What's on your mind rn, /lgbt/ ?
Thinking about everything I have to do while I sit here bored at work. Gotta do my taxes, sharpen several knives, organize my budget....
I need to play with that girls dick
Kinda high, thinking about junk
People avoid me because I'm a dead end. Eating disorders and drug abuse is the perfect answer.
>>6070649
Wether to come out and transition or just kill myself further in when the testosterone damages my body further to oblivion
>>6071234
>tfw you already came out to your parents but are thinking of doing a 360 and moonwalking back into the closet
>>6070649
I'm thinking about my ex-bf, who just cut contact with me despite us being in love (?); about a friend i was supposed to hang out today but didn't contact me and about alle the sedatives currently in my system.
I have a pretty good mood, actually, but am a bit afraid of waking up tomorrow.
Whats on your mind, kind anon?
>>6070649
Jerome, a nigger in my college with a BBC.
>>6071513
same
because i will never pass even with hormones
>>6070755
what a cute cat. Shame you've got problems. Why do you think people avoid you?
>>6071234
DIY HRT till you're ready?
i want a gf
i need to be held
>>6071565
>DIY HRT till you're ready?
Not the kind of person that would do something so big and important at the back of their family
I should get a butt plug already.
My 2 boyfriends are currently absent
; _ ;
Thinking about how I need to go to the gym more, I'm weak and it sucks. How badly I don't want the hawks to take take the cup again. Aswell as how the girl I'm dating is not the right fit but we've been together so long, I think we're only continuing it out of convenience.
It's a mixed bag of feelings.
Suicide
Confusion, lost feeling, hopelessness. I'm surrounded by family in a busy restaurant, but I feel as though I was sitting alone.
>>6070649
I need to buy a mask so I can hide my true self behind it.
i'm really horny rn, so dicks... It's bittersweet though. It's a mix of tfw no bf and wow look at all these hot guys on /soc/
I need to find a chaser tbqh
>>6072041
Hey...................................
>>6072045
Where do you live?
>>6072039
A mask would be cool. I'd like a cool mask.
I've finally knocked having a bf and being loved off of their high pedestal. I feel kind of directionless now but in a good way. I just want to sit out in the sun but it's not shining today.
>>6072074
Maine, please come with me
>>6071529
Are you a boy or a girl.
Just curious desu
>>6072037
No wonder, you're on your phone posting on a bhutanese salamander husbandry enthusiast forum.
I'm always wondering why I feel so ugly yet I'm always told im "hot" on here.
>>6072087
What are you even talking about
>>6072162
self hatred and deep set insecurity, there's your answer.
>>6072162
Low self-esteem. You're habitually critical of yourself. I think this usually stems from a deep-set belief that negativity is, in essence, closer to objective truth. It takes effort to tame your thoughts as it is old animal instinct to look for flaws (and danger).
can't feel now but its fine
this is what is on my mind right now.
i made the mistake of mentioning I disliked the feeling of having facial hair to my mom. she offered to pay for laser and then said actually she wouldn't, mentioned that her hospital has a lot of hons, and told me she'd like to see me with a beard.
first off any 19 y/o with a beard looks terrible
second i want to die
I start a job at a lgbt-friendly company in the trendy part of town in a week and I wonder if it'll give me the confidence to come out.
Wishing I had a guy here (uk)
>>6070649
Severe anxiety after I feel like I have destroyed my prostate. Pushed really hard on it months ago and there is some weird nagging pain and difficulty to pee. Hope I just bruised it and anti biotics are all that's needed. Going to visit the doctor, hope I haven't developed a serious effort problem because I'm a pure bottom. If I developed a permanent problem then well...don't know anymore. If anyone has some consolidation or info much appreciated, the faster I go to the doctor the better off Ill be.
I'm thinking about the military. But I'm gonna have to wait to get on T, I think.
i keep trying to talk to tgirls but i'm not sure if they all hate me
>>6072122
I don't pass though...
I'm really young, but I've only been on hrt for 1 month.
>>6073061
drop me a pic
>>6070649
A man. Never been attracted to men, but recently met a guy at uni who is the exact opposite of everything I like and I just know I have feelings for him. I do not like this.
My grandmother passed away yesterday and I'm guilty for not being sure of how to feel.
Every now and then I'll think about her and remember certain memories I had with her and start to cry. But for the most part it's like I'm going on in my life as if nothing's changed except there's a cloud of general sadness over me.
For the early years of my life, my grandparents lived next door to me; separated by a garden my grandfather made to sell vegetables and fruits he'd grown.
When my parents would fight (and it was often), they'd send us through the garden to my grandparents and she'd comfort us. She had this big recliner we'd cuddle up in and she's tell us stories.
I'm crying now.
She's been sick for so long so I suppose one aspect is that I'm glad that she's not suffering but, I'm devastated, frustrated and guilty all at the same time. Sorry guys.
>>6073049
How are you going about it? Why do you want to talk to them? Are you trans yourself?
>>6072313
wat
>>6072416
Sucked a dick and now I hate myself
i literally cannot stop flirting with boys, but i don't know if i'm turning them off... i know one of them likes me... i should just fucking date him i don't know what i'm doing.
hi gay friends!
>i aint even gay tho
Cute straight boy at school and I ended up turning to each other, staring for a bit, then he winked and laughed. Except then it happened again without the wink, I froze, and now I bet he thinks I'm just a fucking weird person.
>>6070649
I should clean my fishtank and do my dishes. I'm also starting to feel really lonely lately, which is pretty unusual for me
>>6073476
slut
>>6073476
>i should just fucking date him i don't know what i'm doing.
This is the source of so much male frustration. Do they like me or are they just f-ing with me/ want something from me? Shit or get off the pot love.
>>6073763
>male frustration
>>6075144
Kill yourself :)
>>6070649
i dont want to be alive anymore
>>6075307
Any spesific plans or just self hate and boredom?
>>6075291
That's not nice.
>>6075291
wow rude?! apologize to her!
>>6075423
;~;
>>6070649
I'm feeling butthurt b/c just learned a thread I created a while back got deleted for being off topic.
>>6075428
>her
Ahahahha
>>6075520
kys
>>6070649
>What's on your mind
The top of my skull.
>>6075559
You should get that looked at, anon.
>>6075520
if you put it in my butt i dont care what you call me sweetheart
I don't know, I feel weird.
It's like, I want a relationship but I've been by myself for so long, since my last bf, that I don't think I trust people anymore.
I can't shake the feeling that being in a relationship, despite being what I want on paper, is going to force me to be around a guy that I "sorta" like, that I'm going to have to compromise my personality just to be with him, all for the sake of not being alone. It's weird.
I think I need to develop trust in people again, but being the loner I am I don't know how to do that.
>>6075602
Be honest, communicate and take things slow. Best advice for any relationship
Why would you have to compromise? Are you secretly an axe murderer?
Recently I've been thinking about how my fetish has played a much larger and more important role in the formation of my sexuality than my bisexuality has and that consequently it may be difficult for me to find a partner of either sex who does not share in the fetish. But I also never want to define myself as a fetishist or solely seek people out based on this weird shared sexual incongruity. I want to actually know a person, not just because we have the same odd proclivity but that just seems more and more impossible so I just recoil into my own loneliness and seclusion.
>>6075674
>this weird shared sexual incongruity
Storytime?
>>6075674
Everything will be ok anon. You'll find somebody into floor tiles as much as you.
>>6075685
>what is html editor/photoshop
nice try sir
>>6075699
Always so distrusting, anon
>>6070649
Writing a paper about slavoj zizek
who would lose to cock first, a cis girl or an mtf?
>>6075876
an mtf
>>6075602
Why 'compromise your personality' for someone you don't even like much?
If you're gonna go for a guy go for someone you don't have to walk on eggshells with and all that shit, just assert yourself and how you act early on.
>>6075909
proof?
Why the fuck has my left knee been itchy the last few hours, like actually what the fuck.
Not even on the knee itself, it's like, lower thigh near the knee.
Can someone help a nigger out?
>>6075926
They're generally starved of attention and closeness (and sex a lot of the time)
>>6075689
I'd rather not get into it. My fetish is embarrassing and I've come to terms with it but I certainly don't want to identify with it
>>6076127
>My fetish is embarrassing and I've come to terms with it but I certainly don't want to identify with it
You're an anonymous individual on 4chan. Nobody here cares. I wanna hear it!
>>6076127
It's okay, anon. We're all friends here. You can tell us!
>>6075559
/thread
Best post ITT.
>>6076258
Wat.
You're afraid of being judged for your fetish, yet you're already judging other people who share it too?
>>6076290
I'm not judging people who have it, I'm saying that a shared fetish isn't an easy way to start a relationship in my opinion. It's just a far smaller potential pool of lovers and the relationship would at first be based on fetish reasons, not sexual or social compatibility.
>>6076262
an em-tee-eff
>>6076258
You're definitely not the only person who is lgbt. Most ageplayers/dls I know are either trans or gay
>>6076258
>it's diapers/ageplay
That's not that bad. I was expecting necrophilia or something. Make a fetlife account, I'm sure there's someone looking for a LTR with the same fetish.
>>6076447
>an male to female
>>6076504
>taking the time to pronounce MtF as Male to Female
I'm a busy person, anon.
>>6076325
>and the relationship would at first be based on fetish reasons, not sexual or social compatibility.
Well, duh. That's just how it starts. As you learn more about each other, your relationship will grow. You may both grow out of it, or you may discover another fetish that you like.
>>6076523
>not pronouncing MtF as Male to Female
>>6076551
>wasting your own time
>>6076484
> Make a fetlife account
I have one, i'm just painfully shy and especially awkward when it comes to roleplaying
>>6076484
that does appear to be my experience as well
>>6076531
I hope so I just don't have any other fetishes really. I mean I guess I like seeing guys in panties but isn't that just normal?
>>6070649
>>6076667
this p much
I'm friggin confused right now. I don't know what I want sexually anymore and am too scared to go out and be adventurous.
>>6071611
I want a boyfriend, need to be held...
>>6078015
You and me both.
I just want a guy to snuggle and watch netflix with rn
>>6070649
Well I'm broken but its not as bad as o thought
Basically its just me feeling empty and non optimistic about everything still sucks though
