Is anyone else here straight, but would rather be gay if they could be?
I'm gay but would rather be straight.
I'm gay but would rather be dead.
>>5939385
Not particularly.. But I did discover one of the guys I went to school with transitioned into a female.. an attractive one!
>>5939385
I'd rather be bi.
But being gay would help me feel better about wanting to be a girl.
I'm gay. My life sucks 5 dicks.
Consider it like a curse or an ailment received in a game.
It literally drains you of life source.
>>5939447
Why is it bad?
>>5939385
i fap to porn but since i have no interest in real life sexual actions i call myself asexual
i'd rather be "truly" asexual since i'd feel less like a pretender for falling into the grey area since really it's more like "fuck anything that won't kill me and fap to many things that will + autism"
>>5939467
My life I've been fucked in the head. I have all kinds of mental illnesses which I'm trying to keep under control.
Growing up dealing with my sexuality only made my life more turbulent.
I'm lost amongst the precepts of order and shit.
All the pain and confusion has forced me to hurt people I care about..
>>5939467
being gay is for most people not a good thing. gays are more shallow, more focused on appearance and sizes, have compartmentalized love and sex. the smallest percentage of gays end up happy.
go enjoy your straight life instead of wanting to be gay.
>>5939479
I'm kind of like that. I don't have an interest in having sex with girls or even being in a romantic relationship with one, even though I'm straight. I do fantasize a lot about being gay and having a bf whom I can kiss and cuddle with on my bed. We're just being happy in each other's company, and that thought makes me happy.
>>5939492
>gays are more shallow, more focused on appearance and sizes, have compartmentalized love and sex. the smallest percentage of gays end up happy.
This applies to everyone to such a massive degree that splitting hairs over whether gay or straight is worse is redundant
t. Outsider with no interest in relationships beyond friendship.
i am mostly straight, wanted to be a girl for a long time, but I know I can't change that. So it kinda sucks
>>5939499
It doesn't. You'll find it is men who are visually wired, so they are the ones that want the perfect partner. Whether this means body type, penis size, submissiveness, dominance, so on and so forth.
Flamboyant gays are criticized but most gays are flamboyant just with a different set of drag on them. Gays can drop you for having a one inch too short penis.
With women they care more about your actions, your body language. They are only shallow if you hurt them and they want to kick you in the metaphorical balls so they spread rumors.
>>5939502
Most are, in a minority group finding the minority that is not is going to be like finding the place that holds the haystacks to find the needle.
>>5939514
>if you hurt them
Which is about as difficult as violating the religious laws of the Islamic State.
>>5939502
Better fucking believe it.
You can't see things the way I do because your blessed and healthy.
>>5939519
That's easy to avoid by just learning some neuro-lingustic programming, and in that case you'll need those small fights every now and then.
>>5939499
It does apply to everyone, but when you're heterosexual you have a huge portion of the population as potential partners. Homosexuals are such a small minority that those problems become much more pronounced when seeking companionship.
>>5939479
I love porn. I don't really care about sex. It just sounds boring unless it's really fetishistic. I'm much more into cuddling and kissing.
>>5939494
>straight
>don't have an interest in having sex with girls
Huh
I'm romantically attracted to men but I don't find them physically attractive. Complete opposite with women. Wish I could just get boners with men
>>5942270
Maybe try to get over all the sexism you've polluted your soul with because you browse 4chan too much. Physical attraction is the only biological thing, there's no such thing as a difference between romantic and sexual attraction unless you're an autist or are sexist against one gender.
>>5942270
Getting boners is quite a foolish way to measure if you're attracted to something.
>>5942317
>let me tell you how your brain works
>>5942270
Just let enough men suck your dick and you'll get used to it.
>>5939385
Yeah, I hear gay people are more up-front about sex so you don't have to pretend to actually like them to get a BJ or whatever, that might be nicr
>>5939385
I'm straight, but living in a child-free marriage with a woman that our D&D group once described as "one of the guys." So... close enough?
Gay Lite: all the fun, none of the social stigma!
>>5939385
>but would rather be gay
Nah it doesn't work like that, you have to have tendencies. when you were young. In end I turned out bisexual, and I still don't want to admit it.
I used to feel like that.
Turns out I'm into guys sexually, but not a whole lot.
Also turns out I'm a tranny.
Beware anon. This is not a path you want to take, oooOOoooOOOOooooOOO
>>5944367
yeah they're fuck you upfront without telling you about all the STDs you just received
>>5944367
the promiscuity is the thing I hate the most about being gay. It's the reason I don't go out and have random sex.
>>5939385
I'd rather be gay, I don't find women interesting or funny.
Would love to get fucked roughly, but I don't find guys attractive so no doubt the actual reality of it would be awful. Bet they're nicer to cuddle as well
>>5939385
HahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahshshshsjajahajahahdjdowsuidisjsinJEIDOFNAUEKFNDUWGFKCODHAISOCDUEUQBXIENDO!!!!
Yeah kinda
>transition
>meet great girl
>together 5 years
>get boy crazy out of the blue
>end up breaking up over it
Turns out most guys are shit and I really miss my ex's company. We broke up on good terms but I don't think we could ever really get back together and I don't even look at girls like that anymore. Sigh...
>>5939385
No. I'm rather attached to women. I like how hard they are to get. Being gay means playing the game on easy mode. Plus you have to worry about AIDS.
I'm gay but would rather be male but I'm not trans.
>>5945599
Wat?
>>5944367
Meeting people just for sex never interested me. I would rather have a relationship with love.
>>5945542
I don't know if having a masculine gf would work for me. I've thought about it, but guys are so strong and powerful and much hotter. I wish I was attracted to them.
>>5945654
Why not? I could try to have a normal gf like a normal person, but it doesn't seem appealing at all. Maybe it will get better?
>>5950577
>I like how hard they are to get.
Yeah not me, I didn't come to Earth to play a frustrating game. I know the feels of OP I am bisexual and beta, I get no girls ever and I'm gay enough to see how much easier life would be if I went for men but I'm not gay enough to actually do it. I like cock but I just can't fall in love with a man. I REALLY hate being straight, I'd do anything to not be straight.
>>5953818
;-;
>>5953829
No, I mean hard as in, it's difficult to convince a woman to sleep with you. Guys are DTF all the time.
>>5953858
Wouldn't she want to if she loved you?
>>5953862
I'm talking about meeting new people for the first time, not people you're already in a relationship with.
>>5939494
You are gay. Look at what you wrote.
>>5953858
If you have a normal libido maybe.
>>5953759
Sounds like you're already more attracted to them than you think.
>>5953874
You would want to have sex with someone you just met?
>>5953899
There's a level in between relationship and total stranger. If a gay guy wants to have sex with his gay acquaintance, it's much easier to make that happen than with a het friendship.
>>5953912
Oh.
Interesting thread. IDK, just funny to see this thread since I yesterday posted "are straight guys (like myself) who have sex with men welcome here" >>5950034
What keeps you from being together with men you like/ have sex with men if you're straight? I'm sorry if this sounds trollish as others have pointed out.
(I should take you don't appreciate male sexual contact.)
>>5953959
- take it*
>>5953927
You are either a troll or you're in stratospheric levels of denial. Try acting on your fantasies and see how it feels.
>>5944343
It's not wrong dude.
Honestly you're kind of sounding like a repressed gay or bi.
Pro tip: With sexuality nothing is wrong. Don't try to stop thinking thoughts just because you think it's wrong. It's going to come back stronger anyway
I considered myself straight until about a year ago.
I'd been with a fair few women, though never had any kind of romantic feelings. I could get aroused easily enough by women, I just could never find anyone that interested me enough.
That was until almost one year ago, I helped out some random guy when his bag was stolen. At the time I put it down as my "good deed" for the day and walked it off. But the guy I helped found me later on and said he had feelings for me.
I thought it was kinda weird at first, and to be honest, was kinda creeped out he tracked me down, but he was nice enough that I didn't want to be an ass to him. So I told him that I wasn't really interested but we can be friends. After a few weeks of hanging out, I actually had feelings for him as well.
We've been dating for almost a year now. First time I've ever loved someone.
To be honest, it's kinda strange though. I can't get turned on no matter how much I try by other guys.
Look at gay porn, nothing. Look at trap porn, nothing. Look at Shemale porn, nothing.
But I look at him and I get the hugest erection ever.
Anyway /blog/. Sorry for the rambling.
>>5953959
Because that's not the definition of the word straight. It's like asking why 4chan is called a website and not a planet. That's just how words work.
If enough people started using "straight" to mean "men who also have sex with men sometimes", then we would just invent some new word straight2 to describe men who never have sex with other men.
>>5953878
Stop pushing your faggotry on other people.
>>5954134
What the fuck? Dude says he doesn't want to have sex with women and constantly fantasizes about having a bf, I tell him he's gay, and I'm the one pushing faggotry on people?
>>5945542
>one of the guys
Hahahaha... Do you know how much she's fucking other guys?
>>5954128
That's really cute, anon.
>>5954133
That's literally what happened. Look up MSM (category).
>>5954128
nice story
i wish it's true
& that would happen to me
>>5939485
lol what I heard was
"im a crazy bitch and If I could id stop being a woman"
I love being gay
but thats because im a top and dont look like a gay
plus im way more better looking for the gays than the straights
Honestly part of the reason is that i grew up in a far left environment where the fact that being gay was ok was hammered into me over and over and over.
No one ever really mentioned that it was ok to be straight. In fact since being a straight white guy is not ok, being a straight guy is probably suspect.
To top things off i have a very small penis (9cm). So i just feel like my dice were rolled wrong and there's no point to my existence.
>>5954184
/r9k/ pls go and stay go
>>5958770
I know what you mean, I drank the Jew kool-aid as a kid, and believed that our generation was more "excepting"
What a load of shit.
..Your penis is like half my size
