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What will hormones do?
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Previous thread: >>6051091
growing my hair out, what are the best ways to deal with it/go about it?
Also would appreciate tips on haircare
Anyone used medroxyprogesterone acetate know if it can be used as an AA on it's own and it's effectiveness?
I found this extract which leads me to believe it's a effective and convenient choice for AA given that it only has to be taken once every 12 weeks IM'd and inhibits LH and therefore test but if anyone has first hand experience using it then pls let me know how it was.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/6223535
>>6099756
/r/haircarescience has a guide in the sidebar that will get you started on better hair without tripping you on all the superstition intertwined in personal experiences. The hair subreddits, the shaving subs, and the skincare sub are all pretty good hubs of solid information.
mtf here
If I'm buying rogaine, should I get regular rogaine or rogaine for women?
pls2response
>>6096465
>>6100097
rogaine for men is fine unless you plan on getting pregnant or breastfeed :^)
>fapping for the first time in about three months
>semen has traces of blood in it
According to Google it's probably nothing serious, but f*** is that scary.
So how do I determine if I'm a straight male fetishist/failed beta man or just a tranny that likes women?
>>6100844
>fetishist
does the whole transition thing arouse you ?
>beta
would you be happy as alpha ?
>tranny
dysphoric ?
>>6100889
>does the whole transition thing arouse you ?
No. It scares me while being exciting at the same time.
>would you be happy as alpha?
I don't know. I don't really want to be one though since it would require me to be a completely different person, and I'm pretty okay with most parts of my personality. I don't really get jealous of good looking men like I do good looking women though.
>dysphoric ?
That's such a broad term though. I guess what's really tripping me up is whether or not I actually have dysphoria or if I just feel like being in a woman's body would make my self-loathing for my body/face better becauase I don't know what else could be causing that at this point. I haven't liked my body in forever, but I never really imagined myself as a woman until fairly recently, though it does feel pretty comforting to do so, for whatever reason. But it seems like I can manage my dislike for my body until I see really cute women or a lesbian couple. The latter part of that sentence is another of the main reasons I doubt all this.
>>6100923
I would definitely talk to a therapist before asking here. The responses you'll likely get are "You are an AGP hon kill urself now :^)" or "You are definitely trans get on HRT NOW before you become a hon :^)"
By the way, women have AGP, it's been proven
>Imagine being a sexy woman having sex. Does this arouse you?
>hurr durr
>>6100951
Yeah. I was kinda hoping I wouldn't have to spend the money, but I know you're right.
I'm mtf
If I have a "flesh goatee" like the guy on the left in this photo (not the 5 o clock shadow but the skin/muscle) can I expect HRT to change that? I see it go away in some timelines.
Any mtfs that had this can testify?
Mtf visiting Louisiana next week. Anybody know what the bathroom laws there are?
I figured out a friend of mine has dysphoria. They remind me of myself a few years ago, I really really wanna help them out and give them a place to vent or whatever. The shit I wanted when I was like that. Someone to help along the way. This person is always nice to me so I want to return the favor as best as I can. I really hope I don't end up pushing them away.
>>6101628
Piss by a tree like the animal you are.
>>6101968
slip some estrogen into his foods
>>6100521
According to Google it's probably nothing serious, but f*** is that scary.
You sure about that?
Please give me your best arguments as to why transgenderism shouldn't be considered a mental illness.
I don't think it is btw. I'm just curious as to what you think.
>>6100951
>By the way, women have AGP, it's been proven
>Imagine being a sexy woman having sex. Does this arouse you?
>hurr durr
I seriously doubt they're thinking "God, being a woman is so hot" like an AGP male would. Enjoying being sexual in a feminine way isn't the same as sexualising being feminine for its own sake, though when you're female it's admittedly hard to distinguish them.
>>6102414
brain scans
that simple
but even if you wanna consider it a mental illness, transitioning is still the best working treatment/cure we got so far
>>6102414
Technically transsexualism isn't the problem, but the gender dysphoria that accompanies it. If you fix the things that agitate the gender dysphoria (body, other people's perception of the sufferer's gender/sex) then it goes away despite the transsexualism itself not being treated at all.
There's also a pressure for political correctness.
Is HRT known to reverse male pattern baldness in trans women?
>>6102179
Kek, if they lived in my state I would totally do that.
>>6103393
It will stop male pattern baldness from continuing, but you'd need something like rogaine or finasteride to have any hope of reversing it. The last resort is hairline surgery.
Who do I threaten to get at least 50k €?
>>6104006
>get kicked out of a school/gubbment restroom for being trans.
>sue for lodesamoney
>>6104038
I'm not coming out until I get the money though. I wish people still carried cash.
I'm ordering from qhi for the first time, do I send the forms back to the orders or sales email...? Also, how likely is my shipment to get seized by customs? It's kind of a lot of money for me to lose right now. Thank you.
>>6104006
Good luck arguing plastic surgery as anything but a cosmetic "want" and that therapy isn't going to help.
>>6104053
because you're going to successfully pickpocket 50k yurodollars? get real
>>6101000
bunop
>>6104006
Make a gofundme. If you're cute or tell a decent enough sob story you could get at least half the money.
>>6104535
>look at the site
>muh cancer
>muh children
as if I can compete with that. not cute either so I can't moneywhore that way.
Is it okay to come out to a parent over texts? I'm too nervous to talk about it face to face
>>6104564
Planned and written correspondence is actually often a better option than the immediacy of verbal communication (where emotions often get high and people may say things that are difficult to swallow back down).
I think email (or even a letter?) may be better than text messages, because email is a bit slower and better suited for longer writing. But you know your parent and how you communicate better than I do.
Fingers crossed, anon!
>>6106046
My biggest roadblock is that I'm afraid they'll be super worried and stuff about me. I'm not too worried about being disowned since my parents are huge Berniefags and all that, but I'm still hesitant.
But they also have connections and know a few trannies so that might mean I can talk to people that aren't classmates that are probably just confused college girls that claim to be ftm.
Any tips on passing as male when you're pre-T and haven't really grown an inch since your preteen years? I use a binder but I still get called girl things by shop assistants and get directed to the women's section in department stores and it gets to me.
>>6106402
Do you have short hair? Even if you don't, wearing a beanie that covers your hair should make you look masc-ish.
>>6106443
I'm planning a haircut as soon as my disability comes in. Also planning on getting some more boyish clothes.
I JUST WANNA BE A CIS WOMAN WITHOUT ALL THESE DOUBTS REEEEEE
>Am I AGP
>Is it just tfwnogf
>Why did I just realize this
>Why is it worst when I see attractive women or a cute lesbian couple
>Am I just making myself feel this way to get some forward motion in my otherwise stagnant, boring life
>Maybe I'm just ugly and this is my way of coping
>etc
>etc
>etc
>>6107565
Those are all things I've wondered too. Unfortunately I couldn't find an answer to them either. So, I gave up fighting it, and have been much happier since.
>>6104079
orders email. As for custom, what's your country ?
Personally never had problems, but apparently some countries (like Norway iirc) seize more than others.
>>6107648
That's basically me. Been on HRT a couple weeks now. But even if I'm 95% sure that this is a good direction for me, there's still all those nagging doubts. Been feeling them less since starting on mones, but it's still too early to really tell I think.
>>6108070
What kind of side effects or differences have you noticed so far?
>>6108157
I feel a little better about myself, though looking in the mirror still sucks. The feeling better could just be the placebo effect though. I have a lower sex drive, which was something I wanted anyway. Also my nipples have gotten sensitive and feel a little different.
Hello, id like some of ur opinions about my current situation.
>I started diy hrt from cypro 6 days ago, 25mg/day.
>was misinformed that trans ppl cant freeze their sperm in my country.
>was cool with it, just wanted to start hrt faster
>yesterday morning woke up scared like shit that i missed this oportunity to ever have kids
>do more research, anyone can freeze after all
>dont wanna quit hrt...was about to start E tomorrow...
Do i really have to quit hrt in order to freeze it? Im pretty sure i was quite fertile and my T levels 1 week ago were quite high - 875ng/dl.
After this one week of cypro it should be around ~700 i guess? Which is still in higher male range so maybe i can get a pretty good shot w/o quitting it?? What do you think?
>>6108202
you're never gonna have kids anyway
>>6108202
>6 days ago
Stop being a wuss and quit the HRT. Wait a week or two and freeze your sperm. I understand it feels like a step back, but nothing will happen in these 15 days.
>>6108258
So a week or two will probably be enough waiting?
Is it normal that I only get dry orgasms?
My MtF ex was on hormones for 2 years and cums buckets, I'm only on 6 months and experienced it during my first month
>>6108516
Have you checked your hormone levels?
>>6107945
Okay, thank you. I'm in US.
>>6110759
So there,'s a risk (albeit small) as it's outside europe . Don't panic too early though, as shipping from the UK usually take 2-4 weeks.
Depo-provera is otc in my state for birth control. Is it comparable to the normal levels of MPA used for transition?
>>6110905
Good to know, fingers crossed nothing happens. Thank you for the help.
I've been masturbating a couple of times a week since starting HRT to avoid atrophy but gradually it's been hurting more and more when I get hard to the point where I haven't done it for weeks. Idc about dick shrinkage and I don't really wanna use it but when I'm getting fucked in the ass it gets hard involuntarily and hurts so much I can't get off. My pain tolerance is much lower than average so I guess it's not as big of a deal for most mtfs. What pain medication or w/e would you recommend, how do I solve this?
I'll never pass, but people say that even if you can't you should transition anyways. What's the point of being a freak nobody really respects? Is killing myself because of dysphoria really worse than killing myself because I'm an abominable chimera of masculine and feminine traits?
>>6112829
you're really projecting you own internalized feelings rn. a lot of people will respect you (though most of them wouldn ever get on this board). and you don't know if you'll pass.
what matters is feeling comfortable with yourself when you're alone. if you can love yourself then you'll find other people who can love you too. you deserve to be happy and comfortable, and if you aren't right now then something needs to change.
>>6112863
People will tolerate me because they're told they should. Sure it's something but it's really not much. I definitely can't pass until cosmetic surgery gets to the point where we can replace a full skeletal structure; They might be able to fix my face but they can't fix 6'4" with 20" shoulders.
I guess any step in the right direction is good for my personal positivity, but I'm worried that having my glaring problems shoved in my face by the disparity with what HRT and surgery fixed would just make things worse...
>>6112908
>6'4" with 20" shoulders
Just put your brain in another body, that one will never be a girl's.
are these any use for facial hair removal?
it says everywhere that you're not supposed to use them on the face, but i found no good reason why, so i assumed it's just for liability reasons in case someone accidentally shoots the laser into their eyes.
any experience with these, as compared to professional laser hair removal?
>>6113199
I just got one from Silk'n a week ago - nowhere on their site does it list all of the restrictions until you open the instruction manual. I used it on my face, ass, and balls against their orders and it was fine except the ass burned a little bit.
>>6112694
Opium
>>6113265
so how are results in the face? to be clear, i'm wondering whether these are strong enough to get rid of my beard
>>6113283
Nowhere near close as medical laser
>fucking love nail polish
>buy some and paint that shit on my nails
>suddenly feel absolutely disgusted at myself
The idea of nail polish excites me but for whatever reason I don't like it on myself. It's not like I did a poor job of painting my nails or picked a wrong color, though. And I really do like my hands and nails otherwise. I guess nail polish isn't for me? Maybe there's other things about being a girl that I won't actually like if I try it? This makes me worried.
>>6114600
sorry to be so persistent but can you be more specific? like, how many treatments have you done so far, and how much reduction of facial hair has it yielded? what skin type are you?
I think about suicide everyday but wont tell anyone who knows me.
I work full time and have a son and partner in another town.
The mother who i board with acted trans friendly but is always hiding me or saying how she doesnt want to be embarrased by me. I feel like everyone just pretends to be tolerant and would be happier without me.
I feel like society is in this awkward stage of acceptance and hate which could go either way. I feel like i will never be happy, safe and accepted by the public.
Wherever i go im asked if im a man or woman and its all anyone wants to talk about except at work.
I feel like my body is a disgusting mess thats only going to get worse with age and wear. I feel like i will never have enough money to address these problems.
Death is seeming like the best option more everyday
>>6114880
You should kill someone else instead.
>>6115210
I dont know if that will help anyone. Infact imthink it will make things worse for everyone
>>6115246
less people in the world = less problems in the world
better get started
>>6110538
my testosterone levels are fine, my oestrogen is kind of on the high side
(taking cyproteron and estradiol)
how do you choose an srs surgeon?
I don't even know where to start.
People I know of:
>Suporn
>Chettawut
>Bowers
>McGinn
>Brassard
Is there like a centralized place where people review surgeons, and rate them on things like aesthetics, function, lubrication, and depth?
>>6115987
Blackmail your sugar daddy, durr.
>>6103617
My hairline is in really bad at all not like I have to do something about it but it does bother me. I remember questioning trying to use Rogaine and I actually read a disclaimer that it may cause some balding at first, is that true?
>>6114880
> I feel like everyone just pretends to be tolerant and would be happier without me.
That is the truth.
Every one thinks that you are a freak. A monster.
You should end it now.
>>6116092
Yes, and you'll inmediately lose the hair if you stop buying it. A small dose of over the counter AA would be better, something like Fenasteride. You can cut it out for weeks without severe results and it will make you a bit more feminine in some other regards (longer eyelashes, some fat redistribution, less hair in other places; but much less than if you actually took HRT of course)
>>6116275
Oh well I'm already on HRT I've been on HRT for for years now. After I started HRT my hairline started coming back but it's still a little steep on the side that's why I was curious about Rogaine
>>6116254
You end yourself, you predatory fuck.
Ive been DIY for about a year and a half and finally ordered cypro instead of spiro and also bought progesterone to throw into the mix
but alldaychemist fucking forgot the cypro so now I have no AA, but I do have 2 months of progy and progesterone
is it even worth taking either? both? would it be counterproductive?
>>6118727
what progesterone did you get? I know one of them works as an AA.
>>6119154
Susten, 100mg
What age period is best to start HRT?
What's the latest you can start to still be passable?
On a personal note, how do you think transitioning would go for me now?
Pic related, its me. Not on any hormones.
>>6119268
>What age period is best to start HRT?
10-12
>What's the latest you can start to still be passable?
Genetics, preferably under 20.
>On a personal note, how do you think transitioning would go for me now?
No idea, I can't tell your features, or your body, but at least you know makeup.
>>6119268
>What age period is best to start HRT?
As young as possible.
>What's the latest you can start to still be passable?
It's a different point for everyone that depends on Genetics generrally 25-35 or so range depending on them.
>>6115725
And there's your answer. Lower your oestrogen and "cum buckets".
My MtF mosquito bite tits are fucktoupling in size and summer is coming. What can I wear instead of a hoodie to hide them? Not super comfortable with a binder because it's quite well established that it's not good for them.
>>6124661
Wear light button-up shirts. You need an extra layer. Sleeveless is fine.
>>6124661
Hmm I don't know the exact name but they're shape wear. They sell them in the women's section at Target. It's like a mild version of a binder for your upper body to appear slimmer. That may help.
>>6119268
Your face shape looks a lot like a not passing well yet pre-T FtM I know, seems like you have real potential especially if you grow your hair out.
How many anons like men? I waited until I was 24 to start addressing my desire to be a woman, but I only like women. This makes my situation awkward. Idk how much I hate different parts of my body. I know I've always felt female and wanted to be and act female but the very real risk of permanently ruining my endocrine system, etc. Is scary.
I look young, but not like I used to :( my stupid beard grows more everyday.
Idk what I should I do. I am at minimum transgender I don't know I want to trans hormones :/
Idk what questions to ask myself other than 'do I want this' and the answer seems like a yes. But idk how far I can chase magic dragons.
Does anyone that has done the research on Cypro vs Spiro have a link to studies on whether one is superior or how they might impact breast development differently? Also if anyone has a link to a study on injecting estradiol vs taking it normally vs taking it sublingually, that would be great. I keep hearing Cypro > Spiro and Shots > Sub > Oral, but I don't know how true those things are, and I'd rather not go through the trouble of switching without some evidence. So if someone has a link on-hand so I don't have to fish for the studies myself, it would be appreciated.
>>6125785
Can you see yourself being reasonably happy without hormones or some other type of transition? Keep in mind a lot of people say that dysphoria only grows over time.
>>6125796
I wish I knew that's the crisis. I really don't know. I know I've been laying on the floor for literally 3 years now avoiding life every way I possibly can acting like a junky.
I just don't know. I listen to the rapper Eyedea a lot. It might be a projection, but he seems like a Trans kid to me and he never made it past 28. Robin Williams is another suspect. I don't want my whole life to unravel because my soul is in the wrong body, but I don't want to ruin my body trying to make it reflect something it can't and never could have.
I just hate myself for literally no logical reasons and all signs, ALL SIGNS, even back as young as 4 point and scream "chick".
Idk. I'm just so empty and lost I never grew up with "trans" as an option. It was only "dead faggot" or "beta straight boy" and i fit neither. I feel into beta male but only because I couldn't interact with this reality anymore as a dude. I just got nervous and sad and confused and started hurting myself more and more.
Now, my curse is lifted, and 10 years later I'm even worse than if I hadn't hid my shame (thanks religious family who still demands my love - and I'm not financially stable yet on my own fml).
I need to talk to some IRL trans women but thus far they're all insufferable fucking cunts who I want to kill like Hitler. The one okay woman I met was hideously manlike and only liked men :(
I'm a small lesbian in my dreams.
>>6125852
>avoiding life every way I possibly can
That's kinda me too. The only times I'm really ok going out and doing stuff when I'm with friends because it gets me out of my head. The rest of the time I feel like there's something grotesque or wrong with me and that everyone should be staring at me. So instead I hide away in my room like I've been doing since I was around 12 not doing things that I know I would like doing because going outside is too damn uncomfortable alone.
I dunno dude. I'd talk it out with you if I could 'cause we have some things in common, like liking women or finding a lot of trans people annoying or w/e. If you wanna chat with someone who's still not really sure and just starting on hormones because "fuck it," you could send me an email at [email protected].
I think ultimately I decided I'd rather take hormones and risk possibly being wrong about why I hate my body and fucking myself up than continue wasting my life sitting in my room hiding away from the world confused as to why I can't stand the sight of myself. Sorry I can't be of much help. It's hard when you still doubt yourself.
>>6125930
Yeah, I was seeing a "gender therapist", actually a second one. The first was 25 and was literally dumb as rocks. He sat there with this huge acceptance(TM) smile and said "I agree" after everything I said. Even when I purposely said dumb shit.
The second therapist tried to solicit a blowjob for $1k after I said I didn't bother to get a job because i could always work in the adult industry selling smut.... And he immediately jumped to sex with men for money, then to eye contact and an extact amount. Nigga even touched my shoulders on the way out... I record all my sessions (paranoid delusional archetype and 9 years journalist training...) so idk what to do with it. I don't wanna do anything I just have no one to trust.
I don't even trust myself enough tonight to get online and reup on my lsd. I want to live on my own terms, but like you I can only do so when I'm not alone and I can hide behind someone else's shield or shield them with my worthless projection ego.
I hate my personality most of all, it's as fraudulent as it can be. That's his purpose. To get everyone to fuck off.
I don't want to be a fiction trapped clawing like a cat to get out of my own head. I'm just not brave enough, like a cat, to fuck with the HINGES of the door. :/
>>6125968
Wow, talk about shitty therapists. That really sucks, sorry. Honestly, I don't really know what to say. I don't have a lot of experience with anything other than my own shit, so it's hard to give any real suggestions knowing that what I'm suggesting might, in actuality, be a terrible idea. Do you think there's anyway you can feel more like yourself when you're alone or that there's any way you might be able to achieve some measure of that?
>>6125852
For what it's worth, I'm in your shoes and decided I'd rather kill myself because transition failed then kill myself because I didn't even try.
>>6126071
I think I'm not this desperate, but I also know myself well enough to know I encrypt things from myself. I became a literal deaf mute hacker like the laughing man (always loved GITS). Now I want my emotion and touch back. I want to walk and play in reality(TM). I am so autistic with love and sex. Especially when I have to text to make plans it all unravels. I'm smooth in my head but my gears just can't turn in person proper and I end up doing saying texting literally the most aspie bullshit like why and for what fml fuck.
I need to figure out how to transition too. I've only ever been good at writing, I don't like math or chemistry, or interfacing with reality at all.
Where is step 1 for conformed consent? Where do I find doctors who don't literally ask "are you sure?" followed by "wait is that like you want to get a sex change?"
HRT seems to be new science, at least around here.
I don't want to ruin my life by avoiding it (personality archetype: known) and I don't wanna jump one dark abyss into another.
Fuck. I need my female friends to get back from college next week. I can't trust the male peasants I'm surrounded by.
Does anybody know a trustworthy online pharmacy that will ship mones to Ontario? iirc none of the major trusted sites will even touch Canada. The local IC clinic isn't accepting new patients until the end of the year and I'm out of options.
Mtf here, So I'm 2.5 months on HRT at age 21, here's the changes I can report so far
>Horniness is sporadic, somedays I'm getting boners all the time, other days I have no interest in sex
>Periodic sadness, not depression but more like a profound sympathy for everything, thinking about all the suffering in the world and wishing I could change it. It sounds very sappy and pretty but it's quite annoying honestly
>Cry more easily, but a very masculine kind of anger is still my go-to response when upset
>Random bouts of dizziness and lightheadedness
>Intense muscle soreness everywhere
>Reduced muscle in the thighs and somewhat in the arms, not much anywhere else
>Skin that feels softer sometimes? But not always, only when I'm very relaxed
>Dysphoria has intensified greatly, but happens less often
Is this about normal, or should I be expecting more? Should I get my levels checked?
>>6128572
>Random bouts of dizziness and lightheadedness
Spironolactone?
>>6128861
that's the one. I'm guess that's typical?
>>6128572
I'm ftm. All the emotional stuff sounds like estrogen. For better and for worse, emotion is in high fidelity. For me it's more effort to access now. I miss it and I don't.
I think you'll get used to it, learn when not to go down the most emotional avenues.
The muscle tone, too. I had soft thighs and thundercalves.
>>6128867
It's a typical sign of low blood pressure. And Spironolactone is a blood pressure medication. I wouldn't be concerned if the symptoms aren't persistent.
>>6128572
No boobies?
Hey, so I've had my eyebrows done for a while and keep them plucked nice and thin because I like how they look. As of late, though, my sister's been asking if I'm doing something with them. Plus, when I was out at a convention I had eyebrow liner on and got some pictures taken of me. I think that she might have picked up on it after seeing the pictures or something because she's now started asking again.
Anyway, I'm wondering if anyone has any idea of what I can tell her. I'm not in a position where I feel comfortable coming out to her, so that's not an option. I know it's kind of a stupid thing, but I'm really freaking out right now over what I can tell her. :<
>>6129210
"I like my eyebrows shaped this way."
"Why, are you trans?"
"No."
No big deal.
>>6128991
Oh yeah i forgot. Puffy sore nipples and some fat accumulation around the boobs
>>6125968
If that therapist is licensed you should report them to the state board or a similar authority. Provide the recording and your documentation. It's creepy that they solicited you, but they may have other patients who are more vulnerable to coercion or manipulation. The state board may not do anything, or it may take them years, but it would be the right thing to do if you are able to.
>>6129210
If you don't want people to notice you've had your eyebrows done, then don't do anything to them. No way to get around it.
You care about it much more than anyone else will, barring overly-conservative people who refuse to accept males doing anything "unmanly".
>>6129286
This. In fact, the chances are low that they'll actually ask if you're trans, or even seriously consider it (maybe it'll come to mind, but they're not going to seriously suspect you're trans because of it unless they pretty much did already).
degenerates
>>6129362
>Went to /lgbt/ and clicked on the Trans help general
one of us
one of us
one of us
one of us
if i post voice, can some of you help me with it?
>>6099667
I've been on HRT for 5mo now.. Recently I started getting pain in my legs and hips area and I'm just trying to figure it out. I don't think its a DVT because they are typically unilateral, and in the calf. Mine mainly hurts around my thigh and knees, and all around my hips. It just feels like sore muscles. Anyone else experience this, or should I go to the ER asap?
>>6129992
I've started to expeicne something like it, feels sort of like muscle pulling or something, kinda like a sore muscle.
Mostly at the sides of my thighs.
>>6130092
Yes exactly this! Do you know what it could be?
>>6129960
please respond
>>6129960
Sure. We may not be able to help but we're certainly not going to make fun of you.
>>6130465
ok here no bullyerino
https://clyp.it/zm2poo4q
Haven't had to split a pill before. Do I need anything special to split the 5mg Fincar tablets into quarters? Will taking ~1.25 mg daily instead of 1 make any difference?
Is it common to be a closet tranny who generally hates most trannies? All the ones I've met are either transtrender ftms, hons, or sjws.
>>6130650
Nope totally normal. Rule of thumb: If they can't blend in they bitch until you bend. It's always the loud neverpass SJW and hons who embarrass us all.
>>6130650
It seems like I see a lot of people on here saying they can't stand most other trans people. I haven't met any others, so I can't really comment, but I think if most fit into the stereotypical SJW, oversensitive douchebag kinda personality, I'd be inclined to agree with them/you. Now the people that say they're trans because it's a fad and they make a big deal out of it piss me off, but those are, mostly, different people anyway.
>>6130660
Yeah that's the thing. I dunno how many of them are legitimately transgender, ya know?
Tumblr-tier FtMs are the new "bisexual" high school girls.
>>6130483
please respond
>>6130650
Dunno if it's common, but I'm one and know two others who generally hate most other trannies too.
>>6130672
Yeah I feel ya. They annoy me quite a bit as well. I can't understand being super loud about being trans, but that's just me, and I've always preferred not being the center of attention anyway.
>>6130691
I always thought the entire point of being trans was to blend in to the gender you identified as. Now people are acting like it's some sort of "third gender" and a tumblr girl with short hair is somehow now male cuz she says she is.
>>6130709
I mean I guess it can be fairly different for everybody, but yeah I agree with what you're saying. The trigender pyrofox from that stupid Cyanide & Happiness video pretty much sums up how I feel.
>>6130687
i've never really practiced at all other than like a few days one time.
https://clyp.it/ftp01tqj
https://clyp.it/emi3owmm
these are other ones where i am about louder and less mumbly. are they as good? i feel like i sound really bad if im not being super quiet.
I need help, you see, I wanna die. I live in a dead end town with no way of earning that sweet sweet green and my parents want me to buy my own clothes to be a girl. I'm suspended from school and am spinning in an awful spiral of depression. What do?
>>6130771
The second one's way better; in the first one you sound like a transgirl, the second one you sound like a cis girl, especially that "fuck you" at the end.
Not really sure what sorta advice I can give you other than continue practicing. So far, you've gotten a pretty good start.
>>6130827
thanks! can you tell me what is trans ish about the first one?
>>6130991
It sounds more like falsetto than a real girls voice and it sounds like you're trying too hard.
It just doesn't sound natural, there's something off about it.
Any good therapists in Northern Florida?
>>6131418
Try the therapist links in the OP
>>6131418
Where?
>>6131418
I live in NW Florida. So just asking what area.
>>6131487
I live in Navarre and go to Pensacola every week. lol
>>6131487
Did you ever go to Safeport?
>>6131535
Yeah, but it's closing. I'm still seeing my therapist though, she'll probably take new patients, desu. If you want to be friends and don't plan on killing me, I can help you get resources. :) FRIENDS ARE GOOD TO HAVE. Beats Tallahassee. My therapist is in compliance with the WPATH standards, and she helped me to get my legal name change. :)
My Skype: sclerenchymatous
>>6131561
She's in Pensacola.
>>6126963
I read QHI'll ship to Canada. Can anybody verify?
MtF here.
Will my eyebrows just naturally thin out with HRT or do I have to get them trimmed first?
>>6102414
If you allow them to transition fully, transgender people can become completely functional in society.
i bought from QHI first time recently and someone tried to transfer money out of my bank account over the phone using my card details, i don't buy anything else online. it was immediately blocked so no worry but i can't honestly think how anyone else could have got my deets. do they sell info on or something? idk how else it coulda happened. anyone else had any suspicious shit like that go on after buying mones online? i got an endo appt. in a month so hopefully won't have any more of this shit and i can go back to being legit
>>6128572
Shilling for my questions again, looking for some answers from experienced mtfs
>>6132951
HRT doesnt do jack for your eyebrows. Bust out the tweezers.
>>6133695
Okay, but will they grow back just as bushy?
>>6132951
Yes. Like a beard, eyebrows will grow wherever there is still a follicle. And HRT doesn't remove follicle hair. You can get it lasered.
>>6133675
>>6128572
here i'll explain what's happened to me in the 3 months ive been on them so far so i can practice my voice more
https://clyp.it/hbgy21e5
hope this helps senpai
Does anyone else ever have days where they just feel completely confused as to why they're transitioning and disgusted with themselves? Like, I feel quite a bit better on hormones, granted I've only been on them for about two months, but I don't know. I just occasionally feel really fucking weird about starting my transition, and it sometimes feels like maybe I don't want these things while simultaneously enjoying all the affects of hormones.
>>6134359
Thanks, very helpful. Guess it's just the waiting game for me.
>>6136291
For me it's like
>On HRT and nothing seems to be happening
>HNNNNGG why tf am I not changing do I need to up my dosage where's my boobs and softness I want em now I don't wanna be a hon :(
>Notice signs of progress
>Woah! omg! Is that permanent? wtf, do I really want this? Will people notice? this is fucking scary omg
>>6136291
When I'm in doubt, I remember the bouts of depression and suicidal thoughts I had before starting HRT.
>>6136343
Not that anon but I used to be like that. My first year was constantly on and off HRT. I took it for a few months, got scared at developments and what my parents would think, stopped for 2-3, heavy dysphoric episode and start is back up, repeat.
I regret not staying on them more than I can say. Eventually it broke when I hit a point of progress that I was happy with seeing, and wasn't afraid of what was happening anymore.
>>6136343
I've kinda been feeling that with my nipples starting to get puffy and sensitive, but mostly I like that.
>>6136371
Yeah. I've been reminding myself of how much more closed off I was just two months ago, how constantly uncomfortable I was, and how little I cared about being alive. It's still a weird feeling though.
>>6136376
Thanks, I'll keep that in mind going forward. It's definitely compounded by the fact that my parents and friends don't know.
>>6112908
>6'4" with 20" shoulders
...Jane?
If I have an orchi and also some hair loss would finasteride do anything for that? Would it be pointless at that point?
Told me family I am questioning gender identity. I am male possible going female. Mom gave me big sale pitch on how I might have low testosterone and that low T causes a lot of issues that I have been having -depression, sleeping in, anxiety etc. Also she says she "doesn't buy" that I am transgender. I'm not sure if she will ever come around to believing me :( at this point I am still unsure but if I am just in denial about being Trans my mom is really making me doubt myself.
I'm not sure if in time she will come around but if she doesn't how do I deal with it? Will I lose my relationship with her all together?
Been on HRT for 60ish days, Estradiol and Spironolact. Dosage has been upped significantly 2 weeks ago.
Ive started lactating. Is that normal?
Getting mixed signals looking it up.
So my pee has acquired a very distinctive smell that wasn't there since I started hrt. Is this cause for concern?
Is this just because of estrogen? Or are the rumors about pissing out your estradiol true?
>>6138677
That's normal.
>>6138229
>My mom is really making me doubt myself.
Hence why I plan to wait until I've been on HRT for a few months before I come out to my parents - then at least I'll feel committed and I can show them how confident I am...I hope. Not saying that was an option for you...Idk, just wanted to brag, I guess. :/
>Will I lose my relationship with her all together?
Honestly, it's tough to say. It really is an "expect the worst, hope for the best" scenario. Ultimately you need to decide what is more important - making sure that you're happy or pretending to be someone that you're not just to uphold everyone else's perception of you. Sorry if that's cold, but that's basically what it comes down to. Best of luck, anon. :)
>>6140433
Thanks anon, good luck to you too :)
I'm being told by the people I talk to that eyebrows are the last thing I should worry about if I want to pass. They say I would look like a man with woman eyebrows. Are they right?
>>6140634
Of course, they can look out of place.
But you also have to consider that passing IRL is often decided in the first seconds of interaction. In my experience people will gender you, then tend to stick to it and ignore the small discrepancies. If you're close to the tipping point, okay-ish voice and face, having stereotypically feminine eyebrow can help you get there.
Also worst case you don't pass and look ultra faggy, nbd :^)
>>6140780
I look androgynous at first glance. I'm very clearly male upon closer inspection, though. And I'm not really trying to pass at the moment, so there's more to be done. I guess I'll keep my eyebrows only trimmed and shaped for now until I take care of other things.
>worst case you don't pass and look ultra faggy
pic related.
My male friend agreed to let me suck his dick, and I really really want to, but I'm 27 and have never had any sexual experiences and i'm terrified. I think what really scares me most about doing it is that I still don't really feel all that feminine in appearance, even though I've been on hormones for over two years and look much younger than I actually am. It doesn't help that although my friend is very masculine he's a fucking skeleton and is slightly shorter and overall smaller than me.
My friends all tell me I'm super close to passing, and I've always gotten a lot of attention for being attractive, but I just feel so gross and manly. Have any of you been in this situation? How do I get over my dysphoria enough to just suck a dick already?
>>6128572
>>Horniness is sporadic, somedays I'm getting boners all the time, other days I have no interest in sex
This so much. Some days I'm just lusting over dick and others it just kind of grosses me out.
>>Periodic sadness, not depression but more like a profound sympathy for everything, thinking about all the suffering in the world and wishing I could change it. It sounds very sappy and pretty but it's quite annoying honestly
>>Cry more easily, but a very masculine kind of anger is still my go-to response when upset
I still get angry but it's less intense. More of just like, wtf are you doing instead of rage.
>>Random bouts of dizziness and lightheadedness
This is a spiro problem. Drink water and increase sodium intake.
>>Intense muscle soreness everywhere
I got this for a while too but it's more or less dissapeared now. This can also be a dehydration issue sometimes. Drink more water regardless.
>>Reduced muscle in the thighs and somewhat in the arms, not much anywhere else
I lost a significant amount of leg muscle, and neck muscle. My body passes already.
>>Skin that feels softer sometimes? But not always, only when I'm very relaxed
My skin definitely feels softer than before.
>>Dysphoria has intensified greatly, but happens less often
I'll add on
>body hairs are lighter in color, and grow much slower.
>facial hair grows in softer and slower.
>catch myself doing really girly things sometimes. Could be E, could just be me being a fag.
18yo 2 months ht
>>6141518
> 18yo 2 months ht
so many lolz. I love when trannies are on mones for literally weeks and talk about all the changes and how amazing it is. You're literally making all of this shit up in your head. It's a god damn placebo. Come back in 10 months and maybe you could provide some legitimate insight then
I asked this in mtfg but no one answered so I'll try here.
Is it possible to die by overdosing on testosterone?
More specifically, could someone suicide by injecting a shit-ton of testosterone at once?
If so then it seems like a beautiful way for a trans girl to die, because of how ironic and poetic it would be.
>literally getting thrown out
hahaha time to stab someone
just a friendly reminder that darkmatter are posers who dress binary and identify as CIS gendered when their parents pay for their birthday dinner
>>6099667
Hpw can i hide the growing tits once they come up? I plan to be on hormones without coming out for atleast a year and a half (i look faggy anyway, possibly have some sort of slight androgen insensitivity)
Binders will work?
>>6143532
do not use binders if you aren't planning on getting rid of them, it will fuck them up badly
Is my testicles hurting 4 months into HRT normal? I chalked it up to atrophy but should I be worried about cancer or something?
>tfw excuse to get insurance to pay for an orchi
>>6143532
Sports bra and baggy layers.
>>6143408
who
Where can I get pimozide?
>>6143598
A doctor. Good choice, btw desu. Women are the parasite gender anyways. Why would anyone want to be like them?
>>6143611
Lately I've been questioning why anybody would want to be a man tbqh.
>>6143628
Iktf. I used to think women were awesome, and had valid opinions. It's just the modern culture's disdain for males, and pedestalization of anything related to women. Try stepping away from the media and movies, music, etc. for a bit, and quit hanging out in leftist social circles. Conservative circles are toxic too with their bumbling dad jokes. Hurr durr, my wife is my smarter half and so much wiser, hahaha. Fucking idiots. Then you have the MMA idiots, and pro sports cucks worshipping and living vicariously through blacks while they get fat from drinking all the time. People in general are so brainwashed it's beyond sickening.
Learn a skill, and be your own man, and you will find yourself. Modern society is total garbage.
>>6143253
there was a short >tfw for this scenario... I wonder if I saved it
>>6103152
I doubt there is a law.
>>6143628
Me too, but I think it's just our own bias. Like I ask my male friends how they can stand masculinity, how everything's a competition etc. and they said "we like it like that desu"
>>6143669
r9k/pol/fit pls go
Is it a bad idea to drink a diuretic like coffee in the morning if I take my HRT in the morning?
Okay so I am in a position where I have to wait a year before getting HRT. I kind of want to start the process now. Should I go DIY on low dosage for this year of waiting? I know there are risks, but at this point, I don't really care anymore.
>Get 30 mins worth of electro done
>Go in expecting every follicle done to feel like the agonizing laser upper lip zaps
>Surprisingly its significantly less painful than laser like holy crap I don't even need ice or numbing or anything this isn't bad one bit
I have been lied to.
>>6144122
i was in the same boat 7 months ago, i just hopped on the self-med train and never looked back
>>6141518
>I lost a significant amount of leg muscle, and neck muscle
>2 months HRT
yeah you're full of shit
>>6143793
It's only the truth, brah.
Ill be starting hormones soon. My plan is to start at 50mg spiro a day 2 weeks, > 100mg spiro 3 weeks > 200mg spiro + 4 estrofem > 150 mg spiro, 6 estrofem + finnasteride 2 mg
Am i doing this right or am i an idiot?
Paating here again in hopes of a reply.
>>6145883
Make sure to check your levels. Those dosages don't work for everyone.
>>6144109
Bump
>>6144109
Just make sure you get enough water and salt throughout the day.
>>6146407
I think they're worried more about pissing out the medication.
how do i cover up beard shadow with makeup? i've tried an orange color corrector but i'm not sure if i am using it right? it feels like you can still tell something is there.
please help..
>>6146719
there are youtube videos on the subject which are probably going to be the most help, but you want to apply it across an area in just one or two light strokes with even coverage, and then don't blend it. then apply foundation over it. the idea is that the orange covers up the darkness of your hair, and then you use foundation to cover up the orange.
>>6145883
sounds alright to me. but like the anon said, check your levels and keep in line with that. everyone's going to be different
>>6144122
absolutely. don't give testosterone/estrogen a year to fuck up your body more. get informed about the meds/side effects and get your levels checked.
Why do I want to be a girl so bad? Why can't I fight it?
im not sure when it started, but at some point in my early adolescence i began to wish i had been born a girl. i figured the thoughts were just the product of some weird perversion i had because i was 13-15, so i buried them under all my other problems (that i know now were pretty much a direct result of my yet-to-be-identified dysphoria) and hid my pain from my friends and family. around 17/18 i had a small mental breakdown, began cutting myself and hiding from people and sleeping all day. i couldnt understand why i was unhappy, so i blamed it on my being a little bitch who needed to suck up and deal with it. obviously this just made things worse, so i started doing drugs to try to feel something that wasnt an inescapable void of despair; thus began my long and abusive relationship with mdma, the only thing that made me smile. i went ham for about 6 months doing grams a day, i lost around 40 lbs and certainly lost some mental acuity. i did however come back into contact with the beast lurking, arisen from its slumber by a seemingly endless amount of drug-fueled soul searching. i realized the source of the pain, identified the problem, and came to terms with who i am. now, years later, im 22 and lost in life. transitioning has been in the back of my mind for a couple months now, but im scared that ill just look like a hairy alien in a skirt. im not sure why im even making this post, im not even asking a question. im just tired of keeping it inside i guess
>>6147118
>Why do I want to be a girl so bad?
You're mentally ill.
>Why can't I fight it?
See above.
Stop trying to fight it, it's an exercise in futility. Go see a therapist about your problems if it's really causing you a lot of distress.
Hi. I don't know what the hell should I do. Ever since I was 13 I've had a thought of being a woman. It's retarded to even think something like that. Sometimes it's in my mind for months, sometimes I don't think about it for months. It's not that I couldn't live as a man, it is easy as fuck. But it's there always, even if I forget it for a moment soon it'll buzz again like a goddamn fly. The problem is that I don't know if I'm just a retarded kid who read too much transrelated topics on the internet.
I'll be 18 on next august. After that I should be able to start transition on my own if necessary. I don't want to, but if it's the best option I have I'll take it.
Sorry for bad englando/typos, I'm not native speaker and I'm writing this on the phone at 5:45 AM. Pls help
How many here experienced a change in sexual orientation after HRT?
>>6147675
Fairly common. I started finding myself attracted to more types of men than before. Maybe that's a side effect of everything else that's going on and not just HRT but my attractions are much broader than before, maybe even less for cis-girls.
>>6147675
I doubt hrt causes that, people tried to change sexual orientation via hormones for way too long without success for this to be true
imo it's more a "meh society hates me anyway already why not live out my orientation the way I want it"- subconcious thing
personally, no change
I've always been a pretty feminine boy and I'm repulsed by my genitals or anything, but I'm starting to hate my masculine features and crossdressing more and more. About a year or two ago I started to hate my body for not being more feminine and having suicidal urges when I saw girls who have a similar build because they seem like everything I can't be. I've always bottled up my feelings so I don't really know if this is just low self esteem or if I've been avoiding some gender identity issues, please help.
>>6134359
jesus fucking christ say the word like some more
I need help :c
I don't know what to do. I came here before to get a lot of feelings off my chest and everyone said I was expressing the same things they all felt and went through. That surprised me because I didn't think I had much of anything in common with trans people, let alone that I should go so far as to transition, and it upset me because I wanted to be told I was normal, and it relieved me because I felt like I wasn't alone, as I thought my situation was unique (turns out it's anything but), and felt like this could be the primary cause of my other problems.
Now the thing is I'm already very feminine for a guy despite trying my hardest to be masculine. I think this might be why I find it easier to cope for the most part. I go through periods where I can't believe I entertained the thought of transitioning, but yet I still do things normal cis guys don't do, for no reason other than that it makes me feel better, like it's dysphoria affecting my behavior.
So people say I look like a girl a lot, and for every person who says it, who knows how many think it. I've been growing my hair out for no reason other than I'm afraid to have short hair and long hair feels good, it always has, I used to have really long hair but it's not even at my shoulders or past my jaw yet. So whatever, I like long hair so do plenty of guys, but when people tell me I need to cut it because I look like a girl my immediate reaction is something like "ew" while my internal response is "I hope that sounded believable" so they don't find out it doesn't bother me to look like a girl. What bothers me is that it's unacceptable.
>>6148356
Cont
So the question is what is my problem? I'm still in doubt I'm trans, I don't want it to be true but I'm afraid it will only get worse over time as it always does. Why don't I just start the transition and get on hormones in the meantime to see how I respond? I don't feel like transitioning is the right treatment for me. I may be in the perfect situation to transition with a family that might already suspect something, I have no friends, no job or obligations or anything tied to a male identity. But I'm a male so I have to live as one. I don't want to be a trans girl I want to be a real girl who can grow up to have children. I don't want to have to pretend to be a girl and be seen as a freak of nature. I don't want to feel like I'm faking things by not being able to do things naturally. I want being a girl to come naturally like being a guy is supposed to for males. I would rather live as a guy if it means I'm not seen as a freak and can fulfill my biological purpose of reproduction. It doesn't bother me much to be a guy except that it doesn't feel right and the only time I feel good for being a guy is when I'm fulfilling the stereotypes, it feels good to prove I really am a guy, but who am I really fooling? I just can't see myself living as a fake girl but I can't see myself as a man either... :c
I read a thought experiment about whose body you would rather yours be like later in life, your mother's or father's, and without a doubt I want to be like my mom but I can't deal with being a fake woman socially and biologically so I'd rather bear life as a man to avoid those conflicts.
>>6148361
Cont
Also the way I see it, if the problem is my brain I couldn't deal with breaking my functional body to fit my broken brain rather than the other way around. It would feel like I'm making my body become mismatched to match my mismatched brain, how could I look at myself knowing I've let the problem in my brain win? I know, when the GD gets bad, you take being a fake girl over anything. The problem is I can't convince myself that I'm really a girl like others are able to. My brain is a part of my body not the other way around. I want to rid these feelings in any other way than transitioning, I want to be a happy man. I would rather be an unhappy man than a happy trans, but I'd rather be an unhappy girl over anything but a happy girl, and I'd rather be anything over an unhappy trans, which is my primary fear.
How do I pick a new name? Going for first and last because my family wants nothing to do with me anyways.
what do I need to do to get my poop to stop making my butt bleed?
>>6148464
Eat more fibre and drink more water maybe?
>>6147318
The fact that you've thought about being a woman since such a young age and those thoughts keep coming back makes you sound pretty trans. People who frequently wonder if they are trans do turn out to be trans a lot of the time.
>>6148264
Sounds like gender issues. Hating your masculine features and desiring more feminine features are both criteria for a gender dysphoria diagnosis. Getting depressed when seeing pretty girls is really common for trannies. Also, not hating your genitals doesn't disqualify you from being trans. There are all different types of transwomen, of course a lot dislike their penis, but some are indifferent about it and some actually like having it.
What should I do when there is no help at the phychiatric places in my country or transgender individuals (I live in Holland) I went to the one in Amsterdam for a couple of years(18-24) being kept from hormones for no real reason other than "you dont seem ready yet". and the only other place wont take me in because I live outside of their treatment areas.
I just feel so hopelessly lost these last couple of weeks I just dont know what to do anymore at all.
Informed consent doesnt exist here as far as I know off so I cant resort to that, my parents are against me selfmedding as well and keep track of what comes in the mail with my name on it and what happens with my bank accounts so there is no option to order them online either.
>>6114671
I have the same thing, it's exciting when you do it but then the excitement drops away and you feel confused about it.
>>6143253
you can probably overdose on testostorone, the body has to process it some way and that still leaves a lot of crap in your body, most logical point of failure would be kidneys.
>>6148961
Go to "lgbt info" place, dont know the english word. They will redirect you to T friendly psychologists. Tell your story. You will get redirected to the doc getting hormones very quickly (took me 1 appointment)
>>6114671
Like exactly the same. Although I've done it a few more times and feel less gross. Still have makeup though
>>6146414
Yes i am. Can someone answer this?
Im takinf spiro btw thats where most of the fear is
>>6148986
If you mean those self help groups of whatever I went to like 2 different ones.
Nothing but delusional hons that shill for the psychs and beauty parlors/clothings stores they own.
>>6149006
The medication still has to be metabolized. It makes you piss out salt and water.
From my drug-food interaction book:
>take spiro with meals or milk to increase absorption and decrease gut irritation
>caution with alcohol
>don't eat licorice
>nothing about caffeine
Anyone have experience with causing athropy in their testes before taking hormones and how much it works. Sick of waiting before I get them and want something to happen.
omfg so i am mtf and today this guy came up to me to get my number, he was hot and i got a raging boner even tho I'm on 200 mg spiro daily. like wtf how am i getting boners if I'm on spiro! Is QHI spiro bad or what
>>6149327
I've never had a hot guy ask for my number.
>>6148584
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
>>6148430
>think of names you like
>choose one
If you can't think of one, then use a random name generator or look at lists of popular names (you can take inspiration without having to choose one of them).
>>6149327
That's normal. If you were still getting erections really easily or getting morning wood like before hormones, then you should check for problems.
>>6148430
Just go with Sarah.
>>6149327
seems like deep down your body doesn't have any dysphoria at all
So I'm on spiro and I've got these huge headrushes that feel like I'm hanging upside down. Is that bad?
>>6152098
yes, that's what happens when you take spiro
>>6152158
Okay so I don't need to see a doctor or anything right? It's just a side effect?
>>6152098
more salt and water
>>6152182
well it wouldn't be a bad idea to do it...
maybe he will put you on something better
>>6152225
Well it's been going on for at least an hour now, I guess my next question is is there a risk I might need to go to the ER tonight?
>>6152295
uhhh yeah that's bad, like i was thinking you meant more frequent feelings like when you stand up too fast. i don't know to tell you to see the er or not honestly. if it goes on for too much longer maybe it's a good idea. don't take any more spiro. are you selfmedding or prescribed? if the former buy a different one. if the latter see your doctor and tell him
Is there IC clinic in sydney? Does straya even do IC? Or maybe a therapist that won't gate me to suicide?
>>6153174
no IC in sydney but get a referral for Jon Hayes from a gp idk if you would need a letter I was self medding and he never asked just got my implant and script and left, he has a bit of a wait (like 6 weeks) but he is good
>>6153174
Idk about NSW but QLD has sexual health clinics. They are free and it only takes about 8 weeks to get mones. I live in a regional area too so I can't imagine it would be too hard in Sydney.
why does my heart hurt when I see boys who turned into girls
>>6152295
Ok, so update on the headrushy feelings.
I took your advice and didn't take the spiro last night, only the estrogen. I didn't feel like I was in grave danger after that so I didn't go to a doctor yet.
It's now the morning and I don't feel the headrushes anymore, I just feel weak as hell. Maybe it was just allergies or congestion or something?
Is it alright to take the spiro again?
I just hate the idea of my HRT getting these constant interruptions just because of my own hypochondria.
>>6155373
Brain tumor
