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>>5962042
Stop this
Can we ban yume from making threads?
i wish i was dead
i am a cis male am i a chaser
Why did you put therapedungeon back in the op and take out all the other stuff? Were you not paying attention to the last thread?
>>5962851
I LOVE THIS
>>5962863
>Helpful Links and Resources
>>5962854
>Other trips are prettier than me tho
that's subjective and also wrong
>>5962863
this especially after oddish admitted to banning yume specifically because she hates yume and no other reason also that its her chat not a mtfg chat.
first for living meme
Here's your hug Pan.
>>5962862
no ur a rapist
>>5962868
>weird al
>pretty
>>5962865
At least leave the transition timelines in the OP as its own link next time. That stuff is really inspiring and helped me with my own transition. No need to bury it within another link.
So i got bored and used room mate to do makeup. Gotta say i like the makeup station.
>>5962851
there must be war against the mohammedan infedels
god wills it
Ugh sephora is overrated and overpriced. I washed this shit away and did my no-makeup makeup with my cheap cosmetics.
Sunny day. I'm going outside!
>>5962875
is that better or worse than chaser
>>5962883
you look great, hon
>>5962887
hate speech is not free speech
>>5962888
Thanks girl! :^)
>>5962866
My grammar is getting worse. I'm being infected.
>>5962890
uhhhhhhh ??
>>5962886
Thats not me, but you showed some great effort anon.
there was a lot of good drama going on in the last thread why didn't it carry over?
can someone please make a rude comment about someone else or just throw a tantrum or something
>>5962885
stop oppressing me you pig
>>5962896
You smell... nice.
>>5962896
Springtime smells nice.
>>5962901
way to copy what gem said you fag
>>5962843
>>5962846
I don't think I'll ever be able to see it, although I am happy that both of you feel this way. Right now I really don't deserve kind words, I deserve to be torn to pieces, but thank you
>>5962847
No, I would never cheat on someone. The hurt came from communication after the fact, I didn't communicate after the fact properly, and it led to hurt because of how fresh feelings were, and because I was careless.
Either way, I should probably just go to bed, I'm just going to keep sadposting if I stay. Goodnight mtfg
>>5962905
you are a nice person.
>>5962912
you are a chaser person
>>5962900
thanks i know i do~
>>5962908
Night
So wait -- Is /pol/ looking for help in the homos to fight the Dune Coons?
Me feeling shitty at work earlier. We have new (mandated) work clothes so I can't buy clothes that aren't meant for morbidly obese whales anymore. Which means no more visible boobies. Which means I don't pass :-/
>>5962868
90% of them do. Sorry I get negative towards the end of the week. It's my hormone levels dropping
>>5962876
>>5962896
See above
>>5962908
Night elanna
>>5962866
>>5962893
i wouldnt call it a rash judgment, it's a judgment based on previous experience. many chasers have come in here and they talk just like you.
this is a meme zone, pal. you don't have to leave, even if you are a chaser (which I guess you are, didn't want it to be true, but I guess it is true), but you do need to be able to withstand being memed if you ever want to last here
just dont sweat it. boo hoo, some people in here think you are a chaser. who cares? do you think it's going to hurt your chances of finding a gf in here or something?
>>5962917
>now hes posting girl pictures
>animated girl pictures
could you be more repressed?
>>5962913
You are wise and benevolent.
>>5962915
More than that, I've been here for years.
>>5962919
There is a point when male clothes make you look like non passing ftm.
>>5962925
When would you say that is though?
>>5962924
no i mean you posted as anon in this very thread before posting with trip enabled, us anon's are onto your tricks.
>>5962929
Lol, no I didn't. But now I know you trust your browser and or 4chanx too much.
>>5962919
what is your job
>>5962920
Well I kinda wanted to make it seen that I wasn't a chaser but I'm not going to convince you (or the other person who constantly annoys me [not you because you're actually listening to reason])
I get that I won't convince you that I'm not a chaser but maybe if you get to know me long enough you'll see I'm not really interested.
Doesn't matter in the end. Honestly I'm just responding due to boredom.
>>5962932
you can't fool us, we're always watching. you'll be exposed for the crook you are soon
hey
dont tell anyone
but hugs are everything
>>5962937
>>5962938
keeping that one to myself.
Thread needs more yuri.
>>5962935
You should stop responding to chaser accusations altogether.
>>5962941
sorry but hugs are best between girls
>>5962942
>yuri
What a faggot.
hey
everyone
i have another confession to make
>start taking my pills consistently again and stop disassociating nonstop
>realize i hate my hair color
>realize along with disassociating i've been dysphoric af for the last 3 days
>clean apartment, organize everything, make lists of everything i need
>do proper facial masks, actually take care of myself for the first time in a bit
>mfw doing genuinely ok again
NEVER EVER STOP TAKING UR PILLS!!!
DON'T LET URSELF FORGET AND SLACK LIKE ME T B H IT'LL JUST FUCK U UP LMAO
>>5962942
probs. Sorry kinda felt bored and swallowed dat bait.
Here's some yuri for your trubs bubs.
>>5962945
dont type like me ur not me fag
>>5962944
I'm a guy so it's not gay.
Previous work clothes for reference. I might quit a job that I can't get fired from (yay politics) over a fucking shirt
>>5962928
Probably never for me but most people 1.5 years of hormones
>>5962934
Retail hell
>>5962945
What is it?
>>5962946
You stopped hrt? Why?
>>5962951
>1.5 years
I'm pretty close to that. Still nothing.
>>5962946
How many doses did you lapse in pills?
>>5962950
They should be chasing you out, then :^)
>>5962956
oh man
>>5962915
Actually i used my trip right off the bat when i started here, but okay lol
>>5962951
>>5962955
um i mean i do injectable estrogen, so not really? like 90% of my pills aren't HRT related, but they basically make me a whole person and without them i turn into a depressed, disassociated, and generally disconnected shell of a human being. i basically like forgot to fill up my pill organizer on like tuesday night and this whole week i've been either not taking my other pills, or like only taking my night time ones etc..... and after 1 or 2 days of not being on them i start to lose motivation and energy and it's hard for me to do things, which makes it harder for me to do what i need to do (LIKE ORGANIZE MY PILLS) and then it just spirals into this thing where i feel emotionless and lifeless. it's bad. BUT I'M OK NOW!!! the other thing is that my shot day was on thursday night and i didn't do it till yesterday cause i was so depressed. which made everything even worse.
>>5962946
I feel dysphoric and I disassociate all the time, like constantly and I'm on hrt and an anti depressant...
probably because I'm not really trans
>>5962960
You can use me right off the bat if you like.
hey
everyone
I love anime
>>5962967
I would, but i dont know where youve been. Then id have to get you shots and dewormed.. its a whole damn process.
I need a good anime to watch. Someone suggest to me one. Something cute or girly.
>>5962956
>>5962958
You two are weird and I don't understand
>>5962971
Wandering Son
>>5962964
probably because you spend most of your time complaining on an image board.
I did another thing. Honestly i feel bad for her but she suffers through my boredom. Left is good ol snapchat filter.
>>5962970
Woof!
How do I convince my mom I'm really transgender? She is concerned that I might be confused, but no matter what I say she won't believe me unless I get officially diagnosed. :/ Been self-medding for two months and she knows. She thinks the estrogen is making me think I'm transgender (even though I actually am?)
>>5962982
You dont even shave your body hair off so are you really trans or just another intersex snowflake?
>>5962961
i do the same thing with food sometimes, ill forget to eat and feel bad and end up in bed and not wanting to do anything and wont eat more and it just gets worse and worse. good that you finally started taking them again tho
>>5962971
jojo
madoka magica
>>5962982
why not go to a therapist and get diagnosed?
>>5962971
Jinrui wa Suitai Shimashita
Utena
Hibike! Euphonium
>>5962984
nah im trutrans t b h
>>5962985
How many sessions does it usually take to get diagnosed? I want to get my diagnosis in one session if it is possible.
>>5962987
She says she's willing to help and support me if I actually am transgender. She's just afraid I'll regret transitioning in the future, which in her defense, is a legitimate concern. It is a bit frustrating, though.
>>5962977
CATS DON'T FUCKING BARK
>>5962961
>tfw took a shot and felt pretty amazing
>other then the panic attack
>and trying women's clothes in the men's change room
>and buying women's clothes while an old woman explained to me I looked like her grand son
What's a good pen I should invest in?
>>5962987
>>5962994
Awoo~
>>5962964
stop :/
>>5962985
getting into a cycle sucks ;-; but ye thx!! i'm happy again lol
>>5962996
BBY
let me put makeup on you and put you in qt clothes and hold ur hand and kiss u lots and protect u from bullies
also let me play wit ur boobs
>>5962973
I watched Wandering Son recently, was surprised about how "accurate" it was instead of a comedy.
>>5963004
But everything works out for the transgirl
>>5963004
>wandering son
NOOO LETS NOT
>>5963003
Edie what's your snapchat?
>>5963008
Hey i have the same pants
>tfw still boy mode at work
>tfw hormones have apparently made you attractive to women but only interested in guys
>tfw hormones just made you look younger and not much else
I guess I keep taking them because I'm mentally better than before.
At what point should you give up hoping hormones will make you pass?
>>5962996
Did she at least gender u correctly
>>5963008
Please shave arms.
>>5963008
Except it ends with the play and her voice starting to change.
Not sure what happens in the manga.
>>5963009
What's wrong with it?
>>5963012
Lewd slutty feet ;3
let the bodies hit the floor
let the bodies hit the floor
let the bodies hit the floor
let the bodies hit the..
tss tss
>>5963020
Do you top your bf with your huge gt?
>>5962993
one or two is pretty common, depends. it doesnt take many though usually. make sure to go to somebody used to dealing with that stuff, look up gender therapists in your area.
>>5962997
for mechanical ive always used a pentel p205, the eraser is kind of obnoxious if you expect to do a lot of corrections but for pencil things like math and drafting its the best ive ever used. for an actual pen i really like zebra sarasa pens. if you want to invest in a nice pen id say get a fountain pen and try to learn to use them, pilot metro for that and if you really like writing learn calligraphy though, its super fun. pentel pocket brush is a favorite for that. nice handwriting anon, never stop!
>>5963017
wandering son and bokura no hentai are both trans feelsy and dont end so well for the girl. ive never watched the animes but the mangas made me really emotional.
>>5963011
w-why?
>>5963021
totally dude
>>5963024
Because I'm in love with you. I want to be your bf. I'm a cute boy who wants to cuddle and support you :3. You can fall asleep in my arms and I'll slowly and warmly kiss your neck and stroke your hair.
So I just spoiled a movie to my friend and now he's mad at me. What the fuck did I do wrong??? Fucking sjws I swear to god
>>5963032
Titanic
>>5963032
Interstellar kek he just watched it yesterday and I spoiled all the important parts. Now he doesn't want to talk to me anymore
>>5963028
edie is a gold star dyke
>>5963030
KYLO REN KILLS HAN SOLOOooo
>>5963032
make that face at me 1 more time pookie i swear to god see what happens
>>5963030
>I just spoiled a movie
your the worst kind of person >:(
>>5962971
Haibane Renmei (best watched not alone)
>>5963013
From looking at timelines, I think all the dramatic changes are definitely done after 1.5 years
So if you still look like a man after 2 years of trying things aren't going to get better.
>>5963039
DARTH VADER IS HAN SOLOS UNCLE
>>5963028
idk if you got the memo but these days i have strong feelings for faye and like that's it
>>5963042
no it's not :3 you know i love when you wear baggy sweaters without a bra.............
>>5963042
>massive faggot who wears girly clothes
I mean, aren't you literally the same thing?
>>5963028
If Edie is getting a new bf it's going to be me
>>5963047
ur not very bright are you
>>5963044
WHAT DA FUCK
WE'RE DONE
I'M NEVER COMING HERE AGAIN THIS SUCKS
>>5962919
Looks a lot like a /fa fuccboi. Not a compliment.
>>5963050
N-no please I'll be your bf - don't be a transbian whore
>>5963049
prepare to be chloroformed, i'm taking frog too
>>5963049
Fuck you. I miss my friend so much I just don't get why people get so ass mad and butt hurt when I spoil things for them. I've probably spoiled a good 7 movies from 2015 and 4 this year. Star Wars, revenant, ex machina are some I can think of right now. But normally he wouldn't be mad at spoilers (kinda he was mad but never too mad enough to stop being my friend) but now he hates me :(
>>5963044
And Kylo Ren is lonely because he Ben Solo all his life
>>5963043
>>5963057
I-I'll be your friend. I-I'm cute too so I can be y-your boyfriend
>>5962919
Maybe you would look less manly if your hair wasn't all combed back?
>>5963063
Girls have arm hair
>>5963057
>I just don't get why people get so ass mad and butt hurt when I spoil things for them.
spoiling things is one of the worst sins imaginable
people want to experience things for the first time themselves, many stories rely on tension and suspense and surprise
>>5963053
let me suck on your nipples and stroke your ...hair
you'll like it i swear trust me i'm an expert
>>5963055
i literally fell for her the moment i saw her sitting across from me surrounded by the rest of our friends. you kind of can't beat that tbhonest lol
better luck next time tho
>>5963064
So post your soles w-whore
My best friend spoiled sixth sense when we had just recently met(c. 2010) and i will never forgive her now
>>5963065
In those cases its usually whisper thin vellus hairs or its nearly invisible.
(or they're ugly and unhygienic)
>>5963067
>tfw you were uncontrollably shivering from our first kiss
Can't beat that tbbbbbhhhhh
Edie if I ever meet you, I'm going to spoil movies for you whether you like it or not. Han Solo dies.
Good morning nerds.
>>5963073
Uhm every gf I've dated had more arm hair then I do now, most don't do anything about it. I used to mention it when I was younger, but I like when girls aren't angry at me.
>>5963065
What do you know what girls have?
>>5963065
They do. Even darker hair when their head hair is dark.
But would epilating her arms hurt? (I mean in the passing sense of course, epilating your arms hurt.)
Ideally it grows back thinner.
>>5963067
>>5963075
>I will never know this feel
>No one will ever love me
This isnt even just feel posting. Its completely true. I want to die.
>>5963076
You're such an asshole
>>5963068
But I've posted my soles a million times
>>5963075
you're my favorite (◕ω◕ *)
>>5963076
LMAO
>>5963081
it's prob not true
>>5963082
Look at those man-flippers.
>>5963067
I don't care if you're an expert or not, I just care that I can see your eyes when it happens
>>5963087
Fuck you nigger
>>5963065
I have really coarse blonde arm hair
I shave my arms because I doubt they'll ever go vellus
>>5963087
>mfw making out with you and seeing you looking me in the eyes for the first time
l-looking into your eyes is comfy and best tier.....
also tfw making the anons mad lmao
>>5963094
>edie posting yuri
I never thought I'd see the day.
>>5963094
>>5963095
What animu?
>>5963012
Hey can I steal your cis tier hips
>>5963017
It tends to bring up trans girl feels that most of us want to forget
>>5963015
>>5963019
How do I do that subtly? I am not out at work so I can't do anything drastic. For the record I have arm hair than most cissies in my family. My twin (cis) brother has darker, thicker arm hair.
>>5963042
That sucks faye :hug:
>>5963054
I feel like shit already anon. I am gonna cry myself to sleep tonight thanks
>>5963062
It just looks weird in that photo. Its a ponytail
>>5963076
Not me.
>>5963020
FLOOOOOOOOOOOOOR!!!!!!!!
>>5963095
m-maybe i will
>>5963096
i've been posting these pics/gifs for like 2 weeks!!
>>5963100
THANK YOU
FINALLY
now i can go to bed
>>5963099
how do you shave your arms subtly? how about the next time you're in the shower you take your razor and you shave your arms. no ones going to notice or care that you shaved your fuckin arms.
I'm gonna fuck my brother
>>5963103
I NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE THE DAY EDIE
>>5963107
do it for /mtfg/
godspeed
>>5963106
I thought people would notice at work but they really don't.
Which I guess begs the question of whether you should shave it in the first place but meh.
I guess if it doesn't bother cyba she shouldn't. We're just assholes.
>>5963108
i like crying, i'm in
>>5963109
f-faye did it idk. never thought i'd feel this way either :x i'm pansexual and just like one qt girl tho and that's ok.
also i'm sreepy, see yall tomorrow i'm goin to bed!
>>5963107
>>5963110
Allegedly
>>5963106
>no ones going to notice or care that you shaved your arms
Doubt it. I have been transing gradually over the past year on purpose.
>>5963112
Can't choose my work clothes anon
>>5963116
Night
>>5963113
of course we're just assholes. Im just projecting because I myself cant stand having body hair anywhere and seeing someone who has the ability to pass with thick arm hair, which is the easiest part of the body to shave, enrages my assholeness.
>>5963121
You look qt in this picture
>>5963121
Look rather girly in my eyes
All you need is to get your brows done
A week after I finished my second course of accutane, my hair started shedding. It's been a month and it's still shedding like crazy :(
I really hope it stops. Has anyone had anything similar? My hair was extremely healthy and thick before, with no family history of balding, other than my father who lost a bit of hair in his 40s from stress.
If my hair doesn't stop shedding then I won't even bother to transition, because there's no point if I won't have long hair....
>>5963129
BALD IS BEAUTIFUL
>>5963121
>>5963129
Hey I had a similar situation a while back, ask your doc to prescribe you with finasteride and the shedding should stop
>>5963136
Girl, don't even start with me.
>>5963125
>>5963126
Thank you
>>5963134
What are you implying? Just say what you want to say. Not in the fucking mood rn
>>5963129
my brother was on accutane for a year it stopped he never went bald or anything just lost more then usual till he stopped
>>5963121
Well okay, you're a qt here. Maybe the jacket is just shit. I think the tie really pulls this all together.
>>5963138
I just vomited in my mouth.
>>5963121
Bro, you look like a bitch. Cut your goddamn hair.
>>5963141
Thanks that's really encouraging to hear. I hope mine stops soon
>>5963139
You look girly as fuq.
And at werk, too
>>5963139
How long on HRT?
>>5963121
How old are you?
>>5963142
Thank
Jacket plus huge ugly shirt I now have to wear
>>5963146
Thank
I will never cut my hair short again
Thank
I like your eyes
>>5963152
>>5963154
21 years old
hrt since 12.25.2014
>>5963151
Thank
Your eyes are pretty ️
>>5963151
Also, is it true that your bf is a femboy?
>>5963162
Best xmas ever, right?
>>5963160
Th-thanks
Y-youre pp-pretty
>I'm on my 11th hour of a 12 hour night shift. I look like shit, but thanks :(
Fuck it. I'm getting a haircut and just starting over. Not like I was close to looking like a girl anyway so might as well do it now. Can someone just come hit me in the head with a hammer so I can just lost these girl thoughts and start lifting and look like a boy and not some skinny pale loser?
>>5963171
The other person was right: the ill fitting shirt makes you look like a fuccboi. Are long sleeves a requirement?
>>5963168
Fuck, motox2014 camera is way better/more flattering for your femininity than your webcam
>>5963168
Also, yes/he's trans in denial
I've literally never dated a CIS boy
>>5963181
What else am I supposed to do? I hate my hair and getting a haircut means it could grow back better instead of fucked up because I cut it myself one too many times.
I know I don't feel like a man. I know I don't have interest in women.
My dad was never a good father, I know he didn't mean it. His dad was crap and he just felt he needed to be the same I guess. He built an environment that makes me still terrified to come out and transition, even living alone at 23. Despite knowing since what feels like forever.
But the thing is, half the reason I don't want to come out is because I don't want him to win. My whole life I've felt this driving desire to be successful, make money, enjoy life, and be a good father. I wanted to beat him, prove to both of us that just because you had it shit growing up doesn't mean your children should.
If I transition I would look like a freak, I accept that. It would still make me happier, but I'd be a failure as his only son, and my family name would die with me. I'm the only male with the name who can still actually have children.
How do I unshackle myself from this life long one sided competition I've entered myself in. I want to be free from this feeling of responsibility to be a better dad than my own, and continue the family name.
I've spent as long as I can remember being pulled apart by two conflicting objectives. The desire to become the woman I feel like I'm supposed to be, and the desire to be a greater man than the one who raised me.
>>5963172
Cuuuuuute
Th-th-thank
12 hour shifts? Rough.
>>5963176
Don't do it anon. The feels won't go away
>>5963178
Yep the appearance rules are super strict for men at my company. Pic related.
>>5963183
Nexus 6, but close :-) #nexusmasterrace #duarte
>>5963187
That's so cool you can help him transition! Must feel like a younger sister
>Long hair I actually pass
>Short hair not in a million years
FUUUUUUUCK I HATE LONG HAIR SO MUCH
>>5963191
Bank your sperm. You can be a woman and "father" children down the road if you marry a lesbian who wants kids.
I don't want kids and I'm about your age, but I'm considering it... just in case something awful happens and suddenly I want biological kids out of the blue. I can only imagine how awkward that is. Can I jizz into a cup for science? That'd be a really awkward session. And will they ask why I want to bank?
Pricing for storage seems "kind of" high but you save more depending on how many years of storage you pay for at once.
>>5963195
It looks like Im balding at certain parts on the front despite there being so much hair and its not as thick as it used ot be when I was younger when it would get long.
>>5963193
Gah, I'm waiting on the moto/lenovo brain child next gens. I won't buy a non-bootloader unlockable phone.
12 hours, 7 days on, alternating days/nights... But, makes me monay.
It feels like I'm taking care of a hormonal passive aggressive spoiled teenage girl. Its baaaad. I'm about to just pull the plug on E until a month of AA's has passed
>>5963172
You're a fuckin cutie tbqh
>Watching anime
>They make main character turn into a girl in the second season
Fuck you Japan.
>>5963187
>I've literally never dated a CIS boy
Might as well after FFS makes you more attractive to men.
>>5963204
Ugh, the banking sperm option is so tough. I just barely have the money go start transitioning now, by the time I have the money to do both my balls will already be nuked.
So it's a choice between throwing away my ability to every have biological children for my own personal gain, or delaying my transition until I'm like 27.
>>5963207
Also to add to this I have no idea what to do with it. I still have to look like a boy and I have to wear a beanie everywhere I go because I hate when if its blown by wind even just a little bit its gets all fucked up and drives me crazy and makes me look awful and crazy as a bonus
How to make hips bigger!!!
>>5963217
Just look like a feminine boy
>>5963218
*pokes u*
So
Y'all are selfie posting I see
>>5963219
>build up your gluteus medius and minimus
>get on hrt and gain fat
>wear padding
>wear clothes that make your non-hips less obvious
>go back in time and start hrt at 12
>>5963219
https://youtu.be/S8MXKMsM9ig
???
>>5963215
I know that feeling. It doesn't seem like it's worth the hassle. Thousands for something I might never use. Fuck that.
Who knows, they're getting close to making sperm out of bone marrow. Then you'll be really mad for wasting thousands early on in your transition when you could waste thousands later when you know you actually want it.
>tfw every time i cum its less and less
>>5963254
Stop cumming, Anon! You're going to run out.
>>5963258
i already ran out mostly ;_;
>>5963262
Better start recycling what you have left then.
>>5963277
just like i am inside
>>5963157
>>5963162
Proof that genetics is the only thing that matters.
>>5963291
i kinda do but i have to go to bed
maybe i will talk to you about stuff one day
I have severe gender dysphoria, but I don't want to transition because it will require too much money and effort.
Anyone know this feel? What should I do?
>>5963168
idk how old this post is but i literally have that exact same teddy bear. his names puddles na dive had him for as long as i can remember. id recognize that stringy brown stuffie look anywhere
>>5963302
Very helpful -__-
>>5963298
just an anon right now
i am on your friends list though
off to bed~
Who pre everything /boy mode/ here?
>>5963311
Oh hey you're that SAR trip that gets teased all the time.
Your pre-mode is damn hood.
>>5963313
What's up. I get teased? Never noticed lmao
Anyway thanks.
xhamster.com/movies/3654588/google_glass_morning_female_pov.html smdh
>>5963309
why cant you sleep?
>>5963321
i dont think its possible for anybody to not look dumb when theyre wearing a glass.
>>5963134
>polish_stripper_costume.jpg
Well it looks like I'm over my most recent bout of gender dysphoria. I'm good as a dude for another 3 months probably, cool.
>>5963341
Have fun with that mid-life crisis.
>>5963332
thats no good. cuddle your pillow and pretend its your qt
>>5963341
see you next week anon
>>5963341
me too, I'm going to take these pills anyway in case. shame it just won't stop
>>5963345
probably change that next week to in a few days in your case anon. and being a tranny might be a good in to some positions.
>>5963348
maybe watch some ponies too and surprise her with your in depth knowledge
>>5963345
>Better than killing myself because I fail to be chick.
Yeah, people who transition in their late 40's seem happier than people who transition in their 20's
They've given up being pretty or passable and just want to crossdress in public and invade women's spaces
>>5963349
You can't be serious? Why would I change my mind in a few days, that's absurd. My mental willpower is better than that.
Besides I really have no desire at all to be a women, once more. My gender dysphoria has disappeared today and I will be fine for many months.
>>5963350
I won't cross dress at 40. Fuck that shit.
>>5963321
Tfw no qt bf to dick around with in a strange google-sponsored sex-resort
I've never seen /mtfg/ so dead.
>>5963364
too early for most of the trips and I'm filtered by like everyone
>>5963364
All of /lgbt/ has been dead since April fools when the joke interface nuked a lot of traffic. gaygen and femgen is usually slow but never *this* slow until april fools.
I was having an awful night last night last night and someone hit me up during the worst of it
And when they came to pick me up, they were driving THE soccer mom car and it had two kid seats and was full of toys
And they talked about their two kids the whole time, it was TOO fucking precious
and we got to his place, and he had toys everywhere
And we drank rum and smoked and ate candy and all
and he showed me pictures and things they drew all up on his walls
my imaginary ovaries have never ovulated harder, holy shit, i'm so baby crazy it hurts
He just dropped me off back home so early, 'cuz he had to go pick up his kids
*fans self
>>5963372
Damn Circé. I didn't know you wanted to be Mommy so bad.
>>5963372
I wanna be a mommy ;~;
to revive this thread you must, feed the chasers.
>>5963372
I thought you considered yourself a femboy?
>>5963377
>>5963381
I usually don't have it that bad but like uuuggghhhh, i couldn't help it
There were adorable kid things everywhere and the way he just want on about them and how much he loved them and how cute they were
and then i saw the pictures and the school art stuff all over the walls aahhh i wanna cry a little, my heart felt like it was going to explode
Still kind of does, i was smiling so hard the entire time, my cheeks started to hurt
>>5963384
Genderfluid, usually stay in one ID for like months at a time or so
>>5963386
So it is a thing after all, thanks.
I wish you the best, especially after what happened recently.
>>5963388
Thankye, thankye.
>>5963349
>>5963356
It comes back
>on voice with friends all night for a raid, new people there too
>being treated like a girl by everyone the whole night since my voice at least passes really well, feels super nice, actually forget my life for a bit
>finish up, still smiling
>rub my chin
>oh, right, only 3 months laser h-haha
>walk past the mirror
>oh... right...
>go to bed, cry
>>5963386
That sounds adorable.
>>5963392
in time you'll feel better, I highly doubt you look even half as bad as you see yourself, just work on the things you can for now and see to the rest in time
>>5963392
>have acceptable day
>curl up in bed
>feel chin hair rub against pillow
>cry myself to sleep
