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2016-04-03 10:50:10 Post No. 5963269
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2016-04-03 10:50:10
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Anyone else feeling like they're going back to the closet?
Coming out was hard enough but I got through it and things were fine although there are some annoyances.
Now I'm noticing that being "out" makes people assume all kinds of shit in terms of the "community."
For example, someone tagged me in a FB post about some gay guy who got shot by his dad for being gay. First off, I don't care? Second, I looked into it and while the father is being charged for a hate crime, it seems like there was a lot more going on in the story, like the possibility that the son first killed his mom/dad's wife and made a huge wacko rant on FB about how he's Prince Jesus and his family is trying to get people to rape him and force him to like it. That and an actual video of him asking his mom if she's had anal sex and the father going "why are you asking this you sickfuck go get castrated."
But it got me thinking of how I actually now go out of my way to not let anyone new in my life know I'm gay. Luckily my boyfriend is a recluse in college so nobody even knows about him, but he's breaking out of his little bubble and clearly wants me to take him out more often which is understandable. But honestly, similar to how straight dudes joke that they wish they could be gay so they don't have to deal with women, I now want to be straight so I don't have to deal with being a part of a "community" that I honestly see as toxic and one-sided. Meanwhile if I was straight there would be no assumptions or discussion.
