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old >>6029199
let's do our best, girls!
>>6030204
You might run into me though anon.
hi :((((
>>6030219
i dont know anything about you besides that youve associated with them so id want to avoid you too
>tfw no precum soaked penis to suck
>tfw no acid
>tfw no mado to do acid with
>>6030219
Best edition
Who else /straightbutoccassionallyhaslesbianthoughts/?
>>6030240
Elanna please.
UGH
>>6030208
Thats gooood then^^
isn't kaylee the 15 year old who has a repuation for kinda sexually harassing people?
Well if its the same one I am thinking of, then yeah she is ;;
always creeped on me direct messaging me to post pics... probably the main reason i left mtfg for a while ._.
>>6030240
rip.
>>6030233
hiya pookie
alright good shit senpaitachi
>>6030240
iktf
shout out to all muh fit girls itt
>>6030246
I mainly think about guys I guess, but there are girls that I get attracted too, if that makes sense.
>>6030240
iktf
>tfw no bf
If you need someone else to fulfill your dreams, it loses it's value, wouldn't you agree?
>>6030253
>tfw my own one day stubble bristling against my hands every time i touch my face
>>6030220
Sorry senpai I know I'm good looking I don't need to doubt myself. Not everyone thinks you look good no matter how good looking you really are. I'm content with how people generally see me. I'm only making changes for myself so please kys
>>6030243
>tfw you look like Chloe Sevigny and David Duchovny's lovechild
>>6030248
hi
my outlet just died i wanna cry:(
>>6030253
ur sweet
>>6030263
I want that attitude desu
>>6030241
Kero kero kero!
>>6030253
>tfw no morning wood gently poking your backside
>>6030247
>tfw u have the lewd disease
Why did the passing thread got deleted?
>>6030272
ELANNA ITS TOO EARLY FOR THE LEWD DISEASE
>>6030269
You should senpai you're adorable
>>6030265
>tfw multiple people, some of them strangers, some people you know, say you look like kylo ren
>>6030270
>mado doesn't even immediately recognize you as anon
>>6030178
i like ur makeup~~
>>6030269
awwww :c
-hugs4pookie-
>>6030272
Stoppp
>>6030276
I-It's never too early.
>>6030281
maybe if kylo was a babby
you have a babby face sam
>>6030255
Don't do that.
Just don't.
>>6030272
>tfw you could probably fill an entire general with lewd posting about different body parts and feels
>tfw no rugged hands gripping your hips and gently controlling your movements
>>6030277
T-thank u
>___<
<3
>>6030281
spoiler wtf :(
>>6030289
thnx :((
>>6030290
Yes it is, it's only 6 pm I can't lewd!!
>>6030300
yw !!
>>6030284
But I do... What
>>6030301
It's not a martini with breakfast it's lewd, lewd is all hours of all days
>>6030253
>tfw stubble bristling from your cheeks
>>6030310
#triggered
>>6030300
Of course senpai!
>>6030301
yes you can
>>6030295
>tfw kinda tempted to fill a whole general with lewdposting about different body parts and feels because it's better than drama
>tfw no long prep baked dishes interspersed with him pinning you to the refrigerator by the wrists
>>6030290
N-no :P
>>6030301
Why not, are the lewd police gonna stop u? :(
>>6030313
Welp Skype senpaitachi I'm going out
>>6030322
STOP RIGHT THERE CRIMINAL SCUM!
>>6030322
slutteam lewdposting time
>>6030324
hey bby
>>6030323
wait maybe 16 or 17 noww
hm i dont think im going to post here anymore
en memorandum
elanna ur cool ill talk to u on skype
pookie and frog best meme sisters desu....
grace ur a hugboxer but ur alright, get a 1911 colt when u turn 21, much more fun than airsoft
mado i still care about you and love you a lot and im sorry for acting like a child but we were both in the wrong, but it doesn't matter at all. just please take care of yourself for yourself now that ur back in a stable place. i know you hate me and i dont expect that to change, just know i cant stay mad at people. misunderstandings bring the worst out of us as humans
isla ur 2 cute for your own good
hailey stop beating yourself up about stuff, its in the past, and nothing can change that. just be happy everything is okay now, there's no point to having regrets because bad decisions can lead to happy futures and good decisions can lead to bad futures, life is fleeting
mika ur cool but stop shit flinging its really sad to see previous friends destroy eachother like this :c
edie and faye are OTP MC's of this general, if you deny that you're dumb
oryx is still literally the best poster here
adri ur a slut LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
red is a qt and doesn't have aids pls stop bully
yuki sorry
maddie ur cute stop saying ur a guy u just look like a teacher (which u are) see u soon
phie du bist die liebersposteren <3
kayla is a troll and if u dont acknowledge that ur new, shes cool desu tho.
if u want to contact me u know where to find me lads. gonna go try and do something productive or something, start growing dope and get my life back on track.
サヨナラデスS P A C E G A L S 2 0 1 6
>>6030324
>tfw you'll always be the tall gf, never the short gf
>>6030347
>tfw 5'4"
',:)
Need some god tier youtubers to watch. Funny stuff only bakas....
>>6030346
(you me)
>>6030346
-wave-
tank u..
miss u
>>6030346
see you never, space cowboy
>>6030219
I prefer clean David.
Portland is like so nerdy!
>>6030346
stop im going to cry
>>6030339
Go go slut team!
Let's do our best girls.
>>6030333
Fug da bolees
:DDDDD
>>6030346
Please don't actually leave, I'll miss you ;-;
>>6030349
>tfw 6'4"
I'd trade you if I could.
>>6030356
where's that
>>6030346
Oh shit. Take care yume, I'll hit you up on Skype when term is over ;~;
Okay hour #2 of cardio starting, 622 cals burned in my first hour yey ~
>>6030346
b-bye
>>6030322
>tfw reading that one
>tfw no one to put his strong hand under your chin before kissing you
>>6030346
>phie du bist die liebersposteren <3
<3
>>6030346
Godspeed yume, MAGA
>>6030267
>because nobody can show me any reason for the laws that bind the universe, how they exert their control, or how they came into being
life exists because it can and I imagine the "reason" for the universe and its laws is similar unless we are a basement universe
science seeks to explain the mechanisms of the universe which is pretty much how laws "exert their control" although phrasing it like that lends a degree of anthropomorphisation that I'd disagree with
some of the natural laws likely originate from the expansion and the specific conditions of it like how we think it was the start of time and space but keep in mind that what we perceive as the "universe" may not be the true sum of existence and some of our "laws" may be more local
ya want to assign purpose look to philosophy tho while science may be a "dead end" for matters of purpose nothing else will give you any answer with any sort of objectivity like you see in science
is it true that eating fat makes your boobs bigger
>>6030346
All the best, Yume. Hope the next stage of your life is deeply rewarding.
>all the pains of a menstrual cycle with none of the fertility
Cool
>>6030346
Good luck with everything, yume
>>6030386
Boobs are mostly fat typically, so if you gain weight you will gain some in your boobs. This is not permanent size and will go away if you lose weight.
>>6030370
Great moves Korra! Keep it up, proud of you!
>>6030372
>tfw he uses your hair to pull and tilt your head, and expose your neck
>tfw he roughly kisses your neck and his stubble scratches against your shoulder
>>6030364
In front of SMYRC
>>6030404
Safe space in downtown Portland.
>>6030404
sexual minority youth resource center?
>>6030402
>ywn stop the spread of the lewd plague
>>6030409
That's the one
I'm not sure if its good or bad that I wasn't mentioned
>>6030346
>>6030382
That's the thing though, there is a "reason" behind evolution, both a "what" and a "why" are there. I accept evolution because it's named, it's laws are established, and it's explained how and why those laws work. It's not the same case for quantum mechanics and even regular physical laws, they're explainable to the extent of "how" they work but not "why" they work, or where they originate, or what's above them.
This situation is analogous to having a theory of evolution without any understanding of DNA, and no microscopes with which to determine that DNA exists. Sure you can prove that evolution happens in that case, but you could only speculate on what causes evolution, and with no means of proving any theory one girl's guess is as good as any other's. That sort of thing is why I find it harder to believe in this absurd universe, because to me it's like evolution without any understanding of dna - I can see that it happens but I need to understand *why,* or else speculation that it's God's work is just as reasonable as anything else!
/rant desu
>>6030240
Someone feed Elanna already
hey ladies what's good
>>6030417
But she only likes guy penises, what're we supposed to do?
>>6030421
get one of the chasers here to do it
>>6030423
Are there any chasers on right now?
>>6030421
It shouldn't be too hard to find grain-fed, free-range dick in her province
>>6030255
Hey korra what happened between you and the chick that trying to get your pants
>>6030402
Read Valq's lewds and cool off, okay?
http://pastebin.com/hUE2F7uV
>>6030418
A lot of things, but then, that depends on your definition of good. What's good for one person may not be good for another, and it's difficult to ascertain an objective good when mentalities and personal realities are so diverse, although I suppose you could argue that that very diversity is a good in and of itself, but then there'd always be someone who could find an argument with that, despite the irony in their argument existing at all being a result of that very "good."
>>6030412
>>6030414
sounds like a great place, I kind of want to go there or Seattle after I graduate
>>6030411
>tfw totally untouched by lewd plague ever ;_;
I really want a bf desu
my stupid internet isnt stable enough to allow me any online games
fuck verizon
>>6030440
:((
>>6030432
>it's about getting a blowjob
not my thing, sorry
>>6030442
apparently they are having bugs in a lot of places.
I just wanna play video games with friends honestly ;_;
>>6030446
not bugs, strikes.***
whoopsies
>>6030429
S o o n
I think it's time to hit up tindr or okc once term is over and I have some free time.
>>6030432
>gt
I mean, that's steamy af, but how am I supposed to masturbate to this ;o;
>>6030432
hot desu
>but pic related, kek
>tfw want to play dark souls but your uo to blighttown and its annoying so you don't want to do it but you still want to play
>>6030416
well what's the "why" of evolution/life besides whatever works? why can't the same apply to the rest of the world? it's hardly like we understand evolution/life literally 100% and u totally can get the basic idea of evolution without dna
>or else speculation that it's God's work is just as reasonable as anything else!
sure if u wanna reduce it to the point of pointless absurdity u can say technically anything could be the case, we could be a turtle's dream in space!
but it doesn't make any one option more likely than any other and, again, is pointless and offers no objective measurable answers
>>6030440
>Tfw got unlimited data plan from Verizon
>Tfw not problem with online games
Feels good but I'm actually sick right now
>>6030455
He
:(
Anon..
>>6030323
exclamation points dont make you sound like a girl they make you sound like a male faggot
>>6030461
blighttown is the best though
>>6030446
Is it because of the strike
>>6030470
>>6030477
nice meme
How come religion was a driving force for artistry and human expression for most of history, propelling artists to make great works, but these days seem to absolutely wreck everything it touches?
Is it an american phenomena, with christianity deeply tied to deeply un-expressive, repressed demographics? Is it a greater focus on conversion and exploitation rather than individuals expressing their faith? Even in recent history you could compare works like Passion of The Christ to Ben-Hur. Or (probably a bit unfairly) God's Not Dead.
>>6030455
OK, I'll just get busy imagining having a tinkler again :3
>>6030478
Yeah I had some problems yesterday too had to call them but they fixed it in an hour
>>6030481
god is dead
>>6030456
No problem, hope you drive the whole thread mad with lust like the other night. I'm gonna go play my weeb VNs, cya.
>>6030462
...Okay, guess I'm not gonna go play my game.
Until science proves something, anything can be the case, like a tree falling in a forest or a cat with poison in a box. Yes, the idea of evolution is provable without DNA and I wouldn't deny evolution if DNA hadn't ever been discovered, but then people would ask WHY evolution happens. I, and many other people, simply aren't satisfied with "because it does lol," that's not an explanation it's a cop out. Because there is DNA, people understand scientifically the mechanism behind evolution, which adds credence to the theory which could've been proven well enough without it. However with other, more cosmic concepts, while they can be "proven" insofar as they seem to work a certain way based on our pitifully limited observations, everything is kind of shoehorned in to make it fit, and it doesn't feel yet like a proper, complete explanation yet. Even if it were, it' still lacks an explanation of what's behind the laws, why they work the way they do, other than speculation and "they just do lol."
That's my complaint with current science, and my justification for presuming the existence of a deity, because to my mind only a deity could make something as absurd as our understanding of the universe into a truth.
>>6030469
I... Oh fuck I'm sorry Valq ;-; I didn't mean it, I was focused on other things when I was typing, I def didn't mean to misgender you I'm sorry >~<
>>6030482
You had it removed
>>6030482
M-my mistake, forgive me :c
>>6030488
Let her pretend.
>>6030485
My mom and I both called them and they did jack shit.
No repairs or anything, just a generic "its ur problem just reset router it will be good"
but like
idunno
This isn't helping my painful loneliness.
>>6030490
yeah
>>6030495
Please don't feel lonely, you're among friends! *friendly hugs*
>tfw you've had a shit day, and are sitting in front of your computer writing yet another pointless essay.
>tfw he comes home looking as tired as you feel, but breaks out his biggest, goofiest grin when he sees you.
>tfw he rushes up and half pulls you out of your chair into a just-a-little-too-tight hug.
>tfw he lets you back down but sees that you're not actually working, so stays to stroke your hair.
>tfw you push your head into his hand and he leans over and kisses all along your eyes and nose.
>tfw he calls you beautiful.
>tfw it's a good day.
These are just some of the feels I miss.
>>6030495
Well it could be your computer. Windows 10 acts up for me sometimes
>tfw no Vancouver gf
>>6030481
The vast majority of the church music that came out of the last 60-70 years has been complete horseshit. It's actually vaguely ironic that one of the last great catholic church music composers was an openly, happily gay man.
Also there's been a lot of phases where art had to go against religion to push, it really depends on what arts, what religions, and which eras. If it wasn't for iconoclasm, western music wouldn't even have full chords.
man he looks old now
working in TV must be like having a meth habit
>>6030481
The church was the main reason for artistic supression for hundreds of years. If you compare works done through roman times to the times the church had absolute rule, it compares similarly with artisans next to children in art class. The church started having decent art when artists, who were mostly not religious, consigned to do the work. Religion has always repressed free thought and expression, its not just modern times. Closed minds begets closed minds.
>>6030501
I'm going to keep working tonight until something like this happens. Going to be a long night as I'm single and live alone.
>>6030501
Fuck.
>>6030240
what does precum taste like?
>>6030491
>tfw that button you got as a joke back when you started transition will soon be a lie
>>6030505
I thought you more as a giver
>>6030504
You, i like you.
>>6030480
I like it
>>6030481
in the past it was basically just the nobility and church that could afford that stuff until the merchant classes rlly rose up and the nobility fought that tooth and nail
alternatively/additionally religious practices and rights were given a higher significance and value in life so more resources were dedicated to them which led to more intricate and advanced decoration and art
also religious relics can receive more dedicated care and therefor be more likely to survive into the modern era, barring destruction by competing faiths
>>6030491
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IbSZyQbcoiw
>>6030511
Deep as fudge
>>6030497
I haven't seen a singular person face to face since I was in Seattle for social reasons.
As well as I have nobody to voice chat to.
Like idk typing to the people on the internet don't help my emotions too much, on top of that it has to be a specific person depending on my mood. Idunno I'm just in a super bitchy mood because im sad as fuck and kinda tearing up due to just forced isolation. I have no right to bitch though, I have internet access, people who care about me, and food etc. Like the only reason I have to bitch I guess is diagnosed mental illness. For sure though, I can say that I feel super lonely even with use of internet because I don't have any physical contact, its like they aren't real people to me. I mean they are real people obviously and i like to talk and communicate, but its just that. Internet communication, which isn't close to a valid supplement for human contact. I guess I am just crying like a little baby at this point though because of emotions and estrogen in my body just making my sadness a lot more prevalent.
>>6030502
Its also broken for my moms windows 7 laptop and my macbook.
I do not think it is just my computer.
>tfw get full-on panic attacks whenever I think about how out of reach FFS is for me now
;-; fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I don't know what to do I can't stop crying I need help
>>6030505
I wonder if you can enjoy the fantasy of your tinker more than you did the reality.
do i have to generate a 10-digit trip or can i generate a 12-digit one too
>>6030527
Scat therapy?
>>6030501
I can only offer kind words and internet hugs, so I can't match that at all. Even so, I want to say I'm sorry that you're feeling bad/missing him, and that I hope you find someone else who'll make you even happier <3
>>6030505
I dunno, but I don't think it's much weirder than fantasizing about having a vagina pre-srs.
>>6030508
Its nothing inherent to religion, it's more something inherent to dogma and fanaticism, as well as the time period. Repression was rampant in the earlier years of humanity, and it wasn't _just_ religious dogma and fanaticism that deadened the minds of the people.
>>6030527
get a job
>>6030528
*tinkler is now a word. Shut up, Google! You're not my mom.
>>6030532
secure tripcodes use a lot more difficult of a salt which is near impossible to crack.
Pretty sure there actually is no salt and its totally random.
>>6030515
I honestly am, I didn't like receiving the times I tried ;~;
Maybe it would be better with the power of I m a g I n a t I o n :3
>>6030528
I've wondered this, but I've actually never tried fantasising about it :/
>>6030513
A little sweet, a little salty. It tastes different from cum.
>>6030501
Are you alright akaka? That's some serious feels :(
>>6030501
>tfw male
>tfw I will always have to be the one to give out this feel
>and never the one to receive it
>I will never experience this
Kill me
>>6030539
can you reword this as though you were talking to a retarded person
>>6030537
Grammar is not a democracy - Google
>>6030545
LOL
basically just gen a 10 digit one
eh
>>6030548
but doesnt more digits mean more of a chance of getting the string of digits that i want
the more i learn about trip generating the more i get frustrated
>>6030548
give me a hug bby
>>6030535
Haha, thanks. Just there was lewd posting, and I tried to remember something, but it wound up being bittersweet love lost stuff. I appreciate your faith, and have hope myself. Thank you, sweet Anon.
>>6030543
Well, you'll have to share how it goes.
And yes, I'm fine, just prone to that sort of feeling. It makes me happy/sad, which beats stressed and scared any day.
i'm getting high and watching turbokid with this nice girl I've been dating.
What are y'all up to
>>6030543
It helps to have a dominate mindset. You got be like yeah I'm going pound that
>>6030516
>tfw
I used to be a musician and that kind of stuck even after I dropped out.
>>6030487
>Until science proves something, anything can be the case
yeah, so any random guess is just that until it is confirmed by science
>everything is kind of shoehorned in to make it fit
well it's the best available idea, things tend to look a bit weird and shoehorned when you're going off incomplete data but it doesn't make any random guess any less of a random guess
it could be that science is an never ending trail of answers leading to more questions and more mechanisms behind mechanisms but a lack of easy answers immediately available for literally everything doesn't really justify a jump to a random guess explanation, in this case god, as more likely, it provides even less of a concrete specific explanation than science
it just handwaves away the questions with one easy meaningless answer for everything
>>6030554
secure cant be genned afaik..but im new to this so idk
just gen one in tripcode explorer
>>6030564
does tripcode explorer run on 2012 macbook
im trying to gen a 12-digit one right now my laptop is so hot and it sucks too because this is supposed to be my gaming rig
>>6030565
dude tim..
what software...think this is the one ppl use (idk nothin else)
http://tmkk.undo.jp/tripper/index_e.html
>>6030567
-hug-
This is probably gonna sound like just a post about me having first world problems and being super loser like, but the very first time I had social contact for social reasons not schooling / medical reasons was in January. It took an entire year at least from before that. The previous interaction was simply for a hike with a person that I had to do for therapy reasons. A year after that I finally get out of my house and go to ALA with a few posters from a different board. Then two months later I get to go to Seattle which would have been for Sakuracon but I couldn't get in for reasons. It just feels so fucking lonely and depressing with how ltitle interaction I have. I may act like I am all great n shit, and for the most part I feel positively but this aching loneliness just hits me from time to time and eats me from the inside i guess is how to put it. Every now and then it hits me from being 'happy' or w/e. I mean I am generally content with my life but no matter how much positive interaction is available, this shit won't go away and idk how to put it.
Is there like any way to get rid of this or get more social interaction thats positive in an area where literally everyone dislikes me?
Like in my area I am generally disliked because I am a tranny, so I don't really have any options, so how am I supposed to fix this?
Literally just a sad cry for help
>>6030543
>I didn't like receiving the times I tried
I won't say there's universally ways to make it feel good, but a lot of guys are bad at it (like for anything sexual).
That said giving head is a lot more fun right now (partly because reasons)
>power of I m a g I n a t I o n
Yeah, I'm half suspecting it will be more fun as an idea than as an actual thing
>>6030547
Language is actually pretty democratic, desu
>>6030544
Male? Well, chaser, repressed, or chilling cis guy, I'm sure you can find someone who will love and cherish you in that way. It may require communicating your needs, though.
A lot of guys never learn that this is a thing their loved one needs. A lot more girls never learn that this is a thing their loved one needs. Don't let shyness and poor cultural training in caring stop you from being treated the way you need.
>>6030536
Realistically, I know I am probably going to find one eventually, there's a listing as a Greenpeace door-to-door people-botherer that pays £9 an hour and has 30-something hours a week atm
Whilst walking and standing a lot is tough for me I should be getting a physio assessment and stuff soon so maybe I'll get Forrest Gump-style leg braces or something to help and I'll be able to do that sort of thing
My concern is that even on a fulltime job and minimum rent, when you subtract rent, food costs, bills and tax, there's practically nothing left over. at least from my calculations. maybe 1-2 thousand, but that means it'll take 3-6 years to save up enough for just my brow and jaw.
the reason I haven't got a job already is because I still have lectures during the day all week, when I finish my degree then yeah, I'll be jumping at the chance to work straight away, I'm just scared for the above reason
>>6030545
The rng that gets 12 letter tripcodes is 100% random and has no predictable pattern.
>>6030526
You seem really hurt anon, and it's okay to express that, you don't need to compare yourself to the least fortunate people in the world or the most fortunate people in the world to determine how much you're suffering. If you're in pain, you're in pain, and nobody's pain is more or less legitimate than anybody else's. I hope you find somebody to voicechat with or make some friends over there where you are, or at the least get to meet them. When I'm not ashamed to show my face, maybe I could try chatting with you? I mean I'm a lot better at typing and I'm not terribly interesting as a person and I can't carry on conversations, but if you're still feeling lonely then or even just want to talk, I'll probably still be hanging around here. Could always hmu I guess.
Anyways, love you and hope you get relief soon <3
>>6030527
I know it's a horrible feeling, but think of it this way - even if the path isn't clear right now, it's definitely ahead of you so long as you don't give up. Don't go back into repressing, don't let people try to force you to accept their idea of who you are over your own. I wish I knew a better way to help, or better words to help you feel better, I'm sorry I can only offer this much. Good Luck Robin, I hope you're able to get ffs soon.
>>6030569
what part of the world are you from
you could check out cool events and activities on craigslist there's always cool stuff there
>>6030574
>£12,000 a year
That's grim, Have you ever thought of getting a degree? That's my plan anyway. Starting salaries are £25,000 I've heard.
>>6030556
You'll have those feels again, I'm sure of it. I miss all of those things too ;_;
>>6030559
This is something that feels almost entirely foreign to me :( I'm way way too submissive to ever think like that
>>6030570
Yeah, I'm guessing that of all people, straight males are probably pretty bad at giving fellatio. Even with a good partner I still would way rather give than receive though I suspect, it is definitely way more fun.
>>6030481
All the other answers are wrong.
Religion is less of an element in most of culture, so it is less of a creative and emotional force, and the places where it is still strong in the west, it has a strong overlap with fundamental, "straight, conservative" culture, which is the death of expression
>>6030561
The fact that the 90s, like any other decade had many noticable artists appear and the christian faith was able to only push out DCtalk? Honestly thats the only group worth noting imo since Elvis sang gospel lol. Maybe a bit of an exaggeration, but its garbage.
>>6030504
What are you talking about? Christian music had a strong use of chords.
>>6030585
I'm the same I'd rather give. But I never understand, there are no pleasure receptors in my mouth, why do I enjoy it so much?
>>6030571
I wouldn't know where to begin.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DYHkbOugcD0
I'm not fit for either gender. I'm just a mess.
>>6030582
Literally the only things on Craigslist are cuckolds looking for men to fuck their wives, and meet & fucks.
Its horrible.
Also I am from California but I am in an extremely religious area.
>>6030579
I am pretty hurt because of my isolation, and I can't really help it.
Making friends in my location isn't an option because almost everyone fucking hates trannies here. Its just a common occurreznce to have a rock or a can thrown at you if you are walking down the street if people have knowledge of you being a tranny. Since almost everybody in this area knew me as a boy since I was the best golfer in the area when I was a kid and anybody who cared about it in any way shape or form knew my name, and thats one of the big issues with it. Sure, when you get a trip and wanna add people and talk to them n stuff you could add me if you wanted to.
Thanks anon <3
>>6030430
i ended up losing my virginity and then we broke up like a week later i got used :/
>>6030569
You're not going to get everyone to like you. I believe happiness start within by having love for yourself and having a sense of dignity. If you keep that in mind and express that in your actions you are bound to gain respect. Respect for yourself and respect from amongst your peers. I cannot make someone like me but they're going to treat me like a human being
>>6030557
Selling my body for drugs :3
>>6030563
With the presumption that there is *some* answer, every guess that fits the evidence is as valid as every other guess that fits the evidence. Given that there were historical eyewitnesses to God and that from this, we can presume he fits in SOMEWHERE in the universe, why not put him up there as the creator of those laws that govern this universe, and the finite energy that exists within it?
I really don't see what, besides an arbitrator, could make all of these arbitrary rules and the finite amount of energy that is bound by them. Assuming that the rules just are because they just are, and not seeking a satisfactory meaning behind them requires just as much, if not more, faith as compared to accepting religious dogma.
>>6030569
I like you, but I don't live by you :c
>>6030583
I'm in the last year of a STEM degree but I think I'm gonna fail it, I like the subject but I'm just shit at it and I have learning difficulties and stuff
Also thanks to growing up in a rural shithole I've never had a job before so I probably wouldn't be able to jump right in to high-responsibility hydrology consultancy work etc.
There were 3 shops in my village growing up and all had even their summer jobs booked up 3 years in advance.
is it just me or do i look badass enough to be covered in tattoos...
this goes out to all the ppl with powerful imaginations.
>>6030602
Trans groups?
I thought California was liberal land?
>>6030603
>losing virginity
Aren't you like mid 20s?
god don't you love it when you're having a shitty day on which your whole transition, life and future seems to ride on, and then your family start treating you like shit on top of it. you know, doing that thing they did when you were a teenager, being passive aggressive about your life choices and implying that you don't listen to your mother's shitty middle aged cis opinions which aren't relevant because she's a woman and you're a misogynist. because she's a real woman and you're just a man and not listening to her opinions on how you look and present yourself make you a woman-hating man in a dress.
god don't you love that when a jobless, mentally ill TERF burnout calls you a misogynist for not wearing your hair in a certain way while implying you have poor hygiene.
always kicking me when i'm down
>>6030592
>christian music has a strong use of chords
Polyphony, like the tritone and a bunch of other stuff, was rejected at various times as the work of the devil. It literally took musicians pushing their stuff for the popes to relent.
>>6030606
>STEM
why did you jump in the deep end?
>>6030607
yah ud look cool
>>6030604
I have an extremely difficult time respecting myself, one because of the situation in which I was raised, and for two I just dislike myself in general. I feel like because of my location as well, I can't make any 'friends' in my area due to them hating trannies.
>>6030605
>>6030605
aww :c
well hiii
>>6030609
Trans groups don't accept people who pass.
Its one of the huge problems with them. Also yes, California is like that, but this is the extremely conservative part of California that is traditionalist and religious
>>6030615
thanks...
face tat y/n
>>6030585
You got to have an ego to Dom
>>6030569
gosh i wish i could live around you and hang out and stuff.
>>6030618
nice trip
fucking pedophile
uhmm depends what kind of tattoo
>>6030588
Sorry. This made zero sense to me. Conservative ideals are part and parcel with those who founded the west. Even the majority of inventors during colonial america were closet nonbelievers.
>>6030602
no dont look at the personals look at the community section there's always cool stuff to do when i look although im in the bay area/los angeles so that might be why
>>6030605
>Given that there were historical eyewitnesses to God
lol WHICH god?
>tfw have to wear a wig/weave
anyone know this feel?
>>6030346
I think it's time for me to leave too, I need to start branching out and involving myself in more online communities but I think it's time for me to be done with this place as well.
if anyone wants to contact me my skype is sloppy.ninja.
>>6030603
That's horrible, wanna give me her address so I can beat her up? -flex-
>>6030611
This is also horrible, want me to smack up your senpai? Seriously though, your mom's probably both thinking that she's helping you, and threatened by you calling yourself a woman. She's threatened that you being a woman changes her in some way, so she's trying to control how you behave as a woman so that it's easier on her sense of self. Explain to her how over half of the country is female, and it's already far too diverse for anything you do to damage it further.
>>6030595
It's a full sensory experience!
The penis and body are massively enlarged by your position and proximity.
The smell and taste of your partner is thick in the crotch.
Your lips and tongue are highly sensitive, so you can fully explore the texture and expansion of the penis.
And the precum and ejaculate (can) have a really intoxicating flavour.
All the while you can hear them grunting, groaning, moaning, praising you as you worship them. And even better if they get more actively involved.
And then the whole process is so lewd and submissive and...
The brain can make up for a few missing nerves with all that to work with.
>>6030603
Now that's a story. She used you for sex
>>6030585
Literally the only guy who ever managed to do it in a way that didn't either put me to sleep or give me a breakdown was ftm.
And yes, giving is really that much nicer anyway.
>>6030616
>is traditionalist and religious
San Diego?
>Trans groups don't accept people who pass.
Except for College LGBT or Trans groups and trans groups thats especially for young people. Most trans groups are for non-passing middle aged hons who had a mid-life crisis.
>>6030616
what part of cali are you in? i've lived in the north and the south and the only conservative/religious areas are in the mountains where mountain people live
>>6030616
you gotta move out girl
>>6030633
it sounds like you need a fresh start
>>6030635
>tfw starting college pre-transition
will they even accept me into the trans group?
>>6030613
Because I find everything equally difficult so I thought I might as well choose something I'm interested in.
>>6030633
murica
>>6030611
People are difficult ;-;
>>6030610
yeah she was basically my first everything its kinda hard to date ppl when ur as ugly as me ur while life
>>6030624
Well the God of Abraham was the one I was referring to, but it was just an example for why I put God there, you could pick other faiths too I guess, but I put God there and mentioned His witnesses to show that there's more behind my idea of "God is behind it all" than there is behind "We're a space-turtle's dream." Whether they're ancient or not, witnesses are witnesses, and while they're hardly incontrovertible evidence, they're still a form of evidence.
>>6030626
Oh my gosh nooooo :c Please don't leave, I'm sick of people leaving ;-;
>>6030635
I'm not in College, and most of the people that are in trans groups are under the age of 16.
Like, not joking. Im always the oldest one there and the only one who passes as my gender.
It sucks.
And I am an hour off of LA.
North west.
>>6030637
Southern.
I live in a small area where everybody has a cross somewhere on their property and if you don't believe in Jesus you're a heretic or something.
>>6030638
I'm getting kicked out shortly after my birthday this year so that should be dank.
>>6030642
I probably do.
>>6030647
Fuck this place sometimes.
>>6030645
i want a black flower so theres duality...
everyone has an ego its just there less for some people...it needs life u know?
>>6030652
tfw didn't start at 16
>>6030650
what's left for me here, more attention whoring? that's all I really do hear. I'm passing, I'm done with my transition basically, I've got an actual social life now
>>6030633
>idk who you are but i think that would be nice
I feel like im in the same boat with you, fucked up my life by not hanging out when i was in HS and making shit ton of friends.
And its hard to making friends while being trans because people just can't relate to me.
As lame as this is gonna sound. I just wished everybody(well... mostly everybody) could just live really close to eachother so we can support one another.
>>6030627
she's usually nice and said her views had changed and she understands now. usually things are great and she feels guilty for being a terrible parent and has tried to do more mom-daughter stuff. but every now and then this sorta stuff comes out. usually at the worst times.
i don't think people change. this is how she really is, and i don't want to be always on edge for when this stuff happens. i think this has decided i don't want her in my life anymore.
>>6030595
Idk, I'm not sure why I like it so much either ;~; I think it's a mix of things
- pleasuring your partner, nothing is quite as hot as breaking though a guy's stoicness and making them squirm around and moan
- the sensory experience. You're right up there in their crotch. You can smell all kinds of lewd smells. You can taste their precum. You can feel their dick throbbing around against your lips, and getting harder when you're doing a good job
- it just feels filthy, submissive and really really hot.
I mean, that's why I enjoy sucking dicks, but I'm sure there's more reasons why someone could find it enjoyable.
>>6030627
lol that's nice of u to offer but I need her since shes a coworker that has the same shift as me
>>6030630
i dont wanna get into it desu bad memories :/
>>6030645
the east bay
i live in los angeles right now, im moving back in a month though i think
>>6030657
Well, it was nice meeting you, however briefly. I hope life has much more good than ill waiting for you.
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>>6030649
*suddenly hugs*
You're not ugly Korra, don't bully yourself. Hormones don't magically turn you into a girl overnight, but that doesn't mean that you're ugly right now. Silly.
>>6030657
Well I guess, but having passers around to attention whore is good! It gives the rest of us someone to look up to and a bit of positive energy in a place that really sorely needs it. Also, I'll be lonely if you and Yume both go, not that I really matter, I'm just an anon, but still :c
>>6030673
-hugs-
ima buy us all the dope stuff..tats included
What do you do when your repression has fallen and your terrified of transition and you're too cowardly to commit suicide?
>>6030619
This makes sense, it would also make sense then why I can't into Dom then :(
>>6030661
I'm sorry this came out now then, I wish it had come at a time when you weren't already down, and could handle it better. Maybe it would be better that you moved away if she's definitely not gonna change, but while you're there with her I hope you're able to maybe get closer or at least not as likely to fight over this stuff.
>>6030665
>she's a coworker
That's truly awful, I'm sorry I can't help. I hope work isn't too bad for you with lingering feels or anything... sorry :c
>>6030675
im not really beating myself up you know? its just like 26 y/o w/o ever having a gf or a bf is p pathetic but super appreciate the concern
>>6030673
actually technically the east bay is the best part of the bay, and even though it seems like it has a lot of cucks there are actually more cucks per capita on the coast
LA sucks it always smells like cigarettes here and the traffic makes me want to kill myself. im pretty excited to be back in the bay, especially since we'll be doing voiceover for Toy Story 4 soon in emeryville because that's where Pixar is
>>6030679
be a femboy
>>6030595
The biggest pleasure receptors can be those in your brain. Also like, smell is really a big deal and a clean guy with a good diet usually has an intoxicating smell, especially the closer you get to there.
>>6030679
You post on trans boards, find out what the local resources are, realize you're not alone, and take a leap of faith.
>>6030663
Sometimes it feels like we have the important things in common.
>>6030601
You begin by meeting people. Gotta make contact to make connections, no matter how scary that is. But a dysphoric mess like me managed a few times, even while repressing. You can be happy. Getting there is just full of hard, scary stuff.
>>6030668
>Just generally dislike.
Jesus christ i think a lot of people in /mtfg/ shares the same problems i did.
I wasn't disliked but people just avoided me because i had a fuckton of social anxiety especially because i had a shit childhood because i went to ghetto schools(not black or hispanic tho) and never fit it so i never developed social skills at a crucial Point.
i was repressing being trans while being in a sad mood because of it. And put my focus in the wrong thing: Anime/video games(Even though these weren't really feminine hobbies at all)
and worse all of my friends were other loners/stoners/emos that stopped talking to me right away after graduation.
why does life being trans suck so baddddddd
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>>6030663
Have you tried being a power bottom
>>6030650
from my perspective no traditional god or gods seems particularly more likely than any of the others and some of them are mutually exclusive in their faiths/traditions/beliefs
>there's more behind my idea of "God is behind it all" than there is behind "We're a space-turtle's dream."
is there tho? why are any of the gods more valid than a turtles dream besides more humans wanting it to be so? if we go by pure numbers of faithful then allah is the the true path but what that means varies widely by location
>Whether they're ancient or not, witnesses are witnesses
and if the witnesses contradict eachother...?
how about less-ancient beliefs, like scientology? or anecdotal cases of people claiming encounters with demons/angels/aliens/fictional characters/unborn aztez kings?
>>6030701
it never got that hot in the part of the east bay i lived in it was usually a pleasant temperature
actually i guess it did get pretty hot but we had airconditioning unlike in LA, and the next town over was always really windy so we could just go there to cool off
