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old >>5968059
Let's do our best today, girls!
>>5969544
I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS IMAGE FOREVER
THANK YOUUU
Why is yume such a slut?
>>5969559
im not what the frick
>>5969544
Why isn't anon in the pic?
I feel left out
>>5969544
This is perfect.
>>5969559
>not being a slut
come on, its [CURRENT YEAR]
>>5969544
>me and edie not flirting with each other
in the trash it goes
>>5969559
Don't you start slut shaming! Yume can use as many girls and femmeboys as playthings as she wants to, so long as she can make them consent.
>>5969580
This was before you two met
>>5969585
I loved it when me and adri were tsundre for each other >.>
;-;
>>5969544
So many dead trips
>>5969544
>no phienchen
>no marina
>no robin
So is this an American thread now?
>>5969594
stfu yuropoor
>>5969594
yes
>>5969544
Who made this?
>>5969566
you've got to prove you're gonna be the same person senpai
they'd probably be scared you're gonna turn into a raging sjw or start writing soppy love ballads or whatever, show them you can still rock the fuck out and you should keep the respect of the cool people
>>5969594
>implying anybody would include a gross fetishist like edgar in these things
>>5969595
Not Europoor or Burgerland but okay.
>>5969600
Pic related.
>>5969607
dude u cant act like bashful and shit and pretend ur above people making fun of u when it LITERALLY effects u and you ACTUALLY get upset about it
Why do cars (especially commercial trucks) honk at me when I'm walking to work? This never happened when i was a boy. Is it a cat call or are they telling me to "keep on trucking"? I wave when they honk to be nice.
another pointless selfy because i like my hair here
>>5969611
I think it's usually cat calling
>>5969611
"fuckin tranny"
>robin
>>5969613
hey circe how's it hanging
>>5969613
I also like your hair. The texture is so thick looking. Wouldn't be fun to comb or anything but I bet it'd be fun to bury your face in.
>>5969625
>Combing that
Straight haired cissy detected
>>5969623
too soon, not cool man
>>5969610
why are you reading so much into that?
I just thought it'd be a funny response to that query
it is an attempt at humour
calm your tits
>>5969632
idk senpai...
Which of the trips in the OP no longer come here?
>>5969623
I have a date tonight by some ripped hairy arab guy, so that's kind of nice to look forward to.
But actually more interested in in this other half arab-spaniard guy, even if he's kind of hairless, he's got lots of piercings which i like a lot more. But the hairlessness..
>>5969625
lol, i have one partner who hates it, it always gets in the way during stuff.
But everyone else likes it.
>>5969619
I actually really like how she looks so thanks
>>5969631
wot
i genuinely don't get it dude man bro
>>5969637
that sounds exciting, do you hope you'll be a habibi?
>>5969636
they're literally all dead, it was a memorial image
>>5969637
Does the Arab guy know you're trans? Otherwise you might get murdered.
Hello friends, I appear to be lost. Could you direct me to the thread where I can find friendly, well adjusted transgender females for friendly banter and conversation?
:^)
>>5969630
>cissy
That's hurtful, Anon.
It's not my fault I'm white and have white people hair.
>>5969640
But I've seen kiwi, sophie, kayla, maddie, cheska, edie, faye and myna.
And if the rest suddenly stopped posting, then where did they go?
>>5969594
M A G A
I just napped for a bit
hey mtfg i'm 2 months into hrt and i confused somebody in a bathroom, hows everybody doing?
>>5969647
susans.org
>>5969647
search "Trans Help General" in the catalog
or, kageshi room /mtfg
less drama than 4chan, but slower
Hello everyone! How are you all doing today?
>>5969655
TWINKIE HOUSE
>>5969647
kill yourself
>>5969649
Oh. : 3c
That's cute. Yes, I want to be a habibi.
Although, honestly, i really do want to meet up with the half spaniard one, instead. They're both about the same levels of muscular, which i don't really like, but one of them is hairy and the other one is modded.
And I dunno..
>>5969657
>>5969663
Conflicted and trying to focus on my love life to distract myself from my social anxiety from having just gone to the grocery store alone
>>5969651
I have a theory: mtfg is racist
>>5969664
upvote this post if ur a proud twink who dont need no bbc
>>5969653
>And if the rest suddenly stopped posting, then where did they go?
1. Suicide/homeless/emotional wreck/ or other bad situation
2. Found bf or gf and stopped posting
3. Found jobs and stopped posting cuz no time
4. became bored in general and get burnout
5. like four but i think some became anonymous because they were tired of being trips but still post here
>>5969524
>>5969620
Oh wow, I just punched a taxi's mirror because he tapped me and like wobbled me desu. I wanna say sorry for yelling at him tho.
>>5969663
i'm doing good please let me smear precum on your glasses thank you
>>5969666
are you gonna make fug, what's your opinion on olive gardeno?
>>5969669
edit: thanks for the gold kind cuck
>>5969667
sophie and i have expressed a distaste for the people called niggers
>>5969544
WHY DO I NOT EXIST IN THIS IMAGE YOU CLOWNS
HOW COULD YOU FORGET YOUR FORMER QUEEN
I am retired, not dead
>>5969677
never post my oc ever again
>>5969683
S-sorry.
>>5969666
I-i'm not sure what to say, that must suck :x
>>5969679
AGP AS FUCK
but pls do it
>>5969663
playing dominions 4 again, so many updates since the last time i played. ive been video gaming more the past few days than i have in months, but at least im sticking to my weird overly complex stuff. how are you grace?
>>5969677
when i was in london a few years ago my taxi driver actually ran over somebody and i had to get out and walk the rest of the way to where i was going. fun time
>>5969685
>How you feeling?
I am still tired and my head hurts terribly
>>5969685
its why im posting here again, you get bored and trapped in a small room for several hours a day and you go back to 4chans
>>5969686
lucky for u thats only one of many
>>5969679
>you will never EVER get cheska unlimited breadsticks from the olive garden (since u know the manager)
>>5969687
maybe, the other day me n sophie were seriously discussing having you and bunz come up here or sumfin
>>5969692
i've only ever been to olive jarden once, but both times i ate 3 bowls of unlimited pasta and took a 4th bowl home
>>5969666
buy anything good?
Also whats everybody's thoughts on smoking weed on hrt? does it lessen the effects? i've seen lots of conflicting info.
>>5969700
i wanna come hang with sophie and cheska
real sick of this anti-yume crap.........someday ur al,ll gonna pay
>>5969692
>tfw yume never progammed kaylabot
>>5969700
Consider you're meme stolen. 8^)
I'm having an orchiectomy in a few weeks. What should I expect?
Pic semi related; my cat has no balls.
>>5969702
>does it lessen the effects?
probably not
>Meet a transgirl pretty far along in her transition at the support group
>I am autisticly shy and pre-hrt
>She is legitimately most confident person I have ever met
>Escape my comfort zone to talk to her a tiny bit because she had a new source for HRT I had never heard
>Chases me down afterwards to talk
>Become Facebook friends
>Legitimately talks to me online and wants to hang out
>Making plans
I'm excited but kind of scared. Is she just lonely and wanting a friend too? She mentioned she was a lesbian off-handedly at the group so she wouldn't have weird motives, right?
I don't think she's going to shank me.
>>5969702
i smoke that green sticky peaceful herb every day man..... good for the soul makes u peaceful and gives u ego-death to make u self-actualised...
>>5969706
regret
>>5969704
WHAT>
>>5969706
if you get general anesthetic you'll wake up without balls
>>5969712
you said you would make a bot that produced kaylaposts ;_;
>>5969689
I've never played that game before, how is it? But yeah I've been playing more videogames now that I'm NEET and I'm just trying to distract myself from IRL stuff. I'm doing okay though, trying not to get anxious about my clinic appointment on Friday and make sure I actually send some job apps out.
>>5969700
Wait wait wait, BUNZ AND I?! Aaaaaaaaaa I'd die just meeting her. With you and Sophie around too I'd like literally die of a heart attack and explosive erection.
>>5969706
They make you wear a cone around your neck for a week or two so you don't try to bite your stitches. Shit sucks.
>>5969713
>Have you eaten today? Also drink something.
not yet
gonna get breakfast soon tho
>>5969706
Reduced aggression
Reduced roaming behavior
Reduction in urine marking behavior
>>5969711
How was the support group, I'm too nervous to go to one and all I've heard is horror stories of them
>>5969703
we need to get an apartment with just the two of us, this other roomate really throws a wrench into a lotta shite
>>5969705
all my memes are stolen eventually
>>5969716
we intended to make you make love, like cockfighting except its girltinklers
seriously though when we move we kinda want something like that sorta kinda
>>5969719
>tfw dying to see grace's explosive erection for like 4 years now
well i did see a couple times, but it doesn't have the underage taboo i like anymore ;_;
>>5969725
moving is a pain man
>>5969679
Why are people so willfully racist in 2016 idgi
>>5969730
C U R R E N T Y E A R
>>5969730
its been like on 4chan since forever tho
>>5969706
you go and get your surgery, wake up with surprisingly little pain in your scrotum but a lot of back pain from an uncomfy bed. wear loose comfy pants because youll have a massive bulge from all the bandages, it looks funny. youll want a jock strap to help keep it tight, it makes healing easier and you dont want all those bandages to slip around. an ice pack would be a good thing to have too, the pain pills help a lot but the ice bag was actually really nice for helping as well. itll hurt for a couple of weeks and the surgery glue/scar/dried blood will make it look disgusting and stink until you can shower but i cant even see a scar really anymore. youll still have a lot of skin there and it can look funny. i get phantom ball syndrome sometimes, its a little weird, but i cant even remember what it was like to have testes anymore so its going away. you wont be able to shoot cum anymore and peeing will feel different.
>>5969713
i live in my gf's dorm for reasons right now, i cant get in without her so i have to be careful about when i leave.
>>5969716
overly complex in design with a charming simple sprite aesthetic. if you can get into it its a lot of fun, but to play with other people its all play by email. really archaic game, very few like it anymore. updated frequently which is nice. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FMIQfYIkrjA&list=PLM7yEwbhGUooISDlRy9rcQ0__senFxmHc is a good series of it.
What sort of clinic appointment? And its good that youre sending out apps, hope it goes well
>>5969680
Getting excluded from these kind of things makes me feel like I don't exist.
>>5969711
She sounds chill as fuck, probably can help you out with your own transition. Definitely hang with her.
>>5969738
what
no i meant to hangout, why the fuck would i move to the east coast
>>5969725
>>5969738
Cheska, you don't seem to understand. I steal the memes. I am the meme thief.
>>5969732
I took a new selfie today
>>5969744
a plane ride is a plane ride phie, i aint moving to worst coast just so ur plane ride is fuckin shorter... sick of this CRAP
>>5969741
iunno i got confused when you said moving is a pain, now i know you mean moving in general
>>5969742
i want it to happen really bad, I WANT BUNZ TO WATCH ME
>>5969743
IT WAS ME BARRY
What's the last thing you fapped to? Mine was a manga about this milf who was used by her son's classmates who eventually progressed to dressing her son up and using him as a cumdump and fucking them both at the same time.
>>5969746
more funny pictures at funnypicsplus.com
>>5969749
we tried moving awhile ago to a bigger place for cheaper...... realised its just a massive waste of time and money. would really like to move into a 3bedroom though and planning on it soon.
>>5969751
tags: loli yandere incest mindbreak rape
>>5969751
you expect me to remember what happened an hour ago?
>>5969724
It's been mostly non-binary asigned female at birth people (like consistently half), older transwomen (40+) or transmen. Also quite a few transmen around my age who are always pre-T. I've gone to 5 sessions now. The third one had a guy around my age who was probably a transgirl but didn't specify and presented more male than I do.
It took until the 4th I met other MTFs in their 20's. Two others showed up. One was just at the soft skin phase and the other was the cool girl I was talking about.
I think all the MTFs are online and avoid these things. Or my area is really weird. There was this big conference thing locally for WPATH recently and they filled a pretty big room apparently. A lot of other trans people apparently showed up who had no idea about this support group. I only know because my therapist insisted I try it a few times. So maybe it's just a lack of organization.
>>5969719
>uhhhhhhhhhh calm down there
I need more spiro my sex drive is back in full force send help
>>5969725
>we intended to make you make love, like cockfighting except its girltinklers
You are putting really bad fantasies in my head Cheska, stop this I'm supposed to be pure and innocent.
>seriously though when we move we kinda want something like that sorta kinda
When you girls move I'm so down. I was also serious about the maid thing the other night >>
>it doesn't have the underage taboo i like anymore ;_;
I can always pretend I'm a few years younger. I still have the incompetent virgin appeal at least lol
>>5969735
I'll have to look into it more, not sure it's really my thing though :s
And it's for my HRT so I'm getting a nice blood test but that's no big deal. I just get anxious about doctors in general, I can't help it.
>>5969751
MotherxDaughter erp
>>5969757
idk will i get killed by muzzies?
>>5969735
>peeing will feel different.
how different?
>>5969751
i got morningwood earlier because my gf rubbed her benis against my butt when i wanted a hug. so i jerked off as she got ready to leave for school and had her go on her knees so i could cum down her throat
>>5969753
moving does fucking suck, plus all the stupid junk you have to carry around and shit
>>5969758
you weren't very innocent when i was introduced to youuu, you'll always have the younger appeal to me dummy. and yeah i kinda really want it to happen too
>>5969763
>>5969762
not if they think youre halal.
>>5969761
>Not MotherXcrossdressing son
>>5969769
i am arabic so maybe they wont, but i come from a very proud catholic family, will they be able to smell the blood and flesh of jesus christ on me?
tfw youll never call a guy a faggot as hes fucking you
>>5969773
don't let your memes be dreams anon
>>5969774
DELETE
THIS
FUCKING
POST
>>5969758
>tfw Grace is a sinner in saint's clothing
>>5969772
they will probably rape and kill me for being a fag.
since youre qt theyll probably put you under a veil and marry you off to some sandowner
>>5969772
>a pasty whiteboy
>arabic
kek
>>5969773
My friend called me cute i called him a fag
>>5969765
>you weren't very innocent when i was introduced to youuu
>tfw my attempts are reforming into a pure girl are slowly falling apart
>you'll always have the younger appeal to me dummy.
Well yeah I'm only 19 and you're like... 2something?
>yeah i kinda really want it to happen too
Maybe I'll just show up one day and-
>>5969778
IM SORRY IM NOT SLUTTY I SWEAR IM A GOOD GIRL ;_;
>>5969773
Getting called a faggot is a weird turn on to me.
I blame middle school bullying.
>>5969751
/5870286/beautiful_lovely_sissy .html
I wish I was her.
>>5969780
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but i have a willy so they'll stone me once they see that man
>>5969781
im 75% of european descent but the largest % of my blood is of Arabic blood. u never seen a lebanese person raised in a cold climate?
>>5969751
mine was lewds from pizza while we were rping student/teacher
>>5969790
youll pulll through
>>5969744
Lets make it a secret tranny scool that will control /mtfg/ from the shadows!
>>5969755
Most support groups I went to were the same, support groups tend to exude jealousy and resentment towards passing mtfs, and mtfs in general learn to not expose themselves even at events that claim they're friendly towards us(They normally aren't).
>>5969758
its not a game id recommend for most people, its super tedious, but i like grand strategy stuff.
and thats normal, doctors can be nerve racking.
>>5969763
it feels like theres not as much force behind it, more like its just dribbling out than actually being forced out. its not actually just dribbling out, but idk. could just be me. its kind of how i imagine peeing with a vag would feel desu.
>>5969790
you are like those amerifats who say they are sioux or native american when in fact they're only 1/256 native american and look no different from other white americans
>>5969775
she is qt and pale but more importantly her mouth is very warm
>>5969783
TWENTY SOMETHING SURE LETS GO WITH THAT ;w;
you can't pretend you're a saint to me, i've seen you cum before
>>5969790
It's ok, nobody believes I'm Japanese either :c
>>5969802
Is it just me or do a lot of Americans say "I'm Irish" all the time?
>>5969802
but my last name is arabic and my grandpa was born in the middle east.....
ur wrong man
allahu ackbar
>>5969807
god damn u half japanese girls
>>5969806
Huh soundd p good
>>5969751
forced feminisation fantasies
(no, silly, me doing it to cute femgen boys and then frotting with our cute feminine penises)
>>5969800
>support groups tend to exude jealousy and resentment towards passing mtfs
There's probably truth to this.
The moderator told me last time that she "fucking hates the term 'passing'"
I imagine she does because she transitioned when she was in her late 40's.
>>5969812
Do it tume every tiem
The redhead says to shred the chello
And I'm jello
Bb
>>5969800
Lets do it!
we will usher in a new age for this board
>>5969821
she wont talk wont think wont look at me.... im the epitome of PUBLIC enemy why u gotta go and do me like that.. come out on the street and DANCE WITH meeee
>>5969806
Age is just a number, or so some 33 year old on /soc/ told me.
>tfw like older girls
>i've seen you cum before
H-hey you're not supposed to tell people about that!!
>>5969801
>and thats normal, doctors can be nerve racking.
I don't have a reason to be so nervous though, it's just like, negative association I have from previous bad experiences as a kid making me all anxious.
>>5969751
>>5969815
Forced feminization (yes having it done to me)
>>5969827
I'm a lot like yume so pls
>>5969751
I've literally never fapped in my entire life. Not even once.
>>5969809
no, they usually claim to have native american or some "exotic" ancestry that would make them stand out above all those boring english/irish/german mutts
>tfw trying to drink anything feels like fucking rusty razors running across ur tonsils
>tfw u need to stay hydrated but drinking anything is fucking torture
i still dont understand how to deal with this, the pain is like 9/10 and i throw up if i just force myself to drink it
>>5969812
In which country do you live
>>5969844
In mine
>>5969828
okay fine i won't tell anyone anymore
and i know what you like silly
>>5969814
i'm about to squeeze one out, is that okay mom
responde si vous plait
>>5969844
land of the free home of the brave anglo-pride world wide
>>5969838
HELLO?
IM HERE?
IM WAITING?
>>5969849
shit dude...dude quit trolling me or i retaliate and u wont like me when im angry o.O
>>5969830
It's nice because it takes the shame out of it when it's forced upon you.
>>5969847
>okay fine i won't tell anyone anymore
Good! 'cause i'm totally not proud I kinda scored you for a while. T-totally not.. I don't brag about it sometimes..
>and i know what you like silly
There's probably some surprises left~.
>>5969841
Well, I'm a full blooded Arvern...
>>5969857
kinda scared that if i go visit the east coast im gonna get the travel sickness again
holy fuck thisi s hell
>>5969853
Shame? What shame? Why the hell should we be ashamed of who we are?
Does /mtfg/ like subby mommies like they do dom moms?
>>5969860
No no no come visit no sick here, very clean, just wash floor, we keep you very health
>>5969854
geez i had no idea it was like that
I HAVE TO BRB
>>5969857
oki will, i suspect you won't wanna do one tonight maybe possible. and besides i think i'll have some for then still
ALSO DON'T INTERRUPT ME ON THE STATIONARY WHEN YOU GET HOME
>>5969862
what is a subby mommy?
arent you the chils when youre the sub
>>5969862
only awkward straight men like yume does
>>5969862
How about switch mommies?
>>5969865
I totally didn't happily explain our history to a friend just now... no way..
OKAY HAVE FUN YOU SLUT
Can anon make a Vocaroo thread?
Also http://vocaroo.com/i/s1lEz8JHFMCD
I don't get why NYC isn't the meme city for trannies. Any person can pass here.
>>5969873
this is mtfg not gaygen
enjoy the penis though
>>5969873
You sound way too lewd for a girl, gross.
>tfw you actually feel like a girl for once instead of a shit impression of one
I deffo think stoner chick w/ the beanie hats is my aesthetic
ayyyy I'm finding my style :D
>>5969876
because yume is in portland, and wherever she goes the memes follow
>>5969865
Is putting my gt in your mouth considered an interruption?
>>5969873
We post voices now? https://clyp.it/ru5q2k4d
>>5969874
Oh hey it me
I went girlmode yesterday and didn't get gendered as male a single time
feels good even tho I'm pretty sure I didn't pass
>>5969886
I don't know if I could be you. I feel inadequate compared to other dominant people out there.
>>5969812
>Not being a white pureblood
How awful, Im so sorry.
>>5969819
Lmfao, this literally sounds like mirror mode of the regular support group at my town. It's hard, talking to other trans people is comforting but passers get a lot of feelings projected at them I feel.
>>5969824
The New /mtfg/ Order, we will be the true masters.
>>5969862
I like my mommies having their souls stuck into cloned bodies of gods. They're the best kind for fighting off giant monsters.
>>5969886
Literally CIS girl teen voice.
>>5969874
thats my ideal mommy desu, not sure if i really want a mommy anymore though.... i feel way too vulnerable
>>5969878
Thanks
I'm not on hrt yet, working on it.
Which is why I need to work more on voice.
2 More weeks
>>5969874
thats what being a switch is anon.
>>5969883
i really like that look actually, its good that youre working on it. you could probably borrow a little bit from goth with the drapey jackets and such for super laid back look.
>>5969890
thats pretty great, what all did you do?
>>5969893
then you should work on your dominating skills anon
>>5969890
people were probably like "duude check out this fag wearing womens clothes" "looool"
>>5969871
t-thanks i did
>>5969886
I'M TIRED NOW, i'll be on the bike if you need me
>>5969885
Sheeeet.
>>5969890
Fuckin radical senpaitachi.
Ahh, I'm trying to switch to injections but inhousepharmacy doesnt have estradiol valerate in stock. So I was wondering if i could just take the 10 mg/ml Progynon weekly instead of the 20 mg/ml estradiol biweekly?
>>5969907
its very difficult for me, i find it hard to not be 100% mommy or 100% little, if i force myself to take care of mommy im extremely prideful so i just end up being the mommy. it doesnt make me sad anymore so i guess it doesn't really matter i guess. i wish i could be happy with it but i doubt it ill ever be able to feel comfortable being that vulnerable ever again
>>5969861
I guess for me it helped. Particularly early on. Mostly in the denial phase then the self-hate phase. I had been swinging between self-acceptance and self-disgust as of last week.
I'm feeling a lot more confident in it since I've started my super early experiments with clothes and make up.
What really helped was going out with my little sister yesterday though. I'm only out with Dad right now but she makes me a better person. I feel like I'm more complete when I interact with her. She's really shy with strangers (in a child way) and so am I (in an adult way) but I can't be shy if she wants something or has a question.
It helped me understand myself a bit better when I thought about it later. All my life I've been shy and super reluctant to take any lead. But there's multiple instances where I abandoned that when someone else was too scared to ask for help (friend in middle school confided his suicide plans to me, his only friend, and I told a counselor; I became the outgoing person a friend was too reluctant to mingle with strangers; I asked for directions in my large group in a foreign language when they were too intimidated) and I've been a reluctant leader a few times when I realized no one was really going to do anything because we were all scared followers. Because I understand how awful it feels to be helpless.
It was a big confidence boost finally understanding why I switched like that. I -am- a good person.
>>5969907
you have yourself and objects near you, thats all you need anon. what would you want a mommy to say to you? to do to you? think about that stuff and when you get the chance apply it to your partner. for more technical skills like ropework or massaging or beating if you want to go that far theres a ton of resources online and you can practice a little without another person. wrap up some stuff around you with rope to understand knots, massage yourself to get a feeling for the general anatomy and practice hitting specific spots to make sure you can be accurate and not hurt anybody. go talk on /d/ a little and roleplay too, it might help you work on your tone and what to say, not to mention give you the chance to meet people
>>5969903
Just used some of my new makeup and clothes. Still had a bit of mustache poking through my concealer and foundation, so I gotta experiment more with that. I tried to keep it tasteful though, just used blush to add a bit of colour on top of the foundation, then a little bit of mascara because I really like eye makeup. Didn't have the confidence to try eyeliner because I was in a bit of a rush.
I wore a full-length skirt because I haven't been keeping my legs shaven, then a v-neck T with a cardigan. My mom said I looked like a librarian, not really sure what she meant by that, but I actually felt cute, which is rare for me. My mom also did my hair up all nice in a girly way and gave me makeup tips!
>>5969905
One person stumbled over my pronouns, and another seemed to make it a point to gender me female.
>>5969544
>>5969544
Is it better to die a man rather than live to see yourself become a hon?
Nothing about me will ever be beautiful.
And I'll never be happy living this lie.
At least I can use my male strength to end this.
>>5969923
there is not mdlg/ddlg/cgl thread on /d/. or anywhere on 4chan for that matter
>>5969907
drop contact info anon
>>5969861
>>5969919
Cont.
It also helped me realize that I had to lead myself through this; there is literally no one else with the exact same journey no matter how many stories I try to find to reassure myself everything is going to be fine after this. I am *me* and no one else has done *me* before. And after all this I'll still be me just happier with myself.
10 years of realizing what's wrong but running from it, particularly when I turned to the cult I joined for 5 of them, really fucked me mentally. I thought the way I felt was so wrong. I literally tried to pray it away for years and thinking I wasn't trying hard enough. I can only imagine the layers of mental shit people who start in their mid-life crisis go through since I started at my quarter-life crisis.
>>5969925
you might want to try wax or plucking your mustache if its a big problem. that is the easiest set up for makeup, really good for day to day. eyeliner can make a huge difference, you should definitely practice it. using a pencil or a felt tipped one was the easiest for me, liquid stuff gives the best results but took forever to learn. that sounds like a cute outfit too, and i think librarian sounds like a compliment. a cute kind of bookish girl. you should do it more often anon.
>>5969946
if you can stomach it gfd talks about mommy stuff a lot. theres also erp general which usually has people into mommy stuff, and if you really want to theres also the ff14 thread which probably has some people into it. not to mention mommy stuff being pretty popular in general, so its easy to find somebody if youre alone
>>5969873
https://clyp.it/bne3miag
Here's my horrible accent...
>>5969952
what is gfd?
>bf cured my bdd
Now I'm scared it will come back with double force when I loose him. Mtfg what I will do then? ;_;
Pic very related.
>>5969961
>that pic
Fuck.
>>5969961
Your bf?
Is it the crossdresser you dated?
>>5969953
Your accent is stronger than I thought it would be.
<3
>>5969903
thanks <333
yeah I lurve big jackets and coats
I've got a waterproofed faux-leather one that looks totally tomboyish and fazed out on me but it really suits this look I think
>>5969968
Yeah but he is very masculine believe or not. He do that just by himself but tbqh I have nothing against it.
>>5969961
Find coping methods now, improve your self image through the relationship, but don't rely on it for validation about your appearance. Done that before, and it really does come crashing down when it ends if you haven't found other ways of feeling good about yourself.
Unrelated to whatever the current topic is but holy shit, thanks anon.
I usually lurk these threads and have accessed some links, but never even touched the voice training paste because I can already make my voice girly.
It's tiring as fuck though, and the swallowing trick reduced the effort massively and gave better results. Thank you for sharing.
>>5969952
I wear eyeliner sometimes, just didn't really feel like it that day. Plus, last time I wore eyeliner and mascara I didn't dig it, dunno if I went too heavy-handed or what. I'm still very much a newbie to makeup.
Kinda wish I had taken a picture but there was a lot of stuff happening that day (I used the women's bathroom for the first time!) and I couldn't really snap a good one. I need more clothes...
>>5969977
I'd believe it; there's masculine straight crossdressers; despite the stereotype they don't all become become transhons at 40.
>>5969979
To be honest, I haven't done any real training. Just talking in my daily life, and I don't talk that much..
>>5969959
gentle fem dom and role reversal is the thread, gfd + rr. kind of /r9k/ depending on the day, but ive met some really nice people and dated one girl from there. lot of boys though, which isnt really me.
>>5969976
thats really great, fashion is a really great hobby to get into to help with your image.
>>5969961
>>5969978
this is really good advice, having support from somebody is good, and they can give you validation, but you need to be able to be fine on your own too.
>>5969981
you always have to start somewhere anon, but if it feels good to do that just means its fun to practice. you can always take a pic next time, and more clothes is always a good idea
>>5969978
Good advice. But god damn it. I was never more proud to be myself when we wear walking around mall together.
Next day I went by myself and I felt empty and sad (as always).
will a college teach me useful coding skills? idk what coding even is really.. im not sure if i can do it.
>>5969886
cis/10 how do i get to this level?
>>5969992
Try doing an online course before sinking money into it.
>>5969993
I cut off my balls when I was 13
>>5969987
You've dated someone from /d/?
>>5969886
Sophie you are my hero. I want you to know that.
>>5969993
Actually thiugh thank you ^~^
I sang nalas parts from can you feel the live tonight (from the lion king) for like a little less than week in my car
i wanna die because im not a cis girl
>>5969997
well fuck. you have, or had, more balls than i ever had or will get.
i have no idea what im doing with my voice desu
>>5970007
take me with you
I want out
my boobs kept growing >.>
>>5969992
you might learn how to write code to an extent but if you want to actually be good youre going to have to spend time learning how to be a good developer yourself. you want to have a good cv with some projects that youve worked on as well as at least one internship.
>>5969886
yup i wouldnt worry about your voice not passing lol. i like how it sounds!
>>5970015
>you want to have a good cv with some projects that youve worked on as well as at least one internship.
how do i work on projects if i can't secure an internship because i'm turbo-autistic and can't interview
>>5970016
i can get the higher notes easy, but it just sounds wrong
>>5970010
You seems like the most hard working trip here. You keep improving yourself all the time.
When I think about my transition I think about determination from people like you.
I wonder when I'm just carrying an energy drink and jelly beans in my purse if I'm girling wrong
>>5969990
Idk, a reasonable starting place is probably learning to disconnect feelings of loneliness from feelings of self image, which while easier said than done is pretty important in the long run. You feel good about yourself when you're around them, but it's in large part because there's a certain amount of contentedness in having a partner. Learning to carry those feeling about yourself, even in the absence of a partner, is pretty much essential to being happy in the long run.
>>5970021
Okay possible issue is with resonance versus pitch, don't try to produce a falsetto, try to move resonance from the chest cavity into the nasal cavity, read the voice guide in the op
>>5970014
>tfw no boobs yet
If I get my mom's B cups I'm gonna be so pissed my Grandma's giant tiddy genes skipped me.
i'm scared because I take after my mom in a lot of ways. My sister got my grandma's genes and jesus she's big.
whats the best way to be dead by tomorrow night mtfg?
>>5969998
i lived with her for a year. and my fiancee i met here, though she browses /d/ a lot too. the girl from /d/ was very sweet, but she was autistic and had a lot of issues that i wasnt in a good position to help her with at the time so it didnt work out.
>>5970020
get a github account and start contributing and writing libraries and small things even if nobody uses them. contribute to projects. write a webapp for something or a small game. it depends on what kind of thing youre into. the project itself doesnt matter that much so much as it shows you have some skills
eventually youre going to want to go in for an interview but you can definately have projects even if you dont have a job/internship
>>5970031
OD on dank memes
>>5970031
Just wait til tomorrow night, it happens same time every night
>>5970027
I'll try. Thank you.
>>5970034
>and my fiancee i met here
How do I get a successful relationship from 4chan?
Choose 2 of them
>>5970023
Oh well sheit
I do work really hard but I try not to make it seem like that and just joke around and whatnot instead
I work really hard at everything I do, especially if I care about it. I have a ridiculous amount of pride in almost every thing in my life except being trans, I keep that hidden
>>5970041
It's easy just pretend to be lesbians in NYC
>>5970044
Flower and drizzle
>>5970044
VELVET FLOWER
i'm basing this on personal tastes, i did not read them 2bqh famalam
>>5970045
>I keep that hidden
do you mean you used to keep being trans hidden as a kid? im surprised, you always look like someone I expected was trutrans as hell
>>5970028
yea ive gone over it a few times before, it just doesnt seem like i can get anything to sound right
>>5970037
thats a nice meme. dank memes are the best
>>5970041
talk in thread, exchange method of contact(skype/kik/whatever), talk more to see if you like each other, make plans to meet asap, meet, see if you like each other, meet for longer period of time, see if its working, move in together. assuming youre talking to somebody who lives long distance, if theyre close enough then wait longer before moving in together. that was my method and other people i know whove met on 4chan long distance did the same.
>>5970041
>lewd post
>move to Portland
>????
>Mtfg gf
>>5970051
Naw I kept it totally hidden as a kid and stay as far away from anything trans related in my life now except Cheska. I've never touched a trans flag and I've never been to a meeting or parade or anything, not even a school event.
>>5970053
I wish I could help more, I'm sorry!
>>5970058
that's actually amazing and kinda inspires me a bit, cus I also avoid trans stuff like the plague and felt like it makes me a bad tranny lol.
>>5970044
velvet m&m
>>5970061
ah, thats just fine, i didnt expect you to give lessons or anything, but if you know some good exercises or tips in addition to the op that would be cool
>>5970062
I actually dislike a lot of transies irl, and I don't associate with any of the ones at my school
Yet
I hang out here all the time and have a tranny gf
Sometimes I'm pretty sure me and Cheska are just two chasers who decided to transition ourselves and ended up finding eachother
Glad to inspire you with my low key trans hate <3
After long 4 month training my lip corners are getting up!
Downturned lips sucks.
