Alright senpai. It's time for another "things that trigger your dysphoria/self-hatred/suicidal thoughts" thread.
>>5966470
>others doing bad things makes you hate yourself
I never understood this.
The entirety of this blog post. http://www.rebelcircus.com/blog/signs-hes-catching-feelings-for-you/
>>5966483
>marrying
>a bad thing
>>5966524
I was referring to straight families, anon-dump.
>>5966485
Ouch. That one hurt.
>>5966470
>>5966470
Worth posting despite the watermarks.
>>5966470
watching anime
because I will never be a qt 2D girl
>>5966470
>when you remember you have no friends
>>5966470
>>5966522
The butt crack seam is crooked
>>5966470
Porn involving trans people
Pregnancy
who wants to get married and have children though? disgusting tbqh
>>5966812
>being lesbian
>whytho.jpg
>>5966823
>>5966823
Men are arrogant, self-centered, often abusive, etc.
And women smell good.
>>5966884
I don't think you've seen that statistic on domestic abuse in lesbian relationships, senpai.
>>5966884
But you're still welcome to post lesbian stuff, if it fits the theme of the thread.
female coded language but especially being called "young lady" or "beautiful"/"pretty"
im not even out as trans but i make it as obvious as possible that im not really female
i even naturally look like a dude
>>5966943
Same, except opposite, like "strong young man", or "handsome".
>>5966470
Is that bread on the ground?
>white people
>>5966524
Jesus fucking christ that baby is enormous.
>>5966966
>get called handsome quite often, hit on by women regularly but only interested in guys
>mfw a handsome man does not make a passable woman
I die a little each time. Who would've thought a compliment would trigger me?
>>5966970
lol wtf theyre marrying on a pile of white bread?
A lot of motherhood in this thread.
Am I still trans if I don't really want that shit?
You know, I thought those were camellias or some other flower, but that does look like bread.
>>5966974
Don't you just want to pass him through your hips? I bet hubby would be proud.
>>5966977
I think that's an FtM.
>>5966576
If you were 2D your digestive tract would cut you in half :^)
why, my peenus weanus of course :)
hahah! :D
it's my weeeeenus peanus! :) hahah
ITT: things that trigger your dysphoria/self-hatred/suicidal thoughts - my answer is, of course, my peanus weenus :D
hahaha!
>>5966970
Meant to direct
>You know, I thought those were camellias or some other flower, but that does look like bread
from>>5967002 to you.
>>5966986
You don't have to want to be a mom to be trans. Of the six other motherhood themed photos in this thread, I posted five of them. I've just been thinking about motherhood a lot.
>>5967004
Explain.
>>5966470
>>5966470
>>5966470
>>5967135
>>5966470
>"be a man"
>"have you got a girlfriend yet?"
>"He says he's bi but I think he's actually gay"
>"one and only"
>"slut"
>"he's not interested in anything serious, he just wants to fuck around. You can't trust him"
>When are you going to marry a woman, have a baby and then leave her for a man
>general masculine bullshit like bro stuff, treating women like shit and arm wrestling
>overly feminine stuff being forced on female friends
>>5966470
>>5967338
What does the "one and only" refer to? Do they think you're a slut and promiscuous out of a misconception? Is "When are you going to marry a woman, have a baby and then leave her for a man" some joke about you being a closeted gay? And why does feminine things being forced on your friends make you feel bad, is it because you're left out?
>>5966981
Bad feel.
>>5966470
Liking someone
>>5967472
Ah yes, I know that feeling. I'm going through that now.
>>5967447
I don't want to be monogamous, get married or have kids; all I want is a qt girlfriend and boyfriend. People aren't accepting of any relationship other than hetero monogamous with children.
>why does feminine things being forced on your friends make you feel bad
Because I hated having masc stuff forced on me and I've been close to women who've suffered a lot having fem stuff forced on them. Forced gender norms make me really uncomfortable, I don't want to be any gender.
>>5967523
Because I'll never be like them.
>>5967523
I didn't say it triggers me. I said that straight people are shit.
>>5966470
>What if?
>>5966470
every pregnant section in clothing areas
>>5969628
Why stop there?
There are the strollers and cribs sections too.
>>5967600
Eww, a Jew?
Is this really what triggers you?
You know all of you can still find a husband, get married, have a kid through adoption/surrogacy
Yeah not having female reproductive organs sucks but at least you won't have to go through all the difficulties of pregnancy
>>5966485
>tfw your boyfriend has done almost everything on this list
this tbqh
>>5967865
Men worshipping big boobs /hot women. Makes me feel unworthy /cry
>>5966524
>tfw will never be a qt wife making breakfast for her husband before he goes to his stressful day job
Is this what being trans is like on a 24/7 basis?
this thread = a lot of fetishistic dudes around
>pregnancy
Good god no. The only thing about cis-women I don't envy. Rather have a loving, lasting relationship with just 2 of us.
>>5970574
>never making breakfast for hubby
iktf
It is only one of many feels, anon.
>>5970423
>>5966470
Homophobes that want to kill me. I wish I was like Chin Lee so I could throw nuclear bombs at them.
>>5970463
Then you'll love this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AL1SukXPVeY
>>5966470
My disphoria is triggered when I hear girls doing let's plays on Youtube and even more when my bf watches it, because I know they only female feature I will never get it's the voice. I hate this feeling, the worst.
>>5970423
same
the only things i'm most dysphoric about lately are the ones i'll never be able to change
>>5966524
That baby is fucking gargantuan wtf? How the hell can she hold him with one arm? That nigga looks like he weighs at least 150 pounds. What the actual fuck.
>>5967135
>that chin
??
>Young girls in their early teens with delicate dainty frames
>Seeing cis women with smaller shoulders ribcage than me
>Looking at myself in my phone camera
>Seeing myself in pictures
>Going in public and seeing people whisper to themselves
>Seeing teenage girls laughing, having fun, and having friends
>Seeing teenage girls do gymnastics
>Seeing teenage girls do ballet or complex dance
>>5971196
Whats up with you and younger girls
>>5971296
They're the pinnacle of femininity
>>5971296
they're living the youth trans girls never had
>>5967043
underrated post
>seeing women my age
>seeing women under 5'6
>women with feet under a size 10
>women with ass, non cone tits and actually have a feminine shaped body
>women's voices
So I basically don't go outside.
>wanting to be with girls when I'm dating a guy
>wanting to be with guys when I'm dating a girl
being bi is the worst hell. I get sick at the thought of cheating, but still I get urges that they cant satisfy. And I cant tell them because I know it'll make them uncomfortable.
This is why I am alone mostly. That, the fact that people wont date bi guys and the depression
>>5969624
This definitely triggers something but it's not dysphoria.
>>5971562
That's every bi guy on /lgbt/. Maybe you should find a bi boyfriend and invite girls for threesomes. Lots of women get turned on seeing 2 guys together
>>5971562
Just be in a polyamorous relationship you dumb shit.
>>5966576
Struggle is real.
>>5966470
Seeing my mother and sister.
>big tits (38C sister, 36D mother)
>short (5'4 sister, 5'6 mother)
>small waist
>narrow shoulders
>big hips
>feminine faces
Basically if I ever go out in public with them as a girl no one will ever think we're related because
>just started hrt at 18, almost no way my boobs will be that big
>taller (5'9)
>waist is wider
>broad shoulders
>average hips
>face isn't extremely masculine but it's definitely squarer and boxier than their's
I mean even if I come out passing somehow I'm not ever going to be taken as being related to them. As a guy I was, in fact people even said my sister and I could be twins, but of course people expect a guy to be much taller and all that other stuff than the women in his family. If I had just been born as a cis girl with those genetic I'd be an easy 7/10 like my sister. At least both of them are very supportive of me but it still kills me to know I'll never look anything close to them and probably won't even pass.
>>5971562
>bi
>in six year committed relationship with ftm boyfriend
>mortgage, two cats
>poly, plays well with others
>condoms, communication, occasional threesomes
what seems to be the problem, anon?
>why do you have long hair? You're a man, anon
>nice shoulders! You have grown to be strong and handsome
>When are you going to get a girlfriend?
>When will you get married and give us grandchildren?
I wonder what will happen when I tell them I am mtf and like men...
>>5973563
>they will realize the world is more complicated than their little "give us" dreams
>then we can all move forward as a people a little bit more.
>made it through the whole thread and felt nothing
Not a single suicidal thought. Step it up.
>>5966470
this entire board
>>5973563
Pretty much same for me
>why is your hair so long anon?
>why are your pants so tight anon?
>Wen will anon get a girlfriend?
>Oh she's hot, dont you think anon?
>>5973893
>Oh she's hot, do'nt you think anon?
That is the worst. Just because I'm male biologically, everyone assumes that I have to chase girls and try to be the alpha.
>>5973265
I'm glad I don't have a sister, senpai.
>>5977503
I mean it's not all bad, she's supportive of me and loves to give me tips and advice and all that. It just hurts to look at her knowing what I could've been if I had just been luckier on that 50/50 dice roll at conception.
>tfw no happy lesbian family.
this thread....
finally someone (who dosn't know im trans) said he felt bad for me when I said I couldn't get pregnant. why do people who know just give me wierd looks when i tell them that it makes me sad that i cant?
>"things that trigger your dysphoria/self-hatred/suicidal thoughts"
Mirrors
>>5977846
>instead of single mother you have two mothers
Jesus. Enjoy your whacked out kid.
>>5978546
>implying is not better having two mommies that a father and a mother.
>>5978501
Haven't looked in the mirror for 4 years because of this
Bet I don't even recognize myself anymore
>>5978501
>Mirrors
>tfw you shower like once a week because you cant stand seeing your body
>>5966470
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mHB84WGorA
Dancing videos starring girls.
>you will never be or feel pretty or confident enough to dance
>>5981813
also
>tfw your body hatred is amplified by the fact that you have scoliosis and an eating disorder
gonna kms before im 21 for sure
>>5981835
Tag yourself I'm the groaning old man with a boner
>>5966470
Pass threads... Especially If I'm in them
>>5982126
thats everyone on this board, anon
:'^(
>>5966470
>>5966470
>you will never have a body like this
>>5970395
>What hasn't he done?
joke about other girls around me
>>5986707
Well, if you two were dating from the start, I guess it would make sense he wouldn't bother trying to gauge if you would be upset about him seeing other girls (unlike the post, which seems to be for people who start out as FWB).
>>5966543
>This SO MUCH
yet I feel so fucking silly for feeling this
I've been waiting to post this for a while
>tfw cis male
>>6000110
>>5969624 Made you sad, really?
>>5966470
>Stories about MtFs who started transition before their senior year of high school and passed
>Stories of MtFs who ended up dating/marrying their friends after transition
>Stories of MtFs who have cute stories of when/how they met their boyfriends
>Girls' voices
>Cute girls
>Cute girls talking to hot guys
>>5999692
So you're a sadist or you're a "cis" male?
>Ideas trouble me
The problems of adult children
>>6000271
>doesnt understand sex dysphoria
why are you even here?
>I will never have a period.
Anyone else?
>>5973265
At least you're not 6'3"
>>5977597
Same
> my step father
>my mothers annoying voice
>my life
>my family's sly remarks on how Im gay and how im going to hell
>everything on earth
>the atoms that make up my physical build,
>donald fucking trump.
can I go on?
Dunno if this is the right thread for this, but I just want to talk about it, so bear with me.
I'm questioning. I don't know if I'm trans (MTF) or just a really committed transvestite.
I crossdress a bit at home, but what I really want, so bad I obsess over it quite a lot, is
to dress full-time, out in public and everything. I want to take all my men's clothing, make a mound, and fucking burn it all. (No, I do not get aroused by crossdressing, before anyone asks.) I want to get full-body electrolysis. I carry a purse most days, and I sometimes paint my nails.
Here's where the possible trans bit comes in. I experience envy, heavily and frequently, for cis women. Especially teenage girls. My mom once told me what my name would have been if I had been born a girl, and I sometimes obsess over that. In addition, I have spent substantial time picking out what I would want my name to be if I were a woman; like hours spent making like top 10 lists and saying them aloud to see how they jive with my last name. In RPGs (videogame, tabletop, or otherwise) I find myself heavily compelled to play a female character, and I would be stressed out if there were no such option. I feel more in common with women than I do men, and some days I look at men and they seem alien to me.
I guess that I just want to make sure that I don't end up identifying as trans like "Well, I always look like a woman, so I guess I am a woman, tee hee!" I hate fake-ass people and I wanna keep it legit.
Sorry the post is so long. Thanks for listening.
>>6012263
this entire post screams "im trans". cis people dont do/feel any of these things.
>>6011852
Sure. I'm interested to hear why Trump isn't your chosen political candidate like most gays here.
>single pieces of hair on my face that dodged the razor
>huge roman nose
>rough voice after a long day of work
>realizing I will never have boobies
>anti-trumpers
>being called "daughter"
>walking through a females clothing store
>showering
>my obviously female hips
>my voice
>my handwriting
>my period
>literally just existing
>>5966884
Are you Chris-Chan?
Let me guess, you have to chance gender to become a woman, so you can become a lesbian, because you are too shit to get laid as a male.
TOP
FUKCING
KEK
>>5970423
if it helps the only major difference in the skeleton is the pelvic area
if forensics cant find the pelvis they have a much harder time sexing victims
>>6012263
99% sure you are trans
>>5977522
>It just hurts to look at her knowing what I could've been if I had just been luckier on that 50/50 dice roll at conception.
If you're going to be asspained about that, why not be bitter about the fact that you blew a 1/3000 die roll after that and got a feminized brain in the womb? Those are the really shit odds, and if you hadn't duffed it, you would've been able to honestly enjoy all the pissing humongous advantages of being a man.
>>5966470
I think a lot of you hate the fact that you can never make me accept you as the sex you delusionally claim you are. And I'll probably outlive you, because I'm not suicidal, and someone just like me will probably have power over you for your entire life: impossible to avoid and necessary to stay on good terms with.
>>6020885
>you can never make me accept you as the sex you delusionally claim you are.
except trans people dont claim to be a different sex, they claim to be a different gender
>>6021081
See, but "gender and sex are different things" is also something you just decided and now you think saying it'll make it true. Which it's not, though.
>>6021205
who are you to say gender and sex are the same thing? in reality, gender is whatever someone makes of it. if someone believes gender doesnt exist (i personally dont), than it doesnt, if they believe it does, than it does. its all subjective and your own experience is not everyone elses.
>>6020844
>1/3000
Isn't 0.03 equal to 3/1000? If that is the statistic you're quoting.
>>5966470
straight porn, vaginas in general
>>6020844
>If you're going to be asspained about that, why not be bitter about the fact that you blew a 1/3000 die roll after that and got a feminized brain in the womb? Those are the really shit odds, and if you hadn't duffed it, you would've been able to honestly enjoy all the pissing humongous advantages of being a man.
Because if I didn't get that feminized brain then I wouldn't really be me, would I?
>>5967500
color me destroyed lmao
>>6021302
Yeh, sorry. Girls can't into math, kek
>>6022299
>Because if I didn't get that feminized brain then I wouldn't really be me, would I?
I think you would. I've thought about this a lot and I don't think it is as integral as it feels. At the risk of sounding like a TERF I think you'd still recognize your own consciousness.
>>6023106
>Yeh, sorry. Girls can't into math, kek
I was going to say that's silly, but then I realized I messed up and the statistic is 0.3%, not 0.03. lmao
>>5967523
Triggered is such a retarded word and concept. It just makes me a bit sad to see something I want that I will never have. Which is a perfectly normal feeling. Just feel that feel and move on.
>>5969624
This pic gave me autism.
>>5971038
You need to learn to move the adam apple upwards and inwards. Just swallow some water and feel when it goes up right in the middle of the swallow. That's what you want to learn to do. So much easier to make your voice fairer if you just do that automaticly. Muscles that do this are pretty long and weak tough so practice makes perfect.
>>5971186
Seen cis girls with that kind of chin. Passing is just a sum of many different things. Always something to work on.
>>5981877
Hang in there! It get's better! Naah, just kidding it get's worse. But a stable kind of constant misery. Best thing is no normal person will understand how you feel.
>>6000250
If you compare yourself to that then you will be miserable forever. You need to let that shit go and accept the cards you are dealt. If you do that then you may be amazed what you actually can do. Negative shit is just noise, filter it out.
>>6015260
Fuck...
>>6023732
>TransitioningTheEasyWay.jpg
>>5966524
Aside from the size of the baby as others have pointed out.
>Holding infant in one hand, and sloppily wielding a knife with the other
>How the fuck are you going to cut that pepper holding a knife like that?
>>6029487
>>6029496
tfw not sailing around the world at the age of 22 with my loving hot boyfriend
ever since i found this yt channel i have wanted to an hero
>>5966470
>In sociology 101 class to fulfill social sciences general degree requirement
>Spot a girl that dresses very femininely but has a long face, male brow ridge, high hairline, and thin lips from my spot in the back of the class
>She stands up, no hips despite being Hispanic (or south east Asian, I wasn't entirely sure), very wide shoulders, and tall for a girl especially given her ethnicity (probably 6'0")
>Voice is pretty good, but not quite good enough to pass scrutiny given everything else
>99% sure she's trans
>Naturally, being a boymode tranny, I take an interest in watching her
>Surprised no one seems to point out she's trans or has male traits and wonder if it's because they don't know, they can tell but are being polite, or they already went over it while I wasn't present
>She probably noticed I had been looking at her a lot
>Looked at the clock behind her one time when the professor wasn't there after I signed my name on the attendance sheet
>She probably thought I was looking at her then specifically
>She does the things girls do to show they're open to being approached by a certain guy
>Not interested in her at all, like every other girl that had ever been after me, so I ignore her, as is typical for me
>Felt bad for her, because I know ">tfw no bf" and ">tfw I'm a fucking tranny and undesirable"
>Kind of wanted to be her friend, it would be nice to know another tranny and have her give me pointers since she was clearly further along, but I didn't want to come out to her since I look like a 17 year old guy at best.
Being around her for 4 months made me think it's probably not a good idea for me to bother transitioning beyond just taking HRT. She probably would have been really cute given her fem fashion had she never gone through male puberty. And if she was cis, then damn. Sad experience.
>>6029505
There's a lot of things here that non-trans would feel jealousy over, like their beauty, youth, and lifestyle. But remember that none of these things will last.
>>6031354
i mean the money would probably last a fair bit, at least if you were reasonable with it and didn't spend it all on sailing
>>6031366
Even with unlimited funds, they will stop sailing at some point and get back to real life.
>>6031376
What do you think they will do after?
>>6035468
Grad school / teach for America / work at Facebook / some equivalent waspy bullshit.
I'm a cis male but I get a little triggered when I see straight porn because I will never have a pretty vagina to ride that straight cock.
It's not that I think straight men are better, but there are more of them, which means a slight lower chance of me dying alone
Little girls make me sad.
>>5967242
that one got me
>>5966470
>be me
>aunt is on vacation, get to keep my younger cousin for some time
>she looks just like I would have at her age, if I had been born female
I already feel kinda bad.
>we have the same type of hair, yet hers looks much better
>"It's 'cuz you're a boy Anon ! Only boys get that."
feelsworse. PNG
>runs up to me with a piece of paper
>"Look Anon, I drew ya !"
>"Oh wait, forgot some details..."
>scribbles on cheeks and above lips
>"Silly me, I hadn't drawn your hair !"
Holy fuck, how can something so adorable make me want to die so much ?
>>5966524
That baby looks like Curly, holy shit.
>>5966524
>baby
>eating an apple
I've never been very close to babies but I'm pretty sure he doesn't have teeth at that age.
>>5966470
Going out with friends.
No matter how supportive they are, the moment where everyone splits up and goes looking for girls and I'm left there staring at the ceiling is a huge reminder that no, you really are not the same.
And I HAVE to go because I'd rather waste my night going somewhere I hate than feeling left out, which (and I truly do hate this term) triggers my depression.
people hating trump because he's '''''racist'''''.
>>6064479
No, anon. The mother takes a bite of the apple, chews it up in her mouth, and gives it to the baby in small increments. Like a mother bird.
>He just thinks youre fat
>simulated thoughts in my head of dates going wrong
>you are idiotic and disgusting no man wants you
>stop stuttering on dates
I think these thoughts and realize my own bias against myself is true
>>5970423
This very much. Transition went really well but my hips are so narrow. I'm so conscious of it and its the only thing these days that gives me dysphoria. I'm 28, post op, get hit on a lot, and don't really know what i'm doing on 4chan.
