Pure lust edition
▶Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed)
▶HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat #mtfg
▶Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
>>5978721
>>5979276
first for why try
Is this the right thread if I wanna make friends with some chill, no-drama transgirls?
we have longer legs and wider hips than cis girls
unfortunately also bigger hands and feet and shoulders and ribcage
Ooh shit wait I'm cute
>>5979282
Because life is wonderful and has people you love and care about and who love and care about you in it.
>>5979278
>>5978979
>Homestuck
>Not being able to tell a TV production apart from a procedural interactive webcomic
REEEEEEEEE
IT'S FUCKING MARCELINE YOU PLEB!
>>5979296
me on the right
>growing my hair for about a year
>still stuck in shitty emo fringe mode
Is there anyway to grow your hair quicker or you just gotta suffer through?
>>5979285
proportionally however cis girls have larger hips
its the abdomen and ribcage that male skeleton the appearance of having narrower hips
but there is also like a huge hole and completely different shape to accommodate birthing babbys
something we'll never do unless there's like some sort of radical surgery, we will eventually be able to get pregnant though and also have caesarian
well
not us
but like
future transgirls
>dreaming of taking dick till the point you can't see anything but flesh and fluid
>wake up
>>5979302
men who are trying for a mate's attention have accelerated hair growth
>>5979302
biotin
however it makes all hair grow faster
>>5979305
>was I guess bi or something before HRT
>like about a year in I cannot stop thinking about men and cocks, literally almost every second is me thinking about sucking dick and kissing guys
>have absolutely no testosterone left
G-good result..?
>>5979311
you need a hot steaming T injection to the back of your throat
>>5979276
What's going on in this pic, what are those marks?
>>5979302
wigs and extensions exist, but without those you'll just have to soldier on.
>>5979305
>Dreaming that I'm a cisgirl for like, the first time I can remember.
>Super happy
>Dream becomes nightmare, I'm kidnapped and trapped in some crazy bitch's house
>Wake up
Dreams are mean.
i want to hang out with whoever keeps posting my lewds
>>5979313
I do desperately. I'm almost thinking of going onto Grindr or even a gay sauna gloryhole room.
Since I don't pass and just look like a femboy I should get lots of dick yeah?
>>5979322
anon
glory holes are basically a death sentence
>>5979325
not that anon, but why? I was planning on visiting one, are they dangerous?
>>5979325
What why? But I want to suck several in a row I can't stop at one.
>>5979327
>unprotected sex with random gay men
gee i wonder whats dangerous about that
>>5979305
>Dreaming of a cyperpunk post-apocalyptic/magitech wasteland crossover fantasy
>Fade in and out of different individual bodies
>Consciousness and awareness submerge in absolute empathy for imaginary people in a surreal fiction
>About to discover the truth and meaning of life
>Wake up
>whylive.jpeg
Dreams are better than this grim dark modern world.
>>5979329
You ain't getting barebacked in the ass. It's sucking cocks, transmission through the mouth is a much lower risk than in the ass.
Still a risk obviously, but just sucking dicks and maybe not swallowing can be safer then bareback ass fun.
>>5979329
You can just not put your butt up to it and not have cuts in your mouth though, and then you're okay?
>>5979322
a glory hole is a good way to get pozzed
avoid
>>5979276
Any news yet if going on E makes you live longer? I've been depressed and destroying my liver/smoking for like a year because I will never be a qt girl but I might take some solace in knowing the E will keep my shitty life going slightly longer (unless I get destroyed by blood clots)
> wears 100% clothes for women / girls, changed completely since the last 3 months
> goes to therapist
> "You dont look like you have started to try the female gender role yet, Pia"
> wont get a prescription for hrt for like one year
Fuck this, self meding now.
>>5979336
i've been a glory hole situation at a gay bar when I was 18
i was kinda a massive faggot
>>5979340
yea definitely just self med if they're gonna be like that and you dont live in the us
>>5979340
Post pics
>>5979340
Do informed consent, therapy is a gypsy ruse to get tons of insurance money out of transpeople.
>>5979340
i've got your medicine bby
needs milked twice a day
skipping days leads to sloppy fillings
>>5979343
What's different about the US?
>>5979340
uk?
>>5979342
>i was kinda a massive faggot
>was
>>5979352
>massive slut
How many dicks would you say you have sucked?
I miss Faye coming up behind me and wrapping her arms around me ;__; stupid Sailor GIF finding triggered me desu. at least I'll get to see her in 9 days tho.
g-goodnight Mtfg
>>5979332
Anyone else sleep half the day and indulge in lucid dreaming?
>>5979353
at least 50.
>>5979355
at least you have someone
it was cute at first but now its getting annoying
>>5979356
just half the day on sedatives, no lucid dreaming
>>5979353
I actually had to think....5 I think? So maybe I'm a slut too
>>5979336
Fuck I just want to suck a bunch of dicks in one session.
Goddamn gay guys and their fucking diseases, it shouldn't be this hard.
>>5979357
Where you at doe? I know that someone got hrt from her psych doctor in Düsseldorf
>>5979368
In Germany you need the therapist to prescribe you hrt, otherwise health insurance won't cover the expenses.
>>5979283
top kek,
>chill
>no-drama
>girls
why am i up at 4 am playing video games and lurking 4chan
ive reverted back to my highschool-college self.
but a tranny version
what happened
im sorry dad
im sorry
>>5979378
Could be worse desu. You're doing ok as long as you aren't killing people, are addicted to drugs or homeless.
helpppppppp
a cis girl wants to fuck me tomorrow
what do
>>5979384
tell her to bring a strap on
>>5979377
>kek
be careful with invoking ancient gods
>>5979384
tell her to wear a condom
>>5979384
Have sex with her
>clear all of my browsers caches
>red gets unfiltered
jesus fuck you're still posting this shit?
>>5979352
>check the informed consent list in the OP
>https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
>none of them are anywhere near me
>closest is like a 6 hour drive
>>5979400
>Do you have a car? If so, just do it - getting HRT is more important than avoiding a 6 hour drive.
Unfortunately not. I'm reliant on my mom and luckily she's supportive of me and my trans stuff but a 6 hour drive like once a month is still a lot to ask of her.
>>5979404
it wouldn't be once a month, it'd probably only be once a year and they'll help you by giving you a years worth of prescriptions etc
>>5979396
You can also get hrt from endocrinologists, check if there's any lgbt friendly ones in your area
>>5979384
Tape a sausage to your thigh, duh.
It's like you've never seen a comedy before.
>>5979395
Never really looked at it that way. I don't think I'm depressed. Sure I'm a tad too introspective for my own sake sometimes, but that's not constantly or consistently.
I always thought that depressed people have insomnia.
>>5979405
Wouldn't I need to do like monthly bloodwork and stuff though? Or can I get that done locally?
>>5979407
I'll try that but I'm unsure of how successful it'll be. I never really realized I live so far away from everything important before. I mean I'm only like 10 minutes away from a pretty major city. Maybe it's just not a very lgbt friendly area but I've never noticed it before. Of course that was when I was still in the closet.
>>5979410
insomnia is entirely seperate from depression, but if you're already depressed or prone to it insomnia will make you severely depressed because you have a lot more time to dwell on it
>>5979414
>mfw gem posts
>>5979410
I was really introspective when I was "depressed," and introspection only ever made me feel worse. Just my experience though, I hope you're doing better than I was back then.
>>5979412
I don't think you need a prescription to get bloodwork done, locally should work fine if there's an endo or somebody else qualified to analyze your blood in your area.
>>5979414
Aha, I see. Well I really don't think I'm depressed. Like, life's going gud so far. I just really like sleeping. Or rather, dreaming. It's a good past time. Better than Vidya or books or movies desu.
I fucking hate being sick on vacation
Fuck my life
Your bones are scraped clean by the desolate wind. Mtfg will now surely die... as you have...
>>5979429
Tfw there's a bloody skeleton inside me right now, and it'll never be fem.
>>5979431
put the dress on i'll make it fem
>>5979431
I bet you have a sexy skeleton tho
>>5979431
>Tfw no-one will ever love me for my soul, just my skeleton or meat sack
Maybe in the future, so I can stop worrying, I'll just upload my brain into a computer and become a living AI with a sultry voice
I'm 18. How do I tell my therapist I want to take estrogen.
>>5979437
be as blunt as possible
>>5979437
Tell them you're trans and want to take estrogen ASAP
>tfw no mommy gf who calls me her good little girl
>tfw no klingon gf to spar with
just beam my shit up scotty
>>5979417
Nah, I'm doing fine. What were you like back then?
>>5979444
It's not too late for me, is it?
>>5979453
>too late
>18
children these days
>>5979453
There's always lots of hug boxers around willing to give you a false sense of self esteem if you don't pass
I started at 25 and I'm surrounded by them
>>5979454
its not about wanting to be a woman but wanting to be in the upper quadrant of women
sexy and able to turn mere mortal men
>>5979432
>>5979434
T-thanks? >///>
>>5979436
Idk if I'd wanna be a computer, they seem further from womanhood than I already am.
>>5979452
Nothing made me happy and I spent most of my time sleeping or contemplating suicide. I pushed myself to think positive until it gradually started working, and now I feel a great deal better. I also don't sleep nearly enough.
>>5979446
Stop
>>5979458
thats genetic, not so much based on age.
lecture is boring "what is a sign" "what is a picture"
how're you guys doing ?
>>5979465
I just got up
>>5979465
Pretty good, just watching King of the Hill
what do you study?
i wish I started sooner!
but now Im a hon. a stupid slut hon!
>>5979465
lily i like you imo
Omegle wins, lmao
>>5979465
Hey it's angie. I needed to speak with you about suporn.
I'm looking into suporn for srs and was wondering how much was the cost?
The place that you stayed at, does that come with the price of the srs?
How long did you have to stay in Thailand?
>tfw an artificial dependence on oestrogen would prevent you from being able to live innawoods
>tfw you will never live as a gatherer in the forest with a qt hunter bf
>>5979475
i'm going in 3 months, its 550k bhat this year, but price will probably go up to 600k bhat this coming year.
the hotel price is not included and is about 1250 Baht for night.
You need to stay 28 days after the surgery.
First 7 or 8 days post op is in hospital and covered by fee, the rest you need to buy from their hotel ChonInter
>>5979479
Oh yeah I forgot you went to suporn.
Well thabks for your answers. I'm already starting to save for it
>>5979479
i need to get srs....
I'll be able to fit in with cis girls!
>>5979490
i hang out with lots of cis lesbians...
>>5979490
without
>>5979490
i paid about 600k total with hotel. but the payment to suporn clinic was *only* 550k baht. I guess i'll also need food when i'm there.
>>5979485
ya, my skype is on zeemaps if you wanna add me, i'm in South Korea.
>>5979486
errrr, i mean, i go the gym now and being able to shower there will be nice, but i feel like srs is really about helping personal dysphoria. the amount it helps you 'fit in' is really negligble :/ i don't even tuck desu and it doesn't limit my clothing choices, idk about you though
so if, just hypothetically, I inherited 170k usd
which FFS surgeon is the best at their job?
Time to start work shopping for groceries all day
At least I probably won't have to talk a lot and it can go up to $15 an hour, it'll be a healthy existence than mulling around this toxic place out of bordom
>>5979498
i've heard speigel in the states is one of the best.
>>5979498
someone in SK. theyre magicians. if you arent asian I wouldnt go there, but theyre definitely the best.
best in US is probably Spiegel
best in Europe is probably Bart
>>5979490
>come out to my mom, tell her I think I may be trans
>she says she understands, sets me up with a therapist
>do a lot of deep thinking over the next couple of weeks, plus two therapy appointments
>have an epiphany just yesterday night that yes, I should be a girl, and yes, I want to transition
>wake up feeling energized, like I'm ready to finally fix my shitty neet life
>clean up my disgusting neet cave
>make my own (healthy) breakfast
>take a shower and clean really deeply to get rid of all the disgusting neet grime I've built up from months of being a disgusting piece of shit
>feel like I'm ready to take on the world, to go to my therapist tomorrow and tell him I want hormones
>go into my mom's room to tell her my plans
>as soon as she starts speaking
>"anon, your dad will be coming home in 3 days"
>"o-okay mom"
>leave
>he works overseas
>still haven't come out to him
>have no idea how he'll take it
FUCK NOW I WANT TO DIE AGAIN
>>5979506
Just do it
>>5979495
i hang out with cis lesbians and straight cis girls too. if a girl cares that your trans im not sure if getting srs will suddenly make you fit in more though, most girls i know who see trans girls differently are just like that. srs is more of a personal thing to help you feel good.
>>5979496
>>5979497
getting conflicting info here, but realistically speaking its all in the general range of less than i expected. i was expecting about 20k dollars for just the surgery, so its good news either way. though i still doubt ill get it.
>>5979499
good luck with your job, itll suck at first but especially when you get your first paycheck itll feel a lot better.
>>5979506
>>5979507
its okay anon, you sound pretty stressed. your moms supporting you though, so its really good you have that. shell be able to help your dad be okay with it, on the chance that he isnt as supportive as she is right off the bat
>>5979511
>getting conflicting info here
no. We re saying the exact same thing.
if you book now youre going to have to pay 600k baht +hotel I guess.
>>5979476
Don't worry, the future will allow us to grow our own medication using plants. Then we can move out into the forests and never deal with normies again.
>>5979512
you said 600k without hotel, she said 600k with. i guess i might just be retarded though, sorry
>>5979511
If I can work at IHOP as a dishwasher I can do this, at last in this there's almost zero contract with your boss
>>5979512
Wtf is up with these 100k+ prides being thrown around didn't rich girl Jenner pay just 35k?
>>5979461
I'm more like, when I'm awake I just want to go back to sleep, really. It's just something I'd rather be doing than anything else.
But you're better now?
tfw not cis
>>5979518
yeah, dishwashing is a pretty bad job. people tend to take shit out on you. most stuff with grocery stores is okay unless you get a troubled customer bothering you though. and these prices are in thailand monies
>>5979516
yes. for her its 600k with hotel (because this year, its 550k for surgery + hotel which is around 600k)
but theyre going to increase prices next year, to 600k+ hotel.
since you have to wait about 15-16 months for an appointment, its pretty unlikely to get in this year, so calculate at least 600k for surgery alone.
>>5979518
currencies senpai, 35k thai baht is less than 1000€. you wont get invasive surgery that cheap anywhere
>>5979511
>its okay anon, you sound pretty stressed. your moms supporting you though, so its really good you have that. shell be able to help your dad be okay with it, on the chance that he isnt as supportive as she is right off the bat
They're divorced but they've stayed on good terms so far so hopefully she can help me. My dad tends to be a pretty cool guy but he can be anal about a few things, I know he's libertarian and non-religious so he's probably at least somewhat accepting about LGBT stuff but I have no idea how he'd handle his own son being a tranny.
This really, really would suck if it goes badly because my dad's kinda rich, albeit a bit of a cheapskate, and is more or less my only chance to get hormones and stuff in the short term and getting my life fixed via an education or trade school or something so that I can afford them in the long term and actually have a job and shit.
I know he's been pushing for me to get my life together but my standard melancholic and apathetic attitude really kinda prevented it. But now that I've accepted being trans I feel like I actually have an ambition for once in my miserable life. Hopefully if nothing else I can at least make him understand that this trans stuff is the number one step to fixing myself and he'll cut me a deal to support me so long as I get and education or work or something.
I woke up happy today.
>>5979525
Ah Yeah people would try to dominate me at work and get butthurt because I would talk back at them, like I shouldn't have my pride just because I took on a shittier job than them. This new job is instacart I don't owe the customers N O T H I N G!! :)
>>5979526
Ah well if I get USD its worth a lot in Thai right?
>>5979536
>Ah well if I get USD its worth a lot in Thai right?
youll still need like 20k$ (all in all) for suporn srs
I'm good at sleeping I swear
i want to be held
>>5979545
Ill hold you anon, and pet you and tell you youre a good girl, because you are and deserve this.
>>5979541
omg we have so much in common we should fuck sometime
>>5979547
oh wow oh :3
>>5979552
I'd rather sleep
>>5979534
money always does bring on extra stress. if you getting hormones and such helps out your getting a job and education though it sounds like hed be willing to support you, so do what you can to show that to him i guess. i hope it goes well anon
>>5979535
glad you slept tight and woke up happy pupper
>>5979536
thats good then, people are terrible to interact with for job stuff
>>5979552
nice pickup line
>>5979545
you probably deserve a good snuggling
I just finished my shift at work. In 10 minutes I'm going to work at a different job next door.
Am I the very definition of a "wage slave"?
>tfw flat chin
Why even live?
>Get asked out by a boy for the first time today
>It's a creepy mid-30s pharmacist
fuck. that totally ruins the experience...
>>5979563
>Am I the very definition of a "wage slave"?
I love you, but Id call it child labour until youre 21
>>5979563
only if you're unmotivated and don't enjoy it
>>5979569
>creepy
No doubt using it as a synonym with unattractive
Kill yourself
>>5979569
>tfw never asked out
>>5979574
robot detected.
>>5979574
nah senpai, guy straight asked me to call him "after hours."
>>5979574
>hurrrrrr what if it was Brad Pitt
You should heed your own advice, robot.
>>5979575
but you're pretty....
I like being asked out~
>>5979579
still hasnt happened ever.
I mean, I dont wanna date, but being asked out would be nice. Id politely decline but I am starting to think that something is very wrong with me that I cant see
omg everyone says f a m so much >=[
>>5979584
Ive only seen it here fampai
>>5979586
Bug your manager and get paid, its their obligation to
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>tfw organised therapy and eventfully hormones
It's finally over. The lie is over....
I'm free...
>>5979586
>although you can legally work at 16 here.
here as well, I still think you need like, be in your mid twenties and disillusioned to be counted as wageslave. If they havent broken your spirit with retarded shit, then you arent a wageslave imo.
>>5979585
>tfw lurking while everyone and an entire class room is behind with the browser in full screen mode
I posted here the other day about the picture on the right being the hairstyle I kinda wanted to go for (Mostly just the bangs). I tried to post in the tranny hair thread about pic related but I really wanted some opinions if the hair color on the left would work with the hair style on the right.
>>5979585
baka desu senpai its everywhere.
>>5979586
working at 16 is far from wageslavery, once you hit like 25 and youre still making minimum wage then youre a wageslave.
>>5979591
good job anon, no more repression, just a pleasant slide into being a cute girl
>>5979599
the color would work fine, but make sure you get it done at a stylist who's actually good.
>>5979599
yes. it depends on your face though
I live pissing reddit off :)
>>5979609
>going to reddit
>>5979609
mate look at your nose though
buy an angle grinder and remove it. Then you'll be pretty. :3
>10 minutes late to class
>we're watching Hunger Games so it doesn't matter
>>5979610
It has decent pockets just like 4chan
>>5979624
Are you in college or school?
>>5979629
we once watched parts of the Gladiator and the godfather in a class about the society of the roman republic.
In a fairly advanced uni lecture.
it was pretty great
>>5979624
what kinda class do you watch Hunger Games in?
fuck lmao
>>5979633
we watched the first season of steins gate in a fairly high level philosophy of art class i took in college. also watched wrestling and a lets play of persona 4. it can get weird
>supposed to go to store
>always look into mirror and see manliest man
>start crying and stay home
>tfw underweight and havent eaten for 2 days because of it
when will this stooop .____."
My best friend is a conservative Christian. Do you think he'll hate fuck me when I come out?
>>5979642
if youre qt enough he might
>>5979642
imo they'll try to be accepting ad then a few months in they will turn on you are berate you for who you are
>be me
>be trans
>in super suppression mode
>I tell all my friends how much I hate fags, I lift, I hunt
>I tell all my friends how disgusting and mentally ill trans people are
>*two weeks ago*
>have a mental breakdown and nearly kill myself
>I then realise I have to transition
/mtfg/ what the hell do I do? If I come out to my friends and family, they will think that I am some contradictory idiot, or that I am bipolar.
What can I say to them?
>>5979661
Just tell them you were in a deep internal conflict and was trying to repress that side of you.
Are they your friends or just 'friends'
Cause my lot would accept that.
Hell I could burn down a church and they'd still at least try and find some way of still being on my side.
>tfw born a girl
>can't ever be a trans girl, just a trans dickless guy
why even live
>>5979661
I think people understand what the word repressing means, don't worry about that.
So, I am going to join the army soon
If I can't into officer should I go medic or police squat?
they will pay for transition and all, might transition with like 22, if it's not too late then (im 186cm).
>>5979662
just my experience
>>5979661
id say try and not be so hateful around them while you start your transition and then after youve been on hormones and gone through your therapy and such come out to them. tell them you were repressing how you feel after you feel more comfortable with yourself. though admittedly id worry about how accepting theyll be of you if theyre okay with you talking about hating fags and trans people being mentally ill and disgusting
>>5979662
happened to me, but it doesnt happen to everybody.
>>5979668
u german?
Is there any possibility to still be a cute girl if you transition over 20 years old?
I feel like I should just not transition, I don't want to be a hon.
>>5979665
Congrats, you won the lottery
>>5979668
Ugh, Brandon got me sick :/
>>5979665
hey bby are you a qt?
>>5979637
This feeling eventually went away for me, or rather I learned to ignore it and care less. I still have days or weeks where I look in the mirror and see a man/boy but I just have to hope in my mind that it's not what everyone else is seeing and just deal
>>5979665
I hate you. You've actually lived a life, I still haven't lived.
>>5979676
I started at 22 and stuffs been ok, but age really is only a small factor among many. Genetics, how you look currently, how well you've taken care of yourself, your voice and so many other things are more important than age imo
>>5979676
I transitioned at 22 and I'm cute/get hit on/get dick whenever. It's all about your genetics m8
Tfw gf touches you in ur sleep
>>5979678
I don't think so because girls with dicks are pretty much superior.
>>5979687
>tfw you wake up in a three way cuddle with your fiancee and a giant stuffed orca
>>5979689
I'd be more inclined to agree with you if being trans actually meant 'girl with dick' as opposed to 'male body that you have to reverse the development of, yet still has male traits no matter what'.
>>5979689
Na senpai
Having a gt sucks
>>5979694
>short
being short is a good thing, fempai.
>tfw look like a massive fag
>soft voice
>submissive
>obsessed with hair styles, and skin products
>hate sports
>parents and friends still haven't suspected anything
How could they not realise?
>>5979694
Well the short part is good, chin and nose can be fixed (or leave em if they're not bad, my nose is big too) big hands and feet suck but they aren't as big of a deal as some people make them out to be
>>5979691
Tfw gf massaging your tits and ass and she pushes you against the wall and you cant fight back because youre weaker than her
>got fat (200 pounds) when I was a guy because I hated myself and food and vidya were my escapism
>losing weight (170!) and becoming a girl now but I have stretch marks all over my body - my sides, under my arms, my butt, my hips, my crotch, etc from when I was fat
>tfw I can never be qt
>>5978324
>>tfw last time you looked in the mirror on psys you thought you looked freakish, disfigured, and masculine
iktf but then again all other humans looked the same way to me, it was fucking weird, it was like I was looking at human beings for the first time in my life as an adult
>>5979283
haha no, try the kageshi room /mtfg, that's pretty chill and no-drama
this is probably the most toxic place on the whole of 4chan, moreso than /b/
>>5979708
hiiii robin~
>>5979680
Hope it happens for me too like that.
Been in a spiral going downwards ever since i broke up w my bf around new year.
>>5979706
>got fat when was a guy, got stretch marks
so much that, and its so gross. good job with losing weight, you got this !
i was 265~ , now 138.
uhoh by the way most guys don't care about that ! so dont worryy
>>5979702
They probably do but don't want to approach to you about it
>>5979684
>Mfw I'm 21
Ayayayayayayayaay
I started at 19 ><
>>5979702
>tfw transphobic father outright asked if I was on hormones but then retracted it as a joke
>this is actually the sort of stuff he says as a joke constantly so I can't tell whether he was probing or actually joking
>mother keeps making "tranny" references around me, purposefully pointing out gender-non-conforming people if they come up on TV/newspaper/etc. like Boy George or Pete Burns and saying how disgusting it is
>both have noticed my boobs, told them it's gyno and they bought it, scared about hiding future growth though
>gonna have to go to family reunion stuff this summer
>pretty sure the last time we were together my uncle could already tell, kept looking at my face/chest alarmed
sweating_man_in_green_shirt_mopping_his_brow.jpg
Tfw no bf.
hiii everyone its my bday today and im going into the city for a comedy show. If anyones in philly come say hi!
>>5979706
>200 pounds
>170 pounds
Can you use human measurements please?
>>5979676
Started at 22..ill never pass
Hon lyfe
>>5979710
HI QTπ
>>5979706
Stretch marks go away
>>5979723
Did you start as you turned 19 or nearly 20?
>>5979728
90 and 77 kg in commiespeak.
>>5979731
I've heard so but I'm a bit worried I may have shit genetics for that or something since my mom has a lot too.
>>5979735
people will anyway think you have had like twins so idk i guess thats a small win?
>>5979734
hmmm...in the middle. 5 months before birthday~
>>5979735
Just drink lots of water and maybe use creams
>>5979676
it's rlly a combination of age and genetic lottery
like I started at 18 and barely pass and am pretty ugly but there are girls around here who started years later and turned out much more passable and cute
>>5979744
Iktf but started at 29
/mtfg/ should I get my hair cut like this today?
>>5979737
I guess you could think of it that way. Feels kinda weird to me though.
>>5979740
Will do. I think my family may just be predisposed to stretch marks. It gets me a bit worried for when my breasts come in, since I might get stretch marks there. Still though, I'd definitely prefer being busty with stretch marks to being flat with clear skin so maybe my family's genetics aren't all bad. If I got the boob gene that my mom and sister have that'd more than make up for these stretch marks.
>>5979676
Genetics is the most important factor. I was already pretty much fully 25-year-old-masculinised at 18. Some people don't even properly start puberty until after 20 (the lucky fuckers...).
hey /mtfg/
What's up ?
>>5979468
>what do you study?
history
>>5979466
moinsen then
>>5979470
ty
>>5979475
>how much was the cost?
550k THB surgery
flight : 800€ (2way ticket)
hotel : 42k THB (36 days)
food (hotel only has breakfast but enough stuff close to it for cheap and delicious noms) : 10k THB
>The place that you stayed at, does that come with the price of the srs?
nope but it's not rly expensive
>How long did you have to stay in Thailand?
have to : roughly 20 days post op, I stayed a whole month tho just to be sure
you can decide to not take the hotel during hospital stay (one week) to safe money for example
>>5979756
you can be as qt as me :3
>>5979756
So my hair is basically this short already, but a fair amount of it is yucky pre HRT early hrt hair and I want it gone, cheska's getting hers cut and I think I want to as well
>>5979746
How did it turn out?
>>5979764
Thanks for the input.
I'm already saving and shooting for a 2017/18 time frame
>>5979764
>>what do you study?
>history
<3 <3 <3
>tfw still scared FFS won't be able to reshape my jaw enough
I'm guessing the only way to find out is consultation? No info online anywhere on how much they can take off?
It's such a pain that they won't do the op if it means severing the main nerves at the chin, I've got practically no feeling in the lower half of my face anyway, urgh
>>5979735
I went from 110kg to 60kg and they did not go away after a year.
I don't think mine ever will.
>>5979782
>tfw 50kg skellington
>>5979731
wrong
they do change colour to white though which is easier to cover up with makeup than the purple splotches
>>5979758
alternating between "huh hrt is actually making me look a bit cuter, maybe things will be alright" and "oh god what if the FFS gets botched what if I can't afford it what am I going to do I can't look like this forever fucking kill me"
>you will never milk ur favorite trips and use the milk to bake with
>>5979786
Jelly, I wanna drop more down to 55ish
Anybody here have kik? Im lonely as fuck
>Pre hrt 96 kg
>Two year hrt 77 kg
>Another year between 74-77 kg
Why my body don't want to be qt and skinny?
I want be 60 kg qtpie
>>5979764
>>5979774
>history
I applied for that once but literally not a single uni in the country with a history course took me in, fuck it, woulda been a waste of time anyways, no one hires historians unless you're the top expert on a subject thats getting attention.
Crusades and WW2 and cold war best era though. Romes pretty neat too but everyone already knows a fuckton about that even if just from the movies.
>>5979798
I'm trying to fucking gain weight and I cant
I want to do it healthier than just eating mcdonalds every day
I'm stuck at 61-63kg
>>5979799
cartman go away no one likes you
