Has anyone ever fully transitioned mtf with hrt then changed their mind and transioned back to m with hrt
If so I'd like to see a timeline of that
>>6031684
Why do that? Femboy is obviously better than normal male.
>>6031684
the legendary mtftmtftmtfm
we eagerly await for xis arrival for it will forecast the beginning of the honpire
>>6031702
Clearly, that's not the point. My interests are scientific.
>>6031727
ONE THOUSAND YEARS OF GAY DARKNESS
>>6031729
Don't think you're going to see that. People lying their way into pills when they're actually just fem gay males is a thing. They might drop the whole girl act once they no longer need to trick therapists but...
Did this, sort of. Don't have a timeline.
>Was an angry motherfucker in 8th grade
>Everyone thought I'd become a tard
>Developed hormonal problems from all the pills they fed me
>Developed massive case of Male Guilt, because of batshit crazy feminist shrinks and being taught to associate Male with tarded
>If I wanted escape my new situation as the future group home resident and do things like attend college and leave home, I had to prove I wasn't a rampaging monster tard
>To prove I wasn't a rampaging monster tard, I had to become a girl
>Took androgen blockers in high school, estrogen in college
>Grew huge bazongas, bigger than normal because I ate like a fuckin pig and felt like shit
>Had orchiectomy
>Got harassed badly by frat boys, realized it was all bullshit
>Gynecomastia surgery to remove the fuckin tits
>Took two attempts because of a prior pigeon-chest problem
>Still looked like a fuckin girl and couldn't figure out how to not
>Went on and off testosterone, had problems with injected T causing flu-like shitty lack of energy and I had to fuck with the dosage a bunch, eventually settling on gel
>Relearned how to man without panicking that I'd become the worthess tard everyone thought I was
>T started making me bald
>Went off it, restarted mtf hrt self-medding
>Still look like a man, no problems there, hair is coming back
>Scheduled for surgery to fix urinary problems, micropenis and flappy empty ball sack
>I hate the human race and I'm going to kill everyone
>>6031799
Holy shit how could you fuck up this badly
>>6031861
Borderline Personality is both hard to detect and hard to treat.
>>6031955
>MFW BPD femfag and now get to feel smugg that someone's a bigger mess
I mean sure I might have chemically castrated myself and probably lost my fertility for good over some childish desire to always be neotenous. And done it all cause I got the idea that normal men smell bad and can't be pretty. And maybe I don't actually want to grow up.
But still, I never thought of myself as anything other than a male and never threw away who I really was. And I'm underweight, so I've never grown large tits. And do cardio so my dick still runs fine.
And I'm not gonna do that weird take t plan either. Why get smelly, hairy and ugly when I've already paid a price to avoid that?
>>6031799
oh my god i am so sorry
luv u xo
>>6031799
>realized it was all bullshit
>removed tits
why didn't you just stay a 'girl' and reap the benefits? just curious
also what is your sexuality like (before/during/after?)
>>6031799
mtftmtf
you win
>>6031799
>>6032111
tranny uprising when
>>6031727
i'm intersex -> male -> female, the only puberty I had naturally the initial start of a male one before T goes crazy, followed by a slight female one. I was put on testosterone injections. Now I have to take a lot of antiandrogens but my body produces most of its own estrogen. My boobs have barely grown because i had initial breast buds develop when I was 12 and then T and stuff for 10 years essentially stunted them. HRT hasn't made them grow. I look like an androgynous genderfuck freak naturally and hate myself for it. As a guy I looked like a drag king, as a girl i look like a femboy who wants to be a dyke. people joke i'm ftmtf but really im just a fuckup of bad doctors, bad decisions and bad genes.
>>6031799
can i be your lieutenant, Great One, i can yell 'you're dismimembered if i'm misgendered' real loud in my perma-teen faggot voice
>>6031684
You mean going back to being male but on female hormones? Tons of people do that but they usually plan to transition again when money is better/they get ffs etc.
I don't have any timelines though, I think I've seen some timelines with detransition in the middle though, but never saved them
>>6032363
>intersex
I'm curious what's your specific condition?
>>6032377
>intersex
Yeah pro tip whenever anyone says they're intersex on this board they're lying. A dozen people here claim to be intersex and each of them constantly change their stories and "diagnosis" just like lalaLarry. He's changed his story and diagnosis at least five times.
>>6032427
I asked because it was consistent with another story I've seen and wanted to ask for a while
I swear everyone who detransitions did it because of harassment. Then the irony is that the harassers use the detransition as proof that the victim transitioning was a bad idea in the first place.
>>6031799
lol, luv ya anon
let's destroy the human race together
>>6032475
Yeah harassment, lack of community/church/family acceptance, or even cases where a long-term partner dies and they just seem to give up(like most humans), it's all just very sad.
>Then the irony is that the harassers use the detransition as proof that the victim transitioning was a bad idea in the first place
They do that with most aspects of trannies though. Like they refuse to pass housing and employment discrimination protections so then when trannies get fired/kicked out for being trannies and are forced into homelessness and sex-work as the only available income source to survive they argue that it's the horrible consequence of "indulging in delusion".
>>6031684
I did.
Then I realized how much I hated being a guy and transitioned again a few years later.
I have one friend who detransitioned and stayed male. He became a male escort and meth addict.
>>6032475
>>6032503 here, I got beaten up before I detransitioned. Concussion, Four days of memory loss and a permanent scar on my face. I was just at a party minding my own business, wasn't even hitting on anyone or making a scene.
This was in Austin, TX, the supposed oasis of acceptance in Texas. What a fucking joke of a city. Just another irrelevant bigoted southern town
>>6032427
no lalalarry isn't intersex, s/he's cis
>>6032508
You weren't able to get your cc out in time?
>>6032512
I was on hormones for six months and looked very androgynous, but still presented as male.
These guys just walked up to me and said "Haha this one looks like a faggot" and before I knew it I was on the ground getting kicked and stomped by four big college frat guys
They ripped my shirt off and saw my boobs and it got 10000x worse, that's when they went for the face. I woke up in an alley covered in blood and apparently walked miles home without remembering a single thing.
My sister knocked on my door one day and said that she found my phone on the ground outside, I said "oh yeah I got in a fight last night". Then she told me that it had been four days.
>>6031861
Talent.
>>6032023
>why didn't you just stay a 'girl' and reap the benefits
Because I got sick of the sugary sweetypoo toddler voice that people talked to me in--do you know how fucking condescending females are to each other? Also I'm a top, and straight men don't usually want that. Mostly it was having to fraternize with women though. Jesus fucking pisschrist I hate women.
That's what brainwashing and guilt can do to you. Guilty for being a top, guilty for being a man, until the day when I couldn't live someone else's politically correct lie.
>what is your sexuality like
Before, dominant 50/50 bi top. During, dominant-in-denial gay-leaning bi self-hating top. Right now/after, dominant straight-leaning bi top, except I have no interest in vagina, just anal/oral/titfucking.
>>6032363
>can i be your lieutenant, Great One
You can be the Terry Nichols to my Tim McVeigh, sure, why not.
>>6032526
>by four big college frat guys
Go figure. It's always the college frat guys. They're gonna be the first to die.
>>6032526
jesus fucking christ
>>6032508
>being trans in texas
brave
>>6032974
I'm still stuck here
Moving to Florida for work soon. Not a huge step up, but Texas is literally the worst place in America to be a faggot of any kind. You will be ridiculed, assaulted, questioned, and discriminated against at every turn
>>6032995
This is such fucking garbage. I've lived in Texas for 24 years, and love this state. I transitioned through college, and not only did I never get even a single person saying anything mean to my face, I was treated with kindness from almost everyone I talked to. I had no issues getting hormones, and have never even been given a sideways glance when using the womens room. I'm sorry that you had to meet some really terrible people here, but blame the hatred on them not Texas.
>>6033031
Enjoy becoming a leather faced hag in this arid hell, in a state that hates you, whose government hates you, whose social structures undermine you at every turn.
You must be from some hugbox situation and not have to go outside much. All of those "accepting" people are not the norm. Your life is not the norm for Texas.
I hope trump loses and the Mexicans conquer this retarded hell hole. I don't care if everyone in this state gets nuked.
>>6033116
Texas is a smear of shit that makes the rest of the country look bad by proxy
>>6033031
Please vote for secession so we can build a wall and keep masochistic retards like you contains while you get endlessly raped by Pedro
>>6032509
Literally needs to kill herself.
>>6033116
>must be getting hugboxxed
Not even. By your own loguc, Texas is the least likely place to get hugboxxed. I just happen to pass pretty well. Maybe if you weren't such a massive fucking flaming faggot, then you wouldn't get your dick kicked in so often.
>>6031799
>>Developed massive case of Male Guilt, because of batshit crazy feminist shrinks and being taught to associate Male with tarded
Way to pass the blame on others instead of taking responsibility for your retarded choices.
>>6033031
m8 texas is world-famous for being homophobic. Being gay there was legalized in 2003
2003
21st century
It was illegal to be gay in texas
>>6033298
That's a stereotype
>>6031684
didnt the Mtf in this pic kill herself?
>>6031684
I know a girl who fully transitioned while in high school, had SRS at 18, then de-transitioned 2 years later.
>>6033331
>detransition
>after srs
Could you possibly ruin your life worse than this
>>6033335
if they just wanted a vajayjay as a guy then this is the easiest way
>>6032508
That terrifies me, I just moved there to go to UT. I'm just fucking glad I'm passable
>>6033327
Dont they all
I don't want to get rid of my dick because it's useless as a dick anyway, I wince at the thought of surgery and let's face it, it's not exactly a pleasant fix what we do have atm
Plus it's aesthetically pleasing and it wards off douchebags (in my mind) because I would want the person I'm dating to know I'm a weirdo and I don't care and not want me just for having a fake neo-vagina
How could you live with going off mones after SRS, like jesus going back to THAT just seems like emotional suicide to me
>>6033489
What if your bf wanted to play with your feminine penis
>>6033523
lolpass
I just thought, you know how some cultures think women can suck men's soul energy or whatever, what if you became a man with a vagina and started absorbing men's soul power through it and become like the hulk
>>6033298
I'd probably go out with a studly texan wearing a cowboy hat just so I can parade him around back home, plus I wouldn't have to worry about being protected coz 24,000 guns
or is that a drawback
>>6033536
Ancient Chinese believed that, didn't they? I think Tibetan monks refrain from sex as much as possible for that reason, if I remember correctly.
Where will you be when trannies turn into RL super heroes/heroines and we need to pick super groups
>>6031684
I had a dream about this last night.
You end up looking like a weird half girl/half boy freak
>>6033713
That's not how he would look though.
I'm a gay man but I accidentally transitioned and back a bunch of times.
When I was a little boy I looked like a normal cis boy, then puberty started and I looked like a skinny axorexic crackwhore with tits in middleschool (I had waist-long hair, and puberty was not kind to me) then by highschool I gained weight and cut my hair and looked like a normal male again, then I got depressed and forced on meds that made be gain over 200 pounds and I looked like a fat butch lesbian (hair was long again) then I hit the gym, lost all the weight, gained tons of muscle, got a medium length haircut and now I look like a regular Chad
My testosterone and estrogen levels were all wildly fluctuating by themselves so it wasn't just weight or hair, I literally looked male and female then male then female then finally male again
>>6033175
No it's still my fault for buying into it.
>>6033677
>Why didn't you try to fix it from within?
If people don't want to change, they're not going to. It's a waste of time to try.
>>6033126
>California is a smear of shit that makes the rest of the country look bad by proxy
FTFY. Also I've lived all my life in Texas as trans and have never once been harassed by anyone. I get asked out on dates pretty often, and the job market is booming here. The only thing I hate about Texas is that west coast and northern liberals keep moving down here and shittig up the place with their toxic ideas and gay as fuck bike lanes.
>>6034194
Bikes are great. You're a moron.
>>6033298
You have to stop triggering Texans with all of this truth or they'll start whinging about secession again.
>>6033031
So what's it like to be FtM in Texas?
>>6033151
>Texas is the least likely place to get hugboxxed.
>I just happen to pass pretty well.
This is like riding a yacht over shark-infested waters and telling swimmers that they're scared of nothing and have nothing to worry about. After all, you're safe and that proves it.
I pass myself, but it would take a massive level of delusion to believe that other trans people, especially other trans women, have it as easy as you and I do.
You sound like a child.
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>>6034391
<-------------- Yeah, they are pretty much doing this.
>>6034009
so you give them a reason to want to change?
>>6034869
The only reason that works is the threat of violence on most people. I'd rather live to please myself than spend all that energy trying to change other people. Unless by "change" you mean hurt and terrorize, because that shit's fuuuuun.
>>6032023
>reap the benefits
>>6031799
fake/10
but say this wasn't bate, ur the type of """trans"""" that only 4chan has... a special type. a type of man that thinks being a girl fixes other life problems besides dyphoria. if u didnt have dysphoria then there is no point to transition. grats ur actually dumb.
>>6036527
Google borderline
>>6034267
>Bikes are great. You're a moron
Says the unpassing hon that gets harassed and can't live stealth in conservative states.
Honestly the only """"""""""""""""""""""""""""Trans"""""""""""""""""""""" people that shit on Texas and get harassed here are Eddie Izzard/LalaLarry tier unpassing hons that deserve to be harassed. When I use to work at a cosmetics counter at the mall a few years ago some 6ft tall unpassing hon came by to ask for a makeover and me and some co-workers made fun of him as soon as he left, (we totally acted professional to his face, but I had to walk away pretending to grab some more makeup products to stifle my laughter a few times).
I also voted down the transgender bathroom bill in Houston because fuck that shit, nobody has ever harassed me here and the last thing I need is some crossdressing fetishist coming on to me in the changing rooms.
>>6036687
>I also voted down the transgender bathroom bill in Houston
I honestly agree. There was a lot of bullshit in that bill. For instance, if you owned an old folks home, assuming the bill passed, you would be forbidden from tuning away people younger than the age limit from living there. I'm all about preventing discrimination but like my mom says, if you deny service to gays in Houston you're not gonna get very far
>>6036687
>Susan pasta
Sure you pass, hon. Just like all those other men who think acting like a stereotype will make them not be a hon.
Houston must be pretty tolerant to its man freaks if you prove anything.
>>6036527
It was a dumbass decision, you're right about that. There are worse decisions I could've made, but ask yourself this--if you were in my situation, the fuck would you have done?
You all like to think of yourself as perfectly brave and rational beings who were immune to the shitty beliefs of the adults around you--and the opinions of adults with Ph.Ds and credentials around you--and you'd never do questionable things to escape bad circumstances, but you're not.
>if you were me you'd have allowed your parents to drug you into a zombie and send you to a retard home for the rest of your life
>>6037482
where did you find me photo
>>6037482
>projecting this hard
Kek please stop posting pictures of yourself, sir. I just ate breakfast and would prefer to keep it down.
>>6036746
Honestly the bathroom bill was completely ridiculous and our dyke mayor had the nerve to threaten to break it up and threaten to force it through in pieces. I don't want men like >>6037482 this anon harassing me in the bathroom
>>6037608
>ranting about your pic this much
Truth hurts, hon?
Yeah, I get that talking about how true you are is standard Susan's talk, so is talking about invading women's rooms, but it doesn't make things any less creepy for the poor Houstonites when you go flouncing around like that.
Dear god, they must have been saints if they tolerated letting someone like you near customers.
>>6037608
>be kindly told that people are just humoring you
>flip your shit and lash out angrily
Ayy
>>6037515
much better
>>6037608
>>6037777
why are you two fighting? being a hon is nobody's choice and if trans women were allowed puberty blockers every mtf would look like a real woman
the real enemy here are republicunts who are constantly rallying about men in dresses raping underage girls in the bathroom thus sabotaging our access to puberty blockers, not your fellow hon
>>6031684
Yes, it has been done before even though most of the detransitioners I know didn't get really far before realizing that they had made a mistake.
http://imgur.com/a/rlrII Scroll to the bottom of this album for a timeline.
>>6039984
ROLF i made this pic back in 2014 wtf i had no idea people downloaded it
>>6032508
Scurry. I've lived here all my life but I'm a hermit and don't go out much so I'm fine.
>>6032526
fucking shit on a biscuit
Shit like that is why I would arm myself if I ever transitioned.
Not remotely hard to get a gun there, but I'd have pepper spray and a taser at the bare minimum. (Ideally one of the taser guns that can work from 30ft or so away.)
