some mild ASD there, but not cripplingly bad. and i don't think it's the autism that would cause it, just a general set of personal flaws and mental illness
>>6111215
Is it "just" AGP? Have you ever met any of the other symptoms of being trans?
>>6111215
>solid meme, truly.
its just what blanchard described transsexualism as and most cis women fall under the category of AGP so like
>>6111320
AGP doesn't cause dysphoria. It can be the first symptom of a cross-gender identity, but it doesn't cause it.
>>6111153
>I don't pass now. So I won't pass after hrt.
You actually believe that retarded meme? I've seen some pretty crazy transformations, where they totally could not have passed beforehand.
>>6111346
Angles, lighting and makeup. They don't pass
Besides. From experience this will fuck up like every other thing in my life.
I will join the army this year. I apply for officer. Its the best life I could have. Somehow I hope that I wont get the job...
Will those feels get away, when I get away from my bad family?
>>6111363
lmao
>tranny joins the army and stays a tranny, edition 9945945483762
>>6111369
Why would the hon want to stop new transwomen, they would still compete with ciswomen? Assuming they're straight.
>>6109072
>repression doesn't work.
Repression doesn't work because there's no such thing as repressing being trans or non-conmforming.
The only people who "snap" are agp hons who want to live their fetish, despite having fucking everything a person would want to be in their shoes for.
I'm bi-curious but I don't think I will ever act on it. I don't see why sucking dick would be mandatory for me to be happy.
>>6111363
the army is not going to erase your feels
anon be careful if you are trans you really do not want to join the army right now
>>6111339
But it could cause "dysphoria"-like symptoms in bad cases
>>6111546
How would you distinguish between "dysphoria-like" and real dysphoria?
>>6111363
Do it, but you will always be a limp wrist-ed faggot!
I bet you wanted a easy bake oven for christmas didn't you? Cakeboy.
>>6111562
therein lies the rub
>>6111652
I'm confused why you think "dysphoria-like" symptoms are a thing? If it quacks like dysphoria and looks like dysphoria, it's probably dysphoria.
>>6111669
because agp is a helluva drug and that in combination with loneliness can do some weird fucking shit
>>6111697
I think you're confusing correlation with causation.
>>6111705
that doesn't mean that correlation never indicates causation
>>6111112
Just go with it. The brain knows what it's doing. When a man is alone for so long the basest parts of his brain begin to think there are no females despite his higher brain functions knowing this is not the case. As an evolved response to male violence caused by sexual frustration, some men are like clownfish, where they become the female upon noticing there isn't one. Your brain is cannibilizing your male identity to become a girl, knowing how much easier it is to have a male partner as a female than the opposite. Become the gf, and get yourself a bf.
P.S. I made that explanation up, so no one believe it. Becoming a guy's gf is real though.
>>6111119
I'm pretty sure the defining feature of his typology is that not every trans woman has AGP, but that AGPs are trans women.
>>6111830
fuck that yo
men are gross
>>6111799
OK. Well if you're really confident about that, then that's that. You do you, anon. Good luck with your repression.
>>6111850
That changes when you let AGP do its job. Like I've been telling you, let it go.
>>6112037
it really doesn't though. that's a meme perpetuated by the same people who think hrt makes them feel amazing within a week. they were already attracted to men and only pretending to be attracted to women
>>6112046
Try watching straight porn and self-insert as the female. What do you feel?
>>6112114
it's common for an agp person to have sexual fantasies of men, but the men are typically faceless dicks, used as props in the fantasy of being a woman. it's the difference between being attracted to instances of men and the idea of having sex with men. someone who is genuinely attracted to men or women doesn't have to imagine themselves as a man or woman to have that attraction, they just are attracted
>>6112164
Have you ever been to a therapist?
>>6112207
i have, not like it's helped me any. why?
>>6112359
For the AGP?
>>6112378
yes, among more common mental illnesses
>>6112414
And how did that go? (I'm not trying to make a point here, I'm just curious)
I try my best but idk if I can do it. The thing making ignoring trans feelings so hard is that there is nothing to look forward to.
I'm apathetic about everything.
I don't want to be alive.
I don't enjoy or want anything.
Life is pointless if I have to live it as a guy, and that's such a fucking dumb way of thinking but I can't help it.
I just wish that I had never been born.
>>6112426
mostly pretty bad. i've gone through a lot. half of them didn't say anything more than "tell your family and friends u need a support group!" in many different words. i swear it was like they were reading off the same script. the last one i thought was going fairly well, actually, not acting like a robot. but now she's basically like "can't help you lol. go see a doctor and get bloodwork done [[again]]" even though i've obviously done this.
4chan has been far better at asking questions and making statements that are thought provoking, although sometimes it devolves into "see a therapist"
>>6112563
Aw, that's a shame they didn't help anon.
Blood work? What are your other mental illnesses?
And did any of them have any expertise with gender/sexual issues?
>be transgender
>at 18 year old I used to literally have to tell myself out loud "I'm a man. I'm a man. I'm a man."
>my dad used to feel sorry for me but would never bring it up even after I came out to him
>>6112500
why don't you transition?
>>6112581
I don't want to be a disappointment to everyone I've ever known. I feel extremely ashamed about it and hate myself a lot because of it. People would think I'm a mentally ill faggot (i am). I probably wouldn't pass and transitioning to not pass would be terrible.
>>6112578
This is heartbreaking. At the very least, seeing a therapist might help you.
>>6112575
yes she thinks i'm going to kill myself taking low dose hormones and seems to be trying to strong arm me on this, saying she can't help me.
pretty vanilla shit like depression and anxiety, no desire to work
i think all but one or so have experience with gender/sexual issues (most were through a sort of matching service, so i don't know how that one selected me)
>>6112772
If you're miserable now, then the worst thing that could happen is the you might still be miserable. If you transition there's a chance things will get better, if you don't things will definitely stay the same. You should consider it more.
>>6111349
just thumb through some of these
http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
>>6112825
>kill myself taking low dose hormones and seems to be trying to strong arm me on this, saying she can't help me
wat
>>6111850
>men are gross
Do you really want to go there? women have to handle much more gross biology.
>>6113201
i am saying...she appears to be saying she won't help me unless i get blood tested, because you know, the dangerous drugs I'm taking could be causing the problems i've had for years. or because the doctor will magically come up with a solution to my problems this time. i don't know
>>6113268
it's a matter of opinion. there's really nothing to "argue" about
>tfw only 18
>tfw called some favors so i've been on HRT for a year
>tfw i was good looking anyway
>tfw tall, broad shoulders though
>tfw skinny though
>tfw manly forehead
Honestly I'd be in a great position but I'm just to embarrassed and scared i couldn't actually pass, so i dont try so i'm never disappointed. I'm basically just a boy that takes hormones, I don't have a plan anymore and I'm just... I dunno hoping something gives.
I don't plan to transition or come out ever. It's not the fear saying that, i just dont want to. I don't want to be seen that way. I just don't want to be a man either.
Who else /holding out for a miracle and trying not to think about it because you dont want to be depressed again/
When you repress, does that only imply ignoring your feelings? is it repression if you are dealing with them more directly?
Are there times when you feel perfectly fine with being male? Does it always come back afterwards?
I'm trying to cure myself and right now I feel pretty fine.
>>6113376
So you've been self medding?
hyper masculinity a best
>>6115054
Spartan?
>>6115075
I'm ChaserBrah
>>6111349
Lmao, I'm talking about IRL man, without any of that stuff, people I know personally and see frequently. I'm not even a tranny, but I've seen some really crazy shit. Often it's because they work out or lose weight or such things, while on hormones, and end up looking completely different afterwards. They just never could see their potential beforehand because they were fat or not taking care of themselves or whatever their issue was.
>>6115075
There is a guy at work who is known as autismus maximus
>>6115936
Wait til Biggus Dickus hears of this!
>>6115051
yes
>>6117013
so why not get a blood test?
>>6117123
because you can't test of AGP in someone's blood, you silly goose
>>6117167
no but if you're self medding hormones (or something else for your other conditions) you need to get your blood tested to make sure you're not slowly killing yourself
or at least make sure you're taking the right dose
>>6117123
>>6117172
because then i either have to tell my doctor without knowing the consequences and convince him that i'm not insane when i actually do think i'm insane, or deal with finding another one and insurance and do the same. and then what if i manage to get myself to stop? "looolll just kidding, yeah i'm crazy and unstable after all!"
besides, since i'm taking bicalutamide the blood test will not be very helpful anyway, at least for test levels
>>6117224
What do you think will happen? The doctor will call the police and say, "I suspect a fetishist is taking tranny drugs, send in the SWAT team"?
You don't have to share anything you don't want to, the doctor works for you
>>6116207
As long as he doesn't tell his wife Incontinentia Buttocks.
She'll never shut up about it.
>>6117244
the worst is when you see a potential life path you almost could have gone down that wouldn't have fucked you like this. the further you delve the more impossible it seems to ever recover.
>>6117245
no obviously i don't think that. but for example, if you told a doctor about something like cocaine usage, then this would be noted in your records and from then on you would be treated differently. now i am not comparing these to cocaine, but still, what are the parallels in how it is treated? and additionally, it still remains that you would need to "come out" as what? tranny? even if you don't feel that is the case you still have to sound realistic. and you don't know how a doctor will react, what experience or feelings he has toward this business, etc.
>>6117297
>you would be treated differently
like.. more appropriately for your circumstances? yeah i would hope so
>and you don't know how a doctor will react, what experience or feelings he has toward this business, etc.
true
have you tried looking for informed consent clinics?
>>6117369
i am aware of them. this brings me back to the first point where i then have to deal with dealing with shitty hours to make appointments with rude staff, and then deal with insurance. and really it's not something i feel like doing for something i see to be of little value
>>6117402
but its ur health, anon
don't u wanna be health-y
>>6117410
these are some of the most tame drugs out there. doctors are incompetent for anything but the most basic needs. i guarantee you 99% of them haven't read a single clinical study since med school
>>6117421
so you don't care if your therapist stops working with you?
>>6117432
i do, but it would be her fault if she did, because that's a really shitty thing to do and inappropriate. it would mean that i would need to find a new one
>>6117491
your decision, but it sounds like she's just concerned for your health and wants to make sure you're keeping everything in order. and you never know, if you do have a health issue wouldn't you wanna catch it early?
>>6117518
i mean...ok? the intent doesn't really matter. it's like telling a severely depressed person
>you're in bad shape, you need to go for a run or i'm going to take away your anti-depressants. i'm only concerned for your health
>>6112500
Same boat anon,you're not alone
>>6111363
Don't join. They don't defend our freedom. All our military does now is fight for the kikes.
>"Military Men Are Just Dumb, Stupid Animals To Be Used As Pawns In Foreign Policy" - Henry Kissinger
>>6117746
i find it unbelievable that people don't know this..
people don't actually join for "muh freedom" do they? it's usually just suicidals, angry manlets, and sociopaths right?
>>6112832
>transitioning is not an answer to a shit life
being trans is a hard path in life, and telling a person who's mentally ill to transition is like adding fuel to a fire
>repressing
>>6123908
That's a great comic, senpai. Is that the name it goes by, or is it a one-off of trans girl diaries? I feel like it's the same artist.
