>ITT: Moments in your childhood or adolescence where you unwarily acted or said something gay without realizing it but people noticed
When I was a teen, me and some of my guy friends, were being "naughty" and all looking up porn and trying to be quiet about it, and I said why don't we click on the men section without thinking.
>>5949180
When I was like 8 I filled a plastic glove with water and sucked on the fingers
dressed, behaved, played, pissed and wore my hair like a girl between ages 8 and 13. and once after that at 14
Then, it stopped.
People definitely noticed.
Oh and I used to hang out with girls and talk about hair and shit.
I mean I always wanted to bang girls but now I just want to bang guys and guys dressed like girls and guys who have become girls or pretty much anything in a dress with a nice rear end.
I did, and it was always cringey and embarrassing...
I only wish I had realized who I was earlier, then maybe I could've had a smoother transition instead of the rocky road that I'm starting down now...
>>5949341
So what are you now? Trans?
>>5949318
that's funny as shit. I imagine your mom walking by you standing in the bathroom and just shaking her head.
>>5949341
that was a good fucking flash game
>>5949180
>be like 8 hanging out with friends (all guys)
>group of girls that my friend knows come over with some younger boy
>he's messing around and saying silly things
>girls are cooing and saying he's cute
>decide to join in when he says something
>"aww he's so cute!"
>everyone instantly makes fun of me for being a faggot
Jokes on them I'm actually a tranny
>>5949633
Nah just bisexual.
It was a weird few pages in my life but just how I lived.
not saying I didnt like or felt wrong doing it, was kinda fun honestly.
I liked getting away with being able to go into womens toilets that was the most prominent good feel.
I think I just developed a real appreciation for crossdressers and now its pretty much the pinnacle of arousal for me- maybe the mix of masculine features and femininity? no idea. maybe its a fetish out of control? Still into women though huge tits and stuff like that.
>>5949653
hell yeah. what a gem, that dude was pretty good at making flash games actually I remember checking the rest of his stuff and being pleasantly surprised.
>be 7 or 8
>Primary school fair
>knock over the coconuts, whack-the-rat, all that biz
>Dad enters a raffle, wins
>"Hey son, why don't you pick the prize"
>Immediately go for the Polly-In-My-Pocket bubble bath because it came with a Polly-In-My-Pocket (shitty Barbie knock-off) figurine which I really wanted to play with
>Dad laughs and says fine cuz he doesn't give a fuck
Also
>Used to hold hands with bff whenever we had to partner up for anything
>Some bitch says "You know, you don't have to hold hands when we do partnered stuff, also it's weird"
>Don't hold hands any more
>>5949816
>Don't hold hands any more
;_;
your dad is chill af tho
probably did more than this, but this is what I remember
>getting clothes with parents once, couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old
>they're getting me socks, just regular white boy socks
>ask for pink socks with frilly stuff at the top of them
>they get them and let me wear them
>at park playing with friends at birthday party, 8 or 9 years old
>go over to my mom and ask how to tell a guy I like him
>she says just go play with him
>I say, no I mean that I like him like a girl
>8th grade
>wear the most effeminate boy clothes I can find that show off my figure, honestly didn't realize how gay this was at the time
>11th grade
>wearing girl jeans
>have nice butt, long hair
>walking in hallway
>guy pinches my butt (he thought I was a girl, he was behind me)
>turn to look at him, smiling, didn't mean to smile, instantly embarrassed as fuck
>never got made fun of for that, so I guess he didn't tell anyone, don't know if he was embarrassed that he pinches a guy's butt, or if he was just being a bro
for the record, I'm not trans
>>5949180
I used to dance around naked in the garden singing when I was a little boy.
i put on full choreographed spice girls performances for my mom and grandmother as a child
>>5949903
So what about now? do you dress effeminately or?
>>5954397
Lol.
>>5954397
My sister loved them... I hated them.
Do they still remember?
would they get mad if you brought it up?
>>5954397
Oh god you just reminded me. I was massively into the Spice Girls when I was younger, no dance performances but I listened to them all the time and even went to see the movie.
I could have transitioned young if my next stage in life wasn't 'hardcore repression' mode.
I flashed a girl my boobs when I was 13. She asked me why and I didn't know. I thought she would like it.
>"lets play truth or dare!"
>*please please please let him dare me to dress up in his sisters clothes again*
Funny thing was, he always did. Every time.
I liked to go around smelling boys;
>years 5-6
>usually after PE
>I would go up to friends
>stand like a meter away
>mmm friend A you smell like cheese and yoghurt, but like a nice kind of cheese
>friend B you smell like salt and vinegar chips and shoes
>then we'd just laugh it off
>year 8
>I would go behind guys
>head butt their back
>kinda mash my face in there
>I would give people back rubs
>became sort of a competition between me and some other guy
>he was better at shoulder rubs but he could only do shoulder rubs so i won
>secretly smell their hair when i do it
>year 9
>everyone wore deodorant and it smelled gross
>year 10-11
>there were some guys that we're real dudebros
>liked to put their arms around my shoulder
>i was pretty short so their armpits were kind of in my face
>ohmy~.jpg
>one of them might have been into me but he made a lot of "no homo" jokes, like slapping asses, so idk
also;
>whites>indians>blacks
I don't even think asians have musk, i certainly don't.
>>5954991
I don't get this musk meme, I've never smelt something similar to musk from anyone ever, not from myself either.
>>5955006
Go to a gym everyone's all sweaty there, if you can't smell anything then there might be something wrong with your nose.
>>5955030
I can smell sweat, but that's it? That's nothing like the scent that is actually called musk.
>>5955040
There's a bit of musk it;s just not all there, it's like the same kind that you smell on crotches.
>>5955062
I haven't smelled any crotches so I wouldn't know.
I would sing along to ABBA on car rides.
>>5955071
Clean yourself thoroughly, then masturbate just after that. The first body odor that should be noticable on your crotch area or underside in general should be musk.
Not to be confused with the smell of your dickhead or the smell of your semen of course. Those have a quite specific smell distinct from musk. Obviously.
>>5955090
I have tried that, never smelled anything. Unless I stop showering and get stinky pits I don't think I have any body odor to be honest. Would explain some things.
>>5955100
Well maybe its some psychological thing where your consciousness sort of discards smells that smell like you because its more interested noticing unfamiliar stuff...
I suppose you could test this by using undies as samples, and letting someone smell them, lol. Like take some from other people who do have confirmed musk smells, some clean ones, one of yours. dont tell them which is which, see how they jugde yours.
Then I guess you could also just smell the musk ones to see what it's like.
But I suppose that's not very likely.
I also suppose you have little sexual experience since seriously, people have musk smells. And it's actually a sex pheromone of sorts with humans, and people who have a musk odor at all will have it like 10 times more at least during and after sex.
Or maybe you are somehow smell blind to the odor? idk.
Anyways it would be extremely exceptional for someone to have absolutely no noticable musk odor.
>>5955204
I did some quick research on it now, and the scent is called androstenone. I'm going to keep looking into if there is a possibility to not produce it, because its something I have suspected for a while. Again it would explain a couple of things.
>>5955215
Is that what it's called? Well in any case, pretty sure girls have it too so it's not just a male thing.
>>5949180
I was too aware to not realize, even as a child.
I resisted my bisexual urges when I was a teen tho for some reason, even though I was sort of aware ish of them before.
To the point where I would have fantasies of high school bullies submitting me to "punishments for being such a faggot", punishments with extremely homoerotic overtones of course. Sometimes culminating in rape fantasies. Then I would tell myself, "yeah so in these thoughts I happen to have while Im wanking, what these guys are doing is abuse, and I keep resisting, so that means I dont want it, right? ergo, I'm not gay".
Then I heard people talk about anal sex on a radio show and I tried putting the top of a tiny little drumstick up my ass and when I pulled it out I somehow had this weird epiphany that I couldnt deny that I was gay and it made me cum buckets.
>>5955225
females have androstenol. depending on where females are in their menstrual cycles they will be more attracted to androstenone.
>be like 15
>friends talking about shitty softcore porn on hbo
>complain that you can't even see the dudes dick
>>5954958
should have fucked him, dog
>>5949180
When I was 7, I asked my 50 years old priest if I could suck his penis, then, as his refusal upset me, I complained about it to my parents, who gave me the spanking of a lifetime (only time they actually hit me).
Needless to say, I developed extreme introversion and fucked up fetishes from this moment.
>>5955225
The idea of women having a musk sounds absolutely revolting to me.
Hot if it's a guy though.
>>5954438
Not really, I sometimes wear panties, but that's about as girly as I dress
>>5955550
what the fuck lmao
>>5955550
Well fuck
> be in 1st/2nd grade
> over at best friend's house
> in her room
> "hey anon, wanna try Barbie sex?"
> what's that?
> she grabs a Barbie, pulls down her pants and starts rubbing its head on her vulva
> hands me one to try
> I kinda do it, but I'm mostly watching her
> think about it a lot after that
> fast forward a few months
> ask her if she wants to try Barbie sex without the Barbies
> she looks at me like I'm nuts
And that's how I remained aggressively closeted for most of my young life. I also grabbed a lot of boobs in my day, and really, really liked when other girls grabbed mine. Whiiiich happened a lot. I was gifted in that department, girls asked to grab them all the time.
Also, weirdly enough that old best friend mentioned the whole Barbie sex thing to me and asked if I had ever noticed any of her family getting handsy or inappropriate with her. Never did find out if she found out anything.
I suggested to my friend that we should show our dicks to each other
I was playing crash bandicoot with my friend and there's a mission where his pants get ripped off if he gets hit and i made a note about how I almost saw his penis
I found myself looking at male celebrity sex scenes when I was 13-14 (didn't realize I was gay until a few years later)
Found myself constantly staring at this guy in my class first semester of college (should've realized it at this point and I fucking hate myself for not)
>>5954991
I used to dress up at my cousin's house in their clothes, including one time where I got into a Snow White costume with high heels and then went and showed our parents.
I got sick of my friends saying I had a small penis, so at a sleepover, I pulled my pants down in front of them.
I had make up put on me once at my request as a joke.
When i was 14 I wrote the name of the boy i was in love with on the inside of my mothers foggy car window. A week later my brother asked why the name of my friend was on the window :D
In elementary school a teacher was explaining something, and me and my best friend got out of the crowd and had the sudden urge to compare our dicks. (To this day I still have no idea why I did that) But the teacher noticed and sent us to the principal to explain ourselves. We couldn't.
>>5955550
Poor guy D:
>>5955550
you're subhuman scum. your parents should have just beat you to death
>>5949180
Why did the boy fuck up his hair, fuck that haircut looks ugly on him. And why the fuck does he have a feather boa? And why the fuck is he almost naked in the middle of the street. And who the fuck is the grown ass dude behind him. This is some pedophilia shit!
I used to play with barbies.
But I have an aunt who is a child development professor and she kept insisting to my parents it's okay for boys to play with dolls.
It didn't work and they knew I was gay before I told them
>>5960517
All things I've been wondering too. I'd really like to know the context of that picture, but I'm afraid to reverse search it.
>>5960743
it's from a video where that kid starts twerking on the street. it's from some street festival thing i think in brazil. not sure if it was a gay related event, but they certainly wiped their own special brand of aids all over it.
>>5960784
wow, brazil sounds like a great place
>>5949180
I built pic related as a kid
