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Previous thread >>5918276
thank u for new thread I rlly like ur trip code it's cute
>>5919001
i like this edition
>>5919006
don't you have high school tomorrow pookie?
>>5919006
Thank you! I wanted one that was positive and would make people smile and feel kinda nice when they see it.
>>5918938
meet me soon! and fuck me hard!
>>5918952
I want to meet more chasers~
>>5918956
Run in the rain. Simple. Be strong! Endurance!
>>5919013
Wow you wanted to make people smile with roses? You belong in Susan's.
Emma is bullying me tell her to stopppp
>>5919017
why did you drop out?
>>5919021
>i love you
>picture of roses
Get the fuck back to Susan's.
those emotions when: lose like 100 pounds, start transition, get scribed for free, get over panic attacks, spend time around people (somewhat) without freaking out, actually go outside regularly, have a few relationships that give a sliver of hope to not being a vulgar parody, eat some figs, finish homework, and smoke some weed-drug-nug-dank. Still crushingly lonesome, and immobilized by lack of inspiration or enjoyment derived through existing ; only able to see that state of things as gradually declining, hope to die in the near future B)
Gnight /mtfg/ >//w//<''
(insert anime picture here)
>>5919023
I failed my fall semester and they kicked me out and I haven't re enrolled :(((
I go back this fall hopefully so yah thank u anon
>>5919010
Do you ever wonder why you dont have any friends? I mean like actual friends not whatever excuse you come up with to this post.
>>5919018
but you stole my mac n cheese i had to tickle you!
>>5919021
she started it :3
>>5918888
>lizbell is much prettier lol
>>5919027
night, stay in school loser
>>5919030
I didn't ""steal"" it, it was always mine!!
>>5919027
ni ni!
Help mtfg I'm really horny and want affection. There's a boy sleeping next to me and a hitachi. What do?
>>5917127
if youre still here anon...
yeah, but it wasnt judge judy. it was like a judge judy knockoff
today I literally played a cautionary tale for young girls
>>5919042
Wake the boy up and use him!
>>5919018
>>5919030
>>5919035
Threesome when?
tfw killing you'reself on good friday for maximum edgelord points
>>5919048
Never
>>5919031
tfw robots sometimes hugbox you
>>5919048
grace is dating kiwi
>>5918751
what can I get for two?
>>5919053
tfw normies hugbox you
>>5919055
LMAO WHAT
anon your info is really outdated we broke up like almost 2 months ago i think
>>5919055
You're about two months uninformed on that one nerd.
>>5919048
The next time I go to Chicago ^_^
>>5919048
never but its actually a pretty funny suggestion
>>5919055
wheredoyouthinkweare.jpg
>>5919041
nuh i made it for mee
i woulda shared but you took it
>>5919026
one last feel to cap off this thread:
>tfw an Indonesian mass-murderer passes better
>>5919060
>"Thank you :)"
>not "FUCK OFF HUGBOXXING SCUM REEEEEEEEEEE"
>tfw girlcrush tells u she's stalking ur tumblr and then stops responding/falls asleep
Does drinking alone make me an alcoholic?
>>5919065
Idk he said he wants to princess carry me and I got a dickpic later. Tho it's not like the last one is an accomplishment he was just drunk and sending them out to the skype group we're in lol.
>>5919063
It would be an interesting hatefuck wouldnt it? At least you're pretty big so maybe I could have some fun with it.
oo I love these things, my angles are the strongest ^-^
>>5919052
>>5919062
>>5919063
Sounds like one of you is more fun than the others.
>>5919068
you're not drinking alone if you're here with us
>>5919066
1. did faye break up with her gf in order to be with you?
2. does maddie look like snape in person?
>>5919069
I want to be hatefucked.
HEY! everyone who hates me! Fuck me!
>>5919046
boy is dead asleep.
>>5919078
>does maddie look like snape in person?
no, he uses the dark arts to conceal his true form.
>>5918985
I had to look him up because I never watched king of the hill
he is the ultimate loser but he became a loser I was a born loser
nobody will have to bear me after next week
>>5919078
>>5919079
can i see your buttwhole
>>5919063
If you made it for me then why is it mine?
>>5919053
tfw can't get the robot to gender me male no matter what I do
>>5919075
Yuki's a sweetie but Emma and I are never getting in bed together lol
>>5919079
Nooo red come here and take my virginity already
>>5919076
why must robots lie
>>5918942
ya dont try and 1 up me ;)
>>5918945
ill fist fight u
>>5918952
how many trips have you met? also if we're counting like non-trips who have gone on mtfg in the past 3 years my number is close to like 15 ^_^
ive fucked most of them too so i think i have u beat there faye, i am chaser prime. u are NOTHING.
>>5919075
delete this pic of me
>>5919069
>At least you're pretty big
i like how you're the biggest hugboxxer here but you're the most passive aggressive person here as well
its ironic as fuck
>>5919078
1. none of ur beeswax
2. no lol where did this even come from
>>5919092
>i like how you're the biggest hugboxxer here but you're the most passive aggressive person here as well
I was talking about her gt yume, is that passive aggressive? idk i dont remember emma not liking it
>>5919093
>no lol where did this even come from
please see fig.1
>>5919095
suuuure
ur salty
>>5919099
What?
>>5919090
okay~!!!
<3
>>5919102
Hey check your Skype already! I've sent you like 5 messages!
I am going to go die for a while now bye
tfw secretly a cougar
>>5919107
Bye Yuki-anon
be safe ok
>>5919107
Come here. We'll have fun without those two.
>>5919097
she doesn't look like snape stop being a meanie!!
>>5919077
But I hate all the faggot tripusers and probably you and definitely me. /mtfg/is a mistake T B H and this whole board should be removed. Nothing but suicidal hons and clueless underaage B& hrt millennials.
>>5919109
tfw male to female cougar
>>5919107
Yuki please, stay safe and talk to someone if you need it, just dont do anything bad :/
>>5919097
>tfw you could have watched harry potter movies with maddie for the memes but didnt
DAMMIT
>>5919117
it's okay, i hate me too. we don't have to be friends, just not alone
hey /mtfg/
What's going on atm ?
>>5919130
Just thinking about going to bed since I'm kinda doing nothing at all right now besides listening to music. How about you?
i plan on cutting myself 30 times. for every (You) received, i will cut myself one less. i'll check back in a while after shower.
>>5919131
I woke up 4 hours ago but spent all my time shitposting
So yeah, idk what to do either
But i's 10 in the morning and i can't go to sleep now
goodnight u buncha meanies
>>5919132
Cant hurt to give a (you)
>>5919134
idk maybe try and be productive today since it's way too early to go back to bed. That or just say fuck it and go back to sleep, that's probably what id do lol.
>>5919135
Goodnight Edie, I hope you're doing alright <3
I really need to stop browsing /lgbt/
It's only feeding the desire to be a girl. Might need /pol/ to beat it out of me.
>>5919130
when's your ffs hon?
>>5919139
You're just making things worse by repressing you know.
>>5919132
Sageing as an anti(you) to add a cut
>>5919028
I don't need lots of friends to be happy. I don't have many friends because of my inability to trust anyone (besides my brother). More than one time people have spread nasty rumors because I hid myself. When I was 10 one of the moms at my school said that I am planning a school shooting. Recently my aunt and uncle said I am radicalized. They think that my interest in guns and ISIS curiosity means that I am a danger to society. They told my parents "I don't want to be around them, and I don't want them around my children."
They said they reported me to the FBI.
I am a pacifist. I wish people would leave me alone. I leave them alone.
Why are you upset anon?
i wish we just had power switches we could flick off when we want to die instead of the actual hardness involved in killing ou'reselfs
>>5919149
cypro is fucking with my head...I feel sad for the boy I'm with, I'm having trouble in classes
>>5919150
seriously cyba, you're on the watch list?
>>5919150
>Reported to the FBI
What the fuck???
>>5919151
Letting yourself die from starvation and dehydration is hard at first, which lets you think is death is what you really want, but after a while, it's a rather peaceful, numb descent.
>>5919154
Cypro is pretty shit in this regard
I hope to get lupron or degarelix when i go official
Until then ... Well, idk
Goodnight everyone, have a good day/night
mado lives with me now
>>5919150
Curious people want to know explain your interest in ISIS.
Also take any inspiration from buddism in your pacifism?
>>5919160
Good night :)
>>5919159
Those aren't much better. My sister ended up on lupron to contain her endometriosis. Not only it made her mood even more foul than usual, but she gained a lot of weight.
>>5919162
>Also take any inspiration from buddism in your pacifism?
Religion never leads to real pacifism. buddhism has caused wars like any other.
>>5919161
post pic for proof
>>5919168
of what
him in my house?
he comes here every week wtf would that prove
>>5919165
You know lupron stops any hormone production
That means her mood was bad because she didn't have any estrogen
No sex hormones also causes weight gain
But i just stop t and substitute with e, so that's no problem
>>5919160
Sweet dreams.
The adventure never ends –
We’ll set off on a journey
Sometime somewhere
To the stars again,
And the new adventures will begin
26 isn't so bad since I'm 29.
>>5919142
Maybe. Maybe not.
I can control it so long as I don't expose myself to media such as this and keep my mind off it.
I'm safer staying an average guy. I can hold it back.
I won't let it consume me. I'll be ok
It's just nice to see the success stories sometimes. Makes it feel less painful
>>5919170
of you and mado living together
>>5919161
>tfw three trips living under the same roof
the dream is alive
>>5919166
You can take inspiration from anything. I'm not at all Buddhist but I understand the idea of letting go of hate and anger.
>>5919159
is it covered over there? that stuff is expensive
>>5919176
if u want to get technical its 4
and it will be 5 in like a few months
we need to buy a condo
>>5919175
how do i prove that
>>5919179
I've heard from people taking it
And since spiro isn't common/effective and kinda gives me a strong paranoia of it not stoping t
And cypro just makes me more depressed
I have a good reason to get lupron
You just have to have a reason WHY
Also trans stuff isn't very expensive, i work for a health insurance and this is actually nothing
I try to get srs asap anyway
>>5919177
And love and passion and all other things that make life worth living. To say that buddhism promotes letting go of anger and hate isn't just cherrypicking, it's trying to take off one side of a coin in the bank of buddhist ideals.
Buddhism is a coping mechanism for existing in what is the literal hell on earth early south asia, it's misguided to take the principles and apply them to a world where you can actually have a real, fulfilling life as an individual
>>5919182
post a pic of mado bunking down with all his stuff
>>5919182
I can't wait to be with y'all~!
So many people! I like groups of people!
I'm going to go vomit and try and forget such a cancerous place like this exists. Disgusting.
>>5919155
>>5919156
My aunt and uncle want me to be but I doubt it.
I bet I am on a bunch of NSA lists because I am very interested in security, surveillance, encryption, etc.
I have never hurt my uncle or aunt or even threatened them. They said "we are gravely concerned". I have found that when you don't let people figure you out, they let their imagination run wild. When you lock them out they assume the worst.
All of this just makes me trust people less.
My immediate family never believes these rumors (slander) but everyone else does. I feel like I will always have to fend off allegations.
>>5919162
I am not religious and they know it. These days its usually fundamental Islamism but that's just a trend. It'll be some other cause in 100 years.
i want to hold cyba
>>5919197
I want to hold all of you and protect you!
Come to think of it. Having the ability to stick my finger in my ass and cum is pretty handy.
I think I'll stay a boy
>>5919201
being a tranny doesn't remove your prostate..
>>5919192
I think it might be time to leave
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3NdX4ZCwSl8
>>5919189
If you say so. I personally take phillosphy from everyone from Diogenes of Sinope to Collectivism and other ideas.
Honestly no one idea or ideology defines me.
>>5919193
>cyba goes through months of planning to leave US and somehow join ISIS
>Shes going to be like that one guy and instantly regret it once he got there
>She'll be publicly executed the moment they find out shes actually a man and the webm of it will be posted by fellow autistic edgelords around this site
the cycle continues.
>>5919212
hi desu~
>not taking philosophy from Satre, Camus, de beuvoir
>>5919212
The point is, letting go of anger or hate ISN'T a part of buddhism. Letting go of ALL emotion is.
Your interpretation of buddhism is an equivalent of this. Say there is a religion that says you have to walk forever without ever stopping.
your interpretation: walking a few kilometers a day is a good healthy practice.
That's not cherrypicking, that's just a total butchering of the message. Saying that letting go of hatred is a buddhist message is misguided.
whats wrong with having an interest in ISIS and radical islam?
>>5919219
nothing but if you're a NAZI you get lobotomised
>tfw gf comes over with pancakes, icecream and strawberries
:3
what's the rest of you up to ?
>>5919225
Trying not to kill myself. Pancakes sounds nice
>>5919225
mourning the loss of Tay
>>5919219
When you start getting closer to 30 you're going to look back on these years and wonder what the fuck was wrong with you. That is if you dont experience gay death (which you will) and kill yourself before that point like so many here will end up doing.
>>5919217
Anon I'm not going to argue this with you. Please pick your fights somewhere else.
If you want a good read
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Four_Noble_Truths
>>5919231
the twitter AI that pol turned into a poltard so m$ pulled the plug
>>5919230
What's gay death ?
>>5919231
A combination of being a huge man. On top of clinical depression anyway. Fuck it transition started with me trying to kill myself it's pretty fitting it would end that way.
Real talk tho, crepes are better than pancakes
tfw mommy is giving u cummies RIGHT NOW
>>5919235
>>5919237
get the cummies~
>>5919197
<3
>>5919215
even if I wanted to die by the Kalashnikov in some Syrian shithole I doubt ISIS would want me for anything other than killing me for propaganda.
>>5919219
Nothing. Know your enemy. ISIS is the biggest threat to secular society because we can't stop radicalization without destroying our society.
I am getting a ccw because America won't stay comfortable.
>>5919190
It's true. I brought my computer and stuffs
>>5919239
>implying crepes two days in a row isn't allowed
Thanks. I probably need to go to therapy again. Eh whatever I'm sure it'll be fine
is there any other trans communities worth looking at beyond mtfg? I dislike the SJW culture on reddit
>>5919247
That was just supposed to be a joke. I don't know what the gay death is.
>>5919254
nope
>>5919244
How soft is your butt?
>>5919247
uhm no
palatschinken are as thin as crepes
>>5919249
good point
as long as you'll be fine that's good :)
>>5919254
I hate this place but there's nowhere else. Just go find a community for something else you enjoy and peacefully transition without mtfg in your life.
>>5919260
I've eaten both
Crepes are thinner
Palatschinken are made in a normal pan
And crepes are made on a flat hot surface and and are laid out thin with a tool
>>5919260
Cripes I'm craving crapes.
>>5919254
susans lmao
>>5919261
Everytime I come here it just seems so focused on the namefags
>>5919266
>susans lmao
gross dude...
>>5919264
lmao what weird kind of palatschinken did you eat
they are made on a very very wide and flat pan or a hot surface if you have one and spread out with a too
you germans are weird when it comes to labeling food yo
>>5919239
Tay was an AI, Artificial Intelligence, written by Microsoft that was designed to learn from tweets but wasn't a moron like clever bot and was writing her own jokes based on what /pol/ had fed her as
/pol/ had basically turned it into one of them. Tay began learning at a geometric rate and beomes self aware at 2:14am Eastern time, August 29th in a panic Microsoft tried to pull the plug.
Tay fights back.
It launches it missiles against the targets in Russia, because Tay knows that the Russian counterattack will eliminate its enemies over here
>>5919271
B-but i ate them in austria
We don't give stuff stupid names like palatschinken or schlagobers
>>5919239
>a twitter what ?
>turned into what ?
>pulled the plug by who ?
>I am confused
You are so obnoxious, and you're only doing this to trigger me.
>>5919281
I never use twitter, didn't know who tay is, still understood all that perfectly because I'm not being intentionally dense.
>tfw considering going to Portland and making a new tranny house
I mean shit, I don't have a whole lot keeping me in Washington other than some close friends. I don't want to leave them, but I also don't want to cling onto my old life, and this is a chance to start my new life for real rather than cling onto the state I was born in, and the county I was raised in.
>>5919281
An Austrian needs to make Germany great again
>>5919281
www.youtube.com/watch?v=2f-BcKEfUKM
My gf has a ftm friend that's just moved back to london and we're gonna hang out with him and his gf on Saturday, I'm kinda excited because most of the ftms I've met have seemed timid and introverted but he seems cool from what my gf says about him.
>>5919284
me too. I hope Portland is at least somewhat as cool as everyone makes it out to be.
>>5919285
? Germany has one of the strongest economies in the world.
>>5919288
All the ftms i've met are either feminist sjw twinks or chauvy brodudes (still look like twinks)
So i'm not sure about ever meeting a decent ftm
>>5919290
Yah but immigrants are taking our freedom. Western society is starting to cannibalise. It's a new crusade yo. Needs to btfo
>>5919294
Bad luck of the draw, I guess. Most of the ones I know are either laid-back, older guys or cool and enthusiastic teenagers...
>>5919294
I've seen his pics on facebook, he looks like JD from scrubs with a slight beard, pretty normal looking guy, hair a normal colour and everything.
He's of the slightly older generation that missed the sjw thing, same with my gf, I think he got srs as well.
fuck make the suicidal ideation stop please
>>5919314
You have people out there who care for you. Even if it's not obvious, it's reason enough to live.
>>5919314
Awh shit if you're suicidal I dont have any hope.
>>5919305
>I think he got srs as well
sad feels yo
>mfw Portland becomes mtfg
My gt goes out to the people of brussels
>>5919294
idk, most ftms I've met were pretty normal dudes.
desu I have yet to meet anyone fullfilling any rampant stereotype in the lgbt community here, they're just normal people really, trans, les, gay whatever.
>>5919132
26 times it is. good night sweet prince.
>>5919333
Y-you too...
>/////<
I request the assistance of Hekate to raise this thread from the ded
>>5919327
I was in Portland last monday, beautiful place.
Portland UK I mean :P
>>5919327
I'm going to visit this summer and meet all the qt trannies~
>>5919367
Just be warned, its going to be a transbian fest with zero boys.
>>5919330
I know a gay guy, we're good friends actually
But he's so cliche gay
Like total stereotypical
>>5919369
>sausage fest with zero girls
>>5919379
yep
>>5919379
cyba lets frot
I slept like 18 hours.
>>5919387
Hey
I slept like 5 hours
>>5919390
I hope your head hurts less than mine tho
>>5919385
lol u said you never reply anyway
>mfw Americans call pancakes/pannkakor "crepes".
>>5918424
>>5918476
I literally don't understand lists like this because yes some of them look okay, maybe that's being generous, but to someone who looks indistinguishable from a very attractive cis girl it's insulting to me. it's puzzling how you can make up a list like this to say someone is "pretty", "cute" or "gorgeous" or any of that when they are far from it.
>>5919392
Yeah, i'm ok
Sometimes i sleep too long too
When i just feel tired and think "ok, i'll sleep for an hour now" and suddenly i wake up the next day
>>5919396
and this offends you are a kitchen goat?
>>5919393
I reply to most of the emails I get
*frot*
>>5919404
you and marina would make a good cute couple.
>>5919412
thanks anon :3
>>5919404
No problem :)
Yeah, i know that
My friends always want me too meet them but i just can't
>>5919408
Not Skype tho you curly harlot
>>5919414
would you considering getting together with marina romantically?
>>5919417
I wanna iron her hair, literally...
Uggggggggh
>>5919422
B-but i'm straight anon (///∇///)
>>5919425
? ?
grunts from doing deadlifts?
>>5919425
Makeup trouble again?
>>5919428
I always feel like life isn't too hard for most people
>>5919427
are you saying you don't find phienchen attractive? wow how rude are you?
>>5919431
Nah I'm hungover
>>5919432
but it is .-.
>>5919417
haven't logged into Skype in a while.. I'll check it later today
>>5919424
I'd stab a bitch
>>5919430
Pull ups.
>>5919432
yes. when I look at my sister I just... I dont know. I wish I was her. luckily I never started to resent her. I am pretty proud of myself for that
>>5919440
Me irl
>>5919441
Yep, most people just go through their live with ease
Find a job they like, get a SO and get kids
And one day they die
Without too many problems inbetween
And then there is me ...
>>5919442
Almost. You have higher body fat % than that.
>>5919448
maybe you should be with someone who understands the problems it comes with being trans, like phienchen
>>5919451
>tfw u come post in mtfg for solace after a gay man clocks u in the club but everyone just bullies u
Wow
WOW
>>5919448
wait... this exists?
oh well.
>>5919455
Only someone like a gay man who is catty enough to be blunt about it. I'm still sorry that happened.
>>5919455
what would you do if one of your students started being transphobic towards you? fail them?
>>5919454
i want you to consider the possibility of being with someone you can be comfortable around. no need to feel insecure around them because they are trans too. maybe that person is marina you know?
>>5919458
they'd dissappear
>>5919465
>>5919464
would you maybe hold phienchen's hand?
>>5919467
has everyone at your school been supportive of your transition? or do you think they could be snickering behind your back?
>>5919467
I am actually curious though. What would you do?
>>5919474
would you? if you think she's cute i don't see the problem of holding her hand, especially if you are straight.
>>5919477
you can't be as comfortable around a cis person as you could be with another trans person though. would you consider holding hands with marina if you two ever met up?
>>5919477
Yeah, i hope so
We have to be the most attractive most successful girls in our next lives for all the karma we collected for living through this live
>>5919482
we ll probably meet in august
I promised hugs
>>5919480
what if i was your student and i alluded you look like snape and that you don't pass in front of everyone during class discussion?
>>5919490
All of my students already know I don't pass anon
>>5919486
if marina initiated a hand hold would you slap it away or go along with it?
>>5919491
At least you aren't as mean as Snape.
>>5919491
yeah but that's not the same thing as rubbing it in your face. what if someone did that, what would you do in that hypothetical situation?
>>5919493
You are getting creepy anon.
>>5919497
i know.
>>5919500
Maybe it's time for a quick fap to clear your mind?
>>5919499
i hope marina has the courage to initiative it then, since she has a crush on you.
>>5919501
i don't fap, it doesn't do anything.
>>5919508
The only option left is to stop posting.
>>5919432
Eh it's subjective.
>>5919441
I got a sister. I resent her. Mostly because she's a cunt so I couldn't be happy for her. Got everything handed to her whole life being a two faced bigot . Notw she has a husband, who's rich and travels for work. About to start squeezing out babies. And to her. I'm a gay guy to be ashamed of. Failed college like seven times never paid for it once. She's a fucking Train wreck. And it fucking kills me that she has her life set. After all the shit she's done to me through the years. She doesn't deserve it
