>tfw meeting BFs exGF for first time
>TFW same college chemistry class as her
>tfw professor assigns lab partners alphabetically and won't change it for anyone.
> tfw lab partner looks as if she wants to take a Bunsen burner to my face.
advice please
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old : >>6064733
1st for anal cleansing
>>6065991
Tell your professor to suck a dick and partner up with somebody else anyway.
idek where to ask this question but like what can i do to be prettier and more attractive. i already use makeup
im gay
>>6066012
me too
>>6066000
You get jealous really easily, don't you? Don't worry about orchies, they're not for everybody and antiandrogens work better anyway since they kill all the testosterone, not just what comes from the testes.
>>6066010
I fucking doubt that highly. I have been on hrt for 15 months and I will never be able to even leave my home looking feminine, all the while everyone else here are living as women only six months into hormones.
>>6066012
I'm a cocklusting bislut :3
i need a gf to stay in bed all day cuddling desu
>>6066012
me 2
i'm just going to marry a pretty girl and have a daughter and live vicariously through them
that will work better and not make me want to kill myself right?
it cant possibly be worse than being a hon right?
>>6066009
tried that already,labs are worth 20% of my grade,professor refused to change as it would mess up his system , btw he seems OCD too,someone moved his stapler and he asked who moved it.
>>6066020
wru
>>6066016
>and antiandrogens work better anyway since they kill all the testosterone, not just what comes from the testes.
Not from what I heard. Also if I did magically get gifted and blessed with an orchi I would take a low dose of spiro once a day just to make sure. I want no t in my body, I am tired of the damage it caused and I am tired of looking like an ugly man.
>>6066011
you can be my gf that could do it. fair warning though i'm a chaser
>>6066017
kayla ur the BEST
love u
>>6066011
You pass and are full time, at this point you are just being a passive aggressive jerk rubbing everyone's nose in your good life. You know you pass or else you wouldn't wear dresses in public, you should be rejoicing how lucky you are.
This is so whiney, I'm a bit ashamed of posting it. Well, everyone upset about it can just call me a faggot anyway, so there's at least some recourse available.
I'm not passing as a man. A stranger asked my name today, and when I gave my birth name she called bullshit. It was one thing with colleagues - they spend hours at a time around me, and I can admit I've changed a bit. But literal strangers?
My paperwork's still being processed, and I can't change some work-mandatory documents until that's done. In my sincere efforts to not present as an unpassing tranny at work...I have become an unpassing tranny at work. Just...fuck.
I hope Ontario works fast so I can stop feeling like such a moron soon.
Alright. Whine concluded.
>>6066017
Hurr I've been on hrt for zero months and will never pass.
I fucking wish I was you.
All this is for me is a delay to suicide.
>>6066033
nothing in my post said anything about passing
>>6066012
phew :')
>>6066016
yup, this. spiro wasnt working well for me so it was a good option but an orchie isnt the end all be all. you'd want an orchie or srs eventually if you didnt switch to something like lupron or cassodex (i think) which seemingly isnt hard on your liver after decades
thing is, you arent fighting your body's hormones after you get your testes removed and it supposedly makes hormones work better because your t isnt spiking all the time. your adrenals produce (usually) as much t as as cis womens which you want anyway. its not good to have zero testosterone becasue it does do things in your body just so long as its in female ranges
>>6066033
uh oh nice kayla you're kind of regressing to mean kayla. remember, you are nice kayla now. don't be mean to others just because you are in a bad mood.
>>6066017
>I will never be able to even leave my home looking feminine
No, you'll just never *believe* that you look feminine, you unbelievably silly girl.
>>6066023
>irresponsibly starting a family while repressing, knowing full well how repression always ends.
Don't even consider this course of action, it's pretty evil.
>>6066024
Steal his stapler and don't give it back until he agrees to switch you.
>>6066027
>Also if I did magically get gifted and blessed with an orchi I would take a low dose of spiro once a day just to make sure
Good plan desu, I would too
>I am tired of looking like an ugly man.
You don't anymore e.e
>>6066035
You shouldn't with you were me, I turn 27 in 2 months and I have a thick beard and hrt didn't work for me.
>>6066039
How about your daily compliment fishing selfies or your perfect nails you are blessed enough to get done at a salon like a normal woman?
>>6066044
How is it mean to point out how well someone else passes?
maddie how long are you hrt?
>>6066042
>widely agreed 100% pass
>spiro wasnt working for me
??????
fucking rage spasms. I want to scream
>>6066017
I've been on 3 years, and I still can't leave my house looking feminine, I will always be a man to everyone but edie.
Did you know you two have been on hrt the same amount of time, and she has been living full time for 7 years? Weird
>>6066049
>you are just being a passive aggressive jerk rubbing everyone's nose in your good life
this isnt a nice thing to say
>>6066051
passing happens independent of blood tests
>>6066046
>You don't anymore
Yeah I do, if I posted a pic now everyone would cringe about how ugly I am.
>>6066049
I am literally the most T wrecked motherfucker in this thread.
I hands down. Win the title of most umpassable and lost cause.
Literally I should not even try.
>>6066065
Fucking disgusting
>>6066034
Not passing guymode is good, right? Now you look like a girl dressed like a dude, and soon you'll be able to switch to looking like a girl dressed as a girl! Good luck with your paperwork too ^.^
>>6066042
T's done enough in my body tbqh senpai ;3
Thanks for the educated advice tho.
>>6066049
Because YOU pass and you're being (slightly) upset at other passers for being the same as you. Only difference is you don't seem to completely reject it whenever anyone tells you you pass, which you do.
>>6066052
*hugs u*
It's alright anon, calm down, just take it easy okay?
*strokes hair*
>>6066065
Where the fuck are the testicles.
>>6066055
Hey bro, you got that one wrong. You will always be a woman to everyone but edie.
>>6066055
What about your giant boobs, perfect hair, or painted fingernails? You know you are full time girl mode, stop lying.
>>6066056
How are any of these passers posts non passive aggressive? Most of them are like "here is my manly face" [insert picture of them looking like beautiful women being feminine and happy in public]
>>6066058
>if I posted a pic now everyone would cringe about how ugly I am.
I'll take that bet O^O
>>6066065
nice boipussi
>>6066065
Is that Miss Cock posting on /b again?
Some things never change.
>>6066071
yes everyone here is mentally ill
but you're the most mentally ill
>mfw people believed you would stick to the being nice/leaving thing
>>6066068
I don't pass though. I am the only one here with facial hair and I can't get it removed with lazers because its all red and I can't afford the weekly electrolysis sessions I would need to get it gone in 3 months flat.
If I had even a loan of $10,000 I could get a nose job, a boob job, and finish electrolyisis and go full time by September but since I am poor I will be stuck as a man forever and I just want to bleed out because I can't take living like a man anymore and even worse, seeing everyone else end up living as women before I get the opportunity to. I am so sad
>tfw libido is dead
thank you jesus
>>6066065
nice bp tbdesu
>>6066048
mean..
>>6066071
>and happy
you can believe what you want but Ill tell you I am definitely not happy
>>6066080
>was ft before electro was finished
>went ft with dfc
Step it up.
>>6066071
That's just your perception of those posts. It isn't the intention of all of those posts.
>>6066080
Bag fampai I got a bretty bad beard tbdesu.
>>6066080
If it's any consolation.
I'll never pass and after a year of hrt I'll kill myself
cornflakes are you still here?
>>6066087
But that is fucking cringey to go "full time" with facial hair and you know it. I don't want to freak cis people out so I can't go full time till my beard is kill.
>>6066088
>I got a bretty bad beard tbdesu.
Like everyone here you have black facial hair so like 4 laser sessions and you are good to go. I need 10 more 2 hour electrolysis sessions to be done. That's $1,800 cash that I don't have.
>>6066090
I wish I had your courage.
>>6066086
Is anyone here happy really?
>>6066080
I'm sorry Kayla, you don't deserve to be sad... but you could go fulltime a lot better than I could, I don't even have hormones yet. I'm not jealous of you or anybody, because I know that even if it takes time, I'll get the hormones and I'll be able to move towards going fulltime. It sucks that you can't get the electrolysis you need yet, but that's no reason to be angry - you'll still be able to get it in the future! I mean, you haven't had electrolysis in forever, but all the pics I've seen of you since HRT tell me that you pass just fine. Please, please don't be so angry and unhappy Kayla, I really liked it when you were happier :c
Do any of you dance?
Out of fun in clubs or for a sport/hobby?
>>6066096
sure, i am usually
I might not pass but I'm a proud twink faggy femmeboy cumdump!!!!
I'm going to be with my couple in a few hours and they're gonna use me to cum with!!!!
>>6066096
not YET
b-but maybe I get to make you a little happier one day ;~;
>>6066096
Im purdy happy
>>6066068
I mean, thanks, but it's not that easy. It's more "probably not a guy" dressed like a guy, prominently displaying legal ID belonging to a guy they don't even really look like anymore. This could take another month ;~;
>>6066103
Do your theta sisters know you're such a slutty faggot?
>>6066103
Why do you keep doing this to yourself?
>>6066105
Oh for fuck sake kayla. Now your just being delusional
>>6066096
I am pretty great
Rate my disgusting male hair
>>6066094
You're blonde, you don't have shadow.
>>6066080
>i don't pass and i deserve a special treatment!
you are even more self-absorbed than any passer you badmouth here tbqh
everything has to revolve only around you and your troubles only, hasn't it? get your histrionic/borderline ass out of here already you gross grandma dress wearer
>tfw ur a girl
: )
>>6066095
>courage
It's not courage for me to spend a year hiding inside waiting for change that won't come
All it is a formality before my suicide
i will never pass too D:
But I can be a qt femmeboy!!
>>6066113
they kinda have an idea
>>6066114
because i hate myself
>>6066121
yeah I do, all I have is the most aggressive facial hair and male features ever
>>6066111
Hey, baby steps! "Probably not a guy" is better than "definitely a man!" Be happy that you got this far! Or don't, I mean I can't tell you how to feel or anything, but I feel happy for you!
>>6066116
You will definitely pass, and unless you post a picture I can't even be sure you don't pass right now.
Kayla, I see girls like you and the other trips as goals to aspire towards. You're proof that there's a chance for me to be happy in the future, that it's possible for people I relate to to pass and be happy. I'm not jealous because I'm inspired by you all, I'm happy to see you passing and close to passing because I can think "that will be me some day."
>>6066129
Is there anything that could make you stop?
>>6066124
I threw out all my girl clothes. I don't wear dresses.
>>6066093
im here bb
>>6066114
>it's the "creepy chasers with savior complex hugboxing attention-starved trips" episode
>Complaining about being ugly to /mtfg/ all day
>Whoring self out to /b/ at the same time
Oh please.
>>6066141
but i CAN save her
=]
>>6066138
I hope you at least donated them if this really happened
>>6066136
be qt....get facial treatments
getting ffs and srs....
>>6066133
The delusion is real.
My shoulders and chest are four times as wide as you.
I have Perfect mesomorph frame, perfect V back. Sit down.
>>6066071
I didn't know boobs, which can be faked,
Hair, which can be grown
And 5 dollars in nail polish was enough to do it
I still per in the men's bathroom, standing up at the urinal
>>6066070
I like this meme
>havent gotten any good sleep the past several days bc lol depression
>stay up until 6 or 7 in the morning because why the fuck not
>wake up after 4 or 5 hours of sleep because of the people above us
>they're getting the floors removed
>cant complain bc most people work during the day so quiet hours arent anywhere helpful to me
I want to murder someone
>>6066156
hang in there gem =[
>>6066133
Do you even praise the sun?
>>6066139
Please tell me more about your orchi procedure.
You had it today, right? When can you start showering? Does it hurt? Is there anything important/odd I should know before having the surgery? How long does the surgery take?
>>6066143
>>6066143
i haven't seen that orange filter naked bod one. when did that happen?
can someone post that rare kayla?
i am just a transbian and i need to fap
>>6066156
g-gem... I'm sorry you're feeling so low, is there somebody at home you could talk to? I wish I could come and help you but you don't know me and I live far away but I really don't want you to feel bad :c
>>6066160
>>6066174
You people are the reason that Kayla's regressing, salty fucking anons ruin every good thing.
(I love bully anons too, but you need to know when to stop being assholes)
>>6066153
>Sit down.
oooh you schooled him good
>>6066178
That ones sooooo grid thoug :(
>>6066179
shut up faggot, kayla is a rabid asshole who deserves every hate it gets
since /cd/
>>6066182
post it anyway lol
>>6066184
I haven't been here as long as everyone else, but the entire time I've been here Kayla's been being treated like shit. It stopped a little bit when Kayla was being nice, and she was clearly struggling with it but she still managed to make several threads a whole lot nicer for her effort. Kayla is an objectively better person than anyone like you who compulsively hurts people because they can't let the past go.
I have a question, yes.
Ever since I got my vagina if I've been sitting down for awhile and I stand up I will suddenly really need to wee. This never happened before when I had a penis, does anyone else get this?
forget I said anything, me being a jealous fuck doesn't solve anything, only suicide will fix me and I need to just work on building the courage to go thought with it, cheaper to kill myself then to get a new nose
>>6066156
kissu
>>6066181
Bitch. I will make rawr look good by comparison
>>6066011
I'm far from an expert (obviously) but I think if you (you specifically) are not passing, it has more to do with attitude and bearing than anything else. Same with attractiveness. Some people go for insecurity, but you don't want them.
It sucks to say, but your weakness is probably confidence and self-possession. Attractive women aren't constantly worried about whether they look like women, and they certainly know they they are (made up to be) gorgeous.
I mean... you just need to spend more of what time you feel like you're awesome actively expressing that you're awesome? Some of that should eventually leak into day-to-day behaviour.
>>6066190
How recent was your SRS? I had that, and a few issues with bladder control in the first few months post op.
>>6066190
how long ago was your surgery?
did you have any complications? when was your catheter removed?
MY PEEEENIS
hey!! that's red!!!
they are escorting his creepy slutty ass away out of a men's bathroom
>>6066205
>beaten by 14 seconds
thats ok I love you. Ill tell the hospitalpeople I just slipped on the stairs. theyll never know it was u
>>6066197
b-but rawr looks good and passes unlike everyone here
>>6066189
No, I am the cause of all my own trouble because all I do is constantly compare others looks with mine and people who can physically smile make me want to die and then I vent and everyone hates me for being a rude jerk. I really should die and spare everyone my bullshit but trying to die hurts so bad.
>>6066190
Your urethra's shorter and I've heard of a lot of transgirls having bladder issues, but I've really never understood why. You're definitely not the only girl with that problem, and wear a liner or something if it becomes an issue.
>>6066192
Kayla no, don't kill yourself, please. You can definitely pass, you definitely WILL pass, and the last photo left it unclear whether you did or didn't already. You deserve to be happy, and I think you would be if you could just see what everybody else does when they look at you - that you're obviously a girl.
I don't know what I can do to make you see how completely ridiculous and frustrating it is that you'd rather kill yourself than wait until you got the money to finish electrolysis. You've come so far from how you used to be and you refuse to see ANY of it!
>>6065991
>teen titans
based. I legit cried when tera died ;_;
>>6066169
i had it yesterday. i can start showering today they said but im going to wait a bit. it doesnt really hurt just a dull ache and its totally manageable with ice packs though i also have pain meds. the surgery was about 75 minutes and i was put under general anesthesia. they also used localized anesthesia on surgery site
>>6066214
Don't worry kayla. When you look at me you laugh yourself to sleep
>>6066179
I have a few people anon, dw
>pic related
I came here to shitpost but I didn't have anything to say
Mission accomplished
>>6066216
Well waiting does no good when others end up passing on it quicker than I have been taking it. I am living proof hrt is a gamble and i lost the bet. I wish there was another treatment besides transition so I could not feel so god damn fucking horrible all day long 24/7, I can't take this dysphoria anymore, I can't fucking function because all I think about is how gross I am.
>>6066189
kayla is an incredibly shitty person and you haven't been here long enough to get to know him well you newfag, fuck off hugboxer/chaser
>>6066224
Why are you putting insta filters on this decent photograph
can someone post the "i can smell the trans on you girl" comic
>>6066218
Tera had sex with DeathStroke and purposefully betrayed Beast Boy in the comics. Thank you Linkara
>>6066232
Wish granted
>>6066228
Imma kill myself too
>>6066241
ty <3
>>6066214
>I really should die and spare everyone my bullshit
No, you should work through your issues so that "your bullshit" doesn't bother you, or anybody else anymore, and you can actually be happy in life. Please don't think about killing yourself, didn't you try that already, and that's why you got HRT? If money is the only issue, just wait until you have it! There's no reason to kill yourself now to escape a few months of suffering but cheat yourself out of years of happiness...
>>6066224
Well, take care gem, okay? I really don't like it when the trips I like are hurting :c
>>6066225
C-congrats?
>>6066192
>it's the i am threatening to kill myself but never do episode
>>6066241
>mevisitingmtfg.jpg
I miss being numb
>>6066192
>only suicide will fix me
wow so much edge bro
>>6066230
Im on my phone so thats the easiest way to post an image more than once
>>6066232
Why are you back
Why now
>>6066260
eh, idk
im bored
>>6066192
>killing yourself because you can't afford rhinoplasty
Really, Special K? Why your nose now? Your nose isn't overly masculine. It's not breaking the rest of your look.
Plus rhinoplasty isn't that expensive, relatively
>The average cost of rhinoplasty is $4,694, according to 2014 statistics from the American Society of Plastic Surgeons. Rhinoplasty surgery costs can vary widely. The average fee referenced above does not include anesthesia, operating room facilities or other related expenses.
>>6066222
That doesn't seem very scary
Also what's the difference between bilateral and inguinal orchi?
>>6066228
You're not gross though, you didn't lose the "gamble!" I'm convinced at this point that you either don't see yourself when you look in a mirror, your dysphoria has driven you insane, or you're the second most successful troll to ever ruse me. You're not gross, you're pretty and enviable!
>>6066229
I don't hugbox, I don't lie to hons. I'm not a chaser, I'm not here looking to fuck people, gosh.
>>6066265
Ok. How have you been?
>>6066258
Here ill help you
>>6066248
All I have is misery at this point, the only goal I have in life is to pass and I can't so then what to I have to life for?
>>6066256
How is it edge? I have not one thing about my body that is attractive, nothing about me is feminine, I am the opposite of feminine. I just want to be able to look 100% like a real girl so no one would shit talk me.
>show my dad /mtfg/
>he thinks it's cool and says he might start posting here
he's been so supportive lately, it's really awesome!!
>>6066272
>You're not gross, you're pretty and enviable!
>you're pretty and enviable!
Susans/Laura pls
>>6066211
<3
T-thanks, there's no need to cover for me though, thankfully it never happened at the clinic. Pretty embarrassing thing to have happen though.
>>6066277
hello this girls dad how are you doing
>>6066277
Oh for fuck sake
>>6066273
The more I see that cat insist it's okay, the less I believe it.
>>6066277
hello mr. anon's dad, how's it going, mr. dad?
pls fuck my hungry moist boypussy and pull my hair pls pls pls
my appetite is shrinking. this is the only meal I eat in a day and I have to force myself to finish it :(
Getting my prescription tomorrow, I'm just 18 and occasionally get seen as a girl, so hopefully stuff's going to be okay.
Your bitter infighting and mutual sadness has kept me occupied many a night, hope you all manage to get where you need to be, thanks.
>>6066268
>isn't that expensive, relatively
I can't even afford my car registration that is coming up in July. How the fuck could I pay 5 grand for a new nose, or 20 grand for srs, or 30 grand for fffs, or 8 grand for vfs, or 9 grand for a boob job? Yes its all about money, transition costs a fortune for ugly people like me and I am not just ugly but poor to boot
>>6066272
stop hugboxing, I am a fucking ugly man and you are all pretty women
>>6066277
I would laugh so hard if your dad became the next maki. Grats though anon
>>6066282
Hello, this is dog.
>>6066290
who was maki? i'm pretty new here
>>6066287
>I'm just 18 and occasionally get seen as a girl
>passes before hrt even
>>6066293
._.
>>6066286
I eat a breakfest and just starve the rest of the day as punishment for existing
>>6066293
one of the two (2) people ive ever legitimately hated. he was a real piece of subhuman garbage
>>6066241
Ugh... except for the punch line, this was basically my day. I'll need to beef up my acting skills before the next round of performances.
>>6066228
Kayla, you are a Hormone success story. A fucking exemplary one. Your body has feminized admirably.
What you aren't is a transition success story - yet.
For that, you need to go full time and stop letting the good fortune of others blind you to your own. That sort of thing makes you carelessly cruel.>>6066229
>>6066273
I already have that image I posted it like last thread
>>6066224
you should break up desu
she's ruining you financially and she's too much of a child to get a job apparently
>>6066289
>you are all pretty women
I'm not. I'm a literal man
And not even an attractive one
>>6066294
It's happened about three times, usually in poor lighting or at a distance. One of those was corrected seconds after. I don't pass, but it gives me hope.
>>6066298
I would do that but I wouldn't have enough energy to go to the gym after work
>>6066277
Can I borrow your dad for science?
>>6066301
what did he do
>>6066275
You can though! The pics I've seen of you, compared to your old photos? You're definitely on the verge, and only if you insist that you don't pass! I wish I could help you not be miserable, but it seems like you're just going to pick and choose reasons to "not pass" forever unless you can get somebody to help you with this. Talk to your shrink about this when you see them, and bring the same photos that get posted around here (besides the lewd ones).
>>6066277
That's cool I guess, glad he's being supportive! It'd be fine if he posts of course, I just don't know if we're the best representatives of transgirls, this being 4chan and all...
>>6066279
From somebody who still has yet to start mones at 20, Kayla definitely is enviable. Especially knowing the biker she started as.
>>6066286
That looks pretty good desu, and good for you, your diet must be going well ^.^
>>6066271
its not scary at all. i was pretty nervous going into it but when i woke up i felt good and happy about my decision.
inigual they cut into your lower abdomen and go down through through the top of the scrotum and remove the testes and the spermatic cord entirely. bilateral orchie they go through your ballsack and make a small incision on that line in the middle and then take them out through that small incision. the bilateral is an easier procedure and no potential for loss of feeling anywhere like there is with inigual. some people will say dont get a bilateral because it fucks up srs which makes sense if you have a shit surgeon. good surgeons kinda mitigate that though. you'll want to talk closely with the person whos doing your procedure.
>>6066308
I get close to passing out when I workout
Literally fuelled by my own self hatred
>>6066277
When you say "dad"..?
>>6066289
The only thing you really need is electrolysis. Then you can just be an ugly but passing girl. Not every cis girl gets to be pretty, why is that different from trans girls?
Go back to being +Kayla instead of -Kayla so you can work on your personality. That's free.
You really need more of a life outside of transitioning. It's unhealthy to just sit around and think about how much you hate yourself. I think others will agree with that.
>>6066310
can i borrow your butt for science? :^)
>>6066284
Thats a common feeling. Its probably because katia hasnt succeeded at anything ever to this date.
>>6066313
What could a shrink tell me that I don't already know? I am even thinking of canceling my appointment because I don't even know what help I could get, what are they going to do, hugbox me and tell me lies? I just want to sleep forever at this point, I have no purpose or place and its all because I am a tall deformed man.
>>6066322
Sorry I need that for future experiements
>>6066326
Sciencey science.
being gendered correctly is nice!
>>6066304
I love her more than anything in the world anon
kayler is now furiously masturbating in its grandma's panties from all the support it is getting now
>>6066321
>It's unhealthy to just sit around and think about how much you hate yourself.
That's all I do and its all I should do. I am not worth having a life, lives are for pretty people. I mean society only backs me up on that, you never see ugly people having fun, only hot people.
>>6066332
you are a cute girl
>>6066332
yeah! i love when they call me a sir or a he
feels good to be the alpha male i am
>>6066311
everything wrong
>>6066313
its going p gud. i used to do the 500 calorie diet with 2 hrs of cardio daily. but it was putting too much strain on my body so I upped it to like 1000 calories and decreased my gym time to an hour to lose weight at a more gradual pace
Currently I'm down 28 lbs total since i started last month
>>6066316
I tried that once but my stomache feels like its eating iteslf when I'm done running so I stopped
>>6066331
lmao well played Gracie
>>6066332
Gwendolyn is my dark souls waifu
the sad truth no one wants to hear: Red is the miley cyrus of mtfg
>>6066338
i fucking love being a man and slamming some chick's bp desu, no better feeling in the world
>>6066335
>you never see ugly people having fun, only hot people.
Ugly people have fun all the time. Just with other ugly people. Trust me, I would know.
>>6066293
Chaser and top tier shitposter. Noted for cocaine fueled shitposting fests and leaving to join the navy about 20 times
>>6066289
I'm not hugboxing, but whatever I'll shut up if I'm bothering you. It's just really frustrating that you hate yourself this much for reasons that don't even exist/will be fixed in time. You just ignore how far you've come and feel like you should kill yourself and it all seems like a tragedy to me :c
>>6066330
I don't know, maybe they'll fix whatever delusion it is that makes you hate yourself so much after coming as far as you have!? I'm sorry if I'm being rude I'm just profoundly frustrated with you.
>>6066346
was that mean though?
can someone please tell me the full tale of Maki
who he was, who he became, and everything in between?
>>6066332
Yes you are pretty girl
>>6066336
Okay :3
>>6066344
I'm a top tier dad hunter~
Fuck when did I get a daddy fetish what
>>6066344
>I tried that once but my stomache feels like its eating iteslf when I'm done running so I stopped
I just ignore and use it as self harm. Feels good falling asleep hungry
>>6066061
Post a pic then if you look worse than me after 2 years of steriods then you win
>>6066344
It's gwyndolin you stupid nigger
>>6066336
Id kiss both of you probably desu
>>6066354
some guy, he trolled a bunch... still somewhere
>>6066326
When you say "gave you half his genes"..?
>>6066349
I just noticed, but your lewdposting antics are pretty funny Red. :3
>>6066352
How have I came far? Others in shorter amounts of time are lightyears better off than me. Look at maddie, wearing dresses in public when I can't even wear lip gloss in public.
>loud construction upstairs wakes me up
>hangover
Kill me, I'm already dead
>>6066349
>slam my bp!!!
too eager senpai, i'd probably cuddle and tease you until you were literally begging for my bt and then id give you a spanking desu
platonically speaking of course
>>6066368
It's not a "you vs the rest of humanity" contest Kayla! Look at who you used to be and who you are now, and tell me that you don't look like a girl now! The only reason you can't wear lip gloss in public is because you won't LET yourself! If you don't like how you look, shave and use makeup! Dress in girl's clothes and be who you are instead of pretending to be a guy and perpetually hurting yourself!
>>6066376
I can't wear female stuff in public because they would all mock me and hurt me. Look at the anti trans atmosphere in America today. Everyone is on a witch hunt to fuck up the lives of us and if you pass then you are totally worry free but I can't even be me because others want me dead just for existing.
>>6066357
Steroids wear off.
Natty T is permanent and harder to remove.
>>6066344
>Currently I'm down 28 lbs total since i started last month
Damn. That's way more effective than my passive diet.
I work overnights and sleep through lunch. So basically I have a light breakfast (my last meal before sleep) and go easy on dinner. I think I usually clock in just under 1500 calories.
I've lost 15 pounds.... since January. I only have like 5 more pounds to go though, so I guess it's okay?
You know that feeling, when someone says you're pretty, and look like a girl, so you go stare in a mirror for a half an hour and analyse pictures pointing out to yourself every way that they're wrong?
>>6066381
kayla think about how little you actually interact with the outside world
you have no clue what it's actually like yet you talk about it like an expert. it sounds like you're just parroting all the terrible things your mom says to you when she's trying to hurt you
move out
>>6066386
Every single one of us knows that feeling.
>>6066386
why would i go find a mirror instead of talking to the person who thinks i'm pretty?
>>6066381
Yes, the country is fucked and trans people in general are fucked, but the evil people that want to hurt trans people are cowards who aren't likely to really do anything, and they're out looking for drag queens and hons anyway. Not that that make it okay, but you're not a hon and you're certainly not a drag queen. Going fulltime is how you come to pass, and of course it's a hard step to take but if you don't do it soon you'll ALWAYS find another excuse to put it off! Eventually you'll refuse to go out because you're "too old to pass," and you'll have successfully fucked yourself out of the happiness you deserve!
Should I have sex with a chaser if he is really hot? Like, six pack and stuff
>>6066390
Because they'll tell me I'm crazy.
>>6066381
I went full time before I started hormones and immediately after I came out publicly, and yeah I got shit in high school, but I've never once been attacked for being trans
>>6066392
Sex would probably be alright, I'd be concerned if you wanted more than that
>>6066381
Can you even pull off boymode anymore? You have visible breasts and fag hips in your guy clothes. You would have to wear a big loose hoodie, baggy jeans and shave your head and you would still look like some edgy woman with a history of abuse.
>>6066392
when i do that all the time but i call it masturbating
>>6066381
>>6066372
nah sorry, I only really want sex with my girlfriend atm
But its called prequel and its a webcomic set before oblivion in TES universe and its really good, youd probably love it
>>6066386
ye
>>6066392
Can be worth it for the one time.
>>6066368
Maddie, like a staggering number of trans girls before her, went full time ASAP not because she was sure she would pass, but as very nearly every full-time trans girl has said, time and again, that's how you get to passing.
Be courageous, young lady.
>>6066402
hey muff please be my girlfriend thank you
>>6066384
Alright I'm gonna put my manly ass on here again so you can all feel better about yourselve. I'm pre everything although I just bought the shit I need from alldaychemist so I'll start hrt soon. And I'm currently 19 and weigh about 200-205.
>>6066406
you should just end it probs
not a short skinny girl?
WOW
do you even cis wow guys seriously
>>6066392
Follow your dreams
>>6066386
This is a feeling that I'm very very familiar with.
>all this posting about me in the last thread
I wasn't expecting so much love <3
>>6065330
>Angie
Except I didn't. I'm sorry you're so sad anon. You need a big hug :)
>>6066412
Are you sure you "want to be trans"?
You could just be one of our BFs and live vicariously through us while you rut us from behind.
>>6066412
Front view.
>>6066406
What will help you is experiencing reality, going out into the scary world and finding that this place is far more toxic than almost anyone you'll meet on the street. Hopefully your shrink helps you with that. You're probably the reason RLE requirements exist, to stop girls like you from locking themselves away and self-loathing themselves to fucking death.
>>6066411
pizza first pal
>>6066412
youre fucking retarded and will never pass
>>6066412
Oh, is this your trip? I remember seeing you before. Good news is that hormones nuke muscle mass, so they should work pretty well with you. Glad you decided to go through with this <3
>>6066386
That is a stupid feeling, and I don't like knowing what it feels like.
>>6066424
No need to be an ass hat anon
>>6066419
Yeah I would just start to envy you and be jealous. It's started with all my girl friend. I just look at they're bodies and think fuck I'd go through hell and back to trade bodies with you. I've had my fun being the strong big guy. It's time to move on.
>>6066417
Oh gdi, if you're feeling like this I have no hope. Like can you look at yourself and see a girl?
>>6066386
luck
>>6066406
>because you are a short skinny girl,
I'm 5'5 and weigh 190 pounds. Got me on the short part but no way in hell am I skinny. And surprisingly enough I didn't pass for the time I was in highschool, and I still never got shit despite the fact that I went by Amy to everyone and I was clearly a tranny, even in the classes that filled with dickheads
>>6066424
Thanks babe. At least I know I'll be strong enough to kick your skanky ass teeth in if need be.
>>6066412
>>6066420
I'm still uglier.
>>6066450
Bae. No please. I know for a fact, you're gonna be fine.
>>6066423
i will buy you all the pizza in the world
>>6066412
eat nothing but green vegetables and rice, do only cardio
>>6066450
Your torso looks like a sad face.
Seems appropriate.
this is chaser-kun. im gonna do it
>>6066203
ty. my self-worth has been getting a little better slowly but surely. it is admittedly super difficult for me to see how anyone could be physically attracted to me but im realizing that i have more to offer than just my body. <3 hopefully i can get to a point with fitness and surgery where i feel more comfortable in my own skin tho. im pretty obsessed with being an attractive woman and it is like a brain problem
>>6066265
Ufufu <3
