What is your favorite anime/mango /tlg/?
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TC /translez
>/tlg/ F.A.Q.
1. What is a transbian/trans-lesbian? → MtF transsexuals who are also lesbians
2. Isn't that just a straight guy? → No, orientation is who you go to bed with, but gender identity is who you go to bed as.
3. Are bi trans girls, welcome here? → Yes but please the keep boy drama in MTF General please!
4. Are cis lesbians/bisexuals welcome? → Yes.
5. Do trans-lesbians use their penis when they are pre-op? → Some do, some don't.
old thread:>>5845176 → #
Kotoura-San was pretty alright
>tfw she licks your tight cute cunny
feels great man
>tfw you lick her gash
feels bad man
>>5986140
I liked this show when I was a kid, but I can't say I've watched much anime in the past couple decades.
Hmm, mango...
r8 my 3DPD waifu
>>5986140
>>5986236
sadfu is best fu
>>5986582
sweatfu is fine too
>tfw never gf
>tfw progress
Appointment scheduled for HRT finally after first place that offered preliminary appointments couldn't be bothered to do any, car breaking down, and eventually finding current health clinic. Now just to hope nothing goes wrong between now and May(!).
>>5988270
Cool!!!! Good luck too.
>>5988350
Thanks!
Just need to find other people in the same boat I guess to not be so isolated. there is a local support group, but well, I've met the people who did the LGBT club at my last college as the president of it was a friend of mine. I can honestly say unless I knew some other legbutts went, I'm utterly terrified of it.
>>5988364
I dove into the local support group without any idea what they would be like. I told myself to give them 5 times. That was over a year ago, and I'm still going. It's been pretty good. The moderator is a young transwoman and she keeps the meetings going relatively smoothly. The moderator makes speaking room for those who are shy or quieter and brings things back on track when they need to. Yeah we do end up talking about side tangents often, but most of the regulars are long timers who know each other.
>>5988600
ty for the (you)'s
>inb4 >>>/tumblr/
>>5990259
who cares, that's a qt pic :3
>>5990259
idc for that pic
but
>femenazi shirt
>fat
topkek
>>5991121
Don't forget the sideways mullet.
>>5990259
Vivian James was created to support a charity by the Fine Young Capitalists that was meant to help get women into the gaming industry. That charity was destroyed and those women were denied their chance because of people like the ones with the pink hair in that picture. Why would she be holding hands with one of them?
>>5991852
>thing was created
>wonders why fantasy and reality aren't the same
>autistic_warcry.jpg
...
>tfw ...
>>5991907
Kindof want that, but it would probably look like blurry shit after a few year.
/tlg/, tell us an anecdote about yourself.
>I'm vegetarian except for raw meat
>>5992335
that just means you don't eat cooked meat , you can't be a vegetarian except whatever
Repost here for shits n giggles
>in pub with gf
>2 wild beers appear
>creepy dude paid them for us
>comes over
>tells me how hot I am and that he can give me free coke if I want
>asks me about gf
>goes back and watches us from his place
>time flies, we gotta go
>2 more wild beers appear
>he comes over
>sits down
>tells me how hot I am again
>tells me I only picked such a young girl (gf) cause I enjoy teaching her how to eat pussy
>tells me how he wants to sprinkle coke on our clits and fuck gfs ass and eat me out
>chuckles
>tells us how awesome lesbians are
>tells us how disgusting gay men are
>top zozzle
>we get up
>leave
>sad dude
>mfw
>>5993071
kill all men desu
>>5993080
But who will give me free beer and topkeks in the future then (
>>5993071
o.o
>>5992359
Yeah, you can.
I'm a vegetarian except for fish (like many people)
Why does /lgbt/ have a straight general?
>>5993307
That's called a pescetarian, not a vegetarian, you dumbass.
>>5993561
(You)
>>5993083
You'd have to kill yourself too, so that wouldn't matter anymore.
>>5988364
Similar boat. Family doctor left a message to tell me to call them. A week ago they sent out a referral to an IC clinic, so obviously they're getting back about that.
shemale here, any cispussy here i can infiltrate?
How do you feel about gender neutral/non-binary people? What about trans people who don't want to transition?
>>5993997
I'm a demigirl and I'm ok with this.
>>5993997
Not worth my time caring about unless they're in my face about it or making unreasonable demands.
>>5994281
Would you consider using 'they' pronouns unreasonable?
>>5994382
It confuses me. If they are that bothered by male or female you'd think they'd just say to use their name.
>>5994898
That's even more awkward. People use sinuglar they all the time for people of unknown gender.
>>5990259
I love that image <3
>>5994906
This. I personally prefer they, but I accept she if the person is more comfortable with that.
>tfw bigots will still use he.
>>5993997
It's their choice, and not mine to argue with. My brother took that option. It wasn't an option for me.
>>5993771
Raw beef is delicious, so it's my exception. But ofc not an everyday thing.
>>5993997
>How do you feel about gender neutral/non-binary people?
since their only difference between genders is dressing up differently and makeup I see no difference between them or a punk or emo
>What about trans people who don't want to transition?
unless it's a good reason (e.g. money,threat to life etc) indistinguishable from cis thus none of my concern
why don't some of you trips use /mtfg/??
>>> this is now a trips-free thread <<<
>>5995913
You wish.
>>5995898
I do. When I don't have anything better to do than stay in front of a screen. Otherwise, it just moves too fast.
>>5993997
live and let live
so are there any women out there who would actually fuck a tranny?
real ones I mean
>>5996071
Yep.
>>5996071
in relationship with one and just had a threesome with another one
so....yes...I guess
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRuwujXWGhA
I fell for the rainbow clothing meme.
So I'm a cis lesbian and I was turned down by a trans lesbian because I'm too butch. Not because she personally doesn't like butch women (I wouldn't care in that case), but because she's afraid I'm just a repressed FtM and I'm going to go FtM on her. Is this a common attitude? I don't really get it. The only FtM-ish thing I even do is wear a binder sometimes, but it's not because I'm dysphoric about my boobs, it's just that men's clothing simply doesn't fit well if you have tits.
>>5996781
lol
>>5996781
>cis
>binder
mmmm nope
>>5996781
Well then, her loss. Don't think that's a common thing though.
>>5996811
There's a pretty clear difference between just wanting my clothes to fit right and wanting to be a man. If I'm wearing a T-shirt or something casual, no binder. Nice men's dress shirt, yes, because the chest is literally not sized to accommodate boobs, and going up a size for that would fuck up the shoulder fit, which is hard enough to get right for me anyway.
>>5996781
u too funny /ftmgen/
>>5996913
love u lily
>>5996913
hmm, yeah but you aren't cis, right? so??
>>5996874
I mean, it's not that I think you're trans, only you can tell. It's just that, why bind yourself into such an uncomfortable position just for clothing when there are more comfortable options for a similar butch fashion. If you are so adamant to wear mens clothes to the point where you bind, it kind of shows off your priorities are kind of off.
I tuck because of clothing as well, but because my priorities are very obviously pass over comfort. My mental comfort is better to me than my bodily comfort.
But if you bind and are uncomfortable without having that mental comfort, then it's just weird.
So she's got to suspect that maybe you get mental comfort after all.
>>5996952
as far as I see it I fail to see a difference between me and a natal female without uterus
soooo ?
>>5996959
I was just kidding. I guess it came out wrong, sorry. I'm just... Why would you wear men's clothing after all this? And binding as well. It kind of intrigues me.
>>5996952
I suppose that does make sense, but binding really isn't all that uncomfortable for a few hours, I'd imagine it's the all day, everyday stuff that gets bad. I'm also not trying to get absolutely flat either, just to get the tits out of the way, so it really doesn't feel like much more than an overly tight sports bra.
>>5996988
Why not superior jeans and cardigan style?
>>5997013
>superior
>style
>a subjective thing can be superior
>>5997136
>their only difference
>their
>as in "their only difference in presentation when they suddenly change from male to female and back is a different type of clothing or makeup"
are you retarded ?
>"b-b-but tits define you as a woman ;_;"
sorry for bursting your bubble
>>5997185
IDK I bet Lala looks super hot in a button down, bonus points if she adds a loose tie.
Do what makes you happy.
In other news my gf is coming over tonight after I get off work. We're gonna try and go thrifting for some new work clothes for me tomorrow. Cuz I only have one pair of slacks and like 3 tops that I rotate through right now.
pls vote, surely there's a lot of bisexuals in is general.
http://strawpoll.me/7323730
>>5997420
You mean, that kind of style?
>>5997420
I posted a pic in that outfit a while ago
Don't have it saved on phone tho
>>5997539
Dem big boobs
>>5997508
I'm not quite certain about my sexuality anymore. I definitely like women and don't like men at all, and I can have sex if they want me to, but I can't feel any pleasure, though that's not just for sex. Also, I have an overwhelming genital dysphoria, so I keep my underwear on. So I don't really know whether I'm asexual or a stone lesbian. And I have no idea what effect SRS is going to have on that. I guess I'll end up as a frigid lesbian.
>>5997973
>overwhelming genital dysphoria
This must suck. I'm sorry for you.
I hope SRS helps.
In my case, my genital dysphoria has subsided over the years and I don't think I'll be needing SRS. The fact that my bi gf enjoys it helps as well.
>>5996071
In relationship with two of them...
>>5996781
Read up on Gia Carangi... She preferred men's clothing for personal use.
>>5996874
Consider having them tailored to fit or learn to do it yourself.
>>5997973
It may help liberate yourself.
>But SRS is kind of the last part—it’s sort of the icing on the cake. It makes me feel freer than ever. Now I can stand naked in front of a mirror and really enjoy my reflection. And those personal moments are important.
>-- Andreja Pejic
She isn't the only one I've seen comments like that from.
How comes y'all have poly relationship of some kind. You gotta stop hoarding the GFs :^)
>>5998896
But having poly relationships is the opposite of hoarding the gfs
>>5999011
Depends on the arrangement, really.
>>5999060
Sharing is caring, ily.
>>5998896
I don't have one though.
>>5998896
Why is it hoarding? For a love triangle it is half of the people needed for three monogamous ones. Fully linked quads are insanely frugal at 1/3rd the people needed. ;)
Anyways, they added me to their already existing relationship. I really kinda fell into it.
>tfw ...
Post what ur eating
>inb4 pussy
>>6001768
>>6001799
Nice. What's on top, almonds ?
>>5996781
Her loss, butch girls are soooo <3333333
>>6001814
>Nice. What's on top, almonds ?
Yup
>>6001830
yep, butch girls are love.
also, pls, vote in the new sexual survey for trans women.
http://strawpoll.me/7332401
>>5992335
>/tlg/, tell us an anecdote about yourself.
I'm a polymer chemist with no chemistry background
>>6002578
Are you pic related, or do you know your stuff ?
And if the latter, how come ?
>>6002623
I learn quick, and so know most of my stuff. Advanced chemistry eludes me (in regards to chem names or interactions beyond what I know for polymerization)
>>6002632
So, what's your day like, what do you do ? Are you happy doing it ?
>>6002671
If it's a good day I get to create a co-polymer, which is fun. If it's a normal day I do blends of polymers, fix formula's, or help the production side of the business fix material to ship.
I also do a lot of spreadsheets and formula's in excel/data entry stuff that isn't fun but has to be done.
i like it
>>6002688
>i like it
Nice !
>>5992335
Found them. Those were my first glasses, and the result of the oldest tantrum about being denied girly things I remember. I really needed to wear some, so my parents caved in. The pink plastic has faded in thirty years or so, but the cute cherries are just as I remembered them.
>>5992335
Historian and muffdiver out of passion
>>6003065
What are you historianin' about ? I hope it's history of muffdiving, that would be cool.
Hello everyone~ Hope everyone is having a lovely Sunday so far.
>>5992335
I am a damn good wrench turner
>>6003513
is a wrench turner some sexual act i am not privy to? is that like twisting someone's clit?
>>6003479
still studying it
but hopefully darkages or early roman times
would be fun to dig around for stuff as a living tbqh
>>6003572
No like I work on cars and motorcycles.
>>6003606
damn, i was hoping you were highly skilled in twisting girltinklers. oh well
>>6003659
I mean I am. I take great pride in my abilities to get my partners off.
>tfw I must be thirsty.
I just filled my 32oz mug with water. It's now half empty.
>>6001768
Not today's production, but I made similar a couple days ago and just had a slice. 1/4th = a meal. I make them high in meat and veggies, with a thin crust. 1/4th contains half the meat and veggies needed for a day. Dairy wise I'm not sure, but I bet a bit on the high side.
>>6002933
I had glasses kinda like them when 14, except maybe slightly rounder and lavender. At the time I think I had three sets of glasses plus some Nikon prescription sunglasses. Unlike most sunglasses they didn't cause a color change. They were neutral gray in tone with a mirrored face.
>>6003606
Darn, I need a cheap diesel tractor mechanic. I can do the work myself, but dysphoria and anxiety hits me hard anytime I try.
>>6003659
The throttle response from proper twisting a girltinkler should be quite good. Past experience tells me it works nicely on boytinklers. ;)
>>6003882
I'm drinking like crazy and removing protein from my diet until my next blood check. I have to make it look like my creatinine level is somewhat normal. Not easy on cypro...
>>5986199
When I was thinking back on my childhood I realized a lot of shows I liked and watched regularly had strong female characters, often as leads. Like Buffy, Xena, Kim Possible, Star Trek TNG, Powerfull Girls, hell even Totally Spies and Misty from Pokemon.
>>6003882
Aww just do what I do and wear super skimpy clothes. That's how I avoid the dysphoria.
>>6003882
Looks yummy. Especially if the top is pure cheese. Do you put some kind of batter inside (like eggs, or extruded potato, dunno), or is that straight vegetable+meat ?
>>6003908
Much the same, really, but I guess that having strong independent women as role models was the norm for all girls who grew up in the West in the 80s. Not so much these days, unfortunately.
>tfw huge pot of 7 bean soup on the stove cooking.
>>6003909
I'd scare the neighborhood if I did that. Not that my neighbors are that close.
>>6003938
Yeah, that is a full cheese layer on top. My crust is 4 layers of a soft tortilla with very thin layers of cheese, spices, and finely diced meats between them. Then a 1/4in layer of a thick pizza sauce with the peperoni embedded in it. Then I add alternating thin layers cheeses with thick layers of mushrooms, peppers, sweet peppers, spicy peppers, sauteed onion, fresh onion, cauliflower, broccoli, olives, pineapple, and meats until it is around 3/4" above the pie plate top. Then it is capped with cheese. Bake for 30-40 minutes at 325F, and finish at 400 for 7 to 15 minutes until the cheese is browned just right. The crust is a little droopy so you won't pick a slice up. The veggies release liquid as they cook. Eat it like a slice of pie. I use multiple types of cheese, aged Parmesan, aged Romano, Havarti, sharp cheddar, aged provolone, Asiago, mozzarella, etc.. Usually whatever is on hand cheese, meat, and other topping wise go into one. It's a real garbage pie pizza. The soft tortillas are large enough to cover the whole pie plate. I just push them down into the pie plate, and let the edges crinkle some. I use them to avoid making a pizza crust. A biscuit dough type pizza crust could also be used.
>>6003901
Do you have more tests for an OK before your operation? They should understand cypro does that to you.
>>5986140
Anyone who didn't answer OP with Neon Genesis Evangelion is wrong.
>>6005379
what is that ?
>>5986140
Ghost in the Shell SAC
>>6005451
In my opinion, its the greatest example of expression the human race has ever created.
>>6005451
love u lily
>>6006060
ur friend
>>6006060
Only if by weird you mean amazing.
Ranma 1/2
Nah, just kidding. It does sound interesting, but I could never watch it because
>dysphoria.
>>6005950
The fuck are you trying to do here?
You forgot something.
>>6008669
her head looks so shiny on top that it looks like a bald dude with long sides to overcompensate
what
the
fuck
>>6008690
>>6008704
>mfw dem eyes
at least they didn't draw too retarded bodies on those things
>>6008708
laly, you must acquire some anime art style taste, i only hate "moe bishoujo key styles", that shit is absolute retarded, in general i don't like BIG eyes who fill the 90% of the face and have a great distanced between each other.
you look the pic, is cancer-inducing
>>6009458
ops, sorry, here's the pic.
>>6009458
I really can't get into what anime looks like these days. I guess I never moved past the shows I watched as a kid. And that picture reminds me I have a dress-shirt to finish before I leave to Thailand. The pattern is already cut and fitted, I just have the actual cutting and sewing left. I suck at moving things beyond the design stage.
>>5986140
> no 'b'
I could have contributed. I could have made this thread great.
Am I supposed to still be able to have wet dreams at 26 years old and having been on estradiol and spiron for a year and progesterone for nearly a month?
>>6009520
that style was popular in the 00s, i think, now in the 10s i'm pretty sure is not popular.
to be honest i like more the art style of modern animes than the majority of 90s or 00s animes, of course that varie for each show, genre, etc.
i'm not a otaku anyway, i just watch some anime and manga, there's people who know much more than me.
also, i absolute love hirohiko araki and his actual art style.
>>6009481
99% of shows made now right there. I'd say I almost recognize the characters due to just how boringly bland they are and how overused those looks are.
>Also, nobody said Cat Shit One or Gunsmith Cats
>>6009597
Not that this is a frequent occurrence. This is the first time this has happened in longer than I can remember.
Is it a sign my hormones aren't right currently and that I have more T than I should or is it fairly normal?
>>6009646
Actually, that was back in the 80s. Yes, I'm old...
>>6009866
you must be right, after all i don't know much about anime and manga history.
>tfw heart monitor patches suck big time.
My skin is reacting to them worse than the estrogen patches, and I'm only wearing them at night when I sleep or nap.
>>6009597
>>6009692
What are your doses, and hormone levels?
>>6009866
Youngster... ;p :)
My morning cartoons were the old Looney Tunes, Merrie Melodies, Hanna Barbera, and similar. Yeah, GI Joe and some others like it were also on, but I didn't watch them.
>>6010840
I know that feel, I had to wear a heart monitor a while ago in case I had some heart problems.
>>6010840
>What are your doses, and hormone levels?
Not sure about my hormone levels since I haven't received the details from my latest blood work but...
2 MG Estradiol 2x daily - Once in the morning, once in the evening
50 MG Spironolactone 3x daily - Two in the morning, one in the evening
100 MG Progesterone 1x daily - Take before bed
>>6010840
Watched those too. And I have to admit I really liked Betty Boop. I guess France was one of the first countries to air anime outside Japan, back in the early seventies, so you'd be young enough to have watched those if you were French. And those shows were successful enough for French producers to fund a whole bunch of new ones.
Also, finally got the first green light for my long term leave from the expert this morning. Now I can only hope the medical committee and the agency I work for will follow his report. And, I'm not sure if it's pent up stress or what, but I've been stuck with heartburn and tooth aches all day.
Finally managed to wake up from another torturous nightmare. I'm still aching all over from it, shivering and completely drenched in sweat. Weirder than usual, too, those nightmares usually don't involve furries and nukes. Stranger though is that it used to be that I never was the one dying. And once again in a hospital and always about drugs. I'm beginning to suspect quitting benzos after a year on heavy doses is behind that. Now I'm afraid I'll have to deal with more of the same next month because of morphine. I don't care if they're on my prescription at this point, I just want all drugs out of my life once and for all...
>>6012350
Captcha: Sandy Enter, you'd think there's no way to type that wrong. Well, I did. Typed Syndie instead. Bona fide lapsus, I can't even blame the spell checker on that one. I really need more sleep, but I'm just too afraid of what's lurking there right now. OK, enough blogposting, this is getting worse than Edie's.
>>6012387
<3
>>6012350 May all your dreams be peaceful in the future. *hugs*
I just have nightmares where I'm abandoned somewhere, I can't speak the language, and I have no money to get home. Kinda like what my nastiest c-ptsd is mostly over.
Ask to use different pain killers and maybe specific anti inflammatory meds in place of the narcotic types.
pic and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZl8i2umBb8
Oh, kinda majorly disturbing. Its caused me some nasty flashbacks. EMDR has squashed many of them. Still have more to work on.
>>6012627
Too disturbing for me to watch, this is the stuff of my worst nightmares, and they're so vivid I tend to remember them as if they really happened. And those are the flashbacks that unsettle me the most because they hack at reality. Things that actually happened, I can deal with, except for those few memories that emerged from my blackout. Being invaded by memories that aren't mine, or anyone's, that's totally dreadful.
Even though I never was actually subjected to it, that side of psychiatry is something I've long felt as a threat because of those nightmares. It's not especially reassuring that I may have to subject myself to shock therapy to earn my freedom, since it's one of the very few recognized treatments for my brand of depression...
I just hope that someday, you'll feel secure enough to overcome that fear of abandonment.
Tfw you learned all your female mannerisms from jojo
>>6012688
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QarpuGAykrw
Is much better, and what I'm watching now instead of sleeping. I met them during some early Odyssey Con in Madison. Some locals were going to a club gig they were doing one of the convention nights. I tagged along and ended up talking with some of the band well into the wee hours of the morning. BTW, one of those friends was the JT mentioned in one of their songs.
>>6012720
>tfw you learned all your female mannerisms from Rosie Odonnell
the trick is to imitate real lesbians.
>>6012730
>>6012720
>tfw when you learned from sophisticated NY bitches in the '70s and early '80s.
>tfw I need a new set for the normies I know now.....
>>6012825
I'm not certain trying to fit in with "normies" is a very forward life goal. Normality is way overrated. Well, maybe I'm a bit biased here. Always liked being a magnificent misfit.
>>6012920
Normies is what Iowa has...
At least the weekend after next will have a bunch of my kind of people here in town. Only one club meeting before our convention.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5qvaKpiu1l0
still avoiding sleep.
This guy was my earliest artistic influence. It was back during kindergarden or earlier. Before I moved to NY.
It's time to let sleep bind me. The eastern sky is glowing.
spring is officially killing me, can I have winter back please.
>>6013440
Get a private script for Mizollen x 100 (Mizolastine).
Only ~65€
>>6013477
>Mizollen
thanks, going to look into that, I'm currently taking zyrtec
it usually helps but this year is extreme
>>5990259
Come on, I like transbians and all, I'd definitely date one, but why this shit. It always boils down to a tumblrian shitstorm when talking about trans lesbians. Why the fat gut and the hairy legs ffs. Taking care of yourself is an act of self respect, why would anyone want to look like a pile of brown lard. I don't know, these pics make me want to smash my desk.
>>6013697
I'm not 100% sure about how to read that drawing, but I thought the "pile of brown lard" was supposed to be a cis rad fem... As for self respect, it takes something really special for most trans women to get there. It's not exactly compatible with the neverending self hate...
>>5986140
what drugs to take if you're on estrogen but still hate yourself and wanna trip to forget about it but not die
>tfw no dutch trans lessies
>>6013851
Psychedelics, ketamine, salvia
Hey, so I'm good friends with this absolute cutie and I can't really tell if she's flirting with me or not. Everything kind of just toes the line between being nice and flirting. I don't know. Anyways, anyone have tips on how to go about this?
>>6013877
Little do u know ;3
>>6014027
Stick your head in her shirt like that penguin and say, in a sultry voice, "I wanna bup-bup your doodle"
>>6013731
Yeah I wasn't referring to the fact that the pile of brown lard was trans or not, that's not the issue, it is the logic behind the whole drawing that drives me nuts. I understand self hate, that's some hard stuff to deal with, and we all know it takes balls to get out of it. But why such a glorification of looking like a garbage can? Shouldn't we encourage people to strive to become closer to their ideal selves than go with the easy, lazy "EVERYONE IS BEAUTIFUL" crap? That's the message I get from tumblrina images. But maybe it's just me.
>>6014060
*rather than, I forget words
>>6014060
Maybe being a chubbers is this fictional anime drawing's ideal self. I mean yeah irl she'd look like a trash can but come on, it's just meant to be a sweet sentiment
(I know only 1 cute fat transgirl and I wanna rub her belly and kiss her nose)
>>6014076
I know, that's probably all there is to it, but the amount of "sjw stereotype" in that pic is absurd. Chubbie girls, cis or trans, are completely ok. I like girls of every size (within the limits of a healthy body, excluding morbidly obese people of course) Now, if you're decent about yourself and your body go for whatever you think enhances your personality and shape. Irl, who the fuck would go out with unshaved legs and a stretched belly hanging out like a raging alcoholic. It is so exaggerated that the "sweet" aspect of it just disappears.
>>6014108
How about this ?
>>6014211
now shoop it to make Vivian fat
>>6014227
Gave her a treasure trail for good measure.
>>5998713
>She isn't the only one I've seen comments like that from.
>tfw
That was pretty much it. After nearly a decade it's just suddenly nothing to hide anymore.
I wish on a social level it didn't have to be that way but even then on a personal level it still makes me able to look at my reflection for more than a few seconds.
>>6014308
>>6013851
I'm a big fan of cannabis, but that's maybe just me. You can get all nice and tingly and disconnected and content.
I'll be getting my medical card again here next month, and hopefully be back to the really good times. When I was smoking cannabis last I managed to lose 40lbs and was in the best health I have been in my whole life. I had to go off it to get this new job, and hadn't been able to afford it for about the last year.
But I get to smoke on the weekends when I spend time with my girlfriend. She's got massive back and bone problems :( poor thing.
im confused about how im supposed to have sex i don't like anal masturbation at all + it hurts so im assuming I won't like it in sex and i really really really really don't like my penis
>>6014472
Find your fetish and go all in on it. There is almost definitely something you can have your partner do to you that gets you off on a similar level to anal or penile stimulation.
Alright nignogs, what's the diff between /tlg/ and /mtfg/?
>>6015767
nothing, they're both full of fucking losers. they both love cocks because tlg just wants other trannies
>>5996597
so cute tho
>>6014472
seriously keep trying it with the butt. You have to find the right spot and you have to completely relax. :P
>>6015794
That's not true, I just know that I'll probably not be able to find a cis lesbian who will be okay with me having a penis and being okay with having a penis.
>>6014472
use manual and oral stimulation to get your partners off. there are definitely people out there who'd appreciate someone who'd be willing to please them without expecting anything in return.
>>6016132
I'm a cis bi girl and I'd have no problems being in a relationship with a transbian, post or pre op. I don't know about lesbians, they might be strict about the presence of penises and stuff, but there definitely are cis girls willing to date you. To me it is the opposite problem, I've never found a transbian anywhere here. They are mythological creatures.
>>6016287
Girls like you are the mythological creatures to me. I wish so badly I could find and be with one.
>>6014407
AFAIK that's really just tobacco, but you could take a baby asprin (81mg) a day to help reduce the risk. It's something that a previous doctor of mine ordered me onto when I was taking 6mg of oral E a day.
I haven't been doing that since the start of the year when I switched to implanted pellets for my estradiol.
>>6017648
ASA is a COX-2 inhibitor and fucks with breastgrowth. I recommend piracetam instead.
>tfw no gf to hug and cuddle and love forever
>tfw I don't know that feel
Also post cute cis-trans couple. Or trans-trans. Or even cis2. Only girls though.
>>6019037
me & u
(Though I meant I don't know this feel >>6018999 , and in fact I do know this one >>6019014 :)
>>6019225
what is it like
also how do i get a gf to hug and cuddle and love forever
>>6019248
Keep putting yourself out there. I went on a few first dates and even saw someone for a bit before I found my girlfriend. It took over 6 months, which... really isn't all that much time in the grand scheme of things.
I live in a REALLY large metropolitan area with over 4 million people though, so you might not have as much luck as quickly. But just kind of keep yourself open, and put yourself on sites or in places where you might be able to meet someone, and it can happen.
If you don't try or put in any effort it's not going to change.
>>6019248
>>6019334
It's great to have a gf.
Like, even when you're alone, you know you're not - there's someone that cares about you, that want you to be happy. It's a very reasurring thought, especially when something shitty happens to you.
When you're with her, it's just comfy, you can just be yourself and not care about the world. Cuddling for hours is fine, she wants it as much as you. You'll talk about random stuff all the while. Even just venting about your day. She will say she loves you - she means it. You will tell her too. Of course, you can do more active things - last time I saw gf we tried to make bread from flour and stuff. It failed horribly 'cause we're kitchen-retarded, but it wasn't the point. The point was the intimacy of doing something together.
It's someone that will not judge you on your fears or who you are. That will not try to change you, or take advantage of you in any way; as to love someone is to want them happy. You can tell her you were scared she would chose to study in another town far away; you can tell her you're not fine and please come. She will. You will, of course, be here for her too, in time. I's a great feeling when she confides her secrets with you, when you know she wants you here, when you can solve her problems; or even just make it more bearable for her.
Also, massages are great.
>>6019485
oh wow that sounds nice
>>6019485
Only applies if your GF actually loves you. Mine didn't lol
>>6019514
That's unfortunate. I'm sure there someone right for you out there.
>>6019485
FUCK
>tfw bye bye Spironolactone
>tfw hello medroxyprogesterone acetate USP, 150mg. (Depo Provera)
Of course I'm making this switch over when I have 4 months of Spiro on hand... I'm still going to take Fin because this won't effect T production by the adrenals.
>>6022695
Hang, on wait. There's another medication that's effective at reducing testosterone that isn't spiro or cypro?
I'm that unlucky bitch in the US that is allergic to spiro and started ordering cypro from an online pharmacy to the tune of $180 for 50mg x 200 pills after going through three doctors to get to one who would write me the prescription for medication that isn't approved by the FDA. Why didn't any of these doctors bring this up? The first two literally were recommended specifically to me because they specialize in hormone therapies for trans women.
Like... It's probably a moot point for me now anyway, since my T has finally been happily brought way the hell down (14 ng/dl) and I have a consultation in 5 months for an orchiectomy, but. Still. Please Syndie, tell me more.
>>6022763
Yes! There are actually quite a few that will work. If your insurance covers it Lupron Depot is wonderful. Mine doesn't, and it's roughly $1000/month. I'm not made of gold.
Bicalutamide + (Finasteride or Dutasteride) will be my backup if Depo Provera doesn't work or has objectionable side effects. I think I'd switch to Dutasteride if I went on Bicalutamide.
Depro Provera is a standard female contraceptive. $48 (generic) for a 3 month pre filled syringe at WalMart is the lowest price my doc found. At my pharmacy it was $91, but my insurance drug coverage knocked it down to $5. Depo Provera may not be the best for somebody who is young. It affects bone deposition and possibly growth too. They say to not be on it more than two years. I'm 51 so that isn't as much of an issue.
Basically any drug made for producing castrate level T production for prostrate and and testicular cancer supression. Note, some get rediculous expensive, and check what they also muck up. I found one that was $9000/month and knocked out both T and DHT production to zero. Sadly it also knocked out a bunch of vital stuff too. Not something to stay on for very long.
I think spiro triggered my ME/CFS and FM to all of a sudden get worse. I went on half dose of spiro and I stopped getting worse. So I'm switching to an AA that shouldn't effect the adrenal system at all.
>>6022913
Huh.
Well right now I'm taking 50mg of cyproterone and 5mg of finasteride daily for T suppression. I might try bringing up Depro Provera and Bicalutamide the next time I see my gynecologist for my implant. I'm 29, so it's not like I'm building a lot of bone these days, so it probably wouldn't kill me to be on it for 6-8 months until I get rid of my testosterone factories.
The pellets that I get from her office are pretty great, but she runs a super turn and burn kind of practice and I see her for less than like 5 minutes when I go in for one which is really frustrating.
And better still she doesn't really remember things about you unless she checks her charts. Which I mean, at least she does THAT, but... I dunno. I'm really tempted to try and go back to my PCP and switch to injections for my E instead. Neither the pellets or injections are actually covered by my insurance, but I have an FSA that I use to cover it, and they come out nearly equal.
>>6024242
I meant to add this to >>6024242
>>6024242
Sorry, kinda was talking deep into the medical stuff. I tend to do that. I plead having brains, and not being afraid to flex them, though this doesn't flex them much. It just calls on accumulated medical knowledge and looking things up.
5 minutes is way to short. I often end up spending a half an hour plus with my doc. Part of yesterday's appointment she ended up talking about her follies with a burn pile and a tree. Poor tree. It caught fire a few times. She also has chickens now and couldn't understand why they insisted on selling them 5 at a time. It's due to predation, and it is to much of a hassle dealing with just one chicken.
need gf
>tfw 18" shoulder width
How do I get over this
>>6024492
be my gf
>>6024492
Clothing choices...
>>6024505
please respond ill love you forever
>>6024534
This. Just camouflage them. Have epaulets on your jacket so huge that noone will think your shoulder size has anything to do with the width. Besides, when it comes to epaulets, everyone knows that the bigger, the better.
Strawpoll time!
>>6025470
>>6025470
>>6025470
bump
>>6024439
That's kind of awesome that your doctor has that good of a relationship with you. That's how mine is with my PCP, it's 30-45 minutes with her, and she is the one who will check all of my vitals not a nurse. And for bonus points she remembers me from a couple of support group meetings she went to back before I had even started HRT yet.
But after she sent me over to try out pellets from this gynecologist she doesn't want to be the one writing any prescriptions for hormone related therapies. I dunno. The cypro + fina + pellets finally feel like they're doing what they should be, and I guess I'll see in another month or so how my E level is doing, but if I pull another 6x I think I'll talk with my gyno about discontinuing pellets and switching to injections, because I'd really rather see it in the 1-200 range, and that's where my PCP was wanting it.
I want this bass, holy shit.
So I got my levels checked this week and they were waaay out... I think my e was about 1800pg/ml and its probably been that way since i was changed to patches two months ago... They've dialed me way back now but its got me a little freaked out cause of the whole cancer risk thing and increased risk of stroke...
Interesting article. I knew the 20s were a golden age for LGBT visibility in Europe. Didn't know the USA had the same. http://www.atlasobscura.com/articles/in-the-early-20th-century-america-was-awash-in-incredible-queer-nightlife
>>6027538
My understanding is pellets have a high initial peak blood level, then level off and slowly ramp down over time. 160 to 220 pg/mL is likely an ideal point that isn't wasteful, and potentially harmful, versus transition time needed. I aimed for that when on patches, but they didn't like my skin. My boobs really grew well on it. So much slower now that I'm on pills.
>>6027566
You definitely have something odd going on. Likely the increased risk of cancer is quite low. We're not talking about those levels being maintained for years or decades.
>>6027914
My great aunt talked about it a bunch. That is when she grew up and found her life long partner. You likely could have described my great aunt as a drag king, and she mostly carried that over to work attire too. I've seen a photo of her with her boss back in the mid '30s. Other than being curvier and wearing a cravat and not a tie, she looked like a guy. When criticized at work, her ultimate boss, the owner and founder of Dayton's (now Target Corporation) told her to continue to wear what she preferred, and she did. He also made her his personal assistant so it would never be an issue again. She worked for him until he died. Note, this guy was highly religious, yet he stepped in and shielded a known lesbian drag king at the height of the depression. After his death she worked for the next few CEOs of Daytons until she retired in the '70s.
BTW, you have Dayton's to thank for fully enclosed malls in suburbia.
>>6028303
I'd be really curious as to what my blood levels are like more throughout the cycles with pellets. My first one after about 12 hours and through to 36 hours after the implant I felt nearly euphoric. But then after 3 weeks I started really crashing, and crying and being overemotional about almost everything.
That trend continued a bit, until I switched from 50mg spironolactone (the highest dose my body would tolerate without going completely overkill with allergic reaction responses) to 50mg cyproterone. It dropped my T from over 200 down to 14. Ugh, I just looked through my blood tests over time and I'm missing the more recent ones, but my initial was 435, and October '15 I was 292, it's only in the past three months it's finally gotten nuked. Less than that really, I've gone through less than 60 of my cyproterone pills.
But the fun thing with the pellets is, 2-3 weeks after I get one implanted I look down and say "holy shit, boob growth spurt" and they don't even end up hurting.
I feel like I should pick a name and trip back up because it's fun to bullshit here.
>>6028703
Yeah, getting T under control is key. I've seen lots of comments that implants are magic for boob growth and feminization. Which brand of implant are you using? How often do you have to replace them?
>braiding hair with flowers
I needed this quote when I was young.
>Look, sweetheart, I can drink you under any goddamn table you want, so don't worry about me.
It's from "Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf?"
I can use this one now.
>I'll admit I may have seen better days, but I'm still not to be had for the price of a cocktail.
from "All About Eve"
It would be so fun to drop this one.
>Please darling, your Auntie Mame is hung.
from "Auntie Mame"
>random cuddles
>>6032464
stop making me cry from loneliness pls
>>6032846
Sorry. I don't want you to cry. What kind of image makes you not-sad ?
>>6032136
I used to be a terrifying drinker in my student years, yet alcohol is one thing I never got addicted to, I guess I'm not wired for it. People who knew about it knew better than to challenge me in a drinking contest. Strangers, though,.. I humiliated more than a few aggressive guys by bending the rules and chugging down my half of the bottle of spirits and one go. Always funny to watch them go white pondering whether they should try to do the same or lose face to the androgynous little thing.
>>6028303
Highly religious and LGBT friendly? I'm not too surprised about that kind of strange fellowship. The French party with the largest number of openly homosexual people in its upper strata is the far right Front National, go figure...
Also, suburbia is both exotic and kind of scary from a French point of view. The French middle class is too individualistic for that, they'd never live in such an uniformized and regimented fashion, most either get an architect designed house, old stone or a nice flat downwtown. As a result, our suburbs are where the underclass dwells. Banlieue was already a derogative word back in the XIXth century. We never had American style malls either. Our supermarkets were developped in direct opposition to the French small business mores, which are very different from what they are in most countries. Foreigners have a taste of real culture shock when they're confronted with openly hostile and greedy shopkeepers... So anonymized self service was at the core of the supermarkets' success, because the last thing anyone wants here is a "personalized" shopping experience.
>>6032989
I was heavily addicted to it. In enough quantity it deadened the ptsd. That was the state I was in when I moved to NYC in '80. I'm not surprised that heroin claimed me very quickly. In '79, the waitress knew to get me a Long Island Iced Tea for starters. Think about the implications of that for my consumption rate back then.
>Foreigners have a taste of real culture shock when they're confronted with openly hostile and greedy shopkeepers...
the customer is always wrong!!!! Brings back memories. I let Grace and Kathy do the bargaining. They were pros at it. I never could handle it. I'm so non confrontational.
Suburbia really came out of WWI and WWII for us. There was a severe lack of housing, and it filled a need. Look up Levittown, NJ, PA, LI NY.
http://ushistoryscene.com/article/levittown/
The Levitts perfected suburban housing development. Ugg!!!
>>6029130
I don't know what brand that my gynecologist is using. I do know that I am getting 2x 32.5mg pellets implanted at each go.
My first was implanted at the beginning of January. We did a blood test 3 weeks later, and my E had dropped from the low 100s to the 60s, so we did another set of pellets in the beginning Feb, and I called back and complained that I felt like I was dropping again. We did another blood test and sure enough I was back in the 60s, but I had been on cypro for just over a week and it took my T from the 150s down to 14. I had another implanted on March 21st.
So far I haven't been feeling like a major mood drop or anything, sooo that's good at least. But my doctor didn't schedule a follow up, or schedule blood testing or anything, so I'll probably call in on Monday and bug one of the nurses there about writing up some orders for a new blood test just to see how things are. My insurance will cover them completely, so I'd rather just go and do it so I know, you know? But theoretically I should only be needing them every 2-3 months, especially now that my T has gotten under control.
In other news in about 11 hours I'll be at my girlfriends place for two nights. Really it's probably more accurate to call it like 30 hours, but. It's what we get, and I'm going to make the best of it.
>>6033588
A long island iced tea is refined compared to what was my signature drink. Got it from an English girl, she called it a headbanger, said it was all the rage in Manchester. When it comes to getting smashed, you can trust the rosbifs... Double dose of pastis mixed with the cheapest red wine. Most night bars knew what to get me because the stuff was so vile serving it once was enough to remember me... Not the most womanly drink, but it was all about panache. I didn't even like being drunk, but anything that could help build my notoriety, I did. Which is why I almost never had alcohol with no witnesses. And why my consumption dropped sharply once I moved on from student life. These days, I don't drink at all, last time was way too much champagne, I think you already know what kind of nasty reaction it had with spiro. Next time definitely should be champagne too, wasn't too sure about it, so just a little, but it would be a pity to miss the opportunity to celebrate both a birthday and my all new nether regions.
Hype for season 6, and it seems more screentime for Yara/Asha !
>>6034031
No idea what soap that is, though I doubt it's a Dallas revival, or maybe it is, but that's quite an... unfortunate face. Don't know if it's the lazy eye, the tiny mouth or all of it.
>>6034076
>not watching GoT
Being older is not even an excuse, it's a normie show. That's it, i'm filtering you :^)
>>6034170
It's been twenty years since I last lived at a place with a television. Didn't even bother to rent one during the year I just spent in a clinic.
>>6033673
I started out with the Long Islands using them for hydration while sailing. I drank them no ice if I wanted to numb the world out. Now, I no longer have those bacteria working for me. I can't dink copious amounts of alcohol anymore. I didn't feed the bacteria for well over a decade and they went bye bye.
>>6034170
Whatever GoT is???
>>6034597
I have one at the farm, but I only use it for watching movies.
>tfw Touch A Touch A Touch A Touch Me
