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previous: 6037955
FUCK GOATS!
The post below this has cooties, everyone laugh at them.
if your dick doesnt get hard anymore, that's tragic.
>>6039396
why? i like it that way and im really happy about it
Post earliest childhood pics.
>>6039351
B-but I don't know either ;~;
I'm bad at reading the body language of birds ;~;
>>6039374
Yeah for sure, lots of handy info in that packet, should we send her the one with alcohol vouchers too?
>>6039380
Anytime adri ^^
It hits me hard sometimes too, just finally starting to find ways to push those feelings aside
>>6039399
but what about us straight guys who think your penis is very sexy and want to suck it for you??
>>6039401
ok
>>6039403
youll never be with me ever so i dont care
>>6039396
whats the use of a dick that gets in the way even more
>>6039401
>>6039393
well i am part welsh so...
>>6039401
i'm sorry i can't get over your pose here
lookin flyyy
>>6039401
are your cheeks eternally red or something
>>6039402
caw caw give me your skype desu caw
>>6039387
ok
are you cute?
>>6039388
ye
see above
>>6039401
what a badass
>>6039395
trip on raifu
>>6039403
>straight
Top fucking kek
>>6039390
The reputation is only really there cause of the warranty and it was first strong one on the market. Well hope it works out for you either way. I'm looking into getting a nectar collector for portable dabbing soon since I have my rig still for the house.
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1oTasRYMx5gI9DW1lIeI73z7TDY6QNu_mXFXnfpIFXyE/pub?output=html
>>6039405
>mullet
kek
>>6039399
its only tragic from my point of view really.
my noodle is my pride and joy.
we've been through everything together
One time my friend was playing with fireworks and our streams of righteousness were all that we had to save him, save him we did.
>>6039414
I'd suck your girl penis
>>6039418
i was too young to realize it was bad ok
>>6039413
friggin typo.
so are you a gay guy with boobs now?
>>6039401
>>6039423
wew you look a lot like your mom
>>6039423
your mom is hot
>>6039379
I still have 5 or so months to heal :/
>>6039380
You're not a dude, silly girl
>>6039381
Ok
>>6039384
BDD fucks shit up
>>6039401
i have the first pic of me being fed thru a tube and breathing unaided for the first time but thats boring so u get this
>>6039411
They're not toooo red here, but ya, I have permablush unlocked.
Do you think that one day people will be able to have their bodies modified using some new technology to be able to look however they want, for a price - just like how people buy plastic surgery ops today?
>>6039425
you pass in this pic sheen
>>6039403
>straight
>want to suck it
>>6039430
that's a boy
you clearly were supposed to be a boy tbqh
>>6039431
why the long face
me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBkuNpgACH0
>>6039406
Next time you're locked in a basement by a serial killer and the key is on your groin, well remember what you said just now.
>>6039436
im pretty sure that poster was just a tranny memeing
>>6039431
wow i didn't know gaygen's hitler posted here
>>6039435
I probably could have made it if I started hrt at or before puberty
>>6039436
its straight if its a girls dick, havent you been to school?
>>6039441
most people in this thread are too retarded to recognize humor
>>6039443
did you know then, at the time of this photo
>>6039436
how is it gay to suck a girl's penis? that makes no logical sense
>>6039443
sheen you clearly were supposed to be a girl
a big girl
now T ruined you forever, i am sorry
>>6039429
<3
>>6039424
im an androgyne
my pronouns are schlee schler and schlem
>>6039439
we got even more bantz in here now
>>6039437
i am a boy tho
>>6039411
Sure, do you have a throwaway that I could email it to? I haven't been on Skype in months at this point, but I may be on more after this week because term is almost over. ^^
>>6039453
no you are an intersex human
you will never be a woman or a man, sorry
>>6039447
yes
I was constantly asking to let my hair grow out and stuff, it wasn't until we had literally no money one summer that my hair went uncut
>>6039449
I know
>>6039420
My dick is a pathetic loser. Time to put him to sleep forever
>>6039454
[email protected]
>>6039401
I was pale and creepy and gross-looking even as a kid desu, at least I don't have to feel bad about not having started earlier
(screencap from a video, sorry for poor quality)
>>6039455
eat my titlets, pissbitch, i'm pure manliness
>>6039462
oh, and I was 11 there btw
just went through an entire bottle of salsa
am i potassium overdose?
>>6039466
you look 17 in that picture
kageshi dot com slash rooms slash mtfg
get in here
>>6039464
If only that kid knew how he was going to end up.
Depressing.
>>6039457
Rest in peace little soldier. You're going to a better place.
>>6039462
Why are you so hideous?
>>6039464
this is what intersex looks like?
>>6039477
It's edgar anon. That's the only explanation you'll ever need.
>>6039464
oy vey
I'm seriously fucking freaking out.
I've been on hormones for just a bit over a year and progesterone for just a bit over a month. I don't get much exercise and haven't for the past four years, I spend most of my time sitting on the computer.
Lately I've been majorly freaking out that my penis is shrinking and that I'm having circulation problems as well. I don't have many options for exercising and every time I have done anything other than just basic cardio I've actually injured myself. Yes, this is with good form as well. Doing squats and stuff gives me injuries that last for weeks.
Is my penis supposed to be shrinking or is it because I haven't gotten much chance to use it? If I start using it again can I get it back up to the size it used to be?
I'm freaking out so fucking bad. This is all I had going for me was being a MtF with a big penis. SRS is out of the question. If I could get a real vagina I would but I refuse to do SRS. If my penis is permanently shrunken I'm going to want to kill myself. I know I will. I can deal with having my testicles shrink. I can deal with being infertile. I can't deal with losing my big penis. It's the only attractive feature I had. It's the only thing I felt like I could fall back on for making money if I needed to.
Someone please help me I'm so fucking scared that I've fucked my entire life up and am going to have to kill myself. Right now it's looking like either live as the person I need to be to not be suicidal and destroy my body, or try to save my body but live as a person that makes me want to kill myself.
I'm on the verge of tears here. I've never even gotten to do anything sexual with anyone and it's look like I've totally fucked everything up.
Please help me. PLEASE HELP ME.
>>6039459
Sent, pls don't bully me for username, I made it ages ago ;~;
>>6039482
yes, a tru intersex G
none of dat punk ass loliLarry bullsheeit
>>6039462
oh shit, looks like you never had a chance right from the start
sorry
>>6039487
I don't want to have to kill myself please help me. It's looking like I might have to though please please please help me.
>>6039487
afaik it becomes tiny and useless desu
>>6039487
Let me use it and it'll be okay~
>>6039487
Use it or lose it. Start fapping asap.
>>6039488
I used to be pretty obsessed with that show desu
>>6039499
>keep using it and youll be ok
I can't use it as often as I want to. Between not feeling like it some days and just flat out not getting privacy often enough to do it every day, I don't get to do it all the time. I try to do it at least a few times a week but lately it hasn't been measuring as long as it used to.
>>6039500
>>6039502
Because I was told that this isn't true and only happens if you don't use it at all.
I don't want to kill myself but it looks like I'm going to have to. De-transitioning isn't even an option to get it back is it? I can't even go back to living as what I hated to live as to fix my body can I? Well not really my body, I don't mind the other things it did, but I want my real genitalia. Fuck. SRS vagina is not a real enough vagina for me and I want to have my penis intact because I can't get a real vagina.
Oh my god I'm losing my shit so bad right now.
>>6039504
I would if I could.
>>6039507
I tried to just now but I couldn't get it up because of how badly I'm freaking out. I'm just too caught up on the what if part that I can't even focus or get aroused.
I don't want to kill myself but I think I might have to.
>>6039487
I cant tell if youre trolling.
8/10 for effort though
>>6039487
Hahahah
My dick is two inches and I'm pre hrt. And I couldn't give less of a shit.
Never have. Never will.
You aren't trutrans if you care about your dick desu
>>6039510
>I would if I could.
Where are you tho, I wanna play with a big dick
>>6039510
couldnt you think of this shit before you injected yourself with mones bruh?
>>6039487
>Lately I've been majorly freaking out that my penis is shrinking
mfw when my 7.3 tinkler is disappearing and will probably disappear into nothingness because I am too lazy to get myself aroused
>is it because I haven't gotten much chance to use it
yes
>If I start using it again can I get it back up to the size it used to be?
no it won't tbqh
>>6039510
Sorry but what? Why would you kill yourself because your dick shrank a bit?
Working full time sucks. I have no time to post here anymore. Don't ever do it.
>>6039513
iktf... ive always liked having a small dick though... i dislike it enough id be pretty unhappy if it was normal or large sized
>>6039510
>killing yourself over your dick
o-ok
>>6039510
Also I can't even stretch it while flaccid as long as it used to go. It just flat out feels like it doesn't want to stretch as far and stretching nowadays feels weird compared to how it used to.
>>6039512
Why would this be a troll? I'm not trolling at all. Is it because you're one of the people that swears by trans women having to get SRS and think we aren't allowed to want to keep our penises?
>>6039513
I care about it because I want to have a real genitalia, not an imitation.
>>6039517
Connecticut.
>>6039518
I take oral, not injections.
>>6039519
Mine was 7.3 (top) - 7.7 (side) beforehand, now it's difficult to even get it up to 7 (top) - 7.5 (side) and I'm afraid it's going to become worse.
>>6039520
Because I'm not very attractive and it felt like it was all I had that made me sexually appealing to others.
>>6039525
maybe it's not getting smaller you're just getting a little pudgier around your pubic bone
>>6039523
It's pretty liberating to stop pretending I care about it
>>6039525
>Mine was 7.3 (top) - 7.7 (side) beforehand, now it's difficult to even get it up to 7 (top) - 7.5 (side) and I'm afraid it's going to become worse.
yeah this is a troll
>>6039510
Do you suffer from mild autism? Why do you get so riled up that your benis size won't be the same? I mean unless you are a transbian what are you going to need it for anyway? I used to believe I am going to find my benis shrinking weird but I found out that I couldn't care less.
ok srsly though
who sent me nudes in the last thread
>>6039512
/thread
good work team
>>6039520
hey elanna is your butt fit enough to post here yet
>>6039525
I'm getting SRS because having a psuedo vagina is FAR better than having a penis.
I am a turbofaggot and need to be totally stripped of masculinity to feel ok.
>>6039538
This tbqh
is it just me or has CFH disappeared? I hope her surgery went okay
>>6039470
wtf no I don't
this was me attempting a grin at ~16-17, full neckbeard-repression-mode
>>6039520
because pic related.
>>6039545
I hope she bled out and died
>>6039525
I want to stop freaking out I feel like I'm about to break down in tears at any moment.
>>6039528
No, I'm not, my pubic bone area fat is actually less than it used to be.
>>6039529
Yeah, that's too bad that you're not close. I've never gotten to have a relationship or sex of any kind with anyone and it's something I've wanted for such a long time too.
>>6039532
You're seriously an asshole for just shitting on my emotions because you don't agree with how I feel.
>>6039535
No. I'm riled up because I'm depressed enough over other things. I'm depressed enough about not looking as pretty as I feel like I need to. I'm depressed enough about feeling like things are hopeless.
I do prefer girls but I'd be with guys too. The fact of the matter is that guys do find a big penis on a girl appealing, and I'm sure there are girls who do too. I don't have that good of looks and this feels like it was my only "attractive" physical feature I had that could make me appealing because the rest of me certainly isn't based on what I've been told.
>>6039544
>Better start finding ways to make yourself attractive that don't involve your genitals then. HRT means shrunken genitals, didn't you get the memo?
Not possible. I guess I should start investing in methods of suicide.
>>6039522
How else would we fund transition?
Sure as shit not gonna whore myself.
>>6039547
Das rude
>>6039525
>Why would this be a troll?
because normal people cant be that retarded. I am simply not buying it. non ops are pretty common btw.
>and think we aren't allowed to want to keep our penises?
on the contrary, the more of you clowns dont get srs, the higher my trutrans(TM) levels rises. I can only win.
>>6039545
creepy as fuck
wouldnt let in the womens bathroom/5
>>6039546
I knew I shouldn't have come here with my problems and emotions because a good number of you are conceited sociopaths who can't put themselves in the position of another person and feel even a shred of empathy.
Why is this general so easy to troll? Time and time again.
>tfw birdy wants to kill you
>>6039554
holy shit calm down
count your (you)'s and take a chill pill
>>6039548
>You're seriously an asshole for just shitting on my emotions because you don't agree with how I feel.
you're probably not trans if you care about a .3" loss of penis length
ergo, you're trolling
>>6039548
this is a kayla troll attempt
>>6039554
If you're kill yourself over minor side effects of a medication then perhaps you shouldn't be taking that medication.
>>6039554
Oh shut the fuck up already whingie.
>>6039557
/lgbt/ attracts a lot of newfags. For many people here it's their first board/thread.
>>6039554
i hope your dick turns into a 1 inch nub
>>6039557
>>6039554>>6039525
>aren't allowed to want to keep our penises
Not but being non-profit is a pretty huge mind fuck for those of us who have really bad genital dysphoria. Like being mtf Trans doesn't mean you need to believe in the whole non binary gender spectrum Tumblr bs.
Some of us believe gender is a binary, man or woman. Men have penis, women have vagina.
And go to leddit if you want to find other agp dickgirls...
>>6039562
I don't care about that, I care about it getting worse, and worse, and worse. If that's all it was I could sleep soundly, but I have a feeling it's not done yet.
>>6039561
I can't, I'm freaking out because I feel like I'm going to have to kill myself.
>>6039563
No, I'm not Kayla. I wish I had boobs like she does.
>>6039564
It's not minor. There's tons of other side effects that I've dealt with without being upset about it. This I can't take. Not when I've already been feeling down lately.
>>6039565
Fuck you.
>>6039567
Fuck you too.
>>6039570
Go from 99th to 99th percentile in penis size is minor.
>>6039563
Crap should have seen it miles away
He always brags about how his dick is 7 and half inches so I should have known it was Kayla all along.
im gonna go guys, I know youll miss me a lot desu. if youre bored enough, msg me on kik: glennznl
cya
>>6039574
I'm not Kayla. What the fuck.
>>6039486
im not jewish i'm black irish. its a different kind of non-white but i resent being called a jewish. i liked prince of egypt tho
>>6039575
kys glenn
>>6039570
>No, I'm not Kayla. I wish I had boobs like she does.
>No, I'm not Kayla
>No, I'm not Kayla
>>6039570
Oh so it's you Kyler.
Meltdown incoming.
>>6039576
hi kayla!
>>6039570
Looks like someone need their dose increased
>>6039575
GLENN NOOO
When a male who has transitioned is indistinguishable from a female born female, would it then not be gay to have sex with them
or a taboo for them to share womens bathrooms or a problem in any regard?
is that what its all about?
Is my chin shape bad? Please answer
>>6039570
>I don't care about that, I care about it getting worse, and worse, and worse. If that's all it was I could sleep soundly, but I have a feeling it's not done yet.
my dick shrank by an inch in length and diameter and that was it.
it is now a grower instead of a shower.
I am actually worried that its going to be too big when I eventually get srs I'm going to have like a giant clitoris :(
>>6039537
It's a work in progress, forgive the shakiness, it's hard to hold a phone steady behind butte
>>6039586
L ... alalarry?
>>6039577
What is "black Irish"?
>>6039590
How the fuck can i say if your chin shape is bad, long as its not a bum-chin you're cool buddy.
>tfw spontaneous older brother fetish
I-is this HRT's doing?
>>6039594
Hey Elanna I just wanted to let you know birdy threatened me with violence so be careful okay?
>>6039598
just fuck already he wants it too.
>>6039591
If I lose an entire inch from length and diameter I will legit end my life. I don't want to be mediocre in the one thing I had that was exceptional. The entire rest of me is mediocre at best. That's all I had noteworthy about me.
>>6039593
I said L, not E.
>>6039595
No. I doubt anyone here remembers me. I spent more time in tlg because not as many bullies post in those threads.
>>6039590
from this angle it looks fine, nice dsl too
>>6039606
I don't have an older brother
that's the problem
>>6039594
I want you to train me, and by that I mean force me to eat. My only goal in life is to be conventionally attractive ;_;
>>6039594
>tfw your face will never be in that ass
>>6039473
that kid got PMS, always wore a vest because of puffy nips/breast buds and cried himself to sleep over him wanting to be a girl, that he'd never be a real boy, and rape flashbacks
that kid was also 5 feet tall and all his mates were part of that freak year in the uk when everyone was like 6 feet tall when they were 13 and got called Lil Jamie, Plain Jane, Shorty (but like the way black people use it) and Gay Charlie from Busted
What's up mtfg!
I'm cuddling with the nice couple who fucked the shit out of me. This nice girl is playing with my nipples and perinunal area
>>6039607
hey kayla
>>6039611
I thought your bf forced you to eat at least a bit
>tfw no bf forcing me to eat
>that awkward moment when you will be cuter than your older sister
Thanks for the boob genetics tho
>>6039618
yeah but only like 800kcal per day. I dont really want to eat more anyway.
>>6039594
boybutt... gtfo
hit up gaygen please
>>6039616
>>6039617
I really don't get how you can be so inconsiderate and insensitive to the emotions of another person who shares some of the same struggles you do. Obviously this isn't one we share but that you can be so completely cold to me just strikes me as beyond fucked up.
And for the last time I'm not Kayla.
>>6039596
the Irish with dark hair and eyes (ie not blonde or ginger) who have been studied as an ethnic group, having much in common genetically with Iberian peoples like the Basque people. Hispan-micks
>>6039615
Sounds like a nice weekend Red~
>>6039616
>wtf srsly?
Bird - Today at 5:47 PM
desu you're making me wanna wring your neck right now
Grace - Today at 5:47 PM
Is that so?
Bird - Today at 5:47 PM
mhmm
it is
Grace - Today at 5:48 PM
I'm sure someone has a fetish for that in mtfg
But putting your hands on me wont end well lol
Bird - Today at 5:48 PM
really?
what would you do if I grabbed you like that
jealous girl~
Grace - Today at 5:49 PM
First off if you tried you'd lose your hand
Second I'd fight to the fucking death
Third my friends would LITERALLY murder you
Bird - Today at 5:50 PM
I think I'm a bit stronger than you cutie
Maybe he's just playing around but that's the way to earn a block, not win me back to being your gf!
>>6039614
There was really no need to make it any worse.
>>6039615
nice, did they poz you up?
>>6039625
the more you press the matter the more it's obvious you're just trolling, it's an excellent bit but it's going on for too long now
yo whiteboys, i gotta ax you one questchin
muh dick is 9". if i be on dem ho-mones will i be still able to rape them white bitchez nawmsayin nawmsayin
>>6039604
Please, Grace =( I was worried about this. Please explain
>>6039631
nice gat
>>6039625
Oh fuck off Kayla, Faye, Angie or which ever half-crazed freak decided right now would be a good time to display their insanity for everyone to see.
Just shoo.
>>6039588
Most would say not gay. But if you feel its gay and care about that then thats still fine, that's your opinion and what you are comfortable with is up to you. You have the right to that. People will debate whether its "gay" or not until the end of time but I don't think it really matters either way.
And at the least it makes less far sense for them to use male restrooms than female.
>>6039633
Fuck you for trying to dismiss my emotions and problems as trolling. Fuck you. You are literally a piece of shit for being such a cold-hearted bitch that you can't even for a moment fathom someone having a different kind of problem than you do.
>>6039627
birdy is an angry chaser? say it aint so
>>6039634
What a quality post. Stuff like this is why I come to mtfg
>>6039615
what the heck
>>6039616
>>6039635
Don't worry about it, I'd never physically hurt someone, Grace is just EXTREMELY jealous right now and I'm playing around it~
>>6039637
No fuck you, you fuck off. I came here because I felt like I needed people to talk to and I just get shit on by a bunch of stuck up bitches who only care about themselves.
>>6039642
>because you're a subhuman, weak piece of shit.
You're more of a piece of shit than I am, and the fact that you lack empathy for others makes it obvious you aren't human either.
>>6039630
what do you mean?
>>6039639
your problem isn't a real problem, retard. it's just the only way you can define yourself because you're completely worthless otherwise.
grow the fuck up, kid
Flying to SF tomorrow.
I pray to shit I Dont run into fayexedie during the rare times they stop fucking and look for food
>>6039639
cool your jets the (You)s are starting to dry up now because you didnt know when to end the bit
>>6039622
>800kcal per day
I thought I was on /thinspo for a sec there.
>>6039653
why
>>6039639
If you cared about your dick you wouldn't have taken hormones
>>6039644
I don't think you understand, I don't like being threatened nor do I like you and I'm not coming back.
>>6039640
I know right?
>>6039642
>anon
I'm a trip you doofus
>>6039647
i have tons of empathy for humans and animals. you are neither. just an angry hon that will never be like their favorite anime gril
I'm a MRA feminist mgtow supporter
>>6039662
>mgtow
I had to google that one
>>6039659
consider you're just an empty shell of a person, you really are just anonymous
>>6039650
Fuck. You.
You're literal garbage to try to just outright dismiss something that is bothering me to my very core as "not a real problem". Fuck you, I hope everything bad that could ever happen to a person in life happens to you.
>>6039652
I'm not after (You)s you fucking bitch. I just wanted people to talk to about something that has me seriously fucking freaked out.
>>6039655
Everything I was told and read was that only your testicles will actually shrink. It was either don't take hormones and live as a man which made me want to kill myself, or take hormones and get to where I am now.
I'm starting to think life just wanted me to kill myself no matter what path I took.
I guess I'm just not allowed to have any nice things or any happiness in my life at all. And the moment I try to turn to some people for emotional support they shit on me and act like I'm not even human.
>>6039661
You're fucking garbage and a complete self-centered bitch. Fuck you.
>>6039487
Atrophy sucks, using it will stop that though.
>>6039666
That's pretty deep.
>>6039668
no one respond to this post
>>6039657
That's entirely a joke, like I said don't worry about it.
I posted my picture today and when everyone started freaking out Grace messaged me, and later on when I started talking to people again, she messaged me again.
And just now when I asked for Elanna's skype she got really mad and jealous and accused me of not caring about her and only being a chaser.
I'm just playing around her jealousy.
I feel so dead inside right now
I am tired
>>6039670
My "using it" is the half assed floppy blood sock erection I get from wiping the head after peeing
>>6039670
If I exercise it enough can I get back to where I was?
If I stop taking hormones and exercise it can I get back to where I was?
If this is a permanent thing then I'm going to have a real problem. That's what I'm freaking out about. Thank you for not being rude to me and actually showing some understanding. It's all I was asking for. I wish I could give you a hug right now, I really do.
>>6039662
> mgtow
I love MGTOW so much. Because they exist, it means trannys aren't the biggest degenerates around.
>>6039673
Okay.
>kayla sperging out
>adventures of the aids infected boytoy
what a time to be alive :^)
>>6039668
>Everything I was told and read was that only your testicles will actually shrink. It was either don't take hormones and live as a man which made me want to kill myself, or take hormones and get to where I am now.
You clearly don't hate being a man of you value the organ that is the epitome of masculinity
>>6039674
>I'm just playing around her jealousy
>playing around
>her jealousy
what did he mean by this
>>6039662
fucking cooooooool!!!!!! OMG A MRA WHOAAAAAAa.
>>6039679
huh you get that too?
>>6039569
Trans woman with massive genital dysphoria here. I actually have no great mindscrew from nonop girls. It's not some weird shit, it's just someone who reacts differently to dysphoria.
>>6039678
Do it faggot
>>6039678
Just kidding, I'm not suicidal. I just like the gun
>>6039674
Holdup
I messaged you to get you to talk to me some because instead of going back to being friends you've chosen not to talk to me at all
I wanted to just be friends with birdy for the time being while I figure out my feelings
Birdy cannot handle this and chooses to not talk to me for the past couple days instead
I call him out just now because he started chasing Elanna after going on so much about how I'm all he needs and shit
Birdy thinks I'm jealous and decides to threaten violence until I block him~
>>6039677
Yeah, be careful Elanna. He's sweet at first but has some issues. Hmu whenever if you need someone to talk to or help with him.
>>6039680
Also are there any tips anyone could give me as to avoiding damaging it? I think I remember reading about how stretching it can actually cause damage after you're on hormones, but stretching it is supposed to be one of the things you do to help maintain the size...
>>6039684
You seriously aren't going to drop the accusations of me being Kayla until I say who I really was, are you? You really want me to out myself so my stalker can have a field day with blackmailing me about this.
>>6039687
Genitalia doesn't define a person, especially in our society nowadays where you almost never see another person's genitals.
I hated living as a man. I hated everything masculine about me. I actually did hate my penis at a time but coming out about being trans actually had me coming to appreciate it, because of how it is something that some people like in trans women.
>>6039668
you're absolutely right, anon. all signs point to suicide. you seem so damaged that even if you woke up tomorrow with a cisvag you'd still be a angry, salty, evil person for life. don't ruin it for everyone else.
>>6039690
Yeah
Fucking sucks for tucking.
Looks like I have the poofiest, most roast-beefiest vagina in the world
>>6039692
>. It's not some weird shit, it's just someone who reacts differently to dysphoria.
then you are subscribing to the tumblr theory
you should leave reee
>>6039701
No if I woke up with a real vagina tomorrow none of this would be a problem. My problem is with SRS vaginas. I'm happy that's good enough for some people but it's not good enough for me.
Also fuck you again and again for shitting all over me for being emotional about something that you can't quite understand.
>>6039701
>being angry
>not immediately getting pregnant??
>>6039702
>Looks like I have the poofiest, most roast-beefiest vagina in the world
hahahaha
>>6039700
you don't have a stalker, anon.
that's just a manifestation of everything you hate about yourself forcing you to confront it.
it's all in your damaged brain, just like your dysphoria.
This general on Sunday nights gets really weird.
>>6039704
>d r a m a
I really shouldn't try dating people from the thread anymore, it always goes wrong and ends up like this lol
>>6039711
No I literally do have a stalker that was literally using real life pictures of me that they got from the brief time I had posted them here to harass me.
I'm not revealing myself if I can avoid it. I don't need anything else for them to use to harass me with.
It's not like the stalker was stalking me because they liked me. They were stalking me because they hated me and wanted to make my life miserable.
>>6039704
I wish I had one... I'll have one before 2017 tho!!
I take it you're absolutely fine with just a gt? I mean... Ballsack shrinkage for SRS and all after an orchie. Otherwise i'd've had one by now
>>6039680
Just making sure it gets hard almost daily can get it close to back. the longer it goes without that the more it atrophies. Also sleep without underwear to give it a chance to naturally at night. That was what was really killing mine. No problem, its a frustratingly under warned about aspect of hormones really.
Was supposed to go to grocery store to get healthy food. Guess I am going to mcdonalds instead because I am lazy.
Someone kill me like fucking please
>>6039494
IKR LOL!!!
>>6039713
Uhhh ya... That's what I said, meet people irl like at clubs/bars social gatherings etc.
>>6039713
You didnt date me yet though
>>6039720
Fuck off rawr.
>>6039719
ill go for a consult in a couple years and see whats up. my dysphoria isnt horrible but i do have a disdain for the thing
sex without prep sounds amazing too. the potential complications do sound scary tho
>>6039675
No thanks!
>>6039677
see >>6039674
>>6039688
as in I'm playing around it to make her even more jealous and angry, it's really cute honestly.
>>6039697
You know damn well none of that is true, do I honestly need to start posting the conversations?
Someone else has already seen everything I've said and everything you've said, but I don't want to start drama in the thread because you're acting like a jealous child over nothing.
>>6039703
I am not subscribing to any theory besides what researchers on GD already confirm.
Cohen Kettenis commented on it in her papers. Genital dysphoria is just one possible symptom of Gender Dysphoria, it's not actually a requirement for the diagnosis.
In fact, from personal experience, being aggressively nonop, for a time, is a common thing for straight trans women as a coping mechanism. Something that Blanchard and Bailey actually commented on in their flawed research, HSTS get srs at a lower rate than AGP.
>>6039697
I'm sorry to cause drama, I didn't realise exchanging Skypes would blow up like this. I'm not interested in an online or long distance relationship, I assumed that him and I were going to just be friends.
>>6039700
>genitalia doesn't define a person
Then maybe don't define yourself on your penis size and be happy as a non-op with a slightly smaller penis?
>>6039702
if i tuck lazily i get skin overhang from each side (my testes are always inside me) but it looks like pure arbys and it pinches. gotta tuck right. i have the tiniest balls ever but that skin is so stretchy i swear i could staple it to each thigh and be some sort of flying squirrel
![18042016621[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/pfKTwAG.jpg "18042016621[1].jpg")
anyone have any idea how to turn this into a tablet?
>>6039732
Hey birdy can you chase me? I'll be a good girl for you.
>>6039723
Let's go grocery shopping together, I need to pick up some stuff for this week's dinners tonight anyway!
>>6039728
MANY HAVE TRIED
MANY HAVE FAILED
i mean like idk I should just be more careful I guess lol
>>6039727
Yeah I gotta talk to you for more advice about actually... getting out of the house and meeting people... >>
>>6039732
>do I honestly need to start posting the conversations?
I mean I will too if you really wanna do that.
>>6039736
Oh no, I'm not upset with you. I just realized birdy is full of shit and wants to chase whoever he can woo next lol. It's not your fault, he'd have gone for someone else and the same would have happened.
>>6039732
>playing around it to make her even more jealous and angry
That's manipulative and shitty as fuck, please go to some tranny dating site if yours so desperate to suck a dick but too insecure to admit you're a fag...
>>6039700
And a slight drop in length is really nothing to be scared about, especially since penis length is massively variable.
>>6039736
We were haha, she messaged me and accused me of chasing you and got really fucking mad.
>>6039740
Grace wouldn't like that!
>>6039730
you should really take prep anyway. aids has been blossoming amongst the trans community recently.
>>6039730
I was in the same mindset.. Honestly, hitting my one year really started morphing perspectives. Albeit, I didn't win the genetic passing face lottery like you early on.
However...
I figure the road will end there and I'm fucking tired of prepping.
And not eating tacos on dates.
>>6039732
>do I honestly need to start posting the conversations?
yeah start posting them
Anyone feel like posting their before and after?
>>6039748
say something funny
>>6039741
>Let's go grocery shopping together, I need to pick up some stuff for this week's dinners tonight anyway!
I honestly don't want to go to the grocery store because I will get harassed like last time. I am out of food and just want to shrivel up and die.
>>6039748
also, make sure to post actual screenshots instead of some easily edited text cut and paste by an angry hon
>>6039723
At least mcdonalds has estrogen
Good girl
>>6039753
My attempt at transitioning. Be prepared to piss your fucking pants.
>>6039729
Ill succeed desu
wow birdy went from loved to potentially hated very quickly
the better they chase, the harder they fall
>>6039743
Shut the fuck up, rawr. Just because you're getting SRS and I'm not doesn't make you any less of a repulsive hon.
>>6039756
I am getting flashbacks of the whole kiwi/jocelyn fiasco.
>>6039762
Birdy seems fine =[
>>6039759
its a start, I feel a light chortle brewing
need a punchline
>>6039720
>we all understand it. you just need attention. i am giving you what you want.
I'm not doing this for attention, I'm doing it because I didn't know where else to go to get some support for something that is bothering me a lot.
>>6039721
Okay, is it bad if I've gone a few days at a time without using it for a while? I try to make sure I use it at least a few times a week but it's difficult to find opportunities to do it along with how I don't always actually feel aroused enough to want to masturbate to begin with.
Do you know at all if exercising it can bring back size? I'm not counting on it, and I'm not sure if you'd know but if you do know I'd appreciate it.
Also thank you for being understanding. I can't even begin to describe how grateful I am that some of you here aren't being mean to me about this. I appreciate your kindness and understanding more than I know how to say.
>>6039736
>Then maybe don't define yourself on your penis size and be happy as a non-op with a slightly smaller penis?
I already said I wouldn't really care much if it's only slightly smaller, as in, what it settled at right now. But I do care about it possibly getting worse, which is why I'm so freaked out about this.
You also have to try to understand that I didn't have much self-esteem even beforehand. Losing this and gaining nothing in return to make up for it has me incredibly upset. It's not like I'm getting much in the way of breasts, or anything. I'm definitely never going to get hips. The penis was my only actually attractive feature. The rest of me is mediocre at best.
>>6039743
I'm hoping it's just a variable right now too. Thank you too for not being mean and dismissive to me. I wish I could give you and everyone else who has been nice to me about this a big hug because I appreciate it so much.
Thank you thank you thank you.
>>6039762
Why would anyone change their opinion of Either grace or birdy based on relationship drama. Don't be a highschooler d00d
>>6039762
I hated him first
>>6039749
meh. i feel like an attention whore today so here you go
>>6039762
doesnt seem like too many people hate him
>>6039768
this. drama is p common it just happens
>>6039762
When a guy spends all his time on a male to female general on 4chan
he's not exactly normal, eh?
